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#I know it'll hurt#but#I gotta eats it#it's pancakes#because of the dairy#it causes so much pain#but they are so good
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It is I! the Wizard!
Oh how it hurts to be in love. . .
She sits in the restaurant at the table with her friends, her fellow gang members. She had joined Passione because of one man, a man who saved her from a horrible fate on the street. Bruno Bucciarati was a good man, one who had honor and dignity, was kind to the innocent, and fought with a fierce righteousness. And he had brought her in. . .and made her apart of this family.
Narancia and Fugo were doing Narancia's math work, Mista was reading a magazine, and Abbacchio was lost in the music from his head phones. She held her tea cup, looking into the liquid with sad eyes. She had fallen for Bruno after six months, and every day for a year and a half, her heart ached more and more. She loved him dearly. . .
Yet he didn't love her. He only saw her as family.
And she tryed to be content with it. She wanted to be content with it. . .yet it hurt, let a viper wrapped around her heart and squeezing hard. He didn't like her like that. . .
She kept quiet still. . .she dreamed of having coffee dates or going boating with the man. . .Yet she knew it was all a dream inhailed through a pipe. . .
So she decided she'd keep silent. . .and let the pain go on. . .
She heard Bruno enter the area of the restaurant they were in, yelling at the group for causing a scene, and introducing a boy named Giorno. Her heart skipped seeing Bruno. . .yet she kept quiet. ..
Shed never let him know. . .even in death. . .
OW MY HEART!!!!!!
I can't imagine how much it hurts to be close with the one you love but being unable to become a couple.
(Ah yes, angst my favorite)
Did she knew about Rolling Stone? That would be so sad yet so epic. I LOVE this kind of love stories, the ones they can't be together but they show their love with the action that shows more love than anything (dying for the other).
At the end, did she cried for Bucciaratti? Did HE cried for her?
Is he secretly in love too but he just says as "family" because he doesn't want to scare her?
Emotions ladies and gentlemen. You won't ever understand them.
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this right here is my favorite thing ever
in the history of forever
i think about this all the time
i stay awake at night, not sleeping, because im thinking about this
give me a dark magic chaos dude who runs from feelings and is generally impulsive and does things for good reasons but gets framed as a bad person and so they believe they are bad and that they're fundamentally unlovable while also continuously denying themself the chance of love and has family/childhood trauma that shows in their attachment styles and issues with themself/identity and desperately wants to prove themself worthy of something and needs to belong and just wants to do something right for once.
and give me lighter sparky streamlined fella who looks and acts very put together and has a different kind if magic but has their own trauma that is more religious/institutionalized/heirarchy-based that makes them kind of a pushover at times and needs to be constantly working to give themself purpose because they can't lose their usefulness and they never feel like they're doing enough but who feels and expresses emotions and love ritiously and honestly and unapologetically.
and make them kiss.
#this is my favorite genre#this is perfect#it causes so much pain#yet i love it more than anything#lokius#loki#good omens#aziracrow
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clowns in court
#i haven't played genshin in four months so lmk if this is accurate#bro i forgot how much pain it causes me to draw genshin outfits there’s so many stupid details#this is all from memory btw so idk if it's accurate i was just looking at past drawings to double check outfits💀#anyway it was so fun seeing chuuya COUGH i mean childe!! in fontaine!! my fav ginger <33#genshin#genshin impact#lumine genshin impact#lumine#childe genshin impact#childe#furina#focalors#fontaine#chilumi#lotus draws
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jungkook living his best life (cr. qdeoks, mevip_me_vip)
happy birthday jeon jungkook! your happiness is my happiness, and i hope you continue to achieve all your personal dreams!
#jungkook#jeon jungkook#bts#btsgif#jungkook day#my gifs#jungkook gifs#ya'll this caused me so much pain#i can only sit up for 20 min at a time#please appreciate it
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boy why you so legs
#i dont even fully understand why i even draw him so much. hes like 4th place in the strawhats for me#its just that hes so fun for posing and simple scribbles cause his designs so simple. just one big dynamic line bc of the silhouette#even if his hair is a pain in the ass. but i think im getting the hang of it#i liked when in fishman island they gave him a little fluffy cardigan sweater for a second that was cute#too bad that was when chopper euthanized him. havent seen sanji since... what a shame#wtf... art#one piece fanart#sanji#black leg sanji
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I think depictions of Anya being cruel to Curly or drawing out his suffering are artful and chilling but completely miss the point of the story and her character.
I'm not saying she doesn't deserve to have that "I told you so" moment with him but not in something callous or cold. Even if that is how it happened, she'd immediately feel guilty cause at that point she's not tormenting her tormenter or even the person truly at fault. She's doing something cathartic, similar to how Jimmy likely hits Curly to release rage he can't against the rest of the crew. She'd see herself as no different when she'd come back from the moment and see Curly cowering at her. She wants someone to take responsibility but how does being cruel to the defenseless help? Why would she want the power Jimmy has over her over Curly?
The idea of her extending someone else's pain is just so against the struggles she already faces and how she can't even bring herself to cause someone pain even to help them. Her very desire is to release herself from her own suffering and I doubt she'd even fine some sort of guilty release in being cruel to another.
#anya is not a character i see taking agency or indulging in cathartic behaviors#not knowingly like i see her as a character trapped in her head and maybe in the scenario she's cruel to Curly she is envisioning Jimmy#in his place but its not a story about justice or those deserving of punishment and those not like its the opposite of people projecting#their issues on the wrong people and saying things to the wrong people and doing things they shouldn't but anya uniquely falls out of it as#she is subjected to a lot of it but it is also not something she wants to subject another person to like you are doing what Jimmy does and#placing ur rage into another persons and viewing their actions through your eyes like she'd more likely yell at him than do harm or#cause him more pain like at least make it in character#but also she clearly doesn't want to see jimmy or curly in the same light and doesnt because she still repeatedly goes to Curly for comfort#and protection and god there's like concepts that need to be applied to characters individually and then the story as a whole#we can not view the game through only one themed lens less we forget to inspect the compounding factor of Anya is so much more than girl#that needs to be allowed to go off but a woman that simply wants right to be done by her and no more harm like she doesn't want to be aroun#the suffering like idk but some of yall would just benefit from like understanding that people are inherently grey with the capabilities of#black n white thinking or actions#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#anya mouthwashing#i like her the most but then again i am defensive of all women in media and hate when people change the way the character would take agency#for themselves like yes I want her to tweak out but she just wouldn't and I like seeing realistic depictions of a woman suffering the way#she is like shes not the type at the end of the movie to have a one liner but feel a shallow freedom cause she needs to realistically heal#idk but its just like there is an obbsession forming with making her character her pain and not how she handles and navigates the issue
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a small silly comic for the pain sharing curse au before I throw the really painful comics at y’all
(I also didn’t feel like coloring this one)
also can confirm, my baby cousin once said I was super cringe and I haven’t recovered since :(
(wind apologizes later though since his grandma raised him right)
#linkeduniverse#linked universe#lu wind#lu wars#lu warriors#lu four#lu sky#lu twilight#wars cares about wind’s opinion of him cause that’s his baby brother#like twilight can confirm that looking cool and dependable towards ur younger siblings is super important#so when they get to that age when they no longer think you’re cool man that HURTS lmao#also STRUGGLING to draw four and sky they elude me so much#it’s why I don’t draw them that much but I gotta change that#wind thinks you’re cool and that ur scarf is pretty wars I swear he’s just being moody#like who wouldn’t in this situation lol#lu pain sharing au#miry's art
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*superglues them together*
Aka, eeeeh fok it. Here's some ougoku stuff I've been sitting on. Happy THOSE GUYS day.
#gonta gokuhara#gokuhara gonta#kokichi ouma#ouma kokichi#kokichi oma#danganronpa#v3#ndrv3#ougoku#ougoku day#awwgoku#wip#I drew some of these for jellybeanbagel to bribe them into finishing their fangame lmao.#2021-2023 stuff#my art#I doubt me liking this ship is a surprise to anyone given my old uploads but tbh it's a miracle that I do. Or should I call it 'anomaly'?#this is very much a 'ship chose me' scenario - my conflicting feelings towards it oddly became part of the appeal that I learned to embrace#it's complicated and might be due to me being prolly uncommon case of Gonta-main ougoku enjoyer and maybe also a masochist sdfdf#but I will never object to Gonta being treated kindly when it comes to fluff and 'what could've been' potential#and upsetting parts are compelling and deserve to be seen and explored for what they are- it's a waste to justify/idealise or minimize them#and boy do these guys have an emotional range I physically cannot overlook despite visceral and deeply personal pain some parts of it cause#...and also because of it#and on that note - I have some not so sweet nor cozy stuff with them as well that I might compile one day... to balance this post >:)#still tho I promise to give other gonta ships some love too. after all this is only one of my top 3
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late night swimming with narilamb :3
some yapping abt them under here + template
This takes place about 5-ish years after their initial battle so he's just well enough to walk on his own. Narinder sustained pretty severe injuries that took years to even begin mending and in that time they both discovered that he really enjoys being fully in water. Warm baths are a favourite activity of his and, in summer, swimming! It used to be only at the large lake near the cult bc thats how far Lambert was willing to risk taking him.
Swimming is good for him bc it's an activity he can do a lot of (relatively) without his whole body hurting and a way to build some muscle back. He only goes at night so he doesn't get ill from the intense summer heat.
Also his hut has many shells decorating it and Mere (incoming bat cult oc that became his friend on accident) has received some as well! He's still looking for a Pretty Shell tm for lamb, but they are just happy that he has a friend.
heres the template!
#why do they have their tummy exposed you ask? vibes#narinder is gonna be losing sleep over it ill tell ya that#yeah they've taken multiple baths together. yeah hes still on the verge of exploding. it b like that#btw the thing thats 'figured out' is Narinders mobility and not their situationship lmao#pre relationship yearning beloved#lamb sees naris godhood as more of a curse bc of what it did to him and how much pain it caused him#hes still a god but neither know it so. uhhh#cotl#pebbles (me) ramblers#my art#narilamb#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#cotl narilamb#cotl fanart#narinder x lamb
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“you’re going to hurt yourself like that, my love.”
you startle at the voice over you, having been nearly asleep.
“—uh?”
you turn your head to see Nanami looming over your side of the bed. if you were fully conscious, you would see the tiny look of mischief in his eyes as they roam your body, but you’re not, so you take it as his tendency to mother hen you.
and then he’s pushing you to the middle of the bed despite your whining, climbing in beside you. you try to settle in and find you’re still being moved—he’s on his back, shuffling himself down the bed and pulling one of your legs over his chest. you feel him turn his face into your belly in a move that feels suspiciously like nuzzling.
“what’re y’doin,” you slur, a little petulant at being woken up like this, despite it being well past the time you meant to rejoin the living and despite your own desire to seek out the warmth he’s emitting next to you.
“you’re going to hurt your hip, laying like that,” he says, like it’s the most obvious thing in the world. he runs a hand up the back of your thigh and over your hip, and you sigh a little bit, comforted by the feeling of him.
“i don’t know how you sleep like that,” he continues, absentmindedly dragging his fingers over your skin, making you shiver every now and then.
“feels good,” you grumble, face shoved into the pillow. talking about your bizarre sleeping position and maybe also the way the rough pads of his fingers leave a trail of warmth in their wake. you think you hear him chuckle softly, and you feel him press a kiss to the skin of your belly, right above the hem of your sleep shorts.
it’s soft, chaste—and then it’s not, and you suck in a breath when you feel him kiss you there again, feeling the tip of his tongue drag along the skin that stretches over your hip bone.
and evidently he hears your sharp inhale, because you feel a strong arm sneak around your lower back, pulling you closer to him.
“was still sleeping, you know,” but it’s lost all of its bite and you’re a little breathless now, fixated on the way his free hand slides up the back of your thigh to brush over the sensitive spot just under the curve of your ass.
“go to sleep then,” he says into the soft of your belly, pressing another kiss, opening his mouth a little wider to catch the skin of it between his teeth. he’s turned into you now, and despite yourself, you drag your leg up from his chest so it’s over his shoulder.
he moves to rest his head against your thigh that’s trapped underneath him, and distantly you think that it is more comfortable like this— his head squeezed between your legs having alleviated some of the pressure against your hip from laying on your side. that thought quickly becomes muddled in your head when you feel him latch on to the skin of your inner thigh that rests against his face.
you whine, hips bucking weakly as you squirm under tongue and teeth—both leaning into and trying to get away from the sting of his bite.
“my sweet love,” he coos, running his tongue over the fresh bruise, placating you. you shiver, pressing your face further into the pillow to try to breathe—to ground yourself despite the heat that curls up your spine. he stops, then, and you peak down at him to find that he’s staring back up at you.
“hi,” you whisper, fighting another shudder at the way his lips pull at the corners into a smirk that looks absolutely sinful on him.
“good morning,” he drawls, deep and far too awake. he rests his chin in the space between your hips, pressing a quick kiss above your pubic bone. your hips buck toward him a tiny bit, and his smirk widens when he feels it.
you bring a hand down to run it through his hair, tangling in the blond strands and scratching at his scalp. he closes his eyes and hums, deep in his chest, nuzzling into your thigh. it makes you smile, and it makes you ache.
“want you, ken,” you murmur, squeezing him gently between your thighs and reveling in the groan he lets out.
“i know, sweetheart,” he coos, hands coming up again to grope whatever skin he can reach and pressing a tiny kiss through your shorts, “i can smell you.”
#i started writing this and then decided i wanted to stop#i am a side sleeper and it causes me much pain and strife but i feel that the solution is a large muscular man between my legs#just for pain relief purposes of course#now that i think of it. this is the second nanamin pain relief fic i’ve written#so i am projecting and you’ll all have to deal with that#we’ll call this a little milestone post#700 of you! that’s nuts!#nanami#nanami kento#jjk nanami#nanamin#nanami fluff#nanami smut#jjk fluff#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen#nanami kento fluff#nanami kento smut#nanamin it’s the little things#bwritesthings
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okay focusing on NATASHA when Peggy and Steve were reuniting was really a choice wasn't it
#a choice to cause me pain specifically#this ENTIRE EPISODE was meant to cause me pain#of all kinds#there was SO MUCH GOOD SHIT#and oh god so much not so good#I am still reeling#I needed to pause and pace around the house like 4 times#ugh my baby are you okay??#and still after all that willing to go with Peggy to look for steve??#Natasha my baby we've all been there I admire the dedication#What If...?#what if...? spoilers#what if#what if spoilers#peggynat#natasha romanoff#black widow
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Jason after a certain incident
@bonerot19 enjoy :)
Poll is in the weblogs (why did my spellcheck change it to that???) Ahem REBLOGS to decide what comfort to give him, so far the cat distribution system is winning
Edit: the cat distribution system won! stay tuned for whenever I finish that
#Now that I'm looking at it I'm seeing everything wrong with this drawing#So I need to post it right now before I try to fix it into oblivion#Anyway#I don't feel like I nailed the emotions in this one so prepare for more drawings of Jason suffering#Soapysudz art#As I chase the high of getting emotions onto the....screen? Since its digital art ig you could say that#soaps art#jason todd fanart#Batarang incident#To me patching yourself up is such a lonely and painful thing#The pain being caused by your dad choosing to throw a knife at your neck to save your murderer must be so much worse on top of that
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In my mind, after his death, Merlin tried so hard to remember all Arthur’s little details.
The way he used to wrinkle his eyes when he smiled at him. The shape of his mouth. That perfectly imperfect curve of his nose. The Crown on his blonde hair. His callous hands.
But after years he realized that he couldn’t really remember any of it. Not his face. Not his voice. Not the way he used to make fun of him.
Five hundred years later he still misses him with all his heart but the truth is he doesn’t even remember Arthur anymore, not really.
He is in love with a memory.
And still, he will wait for him forever.
#the definition of eternal love#merlin is so strong cause I wouldn’t have survived all of this#there’s too much pain in this fandom#i need more therapy#merthur#merlin#bbc merlin#merlin fandom#arthur pendragon#bradley james#colin morgan#the once and future fandom
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Get humbled Nightmare
I love to think Killer sometimes gives Nightmare the vibe of “I’m not stuck in here with you, you’re stuck in here with me” dhhdhd
Bonus sketch
#Idk just wanted Killer to bitch slap Nightmare figuratively hdhshsh#My treat for putting him in so much pain the previous posts#he gets my blessing to be the bitch this time#i find Nightmare calling Killer ‘freak’ so funny cause Nightmare ma man you’re the one who got him to work under you#anothers art#something new#dreamtale#killer#nightmare#nightmare sans#killer sans#nightmare!sans#killer!sans#something new au#dreamtale nightmare#utmv#utmv fanart#utmv nightmare#utmv killer sans
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Bonus:
Buffy and Darla + Bargaining for Angel's Soul
#btvsedit#buffy the vampire slayer#atsedit#angel the series#buffyverse#bangel#dangel#buffy summers#angel btvs#angel ats#darla#parallels#*gif#zanisummers#dailybtvs#usernaj#ok but this is insane#The thing keeping both of them from him is his soul or lack of soul#and they both try to get their Angel back#by bargaining for the soul to be removed/put back#but Buffy's perfect happiness took him away from her and it caused them both so much pain#and on the other hand#Darla's perfect despair took him away from her when she failed to give him perfect happiness#it's all so cruel#also#“you saved me” vs “you made me the man I am today”#fucking double gut punch
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