#it keeps your mind awake
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Wonder who he's looking at?
If you see anatomy problems,,, no you dont
#So of course the best drawing (shading/coloring wise) that ive done digitally qas done on my cousins tablet :D#but aNYWAYS#dont stay up till 5am drawing kids#ive had way too much brainrot about enby sans/trans sans and their working on their internalized transphobia to be comfortable enough#to wear things like dresses#also he (underfell) defenitley uses he/they pronouns#fight me#can you say projection#listen to icebergs as you draw#it keeps your mind awake#k bye#art#digital art#undertale#trans#enby
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god i need that fictional character in ways concerning to feminism and human rights activists
#text#my post#this could be about sooo many characters. and i WILL tag them because i apparently hate everyone#darkstalker wof#morrowseer wof#handsome jack#hazbin hotel valentino#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin hotel alastor#anyway. this is my taste in characters#could and would kill me instantly. but would also fuck me and keep me around as a weirdo kind of pet#i specifically want valentino to take away my rights and free will as a human being#and i want him to make vox join in on the evil scheming he has in mind for me <3#and darkstalker + morrowseer..... SWOON#use your mighty animus magic on me and turn me into a docile and pliant breeding scavenger please???#anyway it is 2am i dont think im supposed to be awake right now. evident by this post
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Dove vai tutta nuda? (1969)
#such an alluring smile keeping historians awake at night to investigate its meaning#tomas milian#Dove vai tutta nuda?#mine#that one scene they 100% did without a filming permit where he just walks around the streets of rome bothering bystanders hsshhsshsh#just minding your business in the late 60s then tomas milian walks up to you to pour alcohol on your head#you could have the full experience back then
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This morning I am once again thinking about that time Kimmuriel asked Jarlaxle: "So, how long are you going to be mucking around on the surface before coming back to the Underdark?"
And Jarlaxle looked at Entreri across the room and said: "Hm. Dunno! Maybe the length of a human life."
And Kimmuriel, calling him out instantly, said: "Do you mean the length of a human life or the length of a particular human's life?"
And Jarlaxle was like:
Jarlaxle was just. Planning on spending the next 50 years or whatever frolicking around with Artemis until he died, for no good reason.
How on earth was I supposed to interpret this?
#i have questions bob#the questions keep me awake at night bob#and artemis the stupidest man on toril is like “are you trying to be my dad??? fuck off!” absolutely incredible#jarlaxle: flirts. artemis: how dare you try to ensnare me in your mind games#jarlaxle: genuinely tries to help artemis with his life. artemis: i gotta get out of here the mind games are worsening#i mean to be fair there are very much actual mindgames as well#that definitely does happen#just two extremely fucked up and repressed guys trying to be friends! what happens next will appall you <3#ooc
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(Going insane boinkinh one AU in my head)
Hey hey hey
May I interest you in
(Slowly slides my FaaF AU towards you but void just Disappears without a trace one day before the accolade)
Teehee
#thylacines can talk#faaf au#i love this au very yummy. a very fun twist on how Flower's dynamic with their parents would progress afterwards#the vessels live but the void exits their bodies in quite a violent manner (extreme pain and literally throwing up an entire person worth of#void). Flower was on guard duty and theyre found barely conscious in a pool of rapidly evaporating void. passes out seconds later#PK also had the displeasure of experiencing extene pain and burning as void forced its way out through his skin <3 And his moulds all melted#and evaporated. after the initial shock wears off theyre hit with “Oh No#the vessel“ and rush to find them. Well somebody else was already looking for the royal pair about this#Flower wakes up dazed and in pain in their father's workshop. their stomach hurts their throat burns and they feel lightheaded. the entire#place is considerably brighter than they remember and in they can hear two faint voices in the background but theyre too preoccupied with#examining their now pure white hand in shock to focus on anything else. until they hear their mother say “My wyrm they're awake” and#suddenly their parents are by their side. Now the two have no idea what void leaving their body might have done to them. Are they still#hollow? are they still dead? do they understand anything are they sentient? or was what was done pernament even without the void? do they#have the mind of a child if their sentience was restored? or do they remember anything? So WL stays by their side and helps them sit up#while their father goes to grab his tools. She's trying to keep them calm and comfort them but theyre still too disoriented to pay her much#attention. Until their father checks their breathing and they yelp audibly from the cool metal contacting their skin and suddenly they seem#much more alert. theyve never experienced true coldness before. PK quickly apologises and tries to be gentler with them. Theyre breathing#properly and they have a heartbeat. And he just pauses for a long while just. listening to their heart beating. Many emotions to be had#after the exam's over he asks them point blank how theyre feeling. And Flower looks up at him still seeming a little disoriented. and then#they lower their hand to their stomach and mutter 'My tummy hurts...a-and my throat burns'. It's to be expected after the way the void#left their body. so he goes to grab them some water and meds and they also ask for food and a mirror. And after he returns they just stare#at themself in the mirror and pull on their bangs for a while then blurt out 'I have your eyes' when PK asks if everything's okay. And he#and he almost chokes up as he replies 'Yeah...Yeah you do'. Flower eventually spins a lie that they remember everything but its all distant#and blurry. Like they were not aware until now. They figured it'd be better to not break their hearts#And now the three have to figure out how to be a family while PK is also scrambling to find a new solution to the infection#oops i meant to only give a brief rundown in the tags which is why it was in the tags. but i got too invested KDHDKFB
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You inspired me to make this
So here's Eobard as a ginger cat.
OH THE POWER OF MY BRAINROT.. HE'S ADORABLE THANK YOUU
#eobard thawne#professor zoom#reverse flash#the flash#asks#floof and cute but unhinged mf that keeps you awake at nights by ZOOMIN all around the house and hitting the objects on his way.. yeah#i have so many thoughts on orange cat behavior in thawne context but i need to watch a lot of compilations first to calculate the exact Vib#he is the one to bite unprovoked and attack your legs while you just walking and minding ur business tho for sure#man i need a tag for this but cant come up with the Perfect one just yet#also yall dont know this but i practically specialize in drawing silly cats. i AM gonna contribute as well!! (sometime later. i hope)#((like i aint even halfway through my rat series😭😭))#orange cat eobard
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The upstairs thumping started again around midnight, right when I started trying to sleep. It's even more infuriating when I have to be up at 7 am. I've been getting absolute dogshit sleep this week, and it's largely because of them. It's been 4 nights in a row, and I am So Fucking Tired.
I'm going to leave a note on their door tomorrow asking them to stop. And if they do it again tomorrow, I'm submitting a noise complaint. I don't fucking care.
#speculation nation#ive been crabby and feeling physically awful.#i woke up with a nosebleed this morning bc of everything.#and i have to be up in 6.5 hours for occupational therapy and still it is Thump thump thump thump thump#it's worming into my brain and messing things up and i.#i am putting on music. to have a Good Noise. so i dont go full autistic meltdown over this again.#it's harder to sleep with music on but it'll hopefully make it Possible.#bc i really would like to get Some sleep thank you.#i really am so fucking pissed off at them. there was none of this noise all throughout the day#but it starts up. riiiight at fucking midnight.#is it cockroaches in your mind? preventing you from considering the people you could be keeping awake?#youre lucky im leaving a note before resorting to filing a noise complaint. i really would like to do much worse.#god. i can still hear it over the music. i dont know how im supposed to fucking sleep like this.#it's an absolute nightmare for an autistic person with an auditory trigger for repetitive noises#+ is both an incredibly light sleeper and an insomniac.#id cover my head with blankets to block the noise if that wouldnt risk suffocating me. lol.#negative/
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When others enjoy things in an overly emotional and enthusiastic way I find it tacky and rebarbative. When I do the exact same thing though it's different. Then it's appropriate and justified. Obviously.
#mind you I am not ralking about the concept of cringe#I don't cringe#i just think it a bit silly#but to eaxh their own whatever makes people happy I suppose#as long as it doesn't harm anyone I don't care#but you have to admit sometimes it's really very silly#honey no you have not got it. you haven't even placed the order yet.#when I do it it's fine though#completely fine#the funny thing about this is that i really hate hypocrisy#see there's a fine line between self loathing and pushing an ego the size of the universe and I walk it perfectly#so perfectly in fact that they balance each other out#I don't hate myself I think I'm too good for that but I also don't like myself because lets be real. I'm really not It.#so what I end up with is a healthy dose of self criticism and a differential worldview#because who am I to judge#god I am so good at this being normal thing I really really am#delete later#I'm not awake enough to keep up the usual attitude of youthful cheeriness and charming idiocy you'll get your regular clownguy back by#well tomorrow probably#if the humiliation of self exposure allows me to make the return ans not just lynch this blog immediately#we'll see#not that it matters anyways
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TLOU OC | THE BLACK DOG OF BOSTON
sometimes the short end of the stick is the sharpest
sometimes the only road to take is the darkest
sometimes all you gotta say is “daddy, make it go away”
sometimes the only way out is as a carcass
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#meaghan talks#hi mutuals are you awake#my horrible little blorbo my creature who has been wreaking havoc in my mind#sometimes in life your wife and daughter turn and you have to kill them but then some freak teenagers try to rob you several years later#and you have to be like are you kidding me. you are going to get killed if you keep doing such a shit job of thievery#here let me teach you how to not suck major ass at this#he scavenges shit outside the qz and brings it in to trade with anyone who will pay for it or give her something of value#worth noting in her design that she is supposed to have an eye patch and also look older#but pinterest is an evil place with no old people#they have a great number of fake names of course#and kieran is just another one of those but it's basically their real name at this point#he's very fond of it#but people who knew him pre-outbreak most likely call him murph since that was her fake name at the time#she just decided to turn it into a last name once she came up with kieran instead#no deadname no agab that's none of my business you and i both just have to be fine not knowing#tlou oc#oc: kieran murphy#edits
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Write. The. Essay. 😤
What essay? Whatchryou talking about??
#the plot thickens#don't mind this#girl you ain't getting your essay any time soon because I need sleep and you are keeping me awake#the rookie#the Originals#not the crossover you've been expecting#lucy chen as Camille O'Connell#Klaus Mikaelson as Tim Bradford#not the hybrid#the HYBIRD#anyway#Hayley Marshall as Nyla Harper#i don't know who Elijah is yet#maybe he's also tim#Lucien as Caleb#Aurora as Rosalind
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innit fun when you start to feel bad right when you're about to go to sleep? here goes a very long night of whisper screaming along to songs whilst playing wrong-handed sudoku.
#stupid#the music is for distraction and comfort#the sudoku is to keep your mind awake#and the wrong-hand-thing is all about keeping your focus up#(its all very well thought out)#(i have a lot of experience)#(did i mention im fucking exhausted?)#(did i get soft or did i get old?)
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tag drop.
↳ ooc ⸻ ❛ i can make myself look٬ but the thinking is shutting down. ❜
↳ promo ⸻ ❛ everyone has thought about killing someone٬ one way or another. ❜
↳ memes ⸻ ❛ you won't like me when i'm psychoanalyzed. ❜
↳ starter call ⸻ ❛ wind him up and watch him go. ❜
↳ crack ⸻ ❛ i feel crazy. ❜
↳ queue ⸻ ❛ do you feel alive? ❜
↳ about ⸻ ❛ i felt terrified٬ and then i felt powerful. ❜
↳ meta ⸻ ❛ i feel like i am spilling. ❜
↳ images ⸻ ❛ i'm not even sure if i'm awake now. ❜
↳ music ⸻ ❛ i could use a good scream٬ i can feel one perched under my chin. ❜
↳ desires ⸻ ❛ but it wasn't real٬ it wasn't real. ❜
↳ answers ⸻ ❛ it's not any easier. shake it off٬ keep on looking. ❜
↳ speech ⸻ ❛ i know what kind of crazy i am٬ but this isn't that kind of crazy. ❜
↳ hannibal ⸻ ❛ do you believe you could change me the way i've changed you? ٬ i already did. ❜
↳ abigail ⸻ ❛ never again. only in my memories sleepless in the dark shall i still tread the old paths. ❜
↳ medicbled (gloria) ⸻ ❛ put me back together. fix my broken mind. ❜
↳ survivorofhellskitchen (karen) ⸻ ❛ let me see you stripped down to your bone. ❜
↳ verse ⸻ ❛ special agent٬ this is my design. ❜
↳ verse ⸻ ❛ after the fall٬ this is my legacy. ❜
#↳ ooc ⸻ ❛ i can make myself look٬ but the thinking is shutting down. ❜#↳ promo ⸻ ❛ everyone has thought about killing someone٬ one way or another. ❜#↳ memes ⸻ ❛ you won't like me when i'm psychoanalyzed. ❜#↳ starter call ⸻ ❛ wind him up and watch him go. ❜#↳ crack ⸻ ❛ i feel crazy. ❜#↳ queue ⸻ ❛ do you feel alive? ❜#↳ about ⸻ ❛ i felt terrified٬ and then i felt powerful. ❜#↳ meta ⸻ ❛ i feel like i am spilling. ❜#↳ images ⸻ ❛ i'm not even sure if i'm awake now. ❜#↳ music ⸻ ❛ i could use a good scream٬ i can feel one perched under my chin. ❜#↳ desires ⸻ ❛ but it wasn't real٬ it wasn't real. ❜#↳ answers ⸻ ❛ it's not any easier. shake it off٬ keep on looking. ❜#↳ speech ⸻ ❛ i know what kind of crazy i am٬ but this isn't that kind of crazy. ❜#↳ hannibal ⸻ ❛ do you believe you could change me the way i've changed you? ٬ i already did. ❜#↳ verse ⸻ ❛ special agent٬ this is my design. ❜#↳ verse ⸻ ❛ after the fall٬ this is my legacy. ❜#↳ abigail ⸻ ❛ never again. only in my memories sleepless in the dark shall i still tread the old paths. ❜#↳ medicbled (gloria) ⸻ ❛ put me back together. fix my broken mind. ❜#↳ survivorofhellskitchen (karen) ⸻ ❛ let me see you stripped down to your bone. ❜#tag dump.
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I MISS living in a house with bug screens... For any future housing unless it is windy enough to blow anything small away, bug screens are a NECESSITY
#kept awake all night by winged demons#and mind you they can even have my blood!! I don't care!! I itch all over constantly anyway so what ever#but it's the buzzing into my ear and the landing on my face/nostrils/lips that I cannot stand#cause it keeps me up#so far two nights i've been here I have basically not slept cause of mosquitos#every time I am almost asleep they touch my face#and even the plugged into an outlet product didn't deter them#it's so sad I LOVE open windows I LOVE having constant airflow and I overheat at night so easily with closed windows#but I have No peace of mind if I open them here#any mosquitos I find now are On Sight. Die#all spiders get to live. please eat them please please youre everything#going to see if I can install some kind of screen for at least the bedroom door to the garden#I don't care too much about the other areas but I want to sleep in peace SO bad#I'll have to consult the landlord on what's possible and permitted tho. sighs#I am unbelievably tired.#bien rambles
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🥃- receiver's muse takes sender's muse to a local bar or tavern ( → @musicalities )
( → food prompts !! sent in from a while back; still accepting )
The lights in this izakaya are always a tad too dim for his taste, but the items on its menu are to it, which is why he waits for her in a corner with their drinks, edamame beans left untouched, and shiokara halfway consumed.
"About time you arrived." Regarding her, Joshua cants his head as he places his phone screen-down on his lap, lids falling ( though not out of any pertness, but from his own exhaustion ) and mouth quirking. "Long day at the studio?"
#musicalities#so only say my name⸴ it will be held against you ❯ answered ic#{ this has been sittin in my drafts for a hot bit oop— thank ye for your patience#{ serving up some tired twink tonight#i don't mind the fireworks that keep me awake ❯ queue
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Them: so what keeps you late at night?
Me: depression
#for the past two days I've been so exhausted and sleepy so i tried to take a nap- that's right i TRIED#because my depression episode wouldn't l e t m e#like#the heck body#make up your mind#right now it's almost midnight here#but my body will probably keep me awake till 2am#so that the next day that is tomorrow i can be sleepy all day ONCE AGAIN#*clown shoes squeaking*#txt#text#depression#mood#of mice and me#insomnia#insomnium#how can i be in charge of my body if im not in charge of my mind UGHHHH
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my grandma : are you getting surgery next year ?
me : aha. eh. idk 👀
#more like NEXT WEEK gkfjdjkdd#she told me she didn't want to know but she keeps asking about it make up your mind#i just can't wait for it to be done so i can get out of this secrecy situation augh#i still don't know how i'm gonna break it to her i'm thinking maybe i could like#make a video after surgery where i'm like ''Hiii grandma i'm okayyy'' because she's gonna shit herself if she doesn't witness me being alive#send it to my mom so she can show it to her#& also if i do that she could talk it out with mom about like... when i'm gonna be home and how my recovery is gonna go & all#i just hope a) i'll be awake and conscious enough for this b) she's gonna stay home that day#though i think she might. it's on a tuesday and she doesn't usually leave home on tuesdays#because if she's not home for my mom to go see her then when she Does get home she's gonna try calling me#and if i can't answer she's gonna freak out and if i do answer & try to talk like nothing's going on she's gonna sniff it#like. she can tell when something is up fkfjdkd#my mom being the one to talk to her With video evidence of my well-being is the right scenario for this#i need the stars to align gkfjdj
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