#is this a field? I cant tell what the plants are

[bituin-describes]

ID: Art of a pink-haired person hugging a sea scorpion in a field. ED

paleozoic

[tacticalprincess]

MDNI — cw: f!reader, car sex, age gap

farmhand!könig who can’t get enough of farmer’s daughter!reader….

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he’s always pestering you, making it impossible for you to complete your chores on time most days. he’s addicted to the playful gleam in your eyes when you look up at him, the way your soft body feels in his rugged hands. the excitement that thrums under his skin as the two of you dance around your overprotective dad, sharing a secret that tethers you together long after you leave his shed at night, lingers thick in the air at the dinner table and in passing. the more of you you give to him, the worse his craving for you gets, and the less he seems to care about getting caught.

he sneaks a hand over your mouth and lifts you into his old, beat up truck while you’re taking your dry sheets off the clothesline, the sun hot and heavy overhead. you squeal against his palm, writhing in his hold before he sets you on his broad lap, letting you turn to face him.

“don’t do that! you scared me.”

he laughs it off, already snaking his large, calloused hands under your shirt to thumb at your hip pudge. cant waste any time when he has you alone. insincere apologizes mumbled into the soft, sweat slick skin of your neck, huffing in your sweet scent. “cant help myself with you teasing me like this. bending over in these tiny shorts, showing all the animals your ass.”

you giggle, back arching into the older man’s greedy, firm touch, angling your head away to give him more access to your neck. “the cows weren’t exactly my target audience.”

“talking about me, liebchen.” he clarifies. the strong smell of musk and mud invades your senses, the soft fabric of his white tee chafing against your hard, braless nipples through your flimsy shirt. “dirty little girl, aren’t you? going to get me in trouble one day, i know it. what would your father do if he knew his daughter was trying to seduce his best farmhand?”

he renders your ability to speak null and void when he slots his hands into your shorts and squeezes you for all you have to offer, spreading your cheeks and making you grind your hips down on his hard bulge, the friction from your jeans borderline painful against your clit. groans throatily at how wet you are already, his fingers slipping into your hole to gather your slick before he retracts it entirely, showing you how it sticks to his thick digits. “hm? looks like this cute little cunt missed me too.” a cocky grin plagues his sharp features, smearing your juices over your pouty lips dirtily, just to see your face scrunch up in disgust. he grabs your chin, pulling you forward to lick it off.

it’s all happening too fast, exhilaration clinging to your bones, heat gathering at your core. you look around the field warily, mind racing with doubt but your body betrays you, bucking into his mouth when you feel him litter sloppy, wet kisses along your chest, pulling down the strap of your shirt to let your cute boobs spring free. if it wasn’t hot already, you’re burning up now. “könig, not out in the open like this. what if daddy sees?”

“i’ll be quick, maus. just want to play with you.” he promises, though you have a sneaking suspicion it won’t be over that soon. “can you feel how hard you make me? you’re all i can think about, it’s impairing my ability to work. cant have that, can we?”

decidedly, you don’t want to be the cause of a sudden switch in the quality of könig’s farm work, or at least that’s what you tell yourself when you let him push your shorts to the side, sitting yourself down on his thick, hard manhood. he swallows every heavenly noise that tip from your soft lips onto his tongue, clashing teeth and jaw from desperation. lets you grit your kitten nails into his scalp for purchase, hot bodies pressed flush together in the cramped space while he lifts and drops you down until your thighs start to tremble and lock around him. the heels of your boots dent into your plush thighs, his are planted to the floor as he pile drives his hips into you, thrusts deliberate and meticulous in a way that awakens sweet parts you didn’t know you had.

it’s a shame, he thinks, having to hide away in a dirty truck with such a pretty thing like you. too soft and sweet for a man like him, but his addiction to you makes you impossible to resist. it’s unclear who’s corrupting who in this situation.

if you were back home with him in austria, he would’ve proposed to you already, declaring you as his for everyone to see. as it is, he bounces you on his cock until you’re seeing stars, the ambience of the farm surrounding you, with the slowly setting sun as your witness.

[derww]

for @heartcircus.

its not like zam actually tries to talk: he stands, carefully holding his notes, just staring at spawn, noticing one familiar face after another, feeling like all thoughts in his head became too heavy, and then just. turns around. and leaves.

you know, all of the princezam nature is to oppose, is to fight. but the last seasons taught him about just how important it is to appreciate people around, to do not only for yourself but for them too. and just today he promised to not interfere with mapicc's plans.

he can't fight, but he can't support. so he leaves. first time in many days, he has no words to say anymore.

all of it is just too familiar, and memories of the past cloud his mind and make every part of his body weak and stale. story repeats itself, and hed hate to see it continue and weave hemself into it, so he does not. i need some time to be alone, he says to derapchu and goes almost to the border – to sunny hill, surrounded by snow-capped mountains.

this time something in it reminds him too heavy. he doesn't build a castle. instead, he builds a hut.

it's not so bad, he says to himself, laying firewood in the stove, it's not season 4 anymore, noone will backdoor the server and mapicc will stop. sooner or later. i cant fight him, but i dont have to. everything will end. and then ill go back.

he feels so fucking tired. only now he understands just how tired he is. so he lies down. and sleeps. and sleeps. and sleeps.

it never gets better; the tombstone of exhaustion only presses him down harder and harder. he sleeps and sees dreams. he cooks himself food and eats it, feeling no taste. he plants flowers and takes care of them. sometimes he talks to derapchu. he never tells where he is.

only in so slow time he suddenly understands just how misplaced he is. he's patch on patch, stitched over and over again with scraps of fabric, no matter how worn or unsuitable they may be, over and over and over, stitched with scars running through his spine. he is a trace of something forgotten, overlaid by images of other people and experiences, accustomed to it so much that it feels like himself. he sleeps and sees no nightmares. maybe it's for the worse.

so far from anyone, without any real goal, Immersed deep into himself, he easily starts missing hours, days, and weeks. time doesn't feel real, and he, at the end, too. people write him. sometimes he answers. he never agrees to meet.

i'll go back when the mawn thing will be over; he promises to derap but hardly believes in it himself. something makes him feel like he has nothing to come back to. this house is also not his home, but it's at least silent here.

derap persists, but in the end he gives up too. and, in the end, he is left alone. he grows dandelions in the field around. when an unfamiliar flower appears in the field, he does not prevent it from growing nearby.

he blinks and feels like he missed a whole week. sometimes he just lies there and doesn't move. he doesn't feel the softness of the pillow, the springy floor under his feet, and, after all, he doesn't feel pain either. a ringing void freezes in his head. he feels tired, but sleep doesn't help.

he missed a moment something changes.

something about how the world exists around him. something about how forest smells like. something about how the grass is rustling under his feet. something is wrong, but he barely makes himself care. it doesn't matter, not really, but time still slows down. he slowly dips his hands into the loose earth, feeling the coolness and texture. nothing here belongs to him, but that's not the point. he plants some poppy seeds. one of them ends up in a pot on his windowsill.

i'm fully okay, he says to derap while not being able to remember what he ate today, i'm just in retirement for now. i will go back to you, i promise. i just need some time.

the boards under his feet creak differently. sometimes something whistles, like an unfamiliar bird. sometimes it seems to him that the grass next to the house is crushed.

isn't this a true peaceful life, he asks himself. to run away from everything and be alone. in the end, there is no way to harm anyone if you are alone. he feels like he was running a marathon all this time and only now stopped.

he adds blue orchids, but their blue is drowning in the red. he takes the smallest orchid inside and turns it into a magnificent flower. In a moment of weakness, he takes the cornflower inside. the next one turns out to be an orange tulip. he doesn't comprehend it.

is it what i wanted in season four, he asks himself. this place strangely reminds him of it. he reminds himself of it, too, allowing himself to feel anything. he still can't decide if it's a good thing. 

the rain is pounding on his window. someone is knocking on his coffin lid. poppies fill the whole field.

i miss them, he writes on a paper. but i can't go back yet. not while spawn is someone's. not while i have to fight my best friend.

when he comes back from the forest, his house still keeps warmth. his footsteps are echoing, and his diary is open by the wind. i miss being able to decide, this page says. i was good at it once.

he doesn't feel sick. he feels dump. the green in his cape is starting to fade.

sometimes it seems to me that i won't be able to overcome this, he writes. but I know i can handle it. i always can. i will overcome anything. i just can't give up.

the forest smells of pine and fir, and it has not been lost in the trees for a long time, wandering far beyond the edge. the forest always brings him back when he wants to. it never holds him by force and generously supplies him with tree cones and wet moss. he always comes back because he has nowhere to go.

this time, when he comes home, he has a visitor. he is not surprised: he calls them by name, nods, makes tea from fir needles.

mapicc rests his head on his elbows.

– lets go home, – he says. zam shakes his head.

– to mawn? – he asks.

mapicc squints.

– yes.

– i won't.

– why.

zam looks at him almost regretfully.

– because i refuse to fight you, – he answers simply, – and i will have no choice but to.

– even fighting me is much better than- than whatever this is, – mapicc remarks irritably.

– i don't want to fight you ever again, – zam signs, – i know you like me as your enemy. i do not.

– you don't have to fight me. join me.

– i hate everything you've created, – he answers with pity, – and i can't change it. please, leave me alone. do whatever you want to do. and one day i'll be able to go back.

– i dont understand why you oppose it so much. you haven't even given it a try. is it, like, that bad? people love it; you can love it too.

zam shakes his head.

– did you really come to convince me to love what I hate?

– i came to invite you to my thing.

– not this time.

in the end, mapicc still leaves. only after that zam takes his floor apart to find a secret passage under the boards. it leads to a dug-out underground room filled with anything. there are books everywhere. an unmade bed. and a pot with a dandelion in the middle of the makeshift countertop.

mapiccs room, says the sign. he adds a glow ink to it and looks around again.

for an infinitely long moment he considers just starting to live here.

[sickeninglyshoujo]

God you’re gonna hate me for this thought but after reading dad!simon all I kept thinking was

What if the daughter did die? Like id imagine reader being fuckin PISSED and kinda being closed off with Simon cus she didn’t want her daughter being in the army and Simon wasn’t hearing her concerns

oh

oh i do hate you

but i had to write it

teared up twice writing it and said i cant cry tonight about this

part 1 - dad!simon

word count: 750

warnings: death, grief

buy me a ko-fi

They brought your daughter home in a plain pine box.

They wouldn’t let you see her no matter how you wept and tore at the lid that had been nailed tightly shut.

“Just let me see my baby, I need to make sure it’s her…Let me see her just once please…” You cried to her C.O. The man gave a pained look above your shoulder at your husband, ever your shadow, who took his silent plea and wrapped his hands around your shoulders and pulled you into his chest.

He didn’t know you could scream like that.

The days immediately after the funeral are the worst. You sit in the kitchen chair where you woodenly placed yourself after returning from the graveyard. Your eyes stare into the air in the space in front of you, unfocused and unseeing.

The kitchen hurts the most.

This was where you had so many family dinners, first with your messy baby in her high chair, a headstrong toddler demanding her own utensils, a gap-toothed child rolling her eyes at her parent’s sneaking kisses over lasagna, a moody pre-teen who insisted that she be allowed to go to base with Simon, a teenager too pretty for her own good asking her father about his time spent in the field.

You knew it was a matter of time. She took after her father more than you. When you argued with her, it was like staring into your husband’s face. Quiet determination and a total lack of regard for anything except their motives.

At 18, she enlisted. She laughed at your worried frown as her father clapped her on the back and shook her hand, “Welcome, Recruit.”

Her training with the SAS was supplemented by her father, making her truly a force to be reckoned with when put against her fellow recruits. She began bragging to you on her phone calls home, telling you all about how she planted the men flat on their asses in sparring!

Then she was no longer a recruit, but a fully enlisted member being sent onto missions with real gunfire and real danger.

You had never been one quick to prayer, even when Simon was in the service but that changed when your daughter started getting sent all over the globe in order to serve her country, until she makes one final journey home.

Simon stops eating at the table. He can’t bear to watch you sit there, eyes staring into nothing. Any words his mouth could form wouldn’t fix this. How he groomed your daughter for military duty from the cradle. Which of those trips to base was the one that had lit the spark that destined her for service? Was it one too many war stories told to her in the cradle when he was explaining where he had been? Why he hadn’t heard her first words, but that he was here now and ready to hear her talk his ear off.

You start to slowly leave the kitchen table: Perching yourself on the sofa in the living room, watching the corner she usually sat in.

Simon stops sitting in his recliner, opting instead for his office. He can’t watch you stare at the empty seat even if he had been doing the same.

It comes to a head nearly a month after her burial.

“Why can’t you look at me Simon!”

His head whips around, you hadn’t spoken much for weeks and now you were yelling at him, just this side of hysteria.

“I lost my daughter and now my husband can’t even look at me! I’m hurting Simon! I never wanted her to enlist, but you had to play war hero! You always had to be her hero and now she’s gone Si! She’s gone and I’m losing you at the same time!” Your tears are overflowing now, you’re swiping at your eyes and trying to not let them travel down your cheeks in a losing battle.

Simon’s mouth is agape, “Dove, I-”

“Don’t ‘Dove’ me! You haven’t talked to me Simon! You haven’t held me! You haven’t tried to tell me it’ll be ok and that we’ll get through this! We haven’t even slept in the same fucking bed together Simon!”

He had hoped you wouldn’t notice how he had opted for the uncomfortable loveseat hidden in his office. He had hoped you were too lost in your thoughts and grief to notice.

“Simon I can’t do this with you if you won’t help me. I need a break. I’m living with two ghosts now.”

[fr-likes-chocolate]

THERE IS PHILZA ANGST AND I FOUND A SONG, LET THERE BE A ONESHOT lol not a oneshot I’m making more

(inspired by this song) (mainly the end)

Everyone was worried for Phil, he had dark bags under his eyes and scars that were too fresh to be from purgatory. Of course, the islanders had their rumors about why Phil was a wreck, he had a run-in with the federation, or the stress of single-handedly caring for two eggs was getting to him.

Phil only let the people he was closest to know why he was a mess, that meant Fit, Etoiles, and Missa. he did not want to worry others, they had bigger problems to worry about.

As the days dragged on, Phil’s hallucinations steadily increased in size, getting to the point where Phil would fall asleep on Quesadilla Island, and wake up in Endlantis. When this happened he shakily opened his communicator and call for Fit or Etoiles.

His hallucinations weren't all bad, sometimes he was in a large forest, feeling Rose’s influence all around him, or walking among quartz pillars in the nether, or by a beach, content to watch to ocean.

However, that didn't stop Phil from isolating himself from the others, making everyone worried.

After a full month of madness, Phil finally decided that he wouldn't hide anymore. He made his way to an abandoned field, waiting until the hallucinations started. It did not take long for the world to change, the ground condensing into endstone and the sky turning dark and cold.

“Ender king!” Phil screamed, “I've come to stop this torment!” He glanced around, waiting, no, praying for some sign of a response. The very air seemed to mock him, how naive he was to try and confront the Ender king!

Foolish crow... You dare challenge me on my own turf? You didn’t even bring anyone to help you, how do you expect to get away, let alone stop me?

Void tendrils seeped from the ground, pulling at Phil’s clothing, he pulled away from the tendrils and ran, this was a horrible idea! He pulled up the chat as he ran, clumsily typing for someone to help him.

Ph1lza: I need help

FitMC: where are you?

Etoiles: what happened??

Ph1lza: I cant type coords, find me on the map. Please come quick, its gotten out of hand.

Fit immediately jumped up, he knew what ‘it’ was, he quickly located Phil on the mini-map, he was over 500 blocks away from the closest warp, Fit cursed under his breath before warping. As soon as he got there, he checked what direction he was going before running. Minutes ticked by as Fit ran, he could see flashes of what looked like Etoiles, Bad, or Foolish. It hardly mattered as they all had the same goal, getting to Phil.

They wouldn't think anything of it, but when they ran, plants and trees moved to make a clear path, almost as if nature itself wanted to help Phil.

~~~~

Phil’s legs burned as he pushed himself to his limit, he couldn't keep this up for long. He was so tired...

As Phil jumped to avoid another void spike as he dashed into an open field, he looked around for the best place to run to when suddenly he heard someone call out his name. There on the left was Fit! He dashed towards him, seeing others break the treeline. “FIT!” Phil screamed, feeling the void tendrils trying to trip or pull him.

“Phil! Grab my hand!” Fit shouted, holding his hand out. Phil lunged for Fits hand, he was so close! Just grab on and-

A void tendril grabbed Phil’s foot, the teleportation magic working immediately, Phio disappeared into a shimmer of ender particles, leaving only his hat behind.

Fit gasped, searching the area for where Phil could have gone. “Phil?!” Etoiles looked around frantically. “What on earth?! He just disappeared...” Bad muttered. Fit sighed, “I think I know what happened... Tell me, have you heard of the Ender king?”

(part 2 here)

[snowfires]

That last chapter… had me so hype. OMG. And poor Killer he really didn’t wanna believe it 😭

And MUFFET IS SUCH AN AMAZING FRIEND LOVE HER UGHHHH.

IS NIGHTMARE PLANNING TO USE READER AS THEIR HEALER?? I hope she’ll be ok omg

ALSO. I have an actual question— The panic attack ask was really sweet, I just wanted to know how they would comfort Reader while she’s having a bad day in general? (I want to milk all the fluff I can 🤭)

CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER!! seriously love your fic omg

I’ve had this one sitting in my inbox but I think now is the perfect time for some fluff and romance 😆

Killer has two strategies when he has a bad day: distract or dissociate. As a result, when he approaches the others during their bad days, he does whatever he can to distract them from those feelings or cast away their worries.

This would be helpful if Reader was having a bad day due to anxiety—he’ll readily offer soothing words, tell jokes until you’re laughing instead of crying, and encourage you to shed your responsibilities for the day and come do something fun.

For the harder bad days—those ones where it’s difficult to wake up—he showers you with cuddles and insists on staying with you. Come to his room, you can watch movies all day.

With the others, if they want him to shut up they’ll have to kick him out of the room. And if they expect deep conversations about their emotions, it’s unlikely to happen.

Reader is the only one Killer will engage in those emotions with. If you need quiet, he’ll silently play with your hair or massage your shoulders. And if you want to talk about those things which scare you most or cause you suffering… he’ll try. He’s not great at it at first. It’s been so long, he struggles to even feel strong negative emotions anymore. The damage to his soul is so widespread he’s not sure how much he can. But for you, with you, he’ll try again.

Dust is no stranger to bad days, and won’t shy away from the ugliness of them. He listens mostly silently when you talk about it, interrupting only with a gentle nuzzle against your neck. He’s the best to go to if you want validation—he’ll tell you your fears are frightening, relate to whatever dark feelings you experience. But he’ll always point out that you have each other now. You have your family now. So you’ll get through it.

Dust is quick to agree to spend the day in bed with you when you’re feeling bad. He’ll insist on you sleeping in and, when you drift back off to sleep, shortcut into the kitchen and announce that you’re both not coming anywhere today. When you wake, you’ve been moved into his room, Horror’s burning scented oils to calm you, and there’s a tray of sweets at the bedside. Expect a low-key day of binge-watching tv and gaming together.

Horror is the healthiest person to have around when you’re having a bad day, because he’s the only one that truly bothered to learn coping mechanisms once he left his AU. The first thing he does is ask what you need. Cuddles? A day together in the garden?

If you don’t know, he’ll get you started by calling in Cross to run you a bath. While the steam clears your head, he’ll make one of your favourite meals and burn some scented oils to make your room nice and calm.

Once you’ve eaten your fill, he’ll take you down to the gardens. That’s your special space. You can do some planting or weeding together if you’d like, but on a really bad day he’ll set you up in the temple or the sculpture grotto. He runs his hands through your hair, holds strawberries against your lips to bite into, talks about the plants with you, and gives you advice to help you get through the day. He knows best how to lead you out of a downward spiral.

Cross is at heart still a soldier. The best cure for a difficult day is to get outside in the morning! By the time you’re awake, he’s already done his morning workout, so he’d insist on taking you on a walk in the forest. He holds your arm, bringing you to fields of wildflowers and hidden creeks. He doesn’t push for a reason why your day is bad—sometimes, they just are. But when you talk to him, he listens close, and offers soft words of comfort. He’s not sure how to solve all of it, he’s still learning himself… but you can help each other.

For the rest of the day Cross acts as your knight, your skeleton-in-waiting. He cooks your favourite food, engages in your hobbies with you, runs a bath for you and washes your hair, and gives you plenty of sweet kisses on your hands and nuzzles as you cuddle together. On the worst of days, he walks you through the celestial baths—a series of Roman-bath inspired pools and steam rooms Nightmare has in the family palace.

Cross will continue caring for you like this for the rest of the week, until you insist that you’re alright now. He’s not disappointed you’re feeling better… it’s just… nice tending to you like that. Maybe you should do it again soon, on a day you aren’t feeling bad.

Nightmare feels it when you’re having a bad day. Whether you’re tucked in amongst his tentacles, pacing across the castle, or in another universe entirely. The slightest anguish from his beloved sets him on edge. He drops his books and paperwork or speeds back from a mission, moving in the shadows to your side.

If one of the other boys is there first, he lets them comfort you as they see fit. They enjoy caring for you. And besides, they are far closer to mortal than he. Far better at navigating relationships. Nightmare fears he may not know how to care for you as you deserve. Still… he observes from the shadows, popping in throughout the day to ensure you don’t worsen.

Killer is the only one who always knows he’s there and readily invites him to join. Horror welcomes everyone to spend time together in the garden; if he’s out there, Nightmare will often join him in caring for you.

But if Nightmare finds you first, he will personally see to your care. He won’t use his powers to remove your negativity for a regular bad day, but he will shower you with his affections. He’ll take you to the library or his private garden to exchange quiet conversation, have tea with you on your balcony with a tentacle unconsciously wrapped around your waist, or play board games with you in his study.

If you haven’t slept, he will use his powers to give you a calming sleep while kneeling at your bedside, ensuring that you don’t feel sadness for even a second in your dreams.

Occasionally, he may dare to risk bringing you to an overwhelmingly positive AU to spend the day together. Somewhere peaceful where you can search for new flowers together or pet all manner of strange animals. It is these days that spark rumours in the multiverse that few believe—for why would the embodiment of negativity venture into such a world for a mere human?

Error is much more helpful when you’re having a bad day than when you’re having a panic attack. If he sees you first, prepare to be yoinked to his quarters or the antivoid for some TLC. He’ll knit with you (or for you), watch movies, play pranks on unsuspecting universes through his portals, and spoil you with the best chocolate the multiverse has to offer.

On the really bad days, he’ll allow you to curl up against his side and slip your hand in his. Honestly, he doesn’t fully understand why you get like this. Maybe it’s because you’re human. Maybe it’s because you still believe you are more than just a glitch, an abomination of reality.

But when you look at him, eyes full of sadness and affection, he believes for a moment that he might be too.

[be-not-defeated-by-the-rain]

Kenji headcanons

Okay so first he has dissociative amnesia so his memory just blanks and gaps lot of the events since his friend died and just in general

Audhd(self explanatory)

transmasc (his village didn't really have a strong concept of gender anyways tho)

Dyscalculia- so he's not great at anything to do with numbers or amounts or distance or direction or anything adjacent to that

So he actually would get lost probably as much as Ranpo except he's constantly asking people on the street for directions (it helps him make friends)

Has absolutely been scammed many times before because even in bartering he does not know easily how to tell a fair deal

Does not know how to tell time at all if you ask him what time it is he'll say something like 'still light out'

Technically doesn't live in the agency dorm (his main job is farming afterall) but he does grow plants and flowers outside the dorm because he want his friends to have some nature with them in the city

He also tends a smaller garden on top of the ADA building roof (like in WAN but I think he does more that that eventually)

he really likes bugs and spiders.

High pain tolerance (that boy has been shot and stabbed and works hard in fields he knows how to withstand physical strain and injury(not that he gets injured often(if he's hungry or angry most blunt force things cant injure him unless they're from an ability and also neither can animal bites)(if his ability is strong enough at the time he can also have some resistance to non-ability based stabbing) slicing/slashing affects him like anyone else)

He's a bit of a "I know a guy" person for everything. Even like majorly concerning things that this child should not know a guy for

Sends weird city things back to the village (like stop signs and lunchables and a scooter and a manhole cover and a security camera and a flashlight)

His body doesn't know how to metabolize foods or drinks with too much sugar or artificial stuff in them or overly processed foods so eating or drinking them with make him really sick

Also cannot handle spicy food. He can handle spice, just not spicy

On the subject of food: he has really unhealthy eating habits (will only really eat at night before going to sleep(if his poor internal regulation skills don't make him forget he's hungry) or if it's with other people after he's done everything he needs to do)

Will take anything his friends say as gospel if he doesn't already know otherwise.

Drinks milk straight from the carton like a madman

Strong tight hugs(boy is restraining himself to not hurt peopl, unless it's Dazai. Dazai he can squeeze)

Does not like overly loud or cluttered noises(unless he's causing them)

Accidently gets the ADA in trouble for so much collateral damage.

His parents are fully still alive (he was mostly raised communally though, a lot of things in his village were group efforts)

Fully does not to hesitate to ask for help when he needs it but because he's oddly capable on his own he often doesn't actually think he needs it unless it's specific things that he already knows he's not good at

Very overconfident in his ability to physically withstand things

Not very curious if it's not city related actually. He's content with his own knowledge. (Widlife documentaries are like cocomelon to him though, he will not look away)

tends to be either really late or really early to things. No in between

He has so many freckles

After his friend died he developed claustrophobia and a fear of drowning(though the latter isn't as strong as the claustrophobia)

Bites his nails and pencils and erasers and stuff

Gets sick pretty often. His immune system isn't used to being around so many people and the new environment

He can cook really well from scratch though (like literally bro can make flour from wheat)

Can't really use most technology well.

Not a headcanon but just a timeline reminder: Kenji joined the agency two months before Atsushi

Back to headcanons:

Kenji only got his ability after his friend died(I'm still tryna timeline this. Kunikida says the flood was "a long time ago" but Fukuzawa investigated it and found Kenji and Kenji looked the same and I doubt he found him then left and then awhile later was like "hey let's go back and get him actually" so I'm tryna decide when exactly it was. I like to think maybe 4 months before the start of canon and 2 months before he joined max? Idk id love feedback)

He doesn't remember the days surrounding his friend's death either

His memories resurfaces about a week later after the wreckage of the house was already clear and the villagers wouldn't tell him the details of how it had happened except for how he had saved them from the flood

Would break stuff on accident a whole lot way more often before joining the agency and passing his entrance exam like it was a very very common occurrence

accidentally hurt a number of farm animals this way, some chickens got worse than that cuz tiny

Spent a lot of time sleeping for the first bit because normal eating schedule would knock him out three times a day and also because he was scared of hurting people

without his ability he's still pretty fit because his strength ability is a recent thing but since getting it his actual body has slowly been getting weaker and weaker(and as he loses muscle mass, has also been losing weight at an unhealthy rate, not that his eating habits help with that)

Gets really bad motion sickness in vehicles

Uhhh other stuff I'm forgetting

[tonydaddingham]

running commentary masterpost on scene predictions/plot points that now that ive recovered and regained my composure im finally able to write it down

idk I just need to get some stuff exorcised the braincells are getting rowdy from the friction/electrical interference:

(under a cut bc a. length and b. cant not mention The spoiler)

- crowley ends up getting evicted from his flat because he's now unemployed and doesn't get to keep the perks

- ends up living out of the bentley/moving his material possessions (read: plants) around in the bentley, doesn't tell aziraphale bc idk pride? that's a sin, right? or bc it would prompt to az to offer house room but that would be making aziraphale go Too Fast?

- during all this, aziraphale has called him "there's something urgent I need to talk to you about 😭"

- so i reckon crowley has popped by the shop, lil chit chat w/e, brought along some delicious eccles cakes, and then found out about goob etc cue jump scare

- i then think (and this is entirely my head just filling in the blanks) he's actually said to aziraphale that they need to off him and just give him back to heaven, it's nothing to do with them anymore (not knowing that the goob/az/box conversation has happened ie the something terrible) and therefore aziraphale can't just yeet goob into the ether

- let's face it, communication is NOT our boys' strong suit, so this leads to a spat, crowley feeling like aziraphale is still caught up in being a proper angel, not on their side, and all leads to crowley summoning force lightning (that coincidentally hits the coffee shop with both maggie and nina inside... 👀)

- after having flounced off, crowley zoom zooms through london at night (slaloms around buses), pulls up at the bookshop

- comes to the shop, aziraphale is ignoring him reading his lil jukebox articles, and then rings the bell, "I'm back 😠" | "yes, i can see that 😒"

- im guessing aziraphale then tells him about this little jukebox mystery, and crowley offers to help him look into it, AND help him hide gabriel bc aziraphale manages to finally convey that there's a bigger issue at hand and maybe the jukebox thing is linked? "we'll do it together 😁" | "together? 😶"

- aziraphale's LARP of poirot begins

- muriel (aka baby) comes to investigate gabriel's disappearance, and turns up in the full Met Police uniform (ie from the trailer), has/looks at a cuppa with aziraphale, and then crowley arrives

- crowley apparently comes in carrying a plant (im guessing because bentley conditions are rather sub-optimal OR he needs the backseat space, and he needs to surreptitiously offload them into the shop)

- now i need to work out where crowley would have been re: "why didn't you go by train? you love trains 🙄", but im guessing he's been off having a look at stuff surrounding the jukebox mystery, because that's based in edinburgh?

- cue the clip with muriel and then where aziraphale and crowley are trying to not let muriel know that they know she's come from heaven, and then "word with you angel? in private? 🙃"

- i think this is where they surmise that she's come for gabriel, and is possibly when aziraphale then reiterates that "he's in trouble 🥺", and they need to protect him/hide from both heaven and hell because they need to work out what the something terrible is first

- they exit, find that goob has very happily been chatting with muriel for the entire duration, but he's just dusting the bookshelves and being Helpful™ so obvs he's just aziraphale 's assistant!!!! nothing fishy here!!!!!

- so muriel reports back to hq, but maybe michael and uriel cotton on? and send muriel back down to look into it further, to get between aziraphale and crowley because obviously they are together and will be weaker divided, so muriel starts doing her reconnaissance on Human Relationships (ie decides to ask nina bc that's just diligent field research)

idk that's all ive gotten so far and yeah is pretty inconsequential on its own and will only be like a small part of the storyline but i just want my thoughts memorialised so i can look back on them four weeks from now and laugh

bonus bit:

honestly pls discuss this with me im dying here

- The Kiss™ stems from aziraphale finally noticing that crowley has essentially been homeless, and grills him on why he didn't say anything, of course he could have moved in with him, he cares about him of course he was welcome, why are you wearing your glasses yada yada yada, "i didn't want to go too fast for you, i didn't want to push you", "i think by now i can keep up, crowley" and BOOM snog

edit: oh and another bit I forgot to mention:

- i highlighted that muriel is in the full Met dress above, reason being because in the promo pic of her, she's suddenly without her jacket, and just in a shirt and tie, so this would indicate she comes to the bookshop more than once?

[neosaneo]

fields of mistria compliment sandwich

+ADORABLE birds

+fishing is fun

+Very pretty love interests 😍

+ I like the girls oh ho ho laugh it's fun

-lag

-where to buy things was a bit difficult at first

-map doesn't tell you what the buildings are

-cant hold button to quickly plant or mine rocks

-cutscene heavy. I would've preffered to manually jump across the river in the beginning

-every map is 2x too big

-which causes lag

-characters say <Your name> a lot. Way too much. They used it four times in a conversation while barely saying each other's name

-options for dialogue aren't freaky enough, I should've been able to worry that boy with my bug love

-the character boops sound too much like breathing. In undertale it was done to set the creepypasta atmosphere but in here it feels like I need an option to disable it lol

+blonde girl has a fucked up sleep schedule so I can say hi to her every night

+music is nice

+I like the character maker, nice options. Also everybody having the same doe sprite means that your farmers body type can be whatever you want without having to make new sprites

+premise is funny

+Also love the map of people in the... Map. And the little grey blobs of unmet townsfolk

+I like the punishment for not sleeping

+colors are excellent

+I like that there's been progress made!! And I can play it!!!!!!! Cannot overstate how excited I am for the full release!!!!!!!

[detectiveseapancake]

Fields of Mistria Log 1

I've been wanting to play this game ever since I saw so many of my friends get into it, and since it had its first update and was on winter sale... time to finally have some fun with it! 💜

I expect good things from this because the style looks adorable, I've seen many little pictures and people have been only giving praise about the characters and such too. Let's go, yippee!

Wow. Just. Already, I'm so happy. the interface is so cute. This is the first game I've ever played with so many pronoun options. I'm happy.

I look fucking cute what the hell. the farm is a mess and it's so cute. everything is so cute. this artstyle is so gorgeous and the whole vibe is amazing, I'm gonna cry! I love how the grass has little flowers in it and even just the sound effects of the watering can make me happy.

Greeting all of the characters already has me excited to speak more to all of them! In some games there's really only a select few that make me curious at first glance and I have trouble remembering who's who, but all of them are memorable and unique here and I want to immediately talk to almost all of them again.

I got completely lost in this game as soon as I had the time to properly focus on it and it's so cute. Genuinely can't decide who I like the most so far!

The way lil Henrietta hopped on the chair to sit next to us I'm gonna cry. Sidenote, the tutorials are all so clear and easy to understand, it's great!

AND YOU CAN PET THE FARM ANIMALS ON HAYDEN'S FARM TOO AAAA!!

This fucking guy I swear. When I first saw him say that I laughed my ass off. Also right now we're going with Scaramouche but I'm absolutely thrilled to see you can just change your pronouns and name whenever the fuck you want. March is hilarious to me because I want to immediately punch him in the face but he obviously likes you even if he acts like an absolute dick. Peak.

Working on the town projects is genuinely a lot of fun so far! I love Eiland and Adeline and I think the pacing of this game is really great. I genuinely love how everything is balanced so far, exploration, building and time-wise - Friday Night at the Inn is always super cute and fun and I love the Saturday Market. I've also been laughing my ass off whenever I talk to Juniper, Dozy is THE CUTEST!!!! and I just adore that you can have a daily bowl of soup at the inn. That's the kind of thing that's super useful when you start out and stays cosy comfy even as you grow and don't need it that much anymore.

OMG YAY YIPPEE! STINGRAY!

This is another thing I really like! All of the plants and flowers and forageables are really lovely? The icons are so cute and I just love all of the stuff you can grab. Like yes, I want to fish up stingrays, pick dandelions and tulips, dive for sea grapes and sea lettuce, and catch A FUCKING TRANS COLOURED FLOWER CROWN BEETLE!

They make the most basic little things so sweet and then come up with such unique lil critters and items too! And oooh, I cant wait to be able to cook more.

Strawberry shortcake from the siblings!! 💜💜💜

What a view! The whole town clean-up scene was honestly so sweet. Everyone coming together was so cute, and this felt so rewarding! Now I can pick lemons and enjoy the view. What a treat!

Spring is already over. I got a little black calf and am saving towards a coop now! Once my farm actually looks like something I'll show pictures lol. Either way, I'm loving this game so far! I can tell I'm going to pour tons of hours into this for real.

It's absolutely incredible that this is only in early access and there is so much more to come. I can't remember the last time I bought a game in EA and had so much fun with it, wow! I heard there's limitations on heart events and that they're planning to add much more to the game before its full release, but this already feels very "full" I dare say.

I think the last time I was this excited about a farming sim was back when stardew valley was released, and I played that since the day it was out. SDV will always have a special place in my heart (I say with almost 800 play hours) and I'll play it forever, but this feels like it might even surpass that for me. I'm super stoked!

[goingferalapparently]

finally watching jaiden's latest stream. have some things that happened that i found interesting/funny

q!foolish inviting her to another capybara summoning circle the next day, q!jaiden never actually answering the question of the matter of attendance

q!fit asking her to do a cucurucho impression

q!jaiden being silly by the monitors "me when cucurucho is on the server-" pause. cucurucho in the background

telling q!foolish "i thought i saw something, but i must've seen wrong" even though like 5 seconds before she just goes "[cucurucho] must not want to talk", absolutely knowing she saw cucurucho

q!foolish: "we'll see what happens tomorrow" q!jaiden: "yeah i'll see you around" (implied tomorrow)

q!jaiden tossing the grappling hook at q!baghera and failing like q!cellbit throwing wood at q!jaiden during the "can you hear it?" mission (and also failing)

q!baghera: "i like ugly and moldy. ............reminds me of my grandpa"

q!jaiden: "everyone should have a window into the sun rise and set"

q!jaiden holding the red sharestone and looking around her house hesitantly before deciding "too deep now" and letting q!bag come anyway. deep breathing and general nervous energy. calming herself down with "its okay"s

i want to check this w q!j showing q!cell n q!fool the place but, q!bag asking ab the biome and q!j playing it down as "just a nice place that i like"

general tone of voice when showing q!bag the place

looking up at the sky and realising its sunset but also realising that she cant see the sun and cant leave to see the sunset proper bc she's w q!bag and so moving the clock to her hotbar

q!bag asking to see the "second house" and the vtubers expression as she follows behind q!bag....

q!bag having to ask ab specific places before q!j shows them to her (as opposed to q!cell bring shown to even the secret farm)

q!j saying she was unprepared to have people over (but also that q!bag saw the bobby room and “didn’t say any weird stuff so…”)

“i’m sure its okay that baghera knows…”

cucurucho’s tea garden….

“baghera, cellbit and foolish all know, but i might change the warpstone [to bobby fields]”????????

q!j taking photos of cucurucho AT bobby fields

cucurucho blowing bubbles at the tea plants!!!

cucurucho doing a lil spinny thing on the way up the treehouse ladder!!!

cucurucho: “do you want to go on a walk?” q!j: “a- one second” (mutes self) “!!!!!! HE WANTS TO GO ON A WALK!!! OKAY Calm down calm down-“ (unmutes self, most even tone ever) “Okay, we can go on a walk”

cucurucho shooting the mobs for q!j (deja vu hours)

q!j running back to the house after being absolutely jumped by mobs and chiding herself for blowing the opportunity with cucurucho

q!j taking…. many photos of cucurucho at bobby fields

q!j noticing cucurucho’s strange behaviour and calling him out for being “strangely warm” and asking “are you okay?” (as opposed to “what’s wrong (with you)?”)

q!j believing in and feeling vindicated by proof of cucurucho’s good side

q!j listening to q!cell talk ab being tricked by the feds and then going (to chat) "cucurucho? whos that? definitely not someone im building a really close relationship with" and various other sarcastic? awkward? versions of things that sum up the general islander mentality towards cucurucho

q!cell: "they've giving motives for everyone to hate them" etc. while the vtuber model just shows awkward glances all over the place

q!cell: "eventually everyone on the island will hate [the federation]" and then the change in pov so the camera is pointing at q!j

q!cell offering q!j an office in the ordo and the "if im welcome, id love to be" (emphasis on the if im welcome)

slime noises

q!j: "we can talk this out some other time" and then KNOWING what happens at the end of the stream

q!cell's offered office being one with keycards and chance to decorate and this feels so federation-core for some reason

q!j pole dancing in front of "o diabo"

(about putting her sign in one of q!cell's entity rooms) "i could put it [in the corner] but do i really want to be hidden in a world of chaos?"

hey is it just me or is she taking a lot of pictures lately?

q!cell: "if you need me just call me" AAAAAAAAAAAAA

pals i am a sucker for "i'll be there when you call"/"i'll be there for you even if you dont know it" kind of friendships

"ALRIGHT!! We are NOT spilling any beans today!"

cucurucho appearing and giving the "too eccentric" book and fucking BOOKING IT

(to cucurucho) "you're being weird today"

"im not good with riddles, cucurucho, you know that. i take things too literally"

"cant believe a sheep just exploded"

"cucurucho do you want something from me or not, i'm confused"

"cucurucho, what's up with you today? you're being like, really weird. i thought it was good-weird at first but now its just weird-weird"

frowning, whispering to self "oh this is weird, this is weird, this is weird"

deep hissing breath in through the mouth "something is not right"

reiterating "cucurucho, something's not right. something's up. you're being weird."

"cucurucho, i need help. you know im not cellbit. im just lil old me. i dont know."

q!jaiden being ENTIRELY unsurprised and immediately jumping to the books being about the two cucuruchos when given the "have you seen him? have you seen me" book AND THEN LISTING THE DIFFERENCES

(to cucurucho) "its like we're partners in crime"

(when following cucurucho from spawn) "philza's up there" (implied that he may notice her presence)

all the joking about the "Getting Chair-ed" aside, i dont think she was meant to be stuck in there, i think she was genuinely meant to be teleported, there was just a lil mess up w permissions for the teleporter plate

anyway. you thought heading 14k blocks out for the freezer dungeon was bad? try x: -15725 z: -9005 (from x: 3053, z: 1906, thats roughly 21.7k blocks out)

the way she glances between the teleporter plate and cucurucho + the serious (wary) expression, general scanning the area and zooming in on any potential exits (while waiting for cucurucho to respond after the "be patient" book)

"this one's got a window!" NOOOOO

i had sub-thoughts about some of these but. uh. tumblr doesnt have?? like. the sub-point in the point form. so.

[noellefan101]

If that okay, can I please have an au for Florist Natasha dating reader headcanon?

Characters: Florist Natasha x gn! reader

Summary: what its like dating florist Natasha

'Warnings': modern au, kissing, (f/f)=favorite flower, reader is called cute,

Note: ofc i can write that for you. sorry it took me a little more time than normal(i hate school so much omg). sry it wasn't as long as i wanted it to be, luv you

What Your(Weekly) Dates Are Like: The dates you go on are most often in a garden, often in hers sometimes in public ones. she always gifts you her own bouquet before you go, most often with either roses, peonies, or your (f/f). she personally made sure they were all in the best shape possible and that they were presented prettier than ever. you go on so many dates that you could have your own garden by how many flowers shes given you.

if your date isn't at a garden its either a tour to the park or at her or your house. she loves nature so ofc her house is filled with plants all over, so when you come over she tells you a little about them and picks any you like, and gives them to you.

though if you´d like to do anything not containing flowers, she´ll be happy to oblige. she cant be around flowers all the time/much to the florist's demise/, and neither can you. the scent can sometimes be too intoxicating, but disguise itself as delightful perfume.

When You Gave Her A Flower Instead: there was this one time, were you had just came over to visit her/could be on her birthday/. and you wanted to get her something, but you didnt really know what since she already had all the garden tools she needed. so you just wanted to give her something simple, but didnt think something like a hug or a kiss would be good enough(though it always is, trust me). so you decided on a flower, having learned about the meanings from her.

She gave you flowers all the time, so it wouldn´t be any different, right? wrong. because she is supposed to be the florist not you. and she was supposed to shower you with flowers, not you showering her with flowers. also she just likes spoiling you, and doesn´t think that you should spoil her instead/but ofc she knows she deserves it, even more so when you tell her 24/7/. but of course she loved the flower you picked out for her. but loved the cute look on your face even more so.

Your First Kiss: in my mind your first kiss would either be, in her garden or out in a field of flowers. so continuing those thoughts, your first kiss could an accident out in the field while hanging out, but later you did it on purpose in her own garden. so the hanging out thing would just be a friends hangout, but when you turned your head too fast and catch her staring at you, very close to your face. your lips accidentally touched, you quickly turned away, as did she.

but the second time that day, was in fact on purpose. the accidental kiss earlier in the day, had made you both want more, though no one said anything. but when you caught each other staring at each other's lips, both not paying attention to the conversation. it almost felt natural, your lips touching hers and the other way around. you could taste her rose lipstick as the kiss went on for what felt like hours.

thank you for reading, and thanks for requesting hedgehog666, luv ya-Masterlist

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[valentone]

crazy fucking dream i had

so it's me and two other guys walking towards this house in the middle of a small field that's in the middle of a forest in the middle if nowhere (the only sign of society being a walmart that's like an hour away that's next to a theatre/bar thing) and we're looking around collecting samples of like plants and taking notes. one of looks into the distance where longer grass is (abt chest length) and notices something. a deer w what looks like a broken next. it's jumping on it's hind legs and w each hop the neck and head ragdoll but it's quickly approaching the third guy in my team.

we yell at him to run towards the house for safety. when he makes it in the deer sinks back into the grass. we make our way towards the house avoiding the tall grass. when we make it inside we talk to the family that lives there and they explain that what we saw was a curse. everyone who sees the deer will start seeing stuff that isnt actually there laying on the ground. it'll re appear whenever they get out of eyesight of it. until eventually they die a horrible death.

so we're fraking out and we start wondering what to do bc at this point it's revealed we're paranormal investigators waiting for the rest of our team to arrive. suddenly the man that was being followed yells and points towards a corner in the room. he sees a bald man just standing there. we dont know what to do so we set protection circles around him like blessed salt and holy water. we try to sleep later but he stays awake.

we get up in the middle of the night bc the second half of our team is supposed to b arriving soon. looks like a camera and lights guy and someone to carry our equipment. they're walking towards the house and we see them through the house's big glass sliding doors. the deer appears and runs straight at them and attacks them. they run off into the woods and we dont hear from them. we search for them and find nothing.

in the morning, the family that lives at the house (a daughter abt 7 years old, a mother and a father in their early 50s) asks if we can go to walmart for them to get somethings before this huge storm is supposed to come and we oblige since they r housing us. once we arrive the cursed man goes to the bar and says he's seen the bald man every mile since we drove awake from the house and wants to go to the bar. we go to buy supplies while he drinks. we try to leave to go back home but as soon as we paid for the groceries the sirens go off and we're all rushed into the back of the walmart where a shelter is at. even the patrons of the bar run here since the bar doesnt have a shelter.

we try telling them we have to go back but they wont let us leave. it's coming down extremely hard outside and definitely would not b a good idea to drive in these conditions but we keep insisting. we still cant leave. a night passes and i apparently have scrying abilities and look at the house at night in the storm. the deer has made its way into the home and the person it first targets is the daughter. my scrying gives out as soon as he makes contact w the daughter

when the storm ends we drive back and the house has been brutallly destroyed and the family cant b found except for body parts (hands, scalp, teeth). our second half of the team is nowhere to b found and the ppl we were (assumedly) hired by r dead. we leave the area (no cops involved or investigation idk why its a dream) and as we leave i see the deer looking at me. we leave expeditiously.

we arrive at a city and every church we step into asks us to leave. i cant bless myself and we dont have supplies to make a protection circle. we dont know why but the first guy to get cursed doesnt see anything anymore. but i do. every once in a while i'll see a brown paper bag w something inside. i dont know what i see but it's the scariest feeling ive ever had and every time it appears i start to freak out.

we go to a shop and buy some stuff, clothes i think, and a few days pass. i started realizing that i hadnt seen the bag around for a while, but as soon as i notice my third crew member throws up. he's seeing a decapitated head of the old man who helped us. we cant see it.

we figure out that the things we see have to do w trauma and try to figure out what to do w what we know and wonder what made me and my other friend stop seeing the entities. i say i stopped seeing them after buying new clothes. my friend says he stopped seeing it the night of the storm. we connect the dots and make a guess that making purchases might stop the curse somehow, maybe it even exchanges it to someone else but we're not sure why or how.

he buys something and gives a thumbs up as we leave. the i woke up

[madamemaddy]

I just received my reaperzine bundle in the mail and I was so happy to see I was lucky enough to get a kandi!! The og post said each would be featured around one of the 9 featured reapers but I cant quite tell which one I got. Now that the bundles have been mailed out, do you maybe have pictures of what they all look like so I can figure it out. All I’ve got so far is that it can’t be grell because there’s no red on it at all, lol. Thank you, and I love my new reaper kandi so so much!!

OMFGGGG TYSM FOR TELLING ME!!! truth be told i have no idea who ended up getting which kandi but ill show u which each bracelet represents

so i tried to include the scythes of every reaper, the only exceptions were othello, sascha, ludger, undertaker, and alan. however it’s rly hard to tell what each bracelet is cause it’s rly hard to make pixel art using kandi. but ill go as in detail as i can for each reaper.

sascha’s bracelet was their camera lens with a white daisy in the middle to represent innocence as a reference to how young they possibly are. i originally wanted to do curiosity but it was represented by a type of tree which is really hard to depict in a bracelet :(

alan’s is supposed to be his bolo tie, but the skull that’s usually in the center is replaced with gum cistus, which represents imminent death.

othellos bracelet had his signature circular glasses in the middle surrounded by chains of walnut flowers which represent intellect and strategy

for erics bracelet i relied less upon the flowers used in historical context as ways to send messages, and made his design have his scythe in the middle of a field of erica flowers to pay homage to his source material.

for undertakers bracelet, you can’t see the entirety of the design from the picture i took, but it was a skull with cypress flowers in the eye sockets as well as a coffin below. cypress trees are typically used in landscaping cemeteries, and they also represent mourning.

i’m having a hard time remembering the flower i chose for ronald’s bracelet, but i believe it could be a saffron crocus which symbolizes mirth. and then of course that’s surrounded by two of ronald’s death scythes.

ludger is actually the only one that does not have a flower or plant on his bracelet because i made this before the zine, and thought it would be fun to include the design. but his bracelet is several skulls (one with green eyes) wrapping around the bracelet with cigarettes in between. the top and bottom are supposed to be the colors of the german flag (which i know were different in 1889, but it’s more recognizable to use the modern one in my opinion)

williams bracelet has several flowers. alongside his glasses, he has quamoclit (busybody), agnus castus (coldness), buck bean (calm repose), and common thistle (austerity).

and finally grelles bracelet has her death scythe front and center with roses on the bottom. like eric, i didn’t choose roses for their meaning, but rather because grelle uses roses as a metaphor when talking about her favorite color. you’ll also notice i included the colors of the trans flag as a border. i was going to include a border for the other bracelets but found it only worked for some bracelets.

anyways thank you SO MUCH again for telling you me liked your kandi!!!! it rly made my day ^_^

[limelocked]

after seeing that one post about people not working out because its fucking boring and how it would be so much easier to get people to exercise if it was more like play ive been thinking about how an adult play center would look like

i think it would be in a warehouse kind of structure and try to mimic an outdoor environment with playground tools

primary games that can be played:

floor is lava/wipeout

tag/condensed tag*

capture the flag and other team games like it

floor is lava and wipeout would be a theme throughout the thing where there should be paths to climb around monkey mode to avoid the lava, but also there being a dedicated wipeout/parkour warrior on dry land area

capture the flag would add one tall and one short “objective” where the tall one is the more important because they would be on the high ground and being up high and seeing the entire field is fun on its own but also has tactical purposes and fun is the name of the game. capture the flag could also add “sand” pits where the floor changes from that weird foam rubber that playgrounds have to instead be foam pads or something so you just sink in ever so slightly more than normal and have to think around the pit

tag would thrive in this environment already with the floor is lava structures and the capture the flag environment but adding clear and hidden movement paths through everything is also an obvious step to elevate the play

something I’m also thinking about is like having certain areas that have more traditionally working out things as shortcuts like rock climbing up to the lookout point or monkey bars or hoops to get from one lava spot to the next

the space would be generally open but have Some walls for the sake of sight lines and I think it would be better for climate control there would be “pause” buttons in all major areas in case of emergencies or the like seeker having to leave suddenly

it’s also important to me specifically that there are rest spots in the play area like those nets all the kids used to climb up into and just sit and chat shit in at school break

thered probably be a like cafeteria and small baby normal gym in the same location that has like treadmills and smaller elements from the play area to practice like the rock climbing or hoops so people can practice at the same time as others are playing or work their way up from not wanting to play cuz playing is for kids to wait hold on my friends who did play have worked out so much more than me

for theming its important that it gets taken seriously so it cant be playground bright colors theme but there needs to be Some justification for all the structures

post apocalyptic, all the buildings are buildings, structures are rubble or plants because its overgrown easy peasy

"oh but what about strength training" you cry, miserably, and onto you i say "payload missions" you tell the main desk and they give you a like sack of Weight TM and that will now be your payload that you have to escort from whatever you decide point A and B are, or alternatively they can be used as the flags in capture the flag so you gotta haul these heavy ass things back to base

[alex-writings]

Hello I have stumbled upon your blog and it's so cute I hope your doing requests right now if you are here's my request reader has a crush on hero but thy know hero likes mari(?) and mari likes hero back and cant bring theirself to hate mari cuz she's too nice, eventually mari finds out and is willing to push her feelings aside and encourages Reader to confess to hero and helps her confess to him, depends on you if you want hero to make hero like reader or not or both yknow just an idea but (hero declines readers confession so reader just tried to avoid hero, after a few months(?) Hero realized he likes reader not mari so he looks for reader and found reader in a flower field, he ran up to reader and says to her helikes her he realized that after a few weeks after readers confession and they just say that to everyone and everyone was confused but happy mari was happy for you both). Gosh that was long but anyways you don't have to do my idea it really depends on you if you want the ending to be happy anyways hope you have a good day!

~sincerely ×××× anon~

It's a really good idea! You have a lot of inspiration 😭, sorry for taking a lot of time for doing this request, I was in a break

"Warning" : she/her pronouns (since the Anon put the request at feminine), angst to fluff? I think (I'm not sure if it's angst I don't know pretty well angst), rejection

code color for the character :

mari = purple

hero = blue

basil = green

Kel = orange

sunny = white bold

reader = white

Anyways let's start this ^^

ꕀꕀ ♡ ꕀꕀ

You watch Hero and Mari having such a complicity together at the picnic, you couldn't help yourself but feeling jealous. It wasn't fair for them, especially Mari, she always been so nice to you. You felt bad about letting Mari be happy, wishing it was you instead. You decided to go home, not being able to support it anymore, claiming having a headache. You almost started to hate yourself for making your friends worry only because you couldn't accept Mari and Hero happiness and love. You went home after that your friend tell you to take care of yourself, wish you to feel better soon and declining the very kind offer of Basil to bring you plants and tea that could help you. You went home and read comics, that you bought with Sunny and Kel last week, to distract yourself.

☁ ɞ ꒦₊˚﹕ 𓏲✦⁺₊˚l

At the moment, Mari was wondering about your comportement, she was worried for you.

- "I hope {name} is doing fine, I'm worried for her."

- "I'm sure she will be fine! Don't worry Mari we all have a little headache sometimes"

- " I can bring her medicals herbs later if it's appease your mind"

The group tried to raise her mind by telling her that you're fine but she still thinks that something was off. She decided to enjoy her time with her friends before thinking to much about it. Later on, while walking home with Sunny, Kel and Hero,since they were neighbors, Mari thought about it again and then she understood. It was obvious, how she couldn't notice, you felt bad because that you likes Hero. Her feelings were contradicts, she didn't wanted to hurt a good friend because of a boy and she really wanted your happiness, but in the same time she loved Hero.

She decided to sleep before after all a good night of sleep always help and she would invite you to her house the next day.

★★★

the next day, you were on your ways to Mari's house, she wanted to talk to you, you were hoping it wasn't too serious. What if she figured out you liked Hero and didn't wanted to be your friend anymore? You tried to chase theses ideas and concentrate you on positive stuff.

At her house, you were welcome with a good smell of cookies and a warm hug from Mari. She invites you to go in the living room to eat cookie and discuss a bit. She's always so friendly and you love that from her. After ten minutes of discussion, Mari took a more serious face and she told you she need to talk to you about something important. You nod your head stressed to her what she wanted to say.

"I may be wrong but I realized you have feelings for Hero, after a long time to think I made a decision. I want you to be happy with Hero, you both deserve eachother. You should confess to him and I will be really happy for you"

You look at her shocked, you didn't except that. You asked her questions like "what about you?". She explain to you that her feelings weren't strong enough to prive you from love and that you're genuinely a nice person perfect for Hero. You thanks her a lot and she helped you to make a confession.

After a few of days, you decided it was time to tell your feelings. Hero and you planned to meet at the secret hangout spot only both of you.

ꕀꕀ ♡ ꕀꕀ

"I love you Hero"

You achieve to say theses words after so many times of hesiting and overthink. Your lips were trembling like your body, you close your eyes scared to her a reject.

and then thoses little words that you were so scared to hear destroy all your hopes.

"I'm sorry {name}, I just don't feel the same thing for you.. I have feelings for someone..else."

Of course you knew it, it's was so obvious, of course he loves Mari. How could you have been so naive to think you had a chance. You run away in tears and you cried for the rest of the day, worrying your parents.

After that, you were avoiding the group each time that Hero was present, which was kind of often. Yours friend were worrying about you and thought you were still sick. All except Sunny, he overhead while you were talking to Mari by accident but he judged that it's was a information he had to keep to himself. Basil tried to offer you things to help you, but most of the time you didn't even open your door, you didn't want your friend to worry even more seeing your red eyes made of all the crying.

A few of months later, your parents wanted that you get out of your room a bit for your own health. You decided to go to a field close your house that you liked to hang out. You lay in the flower and it was such an nice feelings, but then you started to hear footsteps. You check to see if someone was there or if you just didn't hear well when you saw Hero coming close of you. You couldn't help yourself but stress, it was the first time you see him since the last event, what if he hates you. You decided to stand and walk to your home but then Hero says something to you.

"{Name}, I'm really sorry, theses last months made me realize that.. I didn't really like Mari. All this time I loved you, I was just to blind to notice it. I hope you can forgive me and if maybe you still love me we could try to be happy together. I love you."

You look at him, so surprised, you except him to hate you but you would never have guess that he could once say thoses words. You decided to go in his direction and kiss him.

A few of days laters, you and hero were going out together and the group was so confused about all that happened in a few of months except Mari and Sunny, but they were all happy for you!! You were always really happy with hero and couldn't wish more.

end~

AAH ITS WAS VERY LONG! I HOPE YOU WILL LIKE IT!!