#it hurts my heart but it heals it too

[jmdbjk]

The angel chariot

Eagle-eye Army spotted the fact that Jungkook's company car that whisked him away from Incheon airport upon his arrival from Los Angeles was the same one that Jimin used this past December for his comings and goings to the airport. Same license plate. [First 4 numerals/characters obscured to protect the innocent and cover my ass. Also not providing the link to eagle-eye army in the interest of keeping the imbeciles away from them.]

I tried to spy the license plate of the cars during their other past airport comings and goings but they were moving too fast/obscured by objects or people.

Maybe not Jimin or Jungkook but it was used to carry SOMEONE to Hobi's enlistment:

Of course BigHit has a fleet of these identical black KIA Carnival limousines and who knows if actual vehicles/drivers are assigned to specific members, but it was interesting to see and think about.

However, here is a curious bit of trivia: the number 5469 is supposedly the "angel" number. Various sources describe 5469 as:

well mannered

conscientious

artistic

humanitarian

balanced

harmonious

protective

giving

fair

caring

kind

romantic

nurturing

supportive

And this:

"Looking from a numerology standpoint, the energy emanating from the four-digit number 5469 is a decidedly well mannered energy. It resonates with distinct patterns of compassion and perceptible vibrations of romance. The number also points to an awareness which manifests at a subconscious, empathic level — pointing to an almost empathic synchronization with the emotions and thoughts of society."

I don't make that stuff up, other people do.

Anyway, is there a real significance in coming and going in the same car for their separate activities? Of course not. Like I said, we can't know if it's pure coincidence or if members are assigned specific cars/drivers etc. It was just something someone noticed and I'm passing on this extreme level of delulu to you because I aim to please.

The Jikook hug: the live action "I miss you"/"me too" played out right in front of us.

You can't convince me otherwise that when these two are together on their own time, they are up in each other's space in a way that would make you and me blush uncomfortably. It's the way they look at each other and the way they talk to each other. Yes, Jimin gives the best hugs and right before he dove into Jungkook, he gave Hobi the warmest, tightest "I love you hyung" hug as well ... JK's eyes following Jimin all the way until Hobi receives his hug. Honestly, Jungkook seemed like he was patiently anticipating a hug from Jimin too ... it is the attentiveness or awareness of each other and creates a Jimin and Jungkook aura and adds an extra level to their closeness.

Kookie keeps his eyes on his Jiminie all the time and he seems to enjoy his touching. The way JK pulled Jimin in and held on to him...no matter the level of delulu you subscribe to, their bodies in that full frontal, smushed together, I-MISSED-YOU-COME-HERE-BABY-I-LOVE-YOU hug just makes me really happy for them.

So playful and easy with each other.

Yep, I know what I see. If you can't see it, I'm sorry. I don't know how to transfer that ability to detect it to you. If I could, I would so everyone can feel their love for each other.

Did they miss each other? Absolutely. How long had they been apart? 3 weeks? 3 hours? 3 minutes? What difference does it make?

Who knows, maybe they rode back home to Seoul in the angel chariot XXXX-5469 and spent some quality time together before they separated again for their respective solo activities and whatever those might be, we will find out eventually!

[thechargrey]

A scene in the locker room in which Colin makes some comment about how much he likes women, the kind of comment that was making Trent Crimm raise his eyebrows, but now we get to see Isaac's look when he does it?

Confusion. A mild bit of disgust at his friend lying so blatently. Frustration both at Colin and for Colin at having to say stuff like that. Uncertainty at how he feels about everything. He doesn't get it. He doesn't like it. He doesn't know why.

A scene in which some fan is mad that Richmond isn't doing well and screams something homophobic either at Colin or any other player during a match, and Isaac just. Loses. His. Shit.

He hasn't even been talking to Colin at this point, hasn't been playing well with him, but he just can't let that fly. He gets a red card. He sees Colin doing nothing to defend himself and wants to shake him. Wants to scream at him to clap back at these assholes. Wants to hug him to make him feel better. Je just walks away instead.

A scene in which Isaac at home and a younger sibling or someone makes a comment using the exact words Isaac himself has said "that's a bit gay bruv" as a throw away comment and it makes Isaac flinch. But when he asks that person to stop it they now get mad and accuse Isaac of being gay...and suddenly Isaac just gets it. Gets why Colin couldn't tell him or anyone else.

He's still angry. He's said those words before. He's just as bad as the fan he attacked. Isaac's hurt his friend over and over and over again. He punched that man over and over and wishes Colin woukd do that to him because he deserves it. But Colin never did and now Isaac gets why...

A scene in which it's just Colin and Isaac, and Isaac tries to hold out his fist, to bump, to be brothers again, but Colin flinches instead. Isaac drops his fist, angrier than ever at himself.

A scene right after where Isaac yells at the team to get their attention, and makes an announcement that the team isn't going to say that shit anymore. He doesn't explain much, mostly just glares at the team until they start nodding. Somehow everybody gets what he's saying.

And Colin walks in as it's happening. He watches Isaac answer their questions and defend queer people. He hears Isaac apologize to them all for ever saying stuff like that and not taking care of it sooner.

And when Isaac waits until everyone else has left the locker room and it's just him and Colin again Isaac says "Sorry, bruv. I've been a real idiot," and Colin nods holding his own fist out so relieved to be ok...

And Isaac pulls him in for a hug instead.

[silkysousaphone]

I'm drawing ghost trick angst and I think my heart might grind into dust over it

[gunpowder-gemini]

FINALLY have wrestled my brain into sitting down and watching Good Omens and it is, in fact, very good!! Incredibly good!! Absolutely in love with it ♥️♥️♥️

It does, however, hurt terribly

[magnus-and-the-dragon]

I keep thinking how sad it is that Liam’s story ended where it did. People are ‘supposed to’ hit rock bottom and then recover; to use these moments to turn their lives around instead.

It’s so sad for him that he couldn’t see how loved he was or how much he still had to lose. It’s so sad for the people who loved him, whose last memories will be of him struggling.

I think Liam was just a normal kid who was victimized and exploited. He ended up being someone who took that suffering and turned it on the people around him, who was made to feel powerless and dealt with it by seeking power over others. That isn’t right. The things he is accused are horrible. But I don’t think he would have become that sort of person if he had been protected when he needed it. We should all mourn the loss of the kind and decent person he was once, and could have been.

He deserved the chance to recover, to climb out of the hole he was in, to get sober and make amends and find happiness. Everyone deserves that chance. And I am sad for all of us that we will never know who he could have been on the other side of healing.

[moonsavior]

Happy Snowhunt Day! I'm on to you

[tockamybeloved]

Onegin Finale

[moondvncer]

I'll delete soon bc I'm not in a nice place with my head so rant in the tags, please don't mind me

[mydr3aminvi0let]

i wear a lot of skirts and pink and whatnot as my style has developed with me & my personality but when one of those age regression girlies latch onto me....i do not like that

[dancing-with-stars]

i am losing my mind

[dootznbootz]

There's something so specifically infuriating when someone uses one of your experiences or your demographic in an argument, especially if said argument is about spreading hatred or is just so wrong. They "speak on behalf of the ___" to say such fucked shit.

"You're not thinking of the ___!"

"I literally am ___. You saying that adds nothing as you do not speak for me or for other ___. Shut up."

[lesbiradshaw]

love characters with scars and birthmarks because it’s like they have a motif built into their body without me even having to make stuff up

[actingwithportals]

Ok but the one thing I will say I didn't like about the finale was what happened to the Cat. That made me very sad I do not like seeing bad things happen to cats even if they are assholes

[pepprs]

hi update still having an absolutely terrible time

[bl0omss]

It feels like in another life, we were allowed to love each other. Idk how, or when. But it feels like my soul keeps being drawn to you. Through distance and dreams, you haunt me. Like a trace of fog in fields at night you can’t quite see. That you yearn to touch but you know better than to try. Like a see you soon said for the very last time.

[the-kipsabian]

i genuinely dont deserve the kind of kindness people show to me