joseopher

[joseopher]

boiling over with violent urges but nobody to enact them on

[joseopher]

*sigh* i have to do everything myself around here huh [grabs my throat and slams myself against the wall] [it's not clear what i'm trying to achieve by doing this]

[joseopher]

[joseopher]

digging my nails into your skin and making you bleed in an effort to grab at your soul

[joseopher]

thinking bout being evil

[joseopher]

let's start killing and eating eachother

[joseopher]

reblog if people r allowed to send u asks as if theyre ur friend. wanna tell me how ur day went? do it!!! ask me for advice? sure! ask a personal question? go right on ahead!

[joseopher]

psychological torture is always sexual

[joseopher]

i <3 losers and girl failures you have my heart

[joseopher]

what doesnt kill you is still valuable data points for a graph im working on titled "how to kill you"

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[joseopher]

honey? i looked in the files and i noticed something strange. your theme is called "the woman who must kill him" and mine is "he who must die in his lover's arms". weird right? like first of all, my pronouns are they/them.

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does anyone fuck with my unhealing wounds⁉️

[joseopher]

"I love you but you're doing wrong in a way I cannot condone" and "I hate you but you're being wronged in a way I cannot stomach" are top tier and I need more of them.

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*Valley Girl voice*: I must, like, not fear. Fear is literally the mind-killer. Like it’s basically the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will totally face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me, and? When it’s gone? I’m gonna like turn the inner eye to see its path! Where the fear has gone there will be literally nothing. Only I will remain.

[joseopher]

obsessed with this muppet clip where Gonzo breaks a piece of machinery and then just stares at the camera in an empty room and says ‘GUILT’ in the most harrowing way possible

[joseopher]

controversial opinion but bringing characters back from the dead is fine and doesn't cheapen the existence of death and mortality if there are sufficient emotional and narrative consequences. i'm talking guilt, i'm talking lingering resentment and grief, i'm talking rejection from those who've already begun to move on, i'm talking complicated feelings about being returned to a life you departed from without grace or preparation without your consent and now have to deal with the fallout of, i'm talking repressed feelings that cannot be acknowledged without hurting everyone involved, because you can bring back what was lost but what happened cannot be undone. and that's why i could fight marvel studios and win.