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Hello, I hope youâre doing well :D
Recently I was thinking about the âX falls first, Y falls harderâ trope with specific regard to Percy and Nico and idk in my head youâd be the best at playing around with and breathing life into it so here goes:
Nicoâs confession and how he does it is still canon (in vibe, maybe not word choice), Percy ponders that confession, breaks up with Annabeth (for reasons separate to the confession), builds a friendship with Nico, falls SO hard, but Nico has been trying so hard to get over this man at this point and put so much into feeling Platonic Thingzâąïž only that his response to Percyâs confessions and advances is denials and soft rejectionsâdodging what look like one on one dates, âI love youâ R being met with âI love youâ P, and, when Percy outright says âI wanna be with youâ Nico is like âUmmm⊠no you donât?ââbut eventually Nico confronts himself and they wind up very happily together?
Yeah :)
Hello! The âX falls first, Y falls harderâ trope is definitely perfect for Percy/Nico. However, as sweet as it sounds, there's also a lot of potential for drama and.. angst.
One of the things that us, percico shippers usually love to delve on is the interactions between Percy and Nico in canon (tbotl is such a percico book đ), hence their chemistry. But also, that's the thing!âthey had so much history it would definitely take time (years, maybe) to fully unpack everything and realistically get them together.
This might be longer than I'd intend it to, so I'm putting more details under the cut:
It is undeniable that Nico indeed fell first. But what makes Percy fall harder? It's timeâthe time that has passed since Percy knew Nico (but Percy has to reflect on that) and the time Percy would only ever have after everything is over (outside quests and saving the world). Inevitably, it's also the same time that wasn't allowed for perc*beth to have (which might be the reason why Percy and Annabeth haven't fallen hard enough for each other, but that's for another time).
Going back to what makes it angsty.. What if Nico can't wait that long? What if by the time Percy wanted to be with him, Nico had already accepted that they're not meant to like each other that way?
As for Nico's self-confrontation, ig we're taking the hoo!Nico route where Percy hasn't done enough to be his friend (which again, Percy didn't have the time). Some of the reasons why Nico would dodge Percy's advances are 1) Nico thinks Percy is just being too kind to him; 2) Nico thinks Percy is still guilty and would want to take responsibility for how Nico turned out to be; or 3) Nico enjoys their friendship too much and thinks that being "more" would destroy everything between them.
I took the "mild" route in one of my fics because I gave Nico time to go away and Percy stepped back. But with your ask, if Nico and Percy are always together, and Percy is more.. forward, I think no matter what Percy does, it wouldn't be enough to make Nico believe that Percy loves him.
Again, the waiting time here is crucial. Yet we know that patience is never Percy Jackson's strong suit. So Percy just.. snaps, either by outright kissing Nico or (adding drama here) yelling something along the lines of "I love you, Nico! Why wouldn't you believe me?" Going from here, there has to be an outside intervention (e.g. Hazel or Jason or Reyna or even Persephone if Nico runs to the Underworld)âanyone or anything that would make Nico realize that he and Percy actually can have the chance.
It ends maybe with Percy finding Nico, Percy saying "Fine, if you don't believe me, just never leave like that again. I'd take what you'll give me." And that's when Nico sees himself in Percyâthat somehow cements his belief, that maybe, Percy Jackson has fallen for him, too.
Whoo.. I hope you're ready for such a ramble, because I can never stfu about them. Thanks for the wonderful ask đđ
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Thinking about starting my comic is scary but I don't think that anything's been more frightening than knowing that there will be people shipping my AroAce protag with his best friend :'D
#Alfie and Raum have a complicated relationship and a very deep understanding of each other#but they are completely platonic#like....you can love your friends and have it not be romantic#i think exploring deep friendships and bondsâand male friendships at that!âis really interesting#especially since both embody such nontraditional masculinity#Alfie is sensitive and in tune with his and others' feelings and Raum is trans and has had his own journey with his masculinity#both come from a place of very traditional and toxic masculinity and i think it's really interesting to see them#being comfortable just being who they are and having meaningful friendships and strong support systems#so yeah....people will ship them and it's inevitable and it's ok#but....yeah just remember the themes :'D
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ââ OLYMPICS MASTERLIST
[đ] DISCIPLINE: SWIMMING
PAIRING: swimmer!mingyu x swimmer!fem reader GENRE: fluff, friends to lovers(ish), idiots that doesn't realise the other one is in love with them too, mingyu is a tease but also down bad WARNINGS: the reader gets hurt (hits her head, nothing too descriptive), mingyu is a hottie WORD COUNT: 3k
SYNOPSIS: what will it take for you and mingyu to finally understand that you're literally meant to be?
natalia's note: @wonijinjin the broad back and bulging biceps are for you
âi canât do this anymore.âÂ
mingyu's words hit you like a speeding train.Â
you quickly lifted your head from where you were looking at your fingers splashing the water, facing your best friend.Â
âw-what?â you asked, horrified. âwhat do you mean?âÂ
his shoulders dropped, causing the water to ripple around your bodies, and you couldnât shake off the feeling that you wouldnât like what he was about to say next.Â
âi canât do this anymore. i canât watch you lose again and again,â he sighed, and dived under the red lane line, emerging a second later right next to you. âitâs,â he took a breath, âheartbreaking.âÂ
with how close he was to you now you didnât have a choice but to look up, which was stupid because come on - you were in the water. a wole ass swimming pool. like, he could literally submerge himself a little bit more and youâd be eye level, but no. kim mingyu had to flash everyone in the damn room with his godly sculptured chest and shoulders.Â
you mentally scolded yourself for losing the last ounces of your dignity over a man, because why was it so hard for you to peel your eyes off his pecs? and a quiet voice inside your head was telling you that mingyu didnât do this by accident - he knew how it affected you. but it shouldnât. you were best friends after all.Â
and best friends didnât look at each otherâs chests. and wide shoulders. and bulging biceps.Â
âthen stop being such a bitch, kim mingyu,â you cleared your throat, suddenly very interested in the purple âparis 2024â banners over his head. âif itâs breaking your heart then thatâs your problem, not mine.â Â
mingyu rolled his eyes, and quickly lifted his hand to splash water at you, making you shriek. what a shame god didnât bless you with quicker reflexes, so you could cover your eyes at least. it was funny how people used to tell your coach that it would be for the best to split your training sessions because you didnât get on well with each other, while in reality you got on well a bit too much.Â
âuh, excuse moi?â you cringed at his horrible attempt to speak french, âyouâre calling the three time world champion and two time olympic gold medalist a bitch?â he put his hand over his heart.Â
âthen why donât you want to race with me anymore?â you practically whined. âare you afraid of getting beaten by a girl? would that do damage to your reputation in the olympic village?â you giggled at his unamused stare. âiâm sure the gymnasts would be very disappointed to find out youâre not as big and strong as they thought,â you pouted at him, mockingly.Â
âi told you baby, i donât want to see you lose again, simple as thatâ mingyu put his hand on your shoulder. âcanât you race against ava or liv?âÂ
you werenât sure if it was better to go underwater or to call for the medics at this point. this infuriatingly hot man just called you baby for godâs sake and he had his hand placed so close to your neck it felt as if he was cradling it. luckly you could blame the cold water for your shivering. the worst part - you were 99% sure you saw him make out with alexa before going to paris, so all of the sweet words and gentle touches were platonic.Â
they meant nothing.Â
which⊠were you even surprised? the hottest guy making out with the hottest girl on the team. both multiple champions. both insanely talented.Â
still, you wouldnât give up, and that definitely wasnât because of your delusions that you could pull the hottest and the best swimmer on the continent, but because you didnât want to lose your best friend.
âyouâre not fooling me, kim mingyu. i think youâre just scared of me beating you.âÂ
he scoffed, and finally lowered himself into the water. thank heavens. âokay then. what do you say about one last race to finish this training off?â mingyu said, and sent you a challenging look, which he knew would rile you up even more.Â
âdeal,â you shook his extended hand. âbut donât come crying to me when you lose.âÂ
âas you wish, my queen,â he bowed his head, and snickered. âbut-,âÂ
âno buts,â you cut him off.Â
âah, ah,â he pointed a finger at you. âif you lose you have to take a bath in the seine.âÂ
sometimes you wondered why exactly you had a crush on him because stuff like these reminded you he was only a man. more like a man-child, but that was if you wanted to be nitpicky.Â
âthatâs illegal, you moron.âÂ
you swore youâd drown him one of these days.
with the goggles over your eyes you swam under the lane line to have a whole lane for yourself, because there was no way youâd fit in one lane with mingyu.Â
âokay champ, letâs see-,â suddenly you felt a tap on your shoulder.Â
âje suis dĂ©solĂ©, mais tu dois sortir de l'eau. les prĂ©paratifs pour la course vont bientĂŽt commencer,â one of the volunteers was crouching by the edge of the pool with his hand outstretched in your direction.Â
âuh,â you shot mingyu a quick look, âiâm sorry, je ne comprends pas.â i donât understand. the only french you managed to learn before coming to paris, which you figured would come in handy, and as it turned out - it did. a point for you.Â
âthe competition,â the guy scratched the back of his neck, clearly trying to find the right words. âbegin soon.âÂ
âdo you want us to get out of the pool?â mingyu asked, pointing at him and you and then the outside of the pool.Â
âyes, yes,â the volunteer nodded quickly.Â
well, you could wave your race bye bye.Â
maybe the universe didnât want you and mingyu together, maybe all you were destined to be was friends? besides, one silly race wouldnât make a difference, if anything, it would probably lead to you pulling a muscle, which would mean a big disaster with your eliminations right around the corner.Â
your fate was to end up alone for the rest of your life, crying over a guy you could never have. typical.Â
âshit,â mingyu sighed, taking off his goggles. âi really wanted to race you.âÂ
you sent him a quick smile, dismissing his teasing tone. the quicker youâd realise this wouldnât work out the better for your poor heart.Â
âyeah, thatâs a bummer,â you said, grabbing onto the edge of the pool to pull yourself up.Â
mingyu grinded his teeth and side eyed the volunteer. if it weren't for the dozens of people around you who were clearly starting to prepare for the race, he would have thrown the guy into the water with his own bare hands.Â
âthanks for being a cockblock, dude.â
well, not literally, but this had to be the first time mingyu managed to talk to you without stuttering every other word and not acting that embarrassing. but no. someone had to sweep in and take this away from him.Â
âbe careful,â mingyu ran a hand over his face, and looked over to you, âthe tiles might be slippery.âÂ
âyou donât say,â you said, and shot him a glare. âim not that-.âÂ
but before you could finish your sentence one of your hands slipped and you lost the grip, splashing back into the pool.Â
âhey, hey,â mingyu immediately swam up to you, closing the gap between your bodies in seconds. âare you okay?â he put his arm around your waist, turning you around in his grip so youâd face him.Â
shit.
âdid you hit your head?â he asked quickly, taking off your cap. fuck, mingyu felt his lunch creeping back into his throat. if anything happened to youâŠÂ
âmhm, i think so,â you answered, disoriented. your vision was clearly unsteady and you were shaking in his embrace, though he didnât know if that was due to the cold water or the hit.Â
âfuck,â he muttered, running his hand gently over your head to look for any cuts or bruises. âwe need to get you out of the water.âÂ
you nodded your head slowly, but that was a bad call, because it only made you more nauseous and made your vision even worse.Â
âhey, donât move. put your other arm around my neck and hold onto me,â mingyu said.Â
âbut iâm heavy.âÂ
âshut it or iâll leave you here,â mingyu grumbled, and tightened his hold around you.Â
with ease, as if he was born in the water, mingyu managed to get you to the edge of the pool with ladders, and called for help.
âiâm such a loser,â you mumbled, resting your head against his shoulder. âalmost passing out in the middle of an olympic swimming pool,â you let out a bitter laugh, before whimpering. maybe making bad jokes right after almost cracking your skull open wasnât a good idea.Â
mingyu didnât say anything but you could feel his body tense.Â
âshe hit her head on the tiles,â he said once the medics made their way over to you.Â
they quickly helped him get you out of the water without causing you more pain and laid you on the stretcher. the medics whispered something between them, or maybe you were just so out of it that you couldnât understand what they were saying, but you could clearly make out mingyuâs voice in between.Â
suddenly, you felt as if you were being lifted off the ground, but your blurry vision made it impossible for you to see what exactly was going on.Â
âmin-mingyu?â you called out.Â
âiâm here baby, donât worry,â mingyu said, and reached for your hand, grasping it tightly so youâd know he was really right there next to you.Â
âstop calling me that,â you said, your tone bossy as usual.Â
âstop calling you what?â mingyu couldnât help but giggle when he heard you scoff. good, that meant you werenât that badly hurt.Â
âbaby.âÂ
âwhat if i donât want to?â he asked, and ran a thumb over the back of your hand, smiling to himself when he felt your fingers wrap tighter around his. Â
you shook your head, or at least you tried to. âthen iâll race you and if i win youâll stop.âÂ
âyou know i wonât let that happen,â he said softly.Â
âstop messing with my heart, kim mingyu.âÂ
a champion, an olympics medalist, a man made of steel, and still, mingyu felt like he was melting under your gaze. your big eyes looking up at him, your soft lips parted in a slight gasp, your gentle fingers holding onto him for dear lifeâŠÂ Â
âi wonât,â he shook his head. ânot until you stop messing with mine.âÂ
as it turned out, luckily for you, the impact didnât cause much damage. âit caused panic more than anything else,â the doctor said.Â
âso iâll be able to race on monday, right?â you asked, twisting the rings around your fingers nervously. the olympics were something you sacrificed your whole life for - you couldnât remember the last time you slept in, the last time you ate dinner with your family, the last time you had time for yourself, and if all of that would go to waste because of a stupid mistake⊠you didnât know what youâd do.Â
âdonât worry, youâll be just fine for the race. i think your boyfriend overreacted a bit out there,â the doctor laughed. âmaybe more than a bit.âÂ
you almost choked on the pills you were swallowing, your face burning with heat. the doctor feeding into your delusions was a big no no, and you definitely did not need that right now.Â
âyou might want to text him though, he was sitting outside the whole time we were running tests. had to send him back to the village,â he sighed, âhe looked like a kicked puppy.âÂ
that was dangerous, and you needed to get out of there quickly.Â
mingyu, on the other hand, couldnât stop worrying. after the doctor sent him off, he didnât really know what to do with himself, and he definitely didnât know how he ended up sitting in front of the door to your room.Â
god, he was being so pathetic. instead of telling you how and what he felt, he was acting like a lame highschooler trying to impress you with what? being a faster swimmer? mingyu was never good at flirting but this had to be his lowest low.Â
âgyu? what are you doing here?â his head shot up, and there you were - safe and sound. no bandages, nothing. for the first time since he got out of that damn swimming pool he took in a deep, proper breath.Â
âthe doctor he, umâŠ,âÂ
âi know.âÂ
âyou know?â
âi know,â you nodded. why did he look so nervous all of a sudden? âshouldnât you be at the gym? preparing for tomorrow?âÂ
right. the race.Â
âi probably should,â more than âprobablyâ to be honest. your trainer would most likely have killed him already if not for the fact that he was the best swimmer on the team. âbut i needed to know that you were okay.âÂ
âyou couldâve just texted, you know,â you said. why was he being so⊠un-mingyu?
he shook his head, and stood up to his full 6 feet 2. âlet me put it this way,â he took a step towards you, âi needed to see if you were okay.â
was he really about to risk your whole friendship? all this time spent on getting to know you, your likes and dislikes, what annoyed you and how he could push your buttons to see that bright smile on your face that always made his day a bit better. he didnât want to lose all of that.Â
but⊠mingyu felt his hands reaching out for you on their own to make sure that you werenât in pain anymore, to kiss any bump or scratch to make it better, to hold you close to his chest this evening and keep you safe from all the wet tiles.Â
âlisten,â he scratched the back of his neck. he needed to do something with his hands. âi have to tell you one thing, and please just let me say it because i donât think iâll have enough courage to say it ever again.âÂ
you nodded your head, your gaze slightly confused.Â
it was now or never.Â
âokay, so i know weâre technically only friends from work, but not really since we hang out otherwise, and weâve known each other for how long now? three years? and thatâs great, i love training with you, and going to competitions with you, and hanging out with you, but lately⊠or not lately, really. for a long time-,âÂ
âmingyu,â you sighed, but the boy kept on rambling. âmin,â you tried again, to no avail. âgyu!âÂ
finally, the man in front of you fell silent, looking at you with eyes wide and mouth agape.Â
âi,â you took a deep breath. you knew exactly where this was going. âi canât do this right now,â you said, and watched the spark in mingyuâs eyes die out. âwith what happened today, and the eliminations tomorrow⊠i just canât deal with this right now,â god, this broke your heart. âi need some rest, and i need some sleep,â you added. âbesides, i also have the relay tomorrow, so i need to focus. this is not only about me, but about the girls. i canât let them down.â  Â
mingyuâs heart dropped. if he knew this would end like this, then why was he feeling so disappointed? but he couldnât be mad at you, no. it wasnât your fault you werenât feeling the same, and it definitely wasnât your fault for wanting some rest. the olympics meant so much to you, and he knew how excited you were for them - he wouldnât take that happiness away from you.Â
âof-of course,â mingyu said, though his voice, his body language, his gaze - his everything, screamed anything but âof courseâ. he nodded his head and shrugged. âiâll see you later then.â
you quickly grabbed his arm before he could turn around. âgyu,â you said. âi canât deal with this now, but i never said i couldnât deal with this ever.âÂ
he was so cute, you couldnât help but hide your smile behind your hand. with slightly dishevelled hair (probably from running his fingers through them too much), un-matching shirt and pants, which you were sure were from last season, and his mingyu smile that showed off his canines⊠youâd have to be stupid and blind not to have a massive crush on this man.Â
âr-really?âÂ
you nodded your head.
âmaybe we can talk about this tomorrow?â you said, and slid your hand down his arm to his hand. âafter the eliminations?âÂ
mingyu looked down wide-eyed at your hand holding his. was this really happening? maybe he was the one to hit his head? his poor heart and fuzzy brain couldnât actually believe that the girl he had been pining after for god knows how long was actually saying that⊠that she liked him back? huh, if this was a dream he hoped heâd never wake up.Â
âyes,â he breathed. âwe can do that.âÂ
âgreat,â you smiled, and mingyu felt his heart skip a beat. âyouâll be watching me tomorrow, right?â
âyou know i will,â mingyu said, squeezing your hand, and this - your hand in his - this felt right. this was right, and this was how it was always supposed to be. âi always do.âÂ
and then he did something that almost knocked you off your feet.Â
he quickly closed the gap between you, pushing your body gently against the door behind you, and placed a soft peck on your cheek. you almost didnât notice how his strong arm had snuck around you, holding your waist in a featherlight touch that didnât quite match his strong hands and big biceps, or how the other one cradled the side of your face, and how his thumb stroked your cheek. almost.
and it was only a kiss on the cheek.Â
âgood luck, baby.â
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The reason Farcille appeals to me as a dynamic is because it's really refreshing and unique for a fantasy series. They're two girls who found each other and became close on their own terms, not just because they like a man, or through a man. Marcille is Falin's first friend. Marcille is the only one besides her own brother, who bothered to try and reach out to Falin despite her absurdities, and try to understand her and not judge her because she's different. Falin felt she didn't belong and wasn't normal, and Marcille struggles with similar feelings.
Their bond is an important and vital aspect of the series. Laios and Marcille both wanting to save Falin after she sacrificed herself against the red dragon. Marcille having attachment issues alongside Falin and having to learn to be independent and less clingy on her. Furthered by Falin herself realising she needs time alone after being saved at the end of series as she knows she has mostly relied on Marcille and Laios her whole life. Falin wants to become her own person and find her identity outside of the both of them.
I just love how Falin and Marcille love and care for one another but also realise they were initially co dependant and try to improve themselves without each other and don't trap each other down by what they want. It's just refreshing seeing two female characters in a fantasy series have such a strong bond with each other (regardless if you see them romantic or not). That isn't just tied around their worth with men around them. It feels realistic and it's relateable.
Falin is a really personal character for me and I love the way the series handles her connection with Marcille and her brother Laios. The way it also recognises her issues and flaws through other characters and it ends with her taking control of her own life. Dungeon Meshi has so many themes which can appeal to many different types of people, it's why i started loving this series so much. It's so comforting seeing platonic, romantic, familial bonds being explored in unique, real ways.
Anyway the point of this thread was just to explain why so many people love Farcille as a dynamic. It feels natural but also a refreshing relationship between two women who love and care for one another without their worth being tied down by male characters. Falin and Marcille, Laios and Falin's sibling dynamic, Kabru and Mithrun are all really refreshing dynamics Dungeon Meshi actually takes the time to explore and develop across it's story. Not many manga really develop relationships in this way, it's why i love the series!
#falin touden#laios touden#marcille donato#farcille#falin x marcille#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#lesbian#sapphic#wlw#kabru#mithrun
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My experience with some synastry aspects/overlays
đ©¶His Moon in my 7th house (#1): I still remember it sometimes, that way a smile would appear on my face at his mere presence. I perceived him as eccentric as he was very different from me, but he had a certain charm. He awakened a warm side in me that at the time I did not know how to understand or handle. But what I did know is that I wanted his happiness, whether it was with me or not. We both loved each other very much, I would dare to say that in the purest way that I have ever loved someone and although there were ups and downs and it did not turn out as planned, I will always wish him the best and I will remember him with warmth in my chest.
đ©¶Her Moon in my 7th house (#2): She was a sweetheart, she had a light charm and charisma that enchanted many people no matter how different they were from her. Her company made me feel comfortable and she was someone who spoke about her emotions in a balanced and even tender way. I felt very protective of her and that she felt okay in every way, I even remember putting off some tasks to spend time with her because I genuinely appreciated spending time with her. One of my closest bestfriends.
đ©¶Her stellium (Sun, Mars, Mercury & Venus) in my 12th house: I feel very lucky to have met her in this life, she became my safe place and someone I know I can count on regardless of distance or other factors. I think we reflect a lot on a subconscious level and I see in her aspects of my personality [obviously linked to the signs in which her stellium is]. She makes me feel seen and accepted, I know she will never judge me and she has shown me with actions that I can rely on her. I feel like we connect a lot and can understand each other deeply. She is without a doubt one of my best friends and knows that whenever she needs me I can offer her comfort, advice or support.Â
đ©¶His Venus in my 12th house: It was a bit tense, mostly because he has very tense aspects in his chart. Throughout this connection I knew that he loved me the way he knew how to love, although that did not mean that he loved me well or how I wanted him to love me. The energy of the 12th house makes me understand things, even empathize, but it does not mean that they are justified. It was conjunct to my Rising, and I experienced this seeing how he prioritized me a lot and despite being someone who was not affectionate, he was affectionate with me. However, many times because of this difference in ways of loving, I felt his absence.Â
đ©¶Their Mars in my 3rd house: I have to admit... debating with them [I have experienced this overlay several times] was stimulating and even a bit exciting at times. There was a certain tension between us and I never experienced big arguments with them, everything remained a playful banter. They told me that they were very attracted to the way I spoke, from my voice to mannerisms. They put a lot of emphasis on my knowledge about what I liked and how my voice caught their attention.Â
đ©¶His Jupiter in my 7th house: Husband material. It is the most summarized way of explaining it, but I saw this man as someone I would have liked to marry in the future, beyond feelings (which there were) it was a matter of admiration and looking up at him, his ideals, his way of acting. It felt more like a decision than a whim or impulse to want to be with him.
đ©¶Her Mars in my 10th house: She was my crush [platonic love?]. I truly adored her very much. The way she carried herself and her strong, reliable and reserved appearance that she portrayed attractive to me. I really like the confidence with which she carries herself and she always behaved very nice and kind to me, becoming protective. She had a tendency to baby me though and being incredibly sweet to me [perhaps her Venus in my 4th house]. A strong attraction and support. [Scorpio + Leo energy]
đ©¶His Mars conjunct my Moon: He was the first person I liked. I would say that it was a strong attraction since we met, although it was not always easy. We used to clash at times, him being more irascible and me being more lighthearted. What was very present is that we always wanted to be close to each other, we used to spend a lot of time together and could be very possessive of each other [and his Moon in Scorpio + lots of tense aspects didn't help much either].Â
đ©¶Her Mars square my Mars: There was some tension between us, I think she was much more impulsive than me and reacted defensively. She was very direct with me, with her affection, attraction and even when there were differences or she disagreed, being a positive point. It was very intense and we were definitely very different. She was never aggressive or disrespectful to me, but she had very intense ways of reacting when she got angry with other people and of course, I didn't like that. It should be added that she also had the Moon in Scorpio and afflicted.
đ©¶Her Saturn trine my Venus: She was always loyal and constant with me. She wasn't very verbal but she gave me gifts and details. Her way of showing affection or pampering me was with things she knew I liked or fulfilling whims I had. She was capable of spending hours searching for the perfect gift for me and more than once offered to help me pay for large expenses that I had to make. Definitely a lot of provider energy.
đ©¶Her Saturn conjunct my Moon: She is one of my best friends, I always tell her that she helps me know how to better manage my emotional crises, that she gives me comfort and security and she tells me that I give her warmth. I believe that we bring a lot of positivity to each other, there is no judgment between us and we help each other as much as we can. We have been friends for several years now and sometimes we forget that there is an age gap between us. I have always thought that she is rather practical and straight to the point, and that is one of the reasons why I feel safe with her. I have always wanted to provide her with emotional support and comfort.Â
đ©¶His Jupiter conjunct my Rising: One of the funny things with him is that he usually does things behind my back to help me, but when we are together we basically tease/argue with each other, most likely because this conjunction happens while his Jupiter falls in my 12th house. He has done a lot of good things for me, from opportunities for professional internships to even inviting me out to hang out or taking me to my favorite places. We always make each other laugh, especially me whenever Iâm in the mood. And I've noticed that no matter how tense we are, we can forget a little about it when we chat or spend time together.
đ©¶Her Moon conjunct my Sun: She has always been very protective of me, always looking out for my well-being when we are together and making sure I am comfortable and happy. We have been friends for more than 10 years and she lets me talk about my emotions when I feel low, or even if what I say is something trivial. She is very gentle with me and likes to 'nurture' my independence and self-expression. There is a strong emotional bond between us, even from the first moment. We used to be inseparable when we lived nearby and even after I moved away, I usually go visit her.
đ©¶His Moon conjunct my Uranus: He's a good friend of mine, we tend to have a lot of fun, we've been on some crazy adventures together and we've even traveled together [we even missed a flight once]. We are quite different, while he is more given to creating connections everywhere, I am rather independent and even a bit of a hermit sometimes. Despite that, we love each other a lot and provide emotional support if necessary. I have noticed that we compensate each other, if one is being more emotional, the other behaves rationally [even blurting out truths in a very cold manner]. We can go days without speaking [up to weeks] and when we see each other we catch up and talk as if nothing happened.
đ©¶His Mars opposite my Saturn: I feel that on many occasions he tries to behave when he is with me, many times I am even the one who has a cool head when he explodes or when he is being irascible. When we have to work together we are a great team, we even organize ourselves quite well and we have similar ethics. However, the problem comes when we hang out for a long time, since I perceive him as someone who does not want to change and someone who is generally difficult to live with. His impulsive nature and the way he behaves makes me put some distance between us, even if we can keep things cordial.
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Selfship Vocabulary Guide!
Selfship: To ship yourself or a self-insert with a character, whether it be platonic, romantic, or familial.
Yume/Yumeship: A different word for selfship. Short for yumejoshi (feminine), yumedanshi (masculine), or yumejin (gender-neutral).
F/O or Fictional Other: A character that you ship yourself with.
S/i or Self-Insert: A character you created that represents yourself in the world of a series, movie, book, video game, etc. They usually (but not always) have similar personality and features to their creator.
Romantic F/Os: Fictional characters that you feel a strong romantic attraction to. You may imagine yourself being in a relationship with them.
Familial F/Os: Fictional characters that you feel are like your family. This could be characters you consider your parents, siblings, kids, etc.
Platonic F/Os: Fictional characters that you consider to be your friends or feel a platonic love towards.
OC x Canon: Shipping an original character such as a self insert with a canon character in their world.
Canon x Canon: Shipping two canon characters with each other. This may be canon in the story or not. Many selfshippers feel uncomfortable seeing their F/O in these ships.
Y/N or Your Name: Mostly used in fan fictions, itâs meant for you to insert your name into the story like a self-insert.
Comfort Character: A character that can bring somebody comfort without self inserting.
Doubles or shared: F/Os that you and another person may have that are the same character
Sharing NG: âSharing Not Goodâ this person is uncomfortable with sharing their F/Os or interacting with people that have the same ones
Let me know if thereâs any I missed/should add!
#self ship#fictional other#self ship positivity#self shipper#self shipping#self shipping community#selfship community#self insert#selfship promo#Kasumi speaks âïž#my post
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Something about the line between platonic and romantic and what that means for Edwin and Charles.
What even is that line? Like, in general? Especially when it comes to queer relationships? We've all been there or seen it happening, kissing a friend, found family, lovers to exes to friends again. It's common for queer groups to be messy, but also that's not messy, that's just how we roll.
Sometimes it's more about how you perceive things than about how the world is saying that they are.
And Edwin and Charles, the line is so, so high up. The love doesn't change no matter how you're looking at it, but the difference is the knowledge â the way they understand the feelings.
So even though Edwin has been in love for decades (because it was the same feeling), he didn't see it like that. Everything he did for Charles was platonic up until the moment it wasn't. The same goes for Charles: even if he, too, has been in love since the beginning, he didn't consider it and so his acts were platonic. He did actually go to hell for his best mate.
Because what's the difference? If it's that strong, it can only be romantic? Nah, I know most of us don't actually believe that.
That's why I think that them turning romantic doesn't diminish the strenght of the friendship itself. From now on, yeah, they may see themselves as lovers. But they were friends for 30+ years first, and they loved each other like that, and it wasn't less. It was the same.
#i hope i made sense with this bc my thoughts are all over the place#dead boy detectives#dbda#charles rowland#edwin payne#payneland#painland#queer platonic relationship#qpr
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Whenever someone calls Charles Rowland straight, an angel dies.
What straight guy tells his best friend who just confessed to him that there's no one else â no one â he would go to Hell for. And that they have forever to figure out what that means. You donât get his repressed bisexuality like I do!
Even modern bisexuals (I may or may not be speaking from personal experience) are oblivious to the fact they're bi because heteronormative roles are so engraved in our minds. When you're attracted to other genders, it's easy to miss a same-sex crush, only then to realise that oh, it wasnât just admiration, it was attraction.
Charles, having grown up at the height of the AIDS crisis, with an abusive and probably homophobic father, killed by racist bullies? That would make anyone repress any gay feelings. Especially if you experience crushes on people with a different sex to you.
Charles sees Crystal and takes his chance. He's enamoured with this smart, strong-willed, pretty girl who can see him not only in a physical sense, but pays attention to him. He longs to be loved. Then he says the infamous "That sounds alot like you, doesn't it? Maybe that's why I like her so much" line. What an icon. And he compares himself and his best friend to the greatest love story of all time, Orpheus and Euridyce's.
When Edwin confesses to him, he doesn't rule out the possibility of returning these feelings. He knows they're already devoted to each other. They've already had 30 years of companionship and solving cases together.
"As long as I have my best mate and a case to solve, I'm good."
Being with Edwin is simple. They solve cases, help others, run away from Death. It's a simple existance. Charles gave up eternity to be with Edwin, because he was kind to him when he was dying. Charles finds him fun, wants to protect him, knows that Edwin is a kind and good person. One that Charles wants to be.
"Bad guys don't worry about being bad guys. And you, Charles Rowland, are the best person I know."
Crystal's role is very important in changing the dynamic between Edwin and Charles. Not only because Charles falls for her, but because she opens them up. She digs out their repressed feelings and trauma. Charles finally deals with his dad's abuse, his happy-go-lucky mask falls. She points it out to Edwin. Charles kept it up so well because Edwin didn't press it, but Crystal does. And Charles finally lets himself process what happened to him, and how that affects his relationships.
Charles never saw genuine love between his parents, and that affects how he views relationships. It impacts how he forms them, too. But he's a loverboy, he longs to be loved, he falls easily. Why wouldnât he fall for someone who stuck to his side for 30 years?
Crystal and Monty's roles mirror each other â they help the boys figure out their feelings and desires. Crystal makes Edwin jealous that there's someone else Charles cares about in the same sense he cares for Edwin. The Cat King helps Edwin discover desire, Monty â genuine love. As Charles' and Crystal's relationship kickstarts (albeit ends as quickly) and Monty persues Edwin, he discovers the depth of his feelings.
"These complicated feelings that you have? They're for Charles."
I would love to see their wants explored more in the future season(s, hopefully multiple). Charles giving into desire with Desire of the Endless' guidance? Yes please.
I simply cannot believe that anyone would doubt Painland/Payneland endgame. They're everything to each other. They're a constant presence, reassurance, and love. Platonic, romantic, it doesn't matter. Their bond is so deep and genuine that immortal beings see it and leave them be, in the afterlife they chose for each other. Their love is so deep it transcends planes: from mortal plane to Hell, it leads Charles to Edwin. Charles is not Orpheus, when he turns around to hear Edwin out on the staircase from Hell, he manages to get him out. And they have literally forever for each other.
#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#charles rowland#painland#payneland#my fav posts#i love overanalyzing charles
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I like to think that Nikolai knew very early on that he was gay. Or at least had attractions towards guys. Which was one of the reasons he moved out of Russia almost immediately after he was able to. Seeing the world's sights and having the freedom to love whomever he wants was honestly the greatest relief to him. He probably was a bit of a fuck boy during his early years. He cut contact with his family almost immediately after leaving the country, preferring not to think too much about his own home whenever he can.
John on the other hand was raised in a conservative household. The kind in which even the word 'gay' could set off a rant inside of his dad. He spent a lot of his teenage years denying feelings and dating girls he couldn't be half arsed to care about. And then the military. It was almost impossible to hide himself there, to crave himself into the mold that the military and his family wanted to be. Made harder by the fact that he's constantly surrounded by naked and sweaty men, most of which are constantly making jokes about fucking each other. (He probably joined the military when he was 17, and was surrounded by men around his age)
And then one day, Laswell introduced Price to the russian man. And Price suddenly isn't too sure how to reciprocate the gestures Nik does for him. The casual closeness, how comfortable Nikolai was in his own skin. How he once got into a fight with a man in a pub over his sexuality, which led to the both of them getting kicked out. And suddenly, Price is longing for him, wishing he was there on days when the base was empty, wishing to see his familiar frame amongst a group of people. He convinced himself he was just worrying for a friend, that the thumping in his chest is just platonic feelings, nothing more.
The russian is more than amused, dropping hints left and right as he waits for the Brit. He was surprised by himself when he started turning down men in bars after meeting John. Waiting had never been his strong suit, but for John, he would wait.
#call of duty nikolai#call of duty fanfic#call of duty#call of duty price#pricenik#nikprice#cod nikolai#cod price#captain john price#john price#nikolai cod#price cod#cod#look at nikolai and try to convince that amn isnt the definition of confidence#price probably search up shit like 'two men kissing' when he was younger#which lead to him getting beaten by his father
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HE LOVES ME, HE LOVES ME NOT ; MSC47
childhood friends to lovers! mick schumacher x verstappen!reader . . . when push comes to shove, you would never admit to having a crush on mick as you grew older. this however ends up with you convincing yourself that he would never love you outside the platonic relationship you built through the years, despite all evidence pointing to the obviousâ he loves you, but you think not.
amgf this has been plaguing my mind, and after writing atrocious angst (ybom) i'm here to write a palate cleanser on my mind đ i also chose to write this instead of study for a chemistry exam, i keep making the wrong decisions but seeing as i made this was it so wrong??? i think not. enjoy like always đ
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user1 and now what? what are we?????
user2 awww baby mick and baby yn are adorable
user3 the way yn is more attached to mick than max
user4 i remember in an interview where jos said when he couldn't find yn he'd look for mick since he was a tall boy
user5 wait where? when was this?
user6 in an old interview, idk when but it was with michael as well
user7 they're actually so adorable, oh my gosh
mickschumacher terrorizing the earth, one forest at a time, here's to more hikes in the future đ
yourusername you bet i'll be there, it's scary how we aren't sick of each other yet
mickschumacher i mean it's you, why would i be sick of you?
yourusername as you should!!! i'm great to be with
maxverstappen1 mick is just too kind to kick you out
yourusername you're jealous we kicked you out!
user8 they're actually all that's in my head
user9 how are they not dating????
user10 because people of different sex can be friends?
user11 i get the shipping but they're good as friends so why?
user12 i mean they look good together, it's just wishful thinking
user13 oh imagine having a good looking childhood friend and not dating them, ofc they've been friends for so long wtf
user14 i mean, they are a good match so, leave people alone for shipping them
user15 they may be a good match but it's still weird so idgaf you're wrong
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user16 oh gosh please help them realize what they're made for each other
user17 i was so convinced they're just friends but then mick pulls shit like this
user18 i can't keep on defending you if you do this???? boy?
yourusername if you hadn't held my hand then and there i would've flown away
mickschumacher okay that's exaggerating, but as if i'd let that happen
yourusername because it was so strong, you were holding my hand tightly
mickschumacher are you complaining or thanking me?
yourusername thank you mick đ«Ą you're the bestest friend ever
user19 they're actually driving me insane
user20 even the wind ships them
user21 don't you think that's the universe making a sign to both of you?
user22 "as if i'd let that happen" okay mick, wtfffff why is he doing this?
user23 they can't keep doing this and just pulling the best friend card at the end, they need to hold responsibility for us
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user24 bro max liked????
user25 what does he know? wym??? max oomf, why are you liking this comment?
user26 max is tired of their bullshit i know
user27 if max is tired we can be of help, i for one am volunteering out of the goodness of my heart and not because of my nosy ass
user28 okay yn and mick you can share it with the class
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user29 yn is with mick instead of being at a grand prix????
user30 you're telling me they're just friends? shut up actually
user31 i'm deluding myself and saying they're dating
user32 they're so cute (they're driving me crazy đźâđšđ©đđđđ„čđ )
mickschumacher thank you for watching me hase
yourusername ofc!!!! i am your number one fan bĂ€rchen đ
maxverstappen1 is this the important thing you have going on?
yourusername yes it is, it's not like you won or smth
maxverstappen1 wow... am i going to have to steal you from mick now?
yourusername bold of you to assume i would leave mick
user33 they're actually insane wtgfhfjg
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user34 OH NOOOO
user35 is this MICK? hello? mick stand up??!
user36 what about mick đ„č
user37 a soft launch out of nowhere? wth????
user38 this is mick? it's Mick isn't it? please tell me tkzusbdkajdj I NEED TO KNOW!NNN
mickschumacher you're evil hase, what have you done
i want to have you to myself a little longer, is that so wrong đ
mickschumacher i don't think anyone can have me like you do
YEAH!! that's right, i love you bĂ€rchen đ
mickschumacher i love you hase đ
#f1 smau#f1 fluff#f1 x reader#f1 imagine#mick schumacher smau#mick schumacher fluff#mick schumacher x reader#mick schumacher imagine
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You wanna kiss me so bad..
â inspired by this silly post from Ro<3 â
âAre you kidding!? The main character is obviously in love with her best friend!â I huffed in frustration, feeling the heat of our argument pulse in the air. I had been going back and forth with Satan for the past fifteen minutes over the book he had so enthusiastically recommended.
He slowly lifted his gaze from the pages of his current read, a sly smile forming on his lips. âI see how it may seem like that to a novice reader like yourself, but I can assure you itâs not like that.â
I scoffed, rolling my eyes with a laugh. âNovice? Just because I donât have my own personal library doesnât mean Iâm a novice. I know what I read.â
Satan leaned back in his chair, arms crossed, the smugness radiating off him like heat from a flame. âAh, but sometimes the best stories require a deeper understanding. You have to look beyond the obvious.â
âLook beyond? Seriously?â I shot back. âThe girl is practically pining over her best friend in every chapter! Itâs like a neon sign.â
He tilted his head, pretending to ponder my words. âOr itâs simply a reflection of a strong platonic bond. Not everything has to be romantic, you know.â
I raised an eyebrow, a smirk tugging at the corners of my mouth. âSure, if you ignore all the longing looks and the way they keep finding excuses to be alone together.â
âMaybe theyâre just really good friends,â he countered, a teasing glint in his eye. âYouâre reading it like a rom-com when it could just be a heartfelt exploration of friendship.â
âYeah, right. Tell that to the thousands of readers shipping them online.â I leaned forward, fueled by my conviction. âYouâre just in denial because you like this book too much.â
Satan chuckled, shaking his head. âOr maybe Iâm just more discerning. You should try it sometime. Might improve your perspective.â
âDiscerning, huh? Sounds like a fancy way to say âwrong,ââ I retorted, but a smile crept onto my face. The playful banter was what I enjoyed most about our discussions, even if it made me want to throw the book at him.
âGod, you are so stubborn!â Satan replied, a smirk tugging at his lips as he chuckled. âItâs okay to be wrong, you know?â
I shot back, folding my arms defiantly over my chest. âYou wanna kiss me so bad it makes you look stupid.â
He paused, a flicker of mischief in his eyes. Silently, he closed his book, stood up, and took a few steps toward me. âOh? I canât make a fool of myself now, can I?â
Before I could respond, he backed me against the bookshelf, the hard wood pressing against my back. My breath hitched, caught off guard by the sudden intimacy. Satan's fingers brushed gently along my jaw, sending an electric thrill through me.
He held my gaze, his eyes searching mine, before flicking down to my lips. There was a heartbeat of tension, and then he leaned in, kissing me sweetly.
It was soft and lingering, the world around us fading into the background. My initial surprise melted away as I kissed him back, warmth flooding through me. When he finally pulled away, that teasing smile returned.
âSo, am I still stupid?â he asked, a playful glint in his eyes.
âHE KISSED ME?? WE WERE FIGHTING AND HE KISSED ME??â I exclaimed, pacing back and forth in front of Asmoâs bed, my heart still racing from the unexpected turn of events.
Asmo giggled lightly, his focus on filing his nails, a playful smile dancing across his lips. âMaybe next time heâll get you naked~â
I stopped mid-step, turning to face him. âAsmo! Are you kidding? We were literally at each otherâs throats one minute, and thenâbam! Kiss!â
He tossed the nail file aside, leaning back on his hands, looking thoroughly entertained. âSounds like a classic move to me. Tension builds, and then... surprise romance!â
âSurprise romance? I was ready to strangle him!â I said, throwing my hands up in exasperation. âAnd now Iâm supposed to just brush it off like itâs no big deal?â
âWhy not?â Asmo shrugged, grinning. âKissing during a fight is like a plot twist! You know youâre dying to see where it goes next.â
My steps faltered lightly, my face flushing. I looked away, huffing under my breath. I hate it when he's right.
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Hello âșïž
I would like to request Sang-Woo seeing his little sibling/sister is also in the games? (All platonic, legal and nothing weird!!) and how would he react to their death (you can choose when and how!)
Feel free to decline or ignore this!
Tysm If you decide to write this :D !!
omg I have been waiting to write this one!! I love this request :D!!
One Step Ahead⊠Or Not.
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đCho Sang-Woo and Little Sibling!Reader
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He had found you amongst the crowd on the first day of the games, scolding you loudly in front of the other players, not caring if he embarrassed you. His younger sibling⊠here? Your brother refused to believe you could be so stupid. You had turned out just like him, and he couldnât stand that fact. In debt, broke, searching for a way to restore your ruined reputation. It made him feel sick, seeing himself so clearly in you.
He had helped you through every game, making sure Gi-Hun accepted you as part of their team. You had faint memories of Gi-Hun being friends with your older brother whilst growing up, and he seemed to remember you well, spouting off moments of your childhood that you barely remembered. Each round became a blur, red light green light, dalgona, tug of war, marbles and the amount of players perishing became somewhat normal as the days passed and you seemed to be waiting for your end to come. Yet here you both were, ready for the next game.
Lined up in a row, you wore a vest with a number, stood in front of Sang-Woo. At first, he had ordered you to get behind him and, being as stubborn as ever, you refused. The guards had broken up your incessant bickering, putting you in front and him behind. Shifting your gaze forward, there stood a large bridge, row of glass tiles forming steps side by side, in front of each other, forming a path. The bridge was gigantic, and you could see how far the ground was from your position, swallowing thickly at the thought of falling to your deathâŠ
Shaking your head, you pull your mind away from thoughts like that. You just needed to stay positive, thatâs all⊠this canât be too hard, right? There were plenty of people ahead of youâŠ
The first player stepped forward, jumping onto the first glass step. You look over, your entire team holding their breath as they wait for him to fall. A loud cheer erupts as the first player stays standing, ready to leap onto the next step. A sick crack echoes through the hall as your cheers quieten down, the player having chosen his next tile. The glass immediately shatters, and both the shards and the players slip through the metal rails of the bridge. You hear them scream helplessly, the sound fading as he falls towards the ground. Eventually, you hear a thud and⊠silence.
The next player stands on the first tile, jumping onto the next, making sure she avoids the broken glass that had landed from the previous players failed attempt. As she lands on the second row of tiles, the other player steps onto the first, beginning to form a chain of players all stepping across at the same time. You watch with bated breath as members of your team land on tiles, some holding strong while countless players fall to their death. You felt your hands begin to shake as it neared your turn, repeating the tiles in your head that you knew would be safe. Left, right, left, left again, rightâŠ
Eventually, youâre stood by the first tile, the players ahead jumping forward. Repeating the order, you jump accordingly. Left, right, left, left, right. You keep your gaze ahead, watching the other players and waiting to see who falls. The sound of glass breaking didnât come any easier, causing you to flinch with every fallen player. Their screams burned into your mind, alongside the helpless fear on their faces.
Sang-Woo watches you closely, following behind you as you move ahead. There were three more tiles ahead of you. Just three more, and youâd make it across⊠He had faith in you, he had no other choice. Youâd make it over that bridge and youâd both survive another round. Despite his forced confidence, he knew that it wasnât a sure fact, and that you could fall at any timeâŠ
There were two players ahead of you now, and three more rows of tiles. You began to hope that theyâd make the right choices and give you an easy path across the bridge, but your hopes were dashed as you saw one player push another, sending him through a tile and down to his death.
âPush him.â
You hear Sang-Woo mutter to you, wanting you to push the player ahead like he had done.
âItâll show you the right tile, just⊠push him,â he urged. He wanted to make things easier, to help you out. You were his baby sibling, he had failed to protect you in the past once he had run off to business school. He was here now, trying to be a half decent big brotherâŠ
The player in front of you jumps before you can decide whether or not to listen to your brother, landing on the wrong tile and crashing down. You leap forward, onto the left tile. There was just one more row of tiles, one more decision, life or deathâŠ
You turned to look over your shoulder, eyeing your brother. âIâm scared,â you tell him, tears welling up in the corners of your eyes, hands shaking. âI donât know what to doâŠâ
Sang-Woo feels helpless. No amount of math or logic could provide the right answer and save you⊠it was completely up to you. âIâŠâ he tried to form a sentence, trying to offer anything helpful but falling short. What had the order been so farâŠ? His head spun, mind working overtime to produce something, anything.
Sensing his nervousness, your own fear only grew as you turned to the row of tiles ahead. You just needed to pick one. Left, or right. Just one correct decision and youâd be fine.
Glancing between the two, you take a deep breath and jump. You land on the left tile and for a moment, youâre stood still⊠everything is fine. Youâre still standing.
Turning to look over your shoulder, you aim to give your brother a smile, before hearing a loud crack⊠your face twists in horror as the tile shatters under you, sending you spiralling down to your death.
Sang-Woo reaches out, barely able to process what is happening as he lets out a horrified scream. It doesnât even sound like it came from him⊠a raw, guttural scream of straight terror and grief. You were falling, too far for him to grab you. There was nothing he could do, he was completely helplessâŠ
He watched as your body hit the ground, shattered glass and blood surrounding your frame. You looked so small⊠you were always so small to him, being five years younger. He felt numb, body automatically stepping over tiles, to the finish line. He didnât deserve to survive, didnât deserve to win⊠not after he had failed you like this.
Gi-Hun crossed the finish line behind him, alongside Sae-Byeok. The three of them had made it across, the remaining players. Sang-Woo couldnât even face them, how could he congratulate them on passing when you were down there?
Gi-Hun placed a hand on his shoulder gently, pulling him from his thoughts. âSang-WooâŠ? Itâs not your fault,â the man started, knowing there was a likely chance he would blame himself. âIâm so sorryâŠâ
As the bridge suddenly began to explode, remaining tiles sending glass shards everywhere, Sang-Woo looked into Gi-Huns eyes, his own red with tears. The glass shards fly towards them, scraping against his skin and causing a few droplets of blood to drip down from his cheek.
âItâs all my fault,â he cried, voice shaking. It was so unnatural, so different from his usual steady, deep tone. âTheyâre all alone down there, theyâre so small⊠I should have gone in front, it should have been meâŠâ
His sobs followed his words, wracking his body as he looks down. The pink guards signal for them to follow, Gi-Hun wrapping a friendly arm around his shoulders, leading him back to the beds. His feet seemed to move for him, and Sang-Woo wanted nothing more than to return to the bunks and see you waiting there, ready to theorise about the next game or steal his food like you had done for the past weekâŠ
Heâd give anything to have you back. Heâd gladly sacrifice himself if it meant you would be given another chance. Sitting down on his bed, he stared out at the wall in silence. Gi-Hun had collected his food for him, pleading with him to eat it, to say something and stop punishing himself for what had happened.
âHow am I supposed to move on from this?â He asked, voice cracking. He looked like a shell of himself, tears staining his face, hunched over miserably.
âThere is no moving on,â Gi-Hun told his friend, sadly. He barely saw his daughter, he was unsure if heâd make it out to see her⊠âYou just⊠have to keep moving forward, yâknow? Try to keep going, itâs what theyâd want you to do.â
Sang-Woo couldnât help but nod. You would want him to keep going, you were always so optimistic. He was never like that, always so serious and logical, never wasting time on emotions.
âYou should get some sleep,â he heard his friend say, trying to force him into a lying position. Normally, he would bat his hands away and tell him to leave him alone, but this time he allowed Gi-Hun to fuss over him the same way he should have fussed over youâŠ
As the lights in the room began to dim, and the countdown for lights off ensued, Sang-Woo closed his eyes. Maybe heâd see you again in his dreams, the picture of your mangled frame sprawled out at the bottom of the bridge haunting him as he drifted off into uneasy sleepâŠ
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Hi gorgeous how you doing? I have a request for a few things so just hear me up on this. I just had this in my mind by the way jey uso x reader Rhea and Damian has been friends with the reader since NX T but when the Yeet master comes along they started to be friends but the reader gets hurt ïżŒ badly not so good judgement day ( iâm sorry to say that but the new judgement day nah) and who comes out and saves them terror twins and jey
jey uso x reader (romantic) / terror twins x reader (platonic)
likes, comments and reblogs are always welcomed !!!
âŒïž a little angsty, fluff, the new judgment day being awful (just like they are)
forever my girl
the bond between you, damian and rhea was unique. youâve been friends since the old days at nxt, where the three of you tried to make it up to the top in the company. if you had any problem, any doubt, any question, you knew that you could count on rhea and damian, the same way they could count on you.
you all made it big, being drafted from nxt to smackdown and raw where you all gained more respect and success.
being on the big rosters meant that you all got to make more friends and so a few people started hanging out with you.
rhea and damian got lucky that they got paired together for being a part of the judgment day while managers thought of giving you a solo push. it was working really good for you as you have been both raw and smackdown womanâs champion. you won your matches at wrestlemania and summerslam, so everything was really working out for you.
even if you were all pretty booked, you never stopped seeing each others outside work. a few people joined you too, especially jey uso who couldnât stop teasing and annoying rhea. you thought it was funny and you pranked her a few times together.
jey was nice to hang out with. he was kind and funny and never fail to make you laugh. you were all like one big happy family, the judgment day members too. but when the judgment day broke up at summerslam you knew that rhea and damian were going to be alone. jey was busy with the whole bloodline mess again and you knew that you had to pick a side.
so you went ringside at bash in berlin and stopped finn when he tried to ruin the match for rhea and damian. you helped rhea when her leg got stuck over the ring and you were ringside again when, much to your surprise, jey joined damian in a tag team match.
but now it was you facing liv morgan. one on one. and it was an easy match as you were basically destroying her. she wasnât as strong as you were and it was easy for you to pin her down quickly. she was mad that she lost and of course, in judgment day style, she started hitting you. she hit your back while the ref held up your arm as you won the match. your back immediately feeling an intense pain, you tried to get up but she shoved you on the ground. finn, dom, jd and carlito circling the ring, so now you were trapped. live kept hurting you and it felt like hell.
suddenly, rheaâs music echoed in the arena and she tried to run as fast as she could to help you inside the ring.
but she was alone and hurt so she was an easy target for the group. only a few minutes later both damian and jey ran out and followed rheaâs lead.
as rhea tried to stop dominik from running away, finn and damian began fighting. jey ran inside the ring and liv, as the coward that she is, ran away and tried to save dom from rhea.
you were laying there, hurting.
jey kneeled next to you, trying to see if you were still conscious ây/nâŠâ he softly whispered âare you still with me love?â
you wanted to answer but no words came out of your mouth, instead you nodded but the slightest movement made your head pulse.
âmedical staff is comingâŠwe got you, i got you loveâ he gently whispered, moving some hair from your face.
âeverything hurtsâŠâ you whimpered, a few tears rolling down your cheeks. jeyâs heart broke, he couldnât stand to see you in pain.
he didnât understand why. itâs not like you were dating but the idea of seeing you hurt and crying made his blood boil. he was so mad and at the same time so conflicted because he couldnât do anything to help you.
medical staff got there immediately and when they tried to move you, a soft scream left your lips that made jey shiver.
âi got you loveâŠâ he whispered âlet me carry you backstage okay? the stretcher is too uncomfortable for youâŠâ you nodded at his proposal and even though you felt like your whole body was in flames âhey shhâŠi got you, youâre safe with meâ he gently whispered leaving a kiss on your forehead âi got youâ he kept repeating, mostly to himself because he needed to be sure that you were okay.
once he brought you backstage, rhea and damian followed along, both worried about your condition. jey followed the staff instructions and he gently laid you down over the stretcher waiting for you in the medical room.
âshe will be okayâ one of the nurses tried to reassure the trio but non of them dared to leave the room.
rhea and damian were pissed. it wasnât fair for you. you won your match without cheating and yet they cheated and doing so, you ended up badly injured. jey was stressing out, he couldnât really understand what he was feeling. he always thought that you were beautiful and kind but he never thought about you in a romantic way so why was he so angry? why was he hurting? he hated seeing you barely conscious on that bed, doctors working on you. you shouldnât be there, no, you should be backstage happily celebrating your victory with your friends and family.
âis she okay?â jey asked, pacing back and forth around the room.
âwe are still checking her outâŠshe has a concussion from the hit on the head she got when liv attacked her from behindâŠprobably a few broken ribs but she should be fineâŠwe still need time to finish all the testsâ one of the doctor spoke and jey felt like fainting. he was beyond mad.
rhea and damian watched how stressed jey was and they couldnât really understand why.
âuceâ damian called him âwhatâs going on?â
âwhat you mean?â he pretended everything was fine.
âwe mean, why are you so stressed? rhea stepped up.
âwhy arenât you? she is your best friend and youâre here without saying or doing anythingâŠâ he said, passing a hand over his hair.
âuce you gotta stay calmâŠâ damian tried one more time.
âi canâtâŠâ he whispered, trying not to break.
âwhat is going on jey?â rhea was confused. she never seen jey so agitated and uneasy.
he took a chair next to them and shook his head âi donât knowâŠwhen i saw her in the ring and she couldnât move, i felt like someone was ripping part of my body offâŠi donât know how to explain it but it hurts seeing her like thisâŠand when i brought her backstage she was softly crying in my armsâŠand i couldnât do anything to help herâŠâ
damian was still confused but rhea immediately understood why jey was acting like that. a smirk appeared on her face, shocked that none of the men were able to understand the situation.
men - she thought.
âyou have feelings for her jeyâ rhea said, a little smile appearing on her face.
âwhat?â he was shocked. he knew he had feelings for you but hearing someone saying that out loud made him unsure.
âyou like her and itâs pretty evident. you canât even stay sit for five minutes, always checking on her or what the doctors are doingâŠyou have feelings for her and thatâs okayâŠsheâs my best friend and if you hurt her iâm gonna kick your ass, but you like her and thatâs normalâŠâ rhea tried to reassure a very confused and scared jey uso.
he looked at rhea with a confused look. maybe she was right. he couldnât understand the sudden pull towards you. but all the time youâve spent together, pranking rhea, flying together, watching movies and training together, he never realised how much he actually liked you and now, seeing you hurt, laying on a hospital bed made him feel so helpless. he wished he realised it sooner, he wished he could tell you how much he likes you.
âshe needs to restâŠat least one month at home, no wrestling, no training, just rest so she can get betterâ the doctor said to the three adults. all of them nodding their heads before medical staff left the room, leaving them alone for some privacy.
âdo you wanna stay alone with her?â rhea asked jey. he nodded, moving the chair next to your bed while the duo left. you were still unconscious. jey didnât know if you actually fainted or if the doctors gave you some painkillers to ease your pain and to calm you down, but anyway, both cases sounded bad to him as he wanted to see you awake and smiling.
he gently stroked your cheek, his calloused hand moving delicately on your face âyouâre so pretty y/nâ he smiled to himself âi wish i realised sooner what i feel for youâŠâ
you, on the other hand, woke up when the doctors explained that you had a concussion to the team. you heard rhea talking with jey, you heard him confessing. you didnât know what to feel. youâve always had a little crush for the twin but the idea of him actually being in love with you never crossed your mind.
your body was still on fire, your head hurting but you needed to let jey know that you were there, that it wasnât his fault, that you were in good hands and that you were going to be okay.
âjeyâŠâ your broken voice caught his attention.
âheyâŠâ he whispered, a soft breath escaping his lips, relaxing a little bit.
you coughed a little before opening your eyes. they were burning, meeting the strong and white light of the room. it took you a few minutes to get adjusted to the ambient light and temperature âby the way, i think youâre very handsomeâŠâ you took him off guard and you saw it by his embarrassed face.
âhow much did you hear?â
âpretty much everythingâ you tried to laugh but you coughed more and jey, trying not to panic, handed you a glass of water âthanksâŠâ
he smiled âso you werenât sleeping uh?â
âi was but you all couldnât keep your mouth shut and you woke me upâ you made him laugh. thatâs what he always liked about you. your sarcasm and funny personality, the way you always tried to find the good in bad situations. you were so similar and yet so different at the same time.
âeverything i said itâs trueâŠi like you, i should have realised it soonerâŠbut i really, really like youâŠâ he confessed once again, making you smile. you tried your best to not to laugh but he was jey uso, always trying to be funny and sarcastic, so a few laughs escaped your lips âgirl, im trying to be seriousâ
âsorry sorryâŠâ you smiled, making him chuckle âbut i think youâre pretty cool tooâŠâ
âjust cool?â he teased you.
âcool, funny, very good lookingâŠâ you were playing his game and he loved it. you were making him go crazy âand i think i like you tooâŠfuck, iâve had a crush on you since rhea introduced usâŠâ
âoh wow, youâre good at keeping secrets uh?â he winked, making you laugh again âwould you like to be my girl?â his voice got a little bit too serious now âiâm serious when i say that i like you, a lotâŠiâm probably just too stupid because i could have realised it soonerâŠbut i promise you that iâll be here for you, iâll help you heal and youâll get stronger than everâŠâ
âthis means a lot to meâŠit sucks not being able to be at bad blood thoughâŠi needed to see liv crying after she loses the titleâ you faked being disappointed, earning a laugh from the uso.
âiâll take care of you girl, my girl, forever my girl if you let meâŠâ he whispered, looking into your eyes.
âhow can i say no when you look at me like that?â you matched his serious tone, making him smile.
âthen say yesâŠbe my girlâ he moved closer to you, sitting on the bed instead of the chair next to you. his hand gently caressing your cheek, brushing delicately over your lips.
âyesâŠâ you whispered meeting his smile.
he felt relieved that you were okay. probably not okay mentally and definitely not physically but you were there with him. comfortable in his touch and that was enough for him.
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Quote from a post: "the things created within fandom arenât real - an individual fic canât cause actual, material harm to a reader, even if it contains tropes that would be harmful or distressing if they happened in that readerâs real life; an authorâs use of certain tropes or interest in certain characters is not indicative of their actual morals and values in real life; thought crimes are not real crimes - but fanfiction is produced by human beings who are themselves products of the societies and communities in which we all live, and these societies and communities all have flaws and failings.
which is to say, those of us who prefer to read male friendships as romantic do need to be aware that, no matter how enlightened on gender and its foibles we think ourselves to be, we are nonetheless influenced as modern humans by a modern tendency to discourage platonic physical and emotional closeness between men - especially straight men - on the grounds that two men having this sort of relationship is inherently queer and, in being queer, implicitly sexual [an understanding of queerness which is another powerful societal influence on our thought, even if we know we donât agree with it.]"
Okay this is from a big post from a big fandom account here please don't speculate who it is this is not about them specifically and has nothing to do with them i genuinely respect this poster and they are nothing but a supportive space and don't have any anti-nonsense. But I wanna talk about this point that they are making "the society is queering straight friendships" which is something also the anti-fujoshi crowd is saying and honestly I can't agree with that point.
I don't think its us the people who make fandom are queering the relationships between two straight men but the patriarchal system we live under and straight men themselves are doing it to themselves. They can't show love and affection to each other lest other dudes will call them gay not because there are secret fujoshis around that sexualize them. They can be vulnerable period lest everyone calls them whiney like women. I feel like (and most of the things I say here are vibes, not facts) men having close friendships with other men are green flags, and most women are excited to see men who have exact the strong relationship that are portrayed in media.
I'm confused by this talking point to be honest. I also understand that by saying everything I said above I sort of said the same thing as the original poster. In a sense that society is the problem here and we live in a society as we know, but... idk I feel like what they say is "we live in a society where everyone by default is sexualizing male friendships" which sounds like the standard anti-fujoshi talking point to me.
And regarding the point of romantic relationships being prioritized over platonicâ I feel like is a complete bullshit to be honest.
Romantic relationships are prioritized over platonic ones across the board. Straight couples leave their straight friends behind when they get further into relationship too! I don't understand this impulse to constantly talk about romantic vs platonic thing when its about queer ships, and maybe there is somewhere straight ship discourse about romantic vs plantonic but its not as big as with mlm or wlw ships.
And honestly even with this take I feel like romantic relationships are also not prioritized but rather are more encouraged. And there is difference between encouraging and actually prioritizing I think.
(I want to add here that I'm not aroace so maybe its a blindspot and from that identitys point of view the dynamics might be different)
In reality I think both are equally hard to obtain and maintain. I always felt like the fandom being so shipping focused was not about people being hellbent on romance but just the fact that good love stories are few and far between both in fiction and IRL and we can't help but try to make something at least remotely good, or interesting or satisfying.
Again, my main problems is: 1) I don't agree that romantic relationships are prioritized to that high degree over the friendships like everyone claims. 2) I don't think that every single person is actually a secret fujoshi waiting to make any straight male friendship gay. 3) Fandoms are romantic ship centric because people just want more narratively satisfying romantic stories that are underrepresented in media (or they don't get to experience it IRL) rather than they are vehemently against platonic ships.
I don't know this hopefully came out coherent.
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The person who wrote that sounds like a pretentious twatwaffle, and I am so sick of seeing otherwise reasonable people spout that crap. That's been true since the 90s and probably before.
The reality is that Western culture enshrines male friendship as the highest form of affection possible. This goes back to the Classical world. And, yes, they were probably fucking too back then, but the thing that all of the media is about is friendship.
The entire backbone of Western culture is built on the idea that men are spiritually, biologically, inherently more capable than women of this highest form of relationship. Romance is the big thing for women because we're not eligible for The Pure And Holy Friendship Between Two Men.
The epidemic of male loneliness is real, but we haven't gotten any less "Bros before hos". Fandom and m/m shipping behavior are irrelevant to this.
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Furthermore, fandom has plenty of people who don't focus on shipping.
AO3 was built by slashers, so ship type is a top-level category, and the site obviously signals that it's about shipping and particularly non heterosexual shipping since you can filter out het.
Past sites often had more metadata that wasn't around ships (e.g. FFN's genres that work like bookstore genres) and almost never let you get rid of het. You might have been able to filter in The Gay, but straight stuff was literally unmarked.
~We do need to be aware of~
Bite me.
This naggy phrase is everywhere, and nothing good comes of it.
The only thing we need to be aware of is that Blorbo is great and s/he should be mashed together with Other Blorbo. If that's in gen adventures, you do you.
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I get the frustration around shipping within this fandom. No, really I do. It does take up a lot of the bandwidth in the conversations around the show. I don't blame the fans, though. This is really Bryke's fault. They may not have started the ships wars, but they definitely threw napalm on the bonfire. Add that and the fact that when you really look at it, the friendships- the relationships that were supposed to be the backbone of the series- don't really add up to much. The biggest mistake was trying to make Aang the heart of the group and have so much of the "friendships" hinge on him. The kid has zero empathy and nil desire to actually get to know his friends.
His closest bonds are supposedly Katara and Zuko. I've talked at length about how little focus Katara gets in their relationship, platonic or romantic. His interest in her is very shallow, and mostly focused on the fact that she's pretty and sweet. Any moment of real, in depth friendship between them is Katara supporting him and caring for his feelings, but the moment she needed him to give her the same energy, he compared the death of her mother to his losing Appa for a few days, and compared her desire for targeted justice to Jet trying to do a deep cleanse of an entire community which included children (and possibly other EK citizens). Then the episode ended with his continued misunderstanding of Katara with no attempt at getting to know her better.
His other major bond is supposed to be with Zuko, but I have many of the same criticisms (minus his hyper focus on how pretty Zuko is). Honestly, I don't think Zuko and Aang actually had that strong of a friendship. We know they were "best friends" by the end because the narrative says so, but aside from that moment after Pouhai, and their field trip to see Ran and Shaw, they don't have a ton to do with each other. Even their training together is glossed over. Zuko is more narratively tied to Katara, and he has a stronger "bros" vibe with Sokka, and even Jet, for a quick moment.
If I'm keeping it a whole buck, Aang isn't really a great friend to anyone in the Gaang. The strong friendship beats have more to do with how they are friends to him than the other way around. He doesn't offer much by the way of empathy, or even a desire to know the struggles of his friends. I know that's mostly a failing on the part of the writing, but I do like exploring that as a character trait of Aang. His negative traits are a lot more interesting to explore than his positive ones.
I love the stories that explore the friendships within the Gaang. I love writing stories that do those friendships. In particular, I think the potential Katara, Toph and Suki, and Sokka and Zuko friendships had so much potential. And I'm right. They do. But let's be real here. The major points of interest within the show are the ships. And i think it was partially by design. Who else remembers how hard the show's promo material pushed the Zuko/Katara/Aang triangle?
#atla#zutara#anti aang#anti kataang#the friendships had potential#they just weren't given enough space to breathe in the show#blame it on bryke#that always works for me
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Neptune in the 5th house
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