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btw not only do we have chickens (their coop is on one side of me but they do get a fair bit of Free Roaming time) we also have heavily pregnant sheep. in a couple of weeks there will be LAMBS on the other side of me. unfortunately no one here has ever helped a pregnant sheep give birth.
#'we have four woman who have given birth I'm sure we can work - OH WAIT YOU'RE A DOCTOR#THAT'S ALMOST LIKE A VET'#it is. in fact. not like a vet.#rowena adventures#hopefully the sheep will just work it out for themselves...
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Omg requests are open!!! Remember to take care of yourself! And 3 requests per person you are so generous!
Anyways how about.... The chain with a stressed out college modern student lmao (maybe they're studying to become a veterinarian, because that's what I'm going to college for this year lol👀)
Remember to take care of yourself and take your time💕💕💞
Oh goodness, this took forever to get to. Um... So how'd your school year go?! Did you start the second year already?
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"GGAAHHH!!!" You yell into your hands, rubbing them over your face and into your hair, trying to not pull it right out of your scalp.
"....I guess they're dead." Wild shrugs unhelpfully, walking calmly past you.
Sky picks up your fallen book, giving you an amused, if concerned look. "Problem?"
"It's too much stuff." You groan, taking the book back. "You know, when I chose to be a vet tech I didn't think it would consist of overloading my brain until it felt like it was leaking out of my ears."
"What's a vet tech?" Wind hops to your side, peering over your arm to get a better look at your book. He has no idea what it says but there's a cute picture of a dog on the front. The book is also very shiny and colorful. He has no idea what it's about.
"A doctor." You say, deciding to put your text book in your bag. "But for animals."
"Think you can take a look at Epona at some point then?" Twilight asks from somewhere to your left. you can't even look at him, your head hurts.
"I guess?" You rub your temples. "I'm still learning and there's only so much my textbook has on horses. But I can try. I'd need some experience anyway."
Hyrule stops and calmly activates the healing spell on his hands. Your head ache goes away at once.
You turn to him gratefully. "Traveler, I'd kill to have that ability of yours."
He smirks. "It's rather convenient, but I thought doctors were healers. No killing for you."
You stick your tongue out at him. He remains unapologetic.
Time puts a hand on your shoulder. "If you need more experience with horses, you're always free to take a look at our horses at Lon Lon."
"For free?" You deadpan.
He meets you head on. "We only pay the professionals, not the trainees."
You pout harder. "I hate that. I get it. But I hate it."
He chuckles.
Four rolls his shoulders and checks your hip simply because he can. "So what's that book about? Animals?"
"It's my text book." You say, patting your bag where it sits safely tucked away. "It has all the information I would need for my classes and then some." You rub your eyes again. "I swear I'm going t have this entire book memorized before I get home. I had a test on Tuesday for crying out loud."
"It's admirable that you're still studying though." Four smirks at you.
"Studying, the only words that very blatantly describes the acts of students dying." You grumble.
Warrior laughs out loud an smacks your back, nearly sending you careening into the gravel trail face first. "I remember those days. I couldn't wait to get away from the desk and on to the field!"
"Yeah?" You say, relaxing a little more at the common experience. "What for?"
"Knight training of course." He shrugs. "Had to learn the laws like the back of our hands. Fighting came after."
"I remember that." Sky stretches his arms over his head. "Hated it."
"No time like the present." Legend shrugs. "You're on the field now whether you like it or not. Nothing like learning on the job."
Somehow, you don't feel like that bodes well for you. "Remember, I'm studying animals, not people."
"We're not all that different though." He pops his back. Legend looks at you with an unreadable gleam in his eye. "You might want to give a check up to Wolfie too, while you're at it."
You smile. "Dogs I can do. Horses will have to wait a little more."
Twilight throws something at Legend head, but you don't know why.
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#linked universe x reader#lu x reader#modern! reader#vet! reader#I only ask because this was sent like may 2023#and a full school year would have ended already#despite the fact that I am writing this May 1st#but this will be scheduled for october#did i get all the boys?#i hope so
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"Vet Bills Drained My Account" Commissions
Hey all,
After getting hit with an astronomically high (for me) vet bill this month that drained my reserves, as well as being saddled with increased med costs for my ESA, I'm fairly strapped for cash and could use any help I can get.
I know money is tight for the vast majority of people, and there are thousands of people right now in more dire need than myself, but I'm putting myself out here anyways because my current options are to get more cash, neglect my pets' healthcare needs, or give them up.
With this preface as background, I'd like to boost my commissions again with some adjusted prices. Please note that due to overworking my wrist I'll be a little slower, but I do my best to give a fair time estimate and progress updates when working on a commission, as anyone who has commissioned me in the past can affirm. Pricing and full details can be found [here]; basic examples below. If interested, you can contact me through here (or my discord, if you have it).
If you don't particularly care for my art or would rather toss a smaller amount my way, you can also send me a quick buck through KoFi [here]!
Thank you so much for your time and consideration! Love you bunches
#fun fact i got emailed by the vet the next day like ''oops! we forgot to give you the antibiotics too that will be $60 if you want them''#i was able to get them to send em to a CVS for a lower cost but that's still. a lot.#antibiotics at least aren't a recurring expense but the other meds will be#begging the govmt to increase my benefits amount after rent went up too...#i was gonna set up a google form for comm requests like ive seen other ppl do but i got overwhelmed LOL
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#columbo#season 3#swan song#love columbo revealing his vet status with ''yeah i was in that one'' like the korean war was a club in high school#that man was churning out 450 veal scallopinis a night for his cohort#fun fact peter falk couldnt be combat military on account of having one eye so he joined the merchant marines and just made pork chops#perfect case of actor and character being two sides of the same coin
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I’m so goddamn tired. I hate it here so fucking badly. I hate it here. It’s 2024. We know better and yet we are pushing these ads and these dogs everywhere, STILL - why do we as a society love animal cruelty so much?? I will never understand.
I’m going to be brutally honest - people are stupid. People will not open their phones to google for three minutes before buying an expensive dog, that lives for 15 years - and media affects people IMMENSELY. Remember how everyone and their mom got a husky (an extremely hard dog to keep, because they’re working sled dogs) after game of thrones? How every single child got a rat after ratattouille, and how most likely a lot of them were abandoned? This happens with frenchies and pugs as well because they are featured EVERYWHERE.
”Oh wow its so ugly i love it ;;” ”Oh it’s so cute I want one!!” No. Dogs who need surgery where you cut their nostrils open just to be able to breathe a /little/ better is not something you should want or support. Animal cruelty is not something you should want or support.
This is a chart for assessing stenotic (pinched) nares in brachycephalic dogs. The open nares seen here are not even actual normal nares - this is what they look like in non-brachy dogs.
There is no other way to say this: these dogs can’t breathe. That’s why they make noises like little pigs - they can’t actually get sufficient air into their lungs because their airways are so closed. They are partially suffocating - every single minute of every day.
Here’s the reasons why:
- the nostrils are closed. you can see how hard and panic-inducing it is to ”breathe” like that by pinchig your own nostrils for a little while. it’s very common to have surgery to cut the nostrils open - but even if it might help a little bit they’re only ONE reason why these dogs suffer
- the face is flattened - this is why the tongue cant actually fit in their mouths, which of course makes the tongue constantly dry and uncomfortable. they also have teeth problems because, again, the teeth literally cant fit in their mouths. they also can’t cool down the way dogs normally do by panting - because the area in their nasal cavity where this happens is extremely small. this, together with the breathing issue, makes them extremely prone to over-heating and dying as a result.
- their soft palates are, again, too big for their mouths and make the dogs’ airways more closed as a result. surgery to cut this soft tissue away is common.
- their laryngeal sacculis are often inverted - think of a pocket of your trousers that is turned inside out. these sacs are located in the back of the throat and further obstruct the airways
- laryngeal collapse is also not uncommon
- their tracheas are VERY thin. That’s why breeding for a different type of bulldog and pug etc is important and thats why ONLY opening the nares and lengthening the snout is not the answer - if the trachea is the dimension of a straw, they will still be unable to breathe properly - and you can’t assess this without image diagnostics, of course…
- because these dogs struggle to breathe and are prone to over-heating they can have trouble exercising and this easily get overweight. The extra fat will collect around the neck, amongst other places, and this can pinch the anatomy of the throat and airways of the neck even further
- some symptoms of BOAS (brachycephalic obstructive airway syndrome) that people find ~cute and unique include:
-> snoring loudly and snorting when breathing. This is because of the obstructed airways and means they struggle to breathe both while asleep and while exercising/walking
-> ”smiling” (pulling corners of the mouth up) and rolling the tip of the tongue is something seen when the dog is labouring to breathe
-> these dogs often find toys to keep in their mouths when they sleep - this is not normal, they do this deliberately because they can’t breathe.
-> these dogs are the ONLY dogs who will be happy about having a tube inserted into their trachea while undergoing surgery. Normally you remove this the second the dog starts to come to - because it is extremely uncomfortable having essentially a straw inside your airways - but for brachy dogs they enjoy being able to breathe fairly comfortably and they will sit fully awake with the tube for long periods of time. It’s heartbreaking.
PLEASE don’t get these dogs and please call out advertisements etc promoting them - because we all know that they are already extremely popular and that marketing sells even more of them. It’s downright evil, and it’s animal cruelty in the name of ~marketing. Yes of course there’s a lot of them in shelters needing adoption - BUT it’s very important to know what you’re getting into. A lot of these dogs DO need surgery to be able to breathe at least partially, and these are invasive and very expensive.
This was just off the top of my head but here’s a link with more info -> BOAS in dogs
#animal welfare#french bulldog#pug#deadpool & wolverine#sorry i know this is likely too long for anyone to actually read but i saw this as soon as i woke up and i get so extremely sad and upset#why do we not care about animal abuse and animal welfare?#why are we SO informed and rightfully advocating for so many good things#and then we’ll turn around and say ’oh i want one!’ about dogs who shouldn’t even exist#and cruelly mock and bully and judge people for not wanting to contribute to the absolutely horrific meat industry?#anyways……. i hate it here 🥰🤗🤗#wearing my ’trust me i’m a vet’ t-shirt#that i don’t own because i refuse to acknowledge the fact that i am….
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dad took our incredibly old cat to the vet bc he was acting very lethargic and the vet tried to take his temperature by sticking a thermometer up his bottom and let me tell you, he was Not lethargic anymore after that
#in fact you might even say he became lively#horrible old man scourge of the veterinary clinic#the vet was just like (mopping up various bleeding wounds) Yeah I Think He's Fine#be shh now
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i think the most annoying part of dog food discourse is how many people will act as though proplan/hill’s/Royal canin diets aren’t extremely and prohibitively expensive and that THAT is the reason so many people look into healthy alternatives.
People complain about corn being in the first five ingredients on most of those feeds because, regardless of other factors here, that is not an expensive ingredient. But it makes up a large chunk of the dry food. So the dry food should be fairly affordable, right?
Oh… with tax you’re spending about $100 for one 45lb bag of food where the third ingredient is wheat and the fourth and fifth ingredients are corn.
Oh… well! It’s slightly cheaper! But the second ingredient is rice, third is wheat, fourth is corn, and then fifth is poultry byproduct. None of those are very expensive so this just must be the low end cost of dog food unfortunately. The vets recommend it so surely that means prices aren’t inflated, right?
Oh? This one has similar ingredients with the only real difference being no corn? And it’s half the price?? Well surely that’s just a fluke.
Oh. Oh no.
This one even has CORN in it and it’s $20 cheaper?? Wow!
Like listen at some point I don’t care if your dog food has the ichor of the gods in it, I’m not spending $100 every five days if there are cheaper options with just as many “good” ingredients in it. If you think I’m a dog abuser because I can’t afford this overpriced garbage, that’s too bad. I don’t care. My dogs are perfectly healthy with the food I give them. Great weight and great coat. People giving dog food recommendations that aren’t those top three hyper-expensive dog foods aren’t trying to epic own those dastardly vets half the time, but I really don’t blame the ones who do lose trust in vets when the only heartworm protection they recommend lately are expensive triple-action brands like Simparica Trio that costs $120+ as opposed to the other heartworm protections that are only about $40-$60 on average, which is still cheaper even if you add on a $20-$40 flea and tick protection separately, and only recommend dog food that costs $85+ a bag even if your dog doesn’t have specialized dietary needs.
Those top three foods are GREAT at making competent prescription diets, I don’t deny that. I do still have to criticize the pricing of those prescription diets though because I have spoken to DOZENS of people who had to pull their pets off of a prescription diet and struggle to find something comparable because they couldn’t afford the food, and that’s terrible! These are not poor companies! Purina, Royal Canin, and Hill’s can ABSOLUTELY afford to lower their prices to make their food accessible to people who need it for their animals but they don’t. They probably never will. Because at the core they are run by greedy corporations. It doesn’t matter how many good nutritionists are on board if the company is run by people who put profits over customers and make the food impossible for people to afford.
#I keep seeing posts from people on both sides of this#and it is frustrating to see how many vets don’t seem to acknowledge#that a MASSIVE part of the dog food debate has and always will be#the inaccessibility of these three brands#because whether corn is good or bad or neutral for a dog#It’s a cheap ingredient#any meat byproducts are a cheap ingredient#wheat in any form is a cheap ingredient#rice is a cheap ingredient#they aren’t putting Diamond dust and gold flakes in the kibble it’s very accessible and affordable ingredients for the most part#and many comparatively smaller companies use very similar ingredients and make food people can actually afford#So yeah when people look at these factors it does make them distrust vets who will almost exclusively push expensive brands#and that’s where the distrust is coming from#it’s not primarily smug tiktok kids who think they know everything#it’s just people who have less money than you and get treated like they care less for their animals because of it lol#and people who feel scammed because anything veterinary is already expensive to the point not everyone can afford it as regularly as needed#the fact people have to give pets vaccines themselves to make ends meet because most vets charge so much just to walk in the door#is a sign of a larger problem#I criticize people who avoid taking animals with surprise sickness or injuries to the vet#but it’s not exactly hard to see why that isn’t even an option for a lot of people#people can’t even afford surgery on themselves if they’re suddenly injured out of the blue in this country#So I can’t pretend to be shocked they don’t have $10k squirreled away if something unavoidable happens to a pet#no one is entitled to an animal they can’t afford yes yes but a routine vet visit shouldn’t be $600-$1000 per animal sorry#give me a copay or something
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So I got adopted by a new kitten, a little baby tuxedo cat, super attached and clinging onto my face all the time, and obviously he needed a name!
So I might have named him Spica. Because of Siffrin. Perhaps. Maybe. Might've happened.
(idk how to send images on mobile and I can't get to my computer cuz he fell asleep on my chest 🥺)
AWAAAAAA??? A??A???
you've unlocked harrison lore in which. i am in love with tuxedo/voidcats. i know you're in the isat santa discord so feel free to grab my handle from there and pm me if you are still interested in showing your cat because. well i'll always look at people's cats (edit: I SAW THE CAT IN THE SANTA CHAT I'M WEEPING HE'S SO CUTEEEE)
here are pics of my (now-passed) voidcat, fancy boy... he lived to be seventeen years of age, most of these pics are from when he was about??? fifteen??? just cause i had them on hand (i took the most cat pictures then because that's when jester - the muted calico at the end - was a kitten...)
actually if in stars and time existed when i got him i probably would have named him loop. since he had one (1) little starburst of white on his chest from birth
#pets#fancy boy was in fact his second name and we joked that he was a cat with a deadname#because i named him when i was in middle school after a danny phantom episode and it didn't fit him#he walked like pepe le pew from looney toons#my mom also had a voidcat that she found in her yard that was very feisty#and there's one living in our garage right now that we're trying to lure into the house so we can take him to the vet#cause we live next to train tracks and i don't like the idea of a stray cat wandering around there
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looks up. i regret to inform you all that i’ve seen another post today. the faunus woman who led vacuo during the great war was not a queen and almost certainly not of royal descent as the asturias family claims to be: it is stated repeatedly in the CFVY novels that the last time vacuo had any kings or queens was centuries ago and that very little of the historical record has been preserved (with 9.11 reiterating the novels’ point that this is a consequence of colonial occupation in the intervening centuries).
and from the world of remnant episodes pertaining to vacuo and the great war, we know that modern-day vacuo did not have a formal government until after the great war; it was not a state, it was an occupied territory under mistrali control. the faunus woman who led vacuo’s forces was the leader of the vacuan movement for independent statehood and likely became a member of the ruling council established after the war—which is now defunct and has been de facto replaced by shade academy.
please. BLEASE. the great war began about ninety years ago it has not even been a century. the vacuan monarchy is “ancient history.” finn talks about his mother—who would have been a contemporary of nicholas schnee, who was born right after the great war—and her mother, who would have lived through the great war, and his grandmother’s father, and his grandmother’s grandfather, and his grandmother’s grandfather’s mother. rumpole—who is an actual historian—flat out states that it was so long ago, and war and colonization so thoroughly degraded the historical record, that all that remains is legends and uncertain guesswork.
the asturiases having no blood relation to the faunus woman who led vacuo in the great war doesn’t prove or disprove anything because even if she did style herself a queen and claim royal descent the vacuan monarchy ended so long ago that her claim would have been unverifiable mythmaking too.
#like do you think all the war and colonization that destroyed all record of the vacuan monarchy and turned vacuo into a wasteland#happened AFTER the great war?? ? hello?? in just eighty years?? HELLO?#most of the adult generation will have been born to parents who were born during or after the great war it was not that long ago!#if you want a real world comparison as to the historical scale?#the second world war ended 79 years ago. not the first; the SECOND.#the great war is very recent history.#it feels ancient to the 15-19 year old characters but adults whose parents or grandparents were great war vets keep TELLING THEM it isn’t#it ended eighty years ago. eighty years. my grandfather fought in wwii. i’m thirty.#and there are in fact. detailed historical records of vacuo in the great war and the period of conflicts preceding it#we know this because the characters are familiar with that history and no one is confused or unclear on the historical facts of that period#AAAAAAA!!!!!
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woah it’s another pdbc post. could not get the whole running into a china cabinet thing out of my head
rest in peace my girl Bellona u were a real one 😔✊
+ another one since she was on my mind
#not a pikmin post#pdbc#mentioned this on my alt but while I was shadowing at the vet clinic#the tech was showing me how the schedule works and I saw an appointment for a cat named Bella with a note saying:#‘ran head first into a china cabinet’#and like. poor baby but also that is an interesting mental picture#speaking of which I’d sell my kidney to become a vet tech but you need to be good at math!!! aaaaaargh#I am not exaggerating when I say that little fact makes it feel like my hopes and dreams are being shattered right before me#oh well that’s kinda heavy and if I think about it any more I’ll get upset again so uh#here. PDBC stuff. I’ll scream into the void about it until you all care#fun fact though! like I said the cat’s name was Bella which is not what my darling step-oc’s name is nor what it was in the original#BUUUUT she was actually referred to as bella by mistake whilst I was conversing with the og author bc they didn’t remember her name#interesting right? (NO ITS NOT)#art
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hey i just want it known that, unless i KNOW you, i do not respond to individual fundraiser requests. i donate to organizations only, and will not and have never donated to cold requests from random tumblr users. why? well, firstly: donating to an organization will help MORE families than an individual fundraiser. and secondly, there are way too many scammers out there trying to capitalize on tragedy.
edit to add: please check out my tag #how to help if you want more info on organizations to donate to and how to help.
#like i'm sure some of these fundraisers are real#and i hate that i'm sure some are real#but i receive like 40 fundraiser requests a day and i'm about ready to turn my inbox off#and every single one of them claims to be vetted despite the fact that i don't know the vetter#don't trust the vetter or know what their vetting process is#and there's no reason a scammer can't use a real fundraiser's name and then just provide a FAKE GOFUNDME LINK#so yeah no#i'm sorry but i do NOT donate to or share individual fundraiser requests
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I convinced myself Steinman had glasses because, vibes, and I'm replaying the first game for achievements and uh... ?? He doesn't have them ?? I wouldve put money on it I swear lmao
#js steinman#bioshock#he just ?? seems like he would ??#anywayssss i have new appreciation for him and i maaaay cosplay him nowwww#just bc im a vet student and do in fact have a lab coat
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so i was at a small family gathering earlier today as an early mother's day thing and my cousin saw my aro ring and asked if it meant i was engaged 💀 GIRL NO IT MEANS PRETTY MUCH THE OPPOSITE ACTUALLY
#i did not say that i was aro or anything of the sort i just said i wore the ring just because. for no particular reason besides i liked it#only people in my family who even know for a fact im queer (let alone aro and acespec) are my parents and maybe my brothers too?#not sure if they know or not. im not telling anyone else in the family until i have thoroughly secretly vetted them on whether they'd take#it well or not. and at least half the family i know for a fact would not#(this specific cousin and her husband im undecided on still)#aromantic#aro
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i just lost two followers and it's making me laugh because judging by my most recent posts i assume they were diehard royalists? or at least people holding the british royal family in an unusually high regard? cry about it i guess idk, i do find it funny that you give a fuck though
on this note though of my followers holding different beliefs than me - if you're a terf? please kill yourself! i don't usually give a fuck because i just don't have it in me to start a war with everyone i disagree with but like. truly. if you hold any kind of prejudice against trans people whatsoever. fuck off from my blog lol i don't want you here
#ive got the shinigami eyes extension right#and sometimes i see people in my notes flagging up red#but i hate blocking people is the thing like i just don't do that#if someone who flags red reblogs me more than twice i'll block them though#but mostly i'm like. i don't want to block people. so i don't#but it's still like ohhhh my god. how are you reblogging my posts about dan and phil as a full on transphobe!!!!!#and dont be worried cause i vet all of these blogs#bc i know shinigami eyes isnt fool proof#sometimes someone gets marked red and they aren't actually a terf they just said one thing at one time that got misconstrued#like the bot isnt all that moderated#so any time i see a red url i will investigate to make sure they are in fact a terf#but man. MANNNNNN#my main point is like#do yall know dnp would fucking hate you lmfao#even if you somehow ignore the part where dan doesnt give a fuck about gender and none of it is real#and hes happy with all pronouns#like u can refer to her by he she they#doesnt matter#even if you ignore that#and all of the rest of it#how do you hear the things dnp say. frequently. all the time. and go. yeah i think me. a transphobe. should keep watching them#MAN IDK#youre all fucking weird
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#I have donated to families in Gaza etc but I am very weirded out at the prospect of the fact that I have 10+ asks a day from people#claiming to be from there asking for money#like it just......... idk how to put it it doesn't seem believable?#it very much feels like people preying on the fact that the Tumblr community is the most likely social media for most to care abt this#and be affected by messages like that#and there is genuine desperation that would require begging every random you can find on social media#so like maybe they are all real?#but also I just#it's so not vetted or anything and there's a complete barrage of them EVERY DAY#makes me feel weird#both in general and then for not knowing how to navigate it#and if I'm getting these asks en masse I bet I'm not the only one#maybe we could discuss this and be civil#or maybe someone can educate me as to their validity#maybe!
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With Krok now on my mind, it's reminded me of like, the whole deal of him coping with the loss of his squad by believing they'd just become separated? Because that bit is such a fascinating aspect of his character to me.
It's vague in a way that doesn't totally confirm whether he truly 100% deluded himself, or if he just kept telling himself that to try and distract from the truth and memories he didn't want to face.
(Which, for some reason this pisses Misfire off? Which implies something really interesting there about Misfire and his own coping mechanisms and issues that we don't get much of a peer into unfortunately.)
Anyway, I spent way too long thinking about it when I was reading through the comics. And it's like, did studying battles and strategy play a part in this delusion/lie?
Like, you're a being that lives for millions of years, in the middle of a war spanning those millions of years. So, at some point, surely those battles are going to start to blur together. So you've got that, and then you go and face a frankly horrifically traumatic fight that quite literally rips the people you cared about most, and felt responsible for, apart.
Presumably, Decepticons aren't the greatest at handling shell shock and other such side effects of war. So they just take this freshly traumatized mess of a dude, take him off the front lines and plant him on a warworld to aid the fight from a more comfortable distance.
With all this, the mind is bound to be fickle when faced with such sudden loss and change. But Krok obviously did his job there, or at least he was very knowledgeable on history and tactics beforehand.
Either way, he studied battle after battle, went through records of fight after fight, planned for what's next and reconsidered what had already happened. Hundreds of wins and losses.
So did it get jumbled there? In having a head full of battles, did some of them blur and mix with the one that took everything away from him? In trying to solve the failures of past battles, did he try and find where a victory could've been had against the wreckers that day? Did he find a solution that would've had his squad still whole and alive?
From there, did it slip into delusion, or a desperate lie to keep himself going?
I feel like his "mental health matters" moment was an interesting insight into it and possibly the average soldier's rough outlook on trauma. But it was still very surface level I think, but I guess going too deep into the why's and how's wouldn't have been important until maybe the Scavenger centric comics that uh, never happened :/
#i'm probably reading too much into it. but im a sucker for war stories and such in fiction. esp sci fi.#i grew up military. so its like. i need to know the details within the media im reading. or else it feels poorly done or handled#and tf is frequently at its core a story of war. even in g1 it covered that fact. loss and coping and stuff#and idw1 is best in the post-war era. but it only sometimes dips into the real nitty gritty of what that all entails for ex-soldiers#the scavs are particularly interesting in that sense. since none of them were ''important''. they were tragically deemed disposable#and like. the bit where krok is explaining what happened during the war was just so good. just the disillusion and betrayal and hurt-#-towards megatron and the high command. like. argh. it was just *chefs kiss* when it comes to writing an interesting ex-soldier#fulcrums line about the war being over being comparable to the sky no longer being blue is also just. ough. esp since he wasn't a soldier#it just shows how ingrained the war was in every bot and cons life. and its so tragic and fascinating and augh#and like. the cons are awful. yeah. but they're also just an army chock full of random people with their own unique views and opinions#and the scavs are great vessels for telling that angle. that perspective. of just being someone swept up in it all#they're great comedy relief and all too. but theres so much fascinating story potential there too of hardships and disillusion#i mean. the whole deal with the djd?? the comparisons?? the hypocrisy bcs they're all bad people but for different reasons???#i could go on for hours about it. and i actually have and it's never coherent. but its like my fav thing about cons#which is probably a bit weird. i've been told having an interest in fictional wars and its effects is weird. but idk#its personal for me. you grow up hearing shit from vets and what they've been through. their own disillusions and it sticks with you#i'm gonna stop before i start to vent lol. but yeah. just krok and his ptsd and the greater untouched trauma within post-war cons
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