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iguessitsjustme · 3 months

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Hey, quick questions. What's worse? Violating a dumb clause of a contract that you signed (when the clause should not exist in the first place) in a way that is not harming anyone and filling the world with love in the process or....being a fucking narc?

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#only boo #only boo the series #only boo series #the thing is if he hadn't OUTED moo #then this wouldn't be a problem #sure moo was violating his contract but he was not hurting anyone and was being as private as possible #what was this man doing? leaking the photos and the old deleted clip #i bet he saved that before moo deleted it so he could use it to try to oust moo #was he also stalking moo and that's how he got the pictures?#what is a bigger liability to the company? an idol that is good at keeping their private life private and secret #or an idol that is willing to expose the breach of contract in a way that hurts the company and causes pain to multiple people along the wa #because he's annoyed that someone has connections #got bad news for you about how the industry works #and even if moo has connections he never used them #in fact he had to fight against them #you can be mad all you want that moo has a mother in the industry but that doesn't mean his talent isn't there #stop being bitter that you just aren't as good #and stop trying to ruin someone else's life because of it #you might be angry at moo for....existing #but kang is not trying to be an idol. and you very much were trying to expose him to the potential hatred and wrath of so called fans #so fuck you and fuck your stupid face i hope you watch moo become successful and also get to have a boyfriend #moo will have his cake and eat it too...actually no #moo will have his kai palo and eat it too

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team7-headquarter · 10 months

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HE WAS SO MAD

#classic Kakashi DID disobey orders for his kids #It's insane when people say he'd never act rebellious against konoha when the evidence is there in the classic #or course things changed in shippuden #but in the classic? he went to the land of the waves mission without reporting the the classification was wrong #because he wanted to help tazuna properly #he allowed sasuke to fight in the preliminaries with the cursed mark and secretly sealed it went it was over #he hide the fact that a three men cell was needed for the chuning exams to give sakura the space to decide for herself what she wanted #he was all the time hiding information and acting on his own #even when he says later that he couldn't do much for them it's not because he didn't try #the village fucked him over they set him up for failure and in some sense he knew it #he accepted to be their sensei because he cared for them and he was on their side #I'm fully convinced that if shippuden had followed the classic as it was supposed to do kakashi would have rebelled in more than one way #but it didn't happen :( so #Kakashi Hatake #naruto #Tsunade Senju #Naruto Classic

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bumblingbabooshka · 7 months

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Voyager should have had an episode where the command trio beat the absolute hell out of each other while blaming each other for being stuck in the delta quadrant as the fever pitch of a rising tension that was building throughout the episode. Like, they're absolutely being pushed to do it by some outside force. Maybe it's a telepathic being - maybe it's that they're stuck in some arena or an alien court or a time loop only the three of them are aware of - no matter the specifics, the sentiment behind their words has to be true and it has to be something they've been keeping back for months, maybe years. That fear and hatred and blame that doesn't really have an actual target because it's not actually rational but 'who's to blame' doesn't have to be capital T true to feel true. If Chakotay hadn't been in the badlands, If Janeway hadn't made that choice, If Tuvok hadn't supported it... "You trapped us here. It's your fault. If you hadn't-! If you hadn't-! If you hadn't-!" are just echoes of "I trapped us here. It's my fault. If I hadn't-! If I hadn't-! If I hadn't-!" Because at the end of the day more than being angry or hateful they're despairing in their own ways. Episode probably has a somber end - they beat whatever it was and it's a victory! They won by working together even after they beat each other half to death! But after the celebration we see them alone in their quarters...silent. Gazing out at the stars, into a candle's flame, at that same family picture before turning away. Because even though they won they're still there in the delta quadrant. Is that really victory?

#fake star trek voyager episodes my beloved #the thought of a time loop wherein the three of them are at times aware of the loop and at times aren't but it's ONLY the three of them is #a separate but interesting thought I had while writing this...#of course the looped time would be 'Caretaker'#st voy #star trek voyager #Chakotay/Janeway/Tuvok #Chakotay #Kathryn Janeway #Tuvok #and yes I think people undervalue the fact that Tuvok agreed with Janeway when she made that decision in 'caretaker' too much #idk enough about the chakotay buzz to know whether or not they also do this with how Chakotay also co-signs the decision once it's made #instead of fighting back against it which he very much COULD have done #I just think the complicated 3 way uneven guilt is more interesting than 'Janeway did it it was 100% her alone'#I love seeing characters devolve...even a starfleet captain and a vulcan can be driven to wrestling in the mud they think they're so above #and maybe it's 'the worst version of themselves' but maybe it's also a release - a relief you just can't get from talking

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aroacettorney · 5 months

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tbh i wish aup had more reps for characters who achieve greatness purely through hard work and effort. the emphasis on genius/being special is mayhaps way too much to the point that it feels kinda damn depressing for those who aint born as one.

#rant #why is everyone in aup a genius #the four musketeers have the potential for this but its unfortunate that we dont get to see it fleshed out #even aiden ended up relying on his antimagic talents in the long run #ngl owens would have been more impressive to me if they r hardworkers instead of born special #it would have made the fact that ludger took them in more interesting #and mayhaps even highlighted his qualifications as a teacher #(lowkey im still salty that we dont get the full arc of ludger teaching magic to arpa lmfao)#(owens growth feels much less impactful to me bc they are already so special that them becoming that OP is nothing surprising)#plus i thought fighting against the unfairness of the world was a theme for owens #even if one managed to close the gap between the wealthy and the poor or noble and non-noble #the division between a genius and a non-genius itself would only create another kind of classism #how r they gonna challenge it as the members of the one and only special talent club?#violetta is the closest to be the hardworking one but even then her achievement still has a hand of a devil in it #also while surna had to learn everything from scratch he had been around for hundreds if not thousands of years #not to diminish his achievements but that hardly counts cuz it still puts him next to the special treatment category #not to mention being able to learn something simply by observing it is also a kind of cheat code itself...

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bunnihearted · 2 months

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where is that post that is like 'if u were the girl he wanted communication would be easy for him' bc yeah... no matter how much u dont want it to be, it's true

#not me being the most dumb bitch alive thinking i was just being considerate and patient...#for 10 months 💀#and then being slapped in the face w a actually none of it mattered at all nearly enough as it did to u #and u were not even worthy of talking to or trying to communicate with or simply discussing any of it and our feelings #(which were only my feelings in the end)#and u were pathetically daydreaming and fantasizing and missing whatever 'it' was between us but i didnt really care #and it never mattered that much to me and idc to have had talked abt it and see if there was anything to off there #u were only worth being thrown away without even being told anything abt how i felt or was i was thinking #bc at the end of the day what was everything to u and what mattered so much to u was not even 1% as important to me #💀 legitimately i am dying !!!!#ig what hurts me the most that it was smth i was willing to fight for or talk abt to see if we were on the same page or were our heart lied #or like .. idk im just hurt at the fact that for him all of that was just smth to throw away. not even worthy of talking abt or simply #not even giving me a chance bc i know that time's running out but the fact that #he didnt even find it worthy enough to give a chance TALKING abt.#also what hurts me so fkn bad is that if i didnt force myself to go against my avpd and try to ask i wouldnt know anything #bc he doesnt tell me anything of that stuff and he didnt the first time either and im like #i truly am so pathetic letting someone have so much power over me just bc i love them and want them so bad #when im only a speckle of dust in their life #like ..... what is wrong with me? both bc why cant i ever be loved #EVERYBODY else always has someone!!!! i NEVER do!!! and like idk #and this is worse than a crush bc h actually talked to me and told me things and said things and it was real #(to me)#and then just stopped and i didnt know what i did and it could never be talked abt either and it just suckssssss #like why am i so fucking deeply and incredibly unlovable and worthless and not worth anything??????? not even a talk???? like wtf

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hamartia-grander · 6 months

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Wtf kinda resident evil spaces are y'all in that it's common to see someone "lament" Leon losing his job as a c*p. Maybe leave those places asap.

#Literally I've only ever seen one post ab it and it was just them saying smthn like “in another au Leon had a perfect first day”#Supposed to be sad ab his trauma or whatever #But even still most everyone in the comments was like no lol. Acab.#Like idk I feel like if you're seeing an overwhelming support for p*lice in an online environment you should leave it. Immediately.#Cater your tags better. Block people. Etc.#Also like. Not to state the obvious but y'all will whinge when people don't understand Leon's incessant need to help ppl no matter what #But when I say that Leon is still in the BOW workforce because he - subconsciously or not - does in fact choose to be #Y'all get mad.#Do you understand even if the govt never had a hold on him he would've eventually joined the DSO or at least some kinda BOW fighting Corp??#Do you understand he refuses to quit of his own volition bc BOWs still exist and still terrorise innocent people #And his stupid captain america complex won't let him leave so long as there's even one more person left to save #His compassion being his biggest strength AND weakness is literally such an awesome thing but y'all ignore it #Bc you wanna pretend Leon is serving against his will :'((( he's a poow wittol baby who can't escape :'(((#Get a brain.

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weregonnabecoolbeans · 6 months

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I watched Ani BEFORE I was a star wars fan and loved it because I love starkid

Now that star wars has consumed my brain I’m scared for what this musical will do to me the next time I watch it

#the show is filled with obscure star wars references that i absolutely did not understand #so as i watched and read more star wars every time i came across a fact that I remembered being mentioned from ani #i was like ooooohhhh #mara jade? i literally only know the version of her from this silly little parody #i cannot watch aotc without hearing the haunted by the kiss song #like it plays in my head EVERY TIME i watch that movie #obi wan says only a sith deals in absolutes? i think of them pointing out how contradictory that is in the bar scene #i also genuinely think that obi wan in Ani is the funniest thing I have ever seen and Nick Lang is just…so good #like I thought it was hilarious before I even cared about star wars and now obi wan is my all time favourite and I think back at that scene #and its just so good #we declared war! in the name of peace!…right?#we’re the light side they’re the dark side #they believe in love we forbid it!#can’t forget..he was fighting a war against himself over control of a galaxy that he already had control of #anyways i love starkid #and i love star wars #and i love ani a parody #star wars #obi wan kenobi #starkid #team starkid #ani #ani a parody #ben kenobi #kate's post

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hulloitsdani · 1 month

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Welp I had max dragon flowers on Altina for two minutes.

#Dragon flower economy is so bad. Even worse when I decided to build Askr trio lmao #It’s tough to be free to play out here #I had Alfonse and Sharena maxed. I was halfway through Anna.#I have been slowly building it for… a very long time :)#I seriously can’t recall the last time I wasn’t dumping all of them into Askr trio + Brave Veronica #Fun facts; Altina is my favorite unit in the game. I adore how she plays. I love a unit with a gimmick #So much so that I slapped Alfonse with brazen Atk/Def for similar health gimmick and haven’t changed it since #God I miss when that was broken as shit. I genuinely used him in Aether raids for a while.#With summoner support he has a monster of a health bar that would help him to survive getting his ass beat. Then he would become A Menace.#Honestly building Askr trio is how I have fun with this game #Not because my builds are good. But because it makes clearing story mode a fucking NIGHTMARE #NO RESISTANCE ON THESE UNITS LETS GOOOOOO #Clearing boards in PVE with these guys is the real hard mode of this game and I live for it.#Wanna know true hell? All four units must survive.#Exaggerating but it is fun. Makes the fights against gods a bit more visceral. Hel’s final map was *rough* with these guys.#I should document some of my Askr trio runs. Maybe show off my silly builds too.

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dutybcrne · 9 months

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As far as the people of Mondstadt are concerned, what happened that night of Diluc's eighteenth birthday in terms of the results of The Confrontation between Diluc and Kaeya, is instead a fabrication that a grief-stricken Kaeya had recklessly tried to clear a domain on his own only to be attacked and hurt by a Pyro Abyss Mage. The only reason he survived was being blessed with his Cryo Vision.

Each and every time the lie is brought up, especially in the Angel's Share, Kaeya feels the urge to find that 'Domain' and lock himself in it.

#hc; kaeya #//Those of the church are aware it was NOT in fact a domain excursion; but he Refused to tell them what it actually was #//Many had/have their suspicions; but with how highly Kae held Diluc; many of them dismissed such concerns #//Lisa; Varka; Jean; and Seamus are the only people outside of the Dawn Winery folks at the time who know the Truth behind his injuries #//And ONLY Varka and Adelinde are aware him being Khaenri'ahn had any part to play in it (Kae's not aware Lisa knows too)#//But Kae adamantly Refused to let Diluc be faulted for any of it. Did everything he could to ensure it #//Definitely made it clear that anybody who acted on it in his name would be someone he'd detest and retaliate against #//Made it clear again when Diluc came back; though Jean had no intentions to #//Was she upset; yes. But with how Kae framed himself and the ordeal; she's torn on how to feel about their fight in general #//She doesn't Know exactly why they fought; Kae keeps saying it was Personal and to 'ask Diluc' if she really wants to know #//But she does know both were definitely hurting that night; and she was only able to really help ONE of them #//Ack; veered off course #//But yeah #//Kaeya will NOT ever willingly tell anyone that Diluc hurt him otherwise; and never ONCE resented him for it; either #//If Diluc himself were to try and take blame; Kaeya would Lose His Fucken Marbles and refute him most avidly #//One of the fastest and Only ways Diluc can actually bring Kaeya to genuine Anger #//Luc can insult and push him away all he wants; can even hurt him again if he wanted to #//But that? No; Kaeya would NOT stand for Diluc taking any blame; even from himself #//HE was the one who pushed Luc; HE was the one who approached him while grieving. Thus HE deserves all the blame for what happened #//That's what he thinks. And no one can hope to convince him otherwise. Except maybe Diluc himself #//But that'd take communication skills and emotional vulnerability that neither are equipped nor ready for as they are #//Whoops; veered again lol #//If Kae out of nowhere brings That up and blames Luc/acts in anger of him for it; just KNOW that smth is up

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mielicy · 3 months

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no bc if remus had written like a manifesto or smthn right after school instead of disappearing for months at a time w greybacks pack i bet they woulda won the war. like that would have solved everything. lupin writing.

#but noooo all the adults around them were too caught up in the status quo #fckn dumbledore #this is why i hate harry potter the war is so fucking stupid #all these guys do is fight. wHERE ARE THE WRITERS???? remus is the PERFECT CHARACTER to explore that with #and then later we could see hermione finding his essays or smthn like IMAGINE #harry potter and the revolution woulda been amazing but jkr isnt capable of smthn like that #isnt it curious that this entire series revolves around fighting fascism #yet communism and other revolutionary ideas are repeatedly written off as a joke #what if i wrote this #marauders #remus lupin #ALSO THE FACT THAT HE WAS THE DEFENCE AGAINST THE DARK ARTS TEACHER?????#dude. he would have had communist theory packed into thos lessons #im right #god i love him

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arolesbianism · 5 months

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Thinks oh so hard abt the spiraling upwards clan founders, especially the birchclan founders. Silly lil kitties who's pasts are drenched in blood with the primary regret of not drawing it sooner

#rat rambles #oc posting #warriors posting #spiraling upwards #long story short they had a shitty awful terrible leader who sucked absolutely ass and they tore him to shreds #I mean that literally they pinned him onto the mountain side and slashed and mauled the shit out of him so hard that his lives evaporated #and several of the cats involved in that scene are sill alive and major parts of the story and I love them #oh also the cat that pinned him through a stab through the throat was his own daughter btw everyone hated his ass so much #and for good reason get his ass #alas in the main story I dont rly get to go too deep into how he harmed everyone involved mostly just three main ones #aka bristlestar because shes murtlepaw's ghost mom dawncrackle because hes also haunting murtle and gullspot because shes bristle's kit #so basically all the flashbacks we get involve those three in some form or another #honeystar was also there and involved but Im not currently planning on having her rly talk abt that #most of her more modern angst is the fact that she was forced into leadership against her will #and shes been alive long enough that shes been leading birchclan far longer than she ever lived in her old clan #but she did go through a lot of shit before birchclan was founded and it definitely shaped her a lot #she used to be a very determined and high spirited lil kitty cat who tried to be optimistic #but her family began to slowly be picked off one by one by both the old leader and the one whod later get evicerated #some of the older cats around her hoped it make her back down from her revelutionary ideas but she noticed that and it backfired on them #instead of being worn down to submission she became absolutely Furious and began to lash out more and become more demanding #it got to the point that she really only had two friends in the entire clan and one of them was her aunt whod later also die after coming #out abt having witnessed the leader killing his own kits #that was the final fucking straw for her and she was fully on board when bristle and dawn started looking for cats to join their rebellion #she did get rly frustrated with them as they waited patiently for the right moment but her remaining bestie kept her from going apeshit #so once the big fight finally broke out she was more than eager to join the hoard of cats chasing the bastard upwards #now unlike some of the other cats involved this legitimately actually made her feel a lot better for a while #for the first time in ages she finally felt like she could be optimistic abt smth again and was excited abt the idea of leaving this place #she had lost so much in this damn place since she was an apprentice and just wanted to finally be able to rest easy #but once they got to their new territory and set up camp things went south real fast as a flood fucked everything up #and after losing the only cat she had left in her life and losing her tail and being made deputy on top of that she deteriorated quickly

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astralmarionette · 8 months

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now that im finished with gatsby i just have to like write down my thoughts and then make them all cute and neat and stuff then im gonna start gone with the wind

#dorian reads classics #great gatsby <3 #im still thinking abt this btw like idk if ill be able to focus in class due to gatsby #i really #i love the story of two lonely souls who find a strange comfort in being lonely together while one has accepted his fate of solitude and #is grateful when the occasional person comes into his life for whatever short chapter theyll feature in and the other soul actively attempt #to fight against his fate of solitude (all this while Nick honestly could have gotten away from his solitude by being friends #with Tom and Daisy and Jordan yet in the end he decides to stick with his only true companion) while Gatsby falls farther and farther #from his goal of being happy (or what he perceives as happiness because that's all he's known and all his mind can accept as happiness) wit #Daisy. IM SICK.#its really sad that in the very end when it all really truly matter Nick was the only one to stay by his side #and even sicker that Nick couldn't even bear to stay in a West Egg that didnt have Gatsby in it #like ??? what was Francis THINKING when he wrote this OUGH #he had to know that neurodivergent little creatures would overthink and analyze the crap out of it....#AND HONESTLY GATSBY HURTS ALOT MORE WHEN YOU THINK ABT THE FACT THAT FRANCIS LIVED THIS #this is HIS life he wrote this FROM EXPERIENCE and that hurts sosososo much #like people really only care for you when you can offer them something....

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vaugarde · 1 year

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i feel bad for any pmmm fan following me just now bc like i love literally everything ive read and watched so far except for magireco and thats what im watching rn

#should play more portable to even that out #actually i still have no idea what the fandom consensus on the magireco anime is #i feel like ive barely seen content relating to the actual plot #my main issues are just that theres wayyyy too many characters to keep up with #and also that the plot feels like it was written by someone who thought kyubey had a point #and that the girls are indeed stupid and weak for making contracts and wanting to not be witches #when. ik people complain about that in the main anime but that was all demonized in the original #kyubey was. pretty blatantly in the wrong and the girls do make bad choices and hurt each other sure #but its because of their own situation and that theyre all pitted against each other bc of the system #and also kyubey literally preys on them at their worst moments like he gets sayaka despite her rejecting #he pressures madoka into it like he doesnt have a point hes just interested in exploiting the girls #and the ending of the anime is basically madoka getting a one up on him and going ''fuck you i WILL change our fate''#rewriting the literal laws of the world to save girls everywhere #and then magireco shits on that and goes ''ok but like girls who dont want to be witches are weak bitches lmao''#''oh yachiyo is a girlboss and a hardass because she sucks it up and accepts it while mifuyu is pathetic #because she has the audacity to not want to fight until she dies or becomes a monster to be tortured #also yachiyo mocks her and calls her weak for this and while she regrets it mifuyu reaffirms that shes right and a boss unlike her #shes a GOOD magical girl who knows she fucked up and owns up to it while mifuyu is a wimp. this is good writing.''#like the fact that they had to twist and bend the magias to be a cult and do these horrifying things to justify the whole #''oh the fate of us sucks but trying to escape it is the cowards way out'' thing #which like. yeah im sure thats the point but they keep hammering in that yachiyo is a girlboss for her stance basically #god. the climax of this better save this for me lol. the action is good the editing is good #its just the writing makes me want to eat rocks #echoed voice

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lvicevlk · 9 months

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MLC questions because my memory is failing me

A) Does anyone know if there was ever an in story reason given for why Di Feisheng doesn't kill women?

B) I vaguely recall seeing/hearing that Di Feisheng was also poisoned in the battle 10 years back but I can't recall where or when I did, can anyone point me in that direction?

C) I cannot for the life of me remember if we were given any information at all about the third of the Three Kings. Did I just completely blank on this or did they really give us nothing?

#mysterious lotus casebook #di feisheng #I'm like 90% sure the meta reason for A is roughly 'we need Jiao Liqiao to survive this action he would definitely have killed her for'#and honestly anything along the lines of 'he thinks women are weak' doesn't really square against the fact that he apparently had 12 women #of enough recognized and respected rank in Jinyuan that jlq decided she hated them personally for his apparent regard of them #we also see a lot of women fighters among Jinyuan ranks in the first flashback so any sort of misogyny angle doesn't really make sense?#and to be frank if dfs imposed any binary division on the population I'm pretty sure the categories would be 'fighter' and 'non fighter'#like. he's clearly aware of gender but I don't ever get the sense that it's much of a factor in how he evaluates people?#and B seems like truth because it's pretty clear that both dfs and lxy were supposed to die/vanish in that fight #sgd's entire takeover plan kinda hinged on both of them being removed from the picture and how else was he going to make sure it happened?#and given the way we see dfs heal in the show him being poisoned is also the only thing that explains why it took him 10 years to recover #he bounces back from injury absurdly fast he shoulda been out of that cave in like a month tops unless something was interfering

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grapecaseschoices · 11 months

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Did I miss a chapter in kendis lore? Who's austyn? 👁️👁️🫣🫣

I also had another question where do u find such gorgeous face claims? And how do u come up with such great oc designs? 👀👀

you're so cute. Kendis lore 233we q<3

Well, since you asked [and I don't get to talk about austyn a lot] Okay, so TL;DR TIME.

Og, OG Kendis - Kendis Crawford Gagne - lost her mom. Rather young from cancer [if I recall right]. It definitely impacted her a lot. However, when I ended up playing Kendis in another RP game, I really liked the backstory we [me and her older Ben's wrietr] had for the mom [we ended up getting her played too for a bit which was FUN!] i was like what if she lived~~ But I also wanted the impact of lost in Kendis' history [bc im unimaginative and couldn't think of another trauma point --- though I ended up doiing so, but that's another story], I came up with Austyn.

Austyn Blanchard basically - or actually - was Kendis' first love. But she died when Kendis was eighteen thanks to drunk driving [I can't remembebr if I said Austyn's or the other driver's. probably both]. Austyn was very much teen Kendis' opposite? In a sense that her family was wealthy - where as Kendis' had been lower middle class and was moving toward middle middle by the time Kendis came around/grew older - and popular ... where as Kendis' mother was seen as an outsider and that weird witch woman. Because she was bi and Kendis' parents were polyam.

Anyway they weren't in each other's circle but came to know each other bc Kendis babysat Austyn's younger sibs. They fell in love but it was hard for Kendis to say the L world and Austyn could never publicly date a woman because her parents were super christian, and a face of that community. [They had plans of being together after HS!!] But then Austyn died. LMAO.

It's in part why Kendis ended up going through to medical school, because that had been their dream. Austyn as a lawyer and Kendis as a doctor [for KCG it had been bc her mom's death. Death leading to healing and ambitions etc etc]

Anyway, it DEVASTATED Kendis. And if it wasn't for her brother Ben -- yikes. Anyway, they moved past it but they also ... kinda didn't lmao.

[I also played around with the idea that Austyn might've been the reincarnated love of Kendis' past life*. But I never settled on it because I'm not a big fan of soulmates.]

If you want to be sad, here is their playlist. And their tag.

[I shall answer your question in another post bc this shit is long.]

#*fun fact he died as well lmao #kendis x austyn #insight: kendis crawford louel #anon #grapecase answers #austyn was WASP -- except she was ... half asian #and that [as well as her being queer] is something i think she felt she had to ... live up ... against?#also her being the oldest daughter [if i remember right] and her family being in a position of power and prestige #a lot was on her shoulders #it is kind of tragic #kendis' 'unrealized' first love #mutual pining to a different level #if i recall correctly they had a big fight before austyn died #roflmaqawe #lmao bc im a mean clown #long post #i do have two austyn lives aus tho #one in an opposite world with opp kendis #and a sorta revised canon a friend and i chatted about but didn't do much with. it would've ended up in a polyam #tho i do have a playlist for them too but it's a mess #it's still in my heart tho

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fionnaskyborn · 1 year

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#it's about people who have gone through events that are uncannily similar but have dealt it both the events and the aftermath in #drastically different ways. one of them was surrounded by people who didn't look and sometimes didn't act the part but ultimately meant #only well and the other only had one person who cared about him near him and not even that person was in a good enough place to give him #that sort of empowerment‚ the strength to try and fight against impossible odds and an inescapable situation #and i've seen takes (don't remember where) that state that rai is ultimately so much stronger than v because he managed to free himself #from the shackles of his assigned fate whereas v 'failed' to do so but like... i believe that v is equally as strong for just... existing.#and maybe the world would've been better off if he had died as soon as he learned the truth but he lived because he wanted to see a better #world and believed that him being stripped of his identity was a small price to pay for a better world but what makes him even stronger in #my eyes is the fact that he KEPT LIVING even when he realized that there was no way to make things better from his position as much as he #wanted to and when he saw that everything was going to hell and that he was doomed to just... stay there and be trapped and be forced to #work for ideas that directly oppose his own #and DESPITE ALL OF IT‚ HE KEPT HIMSELF ALIVE (until nato called and said ''hey bibo if you don't respond to the allegations we will nuke #your house'' (referring to V's OH) and bibo just. did not answer. and threw v under the bus and let him die like he was nothing #like i need you to understand this man has the mental resolve of joy herself but you aren't ready for that talk #look point is i think that if they were to ever meet rai would initially not like v at all and couldn't exactly pinpoint why he doesn't #like him - he's polite‚ relatively kind‚ a bit sassy at times‚ and really quiet‚ which in a way mirrors his own mannerisms - so he has no #clue as to why he /doesn't like him at all/ (and of course rai being rai would be polite in turn but he'd never be earnestly amiable)#UNTIL one of them tries to start a conversation about more mundane topics like music or movies and as they exchange opinions rai realizes #that he really doesn't have to bother with the whole thing about resolve and determination to pursue your own goals and differences in #ideologies and that he can just talk to this guy as if he were one of his friends from nyc from back when life was relatively normal #(aka before big shell and when the memories of his past were artificially surpressed HMM PARALLELS YES)#in conclusion v is less anti-raiden and more the second coming of joy and also the two of them would (eventually) be friends and talk about #film and music. rai would absolutely DIG some of the 80's stuff v listens to. thank you for joining me on yet another episode of 'insanity #with fionna'#zeta gear tag #i wrote a lot here and i've made some good points so in the tag it goes

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