#isn’t that beautiful to think about
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Dude heard that lobsters are “biologically immortal” because they have a little bit of telomerase going for them and thought that meant death is unnatural lol. You realize many animals have shorter lifespans than humans? In fact, for many species the norm is to live only as long as it takes to reproduce.
And really the argument about whether telomerase would ever be an effective “anti-death” solution is completely irrelevant to the original post (and even if we could be immortal… imagine how quickly we would completely overrun the planet… I mean we already are). The anti-aging argument isn’t really about whether ppl are dying or not… we are literally all dying… every last one of us. Anti-aging products are about beauty standards (which is why they are primarily marketed towards women). These products aren’t actually about stopping aging (you’ll notice none of them contain telomerase). Their only purpose is to cover up, reverse, or minimize the physical signs of aging. And by all means, if those features make you sad or uncomfortable, then use whatever products work for you. But people (and women specifically) should not be expected to use these products to cater to beauty standards. Using these products will not improve your lifespan or overall health (other than sunscreen but I don’t consider that an “anti-aging” product).
scrunching my face real hard rn
#anyway… I guess my degree in biochemistry comes in handy sometimes#i do thing telomerase could be useful in the near future for actual anti-aging#ie making humans live a bit longer#but there is a major drawback in that method because telomerase is also often what makes some cancer cell lines immortal#so figuring out how to keep that system in check could be tricky#the animals where telomerase is normally active are far less complex than humans#so I wouldn’t take them as definitive proof that biological immortality can be achieved#and like I said… would immortality be a good thing?#because we are not immortal now and… we are already overpopulating the planet#a functional world of immortals would actually necessitate genocide#because earth literally could not fit us#but anyway… on the grand scale of time entropy comes for us all#even the stars and planets will disintegrate on the winds of time#and the universe will be littered with their lifeless husks in the form of black holes#and if hawking radiation is to be believed even the black holes will evaporate into nothingness#and the universe will reach an endpoint of absolute silence#isn’t that beautiful to think about#one day even the particles that make up your body will disappear#ok I’m done waxing poetic about the universe#carry on with your regularly scheduled content
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whatever happens, please don’t break
#god not a fucking DAY goes by where i don’t think of that one interview and this quote#does anybody have it word for word? please? i’ll pay you#literally every single time i think about how kunikida as w character was MADE for dazai. specifically to share his suffering#i actually sob into my hands because that means they were both destined for tragedy together and the long dark road they will walk#will at least not be lonely. because they have each other. they are each other’s light in the darkness.#DO YOU UNDERSTAND#bro the fact that kunikida is painfully aware of the imperfection of the world and how he still continues to fight for his ideals#paralleling dazai who finds humanity beautiful but cannot become attached bc he feels alienated from emotion#THE WAY THEY COULD HELP EACH OTHER????? SICK SICK SICK I AM SICK#i love kunikidazai sm i wish more ppl could see the potential#but some of you aren’t ready for the sheer perfection of their dynamic#also i’ve noticed that i am only capable of drawing dazai properly when it’s with kunikida what’s up with that 💀#and sorreyy i know their height difference isn’t THAT big but i didn’t realize until i was halfway into the coloring 😔💔#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#kunikida doppo#doppo kunikida#kunikidazai#knkdz#kunizai#lotus draws
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Zuko, hungover: please tell me I’m imagining that I claimed I was the king of all the turtleducks
Sokka: I would, but then I’d be lying to the King of All Turtleducks
#turtleducklord strikes again!#you can’t tell me that Zuko isn’t the kind of drunk to just SOB over how cute things are#like turtleducks#or Druk#or Sokka - it’s how they get together#Zuko and Sokka are catching up and they get drunk and Zuko thinks he’s finally got enough courage to tell Sokka he likes him#so he starts waxing poetic about Sokka to his face#but actually#Zuko is very drunk#and he’s really just incoherently crying about how beautiful Sokka is and squishing his cheeks#still works tho#zukka#sokka#zuko#atla#avatar the last airbender#trashbending
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Neil is there to protect the one who protects them all.
Andrew always knew how to protect. He sure has his own ways that many fail to understand but the bottom line stays the same.
With Neil coming into his life he gets to be something else than just the protector - which I want to talk about here.
The exy obsessed junkie who claims to only care about his own survival is the first one who sees beyond Andrews play - who sees that Andrew doesn’t take care of himself at all. Too busy keeping an eye on everyone to care about what happens to his own self. And Neil hates it furiously.
So Neil puts Andrew first.
Starting with his health. Exy is important to Neil but he knows Andrew needs to get off the drugs first. The foxes found it easier to deal with Andrew while he’s on drugs, so they didn’t put much effort into changing that - Neil though. Neil saw what the drugs did to Andrew. So they had to get rid off it as fast as possible.
So he makes a deal. He gives up a piece of a truth, gives a promise and makes him go take care of himself.
He punches Riko because he couldn’t stop himself.
He agrees to go to Evermore - he agrees to torture just to keep Andrew save.
Afterwards he refuses to back down his care after being explicitly told to. “If it means loosing you then no”.
After being brutally tortured, one of the first things he does is inspecting Andrews bruises. Inspecting Andrews bruises the same way Andrew inspects his. “All that time fighting and you never learned how to duck?”
He told the cops off when they indicated getting Andrew off him “you’ll what, asshole?”
He was there in a heartbeat the second Andrew got pushed in the final game. And only backed off after checking Andrew was really alright.
For the first time Andrew has someone who has his back the same way he had the backs of everyone else for years. Andrew is fiercely protective and for the first time he is fiercely protected too.
“You are a pipe dream.”
#andreil#aftg#neil josten#andrew minyard#I talked out of memory so I probably missed some instances#sorry#just wanted to talk about neil being protective towards andrew bc it’s one of my favorite things in the books#and disclaimer#I know others cared about Andrew too#it’s just that they heavily relied on what’s on the surface#when it was on the nose that Andrew could be suffering they were there#like thanksgiving#but as soon as it wasn’t explicitly stated they didn't bother as much#bc they had a hard time understanding Andrew#Neil helps with that later though#oh and it’s okay to not be everyone priority#that’s what Neil is there for#Andrew isn’t the priority but for Neil he is#and I think that’s beautiful#the foxhole court#nora sakavic
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the Liu siblings have no sense of social propriety because of pretty privilege
#liu mingyan#liu qingge#svsss#lqg#scum villian self saving system#think about it though. lqg doesn’t feel the need to act in a socially acceptable way because he has the raw power to dismiss that#lmy (though canonically she’s popular with her peers and isn’t a loner like her simp brother) doesn’t have to be prim and proper#bc she has a lot of soft power in her beauty and she could gut you#like a fish#yknow#so I’m assuming they weren’t raised to really give a shit about all that social propriety#lmy can be polite and stoic from her xianshu peak training. one on one with her brother she is unhinged
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drew some kaiju no 8 manga panels as anime becauseeee I wish this is what we got :<<<
#listen don’t talk to me about it being disrespectful to the animators#this isn’t hate to the animators!!#i understand designs have to simplified some for anime bc they gotta move#but that doesn’t mean I can’t still be disappointed about how it’s going and how they were simplified#and u think it’s also equally valid to say you wish the beautiful artstyle of the manga was more closely followed#so yea#they honestly honestly did aoi so dirty I can’t#kaiju no. 8#kaijuu 8 gou#reno ichikawa#aoi kaguragi#haruichi izumo
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On Isolde and Many Doors (and One Key)
Thinking about Isolde and how she feels like she is constantly trapped in a small cramped room full of 1 million doors. Each door represents a presence that haunts her, an identity that lives inside her that calls to her from beyond the grave, a new mask to dawn.
If every person in the world were to have a room, most would have just one door, their own. But not Isolde.
Isolde feels like an empty vessel who is only there to serve as a point of entry for other people and their spirits. She has been forced to become so repressed by her environment, upbringing, and her nature as a medium that she finds it easy to forget herself. Her “self” is not someone she has ever been allowed to know.
The room grows increasingly smaller, claustrophobic and strangling her with pressure as the amount of doorways in it only increase, every new person she meets a new doorway she is plagued with, a new voyeur who has granted themselves full access to her life and her body. Something she is now willing to let them do. It is easier that way. Easier to let someone else command her vessel, something that never solely belonged to her to begin with. An escape from all the pressure, the expectations, the perfection demanded from her. It is something she should do. The duty of someone like her. Something to hide her wretched face from view, to give the people what they want, to uphold her family’s legacy. A performance that was never allowed to end. Each new door lead right back to that.
The only exception is Kakania. The only person Isolde believes has ever really seen her as more than a host for other identities or something to mold into shape, prop up as a set piece. A perfect lady. The star of Vienna. A tragic heroine. A dangerous hysteric witch. A curse manifested. The only one who was ever interested in finding Isolde’s door and that door alone. When she is with Kakania, a new door does not appear in that ever shrinking empty room, although at first she expects it to. For the first time she meets someone and is not greeted with a new ghost to haunt her. Not a door. But a key. A key that Isolde knows can unlock her own door, even when she herself cannot find it.
#reverse1999#reverse 1999#r1999#kakania#reverse 1999 kakania#isolde#reverse 1999 isolde#e lucevan le stelle#isolde x kakania#Can u tell I’m insane about them#also can you believe this interpretation isn’t even me being shipper-brained it’s like. a pretty direct interpretation of the canon text#It’s based basically 1:1 off of Isolde’s side story#like their dynamic already was destroying me but the side story made them maybe my favorite pair in the entire game#the shit they have going on is too tragic and beautiful and all consuming for me to not be obsessed w them#also if u had issues sympathizing or understanding Isolde during chapter 6 I highly recommend reading the side story#I felt like I didn’t rlly grasp her character fully in the main plot but this side story??#but after reading her side story … 💔💔 she feels so real to me#anyway. Enough yapping out of me.#I don’t think literally anyone is going to read this huge block of text I’m forcing upon u all but like.#Whatever I wrote it mostly for me anyway.#bc if I didn’t it would’ve continued to fester in my brain
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A (slightly angsty) domestic zukka hc I’ve been thinking abt a lot: I think Zuko would have a sort of knee-jerk flinching reaction when anybody touches his scar (with katara he looks like he’s bracing himself and with mai his whole upper body is sort of being held in place by her) (which i definitely think mai did on purpose to make him feel more comfortable but anyways) I think Sokka would after the first time figure out Zuko flinches hard even when he sees it coming and he’s The Plan Guy so I think he would secretly experiment and find out Zuko doesn’t flinch when sokka drags his hand from a different part of him (like his hair) onto his face. So he just starts doing that and it takes Zuko a stupid long amount of time to realize “hey Sokka touches my face a lot and it doesn’t suck. I wonder why🤨” until one day he figures it out like Sokka you sneaky shit you were nice to me and I didn’t notice
Bc the whole “zuko lets Sokka touch his scar bc he trusts him and he’s super normal abt it” is nice but it doesn’t feel realistic? You can trust someone a whole lot and still have instinctive trauma reactions. I think it’s much sweeter if Sokka notices and figures out a way to make it better without being asked.
Oh….. I’m….. this is a nice one 👍🏼
#ARREGEHSJKASJDASHJDKHGSADJHGSJHGSDMGHASDMHGSAGHMDSAHMGDMHGSAMHGDSGHMADGHMDMHGASMHDAGHMSDJHGDSSJGHSEJHDDSEDSE#?????????#hey anon????#you didn’t think u could get away with this right????#like this isn’t absolutely devastating in the best way possible???? RIGHT#??????#I’m ROLLING AROUND CRYINF SCREAMING WAILING THROWING UP BANGING MY FISTS ON THE WALL???#THIS IS ACTUALLY THE MOST TENDER SWEET ANGSTY THING IVE EVER READDDDD HOW COULD#HOW COULD YOU#HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO MEEEEEEE#ANON IM PUNCHING YOU IN THE FACE AND KISSING U ON THE KNUCKLES#DASHIUDUKHSADKUHDAKHSUKHUAD#NEVER RECOVERINF BRB 👍🏼#(thank you for your contribution this is beautiful and I’m going to think about this for the rest of my life)#atla#zukka#zuko x sokka#asks#my asks
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what were your inspirations for Asmodeus's design?
Corpses tbh
#not real corpses but the concept of it#I think Asmodeus would be elegant but kinda ghoulish. lust isn’t beautiful or pure (to Asmodeus)#it’s about control violence and power. through whatever means
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someone over the age of 30 tell me it’s gonna be ok
#im turning thirty at the beginning of next year and trying not to have a meltdown about it 😭#I’ve actually been having one continuous meltdown about it since I turned 25#WHY IS IT SO SCARY!! WHY AM I LIKE THIS!#being 30 is literally such a normal thing to be 😭#and I keep thinking I’ve gotten over it (I have done a lot of mental preparation this year) but then I still get overcome by Panic!!!#and my birthday isn’t even for months#help👯♀️ sos😍#who in my fandoms is over 30 🥺🥺 guys hold my hand I’m being a baby about being old#as usual#i was supposed to have my life figured out by now but I have even less figured out than I did when I was like 22 I think .#how did I go BACKWARDS#I want to be a good example for the 20-somethings and tell them it’s all fine but I’m always freaking out so .#gonna need the 30-somethings to step in and be a good example for ME#I am soon to be one of you so if you would be so kind as to extend a gracious welcome and ignore my sobbing. thank u#wise beautiful powerful 30-somethings. thank you#mine
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had a dream about turning into a giant robot
I kept changing, but my environment stayed the same.
It was initially strangely euphoric, but quickly became claustrophobic. It’s a recurring dream
#size difference#giant tiny#gt#g/t#giant robot#size shifting#I think it was some kind of dysphoric experience. but there was also euphoria#giant growth#is it vulnerable? idk. becoming giant isn’t that strange in the realm of dreams#but it was strangely beautiful#until it felt grotesque and out of control#my handwriting is illegible here don’t worry about it
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Something something about the cursed mummy working at a rodeo and the connection to lassos and wrangling bulls and foreshadowing. Something something about buck wearing a moustache when he dresses up as billy boils which connects things to Eddie.
How rodeos are connected to Texas in the general psyche. The idea that Eddie needs to go and wrangle with his bull in the next episode - Helena.
That she has been constantly trying to Buck him off but he needs to hold on in order to break the curse she has been on his life - the play on Buck being a massive support to Eddie - that gives him the strength to stay on and win the fight and pen the bull.
That he needs to break free of that curse in order to transform into his true self and how the werewolf is a representation of that happening and also a foreshadowing for the shaving off of the stache
#thinking thoughts#transformation and moustaches and bulls and Texas and metaphors and foreshadowing#it’s such an interesting way of setting up Eddie’s arc#the way 805 and 806 are being set up to work as a pair and show the strength of buddie - Eddie being there for buck in 805#and buck returning the favour in 806#the idea that they’re both wrangling with something that’s seemingly different but is in fact the same thing#Bucks wrangling with a curse is about his wrangling with his sense of self - him embodying a mummy to try and break a curse is a metaphor#for the fact he’s never felt valued for who he is as a person - he’s only been valued for his physical attributes#in romantic relationships - that he’s never been true to himself and listened to his own wants#Eddie’s wrangling is with his identity as well but it’s about how he was denied the chance to be himself because of the environment he grew#up in - the fact he was forced into this parental role at a young age - before he got to transform into who he wanted to be not what someone#else wanted him to be. how both Buck and Eddie’s wrangling is with their sense of identity#and how each one of them compliments each other perfectly - providing the thing they are searching for - Eddie isn’t interested in bucks#physicality - he’s always treated bucks mind and personality and the most important things about him giving Buck the space to embrace that#side of himself - while buck has always held up all of the aspects of Eddie that he was told not to show - the parts of him that weren’t#acceptable in a man - buck sees the care giver and the tender parts of Eddie and he embraces them#and how all of that and these two episodes are about both of them learning to see that those parts are the parts that make them them#make them loveable in the most beautiful way how they each already have the person who completes them how they’ve been building it for years#how its transformative for both of them#how it’s a set up for realisations and pining and buddie#911 spoilers#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie#911 abc
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another thing i love w the dsmp were all the urban legends that got spread about items (for lack of a better term). things like schlatt’s original bones having been turned to bonemeal, connor having used the missing nuke to craft something, l’mantree having been planted by schlatt, etc. stuff that people never really bothered to scan vods to fact-check and are arguably funnier to leave that way
#icarus speaks#i’m sure if connor finds this post they’ll have definite answers akfjakf#while the dsmp isn’t lost media for the most part#a lot of it gets lost because there’s So Much#and people either can’t or don’t want to scroll through all of it#it’s beautiful if u really think about it
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I’ve tried like 500 times to articulate my thoughts about nonwhite superman and how much that adds to his childhood of loneliness and every time I hit a stumbling block because the topic makes me too insane to think but please hold my hand and imagine this little boy trying to grow up in rural Kansas and being the only person he’s ever known who looks like he does. This little boy who never has a proper answer when people ask where he’s really from, and even once he knows the truth of himself he can never safely share it. Please imagine him fighting every single day to belong and never being able to no matter how hard he tries because people will always find something questionable in the very way he looks. A lot of the superman mythos is dependant on Clark’s ability to assimilate but when you take that away what is left?? He’s just a kid fighting so hard for a belonging he’ll never have a hope in hell of being handed. Oh it hurts my heart
#dc#supermanposting#sorry I genuinely ache about it#I know visibly brown Superman is a relatively common headcanon in dc fandom spaces so it gets me thinking abou#how that would change his story#especially in the comics where he isn’t told he’s adopted until the Kents need to explain to him what these power manifestations are…#this is also what my superman comic was about btw#I have so many ideas in my head about how his relationship to himself would change after moving to metropolis#and becoming superman#AND EVEN HOW THE PERCEPTION OF SUPERMAN WOULD CHANGE!!#Clark not being white adds an entire new layer to his need to remain nonthreatening enough for people to actually tolerate him#as well as the scapegoating he experiences when he’s declared foreign or out of control or threatening#and I think Clark’s ability to eventually relate to all the nonwhite and immigrant communities of metropolis would be what saves him#and saves his self esteem#there are so many beautiful people in the world just like you!!#if I had my way superman would be way more defined by his connection to marginalized communities#anyways sorry I have genuine pages of thoughts about nonwhite superman#please ask me about nonwhite Superman I love nonwhite superman#sorry I hope this all makes sense it’s very late at night
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If I knew how to edit videos at all I would love to make a video essay on BoTW + ToTK and how it helps players process grief.
Both games do an astounding job of capturing why it’s so damn hard to let go of the past, how different people handle loss, and how death of the body doesn’t necessarily mean influence + impact dies with the person.
Doing the final grind for ending ToTK is making me feel and think about a lot of things ;;;
#I lost my grandma when BoTW came out and no lifed the game on winter break because I couldn’t handle her being gone#I have to go fight Ganon and I keep putting it off because I don’t want it to be over yet just like BoTW#I think this feeling of I don’t want it to end these games give you when you know it’s time really drives home the core message of the game#It was beautiful while it lasted and it will continue to be beautiful but it will not look or feel the same#and that’s ok#there are new things to discover and new people to meet#it’ll be ok in the end and if it isn’t you’ll keep fighting till it is#for everyone you care about#…emotional about Zelda on main#BoTW#ToTK#legend of zelda#sleepy’s journal#Thanks for letting me process the death of yet another important family member in the gentlest way possible#Mr. Aonuma if I could personally thank you for all this game series has helped me through I would but I don’t know if you can send fan mail
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marc really said girl fuck you and your entire bloodline
#and i think that’s beautiful#marc marquez#valentino rossi#bc it’s always about the valentino of it all isn’t it#motogp
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