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#kankri vantas#terezi pyrope#their relationship in ultkri au in a nutshell#ive been having fun just writing out some dialogues ive had in mind for this au recently and these two are one of my faves to write#theyre just so fucking funny they play off of each other extremely well ashxjcj#ultkri au
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i have a hot take but i will keep it to myself and instead just ask:
i need some nejiten fic recs?? what are yall's GOATED nejiten fics, like top tier, some of the best shit you've ever read???
critieria:
nejiten is the focal ship, not the side ship in a fic primarily about some other ship
ideally sasuke x sakura is NOT also in the fic. bonus points if there's no naruto x hinata in it either. i'd also prefer not to have saiino. shikatema is an acceptable and much enjoyed side pairing tho
relatedly. no kakashi x sakura pls either. not sure why that would even be a side pairing in a nejiten-centric fic but i've truly seen it all
it's well-written. i know that's subjective but like. good grammar + plotting + characterization plsss*
my preference would be for it to be within the canon world/canon divergent/they are still ninjas, but if it's going to be a modern setting i would LOVE for it to NOT be a high school au
ideally it is complete or updates regularly pls <3
to get a sense of what i like to read, here are my ao3 bookmarks lol
#nejiten#obvi nejiten is my bread and butter and salt and meat but like. ive been writing it more often than i read it lately#i've recently read some really amazing gaalee/kakagai fics in the past few months and i'm looking for nejiten fics on that level of artistr#ive seen those 'fic masterpost' lists for some of my other fave ships but not nejiten#*if the author is not a native english speaker thats ok!!!#no shade to the canon ships at all. shikatema is just the only one i care abt <3
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fuck it friday
tagged by @daffi-990 @giddyupbuck @spotsandsocks
hi!! i'm back lol - well, the craziness at work is done and I'm slowly getting back to writing bc I haven't written in like a week and it's killing me lol (this is gonna sound dramatic but I literally don't feel like myself if I don't write for too long haha) I don't have anything new to share rn, but I figured since it's already december and since some of y'all are sharing Christmas fics, and knowing I likely won't write one this year, I'm gonna shamelessly plug my holiday fake dating fic with 4 Christmases and 6 Christmas chapters actually 😂 (Christmas was a very important time for Buck and Eddie's relationship in this lol) - there's obvi more holidays in this but anyway, here's a snippet of their first Christmas together also, it's been a year since I posted the first chapter and I'm feeling nostalgic lol, this fic is my baby and I love it so much (tho there's so many things I'd change now lol)
[read on Ao3]
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Turns out, Buck is very much serious about the whole thing, and Christopher finds it hilarious and is eager to play along. Eddie doesn’t have valid arguments not to do it, and it’s not like he doesn’t want to. After another snide comment when talking to his parents, he made his decision. And he already felt this exciting feeling of satisfaction when he told them he’d be bringing someone for Christmas this year – miraculously, Buck and Eddie don’t work on Christmas, and they took an additional day off, so their schedules allow for a three-day trip to Texas.
So now, it’s Christmas Eve and they’re on their way from the airport to Eddie’s childhood home, and he’s nervous, doubts just starting to seep in. What on earth possessed him to do this? He can’t lie to his family. He can’t pretend to be in love with Buck. What if he really does fall in love with him? What if everything goes to shit? He’s watched enough movies to know it’s a bad idea, but he couldn’t and still can’t bring himself to stop it.
“So.” Eddie says, his voice shaking slightly, as they sit in a cab. “We’re doing this.”
“Yep.” he can hear Buck grin next to him. “Unless you still wanna back out?” he adds quickly. They could still say Buck’s just a friend. No big deal. But Eddie does have this petty desire to stir something up, and this seems perfect.
“No. It’ll be fine.” he smiles at Buck, and then feels hot when Buck grabs his hand and interlaces their fingers, winking at him. Christopher laughs.
“You’d make a great couple.” he comments. He’s been unusually happy about all of this. He also asked Eddie a few days ago if Eddie loves Buck, which prompted a conversation, but he thinks Chris knows what’s going on now. Eddie doesn’t really know what to think about that.
“Thanks, buddy.” Buck responds excitedly, squeezing Eddie’s hand, and he can’t contain a smile. If not anything else, at least all three of them are going to have a lot of fun.
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no pressure tags: @elvensorceress @gaydiaz @diazass @thebravebitch @silentxxsoul @shortsighted-owl @eddiebabygirldiaz @arthursdent @diazblunt @911onabc @spagheddiediaz @housewifebuck @gayhoediaz @rogerzsteven @watchyourbuck @monsterrae1 @honestlydarkprincess @underwater-ninja-13 @eowon @exhuastedpigeon @weewootruck @loserdiaz @evanbegins @steadfastsaturnsrings @ladydorian05 @malewifediaz @pirrusstuff @theotherbuckley @911-on-abc @hoodie-buck @wildlife4life @fortheloveofbuddie @nmcggg @diazpatcher @jeeyuns @jesuisici33 @thewolvesof1998 @lover-of-mine @hippolotamus @disasterbuckdiaz @jamespearce9-1-1
#fuck it friday#the holiday fic#wikiangela writes#for a holiday (and forevermore)#some shameless self promo#it's done and 95k and it's fake dating and it's fluffy and cute and I love it haha#also there's quite a bit of eddie and his sisters and it was my fave thing to write (abc give us some big brother eddie pls im begging lol)#and just recently this fic got my first ever 1k kudos which is just mindblowing and i get overwhelmed if i think about it too long lol#so perfect time to share it again haha#buddie fic#buddie#my writing#fic snippet#this post got long and rambling lmao sorry and if you read it all ily <3 hahaha
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you guys know that instead of complaining that there's too much hate for a character in the main tag, you can just. make positive content and posts about that character yourself and block the negative tags right. you know this is a thing you can do. right
#the amount of people i have seen complaining about keefe haters is ridiculous. like stop i'm serious#“hate is negative and makes nobody feel good” WRONG!!!! hating a FICTIONAL character is actually therapeutic you should try it sometime#also idk man i'm having the time of my life here YOU'RE the one that won't shut up about people constantly hating on your fave#which of us seems more miserable to you. hmmmm?#also fyi my blog is only about 25% keefe hate posts and i'm probably(?) the most prolific spreader of keefe hate on this site#so if MY blog isn't even mostly keefe hate then i assure you keepblr as a whole is NOT mostly keefe hate posts#stop whining about what other people are doing and make your own content. or use the block button#also tumblr does not hate keefe. 3.3%. that's how many people on keepblr have a negative opinion of keefe#and keefe positive posts (when they happen) also consistently get more notes than keefe negative ones so like shut up#despite this you don't see keefe haters complaining that too many people like keefe or that too many people like pro keefe content#atp you're just mad keefe haters exist. lmfao. sorry can't help you with that one#you are pulling evidence out of your ass idk what imaginary enemies you think you're fighting. stop acting entitled#you guys on this site need to seriously stop acting like keefe hate is some sort of disease that only child haters engage in#i am criticizing ink on a page it is NOT that deep. keefe is NOT a teenager he is a FICTIONAL character written by an ADULT woman#i am. in fact. holding an ADULT accountable every time i criticize keefe's poor writing#maybe the reason there's so little keefe positive content is because all the keefe lovers are too busy complaining about keefe hate hmm?#okay rant over goodbye now#sorry i have just seen so many posts recently with this sentiment and it is pissing me off. leave us alone#kotlc fandom#keepblr
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little angel and an even smaller devil
#moral orel#orel puppington#shapey puppington#my art#i recently finally watched all of moral orel with my gf and it ruined my life#one of the best cartoons ever made for real#i definitely intend to make more stuff for it someday…so much fun stuff to draw and write about#one of my new fave shows for sure#also i’m trying out some new art styles and new brushes…stay tuned for a gigi art style update#(hopefully…i’ve been trying to change it for ages lol)
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shoutout to my GOAT @setaregan who is one of the kindest smartest most articulate person I've ever known !!!!!!! Without your tag comments and friendship I would NOT have started drawing the kind of narrative illustrations that I do now 😭😭!!!!!!!!!!!
#I don't think I've shouted out to oomf for a while but#I saw a post on Weibo recently about how fangirls (gender neutral) pass on the torch to each other in small fandoms#And I felt that . I have felt this kind of serendipity myself too through your words and my drawings and our connection#I feel by default what I like to draw are pretty people. Like how almost all anime influenced artists started out wanting to draw the faces#Of their faves. I was also not a very articulate person when I was younger#But looking at your tag comments I felt such a strong want to respond! I was bad with words so I tried to write more stuff using art#And hoped that you could've understood and respond! It's like a kind of conversation across language borders (visual tongue to written word#And I felt what an incredible coincidence it was to be inspired by your words written down a decade and a half ago#And then you seeing my art by some lucky coincidence and then writing back to strike up a conversation#It's amazing!!!!!!!!! I really love talking to u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ur the coolest!!!!!!#Also lowkey a reason I wasn't that excited seeing MR in gallifrey one? Like he's cool but he's not the guy that Got me into this#Like that one last kiss (EVA 3.0+1.0 ost) lyric: the first time I [met MR] I was unsurprised. Bc long ago i already found my [GOAT]
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Anyone know any 🔥🔥🔥 recent smutty Ichigo x Grimmjow fics they recommend?? 👀
I haven’t read much in a lil while, so idk which ones out there I should start withhhh 👀👀🔥 ichigrimm only ofc plssss💕💦
Just feel like reading some good old straight up smut adagsfdhd I have reread my faves too many times already so,,, maybe it’s time to add new ones to the lisstttt
#don’t mind me#just asking for food pspspspsps#pls feed me your best subtop Ichigos dagsfshdgd#omegaverse/mpreg/terato/some biting and some fight-as-foreplay are my favEs so… perhaps you’ve seen something like this recently? 👉🏼👈🏼#I should also write some more myself ngl#I got a ton of wips… hmm
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#whenever I scroll through like Twitter or Bluesky or tumblr I see a lot of people making stuff with their oc#or like yume stuff with their fave characters and it makes me go like ''oh I'd love to do that too''#but then I remember that Gilgamesh would never like look towards me because I visually don't appeal to his tastes#nor my like character wouldn't pick up his interest because I'm a boring loser and a coward and sometimes it really puts me down#and yeah I know it's stupid but I just can't help myself😅#and I know that some of you might come to me and say words of support and I would appreciate them#but I'm writing this not to pity party myself but to just lift this weight out of my chest#and I have a friend of mine and we know each other since the childhood like we went to the same kindergarten#and I remember her always being determined and ahe always stood up for herself and was never afraid to voice her opinions#and I always admired her for that because because I always stayed quiet during the arguments or try to avoid them completely#or whenever someone was bullying me I always just burst into tears and just ran away#and I sometimes hate myself for being weak but I just can't do anything about it#and recently this friend she went into military and even though I worry about her and support her#I just can't help myself and not feel envious (in a good way) because of her bravery and determination to make that choice#and just throw her into this challenge despite all of her worries doubts and consequences that she might face#like I can't even call a dentist to make an appointment without being anxious#while she's ready to throw herself into the pits of hell despite fear and everything#like my friend is like that perfect image of a person that Gilgamesh would look upon with admiration and some respect#and I wish I could be like that too#I wish I could be the person which Gil would praise rather than look upon like on a piece of trash...#anyway sorry for ranting and thank you for reading if you did#these thoughts have been eating me for quite awhile and I wanted to voice them at least somewhere#personal
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#i saw at least one article that quoted him as saying this was the song he was most proud of writing on#and it’s one of my faves as well#i don’t really go here anymore#and i know there has been a lot messed up stuff coming out about him recently altho i haven’t really been following it#but his death is just so shocking & i do feel some kind of way about it
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jean probably goes from calling his mum ma as a kid to calling her maman by the end of that second timeskip and i just think thats neat.
#out of.#everyone knows my fave theme for the past 5 years has been jean and his mother ... me and angel relightened that convo recently and now i#CANNOT. stop thinking about it. very eue#just making myself some dinner and then most likely startin to write again.#thank you for your beautiful starters / replies!! im very excited to get to them<3
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Reading a fic which I think is plagiarizing another fic
#OK so not to be a scholar of that fandom but it's really tiny and at some point I read everything in the tag and then reread my faves#There are like. Scenes copied from the og#It's too recent to be the og because it's been a couple of years since I read it...#The og also didn't have smut (I think) and this new one does#Maybe it's the op's updated reupload idk but the writing I remember was super tight and this new one... It's too melodramatic at times#I think I'm onto something 🌝🔬
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me whenever I put all my effort into that One fic and leave That comment and the author responds selectively to that one comment: omg I've been noticed by senpai - am I, am I better than everyone??
#is it because ive written fics since the late 2007 and i know what an author likes? maybe. but it feels especially good to leave a good#comment to a great fic hoping that the author will get how much you liked it and how much it made you feel things and sometimes the author#replies and its absolutely the best feeling. but even if they dont reply they still read all of thos comments and one should try to at leas#leave some message there.. sure not every fic will make me wax poetry about it but even just a short comment can be a nice sign#this me rambling about olliecoddle my recent fave byler author btw they write things that make me Feel i really enjoy their fics!!!!#ahhh#personal#one day -soon- im gonna reread in undertow by olliecoddle and draw some fanart for it bc it made me Feel. my heart was raw.#yes this is a crazy rambling kfkrkdj
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I just wanna take a minute, as a fellow enemies to lovers fanatic, that the great war is the best enemies to lovers fic i have ever read
Alot of 'enemies' really just end up being somewhat rivals but I could feel the hatred absolutely radiating off the screen like THAT is what I like to see.
The dialogue is one of the best I've ever read not just in fanfic but writing in general. And that's saying something bc I read a lot of shit lol
The pacing is impeccable, it was the right amount of stretch and the perfect amount of instant shifts I loved it.
The imagery is amazing, and as an artist myself this really encouraged me to dust off my easel and get to work on something. and as an art enthusiast in general this really had me excited with the Florence bits with so many artists and that lil Michaelangelo bit like yes, please.
Overall, amazing fic, so so so worth the wait and I can't wait to see what else you come up with!!!! <333
THE GREATEST?):)::!: UVE EVER READ ?:£3!3&3&3 😭😭😭🩷😭😭🩷😭😭🩷 IM GONNA SCREAM 🏃♂️💨💨💨
PLEASEEEEE i completely understand you!! I’m usually all for rivals to lovers at times but nothing beats ENEMIES !! I’m happy u could feel the hatred between them cause i didn’t want it to be toned down LMAOA
WAIT IM SO HONOURED ??? omg I’m glad i could inspire u in some way because the way mc paints is usually my own working process 👹 part of it was trying to get me to paint again cause it’s been so long 💔
thank you so so so much for the kind words !! they really mean a lot to me 🥹🩷🩷🩷
#asks#gyuwhore asks#the great war tings#honestly enemies to lovers has been hitting so much for me recently#and i haven’t seen it done properly in these parts from what ive seen anyway#thank u kate and anthony from bridgerton u played a big role in this 🙏🏼#OMG so happy u liked the dialogue i was trying to be as authentic as possible#im so serious i had etymology.com on tab the entire time writing cause i refused to write down a word that was used in later times#Florence and Venetian art has always been some of my faves so I’m glad u enjoyed that 😞☝🏼#old white men did (1) thing properly at least ☝🏼👹
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here's a fun thing, the whole 'I've written with marvel characters for 10 years and now my creativity is exhausted' actually is more like: I've written with aos characters and minor characters and ocs and canon female characters but I barely if never interacted with Tony, Steve, Thor and Loki, and now I'm not entirely sure I can say 'I still want to roleplay with those four and other very rare exceptions' because it will legit just come off as me ship-hunting
#but Emma had a whole alien or superhero verse in modern world that i used and all and that i recently deleted together with the old carrd#and i think about that a lot#but also don't touch me with dc because legends of tomorrow will always be one of my fave things in the world#but it's also awkward if people ask me to rp with their other marvel or dc characters so uuhhh#some day I'll make an actual main call and then MAYBE I'll be brave enough to check my closest partner's blogs and be like GIVE THEM TO ME#not that I'm against shipping i love shipping. if we already write together I'd likely be Ready for some of them too#but i'm against looking like if you don't ship with me i'll drop you#also her ex in that verse is even more tr*ggering so I worry
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How 'bout this one
Is this small and pixely enough that it’s not a spoiler
#WIP#Just Desserts#Is it small enough yet#Lol#Nine more! Everyone here has considerably smaller hair shapes lol#No one has a giant braid for example cough lol#Progress is fairly steady apart from getting Massively distracted with the sudden urge to write Helix fics#Hopefully it's out of my system enough to get back to this lol#I just love Max and Dex too much smh#Today's drawing session was nicer on my hand as well :) Which is a relief! I was worried I'd just have to suffer#But no it was pretty good! Hooray#Next one will take a bit more creativity as Most of the designs haven't been finalized#A couple here in this one hadn't gotten the full treatment before so had to do some on-the-fly designing but next one...hyewph#I doodled everyone recently at least! Heck of a time remembering some of them lol#I'm pretty good about it for being such a large cast but inevitably there'll be one or two that I'm just like ''Who??''#I mostly went with my faves for the first one ahh poor guys further down the list lol#There's one in this batch that always reminds me of one of my other characters unfairly lol#Love the reminded-of hate this one haha#Just another source of inspiration in a way >:3c
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Welcome back! So happy to see that you are doing well ☺️
Since requests are open, I was wondering if you could write some headcanons/drabbles about how the Genshin men (including Pierro, Capitano, and Dottore my fave) would react if their darling, who was pregnant with their child, tried to run away? Saying "I refuse to raise my child with a monster like you!"
what it takes to love | various yandere! fatui harbingers x pregnant reader
content warning: mentions of blood, idk if childe's being sorta trad or not but I'll still put it here. I'm also a bit rusty so they might be ooc...
a/n: definitely not a drabble... I hope you enjoy!
CAPITANO
with the newfound knowledge that you were gone, the captain was on the way home.
there was not a lick of hesitation, no, he dropped everything. your leaving meant you were alone on a cold night while pregnant. who knew what trouble you could be in?
the captain knew you couldn't travel far-- it was too dark, too cold. all that surrounded the manor was woods and woods. he made sure to wear his thickest coat and brought with him his weapon in case you were in true danger. he saw your footprints in the snow, it looked as if you were stumbling about in the cold.
Oh, poor you.
this isn't how things should be-- you, running about at night without him there to protect you. you should be in the safety of his arms, in the walls of his manor.
he wouldn't try to further frighten you, that must be why you ran, no? he would place his coat over you and take you home with him.
following those footprints, it seemed you tumbled and fell a couple of times. you couldn't possibly be in a good state. (y/n)... where could you be ?
"(y/n)," the captain called out. he saw you, your cowering form, pressed against a tree, using one of his coats you'd taken with you to warm yourself, "oh, (y/n)."removing his coat, he set it over your shoulders and lifted you into his arms, expecting you to comply.
"no! st-stop. let me go, i... I'm fine!" you'd argue, though, it seemed you were in no state to.
"(y/n), no," the captain shook his head, trying to keep a gentle hold on you even as you squirmed and argued, "you're tired- you don't understand what you're saying. I'll be taking you home."
"i know what I'm saying," you shook your head, pressing your hand against his mask, attempting to push him away, "i don't want to be with you or near you! l-let go of me!"
the cold must be getting to you, capitano reasoned, who knows how long you've been out here? you're clearly not in your right mind. pressing a hand against your cheek, he felt your skin, he felt how cold it was. you needed to be home and in bed. "hush, you're delirious. (y/n), stop fighting me, i need to bring you home. you're harming yourself *and* our child."
"let go of me! stop- i refuse to raise my child with a monster like you!"
his hold on you loosened-- he was stunned, caught off guard. a monster? his hand gripped at the fabric of the coat over your shoulders, "is that truly what you think of me?"
you hated him? that was why you ran? "(y/n)," the captain repeated, his grip on the coat lessened, "answer me. is that what you think of me?"
do you understand how that makes him feel?
it's not as if you always thought this of him, this was a recent development. after getting pregnant, he was... more protective. he took extreme measures to keep you home, to "keep you safe."
it drove you mad.
so, when you woke up one morning to see that all of the house staff, including your maid that you truly loved, had been replaced-- you knew you had to leave.
"yes, yeah..." you nodded, a stray tear running down your cheek, "so, let me down- let me go," you demanded once more, squirming, trying to get away from him once more.
capitano raised his hand and wiped away that stray tear, "(y/n), do not say that-- not to me, not to my face," his hand dropped back to his side. he needed you home with him, now.
and that need was stronger than any other feeling he had at this very moment.
holding you against his chest, trying to keep you as warm as possible as he worked on getting you home.
he needed you back home; whatever happened afterward could happen, as long as you were home with him.
DOTTORE
how things seemed, you enjoy causing dottore problems.
if you weren't knocking his vials over, you were barging in on his experiments, and if not that, you'd rejected him when he expressed even the slightest bit of affection.
it was always something with you.
and now, on his day off-- on the one day when he had nothing to do and nothing planned, you ran away, or at least you tried to.
dottore refused to let his good day be ruined by something so trivial, so he took precautions.
knowing you, you would do something so he prepared for just about anything you could do.
just about anything... well, he didn't expect you, a pregnant woman, to attempt to jump out of your window to get away from him.
he heard the tell-tale shatter of glass and just knew it was you-- it was always you. he begrudgingly got up from where he was resting and went to your room, where you were halfway out of your window, bloodied from the broken glass digging into your skin.
dottore sighed, "goodness, (y/n)," dottore was approaching you and you could hear him coming closer, so, you tried to lunge yourself out of the window, to get away from him-- to protect your future.
pressing your hands against the sides of the window, you pushed yourself forward, slipping out of the window, but, of course, dottore caught you by the ankle just as you were falling.
you wasted not even a second before you began screaming and swearing at him, trying to squirm out of his grip, "let me go! let go-" you kicked at him as he dragged you back into the room.
once you were in, lying on the glass-covered floor, somewhat numb to the pain, dottore stood somewhere near your side, his arms crossed over his chest, looking down at you. he was disappointed, but why?
"don't... lie in the glass. (y/n)..." he sighed once more, and reached out, grabbing your arm and helping you stand.
it was then that he assessed your injuries, asking that you stand still as he looked at your bloodied arms and torso area-- it was painfully cut from the glass.
*you must be in pain, no?* dottore mused, straightening his back as he looked at the thin layer of blood coated on his fingertip, "I'll forget about this-- I'll even forgive you for... attempting this," dottore assured you, holding your arm as he began to guide you out of your room, "I'll forgive you, i just ask that you never attempt such a thing again."
but... you refused, tugging your arm back and out of his hold, "Don't touch me-- i don't *need* your forgiveness!"
you'd never hated him quite as much as you did after finding out that dottore had no problem with experimenting on children that the knave gave him.
it made you sick. you couldn't allow your child to grow up with a man like him, "i *refuse* to raise my child with a monster like you."
dottore's eyebrow twitched, though you couldn't see it. he thought he knew what to expect from you, but, you always surprise him, "a monster? can you genuinely call me such a thing after all I've done for you?"
when you nodded, dottore stifled his third sigh and brought you along with him, despite all of your arguing and fighting. "(y/n), you're hurt. let me clean those wounds of yours. since you cannot accept my forgiveness and let this go, we'll have a talk tomorrow."
dottore cared for you, of course, he did.
he realized just how much he cared for you-- just how much he needed you when he felt his heart drop at the sight of you trying to leave.
he understood just then how much he'd hate it if you left him.
a/n: lowkey ooc...
PIERRO
escape was impossible.
with guards at your door, and all around pierro's manor, you couldn't escape.
but, when pierro found out that you had still tried to leave him-- attempting to walk right out the front door, dressed as if you had places to be, he was displeased.
he was immediately informed of this.
so, as you tried to open the gate that was locked, pierro approached you, "(y/n), where exactly are you going?" he asked, stopping to stand right behind you, "it's cold, and you aren't dressed for the weathers condition... ah, aren't you supposed to inform me of where it is you want to go before going?"
pierro knew exactly what you were doing but for you, he could play dumb. it was better than making you feel cornered and possibly upsetting you further.
he could change, he wasn't above it. after all, there weren't many things he wouldn't do for you.
he held his hand out for you, hoping you'd take it, hoping you wouldn't give him trouble-- not now, not when he was in such a generous mood.
you didn't take his hand, no, you weren't even looking at him as you said, "I'd like to go... I want to stay with my family."
your family? pierro felt his eyes twitch-- he wouldn't allow himself to be seen as the jealous type, no, pierro instead nodded his head slowly, "why don't we go back in? it's terribly cold tonight, is it not?" he'd tried to change the subject, try to ease you back into the house without an argument.
"no, uh... I've got a ride. i just need the gate to open."
pierro saw and understood what you were feeling perfectly-- desperation. "we can talk about this tomorrow, no? it's late, (y/n), im not particularly in the mood to be standing out in the cold while you talk about leaving me."
"pierro- im leaving... I'll send you letters and I-I'll even come to visit," you offered, taking a step towards the gate, looking at the lock, that stopped you from leaving.
"no, no, (y/n), you aren't leaving, at any point. how ever you feel, I'm sure you'd feel better if you spoke to me about how you feel-"
"i want to leave because i dont want to raise my child with you."
first, you cut him off, and now you say this? "you're being very rude-- now, we're going back inside. do not argue with me," pierro took your hand into his and began to guide you back toward the manor.
"no! let go, stop it!" you would drag your feet, crying and arguing, "I don't want to be here! not with you! st-stop it! let me go!"
it saddened him, truly, to hear you cry and beg so desperately, but those words rolled off of him. he didn't care at the moment; he just needed to get you back into the manor, and whatever happened after didn't matter.
he'd have a talk with the guards too.
"You're so evil! let me go-! let me be!" you'd argued, dragging your feet, attempting to make things harder for him, "i refuse to have a child with a monster like you!!"
you couldn't imagine raising a child in this environment, in the fatui...
pierro stilled, glancing back at you, his grip on your hand tightened-- then immediately loosened, "you're testing my patience, (y/n). please, just come inside with me. we can talk about this inside."
because there were fewer places to run inside.
(y/n), you truly are a work of art, pierro mused, as he dragged you along, well, he attempted to be gentle but you were making it hard for him.
but since it was you, he'd do anything, even tolerate your rude behavior, since you were his woman and his alone.
CHILDE
when childe found you, whenever that was, there was no telling what could happen or what he'd do. he loved you, that much was obvious but he was an impulsive guy.
maybe he'd take off his coat and put it over you-- you'd like that, wouldn't you? or maybe, just maybe, he'd hug you out in the blistering cold until he felt good enough to release you... which would be near to never.
or maybe he'd react in anger. again, he loved you, it was inconsiderate, rude even, to leave him while you were pregnant with his child. didn't you promise to start a family with you? (he misheard you. you said you didn't want to start a family with him.)
he wouldn't let his anger get the best of him, no. he was better than that-- he was raised better than that. yeah, he was raised better than that.
childe raised his hand and wiped at the tip of his nose, he was cold. he couldn't image how you'd be feeling right now.
that was all more the reason to find you as soon as possible!
he took this journey alone. he thought it would be somewhat intimate if he found you on his own, it would be manly too-- you'd think he's the type of man you want to raise children with... that's what he thought anyway.
you got a bit of a head start on him, he had just gotten back to snezhnaya when he was informed that you had run off a few hours before he'd gotten back.
oh, he was worried. real worried.
he forgot everything he was planning to do-- eat, change into something warmer, brush his hair, those sorts of things, he forgot all about. you were more important!
before running off, you were staying with his family. it was probably easy for you to leave, just say you're going for a walk and never come back, since his family didn't exactly know all about your relationship with him and how he sorta smuggled you into snezhnaya.
he got home and followed after your footprints for a good while. the sun was setting, and it was only getting colder; at this point, you were probably regretting leaving him and wished to be at home in his arms-- that was just an assumption, of course.
when he finally saw you, in a thin dress and coat, stumbling up a snowy hill, he smiled. (y/n)! its (y/n)!
oh, he felt so relieved to see you!
running past all the bushes and trees in his way, he ran straight into you, hugging you tightly from behind, his hands on your pregnant belly.
"are you hurt anywhere?" that was the first question he asked as he turned you to face him, patting his hands over your arms, checking for any signs of blood on your or your clothes.
he leaned in once again, hugging you after being sure you weren't injured, and his second question, asked in a muffled voice by your ear, was, "What'd ya go running off for?"
"because I don't want to have a child with you."
huh, it seemed childe couldn't hear all of a sudden, as he released you from the hug and slipped his coat off, tossing it over your shoulders, "bet you're cold, huh? now, what'd you say?"
"i do not want to have a child with you."
again, it went through one ear and out the other for childe. he wasn't hearing things right, he couldn't be, could he? "huh? what was that?" his eyebrows raised, and he leaned closer, gesturing for you to repeat yourself once more.
now annoyed, you leaned closer, saying, "I'm leaving you because i dont want to have a child with someone like you."
he straightened his posture, backing away with a less-than-happy expression-- he looked defeated. so, he was hearing things right, huh...
"we gotta see it through... y'know that, right?" still holding your hand, his grip loosened. childe had never felt quite so... sad? angry? betrayed? before.
"no, we don't. I want to go back home, I'll see it through with my famil-"
"we are family," quickly cutting you off, he corrected you, his fingers tensed around your hand, "I'm your family-- everyone back at home is your family. we're your family so why are you trying to leave us?"
he bit at his bottom lip as a means of stopping it from quivering but you could see the tears in his eyes.
"are you kidding me? you forced me to be here with you! you think i came here willingly or someth-"
"you promised me we'd make a family together! you said it yourself, so, why're you acting like you hate me?" his hold on your hand tightened, and he leaned closer to you.
he was desperate-- he didn't want to hear this! not from you, not from anyone he loved, but especially not from you because he didn't just love you; he loved you.
attempting to tug your hand away from him, you shook your head, "I never said that, ever. let go of me- i wouldn't... i refuse to raise my child with someone like you!"
everything he thought knew and believed came crumbling down around him, " oh, well... i don't care," he replied-- he had abandoned his feelings for you, for now at least, he just needed to get you home without harming you, "I love you and... I guess, sometimes that's all that matters."
you could figure it out later-- you could learn to love him later but he loved you now and couldn't let you go so easily.
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