#is this irrational. im not doing all that
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ducktollers Ā· 1 month ago
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this is for traditional artwork (like paintings and other physical mediums), not prints of digital art. also generation cuspers just pick based on vibes. if youā€™ve never bought artwork just think theoretically
ive been finding that with traditional commissions older people sometimes ask to have it framed and it always irrationally annoys me and i feel like ā€œi didnt factor in buying a frame. why should i have to frame it. i made the artwork and u paid me and now its yours and however u want to display it isnt my problem. why is framing my problem. i hate frames. just frame it yourselfā€ but also idk if thats a me problem and framing is widely expected
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sneefsnorf Ā· 3 months ago
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every time i see one of those posts that incorrectly identifies echidnas or quolls as herbivores i get so irrationally angry. how dare you not understand the dietary requirements of an animal that isnt very well understood by international audiences. im going to kill you. why dont you know ANYTHING about australian wildlife. are you some sort of moron
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dreamsy990 Ā· 8 months ago
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some of the less nice thoughts about being aroace
extras below the cut
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closeups on my favorite panels
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bonus: adios
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mortysmith Ā· 8 months ago
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Thought about the toxic ep Almost died
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oceanwithouthermoon Ā· 8 months ago
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sometimes i think about how the people who hate on my takes on here would talk to each other and its always phrased like the twitter fandom drama i see but completely irrational and it makes me giggle
"calling kusuke abusive just because he shot his brother with a lethal weapon, plotted his murder, planned to use their grandparents to assist in hurting/killing him, and tried for years to expose his secret to the entire world against his will and through knowingly hurtful means in order to destroy everything he cared about is so stupid! what a stretch!"
"the saiki k fandom is so damn sensitive. i shoot my brother with massive guns all the time and its not abusive because he just blocks it!" HELPEKSJJSJSKSKKS
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skitskatdacat63 Ā· 4 months ago
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God, I have such a hatred for that stupid f1 movie, everything about it gets on my nerves so badly. I hate to be this ultra salty person but I feel like I could write a whole essay about how dumb it is and how much it annoys me šŸ˜­
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porcelainvino Ā· 6 months ago
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oh my god iā€™m going to meet chris colfer wtf šŸ˜­
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july-19th-club Ā· 11 months ago
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so my brother has what's either a hideous flu or a hideous covid (probably the second option, because it's surging) and instead of staying home he came to christmas if we're not all miserably ill by this time next week it'll be a miracle
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cent-scratchnsniff Ā· 2 months ago
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#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#good heavens.... .#lobotomy corporation spoilers#SOMEHOW#lobotomy corp spoilers#carmen lobcorp#listen. i have an explanation okay. it doesnt make sense but it was funny in my head#adam has an earing. thought it would be funny if it was just from ayin . is it? not quite sure#text explanation carmen wanted to do diy piercings in the outskirts and ayin went 'nuh uh safety issues' before caving and#making her practice and do it first on him to make sure it goes well and taken care of correctly before she does it on herself#thus the one ear piecing is born. the alternative joke was that it was just clip on. am i going to question the clothing? nah#mind fuckery the facility is made outa thay too. could that also be for the earing and tatoo? yeah. is it more funny to me thos way? yeah#no idea how the hell adam speaks by the way we ball w that . tatoo is just a sharpie as well dont know why there would be any way to put ink#to skin in an efficient manner. besides mind fuckery which is also totally acceptable but null for the sake of shitty comedy#adam lobcorp#ayin lobcorp#thats it. yup. the only spoilers i have is ayins appearance and name actually. only thing i knew going in. so i suppose this will do#(im procrastinating day 49 i know i can do it but im in agony thinking abt it)#also thought it funny at the idea of an piercing made by carmen's hands ending up being used by the facet of A that is carrying out her will#even still even if it is in the most absurd and irrational way possible. wanting to give freedom and realization and the ability to not#have to just survive but be free to live inside the world with their desires and wants in the most 'purest' and 'strongest' form for all#even if it is a SHIT PLAN!!! established broken man whayever ill bully adam regardless
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vigilskeep Ā· 8 months ago
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who is it that i irrationally hate in dragon age theres always one but i cant recall
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toytulini Ā· 5 months ago
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me, stupidly and weirdly resistant to listening to audio books vs reading a physical book for no real reason: man i wish there was a way to like, read a book while i crochet like i do with tv shows and movies and podcasts
#toy txt post#my reasons are irrational you dont need to try to talk me into it. i KNOW#its very silly of me#imagine how much reading i could get done. but alas. Feels Bad#even listening to a more. uh. Story type podcast or fiction like nightvale was a bit difficult to start for me. i like nightvale now i#listened. but i worry that is clocking in my brain as an Exception šŸ˜” maybe it would be easier if i tried some nonfiction books? scary#i also struggle with single host podcasts apparently even tho im also ehhhh on the kind where the structure is the host Interviewing a#different person everytime? maybe it would be okay with a nonfiction audiobook tho cos it would be getting read by a narrator and not sound#so much like a guy ranting into a mic which makes me feel a little insane. altho propaganda doesnt necessarily always sound like a guy#ranting into a mic so idk. i could probably make it through if i can find a nice book about like. parasitic worms. i could tolerate#feeling like im falling into sigma male affirmations videos for worms i think. wormffirmations are allowed#*to clarify i dont listen to those but listening to better offline makes me feel like im morphing into the kinda guy who does and i hate it#which feels unfair cos he is RIGHT and the podcast is good but i need there to be like a cohost there to break the tension of the Ranting#sometimes he has guests on? but its not quite the same#i think the format i like best is either like 2 or 3 regular cohosts discussing things within a specific topic#OR. 1 host whos like infodumping to the other host who knows nothing about the subject. OR. 2 hosts info dumping to each other about#different aspects of the subject. OR. 1 host who brings on fun guests to infodump to them about a subject. and then obviously the subject#needs to intrigue me. ex. sawbones well theres your problem (I HATE THAT THIS ONE IS BEST EXPERIENCED ON YOUTUBEšŸ˜­ I WANT THEM TO JUST DUMP#ALL THE SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST SOMEWHERE AND I CAN CHECK IN AND FOLLOW ALONG THAT WAY WITHOUT HAVING TO HAVE MY PHONE SCREEN ON THE#WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!! but. im listening for free so its unreasonable to demand more of them BUT ALSO I FEEL LIKE JUST COPYPASTING ALL OF THE#SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST ISNT THAT MUCH MORE EFFORT THAN EDITING A WHOLE YOUTUBE VIDEO? WAAAAAH. THEY DONT NEED TO BE TIMESTAMPED OR#ANYTHING JUST THROW EM IN ILL FIGURE IT OUTTTTTT#anyway. also more than 3 hosts is really pushing my ability to keep track of voices.#anyway: sawbones wtyp tpwky behind the bastards scam goddess#(which is true crime adjacent but focuses mainly on scams and isnt copaganda and laci is funny and cool)#common descent pod completely arbortrary maintenance phase if books could kill#deep sea podcast has more bringing ppl in to interview them about shit than i personally enjoy but i put up with it cos i do like the hosts#and the subject
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bondagebimbo Ā· 24 days ago
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LOVE when the pharmacy decides to fucking dick around with my meds so badly that now Iā€™m off my mood stabilizer, my pain meds, and my fucking birth control (in a few days) because theyā€™re insisting I should have extra fucking bottles of each one and I DONT because they donā€™t let me pick up more than a one month supply of narcotics at a fucking time so do explain where these extra bottles are, hmm ????? and they didnā€™t have enough caplyta ordered last time to even give me my usual 3 months supply of that so ā€¦ ???? get your fucking heads out of your asses and give me the fucking meds you owe me ??? like ??? but Iā€™m in a nasty headspace right now so if I call the pharmacy this morning, Iā€™m going to be that cunt ass customer they bitch about all day because this isnā€™t the first time theyā€™ve done this. in fact, the first time, they straight up committed insurance fraud by marking one of my scripts as filled and picked up WHEN, IN REALITY, THEY FUCKING LOST THE SCRIPT AND HAD NO RECORD OF IT BEING FILLED OR PICKED UP IN THEIR SYSTEM, BUT YET, MARKED IT AS SUCH AND CHARGED MY INSURANCE AN ALMOST 8 GRAND FOR THE FUCKING 3 MONTHS OF MY MOOD STABILIZER THAT I. NEVER. RECEIVED. Iā€™m genuinely about to report this entire pharmacy to the pharmacy board because Iā€™m so fucking done with this place. it needs to be shut the fuck down because youā€™re telling me, out of an entire pharmacy, yā€™all share the same IQ point AND dead brain cell, collectively ??? then donā€™t fucking work in healthcare where people rely on you to know your shit and keep track of their fucking meds because youā€™re just constantly making shit worse on people since you canā€™t seem to not fuck around with these meds and not ā€˜loseā€™ scripts. fuck out of here.
and Iā€™m pretty much out of weed, which is usually my back up pain management method, without the money to afford a delivery order by their cut off time to order in 3 hours because I just paid my fucking bills and have SOME to go towards it, but not enough for delivery to be free, and Iā€™d still have to walk my ass to one of the ATMā€™s nearby because they donā€™t accept my bank as a prepaid method OR any of the cards I have on my person. šŸ« 
I can literally feel my back spasming and seizing on and off while Iā€™m laying on my fucking side, Iā€™ve had a migraine with a stupid ass aura for almost a week now because chronic migraines fucking suck and i was REALLY hoping this one would be over by now, my muscle inflammations that my pain meds are supposed to limit are already beginning to start their itching deep in my muscles so soon theyā€™ll blossom into a whole fibromyalgia fucking episode and become entirely inflamed, my joints in my hands fucking hurt because of the dreary weather so I really need to get into a rheumatologist at some point soon as well and get that shit figured out, Iā€™m nauseas as fuck from all the pain, and Iā€™m moody, hormonal, and just feel like fucking death physically.
Iā€™m just. I give up.
this shit is exhausting and painful and so mentally fucking taxing to constantly deal with and I just want a fucking break from all this fucking shit. I wish I could just ā€¦ not exist ā€¦ for even just a little while with how fucking painful existing actually feels right now šŸ« šŸ˜­
#i hate that CT weed is so fucking expensive#half a fucking ounce shouldnā€™t cost me $250 ā€¦ā€¦.. not when I can go to MA and get an ounce for $108 after tax ā€¦ā€¦..#but I donā€™t have a way to MA because my fucking best friend. who made plans with me OVER THE WEEKEND. HER. SHE INITIATED THEM.#canceled on me last second even though I texted her early the night before when I know she would see it šŸ« #nope instead she waited from the text I sent at 6:30pm until noon the next day to cancel because her period is kicking her ass#NOT FOR FUCKING NOTHING BUT SO THE HELL IS MINE ???? AND IM ANEMIC ??? AND DEALING WITH ALL THIS EXTRA PAIN ON TOP OF IT ????#and I know Iā€™m being irrational and insensitive because pain tolerance is a sliding scale for everyone#but like fucking come on you do this 3 out of 4 times YOU make the plans to hang out and Iā€™m fucking over it.#plus Iā€™m the one that always pays for everything and does she ever even OFFER to hit me back for the COUNTLESS ounces of weed Iā€™ve got her#all because she couldnā€™t afford it so I said Iā€™d cover it and she never paid me back. Iā€™ve bought her at least a grandā€™s worth of weed#just over the last couple months and sheā€™s never ONCE offered to pay me back for a single one#like ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ I donā€™t expect it. I give if I have it. but you canā€™t even just offer ??? like the invitation to pay me back would be enough to no#leave m ragingly pissed off and feeling used as an atm again for yet another ā€˜friendā€™ because they donā€™t even OFFER to be considerate#of course Iā€™d say not to worry about it but it doesnā€™t even cross your fucking head to ask if I want anything towards it#like the next time you get paid ??? when you go and spend your own money on weed that day but canā€™t reimburse me for anything IVE paid for#oh and I always have to give her gas money if I even simply just want to hang out because sheā€™s always fucking broke somehow#and she works in healthcare like bitch I know what you make and you canā€™t play that you donā€™t have enough to get by or throw me 50 bucks#towards YOUR weed that Iā€™m buying every once in a fucking while when Iā€™m already paying for everything fucking else#Iā€™m so angry and I know Iā€™m being irrational and bitchy but this is what happens when youā€™re tripped off your meds cold turkey#and one of them is a mood stabilizer that makes it so you DONT feel this way about people and arenā€™t so bitter when youā€™re let down šŸ« šŸ« šŸ« #because now my rejection sensitive dysphoria is going to be triggered even easier than usual and Iā€™m just.#I actually fucking give up. I donā€™t even know what to do here. the pain going through my body is so fucking intense#I keep losing my train of thought because everything hurts and then every once in a while a DIFFERENT pain acts up and throws itself in too#I just. I just canā€™t fucking win.#I hate fucking struggling with my mental state like this when Iā€™m off my meds.#and because I have to be a month without my stabilizer/pain management/birth control itā€™s going to take me ANOTHER month to get readjusted#to those in my body so I wonā€™t feel normal again until nearly fucking mid to end January the earliest#and thatā€™s fucking bullshit. Iā€™m going to fucking **** myself by the time I get back on these fucking meds since itā€™ll take that long#fucking hell I just. I give up. I give in. Iā€™m self isolating and cutting myself off from everyone because itā€™ll be in THEIR best interest#for me to do so when I canā€™t control my mind like this. Iā€™m so tired of feeling so fucking shitty and Iā€™ve only been off them for two days
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angelstrawbabie420 Ā· 3 months ago
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ik this is probably a regular part of grief especially losing ppl traumatically/unexpectedly but man i am tired of being worried SICK that my loved ones are going to just drop dead and working myself into a panic when i dont hear from them for too long
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skunkes Ā· 11 months ago
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IT IS NEVER TOO LATE TO TRANSITION. THERE ARE PEOPLE IN THEIR 80S TRANSITIONING NOWADAYS, TAKE YOUR TIME <3 <3
thank u, i understand this its just a little hard to continue to cope sumtimes... Like ohh okay i didnt get to grow up a boy... ohhh okay i dont get to be a guy in my 20's either.....ok..........šŸ‘.......ok.......
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batz Ā· 5 months ago
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aurorashard Ā· 3 months ago
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#i dunno man#everytime i read some new thing about covid and long covid#i just feel like im losing my marbles#im the only one still masking it feels like#nobody at my drs offices wear them even the soecialists#my therapist acts like this is an irrational fear of mine#so i dont talk about it as much#shes happy im not isolating myself. and not full of crippling guilt when i do go out#which is good#i agree with her on that#but. ive been numbering my bags with my n95s since i rewear them a few times#ive been using n95s since i took this job. three years in october#which is wild the longest ive worked in one place is just over a year--all seasonal work or short internships. not because i leave#or get fired/laid off#but im getting down to the end of the alphabet#i dont know what ill do when i do#literally as far as labels but also like. its a lot you know?#im debating trying new mask styles. i wanted to ages ago but hoped. i wouldnt need to wear them for much longer#now it feels like i always will.#so. second best time to plant a tree and all.#i want to get out and make friends and do fun stuff. but it's so fuckibg hard and scary#how can i make friends when i cant relax in small indoor spaces#when i. cant eat out at restaurants (due to food issues and masking)#when inviting people to my house makes me anxious for days#how can i make friends under those circumstances?#im so lonely. and so envious#of my friends who do stuff and gave partners. i want that for me but i cant have it. before it was because i moved. ecery 3-6 months#now its this. is it realky any wonder that i nearly cried reading that fic the other day#when Etho took off his mask. and it was treated so fucking kindly and like the trust geasture it was? that it would be. for me?#maybe trust is the wrong word. i dont know. comfort? feeling safe in a space with someone who respects me and my health?
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