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#i hate feeling like this lol#like i wish i could let it go flip a switch and get over it#and part of me is like it's not that deep whatever#but that's not true it is that deep#it is that deep for people to continue to insist that racism toward carlos does not exist#that all the poc upset are ~playing the race card~#and like i know people feel that way i get it#but for someone to have the audacity to come onto my post that i made about racism#and try to not only divert the conversation but then get even more bothered when i put my foot down#like not only is it that people don't want to talk about racism in this fandom#but now when someone is talking about it they're bothered and have to shut that down as well#it's just like..... no.#i'm not going to stop talking about it i'm not going to be quiet about this lol#you can ignore it if you want but the audacity of genuinely saying other people shouldn't talk about it#because you want to continue on believing it doesn't exist to justify ignoring it#is truly something else#idk. fandoms are really hard when you're a poc lol
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sometimes these priscila/germán/ludmila/violetta scenes really do chill me because of how real they can be…. the tension of a forced apology, the cycle of abuse that is making oneself believe they’re really not that bad until the next time they remind you, the way someone’s personality can change so dramatically depending on who they’re with, the inability to explain to someone else what’s so wrong… a lot for a silly little Disney telenovela 😃
#the way this will get juxtaposed with roxy/fausta jade/matias olga/ramallo clement/gery antics (mostly derogatory)#is truly something else#3x10
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“i love being aromantic” i say as i feel my chest cavity rotting from the inside at the unquenchable desire for love in a way that is truly a secret third thing but its not a secret i want to keep it is a secret nobody is willing to listen to and im trapped in a state of isolation of my own making because no matter how much love i have to give it will never be enough. it will never be enough. it will never be enough.
#space.txt#aromantic#its like something gnawing on my bones!!!#i am who i am but who i am is somebody nobody else wants#and do i want to be wanted?#im trapped in a world that will never give me the dignity to be truly happy by myself#financially and culturally! im doomed by the narrative#i look forward and there will be friendships but they will never be enough i feel like a fucking ALIEN#i need to meet another aroace person irl so bad its so fucking lonely how do people deal with this#1k#all the notes on this.. WE WIL BE OKAY!!!#2k
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hey silt verses? I just want to talk
#the silt verses#I'm soooooo!!!!! I'm sooo!!!!!#you can't do this to me silt verses!!!!!! I'm soooo!!!!!#val voice: you didnt want to be this I'm sure that#something something what did you want to be? a ballerina. a milkman.#the promised bride. become something else the trawlerman told her. she was just a girl. just a human with no where to go#all these characters stripped down of all titles and pretenses and forms and shapes. that's all they are. human#sorry i had to make another post about this because i was just talking about this on twitter yesterday#wouldn't it be truly fucking awful if it was just people out here and nothing else
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The musical episode.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jin guangyao#nie mingjue#Remember jin guangyao: If you do any treachery you will face the wrath of five horses.#When are the horses going to come into play? You'll see.#s2.ep8 had beautiful music... I listened to it on loop while drawing!#Good music to chill out to before you fly into a rage.#This episode really cements how JGY's mind works - It is a matter of long-term outcomes at the sake of nearly everything else.#Morals do not matter to him if the outcome is more favourable.#and at the center of it all - he has learned that the only person he can truly trust is himself.#In turn - the only person his actions benefit are himself.#He will do anything and everything it takes to reach a position of power - not just for the power. But because it means safety.#Because it was something he was denied and the idea of not having control in his life again is unforgivable.#'Happiness' isn't a goal. We are looking at someone still stuck at the bottom of Maslow's hierarchy of needs.#Everything and everyone is a piece in a game. Bonds and friendships are assets. People are dispensable.#He wants to climb for the sake of climbing. He wants praise and recognition because he feels it is deserved. It's all so hollow.#We could go deeper into his psyche on this.#But these are also tags under a comic in which 'evil penis music' is the punchline.
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i dont know how else to put this but to approach books (or any media, really) solely for the sake of relatability is genuinely incredibly heartbreaking......to have such little (or such unwilling) imaginative scope that you cannot stretch yourself, even marginally, in a different direction to what you’ve known or are used to knowing when the very POINT of stories is to transport you somewhere else, into someone else, so you can do just that........when fran lebowiz said a book “is supposed to be a door!” and george saunders said good prose “is like empathy training wheels” they were right!!! they were so so so SO absolutely entirely right!!!!!
#thinking about that last post still and i'm having so many thoughts#that people have relatability as the sole criterion is astonishing to me#like how else are you going to develop variegated textures in your relationships w others?#not to be dramatic but it seems like a little death to me. truly.#everything i read as a child and teenager was expressly something as different from my world as possible. bc i wanted to relate as something#other than me#once again it is. heartbreaking#truly it is#p#book talks#idir lúibíní
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Losing my shit about this article in which a transphobic Tory was so busy panicking about existing in the vicinity of a Trans that she almost certainly misheard "jeans" as "penis" and decided that not only was this a problem with the other woman, but also that the world must be informed of this pressing danger.
"a trans woman! I had to stand directly behind her....I thought, 'this is going well', I'm handling The Situation fine'..."
translated: I saw a tall woman with broad shoulders. How would I get out of this alive? I thought. she has a PENIS. PENIS PENIS PENIS. through some force of PENIS I mean will I managed to PENIS behave normally towards her. My hands were PENIS PENIS PENIS shaking as I tried to dry them. summoning up all my PENIS courage I said 'dryer's crap innit'. she turned to me and said " yeah I'm just goiPENIS PENIS PENIS"
It's been a week and I'm still shaking. This proves trans women are the problem and I'm not weird. I'm fine. It's fine. If you think about it I'm the hero hePENIS!!!!!
very this
#red said#it's just. I'm obsessed.#everyone on Twitter is saying 'never happened' and i think they're wrong#this absolutely did happen and she's been obsessing over how vindicated it made her feel enough to WRITE AN ARTICLE ABOUT IT#because she MISHEARD SOMEONE IN A CASUAL CONVERSATION#i lay out my reasoning thusly: if you were INVENTING a scary trans woman in bathroom story out of nothing. why would it be this?#why would you go with 'we had a banal conversation until she said a sentence that makes no sense and that no human has ever uttered#but which does coincidentally sounds almost exactly like a mishearing of a very NORMAL thing to say in the circumstances#then she left and nothing else occurred'#if you were going to INVENT a story you would probably make it MAKE SENSE or SOUND THREATENING#i truly believe this is a very authentically told account of what she thinks happened#because who would. by means other than mishearing. think 'I'm going to wipe my hands on my penis' makes any sense at all.#a) 'I'm going to dry my hands on my genitals' says the presumably fully clothed woman#b) who then proceeds to leave without doing anything threatening#c) WHO SAYS PENIS THREATENINGLY? sorry it's writing out 'penis' repeatedly that made this jump out to me but like. who says that?#you might hear someone talk casually about their dick or cock but i stg it's only doctors and TERFs who casually use the word penis much#it's so. clinically descriptive. it's a weird use of language. but it IS. something you could plausibly mishear from 'pants' or 'trousers'
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How are you?
I am doing the best I can given the circumstances! (Horse dead, scammed thousands, got bald)
#There is an unspeakable agony in the marrow of my bones#I am rotting from the inside out in real time and I can do nothing but watch the decay and pretend to find beauty in it#But the maggots burrowing inside me love me more than anyone else ever could#For they have tasted me as I truly am and decided my rotten meat is something to savor#I am doing about as alright as any of you Number One#The earth still turns and I will wake up again tomorrow a little less rotten
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SEONGHWA ATEEZ at COACHELLA 2024, Weekend 2
#ateez#seonghwa#atzsource#ateezedit#ateezgif#ultkpopnetwork#kpopccc#kpopco#malegroupsnet#dailybg#seonghwaedit#park seonghwa#coachella 2024#myedit#the way you can literally hear him scream even without the mic????#brb i need to write a 50 pages essay on how the passion ateez has for their artistry and performing is truly something else
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so the covid testing site on my campus is closing at the end of the spring semester and we really are just committing to this not being a thing anymore aren’t we
#my awareness of that mentality is not new okay just the utter commitment to forgetting this happened/is actively still happening#is truly something else
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i think the reason the og noise boys eps of make some noise will always be my favs is that they and sam are clearly just so absolutely thrilled to be there. thats a room with four people who love to be silly with these specific people getting to be silly together and its just always a delight to watch
#the jumping in! the laughing hysterically the second someone else says something! the genuine joy!#loved it truly#originals#make some noise#dropout#zac oyama#brennan lee mulligan#josh ruben#dropout tv#sam reich
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the way i burst out laughing
Fantasmas s01e01
#julio's mind is truly something else#i just love spending time with his vision#fantasmas#fantasmas hbo#fantasmas 2024#julio torres
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Behold, a strategically cropped werewolf! This is about all I can post here alas, but you can see the rest (and the other saucy comms to come) on twitter for now! I still need to figure out if I'm gonna change that name or not
#art#werewolf#truly tragic that I have to redirect to that dumpster fire of a site#but eventually I'll have a FA or a real webbed site or SOMETHING else#commissions#suggestive#he's just enjoying a glizzy
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cross-posting from bsky. im putting him inside the microwave
#homestuck#dirk strider#dave strider#truly damn bitch you live like this moment#w8 i need to check something else
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Remember: The burning sensation is part of the process.
#Mouthwashing#blood#body horror#Emphasizing here that this is in reference to a media and character and not a cry for help on my end.#Mouthwashing is one of those games that tickles my brain and checks all the boxes for my niche interests -#-but it wasn't something that got the silly comic part in my cortex firing up. My analysis brain is eating well though!#What said...It is impossible for me to see this scene and not say out loud: “Me in the middle of my work day".#While there is a lot more going on with curly I personally resonated a lot with his struggles with burnout.#Burnout feels like mouthwash to me. That you keep rinsing out your mouth trying to get rid of the rotting smell#but it's just surface level solutions. The real cure requires something far more significant to actually make a difference.#The job 'is hard' and 'everyone struggles'. It's part of the process right? You're tired? Anxious? Depressed? Us too! Chin up!#Actually I resonated with a lot of things within Curly (this is a curly positive space - he's not perfect. He's just human).#One thing being his desire to see the good in people and believe in their potential.#Because here's the thing. Some people truly do just need someone in their corner who stands by them so they can grow and improve.#And some people will take advantage of your kindness. You focus so much on their humanity while you stop being a person to them.#The horrifically toxic relationship persists because Curly tries to see the bigger picture and believes in the good within.#Anyone who has lived through constantly trying to reframe the hurt as something else knows-#-just how many excuses your brain will make to avoid cognitive dissonance. It's human psychology.#Jimmy sucks so bad. But we the audience have the privilege of not having years of baggage associating him in our minds as 'friend'.
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Can you imagine how terrified Aelwyn must be? Her baby sister and her dumb friends have just said the name of a dead god and the world went mad, and they went into the briefcase of the one named The Ball and the one with the dead god casted a ward of death on you. And now it's been who knows how long and spell after spell you try and cast won't open the briefcase?
#and gilear weeping over the case wanting his daughter back#and just not knowing what's happening in it#but knowing something bad is happening#and thats your little sister#the only one left in the world who truly understands you and loves you#fhjy spoilers#d20 fhjy#fantasy high junior year spoilers#fantasy high junior year#the bad kids#fhjy#fantasy high#like i dont see anyone else talking about those outside the briefcase#what if theyre stuck in there#and tracker?? shes probably distraught over wolfing out traumatically again and now her ex (who shes still into) is trapped in a suitcase#blade speaks
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