#irrelevant personal rambling

[fallowhearth]

I had lunch with a friend today even though I really didn't want to (nothing against the person, just tired). Since I got home I've been lying on the couch becoming increasingly melancholy because I'm equally bored and unable to rouse myself to do anything. Strange to feel like I'm having to hold off friends who want to see me (and are making it very clear!) because I'm so exhausted, but also to feel so lonely.

[heilos]

I have come to the annoying conclusion that many search engines are becoming super useless in trying to track down historical research without bending over backwards for answers. The amount of garbage that shows up in the results is so incredibly aggravating and has nothing to do with my search terms or questions. I cannot in fact "just use X search engines" apparently.

[sebek-zigbolt]

I don't think I'm strong enough not to pull for bday sebek even tho I want to save for ch 7 cards...... bcause yea........

[angelicsentinel]

Not to yuck anyone's yum here, but I don't see how someone can do meta if they don't even have basic reading comprehension, much less do surface level critical analysis that says anything of substance.

[lazaruspiss]

seeing content creator drama is so weird. like i would die. also people who try so hard for internet fame? like ur trying to get big on purpose?? thats literally one of my worst fears and i will never understand social media culture.

[jettreno]

I assume it’s bc of the tv show but I’ve seen a couple posts randomly dunking on the last of us but for such dumb reasons. “I want to play lighthearted silly games instead of grimdark ones” “I want to play games that are more inextricable from the video game medium, games that are less cinematic” the good news is that those games exist! the last of us is in fact only two games out of the countless video games out there, so I would recommend not playing them if you don’t want to

[janet-the-interplanet]

just auditioned for little women, cast list comes out on wednesday wish me luck yall 🤞

[bonestrouslingbones]

why do people keep asking about his brother, this happened with the official papyrus Q&A too

honestly there've been more rodent-related asks than sans asks, so i'm not too bothered! it's just people being curious and playing into ebony's caginess regarding all that, especially since it would make sense to assume he's closer with his brother than the other characters he's talked about. i think most folks are generally understanding the This Aint About Him vibes i'm putting out, but they're also just responding to some of my own cues which i certainly can't find issue with ;>

after this next one that's just gonna be a funny lil one-word de-escalation i'll probably still dial back on answering the ones that aren't relevent to ebony specifically, just to try to move The Lore along more smoothly. same with all the rodent talk lol

also its important to remember that even tho it probably looks like i'm getting a lot of things about the same topic, i'm still the one choosing which questions to answer! i have other options, but i generally go for the ones that I can make interesting via worldbuilding, Funny, or story/character hints. i only bring this up because i imagine the official Q&A likely had similar logic- god KNOWS toby got wayyyy more questions for that than i have within the last two weeks lmao (also there was only 1 question about sans in that anyway???)

[fallowhearth]

I posted a few weeks ago about having an order of operations problem in my weekend housework. Anyway, I'm happy to report I've solved it through the simple solution of just doing everything Saturday morning rather than dragging my feet and putting off the annoying tasks until Sunday. Turns out it wasn't that hard to do. Many such cases.

I feel like this post should have some kind of lesson or joke or something to make it a worthy Post but no, it's just a diary entry. Also many such cases on this blog!

[welcometogrouchland]

What if I proposed the analysis that Belos actually has very little internal moral compass and that his veneer of righteousness has always been implied by the writers to be complete fabricated bullshit even before watching and dreaming basically confirms it.

[averlym]

Wait so I’m kind of confused, are you still doing asks? Or just commissions since you’ve officially closed ur requests. Are you just gonna occasionally do asks with requests no longer being sent?

hi hi!! okay so:

1. commissions are open right now

2. requests are 'closed' - i can't stop you from sending them, but it's pretty unlikely that i'll draw them any time soon

3. i have quite a lot of old requests filling my ask box, so i'll do those asks occasionally

hope that clarifies a bit!

[villagewarlock]

existing as a gender and being perceived is so weird..

been using the "women's only room" at the gym cause it's a much smaller space with way less people than the two main spaces and I am so very new and unsure of what I'm doing and having the fewest number of people watch me fumble through figuring out how machines work is ideal but also all of the other people in this space are Very femme like long hair and sports bras and workout leggings etc and there's me with chin hair and jeans and a tshirt. maybe I am overthinking and the other people there don't give a shit but I don't want to make people uncomfortable in a space that I think technically I should not be using? but also I have realized that I am still deeply tied to having been raised/socialized as a girl and assume that people read me as butch lesbian(?). but I think at this point that does not match the way that I look to other people and I like how masc I look and don't really want to change that so... idk??

[nageki-the-friendly-ghost]

thinking about how hiyoko stops JUST SHORT of organizing the encyclopedias during nagekis route! So close! So close to discovering operation hatoful! So close to maybe being able to prevent bbl! But she never could.

Nageki and Hiyoko's tragedies are never far apart. A memory forgotten, a discovery missed.

[ilostyou]

yknow sometimes when ur dying to experience something and have absolutely mourned the fact that you haven’t had the chance to but then you get like. one ounce of something even remotely adjacent to it and ur like . oh okay . yknow . maybe it’s for the best i haven’t had this happen ever because [redacted explanation]

[oh-meow-swirls]

i discovered yesterday that in the quest in 3 that involves fighting illuminoct before fighting him hailey literally says "come at us bro" n that's hilarious to me. hailey is just high-key the best yo-kai watch character-

[caruliaa]

theyre not roman and virgil from sander sides btw theyre virgil and roman from good at loving you || prinxiety animatic. if you even care