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Frank constructing the worst setlist ever for my show as we speak

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buck bothered and borderline

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dean did wanna fuck that car so bad

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Baby Aaron (with John, Paddy, Andy and Adam) 9 years today. 20th August 2009

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watching chas and carl do the same “you still love me” bit soo different from chas jr and his reformed carl. intense and destructive in such a different sense, its interesting how the same story can be done so different. and they were younger than rob and aaron!

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It's my turn to be patient. Emmerdale | 18.08.2025

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All of us. In the city's light.

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the hair has been hairing and the scratches have been scratching

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also i love the whole you dont want to get to know me / i know what you want thing. because yeah they know each other but they also really dont. its been six years. and i think robert is or at least WAS capable of acknowledging that aaron is not the same exact aaron he knew but the minute they were in bed together he was transported back to that post-prison fantasy of starting off again where he stopped with his 2019 aaron instead of thinking realistically ab the living breathing aaron who has experienced 6 years of trauma and grief. and if im being real he hasnt really made the effort of “getting to know” this aaron for who he is because he still considers aaron “his”, with like, a presumption of willingness and desire thats just being repressed for the time being. he really cannot conceive that aaron has any genuine reason to not want to be with him. so he hasnt actually bothered to consider what being in a relationship together, now in 2025, means. and he hasnt bothered to think about what 2025 aaron would need and want in order for them to be in a relationship again.

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ALSOO i love the push and pull between john and rob and how it affects aaron. sick though it makes me feel. john pushed too hard to manipulate aaron’s feelings ab rob (both by directly targeting robert and talking shit to aaron) and it pushes aaron towards robert; robert pushes too hard to convince aaron to leave john and it pushes aaron back to his marriage with john. aaron’s trying to navigate his desire for robert vs his desire for stability/safety and when either party tries too hard to cling to aaron he moves in the opposite direction. and I HOPEEE this means we get a story about aaron choices and inner conflict amidst his ex husband and current husband trying to claim him

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you can get her now. here's my shop

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chas and carl make robron look like the wiggles tbh

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okay i loveee the dynamic they have currently set up between rob and aaron bc they are not on the same page at ALL lmfao. even during their cozy little pillow talk robert is right back to planning wedding 3.0 while aaron refuses to commit to anything. like he acknowledges he “has commitments” + he acknowledges that he doesnt want robert to leave but thats it. at no point does he express that he wants to get back together with robert and in the next conversation they have he basically tries to shut down any possibility of their rship going further. but robert basically just willfully ignores him lmao he’s constantly the one prompting aaron about “their” future despite aaron trying to head off the topic. he insists that he knows what aaron wants and he knows this apparently by ignoring everything aaron says. in his desperation to hold onto aaron, doing the thing that he and aaron have fought over time and time again which is trying to control aaron and act like he knows whats best for him - so of course this backfires and aaron doubles down on his commitment to john. and he’s going away with john because its the best way to maintain control over the situation when faced with robert who a) is loudly insistent on his way forward and b) has in recent memory revealed aaron’s indiscretions to john against aaron’s express wishes. and its like…the same situation as robert’s return! aaron gives into his feelings -> robert insists that he’s what aaron truly wants -> aaron commits harder to john. and robert point blank refuses to see the situation for what it is, to acknowledge aaron’s genuine conflict, because itd mean really truly embracing the fact that six years have passed, that both he and aaron have changed, that he blew up his life in 2019 and the pieces just dont fit together the same way. whereas aaron knows all these things, is terrified by them.

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chas and carl have insane joint charisma.

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jmfstopimages just posted the full version of this pic for the first time…..

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Mädchen in Uniform (1931) dir. Leontine Sagan

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robert had a big 1985, 1995, 2005, 2015, and 2025. this diva has her moment every decade