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man given surprise time sensitive task while already performing different time sensitive task, 3 dead 7 injured
#itās me Iām the man#even more fun was that the task was already started so I couldnāt like. time around it#and also I wasnāt able to get further time sensitive instructions on it for a bit#itās not that big of a deal but I also wasnāt able to eat lunch for a long time bc said tasks so now everything feels awfu#on top of me just. not dealing well with surprise tasks#like I get if stuff comes up or some emergency happens or plans have to change#i donāt like that either but it happens#itās just unnecessarily stressful when itās something that I could have been told about earlier#though to be fair I am. also guilty at failing to communicate my plans in a timely manner sometimes#but aaaaaaa#it just stresses me tf out#even if itās not time sensitive tasks lol it can be something positive#456 words#feel free to rb
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im so fucking infuriated at the state of the world. is there no compassion left in anyones hearts. marcellus was murdered by the court for a crime he provably did not commit. so many people called in that they cut off the number, so many people signed, called in, faxed in, sent emails, and no one in this fucked up system even cared. im so angry and distraught. what a miserable fucking world.
#kitty purrs#death#ask to tag#antiblackness#im just sitting here crying ive been keeping up with it the whole time#rest in power marcellus williams.#sorry for turning reblogs off this post was stressing me tf out bc i didnt expect it to get 1k overnight
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went a whole agonizing week of no coffee caffine just for my streak to be broken because a family member made regular coffee in the pot and told me it was decaff. it was in fact not decaff
(also i promise I'm working on stuff and chapters and art, im just super busy right now preparing for the con and dealing other life stuff lskdghlksdhgs. hold out for arts n stuff soon)
#there was also a ~situation~ irl that set me back mentally and financially a bit but its fine now so everything is gonna work out#im very excited for the con even if im stressed tf out#i have yet to print out the stickers that im going to give out free but i can just print them out and maybe cut them on the ride there#if im not driving or ask a buddy who will be in the car during the 6 hours if i am#uhh some other stuff but uhhh yipppie yippie#sara shush#doodles
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We all know and love the AUs where either SY!SQQ or SJ!SQQ get dosed with truth serum and hilariously clear up a bunch of stuff, but consider:
Yue Qingyuan accidentally gets truth serum-ed, said truth serum removes all brain to mouth filters and makes him voice his thoughts a loud.
Not only would this probably lead to him reconciling with SJ and just speaking about the damn cave incident, but also be unbearably honest to everyone else.
I cannot imagine ANY of the peak lords would be able to look at him the same ever again, we all know this man is deeply unhinged and SJ-co-dependent deep to his soul.
Mu Qingfang would probably have to deal with the worst of it as he frantically tries to find some cure so that they don't have to collectively hide their sect leader and stop him from saying real unhinged stuff
#svsss#yue qingyuan#mxtx svsss#the peak lords realizing their sect leader is a lot less adjusted and domesticated on the inside#and at the same time they really want him to stop gushing about xiao jiu#sj is probably dying of a qi deviation caused by too many fucking emotions#mu qingfang has never been so stressed at his job his entire life#and then they have to deal with disgusting reconciled qijiu#they'll live tho there's worse things than their sect leader being happy and sqq finally somewhat chilling tf out#probably#let me know what you think even if just in tags i read that stuff always
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Moonās 2017
#THOMAS LOREEEEEE#and its a vague drop abt#the worst couple to ever hit my cinematic universe#š¤øāāļøš¤øāāļøš¤øāāļøš¤øāāļø#the second girl to cause him irreversible brain damage š¤#the first being raven but we will neva speak ill of the dead!#rip!#ts4#simblr#sims 4#the sims 4#thomas#clarissa#also makeshift vinny in the back ššš#i just dont have her in my current s4 file#n tray importer stress me tf out
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just wanna apologise for being a little absent ā idk mood has been weird lately. not bad per say, just weird
i one more week of work before i go back home for the holidays. got two weeks off so itās gonna be nice
the only goal im setting for myself for the reminder or the year is the secret santa event, not putting too much pressure on myself. when 2025 rolls around, iāll come back stronger
#ā yap central#see im not feeling down or anything#I just think Iāve lowkey been dissociating to survive work#the tourist season is so fucking insane and Iāve been working overtime#also have this thing this weekend before going back homeā¦ š¤#itās a nice thing but itās stressing me tf out#using all my time off to prep for it mentally lol
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When two stars orbit each other closely, they spiral inward as time passes due to gravity. When they finally meet, their merger leads to the formation of either a heavier neutron star or a black hole.
#hetalia#hws#aph#rusame#amerus#hws america#aph america#hws russia#aph russia#art#Yknow that I eat up every single fanfic out there that even brushes upon astronomy with rusame#they are called space gays for a reason....................#I cannot stress enough how much I looovvveeee the comparisons with the sun and moon or other cosmically related objects!!!!#Ahem a bit of fangirling slipped through#Little snail in my ear tells me to create whimsically sweet drawings and I always follow its commands#tf I just wrote..#My drawings are again starting to look like I'm taking edibles
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downloading honkai star rail rn just because i saw Dan Heng and i must know more about him
its genshin all over again
#ā®toriās rants#it was for a similar reason that i downloaded genshin and now im in gacha game hell#iām just so curious about dan hengās story. heās cute and mysterious and i have questions about the imbibitor thing#i feel like ill be regretting this decision in about a week or so#i barely have enough time to invest in genshin how am i supposed to invest in honkai#plus pulling for characters stresses me tf out lmao#dan heng#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr dan heng#honkai dan heng
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Responding to your last post about proshippers complaining about other proshippers. You didn't provide this option, but I really think it should depend on the content of the ask... And yes, this is a confession blog for proshippers/profic, etc. aligned people. Telling us to go to antiship confession blogs is horrifically stupid and is only going to put us in dangerous positions.
The proship community is not immune from being shitty. There are proshippers who act just like antis. People who think they can change their race and give themselves disabilities are straight up infecting the community as well. There are proshippers who are horrifically ableist against pwOSDDID, schizospec disorders, etc. There are proshippers who straight up use slurs they can not reclaim. There are proshippers who call people the r slur. I especially think proshippers with these disorders (including myself) should have a safe outlet to talk about the toxicity and abuse within our own community without telling us to basically become an anti. Because what the hell???
Of course, I can't read every single anon that you get, but if they are anything along the lines of what I'm talking about here, consider not deleting them. Especially don't tell people to "just become antis" or "just go to antiship confession blogs." That's harmful as fuck.
If anything, these confessions should serve as a reality check that our community isn't perfect. Or serve to remind people that this behavior shouldn't or won't be tolerated in the proship community. Not every self-proclaimed "proshipper" is actually a proshipper, especially if they act abusive, ableist, or harass people like antis do. I will die on this hill.
If you don't want to house confessions about these topics, that's fine. Just say so, and I'll make my own confessional blog where these topics are allowed.
Youāre right that there are plenty of people who are proship and also shitty af. Itās something that Iāve both posted plenty of confessions about and have actually evenāin case you havenāt been familiar with my blog for a whileāmade my own post about! Itās like one of just a few posts that I have made speaking directly from my mouth and not a confession. Itās just a post that I wrote about behavior that I hate seeing pop up far too commonly in this community. I literally canāt count how many people I have blocked, which includes not only antis, but also shitty proshippers and pricks who claim to be them while supporting harm caused to others in real life.
Youāre also right that you canāt read every anon that I get. I would have much preferred that you even just ask what kind of thing Iām talking about instead of acting like youāre some secret second mod and Iām just some asshole who refuses to hold anyone or any behavior accountable as long as I agree with them on some level.
I really do wonder what you would think about one of the (many with a similar tone) asks that inspired this post.
Do you know how many anons I get with the same fucking attitude and the same fucking insistence that theyāre right and Iām wrong and evil, and yet Iām somehow the perfect mouthpiece for their beliefs? What reality check is this supposed to be giving me? Please either stop assuming that everything I say is in bad faith or genuinely try to explain to me what the good content for my followers is in this ask. This is the behavior that I mocked in my post. I also have an old one that I think is somewhere in my drafts(?) where the evil behavior that theyāve seen among a bunch of proshippers that has made them hate all proshippers is venting about harassment from antis. The fake post I made mocking them is an amalgamation of those two, but you only get this one since Iām way too tired to go find the other one rn lol. If someone reminds me, I can reblog it with it later.
Also, I really canāt tell where I said in my post that I would tell these people to go to antiship blogs (other than my reference to a comment where I said that if all that people send to my inbox is how much they hate proshippers and basic proship ideology, then they should probably take that to an anti blog) instead of just deleting the ask, like I actually said in the post. The post that was really more of a way to let off some steam while getting some use out of the Tumblr polls that I practically never get to do anything with. Do you think that the person in those screenshots that I put above is more at home here than theyād be sending this to some antiās blog?
But like to try to put myself in your shoes, you couldāve been having a shitty day when you sent this, you could be young, or hell, you couldāve seen someone say something similar to my statement recently while meaning this shitty completely different thing. Or maybe youāve never seen my blog in your life and have no clue what kind of stuff I do/donāt post. My response might sound super defensive, and I hope that it doesnāt, and that Iām not jumping to conclusions, too. Iād hate to blow this out of proportion over what could easily be just a misunderstanding. If Iām being too harsh, sorry. I aim any coldness towards all of these bigoted ideas and the idea that I hold them, and not at you as a person, as Iām willing to believe that youāre an entirely rational person who just misunderstood me and lashed out at me bc of it. But if there is a next time, please try to give me the benefit of the doubt. I donāt ever intend to do anything harmful, and what I said wasnāt intended to imply anything like what youāre saying here at all. Iām not talking about proshippers venting. Iām talking about actual antis coming into my inbox with the āIām like TECHNICALLY a proshipper, I guess, but I just despise proshippers and think that people who engage with certain types of fiction are inherently bad!!!ā So unless youāre one of these people coming into my inbox, then I am NOT telling YOU to go to antiship confession blogs. And if you areā¦ well, then youāre probably not gonna see this, since Iām going through and blocking all of these dickheads soon.
#thank you for answering my real question which was if I should ever use a poll instead of just silently doing things myself#youā¦ made a BASELESS assumption about me that wouldāve been proven wrong with. a quick scroll through my blog. and yelled at me for-#something that I DIDNāT SAY(!!!) for multiple paragraphs over this btw#Iāve considered deleting this blog so many fucking times#Iām honestly so exhausted at this point#if I donāt delete it Iāll probably just queue some things and take a long break#so get in your asks now!#not all your fault or anything. just saying it in case I post this and then thereās a long blank period#or if I come back tomorrow like āsorry for my outburst š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗā¦ mod has baby emotions disorder.ā#itās mostly stress over real life events and I havenāt slept in 24+ hours so Iām sorry if anything doesnāt make sense or is repetitive#what tf ever. man idc.#if I do take a break I might be back when my doctor refills my psychiatric meds#sheās out of office rn#sorry if this comes off as rude#your ask just felt really rude with the baseless accusations and the yelling at me and the telling me that my claiming that antis belong on#anti blogs is āhorrifically stupidā#and āharmful as fuckā#but like whatever. you donāt know the asks Iām talking about#itās just like really rude to assume that when someone posts a vague half joking rant that they are a bad person#Iām gonna try to get some rest I have a huge headache#Iām so tired
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Four Different Versions of Yami
They are all unique and I love them all.
And here are the different Puzzle dynamics IMO
Their dynamic is platonic (on Yugi's end anyway, you could make the argument that Yami isn't just devoted to Yugi but also simping for Yugi, especially in the final few episodes). Yami is a goddamn gremlin and will kill for his precious Yugi (and love doing it too). Like, seriously, don't mess with Yugi because Yami will FUCK YOU UP.
The dynamic is pretty romantic tbh. (Like, I didn't believe it until I started reading the manga and watching the original Japanese anime. They are little blorbos in love.) Yami is such a sweetheart in this version (and such a Yugi simp like omg if you tried making a drinking game out of everytime he said "aibo" you'd fuckin DIE.) Yami is more chill now and not attack-happy anymore, but make no mistake, he will still kill for his beloved aibo.
Their dynamic is completely platonic (at least from Yami's end anyway). Yami was mentally aged up while Yugi was mentally aged down, putting their relationship in a "big brother and little brother" dynamic. Yami is his most calm and collected in this version, but make no mistake, he would absolutely still kill for Yugi.
Their dynamic is 100% platonic on both ends (though they do enjoy making Puzzleshipping jokes together). This version of Yami is the ONLY version that actually has Prideshipping tendencies. Yami has been upgraded from Yugi's "big brother" to Yugi's "funny/asshole uncle". Yami may claim he doesn't love Yugi, but he absolutely does love Yugi and will kill for Yugi. Also he has returned to a semi gremlin form, but instead of lighting people on fire, he'll insult them into submission.
#yugioh#yami yugi#yugioh fanart#fanart#yugi muto#dark yugi#Puzzleshipping#season 0#I imagine Abridged Yami and Season 0 Yami would be the biggest chaotic duo running around town causing absolute havoc#Meanwhile Sub Yami and 4Kids Yami would just be chasing them around town trying to get them to chill tf out and stressing about it#abridged series#And don't even get me started on the Yami from the Singapore dub QwQ my heart can't handle it rn
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i hate doing laundry ough it's The Worst
#not only does leaning down to move my stuff hurt my back#but i have to touch dirty clothes and go into the dirty room and touch the dirty machines and i have to wear 2 pairs of socks (so my#normal socks dont touch the contaminated floor) and when i lean over the washing machine my clothes touch it <-the worst part of it all#tbh. now my current clothes are dirty but i have nothing to change into and i will have to wear them all day and it makes me SICK#and i cannot talk abt how dirty the garage (where the laundry machines are) it makes me nauseous that place kills me if i never#had to go into it ever again i would and i have to carry a laundry basket (dirty) and it touches my clothes when i carry it (disgusting)#and now my clothes are even more dirty and i feel like i cant touch any of my things bc i dont want to infect them but i cant just do#nothing all day when i have to do laundry but it makes me so SICK i need smth to cover all of my clothes but everything i've tried misses#some part and my clothes are ruined and it makes me SICK how am i supposed to do school or draw or anything when it's so bad#i have everything scheduled so i can take a shower and go straight to bed after i'm done but still it's so bad and it stresses me tf out#and i have to do laundry every 3 days because i only have 3 towels to use after showering and even if i did have more towels#i still would have to do laundry as often bc i couldnt handle doing multiple loads or having bigger loads my back couldnt handle that#w the system i have set up now it's just bad it;s all bad i hate doing laundry#i dream of one day where i can do laundry in a better way i think it'd involve not having the washer and dryer down steps bc that's#dangerous for one and for two not having them in a garage bc garages stress me out and three to have smth to cover all of my clothes#and 4 to have machines that dont need me to bend down idk if they have ones like that but it hurts#anyway that's it for listening to dux complain abt smth that ultimately doesnt matter and is only a problem bc their brain#chemistry is off#k bye i have to go do laundry *explodes* and take an exam *explodes* it;s an essay exam *explodes* and then im going#to like sit around feeling sick thumbs up emoji
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from this tweet:
#mine#scribbles#ratchet#tf ratchet#tfp ratchet#<- redesigns from fanned fiction count right?#ria (not awake enough yet for this): first of all if you do that instead of just using the implant im siccing bulk on you. second of all id#ask for blood pressure medication. god knows you stress me the fuck out enough to need it. jesus#fun fact 140/90 is stage 2 hypertension and you NEED lifestyle changes + medication at that point
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Jon stress bakes. That's it thats the post.
#me when i lie#anyways post: directors cut#the boys just wake up and are like āwhy tf are there seven trays of cookies-ā#jon in the group chat: guys status update we are out of flour#zach: we got flour three days ago?#jon: unrelated we now have a three tiered cake in the kitchen if you guys wanna have at it#angel: bro are you good?#jon: stress āØļø#unrelated jon is also a mega sparkles emoji user#āits just the right amout of sass and has the same energy as š but more funā -jon probably#hope you have enjoyed post: directors cut#now for the tag tags#if this gets out#itgo#jon braxton
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freecss' freaky fit
+ the sketch š
#my art#gon freecss#hxh#hunter x hunter#i just wanted to draw gon wearing crocs#can you blame me#i imagine half of the scars are from kon mauling him and the other half is running through the bushes or sumn idk#my art output when i'm stressed tf out is crazy
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work is so ridiculous like why am i gaslighting myself into feeling bad about not coming into work due to a severe allergic reaction like if ur shortstaffed that is not my problem & i deserve to take care of myself and not worry about a place that pays me less than minimum wage to be there
#just kind of talking to myself#the owner makes us look for our āown coverageā on sick days too like thatās so cruel & stresses me tf out#when im already stressed Bcs i have hives all over my face for seemingly no reason for almost 2 whole days#ugh just annoyed & uncomfortable & a little worried just venting here#especially annoying too bcs id rather make the money & not stay home looking like i have an infection disease bro#hope yāall are having a better day than me#though#take care everyone š
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i giggle whenever i type out "this is literally canon to me. TO ME!" as if that isnt literally what a headcanon IS
#like i could just call it a headcanon yeah#but i NEED to stress that its CANON... TO ME!!!!#it makes me giggle when i see other people do it too like hell yeah we out here just making shit tf up#meows post
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