#in my feels tn
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My brother is mad at me for killing his sister.
he doesn't understand that she would have killed me first. He doesn't understand that he'd have lost both of us had I not pulled the trigger first.
he told me he wants his sister back.
I told him he wouldn't have a sibling at all had she survived.
he doesn't understand that I'm still here. that we're still the same person.
we just have a different name.
we still like drawing. we still like writing. we still crack the same jokes-- it's just in a deeper voice, now.
my brother can't love his new brother the same way he loved his old sister.
a part of him will always hate me for killing her, and I understand.
I just miss him. and I know he misses me, too, just the wrong version of me.
I miss our inside jokes.
I miss knowing his favourite colour. his favourite animal. his favourite video game.
I miss knowing my brother.
siblings aren't meant to be strangers, yet here we are.
raised, loved, and laughed together,
and I don't know his favourite colour.
#in my feels tn#i miss my baby brother#trans#trans writing#transgender#ftm trans#lgbtq#lgbtq writing#my writing#writing#angst#trans angst#queer angst#creative writing#writers#writeblr#writers on tumblr
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Tough And Sweet (Like You And Me) ♡
'Gale looks unfairly handsome in the soft golden light of the late evening, but even more unfair is the fact that John can’t just bridge the gap between them and kiss his feelings away. The more time he spends around Gale, the more it feels like he’s being consumed by his overwhelming infatuation, and there’s not a single thing he can do about it that doesn’t involve the risk of scaring the man out of his life.
So he shuts the truck door behind him after promising Gale he’ll text when he’s safe inside, and he tries not to stare too forlornly as the truck putters off down the street and rounds the corner.'
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#tough and sweet fic#clegan#so nervous to post this!! been wanting to make this edit since i started this fic and finallllyyy did. i hope it does the boys justice <3#johnslittlespoon edits#buckbucky#feeling so sappy tn over them and how much love i've been so lucky to be shown for this silly little fic that has now taken over my life#i rly am so lucky sooo so lucky i think ab it sm i know it's just fanfic but!!#to have smth that feels so vulnerable to share be accepted with such open arms has truly been healing to me#i'm so very thankful <33 will never take it for granted#dedicated to c and ali for making me giggle and for motivating me endlessly w their kind words <33 sobs#okay gonna go hide back in ch7 doc and/or sleep now so i don't have to perceive being perceived
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I’m in the position to be making so many friends rn and my 12 year old little girl self who is so far from settling into who she is would be so envious of that but I literally just don’t gaf
#24 year old coworker is the only one who’s close to my age at the clinic and she got my number#First and yet I have not made an effort to make plans#People at the research uni also wanna hang w me and I haven’t gone out of my way#Idk what is going on but I feel like a part of my brain turned off and the emotional burnout is meteoric#But at least I’m going to my bestie’s tn and she’s cooking me dinner#My processing ends at the fact that I’m fatigued and goes no deeper
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firefighters au
#i just came up with this tonight and there is gonna be soooooooooo much more i promise you guys#FEELING FERAL TN#hws canada#hws prussia#prucan#aph canada#aph prussia#canpru#hetalia au#my art
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you've been replaced.
#HOW ARE THE NINE STANS FEELING TN LADS#i watched the teaser and immediately drew this out in one sitting LMAO#my art#tails#tails nine#miles nine prower#sonic prime#sonic prime teaser#sonic prime season 3#sonic prime spoilers#not rlly but in case#tails the fox#miles tails prower#sonic prime nine#nine sonic prime#nine the fox#sonic prime season 2#sth#sonic the hedgehog
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hiii
#ts4#im not feeling well but :-( im hoping to have it done by tn or tmrw!#riot#also just learned that lil tamgotchi acc works perfectly w my belt mesh
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Need to suck him off till he’s whimpering my name, toes curling, knees buckling, pulling my hair, and cumming down the back of my throat NOWWWWW
#feeling a bit feral tn guys#this pic is just so fucking hot aghhh#soooo my period just started 😇😇#rafe cameron#drew starkey
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Hey YOU! HI! You’re gonna have a good year and you’re gonna find your people if you haven’t yet. And if you have, you’re gonna stay with them. Your year is gonna be ok!! That’s it, love you guys <3 virtual hugs!!
#cause I know a lot of my moots have had a kinda shitty start of 2025#sending love#and all the hugs you can imagine#<3#so to all my moots or followers or just random people on the internet#it’s gonna be ok#🫶🫶#🫂#I feel sappy tn#but fr#know that you make my day happier#or if I don’t know you#you make someone’s day happier
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every day i put my head in my hands and wonder why (and when) all the living ancient elves (evanuris don't interact) were cut out of the game
#its like my issue with the titans... who just seem to be forgotten despite not being dead#we don't get their perspective so we can let the past lie even tho it was literally alive in da:i and tn#not to mention spirits. cole had opinions in trespasser about the veil.#they said in the lead up that the ppl who think solas is (somewhat) right would have something but i feel like all the arguments were just#shoved under the rug#and we become the ones who are maintaining a world that is familiar to us bc we aren't allowed to consider an alternative#da4 critical#da4 spoilers#tas plays da4#this and the solas and mythal motivation retcons are the things that i struggle w/ the most lmao#me trying to come at the game as it is but also... also...
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tell a friend to tell a friend… she’s baaaack!
#like the. like the song#I CANT WAIT TO GNAW AND GNASH ON ALL THE FOOTAGE OF HIM TN…#guys i feel insane. hello. hi#i’m gonna yak#oh he’s healthy??? *closes photoshop and miro web weaving folder in my photos*#miro heiskanen#dallas stars
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what if. i wrote gale giving john a thighjob (not thighfucking, as hot as that is– i'm talking 'repetitive hip movements are too obvious in a room full of men so gale has john press up against his back and squeezes his thighs around his cock like the pulse of a heartbeat while john buries his face in the crook of his neck to muffle his noises and reaches around to jerk gale off simultaneously') while stalag bunk–sharing in yad(iym) lolllll. lol?
#99% sure ch7 will have the first bit of smut btw thank FUCK#not this (i don't think) but Something Else dw about it#i'm smut–brained tn my bad fam this isn't good bc i'm trying to write about Stalag Feelings#buckbucky#dog coded bucky fic#i just realized i never changed the tag name to the fic name oops oh well
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how to let my friends know i love them and am always thinking about them without seeming crazy clingy 🧎♀️
#i want my friends hearts and minds SOOTHED i must let them know how much i love them#Wym i cant fix everything in the world for them? i could give my blood for it#mari says#i think im just hormonal tn but like#im sooo unsure of how other people perceive my affection or just how they feel about me in general#mari rants#in case no one wants to listen to me cry#im overthinking rn mari chillllll
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what a beautiful blue man
#i’m in my feels tn :(#jake sully#avatar jake sully#jake sully avatar#dilf! jake#dilf!jake sully#dilf!jake#daddy jake sully
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and yes i do have Objectively Correct spotify playlists for all of the idols (and acht)
#i have a sickness called ‘music curator’#big man’s playlist is my favorite easily#one day i’ll drop them#but you will have to ask me specifically to do so or i will feel annoying <3#squidposting#sorry i’m so yappy tn#i’m in Pain and lying in bed with a heating pad and Redacted Pain Medication is boring :(
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sincerely half my brain is like “literally you’re going to be fine, you’re an adult, you’re capable of enforcing boundaries, it’s temporary, you can leave at any time” and half my brain is on fire screaming crying throwing up that this is the worst decision i’ve ever made in my life.
#i feel both things with entirely equal certainty.#sorry. i am going to bed like rn. but i cant journal tn and i need to process it all#preferably in public for the moment so my friends can help give me reality checks throughout the process here.#izzy.txt
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