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[ final ] sender and receiver share a kiss for the very last time, and they know it's their last // ig & cai
[ final ] sender and receiver share a kiss for the very last time, and they know it's their last
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--- Years had ticked by, meticulously slow but rather enjoyable for the most part. A roller coaster of emotions and a whirlwind of activities- tangles of fingers and companionship; bruising kisses and tender touches, an intimacy shared between them that few others might have known. That's what happened when you fell in love with someone, plucking their company from fairy tales and romance stories of old- ones the djinn had seen happen in the flesh, from time to time.
--- He wasn't against falling in love himself, never had been, in fact it was a romantic notion and one he often fantasized about. Whenever opportunity arose and lovers presented themselves, he took no shame in spending time with them, years if need be though...inevitably he was pulled away. Through life, or death, his diligence and duty to purpose and commitment to his job seemed to put a wedge between him and ay true, lasting happiness.
--- Even now as the djinn lay in a tangle of silken sheets and embroidered pillows, sun high in the sky and peeking through the window to highlight his lovers body amid the mess of it all, a soft smile pulled at his lips. Ignis. Perhaps one he'd come to care for more than most. More than...any, that he could currently recall, though years were lasting and lasting still; despite that, every moment with the immortal was cherished.
--- For a time, Mordecai had entertained hope that this was something that might last, what they had between them...that it was something that would traverse centuries, with shared kisses and shared travels, hand in hand, but. As fate would have it, it was doomed from the start- for as much as he truly loved Ignis with the entirety of his heart, they both knew that this was it. After the fight last night, if it could be called that as Mordecai had simply laid out the nature of things and they'd both fallen to melancholic silence for a time...before Ignis had lashed out.
--- He'd expected the aggression of course, understood it even and didn't begrudge his lover that in the least. It was after the aggression when the true pain hit, when realization had dawned on the Hound of Hell, that it didn't matter what futile arguments he broke upon angel's ears, they were deaf to it. It didn't matter how much Mordecai loved Ignis, how much he cherished him, cared for him, they could have spent a lifetime together and the fact remained...
--- ...Heaven came first, always. His duty to the above, in shepherding righteous soul, often pulled him away from his partner- anywhere from days, to weeks at a time, they were separated. Ignis wanted to settle down, to get comfortable and live a domestic life together, but the djinn's nature was...transient. He traveled, often and far, and ultimately their ideals didn't mesh though despite that, they had found love in one another for such a time. Comfort and devotion.
--- ' There's...nothing I can say, or do? That'll...change your mind, is there? ' the elder had asked of him when it all came down to it, sitting in the bed at the end of the night, head in his hands and tears welling at the corners of eyes.
--- Kneeling before the taller, pressed between legs, djinn cupped the Grecian's face in his hands and offered a soft and sweet smile, filled with love as golden orbs met rubies. ' It isn't my mind that needs changing, Ignis. If I could spend every day among these silks and furs with you I would, but such was not our fate from the start. I am duty bound to honor my position, regardless of the love I bear in my heart and soul for you. ' he whispered the thickly accented words, lips meeting the hound's forehead preciously.
--- They...spent the entire night together. In one another's arms, memorizing the lines of each others bodies all over again and committing hearts together, for all the time they had left and all the time they'd had together up to this point. When morning came...when topaz gems settled upon the others freshly stirring form, a pang of guilt and pain settled in his chest and sad smile pulled at his lips.
--- ' Don't...don't go. Not yet. Not without a goodbye...or at all! ' he'd asked quietly, sleepy gaze lifted pleadingly. It was then that Mordecai sat upon the bed once more, pressing forehead's together, brushing noses...and finally connecting their lips. It started soft, sweet, full of emotion...and then bore into something deeper and breathless. A promise and an apology wrapped up in unspoken words and a tangle of tongues- he could feel salted tears hit his cheeks from lovers eyes, but they dried almost as soon as he'd felt them. When they finally parted for breath after what felt like minutes of being underwater? The djinn stood and brushed a hand through Ignis' hair.
--- ' 'Uhibuka, Ignis. Goodbye. '
#i walked with you once upon a dream | cai & ignis |–;#hellguarded#well this took 1000 years to write because it needed BUILD UP#and EMOTION#and it got so long but it HONESTLY BROKE MY HEART#inhales and clutches my chest#i hope you APPRECIATE IT BECAUSE IT HURT ME A LOT#guh#i was honestly dreading *this* ask more than any of the others because i knew it'd be such a....PIVOTAL moment#in ig's life#and in their dynamic#and just#god#:pepehands:#tw long post
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when the. the. the 🐌🐌🐌🐌🐌🐌🐌🐌🐌🐌🐌🐌
#wild life spoilers#wild life smp#traffic smp#trafficblr#impulsesv#i. ig im tagging the snails as their counterparts BAHSDHAHWHW#goodtimeswithscar#pearlescentmoon#mumbo jumbo#grian#bdoubleo100#isdoodles#losing my mind. the whole time i was drawing this i just keep going this is so stupid BHAHDJWAEAHHEA I LOVE THEM
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Yorha android Miku, aka 39B
This drawing is the singular reason I have failed inktober. HOW could I concentrate on anything but this?? She has consumed me I fear
(Yes her sword is a leek version of Virtuous Contract. YES she is standing on a pile of leeks. YES I felt the leeks were too important to only mention in the tags.)
#this piece has been consuming my life for the past few weeks#yes weeks#I kept undoing and redoing many parts over n over#it was absolutely worth it though#I love how she turned out in the end#artists on tumblr#digital art#krita#miku worldwide#nier#nier automata#nier 2b#nier anime#nier fanart#nier 9s#nier reincarnation#nier automata fanart#hatsune miku#miku#miku fanart#miku hatsune#vocaloid#viva viva happy chu lu chu chu#augh I'm so so happy to finally get to post this#but also what will my life become without this drawing to keep me occupied?#stay tuned to find out what fate befalls me ig#my art
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been playing the funny game
#this game took over my life oops JKSDGSDHG#I love women!!! and gort too ig#baldur's gate 3#bg3#karlach#shadowheart#lae'zel#minthara#enver gortash#the dark urge#durge#durgetash#my art
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april star ✨
#kasane teto#teto#i love teto...teto you saved my life#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#peep the speedpaint in my ig!
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いまに、ここから出ても、自分はやっぱり狂人、 いや、癈人という刻印を額に打たれる事でしょう。
#an attempt to get back into art#hi yall long time no see#dazai osamu#dazai#bungo stray dogs#bsd#illustration#life and lack of motivation's been kicking my ass a little#couldn't focus on drawing#had no ideas#but ig i'm slowly getting back into it so expect some more doodles in the next days
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I like to think breaking the canary curse via dying in the void had some effects on Lizzie
#ldshadowlady#wild life smp#secret life smp#technically since she broke the curse there#trafficblr#smth smth breaking the curse means taking it upon yourself- smth smth the miners need a bird so they'll catch another one#I've been wanting to draw pink canary Lizzie ever since she broke the curse and the urge to combine void and shadow creature made me go ins#I wanted to draw BAM or as i would have caption them: Team Canary. But I had too many thoughts on Lizzie design so its just her#Can you tell I am very normal about Lizzie shadowlady? yes i draw her a lot and made her creature but thats normal behavior trust me trust#it was either canary seablings or aquatic seablings w/ whale Lizzie but idk how to work in whale so bird she is#my art#the whole breaking the curse means becoming the curse is very beast!wirt to me but its october so its fitting ig.
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Some of you haven't been to the darkest depths of ao3 and it shows
#ao3#archive of our own#some of you lack taste for the richer fares#like eating boiled chicken all your life and then suddenly coming across the existence of spices like 16th c european explorers ig
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_aven.exe 📀
inspired by YOOKIkiku on twt! Their art is so lively 🌸
#aventurine#honkai star rail#hsr#aventurine honkai star rail#I keep forgetting to post here#ig & twt in the future rn#avenny#aven#the love of my life#it’s still raining#I did what I was supposed to#LIVE
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chandler bailey
#love#passion#desire#couple#romantic#sea#swimming#on ig#etherealuploads#etherealarte#summer#photography#surfing#surfer girl#surf#surf life#waves#surfboard#sand#beach life#beach baby#beachlife#beach babe#beach#beaches#seaside#summer vibes#coquette summer#summer aesthetic#hot girl summer
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#this might b silly i guess but i legitimately want to know how common kettles actually are here#we've had the same kettle my entire life so ig I don't have a frame of reference for how other people boil water#can't edit polls but i would've included electric kettles if i knew those were a thing#also insane to me that it seems a lot of people microwave water... microwave-made coffee tastes to bad to me
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“My body”? oh no you must be mistaken. This isn’t my body, this is just a thing I’m inhabiting for a while cause the other one was unavailable. No I will not elaborate.
#I feel like this could apply to a lot of things in life#And a lot of people#this is me being#Neurodivergent#and#trans#but if it applies to you in a different way feel free to add on ig#I have a feeling the#Therian#s will like this tho
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honestly grian and scar's dynamic isn't even divorced at this point, it's like a couple in their 90s who have been married for 70 of those years and you can't quite tell if they adore each other or want each other dead
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Google says Sliders like heat lamps if that helps.
Ok heat lamp given and Draxum called 💪🏻💪🏻 gonna make him do the hard work am I right ..and def NOT tell anyone else …right….😬😬
#heat lamp AND shell rubs#raw Leo living his best uncooked life rn#tmnt#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt donnie#disaster twins#raw Leo#idk ig I’m tagging all these raw Leo or whatever#fuck my baka life
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What a terribly dull ending this is.
#a lil manga redraw I did quite some time ago#sebaciel#kuroshitsuji#black butler#ciel phantomhive#sebastian michaelis#my art#redraw#sorry for not posting for so long again life's been kinda crazy on me last couple months#for good and for worse ig#good news is I may be opening commissions soon💋#bad news I (got) dropped out of university🥀#can't say I hadn't seen it coming#just need to keep myself busy with something but can't find it in myself to look for an ACTUAL job outside of freelance for now...#too scary...
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