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Is cof actually good or was I just suicidal?
#literally tried to kms 2 weeks after first playtrough#im fine now#it happend last year#cof#cry of fear#frankarcherhater
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Oc drawings from last year (•ᴗ• )و
#my art#digital art#oc#original character#I don't know what happend last year but for some reason I unintentionally whitewashed her xd
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#when you feel yourself falling headfirst into a depressive episode bc of all the bad stuff that's been happening in the last months and all#you wanna do is talk to your best friend about it but you can't bc your best friend cut you out of their life bc their new partner told them#that you're a crazy person who's bad for her and convinced them to stop being your friend and your just miss her#and you miss her and you miss her and you miss her and knowing you could be dead right now or could be dead in a month or a year or in 40 or#or 80 years without her even knowing or caring hurts it hurts like someone cut of a part of your limb and when you talk to people you#sometimes still make your inside jokes and no one will understand them and it will hurt again like the first moment she betrayed you and#told you all the bad stuff she know believes of you and then you'll remember this has all happened before and you were a fool for trusting#them again after what had happened the first time but you did and the hurt never stops bc she was your best friend for so long and you two#thought you were soulmates once and you apparently were not and now it hurts still and every time something good or bad or very bad happens#you wanna talk to her and tell her and you wonder how they are doing but he cut you out and told you horrible things and accused you of#terrible stuff that you didn't even understood where it came from and you know you can never be friends again bc you know there's no way#you will ever be able to trust her again but you wonder#you wonder how his life has been going and she's happy and if they're health and whether they think about you too sometimes#and sometimes you're scared for her bc all has been scratchy and you know nothing about what even happend and you suspect he's in an abusive#situation but you don't know bc they blocked you everywhere even duolingo and goodreads and she deleted her tumblr which she didnt last time#and when you were at the hospital every second of every minute of every day your fingers itched to text her about your terrible roommate and#when you were there again they itched to call her bc you were so scared but that will never happen again and now that all the bad stuff has#happened you kno lw you can deal on your own and you're strong enough to do it but it still hurts and will it ever stop?
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Are you actually a yard tall or is that hyperbole
Exactly three feet :P
#Let me just drop some lore ✨️#So what happend is that it was the first day of school last year and my english teacher/homeroom wanted us to do this weird thing#We had to make a nickname with a word that started with the first letter of our name + our name if that makes sense?#And since I'm short and my name is Yanina I said Yard Tall Yanina#But once the year before a teacher couldn't pronounce my name and ended up saying Yanini instead of Yanina (Yuh-nE-nuh)#Cause that's what most of my friends call me anyways#So when the teacher called on me I got out of my desk and on my knees and proudly said#“My name is Yard Tall Yanini. I am 3 feet tall and related to hobbits 😌” cause social anxiety who?!#Yeah nobody laughed except like my two bsfs bc I yap enough they can understand the joke#I'm the only person in the grade with the exception of like 2 teachers who's ever read Tolkien so everyone including the teacher was confus#BROO WHY ARE TAGS LIMITED TO 140 CHARACTERS 🤬🤬#Anyways ☺️#So that's basically what happend lol
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Please people tell me it's normal to be stopped by a stranger who called you beautiful? Otherwise I'm might go onto spiralling
#Personal stuff#the amount of times I've been called beautiful in the last nearly 2 months compared with the rest of my life is astonishing#It's been 4 times and I susspyanotjer one was kind of hitting/impling a co-worker/close co-worker/friend had a crush on me#and another one nearly asked me to date after procling he wants to be married in 1 year and have a baby but he doesn't have a partner#and then asked if I had then I jad to tell no bit I'm not on the market#I'm really confused about that what's voing on#still not the weirdest thing that happend to me in the romance/relationship/marriage area
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#genuinely wondering what happend in between last year and this year#2022 was louis‘ year#no fucking doubt about that#and right now it looks like he‘s driving it all up against a wall#all for the laddy lad lads lads bro mates image#????
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google how do i release my pent up rage and fury caused by my father attempting to contact me.
#literally what am i supposed to do bruh#that was last night after getting into bed and i check my messages and#man i HAVE to block his number. this wouldnt have happend#bro what do you WANT from me#my dad sucks and he just had to deadname me while doing it too#hes had YEARS. IVE BEEN OVER 5 YEARS#hes HEARD my VOICE#ive TOLD him my NAME#you cant expect me to not snap back if you dont have the decency to respect my wishes#like what dude. do you want me to say nothing. do you want me to pretend its fine cuz it aint#and thats just#my personal vendetta with him. hes done so much more than that i dont get how he can just try callin me outta nowhere#get the fuck out of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#get the fuck out!!!!!!!!!!!!!#you will never like me for me so dont fucking bother!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#you cant love me and you never will and ive come to TERMS with that. just fucking GOOOOOOOOOO you fucking dickhead
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i rember my phase where i met this rlly pretty girl in a friend griup n she was all huggy wirh me and i played along cuz i dint wan hurt her feelings like we were making edits of each other shr calld me mi amor i called her novus spes but then i think she was jusg being friendly n stuff
#ALSO THIS HAPPEND LAST YEAR#We got ok now bugt like she was also rlyy touchy feely wit me#like alwaygs hugging my arm n stuff#i dunno she never explicitly said she liked me or that she dint#she just likd touchign me and alwys hangign out wit me#ehh bugt its all ok now ig
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I can finally sit upright again. I can go to the bathroom without gasping for air. I feel less like a blur.
Yeahy. Hurrah.
⭐⭐I don’t think, I have ever been this sick before. ⭐⭐
#tw: sickness#tw: corona#christmas and new year have passed and i don't know when this happend#i just woke up because a friend wanted to check personally on me#haven't answered my phnoe because i slept#they brought me ice cream#when was the last time i ate?#stay hydrated
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"Well, then… off we go," he said, raising the necklace: for a fleeting moment, he allowed himself to think he should leave it here, safe and sound… but a slow smile spread upon his face as he realized he wanted her to have it, to wear it, as soon as possible. And she would, once they'd defeated Ozai… once the world was on the right course once more.
Thus, once again, Sokka fastened the necklace delicately over his glove, concealing the pendant underneath his armguard. Feeling protected by guaranteeing Azula would stay close to him this way, Sokka closed his eyes and stepped forward, through the curtain that hung on his bedroom's archway…
- Gladiator
#sokkla#azula#sokka#gladiator#listen I never thought cute cliche things would happen in gladiator#but it happend several times for the last two years#and I am a fan of certain thing/cliches#such as carrying important possessions of your loved one#and I always wished Sokka would#and he doesn’t just keep and remember or talk to her#he KEEPS IT BECAUSE HE IS STRAIGHT UP GOING TO HER TO GIVE IT BACk!!!!!#*-*
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#why did i Do That why whywhywhy#i think im actually going to throw up#I JUST WANTNRD TO SAY HI YP MY FROEND BUT NOOO OFC ITS NOT ACTIALLY HER ON WHATS SUPPOSED TO BE H E R FUCKING PAGE#“since you eont syop messaging ny sister” BRO THAT EAS LITERALLY OVER A WEEK AGO WHAT??#and when something happend between her mom and i thats been iver a year oh my god.#i shoulfve fucking known it wasnt her why did it fucking do it#UGDHDHDHSHS#i fucking hate it here#i sent maybe like 5 total meaages but thats bc i had things to say dickhead AMD ALOT OF IT WASNT EVEN ABOUT SPECIFICALLY WJAT HAPPEND WOTH#HER FUCKING MOM AND I LIKE?? IM BEINH CALLED THE FUCKING INSANE ONE WHAT#Thats not continually messaging your sister thats beukg concerned for her asshole and again! LITERALLY. OVER A WEEK AGO.#its not like i messaged anyone else either like. i did last year WHICH STILL WASNT ABOUT THE THING I (ADMITTEDLY STUPIDLY#bc iy was smth else i was mad ad-) GOT MAD AT HER MOM ABOUT LIKE.#im just really concerned for my friend and im supposed to stop caring like that?#idk ehy i did that. ofc it was her mom on her fucking page.#I EVEN GOT TOLD TO LEAVE HER ALONE?? AS IF IVE BEEN MESSAGING CONSTANTLY OH MY GODDD#“drama stirrer” my fucking ass i was just hoping one of you was actually a fucking decent person so my friend can get the proper help she#should have#i did have a inking that ofc it wasnt myfriend on there so i did send a message saying how sad it was for other people to be on someones pag#page acting as them i didnt say anything hateful or anything either and yet i get told “friend showed me this and basically you can fuck of”#and a whole rant from her sibling. acting as if i messaged them specifically again. lmao okay then#IF THRY DONT WANT HER BEING FRIENDS WITH ME SO BAD WHEN ITS BAD ENOYGH IM LITERALLY IN THE SAME FUCKING AREA AS HER#THEN JUST FUCKING BLOCK ME?? ATLEAST I WOULFNT BE GOING IN HOPIMG IT WAS ACTUALLY MY FRIEND THIS TIME.
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14 yr old egg maxime looking at gru who got hit with the transgender beam at age 12: why the fuck would i be jealous of him. im not. btw
#STRONGGGGGGG believer in trans maxime but SPECIFICALLY where he doesnt actually work it out fully until like. after graduation#i feel like maxime wld have gotten very caught up in the social heirarchy of the popular girls. esp w being so close to valentina#but he struggles with like. actually fitting in for a numberrrrr of reasons. being uncracked transmaac being among them#he says to valentina one day like ‘do u ever wonder what it wld be like to be a guy’ and shes like ‘hmm not really.’#and thats the end of the conversation for another year at least#what with maximes obsession w popularity and social standing ESPPPP during high school i think he wld very much try to smother it#for a longggg time.#i struggle to explian this sometimes but w gay transmascs who end up dating girls but. as a girl. but it happend to meeee. it happens i pro#but this is my maxime idea.#like he latches onto val cus shes genuinely kinda nice to him and shes like. the epitome of what he feels he SHOULD be#gru he actually likes but gru also reflects what he is trying to hard to push away#and so theres a lot of complex feelings that end up coming out as jealous vitriol#esp w the influence of the popular girls.#btw this is a personal thing but i dont like to rlly think abt transphobia etc in fiction. exceptttt for like personal arcs#like in my mind in most fiction and mostly like. kids media esp. its just not a thing like ppl dont care#but i do like using it for individuals#um so like. socially not an issue rlly but moreso w specific characters and dynamics#anyways anywaysssss. i fuck heavilyyyyyy w trans maxime it is so canon to me.#TRANSFEM VECTOR TOOOOOO. SHE IS SPECIAL TO ME#this is soft launching the shit ive been drawing just now but im soooo sleepy so not finfishing it rn#im so slowwww at drawing man BUT im getting better i think#also want to maybe draw smth from my dream last night but is maybe too weird. unless u guys fw transgender dream fuckery#btw completelyyyyy unrelated except its maxime but ohhhdiscobug sbae me. save me#so fucking epicccc i love it. they need to fuck NOW#sorry who said that.#no but rlly i heart their backstoriessss sm i feel they r kind of similar in that they wld be able to relate#that stuck in childhood kinda thing#bratttttttt. dude. i cant do this shit anymore#the concept is so simple but sooo painful#like ack he grew up being this one thing that got him attention and praise and love. and then he gets thrown away
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Okay men are pretty good I guess. Who else is gonna help me put my spare on this early in the morning.
#No fr I'm so fuckin glad I could have my punk help me out. 😭😭 He has to be up early but he wasn't even mad while he fixed it.#If this happend last year I'd be so screwed and would've had to pay out the ass to fix it.#For the price of lots of kisses and one of my alcoholic Monsters I got to watch this big strong man fix my car.
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Almost the same with me, but with a Mikey angst fan comic I saw on YouTube
Fun fact: the thing that finally got me to watch Rise was that the movie came out and I saw an angst edit about Leo being left in the Prison Dimension
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SAUR UHM APPARENTLY IM A MOTHER ALSO
(indirectly(the sus kind))
#BAHAHAHAHA#I CANNOT THIS MAN IS INTIRGUING#.tt#.sc#man I love this priv it's saur hilarious#I think that my life being chaotic is so fun it gives it a lil bit of spice that I would've lost my mind if they hadn't happend#sure it's at the detriment of my health HOWEVER#WHO CARES ABOUT THAY#HEALTH WAS SAUR LAST CENTURY#what's in rn is vibes and the hype#looks like I ain't just scaramouches mother now#but a whole grown 23 year old man's from America#international mothering behaviour we like to see it#OKAU IMMA SHUT UP RN THIS SOUNDS SO BAD BUT YOU CANT BLAME ME OKAY RVERYTHINF HURTS MY HEAD IS A MESS😭#on being chronically ill (I gotta get myself checked up because sm is going bad with my health)#even my mum was like we need to do blood tests cause my situation is so freaking bad sos or don't sos cause I couldn't care less if I drop#dead tmrw teehee
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Putting a teddy back together
This poor teddy bear had had a rough time. His person wrote in her original email:
This adorable teddy bear was given to my 68 year old English husband when he was a little boy. His mother had knit a little shirt for the bear with the monogram 'TC' - which stood for Teddy C (their last name.). My husband and I were going back to England for a visit after too many years, leaving one of our daughters home to take care of our dog. Because we are in So Cal and worried about fires, my husband pre-packed a few boxes with the things that he would want evacuated in case of a fire. Sadly, he put TC in the box with no lid. Our adorable dog thought it was another stuffed toy for her! Much to my daughter's chagrin, she came home to find TC had been mangled! I don't have the heart to let my husband know what happend, so TC has been hiding in a box for almost 2 years while I search for someone to fix him. I came across your info and a lovely story in the LA times about you. I am hopeful that you can work some magic on TC and restore him to something close to his original state!
And these were the diagnosis photos she sent:
He came to the hospital with a much younger buddy to be used as a comparison for shapes and stuffing. No spa photos for TC, because he was only having surgery. He had lost so much already, his family didn't want to touch his remaining stuffing.
So here he is all better, ready to go home and be hugged again:
And here he is with his buddy, two happy bears!
His family said, "He looks great!"
#stuffed animal repair#stuffed animal hospital#teddy bear repair#teddy bear hospital#vintage teddy bear#teddy bears#jointed teddy bear#english teddy bear#teddy bear#stuffed animals#stuffed animal
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