#imma figure it out ig
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the worst thing about changing your name is the paperwork and processes u gotta go thru. the best part is your name! worth it but damn
#it also costs money#but here i didnt have to go to court in front of a judge so yay!#but trying to get my name on school records has been daunting for so long#i went today in person and it went well and its almost all settled but#i just got refered to one department when that department is the one who told me to speak to the other so#🙃#imma figure it out ig#o
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"I'll dream each night of some version of you that I might not have, but I did not lose."
#the further away you are from your screen the better this looks hahaha#please can someone help me how to draw faces bc I think that was a bad choice#I'll try again another day though#new tablet I love you#harry potter#wolfstar#sirius black#sirius orion black#remus john lupin#remus lupin#azkaban#hp fanart#terrible fanart#okay not a tag but imma make it one until i learn this properly :D#I don't think it's the worst#but it's sure missing things I can't quite figure out how to put in#hp marauders#marauders#dead gay wizards#the marauders#marauders era#I'll try for an outline first#fanart#because I'm a fan and it involved a digital paintbrush so ig it's fan art :')#I just wanted a day off writing#noah kahan
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despair
hiii hello yes it's me the guy that started drawing bible stuff for no reason I'm back uwu
I did done a jesus design here's some other sketches of He:
anyways I watched + read "the last days of judas iscariot" simultaneously this morning (and by this morning I mean at 3am in the morning and then sleep for 2 hours before having to wake up I am so fuckin tired lmaoo) and then just
fuckin
chew on the near end stuff (predictable I know) but also like
it's interesting lol
I'm not really verse in any kinda religious stuff (I'm atheist my whole life and will probably continue to be atheist) so i can't tell you if anything related to religion in the play is accurate but liek
the difference between this version of judas vs jcs judas and how those differences change bits n pieces of the story is interesting uwu
anyways sth sth the black halo in this instance represents despair and how judas is trapped in it in the end and while jesus is there the halo fractured and becomes those spiky things but it still lingers around judas and ultimately return back into being a halo just like how judas went back into catatonia
sth sth I will chew their small (but real fuckin juicy) interaction into mush that shit is so good to me
also I love saint monica and mary m lol shout out to them
also also this was the production I watched + where the poses came from
screenshots I used:
side note I love how they execute the set lol such a versatile lil set and use of lighting to convey different places n emotions n shit I love I stan
#bible fanart#the last days of judas iscariot#fanart#judas iscariot#jesus christ#jesus x judas#judas x jesus#my art#so that's last days off the list ig now i only have corpus christi#also i also done mary m's design but now I'm stumped with what to do with the apostles#tried to do simon the zealot and none of the sketches got the vibe i am screaming#it's fine I'll figure sth out#meanwhile imma draw jedas stuff uwu#I think that's all uwu
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Also I should say maturing is fucking real. I avoided this blog cause I remember how I used to think and act when I was 16 17 18. It was bad. I’m just hang out by myself now and not gonna throw fits because of stupid shit.
Still leave me alone and also fall in a hole if you ship incest tho lol that’s not changing
#it speaks#I’ve learned to genuinely not expect fame and followers from fandom spaces anymore lol#took like fucking 8 years to figure it out ig but whatever#imma make my shit and not care
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yeah no i give up the blades of frontier dragon whatever quest is bugged for me so i cant finish it im just going to kill the brain now this is annoying the shit out of me
#it’s the courage one#elemental turn never ends#figured out how to get past that with quick save#quicksave lets me combat them but doesn’t count the turns#so ig never lowers from four#it’s a literal never ending battle#lyriumsings txt#so imma just go
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Mfs can't understand a blunt mf they always gotta try and read between the lines or straight up deny the words you're saying and deny how you feel
#I just woke up so Imma overshare without worrying abt it lmao#like yeah people should be wary there are some messed up people out there but like#I'm being straight up with you I do not have the energy to keep up a lie and I just think it is much easier to have clear communication#people just instantly assume that I'm up to something or not being sincere they don't even give me a chance#bcuz if they did they would instantly be able to tell that I am just like that and I am being as straight up as I possibly can#people just aren't use to that ig#¯\_(ツ)_/¯ that's why I just assume everyone is telling the truth to me and if they did lie my trust in them would break thru those lies#they will eventually tell me the truth if they feel they can trust me and if they don't then that is their business#if someone spends all their time formulating lies for me then that is /their/ energy wasted. not mine lmao#just like let go bro it ain't a big deal to just say stuff straight up you just gotta figure out the right ways to say stuff is all#ya just gotta be real with urself and sometimes shit it confusing af and that is normal brains tend to just fuck around#situations aren't black and white so you might seem hypocritical but again that's life#the best you can do is show how you feel thru actions when words fail you#and people might not understand you but at least you know how you are and you either accept it or make efforts to get better#~.~ me when I get too into it listen I got a little sibling who doesn't understand lots of stuff like I'm trying to teach them things#so I kinda go into this mode a lot of just like trying to explain stuff mostly abt understanding emotions and that other people feel things#I also talk abt this stuff with my other sibling but they are older so it's usually a lot of trying to figure out brain stuff#and trying to come to an understand etc etc I like to talk about these types of things and I might not have all the answer but like#I try. it doesn't work for everyone but hopefully it can at least help people discover what DOES help them#like it might seem like I value honesty a lot but I honestly don't care if people lie to me that is their business ✌️😋#like it only bothers me when it's obvious like Oh I didn't put that dish there I put it somewhere else Well buddy ur the only other person#who else did it or like Oh I didn't say anything I didn't say a word and it's like Buddy I know you did it just own up it's over with#people lie a lot in an attempt to avoid getting in trouble and specifically people getting angry at them but like I'm not the type to argue#I'm not gonna get mad and if I do I'll cool down pretty easily as long as we actually talk things out but like I don't get mad often#I don't really mind most things like if you talk shit behind my back that's not my business lmao just goes to show ur own character#like so many things are not my problem and simply show ur own judge of character#if you don't like me simply don't talk to me 😌 it's really not a big deal I don't mind at all#anyway I ramble... I could likely ramble more but I assume Imma run outta tag space soon
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me: i dont really want more sideblogs
also me: what if i made a dawn blog to sometimes post like those blogs acting like pokemon are real 👉👈
#IT JUST SOUNDS LIKE FUN#idk if i will or not but. imma save a url for now#if i do it it probably wont be very active. itd just be sporadic posting every once in a while with short posts probably#wouldnt be an ask blog like my kurama blog. tho ig i could answer asks sometimes if i feel like it. but it wouldnt be the focus#esp since my dawn canon is kinda fuzzy. i have a lot of nostalgic feelings about traveling sinnoh but i cant recall a lot of specific mems#btw if anyone actually wants to follow it while i figure out if im gonna actually use it or not- the blog is dawn-hikari
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fun fact!! it turns out that now when u make a new blog, tumblr forces you to follow 3-4 people before you can change your icon or modify your blog in any way!! this, of course, means that, yes, some of the "potential bots" many of us have been automatically blocking could have possibly been genuine new users who were only just seconds in to having an account!!! tumblr is literally screwing new users over!!!!
#anyway sorry to new users but imma keep blocking blank blogs. figure it out ig#shout out to staff youre really making this site easier to use lol/s#also like. no offense it shouldnt take that long. like sure maybe it was blank when u followed me but if im checking tumblr at the end of#the day and shit and you followed me awhile ago like lmao u had time to fix it#im not doin that shit where i like purposefully wait a full 24hrs to block u im blocking a blank blog when i see it
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And like maybe I’m stressed about this hurricane so that’s where the babbling is from but I remember being so stressed about how I’d dress and what I’d explain to ppl post top surgery and it’s like. You literally id’d as queer like 3 years ago to avoid this bro just say u felt like it and move on
#and Imma dress the same ig#i dont dress any specific type of way#but I was thinking about my coworkers and it was like a slap across the face#me slapping me across the face#Ur thinking about not doing this bc of some COWORKERS#say you felt like doing it and move on you don’t gotta explain shit to nobody#like same with my sexuality one of my coworkers just figured it out#i didn’t say shit#he thought I was a lesbian at first and then he very respectfully asked in detail#older black man btw#and he was like ‘oh understandable’#he tried to ask about my label specified pan bisexual#just shrugged man I like what I like#HIM FINDING OUT MY TYPE OVER TIME IS HILARIOUS#‘so there’s no too big but there is too small’#like. oh. yeah lmao
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also bc i wanted to see if op was still sentenced to the shadow realm and. yeah
#idk why tumblr has beef but. ig it does#anyway ive spent WAY too long thinking about this and trying to figure it out. imma crash#not blocked. and blocking/unblocking didnt fix the issue. if i follow them then it shows but if not then its hidden. tried that repeatedly#its not a mobile issue bc its happening on the comp as well. i have no idea why tumblrs doing that. i assume they fucked w something
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You should definitely not get dizzy from being on your period that's heavy bleeding. It's normal ti feel tired or irritable, but light headednessi s more extreme.
yeah its 100% like. not often when that happens, but when I was having my regular period, it would happen on what I considered my real "heavy days" of bleeding
when which I would hit max capacity of a max night pad all the way up to my ass in thickness like. every hour, which means for a normal thick day pad that'd be a change every 30 minutes. so i just simply stayed home the 1-3 days it happened the odd times it did
but being on birth control regularly I thankfully dodge that typically?
...until my body decides that its super woman time (derogatory) several years in and gets over my level of birth control and it like. no longer works lmfao.
so im going though one of those periods (literally) right now, and these are kinda always a mystery, but maybe it'll be a real average one. it seems to be so far, having to change a pad every two hours is. pretty normal i think?
#it was kind of implied to me there are like 3 levels of birth control and this being the second time my bodys super womaned#means im progressing to the highest level so if in a couple of years my body decides to do this AGAIN idk what in the fresh fuck imma do#but ill figure that out if/when i get there ig???#clarification: when i mean hit max capacity i mean like where i sit on the pad is soaked its not like entirely blood red 2 the bottom#but not like from front to ass kind of full#i think id die if i sat in a pad that long not even toxic shock but just ick itd get me
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my life just got so much scarier yesterday and i haven’t rlly processed it
#in neg city#like i knew my contract was gonna be up soon but no one had rlly made any indication as to when#like i was trying to figure out if i still had july but nope! apparently not#even tho july is the 6th month idk jvndcjckfnjf#but no as of yesterday i know i have only one week left and then i’m unemployed again -__-#and ig it’s like. could be scarier bc i’ll have like my employment agency to help me find work but still#who knows if they’ll be able to find anything and then it’s a matter of seeing if it fits me#and then the pay like what if the pay is shit i need it to pay about as much as i earn now or else i’ll be in a deficit#and food stamps is kind of worked out but also i don’t fucking know????? and i’m scared??????#i just don’t wanna do this shit anymore imma be real
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BLUE LOCK ADDITIONAL TIME!!
Tw: reader is known for being very tired and exhausted all the time + also savage i think.
”is _______ sleeping?”
”looks dead to me.”
”should we wake them up?”
”Nah let's just dump them with water- like they did to us”
”Do you seriously want to dump a bucket of water on ________? Have some dignity, raichi!”
” does my face look like i gave a damn?”
I. Team Z
As team Z gathers around your sleeping figure on the cold floor, the other was figuring out what to do with you sleeping as bachira's hand sneaking up to hold your face gently before.....
SLAP!
A loud smack ringing into the team Z walls, the other quickly to turn their heads to meet with bachira's hand that has made contact with your left cheek that has now printed with red hand mark- that belongs to him-
” woah... _______ still asleep! Looks like they gave no sign of waking up sooner too!”
”BACHIRA!!”
”what? I was curious.”
II. Second selection
” You look tired.” niko tilted his head to look at your poor expression of choice.
”mhhmmm fine.. I've to walk back and forth because shidou's fought someone- I'm going to dieee-” you groaned tirelessly.
”hmm shidou?" He questioned.
” just a random player here. You'll meet him someday. He's nuts.”
”I see...” he hummed while staring at his feet.
” What do you see?” you grin widening hearing his comment.
”huh? Oh. Haha. Not funny” he looked up to you under his bangs as his lips form a small smile understanding your humour very well.
Well this isn't so bad ain't it?
III. WORLD FIVE
”should i visit Harajuku or Kyoto?" Pablo asked.
”i don't know...stop asking me about places- I barely stepped outside of my own house..” you snickered.
”tell me where to find some ladies in kimonos?" Adam Blake chipped in as well making you more uncomfortable than you already were.
”..uhh i don't know maybe Kyoto? i heard they're popular with that...? Am i a tourist council or something?” you sighed.
V. U-20 VS BLUE LOCK
The Itoshi Sae is staring at your soul. You could tell even though you're staring at something else you could feel his eyes piercing on your back- goodness he's scary. No wonder he got haters...
” hey uhm.. Itoshi. Sorry about shidou earlier.” you turned to face him.
".... it's fine.”
” okay...”
It was the most awkward conversation you had with someone. You probably will avoid itoshi sae.
....
A/n : that's all ig sorry for disappearing. Alright imma head back to hibernation again who knows i might even won't wake up (*・~・*) might as well be dead for awhile. Take care of yourself! Make sure to eat and drink! Don't starve yourself to death! Stay healthy! Bye.
#bllk x reader#blue lock#blue lock x reader#bllk#bllk x you#blue lock nagi#nagi seishiro x reader#nagi x reader#bllk kaiser#kaiser x reader#bllk sae#sae itoshi#shidou x reader#blue lock sae#sae x reader#isagi x you#blue lock isagi#blue lock fluff#idk how to tag this#idk what else to tag#idk man#idk what im doing
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PICOS SCHOOL DESIGN DUMP
Pico
So, I decided that my previous designs for a lot of these characters are going to be more-so their designs during the events of the Pico’s School games. So when they were kids. Like, some will be a bit different, but for the most part, that’s how it is. So then these new designs are them as adults.
When trying to figure out Pico’s design, I didn’t know how I wanted his outfit in this new design to differ from his previous. Cuz like, that’s already the perfect Pico fit. But then I realized “omg, it’d be so much funnier if I DIDN’T change it.” Cuz he is definitely the type of mf to be wearing the same clothes he’s had since middle school.
Like, Cass or Nin come back for a rematch, and they both look super different, and then they look at Pico and he looks NO DIFFERENT than last time they saw him.
Darnell
I immediately broke my rule with the previous designs with Darnell, cuz I just really liked the previous design’s outfit and was like “eh, imma use that for his adult design, and just change the kid design.”
I imagine he got that varsity jacket like, custom made, and it was like super fuckin expensive. But like, when he got it, he decided “wait, I don’t want the sleeves” and just ripped them off 💀
Can’t have long sleeves when you’re always working with fire ig.
Nene
I think Nene is the one I’ve drawn in alt. outfits the most. What can I say, I just really like drawing her and messing around with her clothes. So I had a lot of previous pieces of mine I could look back on for reference.
The main change that isn’t outfit related is her hair. I just decided to dick around and see what looked good, and landed on that. I think it looks pretty good, idk.
Also, gave her a WWJD bracelet cuz sometimes I forget she’s Christian and I thought it was funny.
Reminded me of this one stupid idea I had, featuring my very headcanoned version of the G-Squad:
Like, the G-Squad are doing their whole cult thing, worshipping the Peniliens, when the Pico trio burst in, and Nene says something like “THERE IS ONLY ONE LORD AND SAVIOR, AND HIS NAME IS JESUS CHRIST.”
And then they kick their asses, idk.
Also, here, them as kids. Pico just got spikier as he got older
Okay, time for some antags 💥💥💥
Cassandra
She was actually the first redesign I made in this batch.
Main change: Beard. I just sorta wanted to make the Penilien duo more androgynous. I imagine that they don’t really care about transitioning that much, since they don’t have the same gender roles and stereotypes as humans. Just “I’m [insert gender here], that’s it.” Also, I just think Cass slayed with a beard.
I also wanted to incorporate shapes from their alien forms more into their human disguises. So I gave Cass these big sleeve things to sorta emulate the big bulky arms she has in her true form.
One of her pincers is also chipped. This comes from the fact that in Pico’s School, one of her horn-hair things is shorter than the other, and I wanted to find a way to incorporate that.
Damien
I don’t think there’s much to say here that I have already said while talking about Cassandra.
I imagine Damien does less to hide his alien features, since he has a huge superiority complex and thinks Peniliens are superior anyways, so like, why hide his true colors? Why hide what makes him greater than everyone around him?
So yeah, that’s why he keeps his tail out.
Nin
YIPPEE, HEAVYILY HEADCANONED CHARACTER TIME‼️‼️
So Nin differs with the whole “previous design is them as a kid” thing, cuz he doesn’t really age past his age in Pico’s School. Cuz bro dies.
(Also, quick HC timeline: Pico 1 and “Pico 2” (the conflict with the robo-kids) both take place in middle school, while what I call “Pico 3” (the conflict with the G-Squad) happens in high school. So that’s why Nin appears less child-like; he’s a high schooler)
So like, I hc that when Pico killed Nin, Nin pulled some necromancy bullshit and revived HIMSELF. Cuz idk, that feels like some bullshit Pico’s School would pull.
So now he’s undead. His hair also sorta resembles horns cuz it’s sorta to symbolize his devotion to the Peniliens. If y’all are interested in hearing all the HCs I have for the G-Squad (or just PS in general), I might share more at a later date.
That’s all for now tho.
Bonus:
My color palettes for these fuckers. They’re all named after the MSI songs I associate with each of them. I do not support MSI, I just really like the music and it reminds me of Pico’s School for some reason, so I always listen to a lot of it whenever I get sucked back into this fandom
#ashedwings post#ashedwings art#ashedwings ramble#picos school nene#picos school cassandra#pico’s school#picos school#pico's school#picos school darnell#picos school pico#pico’s cousin 2 damien#pico’s cousin 2#pico’s school g squad#darnell pico’s school#nene pico's school#pico pico's school#cassandra pico's school#Wingz!NG AU#ashedwings design
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How would SMG3 react to SMG4 wearing a dress after getting forced to wear one?
Here you go fellow Anon >:3! [->The comic they were referencing<- Ig u can call it a Part 1?]
Also added some commentary/ behind the scenes? Whatever issa called >.> below if u wanna check that out ^w^ OH and the full version without the cuts. It woudn't have a nice resolution so I had to chop it up :/ Sadge
Imma actually a lil embarrassed of Part1[?], that comic issa still my creation so I love it ether way~ Issa funny looking back at it (yes I know this was like a month ago and not THAT old). I was still figuring out how to draw Four and Three. The way I draw Three's facial hair now is so much better issa unreal X_x
It was also fun making up a continuation that was somewhat sensible. Making a part 2 also meant I could fix some things I wasn't into much. Like actually making Four suffer some consequences!
Oh and lil fun facts: The og/pt1 was colored on my ACTUAL tablet unlike other drawings I posted here! /ᐠ。ꞈ。ᐟ\
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so…
about this human verse you got…
how does Al fit into all of this? Is that where Vaggie got the spell or is the gang she’s a part of also a monster hunter org?
This is Alastor's human design! I wanted him to give off a old money rich vibe. I didn't look up a reference for old money attire 😭 i jjst looked at some randim char from a show i watched that kinda gave off Alastor vibes. This may change but tbh I kinda like it the way it is. Altho one day I may change my mind <3 lore drops under cut!!
(Sorry if he doesn't look like Alastor, these human designs are mostly based on my redesigns so they look even MORE different than usual ill get better hopefulllyyyy)
Husk(left) is Vaggie/Valerie's dad in this au cuz I said so unfortunately. Sorry i dont make the rules! Husk is Salvadoran like Valerie cuz ofc, like he's 100% black but I wanted him to be Valerie's dad soo I was like.... yeah win sum lose sum. But dw I have SO much black characters on the way. It's kind of terrifying!!
Alastor tries to be like a dad to Valerie but she resents him. Her mom died to a sickness, and Valerie has no room in her for another parent figure in her life except Husk.
Also, Al is gay aroace, so when he fell in love with Husk he was SO surprised likeee how??? He was his first love ever and Al just loves him dearly despite never loving anyone ever before. He's still a girls girl ofc but brutha is gay u can't tell me otherwise 😍
Charlie gave him the headband with the antlers that she cheaply made herself. Alastor loves them genuinely. (If Alastor cares abt Valerie or Charlie is purely up to viewer, but if you want to see him care for orr like be toxic to them send a request fr fr imma draw that shi 😍🙏). Alastor is the only one who knows that Charlie is a demon because he's the one that taught Valerie how to summon a demon(YOU'RE SPOT ON. HOW??).
(Also I forgor the stripes. Sorry I was so sleepy drawing this you can probably telll.😭)
Alastor is still a cannibal, his husband and step daughter just doesn't know it yet, and NO he will probably never tell them unless forced to or he feels like he can. This man is the friend the smiley bro 😭
I'll maybe soon draw what happened between Valerie, Lute, and Adam during the fight, since ALOT happened. But it may be a bit before I get to that
Alastor taught the kids young how to summon demons the WRONG way. Because obviously he didn't want literal immature kids to end the world completely. The trio spent years finding ways to summon just one demon. Adam did it to create chaos, Lute just followed, and Valerie just loved having fun with her friends.
Now that they aren't childhood best friends. And that whole fight happened. Valerie doesn't know what to do. Alastor suggests she gets a bodyguard from hell, any demon at all(Demons are devoted to you as long as you keep a part of your deal with them or you break the contract of summoning one). Aaaaand that's how Charlie came to be summoned! Valerie got her eye stabbed out, Alastor was being silly and taught his kid how to summon a demon, Valerie was like "aight ig", then summoned her future wife.
(WILL ALSO ONE DAY DRAW THE FIRST TIME CHARLIE AND VALERIE MET.... ONE DAY....)
Fun fact: Alastor has a radio station of his own that he plays 1920's music in. Although most people would rather NOT listen to old times music, somehow he makes it work that people always listen to his radio. Maybe a deal with a demon of some sorts...? Perhaps... :>
#THANM YKUUU FOR THE REQUESST!! I HAVE SOME IN MY INBOX BUT LIKE. I WANT MORE PLEASE. GUYS SEND REQUEZTS ABT MY AU. ANYTHING.#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin hotel charlie#hazbin hotel vaggie#husker hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel husk#hazbin hotel adam#hazbin hotel lute#art#fanart#artists on tumblr#digital art#THANK YOU SMM I LOVE RAMBLING ABT MY STUFF HUGS AND ALL 💜💜 /P#its lillith. im not gonna make you wait for an obvious reveal lmao. lillith is the one who gave him power. but in return whaT did he do..?#hazbin hotel art#hazbin hotel fanart#husk x alastor#alastor x husk#radiohusk#chaggie#rainbowmoth#varlie#human au#hazbin hotel au#hazbin hotel human#hazbin au#yall.... i kinda like him ngl.... like. usually if someone asks me who i think is overrated asf it wojld be Alstor#IT STILL IS RBAHABHAHA but now i kinda get it...... no. no i still dont get it 💀 i usually fall in love with characters once i draw em.#OK OK I GUES I LOVE HIM?? HES PRETTY NICE I THINKKK. STILL NOT ONE OF MY FAVS THAT GOES TO THE LADIES BUT HES... SOMEHWRE UP THERE
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