#it hasnt even begun
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guys... it happened. i reached peak autistic.
I just grabbed a binder, filled it with notebooks and drawings filled with information on a world I'm in the process of building with a friend.
(disclaimer, it's less information than you think, only one notebook is written in, but still. I know it's gonna spiral)
#autism#actually autistic#autistic#autistic things#autism things#peak autism#i hit the limit#i did it#i won#i finished the game#the game of life#the game of an autistic life#i need to throw away my real world life and focus on this guy for like 50 years#theres just#so much#it hasnt even begun#i am unstoppable
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i love how excited we get on tumblr . com but like realistically this is the show that Drags Shit Out. this is the show that seemingly Forgets about plot lines and then Brings them Back to resolve two seasons later. bt bones soon? maybe. maybe not. eddie saying something gay to a priest? bet my life its a no. but u bet ur ass i wanna speculate and read fanfic about it!
#this is the show that doomed bucktaylor from the start and then made them suffer through 18 episodes together#watching live is so funny sometimes cause like we are not even a third through the SEASON.#shit hasnt even begun#deep breaths phew#they speak
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another bad day today. if i didnt have a whole little human, i'd kms
#my day has also barely begun :]#well#my shift hasnt even started yet and i already wanna blow my brains out fuck#its just a bunch of little things adding up and i wanna cry but whatever#fuck halloween i guess
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Have to go back to school tomorrow. Already my tasks have piled up. 👎
#m#shoutout to my prof whos given us two homework assignments before class has even begun#and on the other end of the spectrum one of the profs im TA-ing for hasnt even contacted me lmao
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more like crapstone
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I'm tired. So so so tired 😮💨😮💨
#and the day hasn't even begun#i can FEEL it in my bones its not gonna be a good day#just hasnt been a good week really#anyway ill leave you all alone#dont need my gloom to ruin your sunshine#🔮.the peddler mumbles
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sometimes you have to start the fic with something sweet and immediately realize you need to draw the scene. but also i dont want to. but also i should because i love the concept.
#haunted ecosystem#but ALSO it ruins the earlier ambiguity of certain characters and what they are/look like#maybe i could just focus on the actions. hm.#i totally didnt put off working on this fic until the last second. time to see how it behaves (its almost 1.5k sans the additional stuff#and the first scene hasnt even really *begun* its just in the slow build where i introduce how this au works and what to expect)#i love basically writing original fiction. im deranged enough that there's no separating it from the source of the fic but also it is.#distinctly not really connected aside from the general characters & interactions/dynamics. im normal.
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#about to rant so ignore me#but like#okay. i have gotten over my assigned professor being changed. its okay. if she says this is better i trust her decision#and the forgetting to tell me and my new professor not having understood he had to read my stuff now is just an unfortunate accident#it happens. im unlucky like that i should be used to it#but now i still havent gotten even a single 'read' or whatever like they do with all my other classmates#if i go to class tomorrow just to find out no one still hasnt read what i have been working on for the last 5 weeks im#im going to explode#i already feel like shit for not meeting my self imposed goals#and its not like they could forget i have had no revisions BECAUSE I REMINDED THEM AGAIN TO PLEASE CHECK THEM OUT ON THE EMAIL I SENT#im just. so desmotivated#im already having the shittiest fucking weeks. maybe months. trying to get myself to work and do stuff#and this makes me feel like im that forgettable or that im gonna get hit with a 'change EVERYTHING' in the worst last possible moment#im so tired my intentions are good please someone for the love of god remember IM HEREEEEEEE#nothing is enjoyable i have no energy i just want to sleep everyday!!!!!!! i feel like im a burden and a bore to anyone!!!!!!!#im not wanted anywhere!!!!!! im fucking painted in here!!!!!#i have begun to talk about stuff unrelated to what i was originally saying 🙃 but oh well#its too much too many things all at the same time#i just want one fucking time where im not forgotten by literally everyone and made feel like a last fucking choice i want good things!!!!!#and im so tired of coming to terms with me never being anything to anyone just for someone to come and make me think maybe im wrong#just for everything to go to shit again!!!!!!!#i want to scream and take space and say how mad i am no more fucking 'dont worry its okay' 'sorry' no fuck off!!!!!!! SCREAM!!!!!#haunted.txt
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ending of the mcr tour is gonna be the original when harry met sally ending. a beautiful story, a beautiful relationship but at the end, both parties smile and part ways, maybe to see each other again some day
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i am Stressed
#cr spoilers#the battle hasnt even begun#i just dont want anyone to die pls ;_;#hhhhhhhhh#critical role
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Everybody talking about "I'm mean because I grew up in New England" from Noah Kahan's "Homesick" but no one talks about "every photograph that's taken here is from the summer" and that's so sad bc it's literally all I can think abt right now as we get into the worst of winter like for real New England was a mistake, meteorologically
#the torments have begun i am literally having a breakdown and there is nothing to look forward to and there hasnt been for years#and i cant even find anything fun to do bc its either too expensive or its FUCKING SNOW AND ICE AND MUD UNTIL MAY#disgruntled octopus
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you got co-hosts doxxing the other in a PRE SEASON GAME on national television
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Going to eat an entire tub of ice cream and cry a little
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A) why did you set all the tutorial workshop options to the same time on the most COMMON DAYS FOR LECTURES
B) what do you MEAN YOU DONT SET TUTORIAL TIMES YOU'RE THE COURSE COORDINATOR
What fuck FUCK Charles.
#noon is the most common class time. and 90% of classes with 3 lectures set them mon wed fri#WHY NOT STAGGER YOUR TUTORIALS TO MINIMISE CLASHES?!#IF I CANT MAKE MONDAY NOON I LIKELY CANT MAKE WEDNESDAY NOON OR FRIDAY NOON#in fact i CANT and i value my linguistics degree above your shitty fucking course#i guess i am going to have to miss a lecture a week of a class that you kinda NEED TO ATTEND IN PERSON#because i paid! over a thousand dollars! for your fucking course and now everything else im interested in is full!#fuck you charles!#the trimester hasnt even begun and we are off to a SPECTACULAR FUCKING START#vent post#shay posts#to be deleted#im. so fucking upset
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my face as i reply "tyyy!" to the 12th message ive gotten about eboard stuff
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Fabio updates account, have you seen the ig comments 👀👀😱 looks like he really is leaving. This whole situation is so strange WHAT HAPPENED??
hahahah yes i have. i am pretending it's not happening for my own health
#him being salty kill me stop. jurgne ill fucking kill you#pleathe just go on loan it would be such a shame if he already left 😭#can this transfer window end it hasnt even begun yet and im miserable#anon#ask
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