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please please please, charles leclerc
summary : "please please please don't prove them right" charles leclerc has been labelled as a noterious playboy so when popstar starts y/n y/ln starts dating him she puts him in his place. warnings : language, suggestive content, hate comments. a/n : i acc have so much unfinished works in my drafts rnnn
y/nusername n1 in sydney.
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user72 ugh i love her so bad
username13 taylor liking is crazyy like she has been y/n's idol for years
user99 so so proud about how far she has come stopp i could cry
username222 sold out show in melbourne WHAT
fangirl truly the best night of my life (not an exaggeration i fear)
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y/nusername 48 hours in australia next to miami !!
》 TAYLOR MF SWIFT Y/N WHAT
》 cutest dump ever stfu
》 screamingggg
》 stopp she looks so happy let me sob 😭😭
》 confirmed she loves us aussies 🇦🇺
》 the dress was *chef kisses*
》 storytime rnnnn
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charlesleclerc miami prep 💪
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user23 oh damn.
username788 holy shit i just woke up
f1fan oml
user00 i'm so jealous of any girl he has ever been with
user23 my dreams are just dreams 😫
f1lover podium plssss
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y/nusername guess where i am hehe
》 miami gp !!
》 is that charles's car i see 👀
》 "everybody is a ferrari fan"
》 y/n and f1 i'm here for it
》 oh great another influencer being invited to an f1 race
》 oh yessss
》 f1 omggg queen i love youuuu
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y/nusername a little pit stop before my show tonight ;)
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sadiesink ugh i had the best time
f1fan i'm not okay y/n and f1 MY TWO WORLDS COLLIDING
user13 im shooketh
username22 omg sadie and y/n together again i love them smmm
f1lover OMG GUYS WHAT IF SHE WAS THERE FOR CHARLES
user72 this is too insane....but he did like her post so maybeee user23 omgg and on the podium he did wink at someone maybe it was her?!?! f1girl okay not to alarm anyone but i did see him walk into the paddock with y/n 🤭 user23 OMFG ACC
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charlesleclerc miami the city that keeps the roof blazing
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user23 i love charlos so bad pls never seperate them
f1fan oh girl....
user52 yesss charles back on the podium again
f1girl yesss the caption miami by will smith on toppp
f1lover are u dating y/n???
user626 yesss give the people what they want
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y/nusername miami you were amazing 💋
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user72 mommy
username90 we need the makeup routine rnn
fangirl the pose tonight was crazyyy
user52 omggg i was with my mum fangirl stoppp i would die
user00 her tour fits always eat so bad
f1fan in a perfect universe this would be my life
user22 okayyy what if charles was there?!?
f1lover y/n plsss come to monaco
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hotones video with y/n out now !!
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y/nusername I TOLD YOU TO CUT THAT PART OMG GOING TO GO KMS
user627 oop
username22 i mean she has a chance so she might as well shoot her shot
f1fan not charles in the likes this is so messy
user72 oh to have her confidence
username78 omggg she is such a legend for this
f1girl this interview was so good omggg
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charlesleclerc the best weekend of my life
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y/nusername 💗
user62 girl f1fan wait was she there?? user62 nope
carlossainz finally
user562 i actually shed like real tears
f1girl so so proud
user90 im a new fan but this was emotional for me
username82 i hope he knows that we are all so happy for him
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messages between taylor and y/n
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y/nusername please please please out now hope you enjoy 🤭🫣
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user72 NOW THIS IS A HARD LAUNCH
username90 i died dead
f1fan fuck idek who i want to be more
taylorswift omggg i'm so shocked i defo didn't know about this for months
y/nusername 😭😭 plsss ily
user62 THE MV WAS SO GODDAMN HOT THE WAY HE WAS LOOKING AT HER OMLLL
f1girl this is just so perfect
user90 i fear im in a state of shock rn
user52 im not even phased cause i saw it coming
landonorris can i plss be in a mv next plssss
user62 helpppp
username11 y/n my queen
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doing a new line-up for my voices with all their updated designs, and gosh, seeing my progress this clearly with how I drew these guys before and how I'm doing it now is so kamskdmdmdmd
have some of the process so far. also already got some colors in and hoping I can finish this tomorrow
#as an artist. I got past a lot of my insecurities and imposter syndrome a while ago#(last year even. maybe? idk. time isn't real)#and it feels so fuckin' good to look at my stuff and go#that shit's GOOD!! I like that!!#that's what I always wanted. just. make art I'm proud of#it wasn't easy getting here. I was in a very bad place just a few years ago. but that's in the past now#rn I'm just happy with myself and where I am#sorry. got a little emotional here lol#anyway. look at my funky birds–#stp-posting#Artist's Log#< making a proper tag for sharing WIPs lol
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of course you're a little shit. You're writing a fic with the biggest genocide supporter in the fandom. Noah Schnapp is a zionist who cheered on child murder. And you support that. You sick fucking freak.
once again, AWW THANK YOU FOR THE ASK AND KIND WORDS. Also, Noah isn't a zionist, people who say that should really do their research instead of just being a follower. In the wise words of Eddie Munson "you're a sheep, and not the good kind." Stop being a follower and open a fucking tab. Google bitch, because Noah wasn't the one holding those stickers, he isn't the person killing those people, he isn't supporting Jack Shit. Honestly, you people get so easily offended.
Do you wanna feel like a good person? Is that? You want to get the brownie points for doing nothing? Well let me lay it out for you. I help old and disabled people, I clean their houses, fill up their planners, help them with day to day tasks, and I just talk to them. I know someone who cannot physically move their body, only their hands and feet, and I have to wash them because they physically can not do it themselves. I know someone who is mute and has Alzheimer's so bad that they try to follow me home, they're in a home now because they ran out in the street naked and screaming. These are the lightest cases. I've seen so many people die, its not funny. I am waiting for the day I am allowed to volunteer at the hospital. I go out of my way to tell people I'm proud of them when they post of chapter, I make Google docs of media for people of things they like who feel bad and need something to cheer them up. I'm medically certified so I could help people, I have OSHA safety training so I can help people, I do everything I can to help PEOPLE.
You write words on the internet anonymously on a topic you don't even know about. We are not the same so don't you DARE even try to tell me what I am when you're to pathetic to say something with your chest. You're the sick freak, not me. I'd suggest you look in the mirror and evaluate what you've done with your life so far because it is never to late to change, and I would still be proud of you for doing so..just like I'm am proud of your accomplishments now, even if I only know you from this ask.
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Bump Up Business - a Polish romcom?
The white poster is an interesting phenomenon in Polish cinema, because it's a tell-tale sign that the romcom it advertises is, well... bad. The Bump Up Business poster may be white, but if it avoids these 10 things that happened in bad Polish romcoms, it's far superior to them in quality. Dedicated to @sapphonoticeme who was keen to learn about the art of a bad Polish romcom.
1. The main character watches as their partner cheats on them in a public place, i.e. their car or a glass elevator in a glass building. Bonus point if it's on the day of their wedding.
2. The huge city the plot takes place in is actually really small, with only one coffee shop, one restaurant, one nightclub, one hotel, and the characters bump into each other all the fucking time.
3. The huge city the plot takes place is can only be Warsaw or Cracow, people from other cities don't fall in love. If a character isn't from these two cities, they're from the countryside.
4. The main character and their one true love bump into each other in a literal sense, often involving a car, and the more random the situation, the better. Nobody ever gets seriously hurt, unless you consider falling in love at first sight a sign of internal damage.
5. The plot is just a series of coincidences: characters meeting, characters talking, characters fighting, there's little to no motive and decision making that goes into it. Consistent characterization is a foreign concept, there're just plot points that need to happen.
6. There must be a really obvious ad moment that's completely divorced from the plot, i.e. drawing the audience's attention to a brand of sausage by having the characters throw it into a salad and proceed to talk about it. Berlinki.
7. If there's a foreign character, they speak perfect Polish unless it's a word like yes or thank you, which they keep forgetting. Additionally, Polish characters who are supposed to be "modern" and "cool" will throw in random English words, sometimes translating them right away. Ja to jednak umiem z każdej porażki wykręcić success.
8. Old people and kids are the wisest people on earth. The only wise ones, actually. Adults are all dumb.
9. The characters watch a nostalgic montage of their romantic moments taken from the actual movie, filmed by the camera crew, not any in-universe characters.
10. Nobody stays single until the end. Bonus point if all the characters get married at the same time in the finale.
Bonus: 11. Tomasz Karolak and Mikołaj Roznerski are in the cast.
#manifesting a tomasz karolak cameo in bump up#what even is my contribution to this fandom#is it bad that I'm a little proud of this post#bump up business
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911: Lone Star | S5E5 -> Carlos' episode evolution
#911 lone star#911lsedit#tarlos#carlos reyes#my gifs#the journey!#the way he's defensive and a little dismissive in the beginning#he doesnt think the problem is as bad as tk does#but then that dawning realization of how much he risks losing if he doesnt appreciate the moments he has#this was exactly what I was hoping we would get when we saw the trailers and descriptions#this epiphany that there are changes that need to be made#and then carlos DOING THE THING#i'm just so proud of his growth here#queued post
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Thinking of the Nie disciple that told Nie Mingjue it was Meng Yao who stayed behind to clean up corpses on the battlefield today.
Nie Mingjue didn't just randomly stumble upon poor lil meowyao eating bread in the novel, he was already looking for him to thank and reward him for his work.
That's what makes it so fun that nieyao's first conflict will end up being about someone else taking credit for Meng Yao's work.
And I'm sure that Nie Mingjue's actual opinions on plagiarism are a lot more nuanced, all we really get from him in this scene is "well you shouldn't kill someone over it!" which leaves a lot of room for what punishments he thinks are appropiate. But I bet that it isn't occuring to him in this moment that the only reason he knows Meng Yao at all, the only reason he got such a capable deputy, is that he noticed someone was taking care of the dead and cared enough to want to know their name. And then the Nie disciples didn't lie to him. The disciple he asked could have said "it was me, Zongzhu" to rise in the ranks himself, but he didn't. He went and asked others, who all also could have taken the credit, but they didn't. Someone saw Meng Yao working and decided to be honest about it and that simple decision is the catalyst for Meng Yao becoming Nie Mingjue's deputy.
Meng Yao can't just work hard to get results, others have to acknowledge that work. If they don't, it's as if he didn't do anything at all.
#i'm very proud of the phrase poor lil meowyao. i'm sure i'm not the first one to come up with it but i'm proud nonetheless.#mdzs#mdzs meta#nie mingjue#meng yao#anyway this isn't a nmj bashing post i think 'ok that's bad but don't do MURDER' is overall a pretty reasonable reaction#but the emotional disconnect is fun to ruminate on. I bet meng yao IS thinking about that moment while coming up with his fake-suicide plan#anyway i always laugh a litle whenever anyone wonder if meng yao looking a bit pitiful was all some master stategy to get nmj to like him#because like... no. no that would be a stupid plan and also involved way too many factors he couldn't control.#and also!! he was already doing something else to try and get nmj's attention. all of that fucking work!!#if you plan on getting nmj– guy famous for valuing merit and hard honest work– to like you what is more useful:#looking a bit like a sad little wet cat in case he comes across you? or. Working really hard and being more useful than everyone else?#ding ding ding it's the latter.#nmj is ALSO a bit weak for someone looking like a kitten left in the rain but that's not well-known at all and meng yao didn't know him yet#anyway the fact that that is his plan does mean he's very aware how much it hinges on other people not just lying and saying they did it.#i wonder what networking efforts lil heijan meng yao was doing. trying to make friends with all the other disciples.#walking the tightrope of being accomodating but not a doormat so people see you as someone to rely on rather than take advantage of.#as much as we know not everyone in the nie is as righteous as nmj it does seem like there is a culture of taking pride in your own work.#even the cultivators who bully him in the novel just seem think it's funny he's working so hard.#using someone else's actions to prop yourself up is kinda like admiting they're better than you. a wound to their pride if nothing else.
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r/parentingadvice
How do I tell my adult children that they'll have a new little sister?
16th of December, 2023
I (45 M) have found myself in a position I didn't think I would find myself in at this point in my life.
It has been a while since I last posted on this site but the last time, I posted I was met with some really good advice, and even made a few friends, so I'm hoping I can get some really good advice now.
The title is self-explanatory. I have four children already, all adults now, and recently, a social worker contacted me to inform me that I possibly have a five-year-old daughter, now six as I write this. To say I was surprised was an understatement, I actually sat for hours racking my brain trying to remember who I slept with in the last six years, I'm not very active in the dating scene and can only remember having a one-night stand once which lines up with my new daughter's age.
There wasn't any actual confirmation that I was the father, and the worker was asking for a paternity test to locate this child's biological parent. I readily agreed to the test, and the results came back positive. It was then that I learned that my new daughter, who I'll call Kitty because she reminds me of one, had recently lost her mother (I wasn't given any details) and the man who had been raising her up until now had learned that Kitty wasn't his biological daughter and doesn't want anything to do with her, and neither does any of Kitty's maternal family after learning she was born both out of wedlock and is a result of her mother's infidelity.
I want to put out there, that I was under the belief that Kitty's mother was single at the time, I can't even remember her name (although the one given to me by the social worker didn't sound familiar in the slightest) and the number she gave me that night turned out to be for an 80-year-old woman who managed her social groups Tupperware "store", I think I was stuck on that phone call for two hours listening to this kind old lady go through her Tupperware sales speech, forget said speech and then rinse and repeat. And yes. I bought a lot of Tupperware that day. My daughter Pow (20) mocked me endlessly for doing so but had a blast baking to fill those containers.
It goes without saying, but I decided to get guardianship of Kitty, I've already met her. She's weary, which is fair she's going through a lot of changes at the moment and is silent which is a result of her being nonverbal (I've been told that she possibly has autism but hasn't been assessed yet) and strangely enough is already confirmed to be a Shifter; usually, people don't find out they're a Shifter until they become teenagers but she's an early bloomer.
Right now, she's in the hands of Janna's Temple until the transfer of custody can be finalized, I have set up appointments to go visit her so that she's used to my presence in her life and so that her transition into my home can go more smoothly.
My biggest worry at the moment is how my kids are going to react. They're all good kids, minus a few hiccups growing up, and I trust them to act accordingly with her but I also can't help but continuously imagine the worst-case scenario.
Has anyone else been in this situation? And if so, can you offer me any advice on how to navigate it in a way where I don't end up horrifically traumatizing my new daughter?
#arcane#jinx#lol#vi#ekko#powder#silco#vander#mylo#claggor#Isha#isha arcane#AITAH Arcane AU#fan fic#I'm back from writer's block purgatory#It was a challenge getting out of there#So for context season 2 really made me love Isha and I could not not include her in the family dynamic#So I decided that Vander has bad luck with baby mammas and is now the proud father of our sweet little golden eye fangirl#A refresher on how these stories work#If you would like to reply back to Vander's post then reblog and respond as if you were commenting on a reddit post#You don't have to respond back as someone from Arcane or LoL you can use any character you like as long as your creative#I will try and keep more regular updates from now on#<3
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martha jones is kind of like if horatio and ophelia were one person tbh
this post by darkcomedies
s03e08 human nature // hamlet (2009), act 3 scene 2 // hamlet to horatio, act 3 scene 2 // martha about ten, s03e09 the family of blood // s03e03 gridlock // hamlet (2009), act 5 scene 1 // canary in a coal mine by the crane wives
s03e02 the shakespeare code // hamlet (2009), act 3 scene 1 // ophelia about hamlet, act 2 scene 1 // s03e07 42 // hamlet (2009), act 3 scene 2 // s03e05 evolution of the daleks // hoping on another life by madds buckley
hamlet's letter to ophelia, act 2 scene 2 // s03e13 last of the time lords // hamlet (2009), act 5 scene 2 // the shooting script for s03e07 42 // the tags on darkcomedies' post
#martha jones#tenth doctor#10th doctor#doctor who#hamlet#david tennant#<- because this IS his fault . at least a little bit#dr who#10 era#ten and martha#my edits#ws#i do NOT know how to title my webweaving posts sorry and also my sources look like a nightmare#this post is just extremely fucking incomprehensible . sorry. my bad#so proud of the parallel i drew between the scene at the end of gridlock and alas poor yorick i'm so smart <- deranged#also despite the fact martha clocks closer to horatio in my head and it's way easier drawing parallels between those two#so proud of the parallel between hamlet's love letter and last of the timelords my brain is huge <- DERANGED#no this isnt a ship post bc im not built like that but i do realize i've set myself up for failure completely with this one#DONT LET ME COOK [BANGS POTS AND PANS] DONT LET ME COOK
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The hands holding yours are not clean either.
VegasPete + Hands || KinnPorsche (2022)
#Disclaimer: I have very complicated feelings about this show and this couple after everything that's happened over the past month#I actually started these in late december for a friends birthday but the colouring ended up so complicated I didnt get it done#and while I'm still untangling how I feel about the fandom and fan culture and the whole situation (tldr: bad sad parasocially betrayed lol#I was so proud of these for my 3rd ever gifset the absolutely insane amount of time I spent on the colouring and masking against shaky shot#like I genuinely had to keyframe adjust about 8 different overlapping layers frame-by-frame for at least 1 of these lol#and perhaps selfishly: I need to post bc I can't bring myself to work on new sets while this was staring back at me every time i opened PS#And I'm proud of it and it meant a lot and even though the shape of the fandom and friendships have changed its still worth something to me#anyway. enough rambling. on to the actual tags lol#VegasPete#kinnporche the series#vegas theerapanyakul#pete saengtham#asiandramasource#asianlgbtqdramas#lgbtedit#vegas kp#pete kp#idk idk idk I feel like this is my one last little love letter to these silly little characters that meant a lot to me#and to the friends that inspired it too#on a lighter note: the caption is an adapted taemin lyric and the colours were inspired by the criminal MV lmao#so like lol its not that deep :')#aaaand post.#bee.gif#kpts
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I have just now finished Cold Front and holy shit. That was a lot more intense than I thought it would be. I need a Winnie plush to forfeit all mortal possessions to now.
#cold front#studio investigrave#i'm going to make a better post about this game at some point but GEEZ IT WAS GOOD#it was REALLY good#and it's the first inestigrave grave that legit freaked me out playing it#rot in paradise was disturbing and same goes for dead plate and married in red but this actually disturbed me a little#all i know is that i love winnie and i would do anything for him#literally done nothing wrong in his entire life and i'm proud to have been a truther from the start#mental note to draw winnie in the future#i feel bad for all my twitter moots cuz they had to see me freak out in real time over there 💀 oh well#also auggie and winnie felt very komahina coded there i said it#momento rambles
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please look at these guys. they even had a little teaparty.
w/ @adhdo5's clockworklocusts :)
#vwoop.art#vwoop.oc#i dont.. remember my cvwoop tag here.....#My beloved Minecraft Roleplay#Can you tell that Minecraft Grass Block is my favourite thing btw#I got massively carried away with this I was doing some sillee sketches and was like Hey this actually looks not bad#And then I got frusterated w lineart and was like Oh this looks okay actually#And then this continued until it was A Thing.#also hehehehe minecraft roleplay with my buddies ... I'm always thinkin about it. Did you know this. Do you know that I love them sm#My friends' little guys but most importantly... makin things with my friends ..........#(You Knew This. It does not stop saying this.)#These tags are long but like I hage NO idea how to caption art. there is not even any context at what you're looking at#they are buddies who also make eachother worse due to circumstance and between the horrors... They hang out#Oh but the point of the matter was I was real proud on how it turned out So . posts guys
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Good evening gamers! I hope everyone's day has gone well! :>
As for me, I'm just thinking about all my familial f/os. Specially my kids and fankids-
#pan rambles#It mainly started bc I've seen that one rb game where you ask for headcanons of your f/os sexuality/gender#And since most of my kids (Minus Iris) are in their teens or 20s I think they're old enough to experiment with that sorta stuff-afksnfkdnf#And for my fankids... Usually I imagine them as very young (because the thought of them getting older makes me all emotional ;v;)#but I do sometimes imagine what they'd be like when they're older and have my own headcanons for their gender/sexuality#speaking of Fan kids...I need to talk about them more!!!#I have 3 of them! <3#2 of them are my Snow fankids!! <3 I don't have names for those two but I do have a design for them both#They're the cutest and I love them so so much! They're pretty developed actually! I'm just bad with names-afksnfkdn#My other fankid is Soleil! She's my Dimitri fankid! I need to develop her a little more but she's very cool!#Also a heck I just realized...Xander also has a kid...#He's still only a crush but...If Xander becomes an official f/o then I'll have a new son boy!#Afksbfkd Anyways point of this post is that I love my kids (both fankids and official ones) and I'm proud of them all!#And that I should talk about them more often
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It's sooooo bothering saying "Luke's voice isn't very good- in French I mean, not in English" everytime.
To make things simpler, I suggest the following system : French Layton is Flayton, French Luke is Fluke, French Clive is Flive, French Flora is Flora,
#This is a joke of course x) French Luke isn't that bad lol#But it did make me realize that so many characters have a L at the beginning of their names .-.#Layton Luke fLora cLive cLaire#This is insane the L factory was hard at work for this game#Also yeah I'm shitposting tonight x) Letting out stress you know how it goes#It's nice to French post a little too ! J'en ai besoin parfois boudiou#Professeur Layton et le destin perdu#< only tag I'm willing to put. No sir not proud of this one lol#My stuff#my shitposts
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My favorite part of being alive is that I've never felt welcome in any space except for that one year when I thought I was a non-binary bisexual asexual girl when I was 13 :)
#Before that I was a weird kid whose only source for human communication instructions was the shows on CN Nickelodeon and Disney XD/Channel#And even though I had friends I never felt loved enough#And AFTER that I realized I was more of a trans guy and that I don't trust women enough to know if I could be in love with one but that#maybe I like men but I can't know for sure because I have the bad habit of falling for any guy who pays attention to me for long enough#And I haven't felt included in queer spaces ever since I realized I wasn't any sort of girl because people in here seem to hate men a little#too much for me to feel safe being anything but a gnc emo girl#And not even getting started on being gay cause people on online spaces that I'm around often act like “girls and the gays!!” as if I'm#effeminate and flamboyant just for my sexuality when truly I'm heavily uncomfortable doing anything deemed as girly#vent post#And even the thought that I MIGHT be a straight trans guy makes me feel horrible cause so many queer people seem to hate straight people#Like hi did you forget that this place is supposed to make people feel safe and respected and proud of being themselves#Oooh and don't forget the autism! Cause I get why people complain about the diagnosis being only for cis white boys but like#I've literally never seen that. Ever. I'm not saying it doesn't happen I'm just saying that it's much harder for me to find any sort of#online diagnosis tool for someone who's not an adult or a parent or a cis woman than it is for me to find any for a girl#Like seriously man#And how I feel like I'm a horrible person for not having g empathy. DUDE I HAVE MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES THAT I'VE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO KNOW ABOUT#like chill I'm not automatically a murderer and rapist and toxic and manipulative just cause I can't put myself in someone else's shoes#I'm just a guy who hardly feels alive or human. Of course I'm not going to reel very much about a stranger when i feel like I'm not supposed#to be this person in this place in this body in this mind. I don't feel like I'm here I don't feel like this is me and I don't feel like I#can care about other people and I don't know why but I'd really appreciate it if I could get yk some support instead of feeling like I#deserve death#anyway i'm normal
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i really have missed writing xue yang though. he's one of those characters where i can just sit down and black out and an hour and a half later there's 3 new scenes in the word doc and it's a tossup whether they'll be hilarious, heartwrenching, or horrifying. i don't have to come up with any of it he just does that for me
#aphelion.txt#i used to think it was kind of silly how a lot of RPers call their chosen character their 'muse'#nah man. some characters are just like that.#xue yang#xy#curiously enough chara undertale also does this for me#if i'm in a bad enough writing slump i go write something stupid about chara to unstick myself and it works every time#'Murder Gremlin slash Poor Little Meow Meow' just does something unfathomable to my brain apparently#ok if you read through all these tags you get a reward#did you know i have a really bad habit of writing cringey crossovers with chara that i dont post anywhere#well technically the first time i wrote xue yang pov#before starting kmsa#was actually. it actually#IT WAS CHARA AND KID XUE YANG HANGING OUT LMAOOOOOOO#the doc is titled 'grandmaster of demonic children' and honestly im still kinda proud of that joke#but i cant tell anyone bc. the cringe
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"The Moon looks beautiful tonight doesn't It....?"
#(🚂) *.✧ — Valentine Grantz#(♡) 。.゚— Eli Clark#taking a little break from my project to talk about them bc my brain is FRIED and my back is BROKEN#just gotta say. ehem#THANK YOU SO MUCH MILO FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL ART OMFG I LITERALLY WOKE UP AND SAW THIS WITH MY EYES ALMOST CLOSED. STILL ASLEEP AND JUMPED#MAN IT GOT ME SO EXCITED ALL DAY. THINKING ABOUT THE MOMENT TO POST IT#I'M SO PROUD OF U MAN. THE SHADONG IT'S SO SOFT AND BEAUTIFUL#AND. I ALREADY SAID IT. BUT IDC. YOU DRAW VALENTINE SO HANDSOME MAN#THW HAIR LOOKS SO BEAUTIFUL AND HIS FAAAAACEEEE. HIS EEYEEEESSSS#man you did so much justice to him THANK YOU SO NUCH I'M SO GRATEFUL#eli..... omfg#he looks so sweet and cute... that little smile of his ARGH#I LOVE HOW HIS HAIR IS POKES THROUGH THE ROBE AND THE#WHAT IS IT CALLED#MY ENGLISH IS FAILING ME#DAMN IT#YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.#BUT HE LOOKS SO CUTE ARGGHHH I wanna kiss him so bad I need to k#the way he holds his hand.... looking at the moon#oh gosh you knew exactly what to do I'm so.#gotta make a confession but#I completly fell in love with Eli the moment we were watching stageplay and he went to visit Aesop to talk to him and. watch. thw. mmmmmmoon#AGRHHRGGRHGRVRVRHHR#I'm not a hater I'm just#I love him so much it makes my brain hurt#now gotta continue with this thing#I'll talk more about them tomorrow#THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN MIWO#🩵 — Milo!!!#(🔮)*.♡ — Valeli
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