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Shoutout to all the other adults who have acne or any other condition of the skin that you are expected to outgrow or "just deal with."
Adulthood isn't this magical time where everything just disappears, and the reality is that these skin conditions are largely genetic. It isn't your fault (nor your skin's fault) that you are an adult with different skin than other people. In fact, it's neutral (and even, dare I say, good!).
#positivity#body positivity#acne positivity#i have skin redness and acne still and it actually is a neutral thing at worst :3#in fact it makes me feel better because it gives me the (false) notion that i am genetically more like him than anybody else :)#he has the same unique features i do :)#and it's helped me appreciate body moles and non-ski slope noses and boney features#as much as people like to pretend that body image is shallow (it can be) it's still not a moral failure to be insecure#we live in a society after all and it's inevitable that society's messaging can become like a malevolent growth in your brain#it's okay if you have a hard time with the reality that your features are neutral at WORST. it's hard to swallow that pill sometimes#but no matter what just know that you are lovable and you are loved. as you are too#do what you want forever dear reader#oh hey the 'him' that the tags didn't include is my dad! not some Mystery Guy lmaooo
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I want you to call me in person. I'll only meet with you. I'll only answer your phone calls. I only trust you.
Chen Yi, head of Yiyun Meng: North Hall, with Ai Di at his right hand KISEKI: DEAR TO ME (2023)
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#uservid#userspicy#pdribs#userrain#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#DONT YOU JUST LOVE VISUAL META#this adds a whole other layer to 'whats yours is mine' / 'whats mine is yours. whats mine is also mine. got it?'#just for the record. if anybody cares#'why did you drag me here' GEE AI DI I FUCKING WONDER#why did you FOLLOW huh? HUH???#they're running a gang together! cdy always planned for them to take over yiyun meng together.#consider this the second half to my set abt the respect they garner from their underlings#every single one of these include in some way the zhang teng plot so i just wanna saaaaay I WOULD'VE LIKED TO SEE MORE OF THEIR INVOLVEMENT#(specifically chen yi's tho like ai di did get to infiltrate the school)#THEY FUCKING CARRIED THIS SHOW WHY DIDNT WE GET TO SEE MORE OF ITTTTTTTTT#and again!! would have killed to see chen yi during those 4 years running the gang without ai di. but alas.
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𝙶𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚊𝚏𝚒𝚌'𝚜 𝚁𝚎𝚌𝚜
Category — My Comfort Fics (No Major Spoilers)
“The Fight For You” by WishIHadWings
Complete. 45 chapters. 328k words. Explicit Mexico AU. Slow burn. Cheating. Smutty. Angsty. Fluffy. End game but detailed Mickey/OMC. Brief Ian/Trevor.
Beautiful dynamic. Their chemistry is INSANE in this fic. The build up is phenomenal. The reunion sex is chefs kiss perfection. Say what you want but one of my fav tropes is “Mickey/Ian in a relationship and cheating to be with Ian/Mickey.” Parts of this fic are so painful to read, the angst gets ANGSTY in this one. (Full review — coming soon!)
“You can’t hurry love” by @crazynadine (Ao3)
Complete. 43 chapters. 464k words. Explicit. Graphic depictions of violence. Rape/non-con. Angsty. Smutty. Happy ending. Drug abuse. Domestic Violence. Slow burn.
This fic is one I hold so close to my heart. I relate to a lot of things in this fic. With that being said, please read the trigger warning and take care of your mental health when reading as it deals with some pretty heavy themes. Ian and Mickey are both with others but when they give in and finally come back together is literally so beautiful. Definitely a must read! (Full review — coming soon!)
“Silent Pain in Emerald Eyes” by @takeyourpillsbitchh (Ao3)
WIP. 7 chapters. 54k words. Explicit. Graphic depictions of violence. Rape/non-con. Angsty. Suicidal thoughts. PTSD. Mute!Ian Gallagher. Therapist!Mickey. Taboo relationship — therapist/patient. Happy ending. Romantic tension. Sexual tension. Mutual Pining.
This fic being incomplete doesn’t some me from rereading it over and over. This is another that I would say to definitely make sure you read the trigger warning and make sure you’re in a good mental space. It also deals with some pretty heavy themes. Mickey and Ian’s connection in this fic is unmatched for me, they just get each other so well in this one. They both have been through so many traumatizing things and Mickey uses his trauma to help Ian heal from his trauma in a healthy way. It’s quite beautiful. I literally wait with bated breath for the author to update! (Full Review — Coming soon)
“The Crimes Surrounding Ian Gallagher” by RumbleFish14
Rereleased WIP. 11 chapters. 85k words. Graphic depictions of violence. Major character death. Rape/non-con. Underage. Angsty. Smutty. Strangers to lovers. Ghosts. Detective!Mickey. Ghost!Ian. Love at first sight. Murder. Underage sex/relationship. Mystery with a twist.
This is one of the first fics I ever read when I joined the fandom, when I tell you I about peed my pants when I realized the author reuploaded this fic I’m not kidding. I actually squealed. It is a beautiful, intricate, detailed story and writes as a true mystery novel with hints of romance. I do know the ending as I have the original downloaded, and I’m confident to say it’s a happy ending, but I’m not sure if I should upload the download link? I will have to get in touch with the author somehow! Please, give this fic a chance if you feel your mental can handle it, it’s truly an amazing read. (Full review — coming soon)
#for my first rec post I decided to do a few fics I hold near and dear to my heart#my comfort fics#the ones I re read over and over even though I know them word for word#if you like any of these let me know…we can be besties!!#if you haven’t read any of them…definitely check them out!!!#they are all equally amazing!!!#I realize most of these are angsty and dealing with pretty heavy themes#my next set of comfort fics will include some lighter themed fics🩵#gallavich#gallavich fanfic#ian gallagher#mickey milkovich#shameless#gallafics recs 1
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hi i made a tier list of how homophobic rezero characters are
hello in the spirit of valentine's day and the very welcoming community here on rezero tumblr i decided to make this with the help of my lovely mutuals.
#anyway heres some fun little explanations if youd like to read:#otto has. so much internalized shit going on i dont even know where to begin. not as severe as like subaru fr and def not in the same way a#whatevers happening with ferris but like by the time u get to arc 8 hes a total shitshow LJSLDKF#like ottos. transphobic. canonically. with natsumi schwartz. and then hes def got More going on bc his attachment style is soo....#wilhelm and heinkel i think would def be homophobic outside of reinhard/reinhard related things but its funnier to describe it like that ok#and either way the main target of their homophobia is gonna be reinhard LMAO#oni elders suck ok. theyd all be homophobic#rams got a strong case of comphet rn but when she doesnt have comphet shes chillin with subarus gf and having wlw mlm hostility with subaru#and otto. the entire judges your taste tier is all insane teen girls or frufoo and patrasche (who DEFINITELY judge otto and subarus taste)#frufoo patrasche are like that one reddit post about that one guys dog being homophobic after seeing their owner get topped in gay sex#also als in that tier bc al.#alcor is technically subaru but he gets to be a tier lower than subaru bc. hes also not technically subaru its very complicated but#at least he doesnt have the entire boy drama subaru has LSJDF#reids iconic line is the ones where he calls julisuba boyfriends u know. its extremely iconic.#a dear mutual of mine has informed me tivey is in lol ok while his triplet siblings wouldnt know what being gay is which LKJDSLFSD thats#fucking funny i had to do it#id argue satella is in lol ok bc she lets subaru do almost anything ok. this includes being terribly into men. she knows shes got his heart#either way. and also elsa dont care unless it affects how ur guts taste#rems reaction is gonna be lol ok unless its subaru coming out to her. then shes gonna have some Mixed Feelings#rezero#re:zero#i forgot to add but u could def argue garf knows what being gay is bc his two older brothers are just Like That#but also neither of his brothers would be caught dead explaining what being gay is to him
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Do not go far from me. - I won't. I swear it. Do not go far from me. - I'll be fine.
#critical role#the legend of vox machina#vox machina#tlovm#tlovm s2#tlovm spoilers#cr spoilers#vax and vex#vax'ildan#vex'ahlia#critical role gifs#oh the twins are so dear to me#i felt like including some of the pre tragedy moments because they show so well how much they love each other :'))
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Bestie bestie
Regarding your Latter x Eddie ideas, how do you think Eddie would fall for Latter?
This is a toughy, but only bc I don't know how to explain it! Including Frank bc purple and yellow poly <3
Eddie falls in love with Latter the same way he falls in love with Frank, in a way. Of course there's differences, they're different people after all! But what I'm focusing on is: Frank sees Eddie, Latter listens. (not saying Frank doesn't listen to him, trying to be poetic lol)
Latter is genuinely interested in the things Eddie has to say, appreciates and praises how hardworking he is even if he's not there to see it, and encourages his creativity! Even if he's not there in person, Eddie knows Latter cares.
Eddie knows Frank cares through actions. Frank brings him a glass of water, saves him from the beetle, and offers him an umbrella. Frank sees the hard work Latter hears about and acts. While Latter will verbally acknowledge and praise him for it over the phone or in a letter.
Eddie Realizes he's fallen for Latter when he finds himself rereading the suddenly not so subtle love poems and day dreaming. Eddie's not oblivious to love, he knows when he's in love and it hits him like truck! Then like two trucks when he realizes those feelings also apply to Frank!
Latter and Frank fall first, Eddie falls harder twice over <3
Bonus! Pet names Latter calls Eddie <3
My Radiance
Sunshine
My Sweet Summer's Day (very sappy, gets Eddie good)
#i hope this makes sense!#they got me feeling sappy#im so aro but i love Love sm#Them <3#Eddie falls in love with people who genuinely care about him 🤯 Woah what a surprise!#/j its more than that but it's definitely a big factor of it lol#Latter has Me writing poems agains can you believe that#not saying its Good#but last night i def got some banger lines#what a brilliant and difficult ask <3 tysm#genuinely loved thinking about this#the bonus is bc i forgot to include it yesterday!#neon child#dizztalkstoomuch#welcome home#eddie dear#frank frankly#latter pillar#eddie x latter#eddie x latter x frank#not including the eddie n frank tag bc this is Mostly about him and latter#<333
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Transfem Luigi! Nonbinary Luigi! Genderqueer Luigi! Demigirl Luigi! Bigender Luigi! Genderfluid Luigi! Androgyne Luigi! Genderflux Luigi!
Transfem Luigi
#loving all this love for transfem luigi I've been seeing lately so here's my own appreciation post#feel free to add any others I might have missed!#please have mercy on me if I didn't include any of yours these were just the first ones that came to mind 😅#and of course some of these don't inherently have connections to femininity or femaleness or what have you#but I included them because there's room for its inclusion~#I’m personally Team Genderqueer/Bigender Luigi 💜🤍💚/����🩵🤍💜🤍💗🩷#of course all luigi gender headcanons are hella valid but this in particular is near and dear to my heart#my he/she child 🥹#super mario bros#smb#luigi#peaches has opinions
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"Tom was the very first movie star I ever became friends with. So I'd always wanted to work with him." "Russell's a very powerful actor. He's a brilliant actor. And to have him play this character... I was excited when he said he wanted to be a part of it." Tom Cruise and Russell Crowe on working with each other in The Mummy (2017)
#russell crowe#tom cruise#tomcruiseedit#russellcroweedit#croweedit#crowedit#gilles gifs#the mummy 2017#i am not the biggest cruise fan#but a lot of my dear friends are#so this made me very :'))))))))))))))))#it's just like 6 minutes of them gushing about each other#i did not even include all of the shots of them two because there's just too many to pick#and it is nice that they are both actors who need like.... stimulance#and to get it from each other#i kinda want them to work together again at some point :)
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Relistening to Outer Wilds soundtrack again... man i miss this game
#outer wilds#can be described as “space banjo”#thank you andrew prahlow#i do so so recomend playing this game as blind as possible and i think this includes soundtrack too#nothing can describe a feeling when you hear it for the first time#but if you would like to give it a try i would recomend some early game ost like 'Timber Hearth' 'Outer Wilds' 'Space' from the base game#and 'The River' from dlc#anyway. this game is very dear to me#me talking
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Kusakabe, dear, you're too beautiful to be saying that kind of stuff
#jjk spoilers#All the prettiest characters were brought back from apparent death#Nobara was okay and it's true that when I read the lawyer's and Kusakabe's fights against Sukuna I thought it was being kept vague#but to pull a Nobara with all of them... idk#No one stays dead here except for the people who actually care for the kids and by that I mean 'including Yuuji'#kinda lowkey bitter about it#Don't get me wrong I like the characters and also they're super pretty but idk It makes death feel cheap? And the high stakes kinda fake?#Choso Gojo and Nanami actual only characters who died apparently#Well. Poor Itadori#And Kusukabe goes and runs his mouth that way in front of the kid. He is not entirely wrong but also he very much is#And yes he also says 'don't worry it's not for you to feel guilty over anything you're just kids' but also he did very much say that thing#about it all being Gojo's fault for not killing Itadori. In front of Itadori who feels guilty for that precisely#and in front of Megumi who asked Gojo to spare him and also went through the experience of Sukuna using his body as well#So Kusukabe's reassurance about them just being kids and not to feel guilty falls a bit empty#It does feel in character but man it truly makes one appreciate the way Gojo and Nanami dealt with the kids a lot more haha#Ui Ui seems like a dear#Anyway... this chapter felt a bit lame for the most part for me? I like the idea of the characters discussing the could have/would have#and feeling guilt and helplessness over their choices but the way it was done felt a bit lame and without any real emotional punch#It felt more like an explanation to the reader in an awkward way. And there's a lot of empty chat about guilt and grief#without any of the characters really giving off a grieving air about everything and everyone they've lost#And this is precisely what I felt was going to happen with this manga's writing haha#I truly don't understand this kind of writing choices. Contrary to some other shonen writers this author did seem to have the potential#to write this kind of thing well besides the worldbuilding and powers and fight stuff. It's truly a pity. It so breaks my heart#And still this is considered one of the good shonens. Well. WELL haha#I do think shonen can be good! I just think it falls almost always even when there's potential into bery shallow writing#I don't know. Maybe I should read that one Alchemist manga#I've been repeatedly told that one's good and it does seem like it doesn't do... this. But I find the art style so not to my linking#I wish I had never gotten into JJK for real for real. I absolutely adore it. I always end up frustrated. It could be so good. Genuinely good#And yet it's just okay in a sort of forgettable way. What a pity#Everything good ever is present but it never dares do anything to fully explore what it sets. It just does the typical shonen stuff
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Hellbat sent me some new Heathcliff fanart, earlier, and I haven't been able to stop thinking about it ... I miss him so much.
#I call him ''the love of my life'' a lot these days and ... well ... it's true if I'm being honest#I have very specific headcanons about him--including some identity headcanons--that are very special and important to me#maybe someday I'll share them here ... I just get nervous ;;#I did update my carrd a bit today to ask for a tag on any canon x canon ship with him because I've realized he's the only one--#--I really get that jealous/protective over#I feel like my experiences this last year have really cemented him as an ''ultimate main'' when it comes to my faves#I'd like to elaborate on it a bit more when I have more time and don't need to be going to bed ...#for now just know he's really dear to me--words alone cannot properly convey how much I adore him#the Book of Hellbat 🦇#r: remind my heart to beat 💢#scattered pages
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🍓 ⇢ how did you get into writing fanfiction?
At eleven years old I created a tumblr account and the first thing I discovered was RPF porn, the rest is history!
#okay the full story is I was OBSESSED with Thomas Sanders as child#had a full special interest on his Sander Sides series and everything! So I made it my goal to follow him on everything#that included tumblr. BEYHOLD I MADE MY FIRST TUMBLR ACCOUNT (not this one tho DO NOT go looking for my old one#dear god#it's embarrassing). What was the first thing came across at the ripe age of...lemme look it up...ELEVEN?? HARD CORE SMUT! LIKE LEMON SMUT??#I ask my older friend what it was and she was like “don't worry about it babe! here let me tell you about whump!”#and then I wrote a whump hurt/no comfort dead dove do not eat insane asylum fic about some random white guy😭#that was my teenage angst poetry#god who let me be born a gen z#fanfic#ao3 writer#asks#mutuals my beloved
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still emotionally recovering from losing a bunch of shit i had in my phone
#including my .flow save..#i just needed like 1 effect#but i was playing a rly old version and wanted to start a more updated one anyway#been using some programs to try to get my shit back so far only 2 have been useful but a lot of the stuff is corrupted sooooo#at least i got back some camera pictures that are dear to me#and some fanarts i saved#oooh LIFE SUCKS right now#losing my files is one of the saddest things that can happen to me im super picky with backing up my stuff#like ive always been#ive always had to go from 1 device to another since i didnt have one of my own for most of my life so i had to borrow other's#ive always done such a big effort in keeping my things safe and nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
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Yes it is mostly second years.
#haikyuu!!#not art#including some i don't talk about much but still are dear to me#yahaba shigeru#futakuchi kenji#kinoshita hisashi#teshiro tamahiko#ren omimi#narita kazuhito#moniwa kaname#koji sekimukai#izumi yukitaka#konoha akinori#watari shinji
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no female rapper album has got me hyped and draw emotion from me more than that pink friday album. like i deadass spent my allowance money when i was younger to buy that album 😭
#blazin really was my graduation song!#and moment for life#dear old nicki >>>#like when she go on tour next year i will be in attendance#i need to scream itty bitty piggy from the top of my lungs!!!!#unpopular opinion but i think people let their dislike for nicki discredit her ability to rap and what she’s done for not only female rap#but music period#like you can dislike her…idc but when you sit online and tell me she haven’t done anything for the music industry#imma laugh in your face#from doing a feature journalist piece on her…without her…a lot of your favs would be flopping#and i am saying this because it was nicki who fought for streams to be included in sales and billboard charts 😭#anyway i was listening to her old mixtapes and it just brought back some nostalgia feelings
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Heeeey. So. You remember my little Jonstalking accounting office comedy fic? Yes? No? Well I was thinking about how bad I am at writing emails and then I wrote this instead of either of the two really really important emails that I need to write as soon as possible.
Word of warning: this is barely edited. Probably it makes sense if you haven't read the first fic? But maybe it doesn't. Idk. They're in an office. Jon is obsessed w/ Elias to a bizarre and unhealthy degree.
Anyway. Uh. Enjoy?
The thing about emails, Jon thought with great bitterness, was that they required so much unnecessary nonsense. In an ideal world, Jon would be sent a file with a short, no-nonsense explanation of what it was and what he was meant to do with it, which he could then send back without any pointless toff that only served to waste everyone's time. It was degrading. (It also, sort of, made Jon feel as if he was taking a test he had never studied for in a degree everybody else had a PHD in.) Tragically, just about every job on the planet required them on occasion, and also if he didn't complete and submit this particular file by the end of the day, he would probably be penalized. Unable to put it off any longer, he opened Microsoft Outlook with the expression, posture, and exact emotions of a man facing the gallows. The social script for an email, as best as Jon could tell, was as followed:
Standard Greeting. Jon preferred to default to an inoffensive hello. (Elias preferred 'dear,' followed by the name of the employees or departments being contacted. Jon thought it was far more emotional vulnerability than he would be comfortable showing to others.)
Irritating Small Talk. Jon usually skipped this step. (He had tried it exactly three times and each time he had wanted to cut off his fingers. He could just never make it sound natural. Or care about the topic. Elias was overly fond of it, and yet never managed to let anything slip either time Jon tried it with him. (Slick bastard.) (What is he hiding?))
The Subject of the Email (with lengthy explanation and seamless transition attached, of course). Jon had found this part especially challenging, mostly because he couldn't simply attach a file and call it a day. (Elias was (naturally) quite talented in this arena. Jon had dedicated a section of his notebook to copying and analyzing several of his emails, but has gleaned little knowledge of the craft and even less of Elias himself.)
The Conclusion. Jon usually gave up by that point. A simple "regards" was all he had the patience for. (Elias also used "regards" often, but usually also had some segway or conclusion to make it clear that you had reached the end of the message. He also included a long, fancy signature, which was near identical to the signatures Jon had seen in emails from other managers.) It took him just over ten minutes, several aborted attempts at sounding like a human person who was not being held at gunpoint and forced to follow appropriate social rules, and ultimately giving up on writing something acceptable to send it in. Jon allowed himself a few brief moments to bask in the knowledge that the message was sent, and another would not be demanded of him for at least the rest of the day. It was a cold comfort.
#can I get away with not putting this in the je maintags? because i'm shy?#anyway yeah i promise i do one day intend to finish the whole entire fic#hopefully you will be able to learn what elias' Deal is#and i will as well! i do not know what it is either#(although i CAN promise that he is sooooo normal about jon guys. no really he's so normal!!)#also yes this snippet is 99.9999% projection. including the part where saying 'dear [name]' is too much emotional vulnerability#that's a real thing i feel about calling someone 'dear' in an email. i'm so good at being a person you guys.#i don't actually have that much more to say rn#i want to respond to messages but i've put some of them off for so long its become overwhelming at this point.#if you sent me a message i'm really worry. i don't know what happened.#anyway that's it i think.#sparkwrites#accounting au
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