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#alex de minaur#carlos alcaraz#congrats on coming second alex#congrats on your first grass tournament win carlos#also that trophy is too big#it is massive just too big#it looks comically large
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having good & true friends will literally save and protect you in a million unfathomable ways. like okay we have written so many times about lovers. but the way a platonic friend laughs and cries with you. the way they hold your hand at 14 years old and at 34. the way they keep a little silver tie to you, touching base over and over and over. how you can go years without talking, only to re-meet and discover: oh shit! you're still cool!
there are people who have been in my life for more than half of it, and i have loved every version of them. do you know how fucking beautiful that is. yeah love will save the world. but the way friends love you is gonna save the you.
#and before one of u is like '' i have no friends :(" i used to be there too actually#abusive partner cut me off from ALL of 'em. i didn't think i was lovable#it made me EXCEPTIONALLY shy. i still am actually!!!!#i just ... started saying ''yes.''#i would take pictures of flyers in my library and go to whatever events they had#i started taking community classes#if someone mentioned like ''i am gonna start x group'' i actually took a deep breath#and approached them to be like . okay i want in.#i started making the first move with new people - a small compliment#a smile or a little joke. just to share the space with them.#i have MASSIVE social anxiety. bad parent and bad relationship will do that to ya.#but i just... kept going. and going. and going. to each of these little things. and then...#like. .... idk i just am very blessed. i have a STUPID number of friends#a lot of which i reconnected with. bc it turns out love is never wasted. adult life just.#like. gets in the way. but also... i loved u as a weird little kid. i love u now as a weird big adult.#i promise i PROMISE ur friends are out there. u just have 2 find them. and btw#i didn't make friends with everyone. but i did get a lot of people to smile or laugh.#aint that something.#this process took me something like 2 years. it was HARD!!!!!!!!!!#i love u!!! hard things are often worth it!!!
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They rule Baldur’s Gate College
if u see how low res this is no u don’t i just forgot i was working on a tiny canvas (i usually use 3k x 3k and this was a whopping 600x900 bc i’m an idiot)
#college au but im too attached to dragonborn durge to humanise him#they are the Most Annoying couple on campus#their big heist involves stealing the massive statue in the middle of campus#no one knows how they hell they pulled it off#if u ask they’ll just start whispering to each other while making severe eye contact with u#mean girls fr#for the life of me i couldn’t find the ref image i had in mind but u get the vision#baldur's gate 3#bg3#baldurs gate fanart#bg3 bhaalspawn#the dark urge#durgetash#lord gortash#bg3 gortash#enver gortash#gortash x durge
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Eddie diaz isn’t going to actually move to Texas - oh he’ll probably get close - but he won’t actually go - because it’s running away again - which is what Eddie does when he’s faced with something life changing.
He ran to Shannon to escape his parents (especially his mom)
Then he ran to the army when Shannon got pregnant
Then he ran to the army once again when Chris was diagnosed
Then he ran to LA to escape his parents once more
Then he ran back to Shannon
Then he ran from his grief
He ran from his trauma
Ran from the 118
Ran from his feelings
And now he’s running again - he thinks he’s running towards Chris but he’s actually running away from himself - from joy and freedom - because he thinks it’s the only way to get Chris back - to go back to living under the toxic cloud that is his parents - to go back to being made to feel like a failure (because Helena is going to say I told you so at the first opportunity!)
Eddie is watching Chris and seeing him get the childhood with his parents he never had - one where he was loved and supported and allowed to be a child. Only that’s Eddie’s perspective and Eddie (like Buck) is a flawed narrator of his own life - Chris isn’t actually happy he’s basically getting the same treatment Eddie got from Helen and Ramon - he’s being stiffled - suffocated and he is not being given the right support - the support to work through his trauma and not let it fester.
But Eddie only sees Chris being taught chess by the man who was absent from Eddie’s own childhood, Chris being able to be involved in clubs and tournaments and getting to make friends and be a child.
Eddie doesn’t see that he was already providing all of that for Chris am more - providing him with the love and support and tools to deal with what life throws at him.
Eddie wants in on what he was already doing and doing much better so he’s going to probably go to Texas for a bit and open the dialoge and then reload moving back to Texas just keeps the cycle going (Eddie’s own version of the hamster wheel) and it would reinforce to Chris that running is the answer. That being unhappy is the answer
Ultimately Eddie needs to realise that he can fight to get Chris back without sacrificing all he has been working towards - without sacrificing all the progress he has made. That actually making the first move doesn’t mean abandoning the life he has been building for himself and his son.
Because Chris isn’t actually happy - he’s miserable and he wants his dad - he just isn’t able to admit that yet but they’re going to get to a point where he is - because Eddie has been doing the right things and they will have a conversation in Texas that will bring them both home to LA ;and Buck) and the family they have built.
#it’s going to get played as Eddie is doing it - he’s probably gonna get as far as packing up his house to move#because the show needs the ripples it will cause to be big enough that it has a lasting impact#on all members of the firefam#there is an impact on Bobby#one on Hen#one on Chim#a massive one on buck - who really needs to hit maximum feelings of abandonment#(because it’s not just Eddie abandoning him - it would also be Chris - because there is no Chris in his life if Eddie is not in LA#it impacts periphery characters such as Josh as well#I’m having a lot of thoughts about it and I’m excited to see it play out even though I know it’s going to hurt like hell#but the pay off will be Chris back in LA#Eddie in a much better place#and buck dealing with his trauma and growing (instead of shrinking)#and it will likely lead to buddie too#911 spoilers#eddie diaz#911 abc#evan buckley#Christopher diaz#buddie
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fall themed falklers (+ doodles under the cut!) 🍁
#signalis#signalis falke#signalis adler#fklr#adlr#big post today because i dont think i posted art in a hot while#<- made too many doodles that i went like ‘hm this should be posted alongside something’ to and now my collection has grown to be genuinley#freaking massive#and i dont remember what i have and havent posted#so you can imagine the kind of stress im under#anyways!#its the right time to start on making fall/halloween art because the leaves are just starting to change where i live *rubs my hands togethe#evilly*#anywaysssss#i think falke and adler should go apple picking together heeheehee#myth.art
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#so like aliexpress used to have a terrible reputation in terms of like quality and truth in advertising and such right#but like. amazon and etsy are swamped with bootleggers and dropshippers now too#so I figured like. can't be any worse right?#besides I know how to double check descriptions and measurements and examine images critically#I've shopped shady sites before like back when banggood was the only place to get those cute diy miniature kits#(now you can get them at regular craft store chains which is Wild to me)#but I have never opened aliexpress because everyone was always just like 'Never Go There'#(but then again these days folks are doing massive temu hauls left and right)#(so clearly norms have changed even if common perception of aliexpress has not)#I open it up and I immediately find the rug I spent an entire day hunting for unsuccessfully earlier in the month.#and a ton of incredible bootleg kirbs.#and a style of hair clip I've been hunting for for *years*.#soooo I spent the entire day in a pastel fugue lol#(I have not spent any money yet but I'm probably gonna)#(so like I can't confirm that you're not gonna get scammed or whatever just like. use common sense.)#(don't trust sale prices read descriptions/reviews when available and try to avoid work stolen from independent artists)#(that's usually gonna be on printed stuff like phone cases and posters)#(and tbh I have no qualms with stolen official art as long as the quality is as advertised)#(but there's a big difference between stealing from Multinational Corporation and stealing from Some Guy)#anyway done rambling now <3#favorites
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My Night Has Been Ruined By A Territorial Katydid Hanging Out By My Computer Desk, an overly-specific anime of Marzi's evening at the moment
#personal#go the fuck outside you massive flying weirdo#I don't want to kill you; you are too big and your Bits would be too evident if I did that#and I am not confident in my ability to trap you with a glass before you fly at me#so just GO THE WAY YOU PRESUMABLY CAME: OUT THE WINDOW
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This is jumping the queue bc some really cool people reblogged my last post of Corey and they escaped containment.
Updated sidestep design perpetual WIP
Sidestep days vs retribution. They're slowly reacquiring their self expression. Next book will probably be the full return of the scene/punk look
Bonus Corey sans most of their clothing to show off their tattoos under the cut. CW for healed SH scars
Yes that is Ortega's bedroom yes I half assed it. I drew this background in my car at work when it was like 110 degrees idgaf
#listen. i was a teenager in 2013. that sidestep outfit design is 99% shit i owned and wore lmao#corey is all my middle school angst condensed into one character#PLEASE zoom in theres so many tiny details in the outfits and the backgrounds i love drawing that shit#scavenger hunt: the lighting themed jewelry. the secondhand ipod anathema gifted them. the doodles on their shoes.#definitely think ortega kept some of sidesteps things after they died. they were besties#no chance sides didnt leave anything of theirs at ortega's place#ortega kept coreys ipod and battle jacket#hasnt given the battle jacket back yet though just the ipod#corey also plays guitar#themmy taught them and the rangers got them their 1st guitar as a joint xmas gift . Obv ortega held onto that too#throwing yourself into edgy aesthetics and musicianship works in place of therapy in a pinch. i would know#finally broke out of my “cant write music” block by projecting too hard onto corey. maybe ill post my music on here eventually idk#my art#fallen hero#fallen hero rebirth#fallen hero retribution#sidestep#corey rook#the uncanny valley look to their face wasnt deliberate but it does suit them so its fine#giant blue eyes and creepy big smile my beautiful unsettling baby#me and corey got two settings: horrendous rbf and eldritch nightmare grin#hand drawing that linkin park shirt instead of just pulling a design from the internet was a labor of love#you bet your ass corey and I are fuckin stoked about their new album#put The Emptiness Machine in their playlist immediately after finding out it exists#this character is very dear to me if that werent clear by the massive wall of tags#if you read this far thanks babes i love you <3
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so no one was going to tell me if i got literally one episode further tenax drops that he’s the one who saved scorpus from his mom’s pimp AND that he’s intimately familiar with scorpus’ dick when he was younger. guys. guys.
#thinking about an INSANE divorce fic. as a follow-up to the 30k canon-compliant backstory i have not written#(really it could be an au of that because like. am i sentimental and would i want them to get emotionally divorced NO but i will get into#the variants of this later i have to tell you about them ACTUALLY divorced first before i get into the hot divorcee energy of it all)#where they fucked around when they were younger and then broke up because. yeah tenax can dream but scorpus needs certainty he is what he#is he wants attention and dignity and when blue offers for him he goes and we don’t need to know what the massive fight was but we DO need#to know that they stopped fucking and maybe they stopped talking too but now they’re Colleagues. putting the ‘because i can’ moment#into a WHOLE different light bc it’s very much a ‘you no longer have a say in who I get to fuck because it’s not YOU. because we’re not’#and thus we get an exes-to-lovers arc I still know you the best and yes I SEE the scorpus xenon andria potential & once again I am saying:#put that in a box we can’t talk about that right now I see it but that’s not what we’re here for. anyway I was TRYING to say the ‘I know u#best of anyone’ of it all and if you think I have stopped thinking about tenax goading scorpus & talking about his dick for a single second#I have not. I REALLY have not because that is top tier blatant manipulation to be like ohhhh poor baby you’re so old and rotting I can just#get a new chariot driver I don’t even really want you anyway 😇 and scorpus KNOWS It’s bait however. he’s gotta get his attention back.#anyway they are ugly divorced and it’s very slow burn but I know exactly how you taste & what buttons to press & how to grip your shoulders#in an argument until they fuck nasty on all of their riches or however this thing ends. not well for anyone but I WILL be getting them back#together. the other fun little big divorced energy thoughts i had were very much ‘divorced and arguing but it’s foreplay to threaten to#leave each other’ so they can have hot aggressive mean sex because they get off on arguing with each other. everybody in the stables starts#to see them arguing about chariot design & the brothers are scared they’re gonna kill each other & then suddenly scorpus is tongue-fucking#Tenax’s throat with a fist still in his hair and tenax has a hand pinning him back against the post by the throat and that’s all they see#before everybody clears the FUCK out. this is a regular occurrence at all times in all arguments it’s so fun I love the dynamic#OHHHH AND IT’S AN OUTSIDER POV FIC i said the brothers really i meant elia but also now that i say that. could be a fun five + 1 of#everyone watching them threaten to kill each other and then y’know. la petit mort. ALSO i know i see the calla/tenax too we can’t talk abt#that put it in the box with the chariot drivers we can have one (1) thing at a time. the calla note is because i want a calla pov of them#where she’s just like ‘freaks. right in front of my salad?’ and does not give a fuck at all. top tier. anyway. andria/elia/calla/domitian#(Domitian seeing them petition him would be so fun because he wants to puppet master everything he’d want to know SO BAD.) the 5th one idk#because I don’t have any idea about the third brother yet but maybe Tenax catching scorpus in a brothel again? and the +1 is their POV ofc.#(anyway for myself: the vibes i want here are geno/anna cat and mouse follow/unfollow divorce and win her back rumors)#scorpus/tenax#those about to die#scorpus#tenax
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Revisiting the Youtuber Dead Sound's web series Sauria again after the most recent, excellent installment was released and-
Look, if David DIDN'T want me to have a Blue Song and Kindred of the Tusk oc running around in my head being a dynamic duo trying to uncover the dark secrets of the Forefathers and Blue Song Empire, then he shouldn't have made their species the iconic Red-Blue color palette!
#dead sound#sauria#I've watched too many animes and seen too many ships with that EXACT color pair for it not to happen I guess#little blue raptor read too much and started asking questions and when she was ready to start going feral the big red pirate appeared#and started enabling her#swift and flexible and climber paired with bulk and strength and feet better planted on the ground#ironically (or maybe not so) she got the drop on him first#also just desert dweller and rain forest dweller cultural exchange; she's fascinated by the Endless Sands and he doesn't believe in her sto#her stories of constant rain and massive trees from her childhood
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In discourse, if there is a mild word that gives benefit of the doubt, nuance, wiggle room, neutrality, and a respectful amount of broadness, and a similar word that goes balls to the fucking wall like a targeted missile attack, 90% of the time you really should be using the mild word.
#avoid strawmen and treating the other positions like a nefarious enemy when you're talking about like#I don't know a fucking book and its themes or something#I dunno there are so many posts in bad faith that#immediately pull out the big guns and it turns into this game of assuming the worst possible intent and results of A Thing#it's not picking apart someone else's imperfect framework#it's launching your own massively imperfect framework in a mushroom cloud of misused jargon and#thinking that every person on the 'other' side of the discourse is way worse than they are#non-dragons#blabbing Haddock#and yes unpopular opinion this goes not just for fandom discourse but for how we talk about broader irl issues too
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poe thoughts and scribbles for my aching soul
#He’s a really old oc#based off my plush rabbit when I was 10 so my first oc ever next to Craig and hope who were made at the same time.#i used to draw him as any thing I was obsessed with as a kid like digimon or Pokémon and still call him poe#cause I was also obsessed with Calvin and Hobbes and I would imagine him like Hobbes for fun and bring him everywhere and make comics of#poe hanging out with me as a scary cool monster who secretly turned into a plush rabbit like Barney the dinosaur#and that’s like his origin story LMAo I didn’t do imaginary friends or anything like that#I’d just grab a plush toy or poe and pretend I was in an adventure with them. But poe was my personal comfort one causw my abuela got him#for me and he would be gripped allot when I was sad or upset so he was my coping toy#another would be a big red dragon I have since I was five too. And I would be silly and be like that’s poes girlfriend and she is PFGN#and now with my eclipse toy hehe :) but yeah poe origin lore from my backyardigan kid times#GOD THAT SHOW ALSO MADE ALLOT OF INFLUENCE TOO LOL DOKFJF I was a massive daydreamer lol#but now poe has his own insane story now it was silly when I was a kid but it’s cool now I swear I prommy im not cringe (disclaimer I am PF#anyway that’s crazy#art#my art#my ocs#poe#monster#monster oc#furry#kinda#creature#wife ocs#harbinger#hope#Craig#hes their dad dadadada#Tired dream guardian monster raising to literal eldritch entity children in a summary pretty much
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Fema aid station inside a closed Lego store in the mall #floodcore
#today I h#i have discovered that the barnes and noble in the mall near work is a good place to hide from all my friends and my roommates#because. without exception. all my friends who read abhor the commercialism of the big box bookstore#and all my friends who don’t care about commercialism straight up don’t read.#I hate the commercialism in here too but the cafe has a booth and I am just getting my grubby mitts on all their merchandise and not#spending a dime.#ok this is the first time I’m doing this. this isn’t a habit I just do not want to be at home rn for reasons of I’m a loser and people are#pregaming for a massive dj set that I’m mercilessly beating myself up over not wanting to go to#it’s more complicated than that obviously there are years old interpersonal things at play but I’m really sick of my one roommate’s#commentary on my social life right now#as if I’m not so fucking sad a bunch of my friends just left! aughhhh ok well it’s me and this contemporary bestseller against the world#hurricane helene
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Big balls ad...??
He balls too big for he gotdamn shorts
#when your massive cock and balls are just TOO BIG for your TINY LITTLE GIRL SHORTS 😩😩😩#for GIRLS who don’t have BALLS 😩😩😩#get your moose knuckle out of my face
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my cds (and cassette tape) finally arrived in the mail today!!
#I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS#was getting 10 cds and a cassette tape at once maybe a bit overkill? possibly#but i saw the bogo free sale banner and my brain lept at the chance to get more cds for half the price lol#i feel like my collection might be growing a bit too fast esp considering i only started collecting them this fall#but also I HAVE A WHOLE PILE OF CDS NOW LOOK AT IT THERE'S SO MANY AND THEY'RE MY FAVORITE ALBUMS TOO#it's like seeing blorbo from your music in real life in your home#just looking at a cd and being like !!! i literally listen to you every day i didn't know you were also Real#the difference between having something only on your phone even if you still see/listen to it a lot and having a Physical Thing is massive#just. i haven't even opened these up yet they look so pretty im just staring at them in awe while typing this rn#ykw 10 cds is a lot to unbox all at once and if they have extra stuff on the inside too i don't think I'd be able to fully appreciate it#i think im gonna save some of the unwrapping for later as a lil treat maybe for when im having a bad day#so i can come home and unwrap it and look inside and get that serotonin boost#just a lil something i can look forward to in the future :3#they said money can't buy happiness but it turns out i just did and my happiness comes in the form of physical media lol#and ykw i think this is a pretty sweet deal like if i had to choose any hobby to spend money on this would be a great choice#it's cheap you get to support your favorite musicians and you get infinite dopamine out of it (well as long as the cd lasts ig)#just. im still looking at them i cant believe the pictures and sounds from my phone are Real and i can touch them now#...it's probably gonna take a while for me to get over the awe and actually open them up and start looking inside for goodies and stuff#ive been meaning to take pictures of the cool stuff from the precious cds that i got but i still haven't gotten around to it lol#just. the emotions are too big. even just looking at it brings me so much joy that if i opened it up to find more stuff inside#it'd be too much for my brain to handle and it would just explode or something lol#anyway i think that wall of text is long enough so im gonna go admire my cds some more now#mine#cd#cds#cassette tape#music#reminder#for later#<- and that is so i actually remember to open them up and look inside instead of just admiring it like a painting
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all of our tails muses should be best friends.
#💔 ˚₊ · 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗 ✗ long lost words whisper slowly to me. ❞#i haven't brought nikki's tails around just yet but he'll be here soon...#he's about 15. after eggman died and nikki withdrew he needed some way to occupy himself#he's a student at spagonia university. thought he might as well pursue the fancy PHD title.#when he's not studying or working on projects he's blowing off steam by;#screaming at ppl in online FPS games lolol.#him and nikki are somewhat strained. there's a big cycle of guilt between them.#tails feels useless in being unable to help nikki. when he does try to help he unintentionally tends to push her too hard.#which makes nikki beat herself up and relapse. then tails feels like shit. rinse and repeat.#despite this they are still close. play games together. tease each other. hang out whenever they can.#tails and theia also get along really well. she's his biggest enabler when it comes to his inventions.#if u let them tails will not sleep for a week straight#because he installed theia with like 50 different options for arm canons. and she let him.#he's also an emo kid like his big sis. massive NIN and MCR fan.
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