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my favorite ear buds broke and I just spent three feverish hours searching the corners of the internet to find them again
#i think one is coming from overseas? and i bought two more on ebay#i used to be able to get them easy on amazon but theyre not being made anymore i think :(#its okay because im ordering three pairs and i dont usually break them#by the time i need more they will almost definitely be all gone but i think too hard about that i start to panic :)#idk if its the autism or what but listening to music is how i destress and if my headphones aren't Right i will start hitting things#i did restrain myself from spending $70 on the EXACT pair i had (i have different colors on the way)#but if its still there in a few months i might get that one too#aughh its really irritating that i form such specific attachments to things. like i KNOW there are other earbuds out there#but ive had expensive ones and cheap ones and whatever but this pair that i bought from cvs when i was 15#is by far the best i have ever had#and i Do Not fuck around when it comes to that#:( i wish they still made them#im really worried about what im going to do when i eventually break my last pair and cant find anymore#i can handle changing things for fun but when im FORCED to change things i start to feel like i have rabies or something#and when its something so integral to keeping me calm i dont want that to change at ALL#THIS works. so why would i change it or try something else#:((( i feel sick#if anyone is a fellow earbud freak and has recommendations id love to hear them#particularly new/brand new earbuds so i know theyll be made for a while#they don't HAVE to be wired (i prefer it bc they sound better) but they do have to have crystal clear sound#like NO fuzziness or bass getting in the way. i need to feel completely detached from reality#and any feedback or crackling takes me out of that#im very specific though because even the way it sends sound into my ear can be Wrong#oh well :((((
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i love normal guys doomed by the narrative
#either that or hilariously dysfunctional or both#tf one#orion pax#d 16#megop#megatron#optimus prime#my art#saw one post pointing out in the trailer that a like5 frame shot of megatrons cannon that was snuck between their mahoushoujo type transfor#mations and like.messed up deeply messed up u see how goofy best friends orion and megsy are theyre just silly guys but in every telling of#their story they always end up enemies ok like in a meta multiverse hopping way think about it.like oh my god prewar tfp megop was already j#juicy and earthspark divorced-remarried megop is like.RGHFH tf one is going to destroy me bc this is what they had Before do u get me#before the war before they fell apart before friends became enemies and hands were stained before the beginning of the end im so so normal#like ok.this silly tight goofy buddy dynamic thats shown in tf one so far is.is what they had before. its what they could have kept if only#if only things turned out differently. but in every world optimus prime and megatron end up leading opposite sides of the bloodiest war ever#ok.its a universal fact and everyone who knows any transformers knows this BUT THE CHARACTERS DONT THEYRE POWERLESS TO PREVENT IT#ill clean up these tags in the morning but like im so.so normal about fictional robot guys#anyway i was intending to draw a background for this but i got lazy and also spent too long on the hands!!!!so whatever
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Seeing people post-The Well going “Tenth Doctor Girls We Won!” as if they haven’t been consistently winning for the past billion years:
#let me put it this way: if the eighth doctor ever shows up on screen again I feel like that’s a ‘we won!’ moment#your guy came back and got to chill with his best friend for the anniversary specials#not even two years ago#okay. you don’t need to do the victory lap#you’ve been victory lapping for 20 years#everything ever written by RTD has been the tenth doctor’s victory lap okay#calm down#I’m sorry I’m just being bitter and salty#why does he always win! why does he get all the special treatment! enough of this shit!#at least after doing like 7 years of serials and becoming the most popular doctor by far Tom Baker chose to not come back for years#David tennant haunts this show like a ducking spectre#*fucking#like a ghoul#I didn’t hate 10 that much before the anniversary specials but afterwards#man just GET out of my face YOU HAVE HAD YOUR TIME#doctor who#whining
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That great expectations at the end really is every Ponyboy.
Trevi as canon Pony
Josh as adopted au Pony
JPC as older Pony
Emma as fem Pony
#and like someone walk with me here#canon pony longs for a way out of Tulsa cause he’s got these huge dreams but he’s just a kid and he feels and he longs and he dreams#adopted pony wishes so desperately that things were different cause he wants to fit with his brothers n he wants more than Tulsa n he wants#to stay n and he wants to bring back their parents n he wants to love and be loved n not feel like a burden#older pony is reflecting on the dreams he had n how maybe he hasn’t quite achieved them yet but he’s closer than he’s ever been#maybe he’s out of Tulsa and he feels like he’s still got these expectations and hopes but hes so damn close to them now#fem pony is looking at Tulsa and longing to be out n longing to escape with her best friend cause they’ve gone through so much n she lost#the only female figure in her life n she’s scared n she hears that her head is in the clouds n she’s just gonna hafta settle down in Tulsa#with a man she doesn’t love cause that’s all that’s meant for a southern girl in the 60s#it’s every version of pony all having this dream regardless of how different they might be#that or maybe I’m just reading a tad far into things#the outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway#ponyboy curtis#trevor wayne#josh strobl#john patrick collins#emma pittman#also don’t focus on me forcing the adopted au into things#I fear I can’t hear Josh pony and not think of it now
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hot headed confession | sebek zigvolt x reader
summary : a normal morning, a few punches then and there and you and Sebek winded up in the infirmary all alone and not daring to say a word to each other but some feelings buried deep unintentionally made their way out
warnings : reader headbutts Sebek so there's gonna be some blood mention
a / n : I've been reading some Sebek fics lately and since he's my favorite Diasomnia member I want to try and write him the best I can, he reminds me of myself so I'd literally cry if I can't write him well. Now I KNOW Sebek doesn't punch so out of the blue, but the idea was funny in my head
P. S : The chicken pox I have going on right now can only stop me for a little while ( sorry if it's short, it's all I can do for now :') )
The atmosphere outside was nice. It was sunny, birds were singing and you could hear students laughing and joking all about in the country yard. And yet, this atmosphere was waaayy too nice for what was happening in the halls of Night Raven Collage. And that, was a fist fight :
Now you wouldn't normally start a fist fight so out of the blue, and you'd blame it on your super bad night where you couldn't sleep at all! And really, Sebek shouldn't have come first thing in the morning to scream at you so out of the blue. What did he say again? You can't really remember, probably this whole adrenaline thing made you forget, or maybe you didn't want to remember it at all. What you do know is that the fight is still going even now, and man does this guy have lots of stamina. You heard Ace a while ago screaming at Deuce to go and get professor Crewel, he should be here soon, will you stop? Probably not
“You should give up while you can human!” One punch landed on your face “Not until you apologize to me you damn crocodile!” One kick landed at the base of his leg, but Sebek did not falter. He stopped your fist right before it touched his face and grabbed you by your collar “I have nothing to apologize for! It is you who started it so you should stop being so stubborn and apologize to me rightfully so!” “Hah! Rightfully so? Hell no, I don't think so. Let go” His grip tightened “Not until you apologize!” You made a tsk sound “Let me go so I can punch you once or twice, maybe it'll help you lower that damned voice of yours” But he didn't let go, and by his expression he did not plan on doing so anytime soon. You grunted and before you knew it, your forehead made contact with his face hard. He stumbled backwards and fell on his butt on the floor. You heard a few gasps and screams, probably because the ones who were the closest to the fight could see the amount of blood coming out of his ( probably broken ) nose. Sebek groaned in pain before getting up swiftly, “WHY YOU—!” “That is enough from both of you!” Right before he could land his punch and return the favor, Sebek's hand was stopped by the finally arrived Professor Crewel, and oh boy...he did not look pleased. “I can't believe you both! Especially you Prefect! To think you'd start a fight like this... I'm truly disappointed!” “But he started—!” His pointer made contact with your head, not too harsh, but hard enough to stop you from talking “Not a single word out of your mouths anymore. I will get you to the infirmary and then I'll see for a fit punishment for you both. And Zigvolt, don't think I won't inform Draconia and Vanrouge of this” The boy wanted to protest but when he looked at Crewel's expression it was enough for him to shut up and obey. You on the other hand had your head down, looking at the floor, refusing to look at his face. He didn't know why, but Sebek did not like the way you avoided his eyes at all
Later, both of you sat next to each other in your beds, Sebek's nose was bandaged and a tiny one on his leg too. You on the other hand had only two bandages on both of your cheeks. One more thing : you refused to look at each other in the eye, both your heads turned opposite from each other, refusing to utter a single word. In front of you with crossed arms and very complicated expression was Lilia, and surprisingly ( with a very angry expression ) Riddle “Y/N...how did this even happen...?” You realized how hard Riddle was trying to remain composed. It's true you were not in his dorm, but it felt like you were a already member from how much you spend your time in Heartslabyul that Riddle can't help but to respond to your problems like he's your own houswarden “...he started it” “WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO ADMIT THAT IT'S THE OTHER WAY AROUND YOU STUPID HUMAN?!” “What did you just call me?!!” Lilia shook his head in exasperation and put a hand on both of your shoulders “How about we calm ourselves hm? I think that we should be grateful that none of you broke something while you fought” He smiled warmly at both of you in reassurance before you hanged your head in shame, a sigh was heard from Riddle “If we leave for our classes, do you promise not to trash the whole infirmary until the afternoon?” You looked at Sebek, as did he, and you nodded at Riddle “I do hope you will remain in your word” And with that, he and Lilia went and left you alone, in the silence of the infirmary—
—and it's been 2 hours! You started to get annoyed at Sebek's lack of communication. He didn't utter a single word, not a single insult and if you were completely honest that worried you a bit, what was wrong with him? “You want to uhh...talk about something?” You had no choice but to break the ice yourself “I have nothing to talk to you about, human” You pouted and sighed through your nose. Sebek was always so rude to you and what for? You never did anything wrong to him, you were just chilling and he simply came in barging in your business with a rather loud voice. You couldn't help but think this was the perfect time to confront him about it ;
“Okay I'll cut right to the chase. What's your problem huh? I mean- you've been giving me snarky comments ever since we met. There wasn't one thing good you had to tell me. What's with that? If it's about me being friends with Hornton then just say it. It won't stop me from being friends with him but maybe we can talk it out?” Sebek's eyes trailed to the floor before his cheeks took an almost invisible pink hue to them, “I am saying all this to you because I expect you to be your best version everyday” “Sorry?” “Look at you! Everyday you come around Night Raven Collage with messy hair and bad posture and you honestly look so pale that it looks like you haven't seen the sun for 2 whole years! When I pointed out those things for the first time I noticed you started fixing yourself so I did it more and more until I saw your best version” You looked at him with wide eyes, he seriously did all that so you can be your best version? That's... unexpected. And he said all this with such a quiet voice you'd say this wasn't even Sebek you were talking to if you weren't looking at him right now “Then what happened this morning?” He huffed “I may have gone a little overboard I admit. I wasn't aware of the state you've awoken in this morning. And I...I apologize for it” Silence settled again into the infirmary, you took some moments to take his words in the smiled warmly “Apology accepted, but next time, maybe tell me in a nicer manner? Every time you yell at me I feel like you're going to attack me” “Human! How dare you! I talk to you as nicely as I can! And you should be honored! If I didn't have feelings for you I wouldn't bother so much with the nice talk!” It took him a millisecond to bury his head in his hands after he realized what he said, and your words didn't help him at all : “Y-you have feelings for me...?”
His eyes peaked through his fingers before he looked at you again, “Yes, I do” Your eyes scanned him for any sign of a joke, but again, this was Sebek so you were pretty sure he was 100% serious. You smiled at him again and chuckled “How about this time instead of fighting, you take me out somewhere nice?” His mouth opened but no words came out, he closed it and nodded slowly “Good! I can't wait!” You sat on his bed next to him and kissed him on the cheek before letting your head fall on his shoulder ;
He suddenly stiffened at the kiss but you slowly felt him relaxing again, his own head resting on yours. You suppose you'll stay like this until you get out of here, after all, you weren't hurting anyone
© writingbluerose 2025
#✦ ~ 𝐚𝐳𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐬 !#this might not be my best work but I've got chicken pox and shit is HORRIBLE#the most horrible headaches i ever had in my life#not even joking atp#ANYWAY have some Sebek content because i love him#he has far too many haters#give my guy some love#he deserves it#twst#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#sebek zigvolt#sebek zigvolt x reader#sebek x reader#diasomnia
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Anytime characters swap bodies I always think about which of our silly little guys gets a break from their usual trash bod/brain.
#on one hand… cool spider powers! on the other…#king ohger#ohsama sentai kingohger#super sentai#jeramie brasieri#gira husty#spider kumonos#kuwagata ohger#the group chat: why did gira seem to freak out so much?#me: he got jeramie’s anxiety brain obvs wcjcwejwdc#jer sitting around having a grand old time for once…. he’s had a tough two.5 years so far#i think he’d miss his old self if the ep went on any longer though#fucking love to see a half mosntrous character being so damn proud of it#refreshing#i loved this episode. it was really sweet#INCREDIBLE acting job too#holy MOLY i fully bought everyone was eachother#panel two is the best jeramie i've ever drawn and he's gira adkjakfw
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Forgiveness is part of my job description. Mark O'Brien as Mason Harper in Shadow Of God (2025) | written by Tim Cairo & directed by Michael Peterson
#shadow of god#shadow of god 2025#mark o'brien#mason harper#tim cairo#michael peterson#filmgifs#moviegifs#horroredit#mygifs#this man existed to suffer and look hot this whole movie#a sopping wet cat poor little meow meow#if i have ever seen one#thirst aside he was genuinely the best part of this movie#it had an interesting concept but didn't really push it far enough#but he more than made up for it for me!
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they cast a 28 year old for Tyson 💀
[relevant rants: here and here]
yeah, i saw - i wasn't holding onto hope of them casting a disabled actor for Tyson (still disappointed, just not surprised) but casting a 28 year old for a middle schooler is really out of left field. It's just an odd choice? Particularly given how much they've been emphasizing age-accurate casting so far.
It makes me really wonder what major rewrites they have planned for Tyson's character. Because as things stand currently there's no way to make Tyson's existing character work with this casting. Tyson is supposed to be in Percy's grade, but Daniel Diemer sticks out like a sore thumb against the child actors. Tyson being in Percy's grade is pretty important for the entire arc of Sea of Monsters with the main character arc being Percy combating internalized ableism and establishing him as a character who stands up for other marginalized kids. If they remove that, what's Percy's arc going to be for that entire season? At what point are they going to establish that about his character? Or are they just going to exposition it at us like usual with nothing backing it up and no actual character progression? And in later seasons the age gap is only going to be more prominent - like how is Tyson going to work in BoTL or TLO? Are they planning on removing his character entirely for those scenes? Are they going to remove him as a recurring character in general? It'd be really weird if they killed him off or something.
I'm also afraid for if they do try to keep Tyson's disability coding in some form - cause there's kind of no good way it can go at this point. Either they completely erase Tyson's coding because they cast an abled actor for him and that messes up the entire arc of the book and his character particularly in relation to Percy, or they have an abled actor attempt to portray a character heavily coded as having down syndrome (and i believe they're already doing similar with iirc Chiron's actor is abled but they're doubling-down in the show on Chiron being disabled) and given how they've written the neurodivergence themes (or absence there of) in the show so far there's just no way that'd end well. Like, Tyson's characterization is a little questionable to begin with in the books, but given the show's writing so far it just feels like we're very rapidly ramping up for an extremely ableist characterization of Tyson. Like i'm sure Daniel Diemer is a great actor, but... i'm just getting real tired of the show erasing the entire premise of the series :T
anyways as per my initial post about pjo tv tyson casting theories i guess it's time for me to start tearing stuff apart with my teeth ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#pjo#riordanverse#pjo tv#pjo tv crit#tyson pjo#Anonymous#ask#sorry to play debbie downer i just would really like the Disability Series to. yknow. keep the Disability part in it.#the show has kind of already had subtle problems in the casting with stuff like a lack of plus-sized actors for plus-sized characters#and again with like Chiron casting abled actors for disabled characters. im glad they did it for Hephaestus#and im VERY happy about Hephaestus' casting. but he seems to be the only time they've actually done that in the casting so far#im not even sure if any of the demigod actors are adhd/dyslexic? i havent heard anything about it#like its not uncommon so i wouldnt be surprised if they are but i would think we would have heard about that by now if so#deepest sigh. i think the most annoying part is the series has so much potential to be really good!#like most of the casting would be the best thing ever if only the script was actually decent#i mean im not surprised if disney is afraid to cast more than one disabled actor or any plus-sized actors for major roles#cause it's disney. of course they'd be like that. which just kind of continues my point of - if youre gonna adapt a franchise#you should really be aware of like. the major details about it and the characters. before you dive head first into it and go#''oh whoops! no we cant do any of that because we dont want to. guess we'll just Change Everything or blatantly ignore it.''
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the day the earth stood still is the day i felt your presence leave it, and then every day after that.
#tw grief#sigh sigh sigh.#apologies in advance as this is not the happiest yap ! i would just like to write out some of my feelings on this day#the heaviest heart weighs under an insurmountable amount of grief — the ghost of love#days like today are a twisted reminder that has every emotion flooding through your soul#longing . guilt . anger . an indescribable melancholy that could only be consoled through the sands of time#a year ago i lost my best guy friend and it’s never really gotten easier . but ive heard it never does#all i can do is bundle up the love i have for him and search for him in the clouds that take up the sky#the circumstances around his passing will never not haunt me and rather than go into it all i’d like to say is this#if you have a loved one or a relationship or a friendship you cherish .. then never ever stop fighting for it - for them.#as time never really seems to be on our side#each day i’ll live as he intended . to greet the world with kindness and a smile and passion for positivity#in his wisest words (or rather after every phone call we’d have hehe) i’ll try my best to stay awesome & encourage you all to do so as well#if you’ve read this then i’m taking your hand and thanking you#it didn’t feel right not acknowledging him at all on this blog . he’s the one that introduced me to anime + more importantly : one piece#i wish i could talk to him about it all so he could see how far down this rabbit hole i fell just as he had done#will be spending the day enjoying his favorite episodes and being gentle with the world that surrounds us#this is not like my usual yaps & i feel vulnerable posting it but i wanted to carve out a space for him on this blog#forever missing the connie to my sasha . maybe in another universe we’ll get it right#have a wonderful sunday my sweet friendz and if you can — hug your loved ones & blow a kiss up to the sky 🤍💫#thank you for being here & helping me make this a safe place .#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims
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may you find someone that looks at you the way i look at my sword
#eliot posts#rare face reveal lmao#shoutout to my friend jeffrey for getting me possibly the best gift i have ever received#(a Real Sword)#even if he DID make me do the berries and cream dance and shout go white boy go at me /lh#if i had a nickel for every time i got a sickass blade for my birthday i'd have two nickels#(the other time being my 20th? birthday when my friend john got me a swiss army knife)#i had originally intended on getting a rapier or perhaps a longsword#but they were out of rapiers (well. except one that was far outside our budget) and this one Called To Me#pic taken in jeff's kitchen cuz we were having too much fun at the ren fair to remember to get any pics lol#this wasover a week ago i just remembered it now
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Eichi gives away the mask so easily because it was never meant to be an "engagement ring" like you delulu wataeis imagined it to be lmao. It was wataru saying that he will continue playing tsumugi clown role in fine and won't leave it for hokuto's mother troupe after graduation. Do you dumb fucks even read the stories? Eichi didn't even understand tf that mask meant when wataru gave it to him and wataru referenced fucking tsumugi in his "proporsal". I dunno why the f you think it's ok to lie about "! EnDiNG wItH wAtAeI EnGaGeMEnT" when the chapter it happened wasn't even close to the end of ep:link. Cope
PS: how do you live with the fact that Eichi clearly admitted to never being in love in his life and Wataru said that even though Eichi likes him, he still can easily discard him for the sake of his objectives?
I love you anon thank you for giving me a nice reason to ramble again beautiful ask 10/10 I'm sorry this is probably not how you hoped this would go but this is such a funny block of text delightful really thank you for the enrichment please marry me
But okay yes now to get down to the actual ask just to disclaim I am solely relying on translations seeing as I do not speak japanese well enough to understant the original text so if anyone has anything to add to this or to correct me on please feel free to do so.
Now to get started I'm not sure if one could say Eichi gave away the mask "So easily" seeing as he claimed that it was "a hard choice to make"? Which, as one might know, implies unease with an idea and pondering and debating and a general amount of thinking behind a decision so? I know this isn't really the main focus of this ask but I'm just a tad miffed with the semantics of it is all. And in either case giving the mask back to Wataru while expecting it back still shows a certain degree of trust in their relationship it wouldn't have been such a big deal for him (as it apparently was) if the mask didn't have a lot of sentimental value to him (the both of them really if we look at the whole exchange).
Now to the claim that the mask was "only" Watarus promise to stay with fine and "continue playing Tsumugis clown role". This is not entirely incorrect. Regarding the acting troupe and staying with fine bit at least.
I'm assuming this bit in EP:Link Deadend/7 is what you are referencing, and I see where you're coming from. But the bluebird line
from literally three dialogue lines further down, which references this line of dialogue (notorious Eichi line everyone should be familiar with)
kind of somewhat really recontextualises that? Because you see this is a reference to a fairytale about a pair of siblings and they get sent out by a nice fairy to find the bluebird of happiness for her sad daughter to make her happy again so they both go on an adventure and travel far and search and search but they can not find the bluebird of happiness and then when they return home again, disappointed because they couldn't find the blue bird, they realise only one night has actually passed and the journey was probably just a dream. But then their eyes fall upon their pet dove in it's cage which appears blue all of a sudden and so they gift it to the fairies sad daughter which becomes happy again and sets the bird free. The real bluebird of happiness is a dove. At least in the version of the story I'm familiar with but I mean everyone sees the symbolism right? It's. very hard to miss.
And then dropping this?
I'm not sure how to say this properly but in the overall context this makes it pretty clear that Tsumugi has nothing to do with this anymore this is Fully between Wataru and Eichi. And I am the last person to dismiss Tsumugis significance in the course of Wataeis relationship as characters I will be among the first to protest when someone dismisses the importance of Tsumugis and Eichis relationship in favour of some image they have of Wataei but he has nothing to do with this one.
Yes Tsumugi gets namedropped but - again - I don't really see how that would lessen the sentiment Wataru is triying to convey here? Because. Yes. Why wouldn't he mention Tsumugi?
The entire conversation pretty much boils down to "Yes I was initially only in this because I thought I could replace Tsumugis role in your life and then I wanted to leave but we have spent so much time together that I realised that that is definitely not working out because I really do love you. I love you as a teammate; I love you as a friend; I love you as a person and I am very angry at myself for not managing to get that into your head. So please allow me to stay with you for as long as you'll have me." And then also Eichi not understanding because he has the emotional self awareness of a very emotionally unaware loaf of bread and also because he hates himself that is a very big thing about his character huge part of his character arc actually that he. you know? Hates himself? And feels guitly for his actions during the war? And doesn't think he deserves love and companionship? Which is why Wataru wanting to stay with him for him and not for some twisted form of revenge is such an alien concept to him? Because he is projecting his insecurities onto Wataru? As one is wont to do when they hate themself? "EiChi Didn'T eVen UnDErStanD WhAt tf ThAT Mask MEAnt" Yeah. That's. That's the point? So he can think about it and come to that conclusion himself which works as a keymoment in his characters journey from hating life and himself to enjoying being alive and wanting to live on because of the people he's surrounded with? He literally explains why he didn't immediately understand the mask during the EP:Link Epilogue/4
And to get back to the "I dunno why the f you think it's ok to lie about "! EnDiNG wItH wAtAeI EnGaGeMEnT" about which I have two things to say:
"Lying" implies further intent and an effort. Neither of which exist in this case.
He literally went down on one knee while making a big proclamation of offering himself to Eichi with a very personal item that works as a symbol for their commitment to each other on a starlit rooftop. The comparison writes itself.

3. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joke
And then I expected there to be a proper reason given and instead you proceed to follow that up with "when the chapter it happened wasn't even close to the end of ep:link". I know the shame is on me for expecting something sensical from an ask which has been near constant in it's lack of correct statements but such is human nature I suppose. And you are not wrong. Deadend/7 isn't very close to the end of EP:Link. That is true.
But do you know what Is very close to the end of EP:Link? The Epilogue Chapters 3-5.
Do you know what the content of those chapters is? I do. Very well actually :)
(Eichi literally explains why he didn't get it)
So if this answers your "Do you dumb fucks even read the stories?" questions, Yes. And I think I'm a lot better at it than you. So I'd say I'm coping quite well over here :p
PS: Regarding your PS, I take the "I've never been in love before so I wouldn't know" comment with a lot of humour actually as an aroace person who's emotional self awareness also ends at "good" and "Not good" I think it's very funny all things considered especially because he mentioned the loving Wataru thing several times before that and I'm generally of the belief that actions speak louder than words and also am in a happy long term relationship with the concept of "Reading Subtext". So please excuse me for not breaking down in tears everytime someone reminds me of that one singuar line of text in one of my favourite all time enstars stories that came out three years ago which also brought us the single best card set in the entire game


as well as absolute banger dialogue such as
Among others <33
And there are soooooo many other examples of wataei dialogue that simply make me swoon but I have already had to take out so many of the one's I wish I could put here so this wouldn't get "Do you love the colour of the sky" long
And also, regarding your "Wataru said that even though Eichi likes him, he still can easily discard him for the sake of his objectives" I'll just say that no he absolutely could not. I mean he'd say that and if pull comes to shove and he has no other option then he might seriously consider it but may I mention that Wataru was gone for a few days at most but really not that long of a time during Sanctuary and Eichi stopped considering being a normal rational person that doesn't leave helpless 17 year olds in the midst of a construction site. Very different situation but I feel like it's worth mentioninh here. Another example is Eichis almost not being able to go through with the war because of Wataru. Wataru had to actively come and tell Eichi to go through with it. Wataru isn't the reason Eichi started the war, that is wrong, but he is the reason Eichi almost didn't finish it. and during the war era that was his Main objective. Again I'm part of the fraction "actions speak louder than words" Show don't tell and all that, but even the words are pushing it.





And that concludes my essay :)
#I so won this#there were so many pictures and quotes I wanted to include but the limit..... :'(#if any of you were wondering I am still as insane about them as I ever was#thank you anon really genuinely and fully this has been a blast#if anyone reads the whole thing....mwah let's run off into the ocean together#or something like that idk but it is appreciated#they are my everything they really are#I'm very enamoured with the ''Cope''#Cope with what? I have nothing to cope with? well nothing wataei related at least#or the ''How do you live with the fact'' yadda yadda#How am I supposed to live with it it's funny i think it's very funny#You really trust what enstars characters say and take it at face value without examining the subtext further? amateur mistake#it's so passionate too anon i admire you#imagine disliking something so intensely you sent a very wordy ask to someone because of a silly post they made#I wish I had that much vigor in me#I mean i'd be too polite to even if I did but still it has somehting admireable to it#thanks to you i got to reread some of my favourite wataei interactions so now I think the last three hours were three hours well spent :)#genuinely thank you for the enrichment#I hope youll have a nice day we might not see eye to eye on this and I'm also objectively better at reading these stories and understanding#the characters but I still hope you'll have a nice day#as good karma or something#I'm currently still on that dopamine high from writing this i think it's obvious#best mood I've been in in ages I love talking about wataei#okay good I'll conclude the tags I've already stretched this post out so far i might as well spare the poor tag reader#but then again if you have read the post this far what's a few more tags to you#I really like the fact that the real bluebird is a dove it's soooooooo#it's good it's really good in the overall context#wataei#eichi tenshouin#hibiki wataru
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🍫 chancellor lapin cadbury 🐇
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bulb above i think about this chocolate rabbit WAY TOO MUCH!!!
he's no riz gukgak or barry syx but there is just. something about him. he's so cool and interesting. as a random youtube comment i saw said, "zac oyama plays low intelligent/himbo characters as a blessing for brennan" and it SHOWS with lapin, it really does.
so yeah here's a fun little sketch of him! i think it turned out very silly :]
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reblogs > likes but any interaction is greatly appreciated :D! tysm for seeing my art regardless :]
#aloe.art#art#digital art#digital sketch#dimension 20#d20#a crown of candy#acoc#d20 acoc#dimension 20 a crown of candy#lapin cadbury#like even the sequence of events he set up with lord and lady swirlie and holding the wine to blind primogem alfredi#that was scary how smart that was#like my friend (who had only seen fantasy high so far before this) just looked at me and went “oh he's like Scary scary”#YEAH!!!! mf is super smart!!!#and good at deception!!!!#and of course we have to talk about one of the best acoc moments ever#“where is your bulb now” are you kidding me#are you joking me for real????!!!!#one of my fave lapin and fave acoc moments ever#i will sometimes just whisper “APOSTATE!” to myself because i have to give brennan credit for that too#played keradin super well all throughout the season#i wish we got even more lapin. i really do.#love that guy#im so normal about this guy#100
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kill me
(*wobbly tearstained voice* this is father & son richard plantagenet in henry vi part 3 1983 dir jane howell btw. which is. extremely good)
#HIM. DAD!!!?!?! YOU SEE#I thought the ian holm (1965) version of richard and york's relationship was devastating. I had no idea what was coming for me#henry vi part 3#shakespeare#richard iii#he just folds into the hug so completely and without trepidation even when he thinks he's being reprimanded. is the thing#'love forswore me in my mother's womb'#WHAT WAS YOUR DAD THEN RICHARD??? CHOPPED LIVER???????#*on my knees on the bare earth rending my garments and clawing at my bloodied face*#your brothers kind of suck I will grant you but they frankly seem to love you just as much or more than they love each other lol#I'm fine. the self-fulfilling prophecy and utter desolate isolation of abject self-loathing just got in my eyes again#I suppose a lifetime of your mum going 'shame of my womb' would do that to a motherfucker but STILL#honestly nothing beats moving through henry vi parts 2 and 3 before hitting richard iii. especially in this version#when you see the desperation verging on mania of york deciding to claim the throne reflected in his son later and it's like. ah. oh.#'not like the dam or the sire' are u sure about that margaret lmao#even the way richard will eventually do his asides are direct mirrors to how his father does it in this version#the matching limp after york gets wounded by clifford. the way they clearly share a sense of humour. *sounds of agony*#never have I witnessed a york I actually rooted for so deeply as bernard hill's even WITH that worrying intensity tho#among other high points of this version: a neverending cavalcade of some of the best noses you'll ever see in your life#also an unusual but SO fucking good take on richard. laurence olivier's version is certifiably Iconic of course (for better or worse)#but he is also like. transparently a disney villain haha I believe I coined the term 'murderscamp' to describe him#lots of fun to watch but it makes everyone else look like such absolute dumbasses for not seeing him for what he is#and lots of performances to my mind go way too far into the creep factor way too quickly#with ron cook's softspoken more believeably vulnerable richard from the outset it's easier to see how he flies under the radar#he's short and slight his voice doesn't rise that much even when he's in a rage and he's the softest with their father#you see how edward and george could still categorize him as their baby brother and not take him seriously -- not realize that some things#have uh. Shifted!! under the surface! over the years! in ways they probably should have been paying attention to!#to them he's still the kid warwick carried off stage on his shoulders.#frighteningly capable in battle but still more to be protected than protected from. until... god. augh. ow.
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The unmistakable sound of footsteps approaching begins to fill the air. Whoever is coming seems to have brought some company along…
They are getting closer… and closer… and closer…
…and closer…
……until..................
"Goooooood evenin'!!" Comes the loud greeting from a certain blond man. A big smile on his face and all.
"We beg your pardon for our prolonged absence. It was completely beyond our control..." Then adds the gentleman standing by his side, apologizing on behalf of both, offering a genuine smile along with the apology.
"...BUT! We're back!" And hopefully for good this time…
#[HI HIIIIIII~~ HOW'S EVERYONE DOING?? 8)]#[IDK IF ANYONE REMEMBERS ME OR MY MUSES ANYMORE?? BUT HELLOOO]#[one million years later but we're backkkkkk]#[i'd like to start by apologizing for completely disappearing for months without any announcement]#[life has been far from kind all this year so far and this has greatly and negatively impacted me emotionally]#[like..very VERY badly (harmful stuff and etc)]#[all to a point where i've had to take some time off from most social media]#[and which is also why i haven't checked or replied to any messages anywhere in a while]#[not that i'm the most social and most active person ever but you get what i mean here ;v;]#[the original plan was to come back here like a month or so ago but as you can guess i was unable to due to the same irl issues]#[i'm not gonna lie i'm still not doing well]#[but i wanted to come back or at least try to]#[since writing for these two and the ogre street guys always brings me joy and i also missed everyone here!]#[i'm still unsure if dropping threads will be the way to go for now or not#because i have no idea if my partners are still interested in any threads we had prior my unannounced hiatus]#[or if anyone's still interested in interacting with me and my muses again ;v;]#[so if we have ongoing threads i'll likely be jumping into your IMs over the course of the days to ask about it]#[i just need to check my thread tracker first because i can't remember what i owed last time ;;;;;;]#[as always: we can start new stuff any time in case you're no longer feeling whatever threads we had]#[and we can also start from scratch if that's best too]#[so no worries there!]#[enough blablah from me for now]#[i missed you all so much!]#[and to the new followers this blog somehow earned in my absence: Hi!! Thank you for following and I hope we can interact soon!!]#[hope everyone has been doing great during my absence!! <3]#;speedwagon says (( ic ))#;jonathan says (( ic ))#;ic#(??#;speedwagon withdraws coolly
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now keep in mind when i say REALLY GOOD, i dont mean just "good" i mean, the best the medium has to offer, i mean As good as the absolute best of the medium that you have ever experienced. as good as it has ever gotten for you.
#in my case a really good book#the best a book has ever been for me has surpassed by far the best experiences i had with movies or games#with the other two i can never shake off the idea that i am watching other people do things#when books have been at their best they have hit me straight to the core of my mind and emotions
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lovers to enemies to lovers but it’s with my dad
#HAHAHAHA we have the funniest relationship#we get along best when we act like siblings honestly. we went for an evening walk after din and he bought me tea#and we sat in the coffee shop and had a really good convo about what we’ve been watching on youtube lately#he’s not a very religious or spiritual person but he told me he finds a priest he likes because he’s 1. funny and 2. an ex-alcoholic#and that’s actually been on my heart a lot lately lol. the best leaders are people who have been in really dark places and pulled themselves#out of them. like moi!!! <3 people who walk their talk are far more inspiring than ppl who just regurgitate bible quotes#i’ve probably said this before lol but the AA meeting i went to once years ago felt more spiritual and Christlike than any church gathering#ive ever attended ✋🏼 i love to sit with sinners who have alchemized their darkness and overcome and really fucking lived#that’s the point of it all :)#💌
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