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ok question come on how does that green anime hair guy (not the one from my hero shsjfhd the other one the buff one) top the pink hair guy that is like a classic contender for the little one tops the pink one is the fandom really so reductive :(
Joe (Green hair) is large and bisexual and cherry (pink hair) is lithe and homosexual and SOMEHOW that's all it takes. it's bullshit tho Joe is so infatuated w cherry and cherry is absolutely a dom and they are both switches. fandom is dumb and silly 2 not understand my beautiful vision.
#mutuwuals#asks#matchablossom#and yea the fandom is EXTREMELY reductive#back when i read fic 4 sk8 i literally couldnt read 4 the main pairing 4 the show (reki n langa)#bcos langa (canonically head empty only simp thoughts) was portrayed as a fucking???? daddy dom????#as if hes not 18 yrs old and a virgin#it gave me such an ick#the larger sk8 fandom was big on stereotypes#which is why i mainly wrote fic and talked abt it w my friends instead <3
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Ambrosius was in charge up putting up the wanted posters
#nimona#nimona fanart#ballister boldheart#nimona netflix#art#digital art#artists on tumblr#fanart#clip studio paint#i wasn't going to watching this movie because the animation gave me the ick but then it made me cry three times#it was pretty good!#the character designs were very fun
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look at his gleeful fucking laughter at the podcast host making the same old tired 2011 "women can't drive" jokes, when asked if he thinks women are good drivers his response is 'good is subjective.' can't even say a yes without adding it's a subjective opinion to hold
34 year old grown ass man, can't even say why there's no women in f1 beyond 'umm there's only 20 of us.' he just fucking loves going on podcasts and laughing at women's expense, don't think I forgot about the eastern european pussy either!!!
god. spineless. [x]
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“I wanna brainwash you into loving me forever” is one of those lyrics that’s cute in the context of the song about a new love but painful in the context of “pulled him in tighter each time he was drifting away” and “every breath feels like rarest air when you’re not sure if he wants to be there” and “you swore that you loved me, but where were the clues? I died on the altar waiting for the proof” and “I wouldn’t marry me either” 😵💫
#this is not the thought that gave me the ick earlier#but it is equally unsettling!#paris#midnights#so long London
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2.2 Sunday analysis spoilers ahead
I think a scene that perfectly sums up the Dreammaster and his relationship with Sunday is the one where he’s breaking the news to Sunday that Robin was shot.
Sunday has just appointed head of the Oak Family, given a position of upmost power. The Dreammaster leads in by giving Sunday Robin’s letter and then he innocently asks if she mentioned a stray bullet. A stray bullet? Why would she mention a stray bullet? Robin is safe and happy, wherever could she run into a stray bullet?
Well, a war broke out on that planet she sought it out because of it. For the sake of the Harmony and saving lives… she went to the front lines. You know, where stray bullets tend to shoot down innocent birds?
Well, holy shit, is she okay? Of course I mean it only struck her neck directly but I guess because she is doing such glorious deeds Xipe saw fit let her sing a while longer still. You should write to her- oh no, you stupid boy, only after you finish your pressing work now that you're head, hm?
Let's break down the interaction, shall we?
Firstly, this show was meant to sever Sunday's trust in Robin and isolate him. Robin is the person Sunday cares about the most, his life is but a tool to maintain her happiness and he's not quiet about the fact he'd chose Robin over the Family. When Robin didn't want to sing for Ena in the final plan, Sunday betrays the Dreammaster by taking her place as the sacrificial lamb instead. Point being, Robin is Sunday's only real support system and his only access to something that hasn't been rotted by the Family's corruption. The Dreammaster starts the conversation by highlighting how Robin withholds information from Sunday. She didn't mention getting shot, she didn't mention going to a planet because of war, she didn't mention anything. She isn't telling Sunday when she's in danger. Sunday is already terrified of the world around him, of how bleeding hearts like his sister's and his suffer for their kindness. The Dreammaster going about things this way instills a layer of distrust, Sunday can't trust Robin to be honest with him, he can't trust Robin to be safe, he can’t trust her to trust him. Thus, Robin is taken out of the equation and Sunday is alone with only the Dreammaster in his ear.
Next, we drill in a blame of the Harmony. Robin serves the Harmony like a good child of Xipe but it's precisely that which put her in harm's way. Would she have gone into that situation if not for the ideals of the Harmony? The Dreammaster twists this logic in Sunday's head, whispering it was the Harmony that got his sister shot and mockingly noting that maybe the only reason Robin wasn't dead from it was because she served Xipe so well; he implies that if she failed to meet that nonexistent standard next time, maybe Xipe will let Robin die. Sunday can't trust Xipe to protect Robin because it was Xipe's will that almost killed her. Now he's more vulnerable for the ideals of Order to sing their claws in.
Finally, Sunday's lack of control is emphasized. Sunday has just been appointed Oak Family Head but he still has no control over anything. He can't act out of line because those who supported him may stop and if he fails to uphold the pristine image of the Family there will be hell to pay. Still, I think the most sinister thing about his lack of control is seen when the Dreammaster stresses that Sunday can only write back to Robin after he has finished his "outstanding tasks". He was just coldly told the person he cares most about in the world was almost killed without her deigning to inform him, and he can't even talk about it with her and make sure she's okay until he does his paperwork. The position of Family head is nothing but a formality and it isn't enough to save Robin, it isn't enough to save anyone. Sunday has never been in control so maybe... He should create a world where he has it through Order.
In the credits we see the Dreammaster refered to as "Sunday's Servant" but it's obvious the Dreammaster was the one who manipulated and pushed Sunday to this point, intensifying his trauma and pushing Robin out so he could be the only whisper in Sunday's ear, so he could warp Sunday to be the vessel of Order he wants from him.
This entire scene would have gone so much differently if the Dreammaster actually cared about Sunday but we can tell he doesn't. From the start Sunday has been a bleeding heart that bleeds more heavily every time he tries to alleviate suffering. He's trapped in the cage of Penacony and has come to think the buildup of broken dreams and pain he's exposed to is the way of the entire universe. Robin escaped but Sunday can't.
Sunday is ultimately responsible for everything he did but you can't ignore that the path he took to get here reeks of the Dreammaster's malicious influence. Gallagher notes Sunday is just like Misha in a lot of ways and I think that's why the Dreammaster honed in on him so intensely. Sunday had the potential to ruin everything if he took the path Robin and Misha did so he had to have his wings clipped and taught to think a cage means love, that Order is the way, not Harmony.
It's genuinely such a good sequence, the tension of it all makes it work so well. The fact that Sunday is haunted by it and that the Dreammaster so successfully got into his head without him really noticing. He basically did what Aventurine bragged about doing, exploiting Robin's suffering to hit Sunday where he's soft. The Dreammaster functionally set up a bomb and coaxed Sunday into being the one to set it off.
Sunday is a wonderfully written antagonist, but the Dreammaster is a wonderfully written villain.
#honkai star rail#finis analyzes#Sunday HSR#HSR Sunday#He makes me insane#I feel like not enough people are mentioning the Dreammaster and his part in the background#Like that man gave me the ick every single time he was around Sunday and Robin#I wanted so back to chuck that Raven into a wall whenever I saw it#Which is saying something because ravens are my favorite birds#THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU SUNDAY
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Hello, Writer-nim! ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა
I'm a new fan of your blog! I really like how you write! ₍⑅ᐢ..ᐢ₎ ᡣ𐭩 I saw that your drabble request slot is still open. I'm just wondering if you'll be able to write a character from 'Death is the only ending for the Villainess'? For Callisto Regulus, specifically? ʚ(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ
Like, Reader finds a jar that's full of trinkets and it's so familiar to her because these are all the trinkets she gave to him since they met. And it's like Callisto's greatest treasure. ૮⸝⸝> ̫ <⸝⸝ ა
Thank you in advance, Writer-nim! 화이팅~! (ㅅ´ ˘ `)♡
T R E A S U R E .
ㅤᯓᡣ𐭩 𝖢𝖠𝖫𝖫𝖨𝖲𝖳𝖮 𝖱𝖤𝖦𝖴𝖫𝖴𝖲 𝗑 𝖠𝖥𝖠𝖡!𝖱𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋
DEATH IS THE ONLY ENDING FOR THE VILLAINESS
๋࣭⭑ֶֶֶָָָ֢֢֢𖹭 drabble. (816 words)
sum. you found a jar on callisto's dresser. the content in the jar were familiar to you
note : thank you for your request and kind words, anonie! it took me a while to do this because i could not exactly understand callisto's personality for some reason. I ended up summarising his personality to be NEARLY the same as sylus from love and deepspace. regardless, I FINALLY DID NOT GO OVER THE WORD LIMIT !!
drabble request slots have reopened !
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“aren't you so bold to snoop around the crown prince's bedroom, dear?”
callisto mused, leaning against the doorframe with that insufferable, arrogant smirk of his. he eyed you going through his bedroom with an amused glint in his eyes.
clearly, he was enjoying the sight of you getting caught in the act.
you did not actually mean to snoop around callisto's bedroom. you had been waiting for him when he was busy getting dressed. since you had nothing to do, you let your eyes mindlessly wander around his massive yet empty room.
it was not as though you were trying to find something. you were just idly passing time while waiting for him. but then your eyes landed on something that sat sitting on his dresser that was oddly near his bed.
before you could think twice about what you were doing, your curiosity got the better of you. hence, you ended up investigating what that odd thing could be.
when you gazed upon the item. it was an old, weathered glass jar, though the content within it were certainly new. you took a moment to process what exactly it was that gave a tug of familiarity.
the trinkets were so familiar to you.
you would have not bat an eye on that glass jar if it were not for the contents in it.
then, callisto caught you in that moment.
which led to callisto standing in the doorway, giving the most annoying smirk known to man alongside that look of bemusement.
you felt your heart racing when you were caught. though you knew you were not guilty, you felt as if you were touching something so incredibly intimate to him.
you straightened up immediately. your hands instinctively moving to your back to hide the jar you took from his dresser.
you took another long gaze in the jar without shame to ease your curiousity. after processing it, it caught you by surprise when you realised what those were.
the trinkets and other items within it were tiny gifts you gave callisto over the course of your time together.
small tokens of affection or silly, spontaneous, or callisto decided it would be better to steal it from you.
each trinket within it brought back memories of the two of your shared moments you did not know you needed to remember.
a pebble from your garden that you gave to callisto during your early days of meeting him to boldly mock him. several jewellery you gifted (and stolen) to callisto. two overworn handkerchiefs and other tiny content you saw—
all these small, seemingly insignificant gifts you had given to him,
you never realised he had kept them.
it hit you hard. you could not even comprehend what you felt seeing the jar.
affection? adoration? nostalgia? disbelief?
there were too many thoughts running through your mind.
your fingers tightened around the jar unconsciously, as if shielding the vulnerability you felt at that moment.
callisto, the annoyingly observant man that he is, noticed your change in expressions. he gave you a knowing look as he took a slow step forward to you.
“i had no idea you were so sentimental, darling,” he commented with his usual teasing tone, yet it was laced with something more.
you opened your mouth to speak, but your words were tangled in your throat. you were caught by the strange, warm ache in your chest that you could not explain.
“i didn't know you kept these...” you croaked out, trying not to sound vulnerable, but your voice was softer than you intended. you glanced at the jar again with disbelief.
his lips curled into a tiny, gentler smile, yet he managed to maintain his arrogant smirk after. he took the jar from your hands carefully. you noticed he was cradling it almost reverently, scared it would break.
“this is where i store my greatest treasures,” callisto murmured, his voice almost tender when he glanced at the content within the jar.
his eyes shifted to you. he placed the jar where it belonged, then his fingers brushed against yours. he gave a knowing grin. “if i could put you in here, i would,” he said teasingly, but you could sense that he actually meant it.
he then leaned down to press a kiss to the top of your head. the warmth of his lips lingered longer than you expected. it was a quiet gesture, but it was profound to you, as if it were a promise.
in that moment, you realised it was not just the objects that made you sentimental, it was that callisto had truly seen you. all these tiny things could have been easily overlooked, but he cherished it.
callisto cherished you.
"thank you," you whispered. the words carried heavy meaning. you gave him a smile, a sincere one without artifice. a smile that caught callisto off guard.
callisto then smiled, a smile that matched yours— genuine and sincere, far more than either of you had anticipated.
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#⌞୨ৎ⌝ . fics#⌞୨ৎ⌝ . request#death is the only ending for the villainess#death is the only ending for the villain#manhwa x reader#callisto regulus x reader#callisto x reader#when rereading the manhwa eckles gave me the ick#this was the first manhwa at which i read the novel#so this manhwa has a soft spot in my heart
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I just want to say one thing and that is I don't just hate Caleo, I despise it with my entire being. I'm sure a lot of people will understand why and no one can convince me otherwise.
#gave me the BIGGEST ICK EVER#free my boy from her shackles#let him go#please#im begging you#leo valdez#leo valdez x reader#leo valdez x y/n#percy jackson#the heroes of olympus#the trials of apollo
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Now that a certain author is no longer the internets darling are we ready to talk about how unpleasantly racist the Good Omens book was? Because I’ve had an essay about it in my drafts for months.
Edit: you can now read the full essay here
#it’s locked and loaded and ready to go pretty much whenever#not to be That Person but#he always gave me the ick#good omens#good omens 2#neil gaiman#aziraphale#crowley#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#aziraphale x crowley#media criticism
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imagine being in a relationship with Billy and finding out he hooked up with maeve so whilst Hughie and butcher leave the motel to go on a food run you get your revenge by sleeping with soldier boy. when they get back, billy sees you proudly leaving soldier boys room, naked with messy hair not even attempting to try and be secretive. Hughie is covering his eyes with his mouth wide open as butcher stands there speechless in complete shock. You simply walk past him and pat his chest.
“We’re even now babe.”
#x reader#the boys#billy butcher#soldier boy#jensen ackles#karl urban#suggestive#low key#good lord#gave me the ick#i cant do this#gavemyselftheick
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i love andrew minyard okay? he’s a complex, interesting, and smart character and aftg is what it is because of him. but, but here me out here, the scene where they’re shopping for clothes at the mall and andrew is just throwing stuff on the floor? i can excuse the violence but there is no reason to make the life of a minimum wage customer service employee harder. what’s ur excuse huh blonde boy? what trauma made you do that?
#gave me a bit of the ick ngl#dw though i still love him#i just pretend that scene doesn’t exist#did nicky pick up after him or smth?#aftg#all for the game#andrew minyard
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Question for my KOTLC fans out there: what is something you read in the series that you couldn't defend the possible reasoning it was written. For research purposes (and specify what book)
#for ex.#in the first book one of the teachers had a crush on Keefe#I kid you not#I was told abt this a while ago but I was rereading it and saw it with my own two eyeballs and wanted to vomit#keefe: yeah I think she[the teacher]'s got a crush on me but I can't blame her ✨💧#sophie: haha youre joking right?#keefe: ...#sophie: ...right?#MAN THAT GAVE ME THE ICK#like it could have been passed off for a joke but later in detention the SAME TEACHER made Keefe ball dance with here#her**#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities books#keeper of the lost cities#book series
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#can i yap for a moment#im extremely sleepy but im feeling very upset and mad and confused#also lowkey questioning whether me feeling all that is justified or if i am overreacting#anyway#made out w a boy tonight#and he wanted to go to his place#and i was like no i wanna stay and dance with my girlies#and he gets upset??#asking why i'd kiss him if i don't wanna hook up and i said i just wanna have fun?#made me feel so stupid#that anger in me led to a little fight with another boy (who was unfortunately very cute) and i just wanted to punch him#i just hate when boys think they're so superior#so i argued with this stupid but hot man#until an ex? friend shows up and he was pretty drunk just yapping about things#anyway he basically told me he'd like to rekindle our friendship#but not in a heyy haven't talked in so long let's meet up again#it was in a heyy let's hang out again got a new big car and moved out of my parent's house 😋#which gave me the ick bc that's why we aren't friends anymore and i told him no multiple times#and got sad bc he was one of my closest friends#anyway and then we left the party#this guy pulls me aside the parking lot#and i was so embarrassed bc there were so many people and they were all looking and i could already see people gossiping about it#and i just wanted to die#and then he just CONFESSES??#gives me flowers and all which is saur saur cute#but i legit have zero feelings for him </3#and have commitment issues and have never been in a relationship and don't wanna be in one#actually grosses me out thinking about relationships </3#the confession was so random and i kinda lost another friendship? even tho i wouldn't rlly consider him a friend we just share sum classes#but yeah boys are so stupid and confusing and i dunno how and why i get myself into these situations :') m sorry just needed to rant </3
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Randomly thinking about “tolerate it” (narrator voice: it was not random) and how under the cloak of fiction it is ostensibly inspired by works like “Rebecca” (which Taylor said she read during the 2020 lockdowns I believe?), with the line of “you’re so much older and wiser” indicating that the speaker is significantly younger and inexperienced compared to the person she’s speaking to and a pretty direct reference to the plot of the book.
But I saw something somewhere once that stuck with me about how it might not be referring to relative age between the characters but chronological age as in the passage of time in a relationship. And that made me think about how in a contemporary context, it might not necessarily be referencing an actual age gap between the two characters, but rather a sarcastic or cynical response to the man’s claims that he has matured (“you’re so much older and wiser [than you were before/than you were when we met/etc.]”), which then made me think about that line in relation to the woman. And that it could be taken like, “you act like you’ve matured so much in our time together and like you know everything, while I’m supposedly still stuck as the girl I was when we first met.”
Which then made me think of the “right where you left me” of it all and did you ever hear about the girl who got frozen time went on for everyone else she won’t know it and the bit in Miss Americana where she talks about how celebrities get frozen at the age at which they got famous, and how she’s had to play catch up in a lot of ways not just in her emotional growth but kind of in general. (Which also made me wonder if she’s ever been called out for immaturity/lack of curiosity/lack of education about things in her life…)
Which then made me think about the rest of the song, and @taylortruther’s posts yesterday about “seven” and “Daylight” and the way Taylor idealizes her youth yet contrasts it with an almost sinister reality in its wake, and the line, “I sit by the door like I’m just a kid,” because the discussion raised that her relationship let her recapture some of the childlike joy and wonder she’d lost. So this line is a double-edged sword: the speaker sits by the door with childlike hope that the person will come home and cherish her, but on the darker side, feels like the child dealing with the monsters she doesn’t have names for yet and the feelings of isolation she felt as she aged.
I’m not saying the song is necessarily autobiographical; like most of the songs on folkmore, it’s clearly a fictionalized story based on media she’d consumed and created, but we know a lot of the fictional songs were infused with her own feelings and experiences and… This idea swirling in my head picked up steam and now I kind of can’t stop thinking about it. Sorry but I’m a little obsessed now.
Like maybe it might start to shed light on why she identified so strongly with the novel in the first place…
#the third eye has been opened#😵💫#like tolerate it was always a difficult song#even when we learned it was based on Rebecca it obviously took on new meaning post-joever#and especially in light of ttpd#but the thought spiral i went on last night when i started thinking about all these connections#and the evermore of it all#I’m Charlie at the conspiracy board again#writing letters addressed to the fire#me thinking too hard about Taylor lyrics#evermore my beloved#tolerate it#i kinda gave myself the ick with all this 😵💫#because of the ttpd of it all coming up#and i feel like i remember interviews where Taylor said joe was so well-read especially about like world events and politics and stuff#and supported her when she wanted to start speaking up (not getting into that)#but just based on ~vibes now I wonder if that was like a sore point too at some point#which again i have no proof of but just like… experience with pretentious millennial art bros lol#oh man oh man oh man#this feels like some sort of huge revelation at 1:00 am#when i started writing this lol#eta: when I queued this in the middle of the night i didn't see all the excellent discussion about the seven/folklore posts#so all of you who have been posting about them this morning consider yourselves tagged too!
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ok but was it even funny? was it even funny???? was it even funny????????????
#dan and phil#phan#the alien tongue stuff gave me the ick too much#and the acting like they're revolted by one another is too 2012 cringe for me to cope
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just telling a wee tale this time. i got asked one time on why i simp for nikolai despite him being a bear and i said that's the point. he aged like fine wine too like DAMN (and stefan aka his actor looked so damn fine too in better call saul when he played casper 😳😳)
What a mood!
I mean... I am attracted to big, hairy, older men, so there really is no mystery around why I'm a fan. I have thoughts about attitudes towards masculinity in queer settings and cultures, but I'd rather just be rampantly, unapologetically horny and feral about Nikolai and Price. Men in their thirties and forties aren't old really (he says, defensively, hiding the grey hairs on his head). They're getting to a good vintage.
#cod nikolai#cod#call of duty#i've been attracted to men in their 30s and 40s since i hit puberty#no one my age was ever attractive to me#they just gave me the ick
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