#issa txt post

[rkidliam1996]

i kinda have a theory on how sibling incest can occur...based on...the Menendez brothers, my own life, and two sets of fictional brothers (Sam & Dean, & the gecko brothers). it goes like :

parental abuse (usually sexual) + being alone together as in being or feeling isolated from others can possibly = sibling incest or at the least enmeshment.

the older sibling is often recreating the behavior that was done to them (Menendez bros) & the isolation from others makes the siblings sorta live by their own rules if you will.

even if physical incest doesn't occur emotional incest and enmeshment still can.

all this to say..I think this is what possibly is going on between the gallagher brothers ((POSSIBLY)).

sorry if I worded this horribly I hope I'm getting my meaning across tho. 😬

[starkii]

I hope the AI makes macdennis canon

[jakowskis]

counted up alllll my tw fic and it's... 170k words 🙃 in 14 months 🙃 and im still not sick of these assholes. dude im gonna be here for a whileee. head in hands

[softavasilva]

i may have gone more insane beyond repair or healing but the fact that i went to japan and philippines this year really just makes me so fucking happy nothing can compare

[princemick]

niamh and fran, dont open this, spoilers.

I've been making bracelets all fucking day n my back hurts like a BITCH bc ive had to like rebead these fuckers like 4 times n I'm suffering my fingers r itchy n im almost done

[starkii]

Me af, lemme just tell y'all, hate and love are right next to each other meaning that hate is not the opposite of love, the opposite of love is apathy as in indifference. I know because I've confirmed it myself, I've cut off all my family members except for one, my sibling, and our relationship oscillates between "can't stand each other" and "can't live without each other", but even when we hate each other I know I still have them, because to hate someone in this specific way you have to care about them/what they're up to. But the way I feel about the rest of my family? Nothing. Nothing at all. Not love, not hate, not happiness, sadness, not even anger. ANYWAYS I think this is the reason why when they acknowledge each other, even if it's to talk shit, it makes us feel as if they'll get back together, because they actually are closer, just by communicating indirectly via the throwing of shade.

Noel: “Liam can go fuck himself.”

Liam: “Noel can go fuck off, that wanker!”

Us: *long awkward pause* “OH MY GOD, IT’S HAPPENING, THEY’RE GOING TO GET BACK TOGETHER!!!”

[dramaticallydepressed]

not to be like that but if frank were to slit my throat, with my one last gasping breath, i’d apologize for bleeding on his shirt :/

[cuziloveyou7]

Interview tag

Tagged by: @randombtsprincessa

Rules:answer questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better

Name/nickname: Esmee, Es or peaches is something I always say on blogs

Gender: female, she/her

Star sign: Capricorn

Height: so I had to look for this but 5'4? Which is 164 cm. Idk we only use cm

Time currently: 11.20 am

When is your birthday: January 7 (hehehehe issa tomorrow 😋)

Favourite bands: 5sos, maroon 5, ajr, (idk anymore guys lmao) so onto kpop: bts, txt, skz, svt, astro, enhypen (the babies uwu), exo

Favourite solo artist: I- ehm yeah, do you guys want a never ending list? Cause damn I'd be writing down names until tomorrow 🤣

Song stuck in your head: Criminal by Britney Spears. I love singing this in front of my mom 'cause she be shook lmao

Last movie you watched: I believe it was "My Hero Academia: Heroes rising"

Last show you binged: Haikyuu, I'm still working on it tho but otherwise bnha

When you created your blog: wait hold up bc idk, I gotta look for it. Okay nevermind I cant find it 🤣😭 I know it was somewhere but this just shows my lack of understanding. I think it was around 2016...

Last thing you googled: Angelina Jolie

Other blogs: none I'm already barley active on this one 🤣

Do you get asks: not really, sometimes from my girl @randombtsprincessa (I love u🤫💜) would be great to get more maybe I'll be active then

Why I choose my url: I've been using this when I first started my online journey, which was on qoutev and I kinda wanted to stick with it (also I suck at deciding on names)

How many people are you following: 235, that's and okay amount right?

How many followers do you have: let's just say it's somewhere in the 100, I wanna thank all of my followers tho bc I suck 🤣 yall should call me out more!

Average hours of sleep: thanks to my gap year I finally get a good night sleep, around 7 to 8 hours. But before that... it was usually 5 to 4 hours 💀💀

Lucky numbers: 7 or 1

Instruments: in high school I learned to play piano/keyboard but I forgot so my voice? Lmao it's not good tho 😳

What I'm currently wearing: my pj's, which consists of a pink shirt 🙄✌🏽

Dream job: it used to be architect but I'm thinking now English teacher and freelance interior designer (I mean I gotta do something with this degree I got right?)

Dream trip: I wanna go to so many places I don't even know anymore

Favourite food: FILIPINO FOOD yoooo it's my life, I also like other asian cuisine, italian food is also amazing... I just love food okay

Nationality: Dutch (I'm trying to also get the Filipino one)

Favourite song: atm it's Bad Boy by CHUNG HA and Christopher

Top 3 fictional universes you'd like to live in: bnha, harry potter universe and.... so many more I cannot choose I hate these question don't make me choose 🥲

Tagging a lot of my new followers because I want to get to know u guys❤ and a few of my mutuals 😚 : @sukesharay, @gyuscr, @thatonedumbdonut, @bloghillarydaniela-blog, @dahiarmyloveyourself, @pushpadewan9, @bts-aesthetics-posts, @cris1984love, @also-web, @666seokie, @ssugadaddyy, @lucid-mins, @http-je0n, @tkklip

I wanted to tag a lot more of u guys but for some reason I can't find your blog with the @ so if u see this and want to do this please do!

[rkidliam1996]

guys fucking pray for me im gonna try to get tickets for Chicago!😬

fucking 10hr drive ✌🏼️🥴

[starkii]

idk wtf i'm doing w/ my life 😶

i just need to sleep for one hundred years

i'm gonna head to bed b4 I get more depressed

[richardpapensdiary]

Rules: answer 16 questions and tag 16 people you want to know better.

so to my followers that don't exist, here's me answering 16 questions because @silverlightqueen tagged me lol.

1. height: 162 cm / 5 ft 3 in or so.

2. last thing i googled: "162 cm in feet" lmao.

3. favorite musician(s): bts, nct (all the units inc. wayv), stray kids, day6, ateez, jay park, ella mai, clipping., chase atlantic & conan gray. i also like some specific songs from different bands etc, but i'm not gonna mention them because otherwise this is gonna take like fifty years lol.

4. song stuck in my head: shoot me by day6,, issa bop.

5. followers: like twelve?? idk i just reblog things so ppl don't really care.

6. following: 20-40, mostly just writing blogs lol.

7. do you get asks: not really.

8. amount of sleep: i just woke up and managed to sleep for 11 hours, fucking finally lol. otherwise like 5 to 9 hours depending on the day.

9. lucky number(s): 23, because in middle school i was the 23rd student by surnames.

10. what are you wearing: black & white striped t-shirt, gray shorts and wannabe calvin klein underwear lol.

11. dream job: a writer/author, a journalist or a history teacher; they're the only realistic ones at this point, because i'd love to be an actress but i'm 1. from a small country and 2. not that good at acting.

12. instruments: i guess i know how to play a recorder, but that's it.

13. languages: finnish, swedish & english.

14. favorite songs:

- shooter by clipping.

- taste by tyga & offset

- fake love by bts

- gogobebe by mamamoo

- home by bts

- tony montana by agust d

- trip by ella mai

- shot clock by ella mai

- lonely by leegikwang & jiselle

- want by taemin

- cat & dog by txt

- airplane pt. 2 by bts

- chun-li by nicki minaj

- barbie tingz by nicki minaj

- chronosaurus by stray kids

- my pace by stray kids

- hellevator by stray kids

- 3rd eye by stray kids

- bon bon chocolat by everglow

- superhuman by nct 127

- pirate king by ateez

- love scenario by ikon

- baby don't stop by nct u

- regular by nct 127

- dnyl by nct dream

- gashina by sunmi

- bang bang bang by bigbang

- all i wanna do by jay park

- yacht by jay park & sik-k

- twisted dreams by jay park

- take off by wayv

- road not taken by stray kids

- side effects by stray kids

- roll deep by hyuna

- pied piper by bts

- trivia: seesaw by bts

- shoot me by day6

- days gone by by day6

- i need somebody by day6

- dally by hyolyn & gray

- wow by post malone

- checkmate by conan gray

- snapping by chungha

- piri by dreamcatcher

- hobgoblin by clc

- hala hala by ateez

- aurora by ateez

- butterfly by loona

- shoot out by monsta x

that's basically my entire playlist lmao, and it's almost entirely kpop oof.

15. random facts: 1. i'm actually pretty good at math but i fucking hate it as a subject, 2. i have two dogs & 3. i used to dance ballet.

16. aesthetic: old bookstores, bitter coffee, fairy lights, 80's clothing, musical playbills, arcades, mixtapes, vinyls, velvet heels and dresses, trift shops, marble statues, victorian paintings, hangouts at rooftops, decorative graffits, greek mythology, tinted glasses & dark novels.

i'm not gonna tag anyone because i'm scared,, oof. but like the two ppl that end up seeing this, pls interact with me i want friends 🥺🥺.

[rkidliam1996]

idk if I relate more to noel or liam but either way not good. I actually think noel loves/needs Liam more than the other way round or maybe it just useto be that way and now it isn't and..now noel has all the power he initially wanted in the relationship. and i feel like I usedto be in control..and now suddenly I've become Liam begging "love me, love me, love me." and I actually hate that. like kill me. and I'm the exact opposite with literally everyone else. but when it comes to my sister..suddenly im early 90s noel/modern liam. and it's also like..I wanna run away sometimes..just leave forever and never look back.

[rkidliam1996]

i could never go 15 years without talking to my sister, maybe 3 years, maybe even 5 at the most. on the 6th year id realize she never plans on talking to me again and id kill myself. partially just to spite her.. oh u won't talk to me?? see u in hell!😤

[rkidliam1996]

OASIS ARE BACK TOGETHER WTFFF !!??

LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

JUMPING OFF THE NEAREST CLIFF !!<33

[rkidliam1996]

why did berry imply she wants to be my little housewife today,?? like she was joking..i think...but still. we were talking about her potential future partner and she said something like "ideally..and I know this is gonna sound crazy but I'd just be like your sister/wife" who says that?? i– lesbian sister oasis...we just need to start a band.....oaSIS🤔

[starkii]

being genderfluid kinda sucks cause I feel like only bisexual ppl are fully comfortable dating me, gay ppl are afraid that they're straight if they date me and straight ppl are afraid it'll make them "gay" like 😐