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[one-abuse-survivor]

Hello. Al anon here. I am sincerely sorry by the ammount of asks that I do.

I wish that I wouldn't have the reason to write this for longer than a few days after my second ask.

This is mostly a rant. There are mentions of threats so if you need or don't want to read about those feel free to discard this post.

I have said before that I haven't gotten into the verbal and emotional abuse my parents do. Since my first ask I could see bmuch better and recognize the things that they are doing and it is really bad.

My mother doesn't even flinch on name calling me. She called me scrungy when I told her I want to save up money and didn't hesitate to call me slurs. From cow to bitch, calling me lazy or selfish when I don't do what she want to. The worst part is that she is doing this even in front of strangers. When my brother brought her girlfriend they teamed up on me and then joked about how I was leaving the room so soon.

Also for some reason she feels like yelling at me (Because she can since she is my parent) and have toxic remarks. (Like the fact she said to me yesterday after I said that I will study that maybe if I closed the game that I would actually do something, which given I am at the moment sick and was dealing with mental breakdown just put salt into the injury) She loves to say that I am the whole reason why my adulthood is so hard despite the fact that most o the time I have to stop what I am doing to deal with the stuff that she has done to me, said to me or didn't do and yet this is what she frames as her love, as her caring for me. That "If she didn't love me, she wouldn't insult me and would not care about me at all"

And even that is very hardly true. She takes caring of my basic cares like... giving me food or fixing my winter jacket as privileges. I am privileged to have parents who provide food and clothes for their child and that I am disrespectful because I have stopped taking her "jokes" (Insults aimed at me or hidden threats of taking stuff from me such as phone) and stopped reacting to them. She yelled at me and said I am spoiled and that I have so many privileges. (As mentioned before basically the basic needs a parent should provide)

Sometimes she does even lie. Like saying that I have the freedom to say my opinion, despite the fact that when I just voiced I would need to get shoes after I have seen that the spending habits have changes she went on complete tantrum yelling at me, make fun of me saying I will learn one day how to ride a car and then accusing me of not talking about them with this issue, which I literally did before she threw the tantrum....

I also know this is intentional because every time she does something like that I can be sure she will be love bombing me for couple hours. She never apologises, she explains her behavior or puts the blame on me. (In better case) in other case she doesn't even acknowledge the situation. It is really apparent that she is trying to hold her control over me. Especially because now she is aiming at my phone and my social media, where most of my friends are who emotionally suport me in this situation.

The worst part is, that now that I know this is abuse and I am no longer taking the abuse or trying to engage, because mental health is already damaged and I don't want to continue this, my mother have gotten worse and worse. Now it is slowly moving to threats. That "she will tear my head off" if I won't talk to her or if "I want her and my father to stop the privileges that we are giving to you"(Which you can read as do you want us to pull away even the basic care we give you) and I will be honest. I am starting to get afraid how far they will go, especially because the threats are starting to get common and I haven't even done anything to them. I was just silent and I tried my best to not react to them and the feeling of not feeling safe in the household that I am in is rising and it is so hard to even think where it could go on from the threats.

Hey again! There's nothing to apologise for regarding the amount of asks, but I'm also sorry that you're in a situation where you need to reach out so often.

Gosh, I'm sorry things have escalated so much. You've had to endure so much verbal and emotional abuse, as well as horrifying threats and insults. No one deserves to be treated like this. No one deserves to be this scared for their safety.

I'm glad you can recognise that all of this is abuse, and that your struggles are a consequence of you being traumatised, and not proof that you're worthless like they're trying to make you believe. I hope you're proud of yourself for recognising their abuse. It's not an easy thing to do.

I understand how helpless it feels to not know how to react to abuse, because even showing no reaction at all is taken as the "incorrect reaction" and met with even more abuse. The unsafety that comes from knowing there's literally nothing you can do to placate them when they're abusing you is extremely traumatic, and I wouldn't wish it upon anyone. I'm so sorry they're putting you through this 😞

I hope things haven't escalated more since you sent this :( sending a big big virtual hug your way ❤️

[aerial-ace97]

You fat fucking zygote.  You gross homosapien.  You ancient fetus.  You quirked up embryo.  You mutant hybrid of egg and sperm.  Never look at me again, you dumb product of meiosis.  You disgust me, you dirty blastocyst.

[pricetagged]

Reader who's shuffling towards their winter break, exhausted, malaised. The beginnings of a flu are catching in your throat, nose blocked up and head-heavy. Too overtired to notice the way things have been moving around your apartment

—scratches around the locks, food gone from the fridge, an extra cup sitting in the drying rack—

It's only when you finally reach Friday night, with the time and the promise of a lie-in on Saturday, that you start to feel a prickling on your neck. Shaking it off, you take a hot shower, steam furling and opening up your congested nose. Hot water spraying over your aching muscles—

—except

The shampoo is almost used up. The bathroom was already slightly damp when you got in.

When you reach for the towel, it's already wet. Hastily folded over the rack, and smelling like you but more—

The lights go out as you're staring at your stunned face in the steam-hazed mirror.

[creative-clawmarks]

"I didn't want to get Jessica involved, that's why I told her I found Amy! That's YOUR fault!"

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KO-FI

[sweeneydino]

There's no way he only called them Posers. He was on a 4kids censorship, I swear.

I might have been binging the show recently...

[dustcrumbs]

This comic was heavily inspired off a roleplay. There's a lot more to it. I just couldn't draw all of the necessary details, or I wouldn't have finished it, lol. I'll make a separate post with some context

Anyway BLEGH

Unlike Horror, Cross dislikes being called anything related to an animal or dog. It's a trigger basically.

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[konigsblog]

crazy, how the majority of my haters are either hypocrites, or are just straight up LYING. lmfao, i've written rape before and i apply appropriate warnings, but i've never ever written PEDOPHILIA. 😬

their username on tumblr is @asgardswinter, they have continuously mentioned me on their blog. it's literally creepy and clearly obsessive, lmfao, and lying about me writing pedophilia is real fucking weird considering they don't apply any further context or include any evidence to back up this claim...

i'd appreciate it if you reported their twitter account or blog for like harassment 😮‍💨

[3cosmicfrogs]

"There is love in me the likes of which you've never seen"

[cdramastuff]

Fangs of Fortune - Episode 6.

[softenedsunbeams]

Mentally ill retarded dumb nigga no one like you and yo art sucks cheeks you absolute retard

actually i'm the smartest person alive and my art kicks ass . heart emoji

[shitty-fate-merch-daily]

I never really understood whether posts like

[Description of someone that is not technically very insulting]

[Please just call me a slur instead]

were joking or not until I was talking with my mother about support needs around autism.

Mom: Well you’re more on the high-functioning end of the spectrum, like Elon Musk!

Mother dearest it would have been kinder to slap me across the face and call me a retard.

[howlsofbloodhounds]

“Killer loves being degraded” good lord shut up

[peachsukii]

little sneak peak into Ryuko's instagram feed when she's in UA as a first year 🧡

[pop-roxs]

ive been so obsessed w cannibalism recently. its so intimate and romantic and i can never find the right wording to express that. when you let someone eat you you let them see everything. you quite literally let them see the real you beneath your skin. the one thats hidden from everyone but them. you let them see your inner workings. you let them dig through you and take you apart and enjoy you in the most carnal sense imaginable. you watch them get their hands dirty from your blood and you watch them enjoy it. i think if cannibalism didnt hurt and i wouldnt die and id be perfectly put back together afterwards id 100% let my partner cannibalize me any time they wanted

[nectardaddy]

trump calling teachers ugly on twitter is genuinely laughable to me like?? we hear far worse every single day and that's the best he could come up with??

[jesterday00]