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#THE NEW RACESUIT IS SO UGLY IM GOING TO GO CRY IN THE CORNER#lol im kidding its not too bad#i think tho lance and fernando arw incapable of looking baf#god all the videos aston has dropped of them im gonna fucking die theyre so fine#bark bark bark woof woof woof#the helmets !!!!#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso
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I slightly bent my glasses and instantly started wondering if I’d be able to drown myself in my bathtub or if my body would go into autopilot to get me out
I may be a teensy bit over dramatic
#I’m not gonna do it I just love those freaking glasses#they’re the best pair of glasses I’ve ever had in my life and everytime I look at myself in the mirror I admire how beautiful they are#and my spare pair is so ugly that I can’t look at myself with them on for even a second without feeling like my entire face has been warped#it seriously makes me feel super wrong and I have to take them off#like they literally make me feel like I’m not a real person#they don’t even fit#they keep falling off#i need the glasses but I think im just going to squint until I can get them fixed#and if they can’t get fixed then the bathtub is all ways an option#again not really#no killing of self allowed!#but I will cry a whole lot#my rambles#tw suicide#tw dark humor#dark humor#tw intrusive thoughts#tw drowning
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does this even looks like a tf2 fanart anymore
#just experimenting!#i was gonna say im gonna delete this later bc i will ofc change the colouring here but just wanted to show bc i think is pretty#ONLY THIS ONE DRAWING bc is more... pretty me thinks but totally not from the way i wanted to go#but yeah little spoiler for something im doing bc i am so drunk and in love with them i cry a little bit but im fine now#i just love love#kino art#piss mauling#this looks very far away from my art style... but it reminded of my older style too... and like those 2016 shipp art if ykwim#this looks so personal im sorry i promise i will draw funny gore tf2 ugly art back again dont unfollow me bc im happy tonight is 1am buak#- i just wanna feel... happy and pretty and being in love space thats. how im feeling right now... dont drink wine guys my last words#watercolors dont go w my style i just realized that... but this looks pretty for me imo i feel kinda happy with this but is not the idea tb#ughhhh that sniperpauling playlist got me in the feels#really. this doesnt even looks like tf2 art anymore literally like. what tf2 game did yall play??#this two are basically my ocs atp#im so annoying with them ugh
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am I overreacting yes or no QUICKLY
#the thing is im not reacting in any way on purpose so like#is it even me overreacting or is it the evil troll in my head#plus i think this is a perfectly adequate reaction to literally everything in my life going to shit at once yay✨️#actually i havent engaged in any substance abuse or self harm or homicide so i think. if anything. im underreacting#anyway fuck everything and everyone bla bla bla my life will never be the same nl#bla bla bla im forever ruined BORING#where is the part where i burn down my childhood home ? where is the drama the action etc etc#im tired of the fucking endless crying and self pity like eeeeeew#i wanna go back to turing the pain into really weird and fucked up writing#not crying until i get wrinkles#i know i posted all that shit abt being at peace with your aging but apparently I LIED#bc this stress has made me have so many new random wrinkles and i HATE them and i hate feeling ugly on top of feeling like shit#im gonna go sniff some botox until i look 4 months younger <3#tw
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My pancake-thing turned into mush. Literally looks like something you would se a prisoner in a movie eating.
Mu greatest culinary shame...
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i would rather watch mr beast every day of my life than a single video of a stupid middle part heatless curls girlie trying to find a fat girl who said something she could jump on to hate on "fat acceptance" influencers. these creators are the scum of the earth and i hope they prolapse. also we get it: you have the most annoying form of eating disorder you could possibly have, to the point i don't even feel bad for you anymore.
#like i hope you look at your belly sideways in the mirror and cry genuinely#idc#like you hate yourself so bad im just gonna join in#people can eat food. meanwhile your hobby is makeup. the kind where you look back at the makeup you were wearing 5 years ago (because it#was trendy) and think you look ugly. ad infinitum#and post about it... eyebrow blindness tee hee! this is me in 2022!#how revolting!#im healthy!#if you wanna minimize that everyone's fucking problems is about how sexually desireable they are to other people#then you are the vapid projecting bitch#and you need to grow up
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Wrote out a big long phone call rant to have with my mother later because as much as I hate it she is my closest irl spiritual confidant 👍 here’s hoping her response to ‘hey I’ve been spiritually depressed and disconnected for like 8 months and for some reason these last two weeks advocating for Palestine has me feeling alive and burning with divine passion and love in a way I’ve never felt before in my life’ isn’t like. ‘Talk to your psyche abt your meds hun’
#ra speaks#personal#religion#oh god these tags got out of hand. look away I’m rambly today.#outing myself as deeply spiritual and devout on main oops#‘aren’t you gay and trans and -‘ listen Israel the person received that name after literally wrestling with gd in the desert#I’m allowed to put my faith leaders in a spiritual headlock for past and present crimes while I live my joyful life#maybe a physical headlock too. I’m down to body slam some wueerphobic racist pos who claim to be faithful while never exercising such faith#also lmao of the idea of a queer leftist being deeply spiritual makes you uncomfortable…bro everything about me makes ppl uncomfortable#I’m bi gender I consider myself a trans gay man and a nonbinary dyke at the same time. I’m disabled and ugly and autistic. im not palatable#accept the inherent apparent contradictory nature of the varied human experience and move on.#sorry thought about that post complaining abt observant jews being excluded from the conversations about queer jews like#you don’t have to get it. you don’t have to think it’s real! but it’s real to me! it’s important to me!#so are you gonna be my transphobic uncle and call me sick and deluded the same way he talks about trans people?#or are you gonna keep your mouth shut accept that you don’t have to understand someone to respect them and move on with your life.#anyways uh. here’s hoping I don’t lose my voice or start crying like I did while typing the script up.#vocational woes
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THEY ARE STUNNING THEY ARE EVERYTHING THEY ARE THE FUCKING MOMENT
#HOLY FUCK!!! HOLY FUCKKKKKK!!!!!!!#oh my god they look so good!!!! they did not disappoint im freaking tf out#tbh akito’s new fit my be my fave… HE DOESNT HAVE THE UGLY LAYERS ANYMORE 🎉🎉🎉 the layering actually looks good I LOVE THE SWEATER AND JACKET#and an. ANNNNN SHES STUNNING SHE IS SO PRETTYYYYY IM OBSESSED!!!!! OBSESSEDDDD! the top and pants combo is such a slay omfg#kohane’s oufit is soooooo fawking cute like im gonna cry 😭😭😭 the sweater over the collared shirt is such a nice look for her#and touya… okay maybe his is the one i like the least but i will not deny he is looking very stylish…#the turtleneck (??) is rlly nice and the jacket keeping the dermond branding is so cool to see (touya moon parallels 🥹)#not a fan of the ripped shirt or whatever thats hanging down tho… like it looks fine but id prefer the design without#AND MIKU… holy fuck??? kind of an insane looking design but i genuinely love it!! she looks so cool and i absolutely adore the coat#also her tie?? is so weird looking?? but i think it works? somehow????#<- i am feeling very normal about these designs. i like vbs a normal amount.#project sekai#proseka
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never think of ichi getting a haircut and being upset with the result while getting your own hair cut lest you also be cursed with a cut You Did Not Want
#snap chats#everyone was here the last time i had a mental breakdown over a haircut i got right#part two baby !!!!!!#II WANT TO DIE SO BAD#i didnt have money to get it cut properly so i just had my mom do it since shes cut our hair for years#and she cut it too short and now i just feel dysphoric and ugly and i want to scream and die#‘snap youre making a mountain out of a mole hill’ LET ME BE UPSET#ITS MY HAIR MY FACE MY FEELINGS so if i wanna cry like a baby let me#esp since im going back to school this week like UGH I WANTED TO LOOK NICE THE FIRST DAY#i guess this is better than having my hair longer but still.... day ruined#at least ichi’s hair looked great.... i dont wanna look in the mirror for the next half year#ok im done being dramatic bye. im gonna cry on the couch <- exagerrating. hopefully.#ill probably judt try to draw to distract the fact my self consciousness is worse now LMAO WE’LL COPE SOMEHOW WE ALWAYS DO
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just had one of the worst cries of my life i think
#going out soon but idk im just so full of anxiety n everything sucks#ive been throwing up since like 3am too bc im so anxious#like i fucked up last night and it hasnt left my mind#n then i have to join a discord and get interviewed and play a game that i find terrifying bc itll make him happy (first world problems ik)#and now i have to go out to lunch today#which would be great but !!#my jeans are a tiny bit tighter than they usually are which means i gained weight !!!! i havent eaten today so its not bloating !!!#and then i went into the bathroom to look at myself and i saw how bad my eyebags are so i went to put on makeup#but i looked fucking stupid so i took it off and now im just sitting here kinda bawling over how ugly i am#i fucking hate it !! im so disgusting#im so tired i just want to kms and cut#how am i meant to talk to him when i cant stop crying and how am i meant to go outside like this#like im never gonna post my face here but u guys rlly dont know how gross i look#god im gonna meet him in like 4 months dude i fucking cant hes gonna find me so repulsive im going to cry#wtf do i do im so fucked nothing is going to save me#hes just gonna spend like 3 days with me probably fuck me and then just leave me i fucking know it#its so over man its so fucking over someone just run me over with a car#jamie.txt
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going on a trip with my friends tomorrow and it's the middle of september so it's supposed to be autumn but it's gonna be like 26*C and I'm having severe anxiety bc i don't know what to wear bc I'd rather die than wear something that's not long sleeve bye
#im so angry and also want to cry#i literally dont have anything to wear bc i dont buy summer clothes bc i look like a sack of ugly potatoes#and i thought abt wearing a black dress but its more smart causal and they said theyre going with just jeans and sneakers and tshirts#like im shaking and im gonna have a panic attack abt it#delete
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Iv been crying so much more recently int he past few month I feel like I'm going crazy, I keep freaking out and losing it and hating myself more and more
And now my eyes sting while I'm crying and that hurts and I don't know what to do I don't know
#i gained so much weight in the new two days what happened#i didnt eat more than normal i feel#im never going to be normal and ok looking again i put on all this stupis weight#becuaae of my birth control and its never going to go away#and i feel it bwijg like a slippeely slop into bad habits to deapratly loose weight#but it wont ever fucking work#because i also suck and cant stop doing shit that makes me ugly#im just an ugly gross person and no ones ever going to want to put up with me foe more than a quick few hours#im not built to be enjoyed for long periods of times for intimately#just as the silly friend of the group that you can only put up with till you cant stand them#im nothing#i literally have nothing going for me#what? i can draw a little? so can fucking anyone and everyone#ans way better than me#im fat and gross and spell bad and have bad habits and i cry all the time#and somethings always wrong with my lifand i have adhd so i tend to leave ahit undone forever#thank god im a coward and im not gonna like#do anything to myself#but i fr have been having morw and more days where i just wish#idk#i dont wish i was dead but i do wish i didnt exist#just sidnt have to think about shit#but i am here and i do havw to think about sjit#and im just gonna have to keep crying snd dealing with shit and feeling miserable for however many fucking yeads im gonna be on this earth
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so fun fact i’ve never been high in my eighteen years of living. just a reminder to every person who has to look at my passport picture for the next ten years :)
#i might cry actually#i looks SO FUCKING HIGH#SO ZOOTED#OH MY GOD#i told myself i didn’t care what i looked like in the photo bUT THATS NOT WHAT I MEANT#I DIDNT SAY ITD BE FINE TO LOOK LIKE THAT#idc if i look stupid or ugly#BUT HIGH OUT OF MY MIND WAS NOT THE PLAN#I BLINKED#I LITERALLY BLINKED#MAYBE JUST#TAKE ANOTHER PHOTO#NOT THAT HARD IM SORRY#anyways gonna commit murder in a government building now🤪#［ on : ria tries to be interesting %.
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girls(gn) when their new glasses are ugly:
#im so pissed i literally hate them sm#and its all bc i had my heart set of this beautiful silver frameless pair but when i took them to the desk they were like lol no#ur lenses will be wayy too thick for these sorree#so i felt super pressured to pick a pair then and there and i tried to call my mum and get her to help me bc she was in another shop nearby#but time kept ticking and she didnt respond and i felt like i was wasting their time so i just chose a pair i kinda liked but wasnt 100% on#and now look whats happened😐💔#i think i have like 100 days to change them but ughhhhhhh im gonna have to wear them til then and i HATE them </3#theyre so square and ugly and the blue colour isnt even a nice blue it reminds me of my school uniform#literally wanted to start crying when i first tried them on this suuuucks#also everything is so blurry bc my eyesight got so much worse and i had a huge prescription jump#i was literally walking round tesco w my mum holding onto the trolley for my life bc i couldnt see shit#bleugh this sucks i know i shouldnt but i might just wear my old pair until i trade them in bc my self esteem will plummet 🤩
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RAAAAAHHH BW BETA OPENINGGGG
A lost gem, the beta opening of BW, including a look at the Seven Sages, baby-faced Ghetsis without his monocle, the Shadow Triad, and additional shots of N!
#pokemon beta#pokemon leaks#pokemon black and white#pokemon bw#team plasma#ghetsis#n harmonia#trainer n#yooooo#THESE ARE SO COOL#N LOOKS SO HAPPY IN THE FLASHBACKS IM CRYING#IM GONNA CRY#WHY IS HE SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL BRUH WHAT THE HELL 😭#IM SCREAMING#ALSO UGLY GHETSIS BRUH PUT YOUR MONOCLE BACK ON BRUH
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Hancock asking for a ton of food lmao
#THEY GAVE MY BOY EYEBROWS!!!!#luffy looking at that paper NOW that its been 1 square centimeter for a week#BOY!#chopper is in the south blue wtf. how is he gonna get with the others#also he thinks they are dead. amazing#they just want to make him cry atp#pray for sanji and hus ugly ass green shirt#the sakura petal stuck on his eyebrow ahekahskaheka i cant#this is how the right imagines trans people to be like. forced feminization sanji. he is so scared bc internalized transphobia.#you know im right#see they are telling sanji he is like them lmao#A COMMENT SAID SANJI ALWAYS MENTIONS ZORO NO MATTER WHAT HES TALKING ABOUT ahjdahsk#and they are right and they should say it!!!!#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 419
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