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hey i've been in a psych ward in southeast europe. it was necessary, and it fucking sucked. genuinely, no one mistreated me, it's just that the doctors have very little time for each individual patient and i was truly at rock bottom. and overall. it still saved my life. it was a safe unchanging environment with a routine and people who knew what i was going through. it was weird being the youngest there at 21, it was weird getting the pills from the nurses in tiny paper envelopes one at a time, it was weird and sucky and uncomfortable as fuck. if it came to that again, tho, i would do it again bc my alternatives were all so much worse. i wish you so so so much luck and wellbeing, stay strong, mwahmwah from another mentally ill girlie.
this is v v helpful information thank u so much!!
#im definitely at rock bottom myself but i feel like i still have a strong enough support system to not 'need it' if that makes sense#but idk how much of that is just my imposter syndrome talking#we'll see!! the doctor did sign me up for some crisis help and there's two people coming to my house tomorrow to assess my situation#so thats a bit scary cause they could just be like. mmmnn we're locking u up!#but as far as im aware im not a danger to anyone but myself so the chances of that are slim?? i think??#im also on the fence bc. on the one hand a controlled environment away from everything sounds nice but on the other hand#the thought of someone else in control#someone i dont trust or even know#is extremely scary#we'll see we'll see we'll see#but thank u for being so vulnerable to share this just to help me! i really appreciate it#oh do let me know if ud like me to delete this from my blog tho!
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I hate hate hate that stupid radfems somehow managed to infect trans/queer communities bc now I have trans women who want me fucking dead because I came out of the closet as a Disgusting Faggot MAN and how dare anyone want to be a man you are a traitor to women!!!
We are two sides of the same coin and I hope yall know those same cis radfems/ undercover terfs who indoctrinated you will turn on you the second you are no longer convenient to them and you will have no support system or community to fall back on because you chose to isolate yourself with hatred for other queer people instead of opening your fucking eyes.
There is definitely nuance to be had here bc a lot of this is older cis women grooming younger trans girls into this sort of ideology and this sort of isolation tactic is one that cults/abusers use a lot to trap their victims, and I don't want to take away from that! However as a trans person who has already experienced violence irl for trying to come out, the last thing I want is to try and enter a trans space and then get hurt because I'm "too masculine" and "a threat to women".
I know it's probably easy for these women and girls to fall into this ideology so quickly bc a lot of queer spaces are extremely transphobic to transfems specifically, and I think that is something we as a community need to tackle bc trans exclusionism of any form will just lead to violence, one way or another.
#vent#transphobia tw#radfem#idk I'm just upset because trans inclusive spaces are becoming more scary#because I'm “too manly”#and I haven't been able to even socially transition irl because I live in a rural area where I will be hurt or killed if I come out#so coming online and seeing other trans people spouting literal confederate/nazi rhetoric#is extremely scary
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girl help i have been transported back to middle school
artfight attack on @necrotic-nightshade !!
#artfight#scene#scenecore#art#necrotic-nightshade#artfight 2024#team stardust#i meant to shift the little background text things more and make them bigger but i zoned out and Forgor#and i am only realizing this like two hours after submitting it#GENUINELY not sure how i forgot to do that. i am impressed.#i still have my old gir shirts from middle and high school. i dont wear them anymore but i have them.#i think one of them literally says EPIC FAIL on it in Impact Font. its . extremely 2012#this looks like something i would have unironically drawn in 7th grade. i love that scene is popular again#for contrast i drew this while listening to scary stories about people getting killed in Waffle Houses. love u letsread
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💖 Day 3.5 is now available! 💖
For the last couple of months, only Server Boosters had access to the 3.5 update... Buuuuut now it's available for everyone to play in the 14DWY Discord — and soon itch.io once I'm happy with the QA and state of the game — so please don't feel pressured to join unless you want to!!
The full devlog + even more screenshots are under the cut ^^
What's been added to the 3.5 version?
📺 Streamer Mode!
I've been told that it's difficult to stream and monetise age-restricted videos on YouTube and Twitch, so I added an option to remove the sexual content and strong language used in the demo.
Now y'all can invite Ren into your bed for cuddles without putting your streamer career on the line /silly /lh
This won't affect the 18+ rating or dark themes/elements of the game, however! Although Streamer Mode will prevent you from seeing any "gruesome" CGs in the future, most of the core elements of the game will still be tied to the choices and decisions you make. So you won't miss out on the overall experience by using streamer mode!!
⚙️ Custom Pronouns!
It only took me one entire year to get around to it, but you can finally choose your own preferred pronouns (or use a set of pronouns instead)... At the cost of being able to change them mid-game ^^;
Since the original pronoun screen wouldn't update until a new scene was displayed, I temporarily disabled the feature. But once I find a workaround, I'll bring it back!
💗 Choose how others perceive you!
You can now choose how the cast and narration perceive you! Originally, the narration was kept strictly gender-neutral (outside of pronouns and genitalia picked by the player), but this will soon change in future updates.
For more clarity: you don't get to choose the words specifically, but you can choose between masculine, feminine, and androgynous terms!
📋 Separate top and bottom genitalia!
You can now choose your tatas and pps separately! >:3
Alongside that, you can also choose your preferred body type!
I removed the "both" genitalia option because a few players still assumed it was an obscure version of "intersex". That wasn't my intention and I don't want to mislead anyone, so I took it out for now ^^;
I also didn't want to include a screenshot of the new genitalia choices in action (because it's NSFW), so y'all get the same character menu screen for the nth time instead lmao
📱 Relationship Screen Overhaul!
You can now change your own status for more immersion, and long-term Server Boosters will eventually be able to submit and use their own icon within the game as well!
Stalking finding your friends has now become easier by using "Buddy Maps"; a new app that allows you to see the location of all the cast members!
I want to offer players more incentive to check the relationship screen since they tend to miss the status updates, so hopefully this might help ;v;
It also says it "updates every few hours" so folks don't go overboard and check every 5 seconds to see where Ren is gdsghf (also keep in mind that he's a hacker lol)
🖤 Additional Scenes Update!
Day 2 received a brand new CG!!!!! Originally, I planned on only adding a few CGs sporadically throughout the game, but it didn't feel right to leave Day 2 so... empty... so I added a brand new CG to (hopefully) make things feel more balanced and natural!
If you decline Teo's offer on Day 3, Leon will now call and try to convince you to reconsider. However, players are still allowed to decline, and if they do, they'll reach a dead end.
After listening to feedback on itch, I changed some of the dialogue during Days 1-3 to make it seem more consistent! They're only small changes though, so it's honestly not worth looking for sdgjssga
🎶 Updated BGM and SFX!
I wanted to try out a different style of music to see if it fits the vibe of 14DWY more! The BGM features more acoustics to suit the "beachy" theme of Corland Bay, though I made a conscious effort to include piano elements as well to stay true to the original!!
I figured it'd be better to give players a live example before I make a poll (to see if they prefer the change or not) and publish it to Itch.
Some new SFX have also been added, though it's very minimal and honestly not that noticeable.
How to download and play the update?
(warning: clicking on the following links will open Discord!!) To download the Day 3.5 update, simply join the 14DWY Discord server, verify your age, and visit the "14dwy-updates" channel!
Alternatively, you can also wait until the update is publicly released on Itch to play it as well!! (It normally gets released shortly after a round of QA testing/getting feedback from the server, though I may release it earlier if I feel like it hehe ^^)
Enjoy!!
#14 days with you#14dwy#💖 — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — updates.#🖤 — spoilers.#I'm not gonna say much about my current doxxing situation because I've got it under control now + it's being handled privately#Plus I don't wanna give it/the people involved any unnecessary attention. I just wanna announce the update and Get Back To It™️#(''it'' bein the grind 💪 It never stops lmao /silly)#OG followers will also know that these topics aren't the vibe I normally have on this blog (or any of my accounts); so I don't think I'll—#—make ANOTHER public post about the situation and bring more attention to it (when I just want everything to be over and put to rest ^^;)#However I also don't want people to think that I'm... ignoring?? the situation entirely (because gettin doxxed is a very endangering thing)#So I DO want to quickly acknowledge it here and say that it's all currently handled + I'm safe and okay + this won't stop me from—#—continuing to work on 14DWY (and other future projects). I also don't want to give these awful people more power and incentive to continue#—this kind of pathetic behaviour; so the less attention and encouragement being shown will ultimately be better in the long run :3#Aaaaaanways!! 😮💨#My other accounts will be restored shortly and my askbox will be opened once I feel comfortable. I'll get around to following folks—#—again in my own time; so please don't feel offended if I unfollowed you during a moment of vulnerability and anxiety!!#This is all EXTREMELY overwhelming and scary for someone with SAD/AvPD; and I /gen can't handle seeing it all over my timeline ;v;#Sorry this got ranty and personal again hjdsgjsdh T_T I said I wouldn't say much; so I'll shut up now hehe#🖤 — shut up sai.
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Never mess with soul sanctum tech (bodyswap)
#hollow knight#btw srry i never really char tag on my art just noticed that#i think ghost feels gross being half solid n half liquid full of wriggling guts#hornet has to really wrap around the numbness of being a vessel n the breathing thing is an extremely scary learning curve#n hollow is trying to function but falls on its face after taking to big of a step
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I’m excited for the new movie this year 💗💗💗💗
#horror#scary#movies#clowns#art the clown#television#new york#tumblr girls#moviegifs#horror movie#movie poster#scary movies#an extremely goofy movie#news#cw: gore
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We interrupt this program to bring you...
Echo
#doodles#Echo#echo project#furry#horror#Leo#Chase#visual novel#been playing this and god I absolutely love it#it is NOT for the feint of heart#it is pretty intesnse in its material so proceed with extreme caution if you intend to check it out...#there's a lot I wanna doodle from this VN... so many well described visuals...#I can't wait to get further in the story...#just chef's kiss#sorry sometimes I draw stuff from other things hahah...#I really wanna draw all of the main cast at some point... for fun and me time.#I just love me some messed up spooky scaries...#with amazingly well written character study~#this game sure do be hitting home real hard sometimes I tell ya...#Echo vn#leo alvarez#chase hunter
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What if I made FOP ocs what then. Meet Wolf, the most well meaning Anti-Fairy you will ever meet and Flowers, its violently playful fairy counterpart who had to be banished from Fairyworld for repeatedly almost killing people :3
#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop oc#fop ocs#art#digital art#fanart#I saw a drawing of Anti-Wanda with tusks and Im in love with that idea so scary teeth be upon ye!#Irep made a comment about how anti-fairies aren't Usually allowed to have godkids which means there are times where they ARE allowed#(I know he was just talking about that one loophole but Im taking it and running with it)#I don have a child design but Wolf is one of the few anti-fairies who is allowed to be a godparent and run around outside anti-fairyworld#Flowers likes playing dangerous games and doesnt feel bad when people get hurt#He gets bored extremely easily and hates following rules#His coat is meant to look like an explosion and the patern on its pants are meant to look like a dust cloud#Its also very uncareful about showing off its bug features in front of kids
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I’ll tell you hwhat, one of the funniest/most interesting things you can get from reading analyses and rewatching footage is realizing Secondo probably is sillier/more gentle than we give him credit for and Terzo is definitely more depressed and bitter than we often interpret him to be.
#that said: Stern & Scary Secondo and Silly & Flamboyant Terzo are still extremely valid#they are both rotten soldiers and it’s lovely#papa emeritus iii#papa emeritus ii#secondo emeritus#terzo emeritus#ghost bc#the band ghost#ghost band
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They’re silly sometimes, you see
#GHGHgHhH wow a chilaios post from me so unexpected not like I made this blog for exactly that or anything#my art#chilaios#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#laichil#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#I main tagged this and then realized I had and that’s extremely nerve wracking especially for such a silly comic but despite the backspace#existing there’s no going back now#sorry#laios touden#Laios#Am I missing any tags#uh#whatever#I send you out into the scary world unserious chilaios comic#I’ll be hiding in a hole now
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Ray of sunshine
(pre-launch page for their comic)
#I can not wait to make this comic#I have to stop thinking about it or else I cant focus#every time I start thinking about it I get all jittery. I wanna make it so fucking bad its unreal#hope to GOD I can do it full time omfg#I'll need like 500 people on my patreon paying to read ahead. ish. minimum. which is scary ahgkjsahgkjagh#but! I'll be able to put that on patreon! I cant do that right now. so thats cool!!!#just a lot of people AJGLKJGLKJASLKGGA#like it has to do well or I'm gonna have to get a different job#cause. I am NOT working for webtoon again#I cant do it they are killing me#and I'm not getting paid enough for it#I pitched this comic btw and they said they liked it but they wanted me to simplify the plot.#cause it was 'too complicated'#its literally just like. a murder mystery + a romance + a fetch quest#like its extremely not that complicated lmfao#they thought that people wouldnt be able to follow cause theres too much going on.#and I am not interested in simplifying my stories to this extent. I respect my readers and I trust they can follow plots#just. omfg I'm doing it again!!!#I cant start talking about webtoon without going off again!!!#they PISH ME OFF ! HAHAHAHAH#okay. anyways. I have to get back to work now this took me longer than I expected#like 4 hours#I'm enjoying this new illustration style I've been doing though. its fun.#its like 1 layer and then a ton of effects HAHAHAH#we were legion#zagan and luciel#zagan#luciel#how did I make zagan so hot... I'm a genius...#if he isnt hot then no one would put up with his behavior at the start of the ccomic HAHAHAHA
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I'm glad Yurgir is my friend, he's so nice :)
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#It's a shame his storyline is so dicey in Act 2 with Astarion#bc tbh it was extremely rewarding to have him on my side in the House of Hope!#Yeah he's a devil but he's also kind of a swell guy!#and he'd be so scary if he was fighting with Raphael ngjkflndjksh#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 spoilers#act III spoilers#house of hope#croissant adventures#yurgir#tav#comics
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Zack, The Puppy
#sephiroth#zack fair#ff7#final fantasy vii#ffvii#final fantasy 7#ff7r#crisis core reunion#crisis core#ff7 crisis core#im extremely productive#its scary#send help#my art
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i would like percy to blood bend his own blood at least once pls (._.) like that sounds so crazy but the idea of percy getting stabbed or injured to the point that fight or flight starts kicking in causing him to bend his own blood to either kick ass or just live another day is a CRAZY concept to me
like we saw a slightly similar version of that in tartarus where he started tweaking but i feel like it would be so crazy to see it much more life or death then his going nuts like he did
like maybe he’d still overkill but it would make a little more sense since he’d be literally bleeding out yk what i mean
#my idea has always been that he gets his throat cut😬#bc that’s a very scary and (if you hit a vein) bloody injury that can lead to a very swift death#i always find that his powers seem to be more triggered in these adrenaline rush type moment#ie the volcano while at literal war or fighting a literal god etc etc#so i feel like this would be smth that would make sense for him#pjo#hoo#this is a little extreme oops#percy jackson#also i don’t think this is gonna happen at all btw i just like angst😬#percy jackon and the olympians#heros of olympus#hoo fandom#pjo fandom#hoo text post#pjo text post#hoo/pjo#pjo headcanon#hoo headcanon
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jamiazu / ashenviper week day 6: toxic yaoi overblot
SORRY it's very much a rushed mess especially in the lower half jdkslfjksd i was v busy today and trying to hurry to get something done for this before midnight [covers up the clock... i was close enough,,, it's still day 6 in some time zones jkfdlsjfs]
unfortunate that the overblots have so much going on and take me ten billion years to draw otherwise i think id like drawing them more bc they LOOK VERY COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#ashenviper week 2024#twisted wonderland#twst#jamiazu#ashenviper#azul ashengrotto#jamil viper#cereal tries to draw#and boy did i try. JFKLDSJFLDSJG#i kinda shot myself in the foot deciding today on the day i STARTED WAY LATER#to be the day that i wanted to try shading in the tones lol#and then. picked the day i was doing stuff with a lot of dark black parts#with no color to balance out the similar tones jkLJFSDKLJFDKLJS#im not exactly good with tonal contrast and UNFORTUNATELY IT'S VERY APPARENT HERE TODAY SORRYYYYYYYYYYYY#whatever it's practice teehee. good enough is GOOD ENOUGH!!!!!!!!#anyway i was gonna draw them looking more evil but i kinda ended up goin the route of like. evil while gay#as in kind of extremely obsessed w/each other in their toxic yaoi state idk#like i think if they overblot at the same time it woulda been over for us boys theyd be too strong#uniting the powers of hypnosis and blackmail and also the fine print. and gay. to take over the school and then probably the world#u probs gotta click full screen squint on this one bc if ucked it up stupid style theres too much dark lol#USUALLY I HAVE THE OPPOSITE PROBLEM I DONT GO DARK ENOUGH#[professor voice] youre kinda stuck in the midtones#well. this time i went mid/dark and forgot the light lol#if i had more time maybe i coulda done some like actual shading to round it out but I DONT WANNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IT'S LATE#AND IM SLEEEEPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY#if drawing overblot details didnt kill me tho i think id like to draw them being overblot together more often lol i enjoy the concept#maybe if i can shorthand it or GO BACK TO MY BELOVED TINY GUYS#i spent the most time on this one of all the other drawings this week#tomorrow i do not anticipate ill spend as long on but#i was considerin the glomas outfits which are ALSO SCARY DETAILS AUGHHGHGH <- it's bc im bad at drawing. LOL
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i’m moving into my new apartment this weekend and will be starting anew back in new england. it’ll be my first time living without a roommate and first time living outside of student housing. i have never not been a student and so moving to a new place and having to make friends without the built in structure of school is something that i am scared about. i am also more broadly scared about starting a new life so far away from all my friends and connections i’ve made on the left coast. but even though i am scared i am excited to meet the people at the school i’ll be working at and to make my new living space wholly mine and be the best instructor for my new students as i can be
#it has been an extremely overwhelming school year and summer after and i am nervous about starting over but also i know this will be#good for me on the whole#it’s just a little scary#but the only way out is through!
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