#innerlove

[21jfw]

[catsinthebagdesignposts]

What Love Says...

Inner Love - Inner Child

With dedication and loving repetition you can change connections in your magnificent brain through conscious awareness of your thoughts, words and actions. This choice is an act of love and self love.

When you switch to loving consciousness in all you do you improve your well-being while improving the world around you. It begins with loving self discovery of how beautiful your inner child truly is.  

Loving your inner child is the foundation for love and self love, which is who you truly are. Choose to give love, attention and play to your inner child, be the love you want and need.  

Your true nature is found through love and conscious awareness. Dig deep into your heart, nurture, discover and explore joy, love and peace that is within your inner child. 

Jennifer R. Cook @catsinthebagdesignposts invites you to embrace love in your life and enjoy What Love Says series. 

[itsallhoney]

i just turned 26, got nothing to show for it (x)

26, paramore // 26, innerlove. // 26, caamp // don't be upset, jeffrey lewis // was it 26, the charlie daniels band // 26, carol ades // wish, nine inch nails // 26, paramore // 26, innerlove.

[soulfarer23]

Void State Pact - Official List

full credit to @liekjevenderheurn

Original Post:

Concept: We all keep working on entering the Void-State, and when one of us does so, they take the chance to manifest for everyone else on the Void State Pact list, to be able to instantly enter the Void-State by simply intending to do so.

Note: please do not solely rely on this pact to get you into the Void-State. Keep living in the end or whatever method you are doing.

How to join: Post this in the comment section of this post or preferably the original post and add your name:

The void state pact: -@yourusername1239 - - I will manually add everyone to this official list below in alphabetic order for a better overview. If I haven't correctly added your name until GMT 18:30, you can DM me. !DO NOT TRY TO FORCE ANYONE TO JOIN THE PACT!

Void-State Pact List

-@liekjevenderheurn -@soulfarer23 -@000015 -@1umchileanywayss0 -@2blossom7 -@5ugar5tardu5t -@888ballz -@aecesosorine -@angrywolfland -@arasthoughtsblog -@armyiadream -@awelanimandi -@ayetei -@beautifulfurywonderland -@beautifulthing69 -@calmheadattea -@cherryblossom1157 -@cherryontop0 -@choppedcherryblossomkitten -@clairehush -@darkforestwithrain -@delicia101 -@dreamycandyy -@eternal-drift-shifts -@exofsaa -@famouscherse -@flor3sial -@fontayyna -@gloriousrunwayninja  -@glorytcr -@herrscherofthemoon -@holyrunawaycreator -@hop3fullfelicia -@hopelightangel -@ieche123 -@ihaveitall4 -@imliterallygod -@immortalsh3 -@incoggniit -@infinitejoy -@innerlovely -@issweetiebunnysworld -@itsblair2222 -@jayspire -@jenn1690 -@l0vedrvgg -@lavieenrose567 -@leezworld -@leftlandenthusiast -@lilydrafts -@lisaa--45 -@luckyartisanstarfish -@lunityviruss -@mariana56 -@mer-cn -@mimiortega -@mingyusgirl444 -@moondustville -@moonwillow473737 -@moremwa -@mrnbv -@nabiibu -@nikaaaa777 -@ninaily -@nomnomnamsworld -@o-m-a-r-2-00-7 -@oned-12 -@optix018 -@plnfour -@prettyverse2 -@priyanshu-basantwani -@prabhkaursworld -@prncss2digi -@pure-consciousness -@rainbowfaerie -@rainingseasons -@rebornrestart-deactivated202408 -@readwithluna @realitycreator369 -@realitystar -@reveriedraffs -@rileyxx121 -@ritzzzzsblog -@rosxs-world -@rottenria -@royswrldxo -@sagelasters -@saddyy -@shifting-go-brrrrrr -@sofi44 -@soumyaa5678 -@spookytyphoonshark -@strawvia1 -@superbladynerd -@suunshineeee -@t6ayooper -@the-girl-next-doors-blog -@ver1starl -@vexwould -@victtorofloa -@void1finder -@voidstatedelisi -@winniethepooh04 -@wonyoungiie -@yashakraman -@yiyiluvsvampires -@youremynaturalhighx -@yulah00p -@zeddrak -@zessmika -@zi77-seruven

[masivechaos]

🪐i'll try everything once- matilda by harry styles and neil perry🫶💌

Matilda ✧˖*°࿐ neil perry x gn! reader

Warning/content: hurt to comfort, talking about having kids, mention of having a bad childhood, au where neil lives ha, my English

w/c: 0.7k

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There were a lot of things you loved about Neil Perry. The way he smiled, how generous he was, when he scribbled little notes on your hands when you were working. And mostly, how brave he was. He was the most courageous person you ever knew. And the craziest thing was he didn’t even realise.

But he was also scared. Scared he was going to great the same pattern as his father, that he was going to fail as a dad. He grew up not knowing what showing love was, so how could he possibly be a loving father? That seems impossible.

So when you expressed your wish to have kids with him, you didn’t expect it to start an argument. He told you he could never be enough and he would never want to have children because of what he went through. And you were hurt, you knew that wasn’t his intention but there was a little part of you that felt like he didn’t want kids with you.

Frustrated and not understanding each other, you went to bed, your back facing his. But as the hours passed, your mood cooled down and guilt started to eat you. Neil was finally opening up about the repercussions of his childhood and all you found to do is taking it personally.

You turned around, biting your lips, not wanting to disturb him but the urge to apologize was stronger. He was tensed, and it was all your fault. “Neil?” you whispered, hoping he was open to communication.

After a minute of silence that felt like an hour, he moved and faced you. You could tell he was hurt, and it seemed like he cried. He didn’t speak a word, and slowly, you drew your hand to his face, letting him time to let you know if he didn’t want physical touch.

“I’m sorry,” you said quietly, letting your forehead fall against him “I didn’t try to understand you. I was selfish.”

That was all it take for him to let go of the tears he was holding “I’m not mad at you,” it surprised you, he had all the reasons to be “I’m mad at him.”

It was crazy how the man that was supposed to have Neil as the first person in his heart still had an impact on his son years after moving out of the childhood household. Neil actually was even in denial of the treatment he received until you made him understand, you didn’t want to accuse anyone, but the way his smile would always fade after talking to his family just stayed in your mind. But he always told you his problems weren’t so important as if he refused to be in pain in front of anyone. 

As his lover, you made sure he understood what was happening to him, that he could let it go, he could stop talking to them, it wasn’t his fault.

“Why couldn’t you be a good father? You’re the kindest person I ever met. Your past does not define you. You can start a family who will always show you love.”

Neil hoped you knew how much he needed to hear this. But something was still wrong, his mother truly loved him and he knew it, she just wasn’t brave enough to stand up for him. And he felt a little guilty “Mom always told me the best gift I could give her was a child. But I don’t talk to her anymore, she won’t be there to see the little baby me.” He knew he cared more than he should, but he couldn’t help it.

“Neil,” you chose your words carefully “you don’t have to be sorry for doing it on your own.”

All of a sudden he broke into tears. Years of suffering he could finally externalize. He got closer to you, curling into your chest, like a child. You wrapped your arms around him, whispering sweet nothings in his ear, trying to calm him down as much as you could. “You can let it go”

⋆ ★ neil perry taglist: @cauliflowertree @moonlitmeeks @toindeedbeag0d @mad-elia @juneberrie @mystic-writings @natashxromanovf @goodoldfashionedluvergirl @spookydarkwitch @duxpuella @innerloverpainter @vancitycharlie @venussflytraps @diorgirl444 @dori-and-gray

[haveyouheardthisband]

[safesthaveninexistence]

Innericantmisswhatmeantforme. Innerwhatmeantformearemagnetizedtome. Innergreatness. Innerawareness. Innerpullingthestrings. Innerancientwisdom. Innerwealth. Innerselfexplanatory. Innerselfvalidated. Innerselflove. Innerchoosingmyself. Innerease. Innerpeace. Innersolidity. Innersupremacy. Innerimaginations. Innerimaginations100%inmyownfavor. Innersecuredpath. Innerblessedpath. Innereasiestsuccesseasiestprogress. Innerinfluence. Innermydesirespopupinfrontofmewitheaseand instantaneousness. Innerinstantaneousness. Innerdivinity. Innerrelaxation. Innerspace. Innerampleness. Innermorespaceexpandstotakeinallthatiam. Innerdirection. Innerclarity. Innerconnection. Innersolidity. Innerrealities. Innermemory. Innergoodness. Innerrichness. Innertrustinmyself. Innerichangethemeaningsinmyfavor. Innerjanuary23rdisinmyownfavor. Innerheadphonesare100%inmyownfavor. Inneripadsare100%inmyownfavor! Innerdestiniesrealmare100%inmyownfavor! Innercontrollingtheirrealitiesinmyownfavor! Innereverythingiseeanddoisinmyownfacor! Inner303is100%inmyownfavor! Innerimalreadyhomenomatterwhatisee! Innereverythingabdeverywhereisnowtransmutedintomyhome! Innericontrolthenews innericontrolwhsteveryoneseesontv! Innersovereignty! Innereffectiveness! Innerknowing innerintuition innerlovability innerabilities innerfulfilleddesiredcapabilities innericontrolthefuture innericontrolthepast innericontrolthepreseny innerpossessionofallthatisee innerideas innervortexes innersource innerdivine innerrelationships innerbehindthescenesis100%fullblownismyyownfavor innerfrontofthescenesis100%fullblownisinmyfavor innermemories innericontroltheirmemoriestowhatidesireandpreferwithease

[little-green-house]

‘Bambi’ announcement from Brooklyn Vegan, 10/17/24

Anxious announce new album 'Bambi,' share "Counting Sheep"

Somewhere in the blur of endless touring, Anxious vocalist Grady Allen was sitting in a hotel room and stumbled upon a name typed into a long-forgotten memo on his phone: Bambi. “We should have named the band Bambi,” he recalls admitting to his bandmates. The tenor of the conversation is likely familiar to anyone of a certain age, when you reflect on choices that a younger version of yourself made and reckon with how things could be different if you’d chosen a different path. Bambi stuck with the band after that night and eventually it evolved from a “what-if” into the name of Anxious’ second full-length album.

[…] Inspired by “big swing” records like Blink-182’s self-titled or Jimmy Eat World’s Clarity, Anxious set out to redefine the band without losing sight of what made them work in the first place. “The idea that Bambi should have been the band name sort of turned into this sentiment that got carried onto the LP,” says Allen. “Bambi is the band we could have been, that I want us to be–and I think the record is that.”

Guitarist/co-vocalist Dante Melucci says that, because of fears of a sophomore slump, “The whole album stayed a mystery to me for so long because there were so many wrong ways to do it.” But once they hit the studio with producer/engineer Brett Romnes (of The Movielife and I Am The Avalanche), those fears started to disappear. “He just did a fantastic job challenging us and pushing our ideas into a whole new echelon,” says Grady.

In addition to their usual punk/hardcore influences, the band cites The Smashing Pumpkins, Animal Collective, and The Beach Boys as influences on this album, and the first taste of the album’s new direction is “Counting Sheep.” The Beach Boys influence definitely comes through in those wordless falsetto harmonies, and it’s also a charged-up emo-punk song with dramatic dual vocals that could fit on the first Taking Back Sunday album. It feels like a clear step up, and it’s distinctly Anxious.

“I had the idea that I could turn the vibe of the Gorillaz self-titled record into a cool Anxious track, and once I had the verse melody and the quick 16th rhythm pacing I knew it was gonna be the best song,” Dante says. “It’s about being lethargic and wasting your time and hiding, all because you’re too afraid to confront just about everything.” It comes with a Max Moore-directed video that seesaws between dream-state surrealism and Anxious playing to unimpressed versions of themselves in an otherwise-empty auditorium, and you can check that out below.

Anxious also have a few Northeast shows happening this fall, including their small, early Ridgewood, Queens show at Trans-Pecos on Saturday, October 26 at 6 PM with Long Island’s Innerlove opening. Tickets for that show are on sale now. They also play Richmond, Amherst, and Buffalo, and then they play their label Run For Cover’s Something in the Way fest next year. All dates are listed below.

[adamcsdances]

Friends often ask me if I am dating anyone. My response is that I am always looking for love. I guess I had it wrong the whole time… ❤️💭🤔🙏🌈😀 #lookingforlove #barriers #enlightenment #mentalhealth #growth #quoteoftheday #spirituality #spiritualawakening #loveislove #loveyourself #acceptance #booksforlife #thirties #grown #innerlove #gaypride #soulsearching #ownership #innerpeace #entrepreneur #discoveringmyself #helenschucman #positivevibes #foodforthought #lovethis #lgbtq @conscious_soulll @mentalhealthquotess @businessgrowthmentor @men_tal_health_1st @selfloveblossom @selfcareisforeveryone @thequoteofthedayshow @affirmationsandquotes @quotes @quoteoftheday @dallaslovelist @thinkpositive_personalgrowth @dallasgayboys @drcarolineleaf @arbonne @lisalicence @hopebake4 @lgbtqleadership @lgbt @lgbtq https://www.instagram.com/p/CRfJfKHhJnh/?utm_medium=tumblr

[catsinthebagdesignposts]

Discover the inner standing of your heart. 

What my Coffee says to me December 4 - drink YOUR life in - Owl magic, hearing and sight brings wisdom, wisdom to detach and embrace change with great love  Be the OWLsome love. Jennifer R. Cook @catsinthebagdesignposts loves creating an illustration and positive message for your mental health. 

[itsallhoney]

in the spirit of everything i’m posting tonight (i guess) i’d like to recommend all of the artists with <100k monthly listeners on spotify along with their songs that made it into my top 100 this year.

there are 15 artists and i think i can only post 10 audio links and i'm really not going to do anything about that

Kara Lane - 182 monthly listeners I Wish I Had a God (#55) and In the Dirt (#89)

Bigger Better Sun - 367 monthly listeners Push to Bend (#90)

Emma Tricca - 1,110 monthly listeners Leaves (#92) the preview doesn't do it justice

Josaleigh Pollett - 1,496 monthly listeners YKWIM (#94)

Pearla - 2,015 monthly listeners Get in Touch With You (#2), Forgive Yourself (#12), Pear Shaped World (#54) & everything but the title track of Oh, Glistening Onion, the Nighttime is Coming (#1, 21, 27, 31, 40, 44, 58, 62, 66, 76, 87)

Innerlove. - 4,237 monthly listeners 26 (#47)

Small Million - 6,633 monthly listeners Old Habits (#63) and Good Impressions (#73) i feel like i've championed these three artists enough to skip them now

Stolen Jars - 12,005 monthly listeners Smoke in the House (#71)

Gladie - 12,956 monthly listeners Hit the Ground Running (#20)

Thank You, I'm Sorry - 17,652 monthly listeners Brain Empty (#74)

Sen Morimoto - 25,361 monthly listeners St. Peter Blind (#18), Bad State (#26), Reality (#41), Naive (#45), Diagnosis (#61), Deeper (#93)

Cusp - 25,411 monthly listeners Spill (#37)

Anna B Savage - 36,526 monthly listeners Always on My Mind (#97) look this song was in my bedtime playlist and it's just a cover. if you're going to look her up, listen to something from in|FLUX

IAN SWEET - 46,073 monthly listeners Bloody Knees (#11), Comeback (#30), Smoking Again (#48), Sucker (#60), Your Spit (#98)

Jess Williamson - 94,621 monthly listeners Time Ain’t Accidental (#81) and Roads (#84)

oh yeah, these are all active artists too

[go-squirrel]

When YOU look at ME what do YOU see?                                                                  When YOU see ME what is it that YOU see?                                                                       Know the difference....                                                                                    Because when I look at what I See within ME I look deep into how beautiful it is that I AM seeing in ME.....

T.Pando

[sun-moongal]

“Everyone holds a different universe inside themselves. This unique universe contains an individuals own version of what they perceive, which alters the reality they experience on this planet. Once we develop this knowledge, we must stray away from the false judgments we gather while walking among other fellow human beings. We must remember that there are millions of tiny universes floating amongst us that we cannot visibly see. They hold a conscious view of reality that is expressed through their own awareness, while simultaneously connecting with you. Allow this connection. And always remember to love as the sun, the moon, and the cosmos do.”

-PM

[thinkh2]

Tuesday Smart 💎 It’s difficult to fully love someone when we haven’t learned how to heal and love ourselves #taketimeforyou #taketimeforyourself #taketimeforyourself❤️ #lovehealing #knowthedifference💯 #innerlove #godlytypeoflove https://www.instagram.com/p/CEUi4MvlSIx/?igshid=1ccyrkkfvaojb

[safesthaveninexistence]

Innerselfloyalty. Innerselftrust. Innerselfguidance. Innerinfallibility. Inner failproofness. Innererrorlessness. Inner surefireness. Innercertainty. Innerassuredness. Innerconfidence. Innerunshakeability! Innerunwaveringness! Innerexpansion! Innerunstoppability! Innerbeauty! Innerlight! Innerradiance! Innersuccess! Innervalidatedtrustcouragefaithassurednesssurefireness! Innerapexpredaror. Innertopofthegame. Innerimtheworldswealthiest. Innerprogress. Innerfun. Innersuperpowers. Innermagicalpowers. Innerintentions. Innerwisdom. Innerglow. Innercaptivation. Innerenchantment. Innerdivinity. Innercontrol. Inneriknowwhatimean. Inneriknowwhatiknow. Innerloved. Inneradored. Innerpreferred. Innerchosen. Innerrepetition. Inneremphasis. Innertrust. Innervalidation. Innervalidated. Innermindblowingness. Innerimmaculateness. Innerpristineness. Innershine. Inneritsmyintentionsonly. Innereffectiveness. Innerfearlessness. Innerfearsarecompletelyunfounded. Inneranxietiesarecompletelyunfounded. Inneriknowwhatimdoing. Inneriknowwhereimgoing. Innerconfidence.

[aliceheit-blog]

« la passion » troisième tirage #aliceheit #printmaking #innerlove #passion #desire #fleurdelapassion #springtime (à Plouégat-Guérand) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwdEvYWDuQi/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=18i9l248qe5d3