#in hopes that i make contact
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AHHHHHHH oh my GOD can i not dissociate for like a day maybe? like an hour? haha yeah like yes brain exactly nothing is happening therefore i must severely dissociate for exactly 7 seconds as i get up from my bed and walk to the kitchen. why did i teleport. i was just in my bed how the hell did i end up here. i walk back to bed and do nothing for exactly 7 hours straight. its time to play a video game. i have no idea what happened my brain hit skip cutscene in real life who is this npc and why am i fighting them. why am i here. i talk to friends. no, i dont apparently!! its been 4 days since ive said anything but it felt like an hour!!! time isnt real anymore
#nav btw#i mean kinda maybe but like#i just want maybe someone to yap to about anything#therefore i post#in hopes that i make contact#u never know tho#dissociation#habit post
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Someone's looking well dressed tonight! What could they be up to at this late hour..? Who knows if they're after your precious life source... or perhaps to kindly escort you safely to your destination.
#TW direct eye contact#submas#pokemon ingo#submas ingo#chandelure#alt outfit#A 3K Twitter follower celebration piece from 2023!#Still pretty happy with this piece! It turned out so dramatic ahah#If we hit 3K on my station here on Tumbrl I will definitely cook something equally dramatic for you!!#I hope the direct eye contact isn't making you uncomfortable! I didn't realise it to be a trigger for some until later on.#Now I know how to draw the eyes better!
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#selfie bee#me telling a coworker who I have been working with for 4 months and whose name I do not know about my toenails#i'm sorry Tobias (?? Paul ??) it was the only topic I could come up with after I already told you about the big bird I saw in 8th grade#FRIENDS how are you!! :) how has the new year been so far!!#did you have a lot of snow on christmas!#we did and it was really fun! I had a very bad cold so I just watched the snow from inside but that was good too c:#do you have any plans for the new year?#i always have lot and most of the time I do not do any of them but planning is fun#this year I REALLY want to watch all of Star Trek ヽ(´∇`)ノ#I would also love to learn how to make a handstand#imagine if you could just make yourself upside down#but it is a far away dream because honestly I am not very good at being usual side up most of the time either#but I will try probably at least 2 times to learn it ( ᐛ )#maybe I'll finally finish that website!#new years are good and fun#it's wild to think about how much daily life has changed since last year but I feel just the same :)#who knows what this year will bring!#I hope I don't hit a pheasant with my car#I almost hit a pheasant with my car last year and the pheasant made direct eye contact#I wonder how he is doing today#since that moment I think about pheasants a lot#I knew they were real but I had never seen one#just to know they are out there is a mystical feeling#right know it is raining so all the pheasants might be wet#get dry soon pheasants!!#I don't think I've ever seen a wet bird either#I don't know what do do with all these birds thoughts#also thank you for the person who asked about my skirt!! ( ˊᵕˋ )♡.°⑅#I've finished it and its really really bad#but I love it
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jin guangshan and lan qiren yaoi perhaps? since their shapes create a perfect balance?
Two old men perform worlds first successful 96.
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan qiren#jin guangshan#I do not know if these two have a ship tag or if anyone has ever entertained the idea of these two kissing before.#Lets call them 'old man 96' for now.#Where the nine represents LQR's honkers and the six represents JGS's hunkers.#with our efforts combines we can make this the new cursed ship.#I am now giving preliminary head space to these two engaging in a relationship and -#HOO BOY. It would be horribly toxic. But like a beautiful mushroom the toxins are part of it's beauty.#They are the most opposite in morals and behaviour one could possibly be.#Okay the thoughts are done cooking.#Lan Qiren is the 'one guy' JGS has been with and it's haunted them both ever since. They refuse to make eye contact in meetings.#What led them both to that situation is for another day. I think I burnt 80% of my braincells thinking about these two kissing.#Thank you again delightful mutual stackedbirds for setting a lovely ball for me to strike down into the earth with.#I hope you enjoy the old men big naturals top and bottom edition. Balanced...as all things should be.
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I will never let you go.
#critical role#criticalroleedit#imodna#southerngothic#laudna#imogen temult#laura bailey#marisha ray#gifs#*#*cr#cr3#ship: imodna#laudna cr#scheduled#c3e1 18m#c3e31 2h25m#c3e38 53m#c3e46 2h0m#c3e46 2h23m#c3e46 2h31m#c3e65 16m#c3e87 42m#2h59m c3e89#i felt Crazy doing the transcript search for this. but i hope this turned out to be...something that makes some amount of sense#THOUGHTS ON LAUDNA'S FACIAL EXPRESSIONS AND LACK OF EYE CONTACT IN THE LAST ONE? THOUGHTS?? ANYONE?? THOUGHTS?????#anyway this is posting on my birthday :) thanks laura and marisha for the best birthday present ever (a fucked up conversation)!!!!!!!
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YOUR ART IS SO CUTE AUGH…….. love the way u draw scarabia it makes my heart go 💗💗💗💗💗💗
I am curious if you have any Scarabia HCs… mayhaps Jamikali HCs?
Thank you!!! <333333
tbh I don't have many headcanons for Scarabia, but imo that's the chillest dorm, even with all the parties. Like, have you seen their dormitory? I wouldn't act up if I lived in a comfy place like that too.
But jamikali. Uhhhh
this is my own sort of turkish palace tv drama. More under the cut. It's gonna be long.
I like to imagine their relationship developing after a nice piece of timeskip (despite most certainly having feelings for each other in college), when they finally learn how it is to live apart from each other, growing out of their destructive behaviors at least for a bit.
My main headcanon and maybe the most delusional one that Kalim would mature up with time, getting more independent when Jamil leaves, though without losing his canonic positivity - in fact just growing up.
While Jamil learns how is it to be simplier and less demanding towards other and himself, traveling alone, not setting down anywhrre for too long. Though the main thing is that they cannot in fact forget each other, and break the attachment despite getting used to each other's absence, and their feelings finally getting some particular shape - and it's impossible to fully let go, no matter how hard they (mostly Jamil) try ;)
I rarely think of a particular reasons that could bring Jamil back to Asim household, though I have one little au concerning this matter which includes long distance between them with no communication, and even some kids, so I may share it one day. so I just keep it on the level of flat concept - Jamil returns after traveling, to either serve again or for Viper family matters.
I love to imagine Jamil's confusion and shyness at the sight of even more confident Kalim after a period of being apart from each other, and Kalim being happy to finally make Jamil look at him differently, which he consciously or subconsciously has been keeping as a goal all the time.
For some reasons I feel like Kalim would take lead in their relationship because he seems bolder to me when it comes to making decisions - Kalim just knows what he wants :/
So it's a hard for Jamil to process all the non-casual compliments, gifts and obvious advances (but not rejecting them, still afraid of his own feelings), just like in this post. Under these circumstances I believe Kalim is the one who attached the most, just because I love crazy devotion and loyalty :P (and Jamil is too used to lie to himself to admit his attachment aloud.)
It's a strange concept, but mostly it's just a huge headcanon I always keep in my head when I draw them - an emotional bond that just won't break, no matter if there's distance, time or silence between them.
It's hard for me to imagine them trying each other out during college years - too many predicaments and prejudices, they are too used to each other, and for their relationahip to work out they both need time to emotionaly mature up and... just have a rest from each other.
Anyway loving them endlessly.
it would be easier to just list the goddamn headcanons but I always talk too much I am so sorry
#ask#anon#also Kalim gives the craziest fairytale romance book prince compliments ever and Jamil unironically enjoys them. he told me himself#also I think Kalim can't keep his hands to himself and always seeks physical contact#and Jamil gets crazy flustered by it just because he is Jamil and he probably can't react normally on anything#I hope that makes some sense#art#sketch#jamikali#kalijami#TYSM ANON <3333333#no normal illustrations but a lot of text again#well I guess that's what blog's for#twst#twisted wonderland#scarabia
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it's actually so sad seeing how islamophobia is still so rampant in america. i'm the president of the muslim student association on campus and today a hijabi girl came in and told me about a situation where she was religiously and racially targeted by a PROFESSOR. and the worst part wasn't just the targeting, but it was the fact that she said she was so scared to speak up and tell anyone about it because she was afraid that no one would believe her or do anything about it for her.
we as muslims in america are always told to just put our heads down and take it. it hurts to see how we're told to handle abuse and islamophobia by ourselves and not reach out for help. we're tired of tolerating abuse and hatred for no reason other than pure ignorance. white americans please educate yourselves for the love of god.
#for anyone wondering what happened after she came to me#i told her she needed to report it but she said she was too scared#so i emailed the administration who deal with that stuff and we set up a meeting for all of us to talk about it#i also went home and got in contact with the council of american-islamic representatives#my dad is friends with someone on the council so i talked with him#if the administration on campus doesn't give us satisfactory action then we're making it public#and taking legal action#i hope it doesn't escalate to that tho#i hope that professor just gets fired
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[day 1 of having a crush on lee know...]
#i hope theyll stay in contact w each other they really had good chemistry!!#me acting like a proud mother every time lino interacts with other people..... MY BOY.... HES MAKING FRIENDS...#*#*lino#*24#*ate#lee mujin#lee know#stray kids#skz#bystay#staydaily#linosource#usersemily#stayjuni#uservasya#usersa
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thinking about touch starved touch sensitive gojo again. Absolutely desperate for even the most grazing touches from getou and yet overwhelmed by it all.
#anyway irl i think i just went on the most awkward coworker not date but a little too sus to just be a casual dinner#what made it sus i think was one the deliberate choice to not invite any other coworkers#and two the fact the conversation had a direct flight to our dating histories#but also im insane maybe this is Normal dinner coworker conversation IDK#IDK ANYTHING ABOUT SOCIAL INTERACTION#HE WAS MAKING AGGRESSIVE EYE CONTACT AND I WAS LIKE BRO CAN U STOP THATS A LITTLE TOO INTIMATE MAYBE WE CAN JUST LIKE STARE AT EACH OTHERS#EARS OR SMTH PLEASE?#me starring at my cat all the time until he comes over or meows#me whenever someone else stares at me: u gotta stop that i have anxiety#anyway i just crave the SOCIAL interaction of ppl who are not clinically online like i am#i wanna speak to ppl who see the sun#in hopes i may glean just a bit of normalcy from them#im gonna go read copious amounts of fanfic
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UPDATE from @contact-guy on the book!
"... another print run, and will be opening preorders here on MONDAY, NOVEMBER 11, at 9:00am PST/12:00 noon EST/5:00pm GMT."
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Watson's Sketchbook series!
-=< 🎉🎉🎉 >=-
Is the best graphic author @contact-guy? A resounding "Of course!" was the reply. The fandom has spoken Your work we have chosen. An abundance of talent is why!
-=<+>=-
#Thank you for reposting#I hope you like this!#Friday 411#ACD#Sherlock#Sherlock Holmes#Holmes#John Watson#Watson#Dr Watson#ContactGuy#graphic novel#acd holmes#acd canon#acd watson#acd johnlock#ACD Sherlock#good news#update#watson's sketchbook#contact guy#comics#comic books#sold out#make more#making more
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ahhh im obsessing over your blog!! can i have an Argos (World of Mr. Plant) cg moodboard? id love if it could have a flower theme too ^^'
Here you go!!
#argos the world of mr plant#!!!#this was fun to make#I'd never heard of the world of mr plant before this#it looks fun#anyway#i hope you enjoy#and sorry it took so long!#sfw interaction only#sfw agere#agere#moodboard#age regression#sfw littlespace#agere moodboard#age dreaming#babyre#baby regression#cw eye contact#cw eye imagery#eyes#eye imagery#scopophobia#horror series#dreamcore horror#the world of mr plant#basically just be warned this series is#horror#and could be#spooky
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a gif of the first time TK and Carlos make eye contact on that rainy call in 1x01!
[response to my request for gif prompts post here]
#911 lone star#911lsedit#tarlos#carlos reyes#tk strand#my gifs#gif prompt asks#tw: flashing lights#omg you changed your icon since you sent this originally and it threw me off so much LOL. I LOVE the new one though😍😍#hope you dont mind I included a bonus gif of the first time they're touching... because tk couldnt keep his hands to himself#was touching carlos' shoulder/back before even making eye contact
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people are pissed at Critical Role for not committing to cutting ties with WOTC like they aren’t sitting there like “That’s a really great public image we helped you gain. would be a shame if we had to begin negotiations severing our brand, I mean we both benefit so well from this partnership. Look at how much you accomplished because you worked together with the fans, that’s a lot to throw away. Why don’t you give that license another look-over and see if it would have the results you really want. Because no one wants to do anything they might regret here.“
Guys, it’s a “pretty nice shop you got here.” what do you think is scarier to WOTC? Critical Role impulse cutting ties, or Critical Role very patiently going “well, it would be really unfortunate if you did that, we’d have to really rework everything we do here. I mean in order to save money ourselves, you know how companies work, we’d have to cut down on the Dungeons and Dragons content we use. With the Amazon show we’ve already been working on shifting to a more original fantasy universe, and if you wanted to claim a lot of this you’re going to end up in a fight with the Tolkien estate again...“
The long term game would be more devastating by far and way way more of a deterrent for a business minded argument rather than artist-minded one.
#critical role#sometimes. you have to play the long game#sometimes you have to make very polite even toned statements and make unblinking eye contact with someone else#'I hope someday that you find someone who will mourn you. respectfully.'
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Marshall Commander Fox is scarcely seen without his iconic helmet, even within the confines of the Coruscant guards headquarters. The freshest of shinies usually don’t see his face until a few rotations into their deployment, even then usually in private moments and passing chances. The very rare occasion Fox eats with his corries in the mess hall (the times he actually has time to), glances of Fox in the medical bay being treated after a sideways operation (only after everyone else has been cared for by his firm insistence,) the training assessments he’s able to schedule and be apart of and participate in (swift healing to the pride of cocky shinies he calls to the sparring mat.)
Rather, it’s not impossible that he’s most often unhelmed in the situations of senate view.
Talking down antsy senators is one thing, and there’s numerous reasons why Fox’s number one rule for his Corries to follow is to never remove your helmet in senate view. The ability to decorate yourself and make yourself unique is a freedom the Coruscant guard gets to indulge very little in. They can’t decorate their armor for their own safety, and still enabling them the freedom to decorate their bodies and hair Fox is thankful he’s able to allow. But Fox’s mismatched armor isn’t unique to be hypocritical towards his own rules and troopers. It’s to protect them.
When a senator finds yet another fickle complaint about the troopers in red, they can’t discern amongst a selective Trooper to pin the blame. But in the line of white and red, Fox’s red and white armor catches their eye. There’s someone they can funnel their frustrations towards. Fox’s scars, hardened eyes, and graying hairs is the only face they’ve seen helmetless, the face they think about when building their ire.
#headcanon bittercafanddatapads#drabble bittercafanddatapads#marshal commander fox#star wars commander fox#star wars ask blog#coruscant guard#I hope this makes sense#apologies in advanced for spelling mistakes or odd wording I’m not wearing my contacts#a small thought for y’all as I sit here thinking about it#his helmet also protects his eyes from blue light and the interior screen makes filling out data pads 10 x more convenient
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Birthday Gifs for @tobbesdiscordkitten ♡
#a thought i'd make a small collection of our fav boy#WARNING!!! eye contact! smiles! silly behavior! beauty! baby tobi!#i wish you the happiest birthday kitten uwu#tobias forge#hope this brightens your day hehe#myedit#subvision
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Two sides of the same coin
Wanted to draw all my aus' G-men and Gordons in the same image so here they are
#half life#half-life#Gman#gordon freeman#Project: Freeman au#Sponsor: Gman#Subject: gordon#Wow first proper time you guys see their designs for that au#Our Benefactors au#benefactor gman#combine gordon#HL Aftermath au#Aftermath Gman#Aftermath Gordon#body horror#face horror#eye contact#shmorps art#this is really just self indulgent since I really like my own aus so yeahg#Side note mechanical details are so draining to draw why did I make Project gordon and combine gordon so complex looking /LHJ#I'm proud of their designs but GOODNESS#Anyway yeah hope you guys like these goobers#I considered adding canon Gman and gordon to this but I didn't want to draw two more characters sory
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