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foulbearobservation · 2 years ago

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the homoerotic tension that happens when slasher camlil stitch up each other's wounds is insane -🌑

I wrote like 2k last night and literally all it was was just Lilith carefully washing Camila's hands after Lilith killed a man in front of her and Cami got caught in the blood spray. Their tension is crazy I genuinely don't know if it's better before or after they finally kiss.

Anyway!! Lilith is always getting herself stabbed, Cami learns to become a not half bad field medic after Jillian teaches her how to do stitches correctly. She has steady hands, even when Lilith is bleeding out below her and cracking bad jokes.

"Stop making me laugh, I'm gonna fuck up your stitches." Cami is still smiling despite herself because Lilith is soft around the edges and that doesn't happen very often.

Lilith, way too high after Camila forced her to take pain meds: "your face doesn't look right when ur not smiling at me"

"gee you really know how to sweet talk a girl."

#slasher au #lilith usually hates pain meds and hates the way they cloud her judgement so she never takes them #she cannot be numb anymore #it brings back bad memories #but camila is taking care of her and camila looked so panicked that she agreed and dry swallowed the pills

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varilien · 11 months ago

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wednesday was the 1000th day since the fateful afternoon my roommate asked to see the space cowboy show i apparently used to talk about a lot and i wanted to do a big illustrated piece to celebrate but my job keeps me from drawing anything at all !!!!!!!

anyways i've been missing vash so so so so so bad u guys can anybody hear me it's so dark in here.

lines also cuz i really like how his hair turned out :3 reminds me of the couple shoujo manga i read as a kid teehee

#trigun #trigun anime #trigun fanart #vash #vash the stampede #this is just extra details over an old doodle i posted before i haven't had time for anything else #i'm losing my mind <3 it is all so bad you guys <3 #okay but really i could NOT remember ever talking about trigun at all but i can even look back through old dms #and see how many times 2018 forward id just randomly bring it up to ppl fhdjdjjd #even with insane memory loss problems apparently trigun keeps its hold on me For Ever lol

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violetthunderstorm · 1 month ago

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Happy New Year's with vic- wait they don't seem very happy...

Wonder what that could be about?

#fireworks bring back bad memories for victim because of that one death #ava victim #victim ava #animator vs animation #ava #alan becker #violet's art

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elekilokal · 1 year ago

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My Fragaria redesigns

#fragaria memories #sanrio #cinnamoroll #hello kitty #bad badtz maru #my art #I WILL SAVE YOU FROM YOUR OVERDETAILED GACHA DESIGNS. WE WILL BRING BACK THE BEAUTIFUL SIMPLICITY THAT MADE SANRIO SOAR

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somegrumpynerd · 2 months ago

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Do you think the concept of gyftmas trees is weird for Dream and Nightmare?

Like their respective teams are describing it to them like "oh every year we get a nice big tree and bring it inside and decorate it to look pretty and put presents under it" and they're nodding along like yes I understand but internally they're like "you... you killed a tree and now you're dressing it up in your living room..."

#UTDR #UTMV #Dream Sans #Nightmare Sans #Like it must be especially unfortunate if they're invited to go pick the tree #Seeing it be cut down and the stump left behind probably brings back terrible memories #Although maybe just having a tree inside wouldn't be too bad #Do you think they would sit underneath it sometimes like old times?#Or try to if it's too short for them now #On a lighter note do you think their teams recognise that gyftmas wasn't a thing when they were kids and they never had any experience of i #So they set out to fix it?#Like Blue teaching Dream how to decorate cookies and make a gingerbread house #And Horror picking Nightmare up to make him put the star on the tree

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mari-thesapphic-lady · 4 months ago

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Not me seeing agathario fandom start making fanfics in ao3 where Rio gets trapped in the Hex with Agatha and thinking innocently: "Wow, it would be very, very extremely psychologically painful and so fucking full of cuteness if Wanda's spellwork gave them, idk, like, maybe, DAUGHTERS, wouldn't be?!"

#i mean if wanda can have twins with vision why can't they?#would it bring back bad memories from the past? for sure #but I'm craving the “screwed-up lesbian moms breaking generational cycles by raising their daughters' trope”#just imagine little witches who are Agatha's spitting image and have Rio's personality #let's think about the angst later #it was a sitcom and I think it needed other kids to play with billy and tommy #agathario #rio x agatha #agatha x rio #agatha all along #agatha harkness #rio vidal #rio agatha all along #wanda maximoff #billy maximoff #tommy maximoff #wandavision #agathario fanfic #I already have an idea of names for them #agathario fic #ao3 #ao3 fanfic #fanfic #fanfiction #fanfic ideas #agathario kids #the cherry on top of all are the nicholas's flashbacks that agatha will have #nicholas scratch #marvel fanfiction

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cornertheculprit · 22 days ago

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Athena: Hee hee hee. You were so cute! ...And who's THAT fine-looking young man?

Apollo: That's Nahyuta, back when he used to smile.

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Apollo: These pictures sure bring back memories. Nahyuta is cheerfully smiling in this one. That quiet smile he gives in court now seems almost fake by comparison.

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Apollo: [...] (Before he goes, I'm going to turn back time by righting the wrongs that have been done. I'm going to restore Dhurke's freedom... ...and return a real smile to Nahyuta's face! I'm going to win this case. I just have to!)

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Apollo: ......... (Dhurke, I hope you're watching. I proved your innocence... ...Nahyuta's smiling again... ...and that revolution you've always dreamed of... is finally happening.)

apollo's repeated reflections on nahyuta's smile throughout turnabout revolution and his desire to bring a real one back to his face instead of the fake one he's used up until then......augh. it's so fun to me

#fifteen years since you've seen your brother and he's acting like such a dick that you're ready to move the hell on without him #and your dad tells you that he's suffering and honestly that doesn't really explain anything at all. but #you remember the quiet gentle brother you were raised with. who's been in your memories since #before the time you could even remember anything at all. and if there's a chance that your dad is right. if there's a chance #that the brother you knew is still in there. that you might be able to bring back the smile you haven't seen in fifteen years.#then maybe all of this will be worth it.#off-topic but do you ever think about the 6-5 bad ending. where they don't prove #ga'ran guilty and apollo joins the defiant dragons with nahyuta. that was insane of them tbh #staying to help fix a legal system when the worst of everything is over is one thing. but staying when it's still at its absolute worst...#when the rebellion has been forced underground and you're eating lizards when you have an apartment and a job waiting for you #on the other side of the world. when you don't Have to be here but you are anyway....#(or. well. i guess ga'ran knows his face at that point but even still. apollo Could start over in the states if he wanted to)#i think about it sometimes. you could run but your brother is here. even after all this time #there's just something so fun to me about apollo and nahyuta only being a year apart because god they really don't remember #life without each other's existence in them do they #when they were with each other and when they were without each other later #but they always Knew the other was out there somewhere. even when they tried to forget

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sciderman · 3 months ago

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/57650167/chapters/146702656

Somebody rewrote the Deadpool and Wolverine movie but as a spideypool fic and I will say I had a much better time with this

i'll share for all who's interested in reading!

#for me. however. the the first sentence referencing nysync's bye bye bye brings up enough bad memories for me to back away immediately #i can't do it. i'm not strong enough. i'm not. strong enough.#sci speaks

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d4rk-x-w0lf-17 · 7 months ago

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forced to reminisce about hetaoni and how obsessed i was back in like 2012-2013

the concept is so novel cuz it takes what is essentially a fairly normal horror game with bland, one note characters but takes an insanely popular (at the time) series and slaps them in with a fresh coat of paint, even adding new elements and features

the idea of time travel, time loops and having immortality being ripped from you is such an interesting idea cuz it adds so many possibilities, problems, personal challenges and forces characters together that have rarely interacted both in history and just in the show. then you also have characters that are on the sidelines that have to find ways to help the 10 main characters that are stuck with minimal knowledge of what is ACTUALLY going on

(from what i remember, only italy and england were the ones aware of the time loops)

imagine being forced to witness your friends and loved ones dying over and over and OVER and you are absolutely powerless to do anything except reset everything and just hope for a better outcome; even at one point watching the point in time where you find out that you were the one who doomed everyone from the start but you can't intervene

#i still remember when italy died and met HRE and everyone was going INSANE #i remember those old ass slideshow AMVs i used to watch #brings back memories (both good and bad)#hetalia #hetaoni

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rwby-confess · 3 months ago

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Confession #385

#rwby #doomalade #penny polendina #spoilers #volume 8 #writing #I mean we have gone through this before here but I do have to wonder what they were thinking #bringing her back without any real setbacks (other than Pietro not being able to possibly build her again)#like idk... if u have to bring her back make her memory being erased or missing or something #~oo watts stole the memory disc we have to get it back~#oh no the gang didnt realised watts had installed malware there no Penny is getting hacked!!!!! ;_;#but yeah #why make her human? wasnt she human enough the way she was..?#Ironwood losing his humanity after having more robotic parts in him and this kinda makes a eeugghh bad look #xyz coding #trans allegory #winter maiden #also yeah there could be some dramatic irony in healer having to kill a friend/ally but cmon guys please anyone else pl-

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kinz2007 · 3 months ago

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To be loved is to be changed... comparison between Martin, a Webkinz barred owl who was one of my childhood favorite toys, and a like-new duplicate my mom gave me for Christmas one year.

I'm on the spectrum and owls were my special interest in grade school. I can still remember seeing this guy when he first came out, and begging my mom to let me buy it with my own money, which she suspiciously denied... turns out she knew my aunt had already gotten it and stashed it away for me for Christmas, and opening it up on Christmas Eve is still one of my happiest memories. He was a comfort object for me well into middle school and went with me everywhere I could possibly take him. It was at a time when a lot of other classmates were growing out of those kinds of things... but I've never not been a plushie lover. That'll be forever for me.

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ii-meeple-confessions · 1 month ago

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Something that's haunting my brain is the thought that--assuming MePhone and 3GS's emotional processors work close enough to human brains for this to work the same way--it will probably take them YEARS to even BEGIN to fully process their trauma.

I'm not sure if this is true of everyone, but I know that generally, your brain doesn't start fully processing things like trauma or grief until it feels safe to do so. (It's why you might be fine at a funeral, but then when you step into your bedroom you suddenly burst into tears. Or in terms of trauma, it's why abuse survivors have a risk of going BACK to their abusers because once they get away from them and get someplace safe, they suddenly start feeling WORSE, because their brain is finally unpacking everything.)

MePhone and 3GS? Yeah they got away from Cobs. But now they're left in a weird, uncertain position. MePhone wants to give the contestants space so he probably won't hang around the island. But where do they go from there? Meeple HQ? Maybe at first, but they're sure not going to feel SAFE there.

They'll probably wind up traveling someplace else they've never been before. Maybe they'll travel to several places before they find a more permanent home, or maybe they'll just become comfortable with a life of travel. Either way, it's probably going to be a while before they have a home, or at least a place they truly feel safe.

And THEN it hits them. Their processors have decided it's safe to do so, and begin to unpack their trauma, and it SUCKS. Just when they felt they were doing better, they suddenly feel worse than they have in YEARS. Worse than when Cobs shut 3GS in the closet. Worse than when MePhone lost everything and Cobs went all-out physically attacking him. (MePhone especially is going to have it rough because he had NO TIME to fully take in how bad everything was as it was happening. 3GS ironically might fare slightly better because he at least had time to think through things in that closet, awful as that was.) Hopefully at this point they'll have built up a support network of some sort so they can have SOMEONE to help them, but man, they're in for a rough time.

But that's how it goes. Things get worse before they get better, and hopefully things really will start getting better for these two.

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