#it had to be before covid
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yall remember when this was considered joint content. this is why i don’t crash out when dnp don’t post for 3 weeks. this was our standard for YEARS
#pls never make us go through that again#there’s probably better examples from even before covid but these are two i saw recently that had me remembering the trenches we were in#dan and phil#phan#dan howell#phil lester#dnp#dip and pip
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friendly reminder that you can still get covid in 2024, we're in the middle of a massive wave right now and covid is NOT "just a cold". take necessary precautions in crowded places, on buses, on train, or on planes. it's better enduring a few strange looks when wearing a mask than getting ill and/or (god forbid) lifelong complications from long covid!
oh also, if you've got symptoms–yes it's a pain to have to buy a test–but PLEASE test. we're still in the middle of a pandemic however much we all want to forget that fact and we can still do our bit to protect others!
#speaking from someone who's currently on her covid sickbed from the eras tour#it's not fun out here! i haven't slept for coughing i've been running a low grade fever for days and my hair follicles hurt!#covid isn't over#covid#covid 19#fi's covid content#i've also had long covid before and i really hope this doesn't bring it back and there's no way of knowing so all around#wouldn't recommend the experience
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Me discussing the necessity of masks with another masked individual
#covid conscious#covid memes#Hi I'm very tired but I had a scintillating conversation with a customer who insisted on masking before she interacted with me (also masked#It was so fucking nice ;A;#btw I do online pickup stuff so her window was rolled up until she got her mask on#We talked for a bit about how important masking is and I JUST. AH. ANOTHER EDUCATED SCHOLAR.#We are not alone my friends. Stay safe and mask up
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#chronic pain#chronic illness#disability#cfs#actually disabled#chronic fаtiguе ѕуndrоmе#fibromyalgia#spoonie#me/cfs#cfs/me#cpunk#cripplepunk#cripple punk#long covid#made this out of curiosity really. get curious about the community#i know it can be gray it is for me but whatever age you would consider yourself disabled?#like i developed fibro around age 13-14 but before that I had health problems#just idk if I'd say i had a disability before that?
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June 15, 2015: I am dying to know how this conversation went. Did Phil make it sound like he's a serial killer again? Because if so, I may be with the dentist on this one! 🩻🦷🦉
#phil#amazingphil#phil lester#y:2015#via:twitter#10yearsofdnp#see i knew the dentist appointment tweet from a few days ago was important!#also yeah why do wisdom teeth constantly have to grow in sideways it's so ANNOYING#had to get all mine pulled at once a month before covid shut everything down and it was AWFUL#granted i chose to stay awake during it since my body is not great with anesthesia#but yeah the first 24 hours was actual hell i wouldn't wish that on anyone
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@aroace-get-out-of-my-face I haven't been this invested in the hunger games in years. I'm gonna have to reread the books now. And catch up on the newer ones (since I only read the original trilogy and not the prequels that have come out more recently)
#this is definitely the most interested i've been in THG since pre-covid#not that covid had anything to do with my waning interest#but it makes for a good benchmark in time#while the years before and after 2020 all sort of blur together
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top tip for new gif people because i've seen a few recently (which is really cool) - tumblr will compress your gif to a width of 540px when you upload it. this compression won't retain as much quality as if you just resize it to 540px across in photoshop/whatever program you use. tumblr will suck the life out of your beautiful crisp 1080px gif whereas photoshop will do its best not to (resizing in vapoursynth or similar is ideal but that's not necessary and often too much effort for adults with real lives)
#i learnt all of this during covid as a teen with a sunday job so that's why i could afford to care#also 540px is if you've got one gif per row#2 gifs per row should be resized to a width of 268px each#and 3 per row is 177px - 178px - 177px#height doesn't matter#you can google tumblr gif dimensions for a diagram but there are a few from before they increased the width in photo posts so lots of#conflicting info there#these are the correct ones#it's personal preference whether to resize ofc but the vast majority of people do#also whilst i'm yapping here#photoshop can do stuff that other software or online platforms can't#obviously use whichever one you prefer or have access to - it really doesn't matter#the more gifs the better#yay#but if there's something you've seen other people do that you can't figure out#and you're not using photoshop#chances are the other person is.#there are good alternatives like photopea but that still doesn't quite match ps#saying this bc i had a small phase of being quite discouraged as a 17yo md/zs fan from looking at all the online options and realising that#none of them had the capabilities to create the kind of gfx that i saw other people making and wanted to try out myself#ofc there's a learning curve too and LOTS to get wrong then try again but there is also the insurmountable difference between ps and#online alternatives. i hope it doesn't put people off from trying#keep at it with whatever program you've got your hands on#and if you really want photoshop. well. cough 🏴☠️🏴☠️🏴☠️🏴☠️ cough#excuse me what was i saying#i cant remember bye have fun
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Theres no words that can describe the complete alienation of having severe long covid. One infection, caused directly by political decisions to remove public measures, and i cant walk. Can't stand except on really good days which are getting rarer. Sitting is a privilege i dont always have. Cognitive work is too much of a risk to consider for the moment. I live in constant fear of going back to being utterly bed ridden in the sense that i cant even feed myself, drink water, speak, move my limbs beyong my fingers and toes. For days and days without relief.
Nothing feels real. Every gain can be lost in a literal second. And on top of this, the fear of reinfection. The very real possibility of death, given how weak a single infection has made me when I was healthy and young. The even more real possibility of a worsened state, where there are no good days. That means death, too. If i am constantly in a state where I cannot move, i am going to have to resort to euthanasia because it is not a bearable existence. I can barely tolerate it when it know it will end. Last time was 14 days and I am still so traumatized by it 2 months later nothing feels real.
And on top of that, i am being told that my life doesnt matter. Covid is not a real concern. Let it fester. Even if the stairs in my building didnt lock me in, all public spaces have become lethal to me. I cant see my friends because they cant avoid exposure when theres a wave. To love me, you must live in a horrific world where no matter how many precautions you take, no matter how much they ostracize you, you might still cause my death.
Covid is a privileged issue they say. Im not even in the room for it bc i cannot be in the room. You can move your body, youre not afraid of death, you havent lost everything that makes you *you*, but im the privileged one. I cant even emote the way i used to. If i get too excited, too happy, i cant move. I talked to countless people who cant work anymore, are losing their jobs their houses their partners their immigration permits but no. Covid doesnt matter. I dont matter. Everyone cheered when i got covid bc they got to party for new years eve. I hope it was a good party. I will never agree that it was worth my life.
For the past 2 years ive had to share classrooms with students and professors who know everything about my story, who have seen how disabled i am by long covid, who ive begged to mask. They all refuse to mask. And i have to sit there and pretend its not a cosmical level farce that theyre talking about social justice and ethics and just what good people they all are. Not to mention that most of them have revealed themselves to be zionists. I have to sit next to an iof soldier and act as if its ok that she gets to sit in this classroom, except im not even sitting in the room because cases are too high and im too weak to be there physically anyway, so im on zoom. At least i get to remove my earbuds when she speaks so i dont have to think about the atrocities she has committed.
#long covid#complete loss of faith in the future#no one cares if i live or die even among leftists#i cant even be in the room anymore to be seen#its been almost 3 years of living in the most horrific reality#this summer has been so. dehumanizing#please care. please wake up. no matter where you are.#covid#btw if youre queer and you pretend to care about aids but dont a give a shit about covid. i hate you personally 🧡 do better#ive found extraordinary resemblance between my despair and the despair of people dying during aids. we are the same.#except their community started giving a shit. when will you#also people with mecfs who had it before covid im holding your hand we're in the same boat my future is your future
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Revisiting the Arc 2 Opening
So particularly @raayllum had done some detailed analysis and predictions based on the comparison of Viren and Callum's variant arc 2 openings, but I want to return in the post-s6 space now that we have Claudia's opening as a third point of comparison because that addition has an impact on how the original two relate to one another and what each one is saying.
The basic sequence of each opening is the same: from the initial star-map zoom (associated with destiny/time-blind vision of future events) the camera circles the principal character, placed at the celestial Sea of the Castout, as they turn to stone. Aaravos's giant hand swoops down and plucks up the statue, now contextualized by size as a pawn or other game piece, to admire from within his prison with a satisfied smile.
The most important point to understand about this sequence is that Aaravos doesn't personally turn Viren, Callum, and Claudia to stone, but is able to capture and manipulate them as pawns because of it:



This doesn't seem like much of a distinction at all, particularly because the petrification that results in Aaravos's satisfied claim on each mage is a representation of dark magic, which is... what allows Aaravos to influence/control those who resort to using it.
We get the direct link between the heart, dark magic, and Aaravos's influence/control explicitly spelled out by s6, and (as many noticed before)... go figure, in all three openings the corruption petrification begins at the heart.



Now, Callum is actually the only one who knows explicitly about the connection between dark magic and influence/control by Aaravos. Viren has sort of intuited it by the end of s5, in that we can see by portions of his dream that he's aware on at least a subconscious level that he was not in his right mind during at least the latter half of s3. This is why the distinction between the petrification being a factor allowing Aaravos's control, rather than an effect of it, is important—the conflicts and dynamics being represented are more complex than that. For example: Viren's opening, it turns out, isn't about Aaravos at all.
That's a Reach
When the primary arc 2 opening, featuring Viren, was revealed as part of the lead-up to the s4 release, there was a decent amount of speculation as to what it meant—the connection with Avizandum's death was recognized immediately, but what did that signify? Would there be further-reaching direct consequences of Viren's involvement and the archdragon-killing spell? Would Avizandum himself somehow have expanded significance? What is Viren reaching for: Aaravos, redemption, another chance at life?




Mostly, it set the tone for s4 and arc 2 in general, particularly regarding Viren's character arc, with strong mood and themes of helplessness, the past, regret and consequences, cyclic harm, and (of course) death. Not even to mention the looming presence of Aaravos and his relationship with Viren as his pawn. It was a vibe.
It wasn't until after s5 and/or s6 that the opening came into full context: Avizandum, in his final moments, turns his back on the battle with Harrow—the cycle of violence that he, himself, has contributed to perpetuating—and reaches for the child he will now be unable to protect from that violence.


Viren, as it turns out, does the exact same, as we see explicitly in s5 and continued implicitly in s6. Like Avizandum, he reaches for his children, unable to save them from the damage he has already done—all of it through dark magic.
On its own, it's an elegant implementation of the parallels TDP is so fond of to demonstrate that both sides of this long-time conflict have inflicted harm on each other and themselves in very similar ways for generations. Even at the time of s4, however, we had Callum's opening obviously derived from Viren's, and after s6 we have Claudia's, as well—both of which come with their own context that builds off of Viren's in different ways.
Lost Child
So while Viren's opening actually has very little to do with Aaravos (prior to Aaravos's actual appearance grasping him as a literal pawn), Claudia's (and Callum's, which we'll come back to in a bit) is difficult to interpret as not being related to her personal dynamic with Aaravos.
Interestingly, Claudia's opening places her at a very specific point in time, since it's visibly between two major physical changes to her body/appearance—her lower leg is missing, severed by Rayla in the Sea of the Castout at the end of s5, but she still has her long hair from before prompting Terry to cut it off for her early in s6. Even more specifically, she has the half-and-half split of black and white hair, which is already majority-white in s6e1:

This is Claudia in a moment we don't see on-screen—when, having failed to collect Aaravos's prison and not knowing that Viren has been offered and rejected the Infantis Sanguine spell, she turns to Aaravos in the dark of night and is willing to do anything to save her father.
I could do a whole thing here about the nature of Claudia's perception of Aaravos as both a paternal and divine figure, but the relevant part is that her only association between dark magic and Aaravos is a positive one—as far as she's concerned, Aaravos gave humanity dark magic as a benevolent gift, and her main reason (at least that she's willing to voice) for hesitating to give it up is that Aaravos kept his promises to her and it would be right to keep her promise to free him. In her opening, she goes from pained and defeated to looking upward with total trust and hope—looking to Aaravos the way she would have looked to Viren.

Her petrification shares the single tear with Viren and Avizandum, really cementing her place as another loop in the cycle of harm between humanity and Xadia that has dark magic at its heart. That callback to Viren's opening also puts hers in dialogue with him as much as with Aaravos, placing her in the same position as he is in a reflection of his horror and dismay that she has followed his path and example so closely.

Given that Claudia dramatically changes appearance (and, to an extent, attitude) immediately after this opening is introduced, it's possible that we'll see a different variant for s7... but given the end of s6, she actually hasn't really changed all that much. She has doubts about how to proceed with her life after Viren leaves, but as soon as Aaravos re-enters the picture, her conviction is back. She may not have done any dark magic after s6e1, but I don't think that's because she's decided to give it up.
Key Framing
Given the context of Claudia's opening, Callum's opening becomes unusual because it references Viren's without tying back to Avizandum and that cycle of harm. It's still on some level about dark magic, but Callum's relationship with dark magic isn't tied up in family and inheritance like Claudia's and Viren's are—instead it's focused entirely on fate vs. freedom, and on Aaravos specifically.

Callum's opening appears only for s4e4 ("Through the Looking Glass"), where he is possessed by Aaravos and it is established that his single use of dark magic is what allows that control, and for s5e8 ("Finnegrin's Wake") when he uses dark magic a second time. The shared opening puts those two episodes in obvious dialogue with each other, since s5e8 never makes explicit that the danger of dark magic for Callum is control by Aaravos—something he has already asked Rayla to end his life in order to avoid.
The focus in Callum's opening, both by its visual prominence and Callum's own gaze directed at it, is the Key. While Viren and Claudia's petrifications end the way Avizandum's does—with the single tear—Callum's ends with the Key in a blaze of light.

I expect we will see Callum's opening return for s7, possibly even as a primary opening, but it will almost certainly be recontextualized at some point and possibly even changed to a variant that reflects that new context. The Key is an element that will contribute to Callum's doom or salvation—or both, as a key can both lock and unlock—and its prominence in his opening reflects that and will likely be informed by how that resolution develops.
All of Us, Stardust
Speaking of alterations to the openings:
The final, altered version of the Viren opening kicks off s6, acting as a last, fun little extension of the "is Viren dead?" cliffhanger of s5. Aaravos's hand reaches down as usual, but instead of firmly grasping the petrified Viren, he very briefly hesitates before pushing it slightly, instead. The petrified Viren then crumbles and collapses into dust.
We first saw (or rather, had described to us via frantic convention attendee note-taking) this opening at the first reveal of s6e1, which was originally shown without any of the scenes revealing Viren to be alive. There are a lot of ways it could be interpreted, from a straightforward "he'd dead, Jim," to my own kind of fanciful theory from the time regarding Viren, dead or alive, having been made unusable by Aaravos as a pawn.
One way to contextualize this opening is with this old illustration from Patience, which ties in closely with the Aaravos chess/pawns motif (and was a significant part of contextualizing the arc 2 opening as "pawns"):
Now, there are a lot of things about this image that are important, not least the confirmation/reinforcement of the chain of manipulation of dark mages by Aaravos across thousands of years from Ziard to Viren, with the implication of Callum in the future. What I'd like to call attention to is that in chess, tipping over a piece is a gesture specifically used only with the king, and specifically to indicate that you are resigning the game and the opponent is victorious.
I don't think there's anywhere we've seen Aaravos truly lose, except for possibly when he was imprisoned, because his plans have levels of redundancy that mean they don't depend on any given individual—a game of chess hinges on the king, but Aaravos is essentially playing six or eight interconnected games at once, and a loss on one board only reinforces his remaining pieces on another. Losing Viren, deliberately or not, empowers his influence over Claudia... exactly as we see in the sequence of arc 2 openings. It would be difficult for them to have replicated the tipped-over/toppled king imagery with the petrified Viren without having to do some labor-intensive camera work on the existing opening pattern (e.g. do they show the ground when he falls? What even is the ground?)—so I think there's a strong likelihood that him crumbling to dust is meant to have a similar resonance.
Anyway, I'm kind of dancing around some complex theorizing and analysis of Viren's death that I go back and forth on depending on the day, but basically I do still think the important takeaway from this opening variant is that as far as Aaravos is concerned, Viren is off the board. That it's the opening for s6e1, rather than a special use for s6e8 (as Callum's variant openings are handled) is also IMO a positive sign regarding Aaravos's loss of control and direct manipulation of Viren over the course of s6. I don't think we've heard the last about Viren, and between Claudia, Soren, and Kpp'Ar there will definitely be a multifaceted interpretation of his legacy with significance in s7.
Opening the Final Season
Ultimately, given the dialogue between the three (four?) variant openings we have seen so far for arc 2, I think for s7 we can expect:
the Callum variant will appear at least once
at least one new Claudia- or Callum-based variant, OR possibly even an Aaravos variant
a new variant (possibly one of the ones from the previous point) to close out the arc for at least s7e9

That's my fevered ramblings about this 20-second repeated sequence, thanks for coming to my continuing insane TED talks on this and other ridiculous topics.
#the dragon prince#kradogsmeta#aaravos#viren#claudia#callum#/rolls away into the abyss#i think i'll need s7 and then idek another several months at least before i can really nail down what we're meant to take away#on the question of 'did viren die a free man'#because even just the QUESTION is so complicated in the context of the setting themes#like what is freedom what is control what is servitude#'how may i serve you' vs. 'i am a servant'#'i had no choice' vs. choosing while knowing and accepting the consequences#anyway yes i am back from italy which was fantastic until i got covid and then slightly less fantastic
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♡ Alfred Molina as Tony Hancock in Hancock / best of / lunch (1 of 2)
I’d like to propose a toast, boys. To our future collaboration.
Happy birthday, Alfred!
#alfred molina#hancock#screen one#gifs#hancock:bestof#hancock:bestof:lunch#cute#moody#eyebrows#smile#mouth#hands#hair#favourite molina moments#movies#ive been missing sorry#was in the hospital and rehab with covid a while ago#plus I had another fall before that ug#lost the use of my legs too grr
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Why are ppl scared to call it what it is and say we’re still going thru covid on top of seasonal illness. Like. That’s pretty important right. I was watching the news and they were like oh yeah we have an unprecedented number of flu cases “as well as other sicknesses” without actually saying Covid. No announcement abt vaccinations or masking or anything. Also if I hear someone joking abt “war flashbacks” for mentioning covid I fucking hate u
#source: most of my family members are nurses and it was so bad for one of them they had to be put on a ventilator. in the hospital they#worked at. looking back I think I had a reason to feel a little offput by the shows of support early pandemic#with people tying blue ribbons around trees and lighting signs blue to support healthcare workers#I get that it was supposed to be moral support when we couldn’t do anything but follow health advisories#and it did matter to make them feel uplifted and do something than nothing. im not gonna deny that#but. you can still help now. u know that right. you still have a responsibility here#u can still mask up. u can still get vaxxed and call in sick to avoid infecting others#don’t leave it on healthcare workers to pick up the pieces just because they were doing it before. do u think they had a choice?#nobody likes picking up the slack for someone else and now that we have more tools to do smth couldn’t we just. do it????#im not a virologist but i also feel like continuing to let it get worse by letting more mutations develop#could continue to set us back since this virus is pretty good at fucking us up long term and finding new ways to do that#while there are ppl still researching covid which is STILL A RELATIVELY NEW VIRUS. and studying possible treatment and cures#yapping#vent
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my take on human jawbone…. (featuring human ricket in one of the doodles)
EDIT: reblogs >>> likes!!! if u like this feel free to reblog it so more people see it!!!!!
#yes i did think about ‘but wouldnt that just be joel??’ and frankly? no not really. theyre distinct from each other imo#i made like 6 different attempts at this before i could hammer out something that looked good 😭#this was certainly a way harder humanization than the last one i did (spamton from deltarune)#ironically enough its really difficult to translate skeletal features to a human design#then again with the last humanization i did i had like 2 whole years of familiarity with the original character design#plus a covid-induced delirium(?) which made me nonstop obsess over said character for like a week#meanwhile ive only known about this guy since what. may?? only drawn him a handful of times#i have to say im very proud of the result tho!!!#monkey wrench#monkey wrench fanart#monkey wrench jawbone#monkey wrench ricket#might do this over at some point in the future. i feel like theres defo some stuff i could improve on but just not at the moment
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What should I do? Oh my, I'm in pain You are the only one who can heal me Please come back to me
PENTAGON - Dr. Bebe
Spooky Season K-Pop [11/31] | dir. ZANYBROS
#pentagon#uninet#hui#kino#yuto#yeo one#wooseok#hongseok#shiwon#jinho#mambo.gifs#mambo.spooky24#kpop#kpopedit#kpopco#kpopccc#kpop gifs#kflops#fast moving gif#flashing tw#she was ahead of her time#i really wish they got their win with this title track#y'all literally had to be here#this was right before covid really broke out in the west#i miss them every day and i know they're all doing their own thing now so they aren't completely in the dark#they deserved more love
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Okay but I need to have a moment about the measles outbreak.
The little girl said her family traveled to a dance competition in Orlando. I know exactly what she's talking about because UDA, UCA, Varsity Cheer, all hold their annual dance/cheer competitions at Walt Disney World. That's why you can watch a lot of them on ESPN.
I used to be a hotel manager at the main hotel that hosted these events. I need to know who in this writer's room was traumatized enough by their kid's UDA competition that they wrote it in to the show because same.
#honestly shocking they haven't had a measles outbreak before#I'm also 98% certain I got covid in Dec 2019 because of these competitions#the pitt#thoughts
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Made another Teen Me Would Have Loved It vest
#sewing#i started it before i knew i had covid#and finished it after i knew but before my tonsils betrayed me
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easily my least favorite phenomenon is when people are like "hey remember [thing that was actually a problem but it was fixed]? man that was a whole lot of panic about nothing!"
like. "why does no one talk about acid rain anymore" because laws were passed to limit emissions and therefore the atmosphere was relatively free of the chemicals that caused acid rain. we fixed it, is why
"why does no one talk about the hole in the ozone layer" because we banned the use of chemicals that were causing the problem, and the ozone has been gradually healing ever since and is in pretty good shape now as of the 2020s. we fixed it, is why
"man remember y2k? we were all so worried and then nothing happened" the reason "nothing happened" is because programmers worked hard to update all the important computer systems in the world in the years leading up to 2000, so in the end the worst that happened was maybe a library in a small podunk town getting its database borked. so to the average person it looked like nothing happened because we fixed it
"remember how panicked we were about swine flu in the US back in like 2009 and then nothing happened" BECAUSE WE ACTUALLY PUT IN AN EFFORT TO TRACK AND STOP THE SPREAD OF THE DISEASE. we didn't even "fix" that problem, we essentially prevented it
it's like, every time A Problem emerges in the world there are only two possible outcomes: either the problem just plays out and it's terrible like we predicted (which seems to be the direction we're going in with climate change right now, and is EXACTLY what fucking happened with covid) OR we effectively fix/prevent the problem and then everyone looks back on it like we panicked over a whole lot of nothing, like the problem was resolved on its own or never really existed in the first place. there is no third outcome where we recognize an emerging problem, fix it, and then give ourselves a collective pat on the back while thinking "yeah it sure is a good thing we fixed that or else we might all be hurting real bad right now"
I guarantee you there's an alternate timeline out there somewhere in which climate change became a non-issue because nations across the world all worked together to end carbon emissions and find clean sources of energy. only big downside is that the average person in that other timeline is like "hey remember that global warming thing that we were all panicked about in like the 90s? lol that was stupid, nothing happened"
#i'm probably being a little too generous about the amount of time it would take us#to effectively 'fix' climate change if we all slammed on the breaks on carbon emissions in like the 90s but y'know#we'd certainly be better off in that alternate timeline#i'm also thinking about the alternate timeline where that big scary 'coronavirus' was contained and stopped#before the term 'covid' emerged or had time to eclipse the old name#only problem is people in that timeline are like 'lol we were all scared of coronavirus for no reason. just like swine flu'
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