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//everyone seems to think the U.S. Feels left out, but the average American has never heard of Eurovision before so I think America literally has no idea what’s going on. Canada is probably better connected to Europe and has some idea.//

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"Is the war over, or is everyone in Europe about to kill each other?"

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Send me a Symbol

✉: For a regular text message from my muse.

♣: Here, have a not so regular (maybe even a dirty one) text message.

✍: For what my muse has written about yours in their diary.

✎: For an unsent letter from my muse (May be AU if you want, just let me know what kind of AU you want).

☎: For a drunk phone call.

☏: How about a voice message from my muse?

♥: The favorites of my muse- can be anything from music to sex positions, you're allowed to specify what you want.

∞: A random headcanon about my muse and yours.

☯: Here, have a hug from my muse.

☮: An argument I think my muse would have with yours.

♪: I've put all of my songs on shuffle- now I have to write a drabble involving our muses with the next song that comes on.

♬: Would you care to dance? My muse has to dance with yours.

♛: My muse is royalty for a day and you are their loyal subject- wait, what? What would my muse's reaction be to this idea?

♚: You are my master- hold on. What if my muse was the loyal subject, how would this go?

✖: Your muse is drowning in the bathtub when mine walks into the bathroom.

☠: Your muse has died, this is how mine reacts.

❂: My muse is clumsy and crashes into yours.

✈: Our muses are on a plane together, by accident or choice. This is what happens.

☢: It's too hot outside, how does my muse suggest our muses cool down?

ϟ: There's a storm going on and our muses are stuck together in a house- how will this go?

☂: It's pouring down and your muse forgot their umbrella, will my muse offer up theirs?

✧: Our muses went to eat out- where?

★: The stars are shining beautifully and my muse wants you to see them.

☾: It's in the middle of the night and my muse had a nightmare about yours- what does my muse do?

☼: The sun is shining bright and your muse got the bright idea of going out, does my muse agree with this?

☄: My muse is lost, luckily there is cellphone reception- does my muse dare to call yours for help?

♤: Our muses are playing a game, which kind and who is winning?

☻: Your muse got sunburnt, my muse didn't- how'd it happen and how'll mine help?

♒: Our muses are at the beach together, by accident or not, and yours was a bit too close to the waves- will my muse laugh or perhaps be helpful?

♦: Your muse asked mine to marry them, what's my muse's reaction?

◊: Your muse comes to mine, crying, how does my muse react?

✘: Scars aren't very pretty- my muse has to show you theirs.

✦: My muse was attacked but yours saved them- how'll my muse ever thank them?

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calming starter sentences

"Its okay, I'm here."

"I'm not going to leave you."

"Everything is okay."

"I'm going to protect you."

"I believe in you."

"Hear my heartbeat? Just focus on that."

"You'll be alright, no one can hurt you now."

"You're not going to lose me."

"I love you."

"I'll stay right here, okay?"

"Just breathe."

"I'm okay, you're okay, we're okay."

"You're everything to me."

"I don't care what they think, to me, you are perfect."

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"You don't have to be alone."

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"I understand, Mattie, it's no problem~! And hey, sometimes you ought to expect the unexpected around me, never know what I may do sometimes~" He then adds in, his voice light and joking as he then chuckles afterwards. Sure, there were times he could be really unpredictable, but he didn't always jump to the extreme, believe it or not.

However, hearing the next part, he knew then it was definitely up to him to choose what they did together. And that was perfectly fine with him, just so long as his little brother was up for it. After all, they were both meant to have fun. He hums a bit in thought, wondering what they could do together right then.

"Well.... If you want, we can check out movies that are playing! Or we can even rent one and come back here, get a bigger selection that way," the blond then suggests, after thinking about it. "You can even choose the movie too, whether we go out or just rent!"

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"I-I really didn’t… expect you to say all of that, h-honestly…"

"… B-But, now that you have… I-I feel less worried about it…" he continued softly. "I’ve been… wanting to say all that for awhile, a-and… well, you understand. R-Right?"

It was still sort of hard for him to completely wrap his mind around the idea that his brother was being soft like that. He wasn’t quite used to it, considering the last time he saw him he was near the opposite. Despite it, he knew he had to be better than what he expected. Plus there was a lot of time for him to learn things. That was always a plus. He figured someone up top like America was would learn better, even if his economy was a little on the low side lately, from what he heard.

"R-Really though… it doesn’t matter to me. I-I would do anything you wanted, r-really… a-and… I had planned to leave because you weren’t coming to the door so I didn’t… plan this far. S-Sorry…"

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Hetalia

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Alfred really wasn't one of those people who got into these kind of conversations. But when he did, it was like talking to a whole new person. It was one of those times where the American knew for a fact, it was time to be serious, and more than that, time to show he understands. He may have his dense moments, but when it comes to situations like these, especially with Matthew, he could understand. And he was willing to spend as much time as it took to come to a complete resolution for the problem. He could also be a rather affectionate person at times, but not like this, where he really wrapped someone in an embrace and just held them. Important and special matters were reserved for that kind of affection, and now was definitely important. Well, his brother will always be important, after all. He let the other blond pull back a bit, and smiled before chuckling when he heard the shocked words. Though, it was another thing to make his heart hurt. To know his own sibling didn't think he wanted to see him more.... Ouch. He really needed to step up his big brother game.

"Of course I do, Mattie! Again, sorry I've been real crappy at showing you I care and all.... I will get better with it," he adds in, reaching up to lightly run his hand through the other's slightly longer hair. It was different from the ruffle, his intention not being to really mess up his hair. Just a comforting gesture.

Afterwards, hearing him continue, he sighs a bit before shaking his head some. It really was showing just how much like many siblings they were.... Alfred was doing one thing, Matthew sees and wants to try to do the same thing, out of awe, admiration, respect, whatever it is. And he didn't really pay enough attention to the fact that he had done it.... Yup. Time to step up his game, majorly.

"Don't apologize for that, really. I don't blame you for thinking like that.... And your country is great. Always has been, always will be. Keep doing what you do best, got it? Now.... What would my lil bro like to do, now that he has come all the way here~? We have loads of time to do whatever ya want!"

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It had been a long time since he felt that comfort. Even when Arthur comforted him before, there was something different about it compared to this. Maybe it was because he was speaking with his brother, and he hardly expected this out of him. Even though he expected it just as little from Arthur, for some reason, he expected this sort of conversation from him more so. Matthew continued to listen to his brother speak to him for awhile after finding the chance to lean away and look at him. Even with him leaned away, he made sure to keep within the embrace given to him. For some reason, he didn’t feel the want to break it. After so much time away from his brother and getting this very little at all, it was something Matthew wanted to sit there and cherish. Even though his face was a soft pink, and you could tell he had been crying, though not for very long. He was a sensitive sort of man.

"… Y-You… want to see me more, too…?" he sounded shocked, but it remained soft. His voice was never anything boastful or loud, even when he wanted it to be. "I didn’t�� think you thought that, Alfred."

He was still at a loss for words. It was hard for him to talk when he grew emotional, but he tried nonetheless. Through tears, past wiping his face and eventually cleaning his glasses on his shirt, he would eventually be able to communicate properly again.

"T-Then… I’m sorry, too… for thinking you didn’t. For thinking I-I wasn’t good enough, e-even for my own brother. Y-You’re part of the reason I tried to make my country so great. And… I-I want you to know that. A-And since you want to… I-I would like to spend time with you, w-while I’m here."

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Send me a ≡ for my muse's reaction to yours suddenly hugging them very tightly

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Send one of these in my askbox to see how my muse reacts

“Everyone ends up alone.” "Stay close to me." "We need to get away." "This is all for you.” "How could you be so heartless?" "There’s gotta be another way out." “I’ve tried forever getting out on my own.” “I don’t wanna fight alone anymore.” “I never thought you would really go.” “I was being such a fool.” “But I can’t live without you.” “If I wanted to leave I would have left by now.” "Don’t let me down.” “And now I’m feeling stupid.” “I’ll only stay with you one more night.” “What’s that supposed to mean?” “Can’t take it no more.” “I used to pretend that I felt okay.” “I’ve failed you again.” “God knows that I tried…” “I was dreaming for so long.” "You are the piece of me I wish I didn’t need.” “If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?” "We both know how this ends." “This is not what I do.” “Is that alright?” “Am I even human?” "I’m a mess." "At least I’ve always been myself.” “No one knows my heart.” “I don’t know what I’m doing.” “There is something that you need to let me know.” “Be honest please.” “Say you’ll stay.” "I’ll look after you." “I wasn’t looking for this.” "Here’s my number." “Where do you think you’re going, baby?” “I missed you so bad.” "You see?" "Come on let’s go and play!" “Be my baby.” “Don’t you ever say I just walked away.” “I will always want you.” “I never meant to start a war.” “I just wanted you to let me in.” “I guess I should’ve let you win.” "You make me crazy from happiness." "You’re my prince from the fairy tale." "Where do I go if you leave?" "I was afraid you don’t care about me." “I can’t forget you.” “I’m your destiny.” “You are like frost.” “We just have to wait until the next life.” "We need to talk." “Where did I go wrong?” "I lost a friend." “If I don’t say this now I will surely break.” “I’m losing my control.” “What’s mine is yours to leave or take.” “You’ve begun to feel like home.” “If that’s what you want…” “But I’m only human!” “I bleed…” "I can do it!" “Don’t let them in.” “Let it go.” "We only have each other."  “Okay, can I just, say something crazy?” "We are meant to be."

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The quiet moment between them after he had finished his own little speech made him realize just how long it's been since he had spoken like that to his little brother. He's really just left him alone way too much lately.... He hasn't been spending as much time with Matthew, like he should have. And it was all coming together now that that had to be what the younger wanted. And it hurt now, as he felt a huge weight seem to hit him. The weight of feeling like a pretty horrible big brother. He got too caught up in his own thing, listening to the beat of his own drum, that he forgot to tune back into the Canadian's every now and again, so they could go together. That's what an older brother should be doing.... And he's really been a let down.

Then, Alfred felt something drip onto his back, realizing immediately it was tears. His heart broke and he couldn't help but to hold the quieter male just a bit tighter, as if to remind him he was right there. Softly, the older one began to rub the younger's back in gentle circles, rocking just as gently from side to side. When had been the last time he had done this...? Held his younger brother.... Was comforting him.... It really had been forever, it seemed. It was the words that seemed to do it for him, and he pulled back a bit, placing one hand on the other's cheek, carefully brushing away tears with his thumb. A smile crossed his lips, though his blue eyes showed how sorry and upset with himself he truly was.

"...Matthew... You've never had to prove yourself to me. Know why? Because you were always something to me. I know, I haven't shown it recently, and I'm a sorry excuse for an older brother for not showing that all this time. You are always something, and that something is my brother. No matter what, you've always seemed to handle yourself just fine, figured out your own path... And it's my fault that I strayed too far from where our paths crossed last...." he replies to him. There were very few people who ever got the chance to see the American like this. So much softer, adoring, sincere, open.... "I promise. From now on, I'm going to be with you more, be a bigger part of your life, because clearly I'm not doing a good job at that. I need to fix that, and I'm determined to do so.... I never wanted you to feel like that, Mattie, never ever."

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At first, Matthew remained nervous. He was so much so, in fact, that the country stood there still up until he felt something. That something was his brother, leaning himself in and embracing him. He felt his head gently resting oh his shoulder. He didn’t understand. He didn’t understand it at all. It had been a long time since he had talked to his brother, and now watching him react in this way after so long was… unexpected. It didn’t feel like he was speaking to the right person at first, to be honest. That concerned him. But, given the moment and the sincerity he felt, Matthew couldn’t help but to continue listening. There was something in him that felt like it had tied itself back in place in one where it had originally come unraveled. It was assuring, and positive. And after spending most of his life under the radar, that moment alone was near enough to feel like he could keep himself on it again. Given another moment or two after keeping himself silent, it would eventually become evident by the way he took hold of his brother back and the soft dribble of damp spots soon to cover the other’s back that he had realized it right there on the spot.

Matthew remained quiet for another minute or so before he eventually managed to choke the words from his throat.

"… D-Do you… really mean that?" he sniffed. "I just… all these years trying to go somewhere… t-trying to make myself something… j-just so I’d feel right to talk to you, a-and… to make my country something…"

It sounded like it was hard to speak for him. He wanted to say more, to hear more, but he didn’t know how to go about it. It had been a long time since he spoke his mind. Now that he had, he waited.

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Alfred was sure to listen to the younger one, even with his attention span tending to go in and out. He did tend to have a feeling when he really had to pay attention. And now was one of those times. And it could have just been for the fact that he really did want to spend some time with his brother. But also... something felt a little.... off.

That was when he heard what Matthew had to say. At first he was a bit excited that part of the reason was to come and hang out with him. However, his heart dropped and his face fell  bit when he heard him continue. Did he really....? He had never meant to make him feel that way....!

"M....Mattie, did you really....?" he asks slowly, before taking a small deep breath. No. It was definitely a time to set matters right then! There's no way he can just go on and let his own sibling continue to think something like that! What kind of hero does that?! Afterwards, he steps close and pulls him into a more warm kind of embrace, resting his chin on his shoulder.

"....Listen, Matthew. You're my lil bro, and you always will be, you hear? And that in itself makes you one of the coolest people ever in my book, whether you think it or not. I'm sorry we haven't had a lot of time to really just hang out.... I promise I'll do better with that, alright? But never ever think you're 'not cool enough' to hang out with your big bro, okay?" he tells him, firmly yet in a soothing, reassuring kind of way. One that showed there was to be no questioning it.

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By the time his brother had let go of him, he was leaned up again and gently repositioned his glasses on his face the way they were beforehand. That was preluded by him stiffening up again, obviously nervous. Of course he came over for a reason — he had a lot to say. But… maybe he wouldn’t be able to get that out. Yet. Still, despite his nervousness, he was still focused on making sure he got this done since it was way too late to back out of it now.

He stepped inside — carefully - trying not to seem too frozen. The poor country looked like a bundle of corn stalks.

"A-Actually, I-… yes… b-both! Both, but… I-I haven’t… in a long time, a-and you never came to see me, so…" he paused a moment. "I-I thought… I wasn’t cool enough to see anymore…"

But of course, once that came out, he loosened up even more once again. You could hardly think him able to stand the way he was. Still, after all of that, it was hard for him to do so. He was afraid — afraid of a response, afraid up to this point now of speaking even so much as a word to this brother.

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M!As: Send Me Some!

Baby: Muse is pregnant and due in ____. (Father specified by anon)

Sight: Muse is blind for ___

Hearing: Muse is deaf for ___

Ariel: Muse doesn't have a tongue for ___

Memory: Muse cannot remember anything for ___

Injury: Muse will be injured somehow (anon decides severity and injury) for ____

Fear: Muse will be terrified by something or someone (anon specifies who) for ___

Gemini: Muse will split into two different versions of themself for ___

Basket: Muse finds a baby in a basket and has to take care of it for ___

Love: Muse will be in love with (Anon decides) for 2 days

Cloak: Muse will be Invisible if wearing a special Clothing (Anon decides) for 3 Hours

Cough: Muse will be ill for 14 Hours

Remember: Muse will suffer Memory Loss for 4 Days

Gas: Muse will have hallucinogenic imaginary sights for one day.

Beer: Muse will talk like a Drunk and hit on everybody, lasts 3 Hours

Host: Muse will be a Gentleman/Lady for 34 Hours

Age: Muse will be a Kid for 10 Hours

Feels: Muse will be obsessed with an event or something that will cause them to express related emotions (Anon decides)

Phobia: Muse is terribly afraid of something or someone (Anon specifies)

Lurk: Muse will follow ______(Anon can specify who or what)

Answer: Muse will have to answer anything that is asked of him/her truthfully, lasts 4 hours

Noise: Muse will say everything they think, lasts for a day

Sick: Muse will be sick with a unique flu for (Anon decides. Anon may also specify flu symptoms, they can even be really odd, different from Cough curse.)

Command: Muse has to take commands by the next _______ people in their ask (Anon specifies)

Obsession: Muse will be obsessed with ______ (Anon specifies) for the next 12 hours.

Reverse: Muse's personality will be extremely opposite for (Anon decides)

Extremist: Muse becomes an extremist for (Anon specifies and decides for how long)

Class: Muse will believe they are a high-class prostitute for (Anon decides)

Switch: Muse has to switch bodies with (Anon decides, but muns have to agree) for (Anon decides how long)

Power: Muse gains _______ (Anon specifies) as a power for 17 hours

Confess: Muse has to confess something they think of or feel toward anyone they speak to each time they speak to them for the next 5 hours

Enemy: Muse takes the appearance of someone they hate for 16 hours

Slave: Muse becomes a maid or butler to _______ (Anon decides) for 24 hours

Dream: Muse is able to trespass in the dreams and nightmares of others for 48 hours

Impression: Muse thinks they are a ______ (Anon pick an animal) for 15 hours

Gone: Muse loses _____ (Mun decides something or someone important) for 16 hours

Kiss: Muse wants to kiss everyone in their inbox for the next hour

Stalk: Muse thinks they are being stalked for (Anon decides)

Nightmare: Muse is plagued with horrific images and scenes both in sleeping and in waking for 3 days

Paranoia: Muse becomes extremely paranoid about (Anon specifies what and for how long)

Infatuation: Muse becomes /madly/ in love with the next person they see on their dashboard for 4 days

Hallucination: Muse sees things for (Anon decides)

Alarm: Muse keeps hearing an alarm go off but cannot figure out where for the next 18 hours

AU: Muse is stuck in an Alternate Universe with little recollection of their own universe for a whole week

Craving: Muse will have an unusual craving for (Anon specifies) for 9 hours

Mother: Muse suspects everyone has insulted their mother for 4 hours

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Your muse was playing around with a loaded gun and accidentally shot mine! What's your muse's reaction?

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(( OutofHero ))

That moment when someone who doesn't normally really like the character you rp as actually likes yours. EEEEEEEEEEEEE! /)////////(\ I shall do a couple replies tonight, when I get home from my chorus concert! ^///^

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Alfred laughs lightly once more, before smiling back at him. When hearing the comment about his glasses, he loosened up a bit, not wanting to accidentally knock them off the Canadian's face. Similar things have happened, which tended to end pretty badly, with quite a bit of apologizing, between laughter.

"Ah, got ya. Come on in, Mattie, why don't you come on in? Make yourself at home!" he suggests afterwards, lightly tugging the other blond into the house. He had to keep in mind his own strength, not wanting to actually hurt Matthew. As he walked him inside, he couldn't help but tilt his head a bit in curiosity, with an almost child-like look on his face.

"I gotta admit, I'm curious.... What brings ya here? Did you need something? Or did you want to hang out with your coolest big bro ever, because that is totally cool with me too~!" he adds in with a small grin.

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Well. There he was. At least, he was pretty sure he did that research and stuff right. It took a long conversation with Arthur to even think about showing up normally, and standing there like that made him stiff as a board. Even the way he was standing when he went to knock made him look like a piece of board. Once he stood there for a moment and didn’t get an immediate response, his nervousness began to get the better of him. Enough to get him to start whispering to himself, that is.

"O-… Okay, maybe another time… t-this isn’t a good idea, eheh, I-I can come back la—"

It was then that the door opened. Not only did it open, it was practically flung open, to his surprise. Further than that, seeing the blonde behind it and watching his face light up was enough to completely stun the country. It wasn’t until he was pulled into an embrace he actually loosened up moderately. He didn’t know how to react, and it was enough to slightly pale his face. What was that about seeing him? Was he… excited?

"O-Oh, yeah… uh… h-hey, Alfred I — oh, watch the glasses…" he stammered, hardly able to respond enough to hug him back properly. "Oh… y-you know, just… w-working around and taking care of my country… the usual, uh, stuff…"

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Alfred had been working on some paper work earlier on, which was a bit of a surprise. He tended to push it off until last minute, being a bit of a procrastinator. However, he actually wanted to get some of it done a bit earlier. Though.... it didn't last too long, until he kind of gave up for a bit and decided to play some video games. He tried. He just didn't have the right mentality juuuust yet.

However, as he was playing, he then heard his door bell, making him blink a bit. Was he expecting someone to come over today? He was pretty sure he wasn't.... The American pauses his game and goes to the door, curious about just who it was who had come to see him.

As soon as the blond saw his brother, his eyes lit up, before he grinned. Immediately, he was pulling the younger into an embrace, laughing happily. When was the last time he had seen his baby brother?! In his mind, way too long!

"Hey, dude, it's been way too long! What have you been up to, huh?" he asks with a chuckle, ruffling his hair some.

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Send me "KISS ME"

and I’ll generate a number from 1-45 to determine where my muse will have to kiss yours:

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