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âSoâŚLet me just summarize to make sure I understand,â Jazz requested, feeling a little overwhelmed by all the new information Bruce, Barry, and Leslie had explained to her, but at least not so overwhelmed to the point of breaking down anymore. Sheâd just never heard of something like hemoperfusion before, so it had been a lot to take in. âDanny has blood blossom toxin throughout his blood stream, and since blood blossoms donât exist here thereâs no antitoxin to inject him with. And since developing one would take too long and be too risky, you want to try hemoperfusion. Which is like hemodialysis, except it removes toxins instead of fluids. And since hemoperfusion is known to cause a mild decrease in various common blood components, you want to have a blood donation from Danielle to offset that. Because sheâs the only one here who also has ectoplasm in her blood, and you donât want to dilute that in Danny since heâs already lowâŚDid I get all of that?â
âYes,â Bruce answered simply, giving a small nod. He was ready to go over anything they needed to again, a tablet in his hand ready to be used to open any of the files heâd already shown Jazz a second time. She had reacted to the information about Dannyâs condition with anxious fear, but overall she was managing to remain significantly calmer than earlier that day.
Jazz was silent as she ran through everything she could remember just one more time, as well as trying to think of anything that they may have missed. Either because it was an oversight, or they simply just didnât know. But she couldnât see any risks other than the ones they had already told her they were aware of. She honestly wasnât sure she would have caught the risk of diluting the ectoplasm in Dannyâs blood herself. Amity always had an abundance of ectoplasm leaking everywhere, so even when Danny has spent a lot heâd always been able to recover some from the ambient. It, and the way they had addressed this situation, was enough for her to finally look to Bruce and nod. âOkay. Go ahead.â
Bruce was admittedly pleasantly surprised at the response, but kept his response in check other than a content smile. Barryâs shoulders sagged with his sigh of relief, and he barely waited for Bruce to give him a nod before he dashed from the room in a blink.
âBarry and Wally will take care of getting the supplies. Weâll test the types of resin with the blood samples we already have to make sure we use the correct one. But it shouldnât take too long. Is it alright if we inform the rest of your family of whatâs going on?â Bruce requested, not wanting Sam, Tucker and Danielle to be left out just because his own children were doing a good job keeping them occupied. Barbara had come over to meet them already, and she and Tim were indulging Tuckerâs questions as well as getting some of their own answers. Then Stephanie and Cass had spent some time letting Danielle pick out some different clothes before they had joined Wally in the gym. Danielle had been ecstatic to find out about Wallyâs abilities, and all four of them were having fun showing off and messing around together. Which left Sam talking with Duke, Damian, and Alfred about some of Dukeâs adventures, Damianâs menagerie of pets, and Alfredâs recipes and food sources. The news would be an interruption to their fun, but Bruce had confidence that his team could help them stay occupied and taken care of instead of relying only on Jazz.
â...Sure,â Jazz agreed once more, giving another nod. They had already told her that they would have Danielle stop by the room to draw her blood, so having the three of them back in the room for a bit wasnât a bad idea.
It didnât take long at all for Barry and Wally to return with the equipment, getting it set up in record speed next to the bed before Barry joined Bruce back in the lab to test the different resins. They were simple tests that could all be done at the same time, so they were back upstairs soon after Leslie had finished drawing Danielleâs blood.
âHereâs the lucky winner,â Barry chimed, holding a second canister of the resin that they had found cleared the blood blossom toxin from Dannyâs blood while having minimal effect on the important parts that needed to stay.
âWoah⌠I was expecting something bigger,â Sam admitted, watching Barry from where she was hovering near Danielle.
Barry just chuckled as he headed to the machine and popped the canister in. âIt doesnât need to be that big. Weâre only pulling a tiny amount of toxin from him and putting the rest back after all.â
âFair enough,â Sam accepted, attention shifting slightly as Danielle flexed her arm and moved around to make sure she wasnât dizzy or anything.
âAnd youâre sure itâs going to work?â Tucker asked, his nervous nature prompting him to reach for reassurance despite the procedure not being used on him.
âItâs not as common as dialysis, but itâs still something thatâs been used thousands of times on thousands of different people. Iâm sure itâll get most, if not all of the toxin,â Barry assured, stepping out of the way so Leslie could proceed to get Danny connected to the device. Unfortunately the IV needle that had been used was too small, so Leslie couldnât use it for one of the tubes, even if it had been in the right place. So it was simply pinched closed, and disconnected to use again later while the other two tubes were inserted.
The others continued to chatter lightly, but Jazz was more focused on what Leslie was doing. How she was prepping Dannyâs arm, where she put the tubes, trying to guess what she was looking for. She didnât think this would be the last time Danny, or Danielle got poisoned, so she felt she should learn as much as she could while she could. It also helped her feel like she was being useful. Adding to her skillset to maybe use later instead of just sitting and being worried. It certainly helped even though once Leslie finally started the machine nothing seemed to be happening. It was a good thing though. No immediate adverse reactions, no sudden drop in vitals. Nothing but the quiet hum of the machine added to the soft beeps of the heart monitor and puffs from the oxygen tank.
Within an hour the others had gotten bored enough to easily be lured away by the rest of Bruceâs family once again.
Thirty minutes after and Jazz was the only one left, having moved to sit on the floor at the side of the bed. She wanted to be close to Danny, but she felt in the way if she sat on the bed. There were too many tubes now. Before he could have been mistaken for just sleeping. But now he really was looking like a coma patient. It made it hard to watch him, even though she refused to leave.
A short time later Jason was knocking on the doorframe to announce his presence, causing Jazz to look up.
â...Hey,â she greeted, a little confused.
âHey,â Jason returned, âJust checking in. You need anything?â A half lie. Heâd actually volunteered to hang out for a while to make sure the hemoperfusion process was going well. Luckily it looked like Dannyâs vitals hadnât changed much from two hours ago.
Jazz blinked in mild surprise at the offer, but even after thinking for a moment she couldnât come up with anything. Part of her knew there were probably a multitude of things that she should be at least curious about, but mostly she just felt tired. The near quiet of the room while she knew everyone was okay and having fun was nice. She was content to just relax as well as she could for now. âNo, Iâm good,â she responded.
Jason didnât quite believe her, his brow raising. âSays the girl sitting on the floor wearing random spare clothes borrowed from someone else, and doing nothing but stare at the other side of the room,â he commented dryly with a half smirk, stepping into the room and taking a seat on the floor near Jazz.
The comment caught Jazz off guard, but she could only give a small giggle. She probably did look at least a little unwell huh. â...I guess I just havenât fully realized Iâm safe yet,â she admitted. âItâs hard to think about anything.â
âFair enough,â Jason accepted, being able to understand the feeling. â...Do you mind if I ask you something then?â
Another mild surprise, but Jazz just nodded after a moment. âSure.â
âYou mentioned beforeâŚâ Jason started, thinking back to something Jazz had said before lunch, âthat your parents tried to hurt Danny before they knewâŚ.â The reminder was potentially a very unhappy topic, but it was prodding he felt was necessary. Were they safe at home? Were they runaways? Were their parents involved with the ones that had hurt Danny recently? They needed to know if it was a good idea to try and get these kids back to their family or not. And if he was going to keep Jazz company and monitor the hemoperfusion process he didnât feel like spending the time in silence.
â....Yeah⌠Our parents used to be ghost hunters,â Jazz admitted, a sorrowful smile as she stared at her hands. It seemed she was in the mood to talk, for she continued unprompted. âWe grew up with their crazy antics. Making machines that could track down and destroy ghosts. Always talking about dissecting them, or using them as a power source. They had so many studies supporting the idea that ghosts were just residual emotions from people, given human form, but not actually human. So many things that convinced others that ghosts werenât people anymore.â
âAnd yet⌠all it took was them finding out that Danny was half ghost, half dead, and it made them rethink everything they had developed. He was fourteen when⌠And I didnât find out until a few months later. I didnât even tell him I knew, because I knew if I did he would get scared. Why wouldnât he, after all? With the idea that his mom and dad might cut into him just to satiate their curiosity looming over his head. It was an accident that they found out, and I was so scared he was going to run away. But mom just tried her best to treat him like Danny, and nothing else. Dropped her gun and told us we should go home and get a snack, because we were probably hungry. ItâŚ. it was enough to keep him home, but it wasnât enough for everything to be okay. It was like everyone was trying to pretend everything was normal, but we all knew it wasnât. They stopped doing their experiments. Started pretending they were oblivious to anything related to ghosts. It was awful. I felt so⌠so useless.â
âIt was months of this stupid, awkward fake normal family facade before it finally broke. Danny accidentally got burned when mom was cooking, and she had a breakdown. We found out that our dad was okay with everything, but mom was having a hard time because she couldnât believe that she had hurt Danny before. Even if she didnât know it was him. But, after she had a really long talk with my brother, things started to look more normal again. Only this time, instead of being ghost hunters my parents dove headfirst into trying to figure out how to help ghosts. We realized we couldnât take Danny to the doctors anymore, so my parents and I tried to make sure we could fill in that role. Mom would try all sorts of new, ectoplasm rich meals for him, making sure they tasted good to him. She started making smoothies for him every morning once she found ones he liked. On top of helping him study for school every day when there werenât other ghosts causing trouble. Thereâs so many nights I found them asleep together on the couch. Danny was always momâs favorite, and I think dad got jealous about how close they got. Until Danielle came back from her world exploration adventures and Danny convinced her to officially meet my parents. Then Dad and Danielle latched onto each other so quickly, and became inseparable.â
The retelling had seemed a little painful at first, but it was easy to see that Jazz was at least content with the way her family life was now. It wasnât perfect, but then again families never were. Jason couldnât help notice the tone of voice she took when talking about her parents favoring her siblings. She didnât seem too upset, but there definitely wasnât complete indifference to the facts. â...Does it make you upset? Having your siblings be your parentsâ favorites?â he couldnât help asking.
Jazz could only snicker at the question, falling quiet for a beat before answering. âSometimes,â she admitted, then looked over with a mildly mischievous grin that made Jason semi think of Danielle. âBut then I remember Iâm Dannyâs favorite, and Iâm usually okay.â
The proud declaration made Jason snicker, glad to hear she had at least one thing keeping her from devolving into jealousy. She didnât seem to want to talk much more though, and Jason wanted to leave the conversation on a happier note and therefore didnât ask about the âGuys in Whiteâ Danielle had mentioned before. So instead, after another stretch of quiet, he just chose to reassure her. â... Heâll be okay.â
Jazz didnât answer immediately, drawing in a sigh and letting it go. She seemed to be doing much better as the day had stretched on, handling the news that Danny had poison throughout his bloodstream much better than the suggestion of drawing his blood. And being reassured that he would be okay, she gained a smile. â... He better be,â she commented, gaining a glint in her eye that Jason had seen in others he knew. âOtherwise the government back home will have to deal with a new super villain family.â
The comment only caught Jason slightly off guard, eyes widening just for a moment as he looked at Jazz before bursting into a hearty laugh. âFair enough,â he agreed. The son of a family getting killed by the government was a legit enough back story for super villains in his opinion.
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lil bit of home situation dump and hopefully the last bit of the part that was giving me trouble. Nice to get to draw Jason without the suit XD though I almost forgot to draw the bandage on his fingers.
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Thanks to all my patrons for supporting me!
Turns out when you actually do your own research and writing [AHEM!] it takes time to make good content. These awesome names and plenty of generous people like them help make that happen. Their pledges give me the time to research the show PROPERLY and also go towards paying the crew, who make the show look spectacular.
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#philosophytube#philosophy chube#seriously though it makes me so mad that guy made so much money stealing other people's words#like I put so much flippin work into Philosophy Tube#and this a-hole just read out books and scammed his patrons#infuriating#but what are you gonna do jake? It's ContentTown#I hope my patrons see their money going on the screen#oh also in case you were wondering the patreon pledges go into a separate bank account that's for Philosophy Tube#they don't go into my personal accounts#and if there's anything left over at the end of an episode it rolls over into the budget for the next one
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anytime lamb and standish let river roam outside of slough house they should make him wear an 'unaccompanied minor' badge just in case
#slow horses#catherine standish#jackson lamb#river cartwright#in case of what you ask? EXACTLY#like kristofferson from fantastic mr. fox#so if he knocks people down in the tube station or creates a national incident they can point to his badge#like oops look heâs just a little guy and heâs dumb but heâs ours and we love him sorry about the wreckage
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congrats on being alive bot. you truly were The Character Ever
#inanimate insanity#ii#ii bot#bot ii#clover ii#ii clover#vaguely ii neg but that's just me dunking on the bot plushie its not srs#mephone's dialogue is that one lois video. i was thinking about it because of pb getting out in the saem episode bot ocmes out#i can handle ONE nonbinary character but TWO... where's the cis rep here folks#< JOKE. JOKE. JOKE. JOKE. JOKE. JOKE#unrelated but what the hell happened to paintbrush. i was wathcing the new ii why have they just been softened down into wholesome-#-lightbrush bright lights shipbait slop. that's mean but like what the hell. they were killed and replaced i swear#apple and paintbrush [salute] you will be missed. cause of death ae shipbaiting#ii neg#< eh#it's not that serious but whatever. just in case#it's just too easy to pick on this show. low hanging fruit#cant wait for the new ii where bot learns that fan&test tube are dead and they're just like âHELL YES!!!!!!!!â#< no.. they'll force Le Fantube Family Angst into it somehow#wouldn't be killing bot's characterization because they have Literally None lol#most nothingburger character ever box was a deeper character
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they may have built a super advanced robot replica of their dead classmate, but theyâre still teenagers!
i put a little too much effort into their matching pfps⌠so this is testtube and fan at a new yearâs party (which may or may not have lead to botâs creation)
#based off of what i heard from random gossip in nat 5 drama this is what i assume highschool (or in my case secondary school) parties lookâ#âlike which⌠actually makes the dance iâm going to go to in a few weeks a tad bit intimidating but also i heard that there will be NOâ#âALCOHOL INVOLVED because weâre going to a fancy establishment and weâd probably get in trouble if this school event ended with every teenâ#âinvolved absolutely wasted#not like the organiser of this party had to worry about that..#i actually came up with a few plot points based around this new yearâs party but the fan and testtube drunk bet one is probs be the mostâ#âimportant one cus like. they made bot lol#(i say this as if i will ever have the motivation to actually post comics for this au that have a plot)#my brain is filled with plotlines i just canât write âem down well lmao#ii bot#ii test tube#ii fan#i(i) guess gooâs there too#fantube#technically?#ii#inanimate insanity
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We work for an organization run by kids that investigates anything strange, weird, and especially odd. Our job is to put things right again. ODD SQUAD premiered on November 26, 2014
#odd squad#odd squad pbs kids#tvarchive#tvedit#tvgifs#odd squad season 1#odd squad season 2#odd squad mobile unit#odd squad uk#odd squad gifs#oddsquadedit#oddsquadgifs#gifs in the palace#edits in the palace#tw flashing#just in case#happy 10th anniversary odd squad!#in which I attempt to make one of those cool anniversary gifsets#this show deserves it :)#80s mathroom#the s2 tubes are so pretty#I love this show so so much#posting it now so I don't go crazy trying to fix it haha
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Duel Links Re-Translation Mod Project (Announcement post I guess?) - Dark Yugi In-Duel Line Re-Translation Test (WIP)
(Alternate project tagline: #LetYubelSayLove)
(Forgive some video stuttering, my Nvidia game recording thing was a bit buggy đŠ)
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So. For the longest, I've been hella curious to figure out where the text for Duel Links is in the file assets, the in-duel lines in particular--as I'm sure most folks know, the English dubtitle text applied for the English dialogue is, nine times out of ten, inaccurate or decently simplified vs the Japanese audio played on the same line, and it's a bit wild that we still don't have a second English option for a more faithful take this long after Konami gave us the Japanese voices natively on Steam and made modding the game to get them a thing of the past. But for all my occasional searching through the files, I had little luck due to encryption and junk; at some point in September, I got curious and did more digging and was able to find some card text, at least, but nowhere near as much as is in the game now, and still no dialogue lines.
And then, 2-3 weeks ago, I saw that Aura (Octomaidly over on Twitter, part of @entamesubs handling Studio Bridge-era YGO fansubs for SEVENS+) had been working with a couple of folks to decrypt and re-translate the in-duel lines for SEVENS characters and came across her video on Twitter sharing her progress; I immediately reached out to find out how they're doing it and mentioned how I'd like to try and re-translate pre-SEVENS stuff, lol. (You can watch her latest video demoing her re-translation for GO RUSH world here; find her work as it develops on the NexusMods page for it.)
After connecting with Aura and the folks helping her and getting set up to work on things, I set up a quick re-translation for Dark Yugi's lines, had it all imported for a test-run, and recorded this demo test vs Kaiba to see 'em in action; I did fix a few things since recording this, like some line breaks here/there, but also fixed the one mention of "Dark Magician" in the cut-in shot since this was a test of my OCG-name translation (more on that below) and thus "Black Magician" should've been there--but all told, it looks pretty good overall!
All that to say that this is now another lil' project on my list đ
It's very cool that this is finally doable and I'm looking forward to working with Aura and co to make it happen--though do note that it'll be at a bit of a slower pace since work on my finalized GX subs (currently revision work on 117-119 is underway) and Tag Force Special is a bit higher priority. That said, the nice thing is that working on in-duel lines in TFSP kinda does half my work for me here, lol; maybe half of Dark Yugi's lines, for example, are recycled verbatim from TFSP--the only difference being that Shunsuke Kazama is actually voicing him--with the rest being lines newly added for him in DL, from lines for dueling other characters to cards he didn't have lines for in TFSP, and this should be the case across the board for anyone who showed up in TF[SP].
My intention is also to work on two translations: one with OCG card names and one with the TCG names, as we're doing with TFSP, and I'll be starting this off by working on the first five characters from each series that appeared in TFSP, since that's how I'm working on the story events there (so for DM, working on Dark Yugi, Kaiba, Jounouchi, Ishizu, and Mai first), and then once done through VRAINS, that might probably be the first version of the mod I'd release. Or maybe I'll release a version as I get each set of five done; we'll see lol. I do plan to contribute my translations to Aura's project, as well. (Also we just recently dug up event dialogue text so those will be re-translatable, too; doing this for the older series' events that likely won't get reruns will at least be worth it since you can spend Gems to get those event scenes)
But overall, it's pretty encouraging--stay tuned!
#my work#yugioh#Duel Links#ygo#ygo duel links#yugioh duel links#ygo dm#duel monsters#Dark Yugi#Yami Yugi#Duel Links Re-Translation#[start of a tag for this lol]#fklsfl;jsdkl;fjsdl;fjdaslk;fjdsl;fdjl; *lifts test tube* finally re-translatable Duel Links lines#also it is funny that his line for Magi Magi Magician Gal is just 'I Special-Summon a Monster' in the ENG game#sure it's likely not being imported but you'd expect future-proofing just in case lol#speaking of also amusing he has no Link Summon line despite the game starting as VRAINS was airing#which is the case for most of the DM cast until any recent ones that were added i'm pretty sure#interesting!#[also want to figure out some anime music modding sometime lol--installed a 5D's and ZEXAL OST mod but SwoldierX who did them kinda stopped#anyway yeah stay tuned--i have to go back to all these monkey-fighting snakes on this monday-to-friday helipad#Youtube
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possessed by the idea of roach test tube. i love bug women, i love big women, i love big bug women
#my art#doodles#osc#ii#inanimate insanity#ii test tube#ii fan#ii lightbulb#fantube#bugs#cw bugs#<- just in case!
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i dont like the idea of an entire fionna and cake show for many reasons but i wont lie that a big one is if i have to see gumlee get more popular than bubbline i will literally become a domestic terrorist
#i also dont like that fionna like. has a figure. she should be tube shaped like finn. theres no reason for her not to be#'well its because the whole thing is the ice kings fanfi-' THATS WORSE#YOU SEE WHY THAT MAKES IT WORSE RIGHT#i know its not that deep but at the end of the day im mad because i just cant help but see this as#another tragic case of something old that deserves to rest on its laurels#having its corpse puppetted around as part of the endless ip recycling movement#honestly its an insult to the concept of recycling to call what corporations are doing to ip 'recycling'
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I can't imagine how scary it must be for balloon since he can't be recovered now and he can easily pop.
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#inanimate insanity#spoilers for inanimate insanity#ii balloon#Plus all the fragile objects like Oj lightbulb and test tube#Plus the paper objects like paper fan and box#The fragile food objects like Taco#All of these objects are at a fear of breaking at any moment but balloon has to be the worse case scenario#Just one out of place nail and POP#He hits the side of a table? POP#Literally walks forwards two inches and POP#Poor balloon ):
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sendoff to a great little man, RIP jesse your spirit will always keep fighting for mischief â¤ď¸
#he was a big troublemaker always exploring where he's not supposed to always trying to do different things#also a big fan of getting ping pong balls stuck in cardboard tubes#avpost#pet death tw#he was very easy to socialize because he liked to be involved in whatever was going on. not shy at all compared to the others as babies.#and always very relaxed it was easy to find him just lounging around flat style.#not the biggest cuddle bug though he was too curious to just sit there and accept pets#unless he was tired enough in which case you could get some really good boggles from scritching his head
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Two more screenshot redraws for the sake of it
#inanimate insanity#ii lightbulb#ii paintbrush#ii Fan#ii test tube#ii ep 17#I finished these a day or so ago idk why it took me so long to post em but here they are#Test tube was the hardest character to draw out of everyone here and I do not have a clue as to why that's the case.#I just struggle at drawing her
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â ď¸ HUGE TW UNDER THE CUT FOR A WHUMPEE WITH AN EATING DISORDER. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!! â ď¸
iâve been thinking about a whumpee with an eating disorder/disordered eating recently
of course it has nothing to do with my own eating problems whatt?? thatâs crazyyy haha
- a whumpee that just got back from a treatment center. they go a few days without seeing themselves in a mirror or changing clothes. that is, until caretaker asks if the want to go out. whumpee tries to put on their old clothes, only to realize theyâre too small. cue panicked searching for a mirror and a meltdown when they see their body
- whumpees who were given their eating disorders by whumper. maybe whumper force fed them while in captivity, leading to a whumpee that binges often during recovery. maybe whumper simply made fun of whumpeeâs body type, leading to a whumpee with who refuses to eat.
- whumpees that associate the smell of most foods with a chef whumper, so they can only really eat bland foods for a long time
- TW: EMETO whumpees that purge. whumpers that make their whumpee purge. caretakers catching whumpee in the act
- caretaker tries to play ball with a recovering whumpee, but eventually itâs too dangerous to let them continue their behaviors. whether itâs force feeding whumpee, keeping them on a strict eating schedule, or watching them in the bathroom, it destroys whumpees trust in caretaker. cue angst.
- all the awful symptoms that come along with malnutrition. dizziness, shivering, fatigue, nausea, muscle wasting, for AFAB whumpees missed periods, all the things
- EMETO whumpees that destroy their body because of how much they make themselves vomit. permanently damaging their voice box, losing teeth, scratching the back of their throat, etc.
- body dysmorphia. thatâs it. thatâs the prompt.
- caretakers that have to cover/lock up every mirror or scale in the house or give whumpee a time limit in the bathroom because whumpee is a persistent little shit
- whumpee ripping out their feeding tube (do NOT do this under any circumstances ever. iâm serious)
heavy heavy prompt list today, please take care of yourselves đŤśđž
#disordered eating mention#whump#whump prompt#whumpee#whumper#kind of scary caretaker#being force fed isnât fun#anorexic whumpee#bulimic whumpee#ed trigger warning#disordered eating cw#emeto tw#feeding tube whump#not really but iâm tagging it just in case#op is in recovery#okay iâm done#goforro
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cricket peawee......
#oc#art#love child between bubby and... well its not who you think#fucked up tube baby. more at 11. hes also pyromantic#edit wait I should give lord#he/she. maybe they. darnolds student#completely grayscale. itâs fine dw about it. hlvrai oc.#wasnât really ever a puppy? or grew fast n stopped at mid/late teen#I think a âblue cadoodleâ mix. horrible fucking name#actually leaning towards just he/she bc I like the rare case when ppl. use both in a given conversation
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#also i'm in this weird place with the vision issues and eye strain headaches where the medical anxiety in me is like 'should i go to the er'#because there is a small but non-zero chance that it could indicate a serious neurological concern#but at the same time i don't want to bother er docs if it truly is just 'stop reading pdfs and looking at your phone all the goddamn time'#but it doesn't help that one time i had chest pain and didn't go to the er for several days b/c i was like 'i'm 20 and healthy so i'm fine'#turned out i had a spontaenous pneumothorax that had developed into a tension pneumo and they had to do an emergency chest tube#so since then i'm always like. maybe i should be concerned when concerning symptoms happen#my pcp did make a referral to a neurologist just in case but they can't get me in for almost 2 months if it's not an emergency situation#having a body is exhausting
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I'm getting a NG tube placed and I'm really scared...do you or any of your followers have any tips for how to deal with it?
Hey anon!
I can totally understand feeling anxiety about getting a feeding tube placed, especially since it's something you might have never experienced before and there isn't always a lot of info out there. It is something that you will get through, and it honestly was really easy for me to adjust after a few days.
For me, getting the tube placed was kind of difficult, but not awful. It wasn't painful at all, but had a lot of sensory discomfort. The nurse had me sip water through a straw while she placed it, and that helped. For the first couple hours after the tube was placed, it felt really noticeable and like my throat was irritable. I had a hard time talking and even though I could absolutely breathe easily, it just felt kind of hard. Having cough drops on hand really helped, as well as drinking water and just taking it easy.
The next three days were kind of an adjustment. It still felt noticeable, but much better than the first couple hours. Definitely still have cough drops and water on hand, and also expect your nose to run a lot.
After three days, I honestly couldn't even notice it anymore and the only annoying part was that sometimes the tape would get itchy. I used duoderm tape as a base and that helped a little bit.
Other things that can be helpful is getting a wedge pillow to sleep with, especially if you have continuous overnight feedings. Learning to sleep slightly upright was hard for me, but pillows helped.
I don't really have any tips for managing the flushes or pump because I wasn't in charge of managing my own, but if any followers want to add on please do.
Know that all your feelings about it are valid, and also that the first three days are the hardest and you can get through it! I don't know how long you'll have an NG tube in, but you totally can still do all the activities you're used to doing. There's some things that will be an adjustment, but overall I started having a ton more energy when my nutrient needs were being met.
Please feel free to ask any other specific questions, anon, and wishing you the best!
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