#in my feels tn
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My brother is mad at me for killing his sister.
he doesn't understand that she would have killed me first. He doesn't understand that he'd have lost both of us had I not pulled the trigger first.
he told me he wants his sister back.
I told him he wouldn't have a sibling at all had she survived.
he doesn't understand that I'm still here. that we're still the same person.
we just have a different name.
we still like drawing. we still like writing. we still crack the same jokes-- it's just in a deeper voice, now.
my brother can't love his new brother the same way he loved his old sister.
a part of him will always hate me for killing her, and I understand.
I just miss him. and I know he misses me, too, just the wrong version of me.
I miss our inside jokes.
I miss knowing his favourite colour. his favourite animal. his favourite video game.
I miss knowing my brother.
siblings aren't meant to be strangers, yet here we are.
raised, loved, and laughed together,
and I don't know his favourite colour.
#in my feels tn#i miss my baby brother#trans#trans writing#transgender#ftm trans#lgbtq#lgbtq writing#my writing#writing#angst#trans angst#queer angst#creative writing#writers#writeblr#writers on tumblr
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Tough And Sweet (Like You And Me) ♡
'Gale looks unfairly handsome in the soft golden light of the late evening, but even more unfair is the fact that John can’t just bridge the gap between them and kiss his feelings away. The more time he spends around Gale, the more it feels like he’s being consumed by his overwhelming infatuation, and there’s not a single thing he can do about it that doesn’t involve the risk of scaring the man out of his life.
So he shuts the truck door behind him after promising Gale he’ll text when he’s safe inside, and he tries not to stare too forlornly as the truck putters off down the street and rounds the corner.'
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#tough and sweet fic#clegan#so nervous to post this!! been wanting to make this edit since i started this fic and finallllyyy did. i hope it does the boys justice <3#johnslittlespoon edits#buckbucky#feeling so sappy tn over them and how much love i've been so lucky to be shown for this silly little fic that has now taken over my life#i rly am so lucky sooo so lucky i think ab it sm i know it's just fanfic but!!#to have smth that feels so vulnerable to share be accepted with such open arms has truly been healing to me#i'm so very thankful <33 will never take it for granted#dedicated to c and ali for making me giggle and for motivating me endlessly w their kind words <33 sobs#okay gonna go hide back in ch7 doc and/or sleep now so i don't have to perceive being perceived
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you've been replaced.
#HOW ARE THE NINE STANS FEELING TN LADS#i watched the teaser and immediately drew this out in one sitting LMAO#my art#tails#tails nine#miles nine prower#sonic prime#sonic prime teaser#sonic prime season 3#sonic prime spoilers#not rlly but in case#tails the fox#miles tails prower#sonic prime nine#nine sonic prime#nine the fox#sonic prime season 2#sth#sonic the hedgehog
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firefighters au
#i just came up with this tonight and there is gonna be soooooooooo much more i promise you guys#FEELING FERAL TN#hws canada#hws prussia#prucan#aph canada#aph prussia#canpru#hetalia au#my art
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hiii
#ts4#im not feeling well but :-( im hoping to have it done by tn or tmrw!#riot#also just learned that lil tamgotchi acc works perfectly w my belt mesh
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Need to suck him off till he’s whimpering my name, toes curling, knees buckling, pulling my hair, and cumming down the back of my throat NOWWWWW
#feeling a bit feral tn guys#this pic is just so fucking hot aghhh#soooo my period just started 😇😇#rafe cameron#drew starkey
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do you ever think about how ochako still remembers himiko. how she'll probably never forget about her even though now she's 24 and himiko will never be older than 17.
himiko was older than her when they first met but now ochako's an adult while himiko will always be a teenager.
does ochako remember exactly what she looked like? does she remember what her voice sounded like?
it's just. crazy to think that this one girl ochako met when she was 16 probably changed her life forever.
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haven’t watched obx szn4pt2 yet but DAMN everyone seems so upset 😭😭😭😭 saying they’re not gonna watch szn 5. i’ve been scrolling through tumblr spoiling it for myself and now i’m also confused and sad
#feel free to leave ur thoughts or whatever#i’ll prolly watch tn after my classes#talking#outer banks
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tell a friend to tell a friend… she’s baaaack!
#like the. like the song#I CANT WAIT TO GNAW AND GNASH ON ALL THE FOOTAGE OF HIM TN…#guys i feel insane. hello. hi#i’m gonna yak#oh he’s healthy??? *closes photoshop and miro web weaving folder in my photos*#miro heiskanen#dallas stars
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what if. i wrote gale giving john a thighjob (not thighfucking, as hot as that is– i'm talking 'repetitive hip movements are too obvious in a room full of men so gale has john press up against his back and squeezes his thighs around his cock like the pulse of a heartbeat while john buries his face in the crook of his neck to muffle his noises and reaches around to jerk gale off simultaneously') while stalag bunk–sharing in yad(iym) lolllll. lol?
#99% sure ch7 will have the first bit of smut btw thank FUCK#not this (i don't think) but Something Else dw about it#i'm smut–brained tn my bad fam this isn't good bc i'm trying to write about Stalag Feelings#buckbucky#dog coded bucky fic#i just realized i never changed the tag name to the fic name oops oh well
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how to let my friends know i love them and am always thinking about them without seeming crazy clingy 🧎♀️
#i want my friends hearts and minds SOOTHED i must let them know how much i love them#Wym i cant fix everything in the world for them? i could give my blood for it#mari says#i think im just hormonal tn but like#im sooo unsure of how other people perceive my affection or just how they feel about me in general#mari rants#in case no one wants to listen to me cry#im overthinking rn mari chillllll
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what a beautiful blue man
#i’m in my feels tn :(#jake sully#avatar jake sully#jake sully avatar#dilf! jake#dilf!jake sully#dilf!jake#daddy jake sully
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SOMEBODY SEDATE ME
#feeling extra feral tn#a03 isn’t ready for me#my chemical romance#mcr#frank iero#frankie iero#mcrmy#the black parade
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fellow gax truthers 🙇♀️🙇♀️ a fic sneak peak on this wonderful day for the 5 of us
#can it even be called a sneak peak if it’s literally . 100 words LMAO#gax#george/max#russtappen#i’m in my feelings tn 💘💘💘💘#by me
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Something I find interesting is that I haven’t seen any backlash against Gun. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t want him to be hassled, but it’s strange to me that Tay is the one I’m seeing being targeted. People are acting like New has been treated poorly, but no one (that I can see) has said anything about Off or Gun. All vitriol has been aimed at Tay and I don’t think that’s fair at all.
(Just so I’m clear, NO ONE should be getting hate, but I’m bitter that I am still seeing idiots comment things like “sorry I will only support New now” or “how could you do this to New” and “shame on you for lying to us” and I am so confused? No one has lied about anything?! 4 men in their 30s are comfortable enough with each other that they are affectionate with one another - why the hell is one of them getting hate for that?!)
(Also, shout out to Mek for stepping in and informing everyone that he too kisses his friends on the mouth! He said it’s something culturally normal to them, and I love him for that.)
(ALSO!!! TayNew mentioned kissing Nanon - let me see that please - and it reminded me of the hate Nonnie got for the picture she posted where she is kissing Nanon on the mouth and people attacked her for it. For kissing her big brother. Sorry if it’s weird for some, but kissing is not always sexual. I kiss my friends, my brother, my parents…cheeks and lips. It’s normal for so many of us. If you’re my pal and you’re cool with it, I will kiss you too!)
#I know you’re all sick of me now#and I know I won’t shut up about this#but I am VERY angry at how Tay is being treated#other than FK I would say TN are my favourites#and I feel protective of them#but seeing how stressed Tay is because of this#it broke my heart#I promise I’ll calm down#like Tay said in his live “I need to calm myself#TayNew#rambles#tay tawan#new thitipoom
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