#imma also get to the ones in my ask box from before too

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Opening up chibi requests just cuz i wanna get back to them :3

Send me a ranger ship (or solo ranger) here and I'll draw a chibi fluffy version of thems

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Good evening Fandom :) Gonna try and be more concise and mini this time haha Wasn’t so mini last time. Imma really try LOL Also the gif library just refuses to pull anything that's new and its driving me nuts. Guess all the pretty gifs will have to wait till summer when the library gets it's act together and I can be more in depth. LOL This is supposed to mini anyways. I'll do my best to make this brief but impactful haha This is a new gear for me.

6x02 The Hammer

Their first interaction is fraught af. Tim is radiating hurt still not that I blame him. He is trying to sweep it under the rug but the man is hurting. I do love Lucy trying to let him know not how healthy communication works. heh She's not wrong. You know I was so Tim in this moment before therapy. Surprise surprise right?

Deeply hurt but when it gets brought up I shirked it off. Try to put it in a box and bury it. Lucy is right it’s not healthy. But he isn’t in the place to receive that right now. I do love her saying they have stuff to talk about if she ever goes under. Yes.... yes you do. Lucy seems to have calmed down at this point and Tim isn’t there yet…

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Lucy getting roped into the ring thing LOL Their tension is immediate as they sandwich Angela in their fight. Angela is the fandom as she watches them bicker. My goodness not hiding how they feel whatsoever….Tense af while they’re fighting. Could cut it with a knife. Sniping at each other. Tim saying he knew she wasn't really over it.

Which kills my 'calmed down' theory for Lucy haha Even though they're at odds Tim still offers his help because it's his girl. Lucy saying she will accept it even if she doesn’t need it. These two.. Angela's final words had me laughing. Wanting to come and enjoy their fight with popcorn. Tim saying she’s not funny on the way out hahaha Not in the mood for his bestie either.

Love Lucy reaching out to touch him and make a joke bout Hammer's real name. Tim full of sass asking if he can finish? Well I never Timothy. LOL He has a warrant out and it’s outstanding that'll make this easy.... Even worse he loves to fight cops. Oh boy. Ladies first lmfao oh Tim I love you so. Putting his hand on her back. She’s smiling though.

OMG I can’t believe Tim tried to get her to fight the Hammer. My love no.... Her argument is solid af that she has to look amazing. That no one cares what he looks like. I mean I care what he looks like but it’s true she needs to look hot at haha Tim caving because well it's Lucy. Like fighting the sun right now. heh Lucy telling him he’s got this. Oh my lord it's so cute.

Lucy wanting to jump in but Tim stops her. My heart. He’s getting his ass kicked at first oof. Tim launching off the bed to kick Hammer into the closet. Holy shit that was sexy. I hope this fight gets gif'd it was great. He wins though. Well done Tim that was fine as hell. Got my motor revving.

Oh my goodness him bending on one knee and looking at her. The looks are LOADED here. Especially on Lucy's end. Getting me all in my feels goodness. Especially Lucy’s face. Myriad of emotions going on there. Foreshadowing at it's finest Oh my. I have a feeling when do the summer review I'll have a novel on this. Tim passes the hell out shortly after. Getting asthma attack just looking at him.

Love the set up girls night/boys night and their talk bout their relationship. Celina asking Lucy to have less baking at her party HA! Naww love Celina thinking in those terms. Lucy saying that's way off. Seeming worried it’s not in their future. Heart clutch. Adore this back and forth between Lucy and Tim at the parties LOVING Chastity telling Lucy like it is. Calling her out really. Even she can see it. I mean feel like Lucy is scared and just won't back down from this path.

It's not just Tim. It's her too but she is digging her heels in. I can’t say I don’t agree with Tim on the projection. Lucy using Isabel as an excuse for that. I think she is using it more than he is IMO at this point in time. She usually is right on the money with Tim. This time doesn't feel like it. Almost as if she’s using Isabel as a scape goat for being scared more so than Tim. Lucy saying she’s fine. Lying liar my love lying liar.

Poor Tim wanting to show he’s not the problem my love. That he's not the only one. There is clearly still a lot to sort through for them. This scene is proof of that. Lucy gets a call from Tim to meet at the station. This has to be the lie detector test. Harper telling her to run I was dying.

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How cute is Tim in his black shirt all wired up for her? I'm dying how precious it was. The way she crosses the room sweet lord. Eyeing her prey. She basically is straddling his thigh. Imma pass out. Getting as close as she can to him. Basically hugging his thigh with hers. I’m getting hot under the collar already. She is so ready to ask him anything but UC questions to start this off. Clearly wanting to ask him specific things on her mind since he's hooked up to the machine.

The bug question LMAO. The most Tim and Lucy thing ever. Of course that man doesn't release the bugs haha. Very her to ask him to do it though. God this was so cute I cannot. Small little insight to their relationship we don't usually get to see.

Then she went right after it with asking if he loves her? A question I think has been weighing on her mind for awhile. Knowing she can immediately see if he's lying. Gah look at him light up. The way he leans into her. Reminding of his posture in 5x09 when he asked her out again. Just as serious now as he was then. Saying he loves her ugh my heart. Our big softie in action in this moment.

Lucy couldn’t be happier with this answer. Same look she got whenever he complimented her in the past. They be beaming everyone. Then he get’s a big fact lie with the UC question crap. Now I feel this isn't fair. Because the man LIVES to support her but he is a struggle bus about this path. To me that 'lie' wasn't because he doesn't support her. To me just those damn demons that won't rest for him.

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Tim looking fine af. Looking for his girl of courses sigh. Cool cool cool fun angsty glances. Damn you gif library was primo angsty looks. Even though they’re sitting next to each other it’s the most physical distance seen between them really in ever. Yeah their arms are touching but not much else. More angsty looks between them at the reception. Gah they’re intense as hell.

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Tim coming to find her my heart. Being the one to break the distance. Asking her to dance and confronting this issue. So proud of him and what he tells her. What a man. He's owning the trauma he still carries. Which is HUGE for him. Lucy thanking him and saying they'll make it through. I love this. Always love us touching back on. 'Unless it is.' moment. Because yeah this is hard but they're worth it and they continually see that and show it.

Now do I love it squarely being just on Tim this UC Fight? No I don't. I do think she is still having doubts but love him laying it out there. I think the issue's Lucy is having just haven't been confronted yet. Their fight from 6x01 was about Tim's issues for most part. Her's were for sure in there just not as prominently. I'm hopeful we touch on her's later this season.

This still feel unresolved to me and imbalanced. Especially now that Tim has admitted some fault to their problems as of late. I feel like I have a really good grasp on these characters. To me my gut is telling me Lucy is scared, having doubts, worried about a long term assignment. What it'll mean for them. Her side of it still needs to be delved into. 5x20-5x21 shook her more than she is letting on. Truly think this just hasn't been explored yet. Because they both have things to resolve with this career choice.

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Also wanna note in this lovely scene. Lucy has her hands all over her him and I’m about it my god. The intimate swaying and leaning into each other. That magnetic force of their's bringing them back together. Their bodies relaxing for the first time in this entire episode. Just happy to be near one another. They're glowing when they come back together in this moment.

Gah their chemistry is out of this world. Her hand on the back his head too phew lord and we get a return ILY. *heart clutch* Lucy's eyes searching his face hoping her saying as such soothes his wounds a little. The cute lie detector line I cannot. It’s was so precious. Their smiles have me on cloud 9. Couldn't be more in love if these two tried. *happy sigh*

Lucy and Tim leading the charge hot damn they pretty. Tim in formal wear and his badge? Lord help me. Phew this was a HEFTY one. So many things to sort through. Like I said in my OG post these are first thoughts. Should be interesting to see how they change come summer and we're in the hiatus.

Thank you to everyone who liked the premiere post. These are a different gear for me glad they're liked ha Imposter Syndrome is real ya'll lol Feel free to comment your thoughts I love chatting about them and this season best part of going through it together for first time. See you all next week!

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Side notes-non Chenford

Lmao the cold open. Daddy cop was always a fav one of mine.

Hey Henry is back sorta. ha

Love Luna checking in on Aaron. Then having a little ptsd poor love.

Oscar is back too LOL

‘Miss Cleo' nickname LMAO

Poor Aaron having a rough time of it. I was worried he was leaning on Celina too much tbh. Also that kiss yikes my man yikes...

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You points

I'd like to hear some of your general headcanons for itward! Any and all headcanons you can think of >:)

General Itward hcs!

I got too silly guys

This is gonna be long so buckleup

Side note, my silly little goofy baking marathon has begun, so requests are REALLY gonna slow down today and tomorrow and likely Tuesday as well

I current have multiple pies in the oven as we speak <\3 (note from the future i was typing for so long the first batch of pies finished and the second group just got put in)

My bodies gonna hate me for this but imma get paid (yaaaay!!!!)

Love to think that itward is self sufficient. He grows his own stuff and scavenges for any metal parts he needs what whatever (his ship, a project, ect)

As such he also builds and maintains his own stuff; the ship is the most obvious thing! But I like to think nearly everything in the ship itself was either made by him or found abandoned !

Its canon that he loves forks, both stated in the character sheet thing KMG posted as well as the copious amounts of forks decorating the main area of his ship! I mean he literally has a wall covered in forks! I can easily see him having even more forks stashed away somewhere

Torn between headcannoning him to just have them in a jumbled heap in a drawer somewhere... and headcannoning that he sorts them by size, material, color, and style... both seem so in character for him.. hmm..

I can say for certain that he has a box somewhere full of random stuff hes collected and it's not at all neat and organized. Rocks, gears, bolts, sticks, glass vials, jewels, and so on! The "oo pretty I think I'll keep this and use it for later (never uses it for later)" mindset! I like calling those lil trinket boxes "crow boxes"

"The one many children talk about", as said by the man himself. So fran and the twins arent the only ones who have interacted with him... dad of dozens of children

I was gonna go somewhere with that previous point but I genuinely forgot what I was gonna say

Has made stuffed animals and dolls at least once for all of his kids. And yes, that includes Clara and Mia, at least before they tried to kill him... reluctantly makes bunnies for kids who ask

Speaking of bunnies, since it's been proven that itward wasnt bluffing or lying about his fear of them (KMG made a post showing off a type of Kamala that basically makes you addicted to their candy, making you eat them til your guts explode) (which... is horrifying and makes me wonder, did itward see that happen to someone? Perhaps one of his kids? A friend? Or did he not and the concept just scares him so much?) It's a little funny that itward has a bunny plushie on his ship

Sad hc but I like to think it belonged to one of his past children and as much as hes afraid of it he doesnt have the heart to give it away

While we're on the topic of sad stuff, I dont think itward can shed tears. So in place of them, his bones start to rattle a little

While I also headcannon that his bones rattle when hes nervous or flustered, and perhaps on the rare occasion that hes angry, it does happen when hes sad enough

Okay no more sad, I like to think his hat steams when he gets real excited about something or embarrassed. The top of it just. Pops open and theres the steam billowing out

I dunno I think it suits him and his aesthetic...

Stole this idea from someone else but he can purr; it's mostly involuntary imo and if you listen close enough you can hear his bones vibrating and clacking against one another

His eyes glow in the dark! Not too bright, it's fairly dim, but it's enough for him to see around and for you to see where he is in a dark room!

Creaky bones. He is OLD! probably VERY OLD! So it would make sense his bones click and make noise thanks to the general age.. wear and tear you know? Especially prominent in his spine and ankles

Has a habit of clacking his teeth/jaw when speaking, as well as when hes just. Not doing anything

Prone to fiddling with his rings (!! Will get to that in a second!) As well as the accessories on his coat; and sometimes, even his hat!

Okay the rings! I like to hc that itward makes his own accessories too ! That includes the gems and chains on his coat (heck, hes probably made his own clothes!) And I like to hc that he sometimes wears rings !

Sometimes sells his stuff; more likely to sell shoes and clothing, as well as his machines and services! Sure he mostly lives off stuff hes found or grew, but theres some stuff that he cant just find or grow.. plus its generally a good idea to have some money somewhere

I'm pretty sure hes good friends with palontras and ziar (given him and palontras work together to help Fran and the painting of ziar in itwards ship) but I also like to think he is friends with the wizard and cogwind!

Mostly because I wish we got more stuff for both of them... also him and cogwind can bond over their interests!

Does not stay in one place for long, given that KMGs labels him as a wanderer, but assuming he keeps Fran around to raise her I think he anchors down to one place... well not ANCHOR but like, cutting down on traveling at least a bit, especially in the beginning so fran can fully come to terms with everything shes learned (the truth of her parents death, the grieving process, learning she may or may not be part of something larger if memory serves me right, it's been a while since I played the game, as well as being shot.. like yeah she was healed physically but like imagine how shes gonna feel when that fact she was shot mentally sinks in) ... cant have her bouncing between different realities and the spaces in between them constantly

Ponders

Listens to Antonios (giant old ant dude) old music, I think! Probably has a bunch of old vynlls laying around somewhere

Frequently has to clean his hands, especially his fingers since hes always working on SOMETHING, he doesnt wanna walk around with gunk in the grooves of his fingers. Very yucky very gross and very un-gentleman..ly...

I keep trying to wrap this post up but I keep remembering hcs/coming up with new ones

Anyways COMMITS to the bit when hes playing a game with Fran, or really any kid hes looking over. Tea party? Hes gonna bust out his very best manners. Yes he will wear a tiara if its offered to him. It will go over his hat, of course. Playing doctor? Oh he'll moan n cry about how sick hes feeling, please help him! Ect ect, things like that!

Sometimes makes shadow puppets and tells stories. Both in the form of little shadow theatres, but sometimes he will use his own hands and project the shadows onto the wall!

Very good at coming up with stories on the fly

Also very very good at comforting people, I think. Hes been around for a while and he just OOZES comfort

So if you have a nightmare or struggle with anxiety, itward wont let you just suffer and be scared, hes gonna do what suits you best to calm down; distractions, holding, taking, quiet, grounding, ect ect ect anything you need

[ravennaortiz]

The Sitdown: A Manny & Lil Joey Story

Summary: Manny volunteers at his daughters school and finally comes face to face with Lil Joey. Takes place about a week after this story. As always my stories are 18+

A/N: Lil Joey Anon I hope you enjoy this!

"Thank you again Mr. Mendoza for coming in today. I know you are a busy man but its truly always a delight when you grace our halls. Lets the young men see a good role model which as you know in our community is truly lacking these days" stated Julietas principal as she escorted Manny to the playground. He had just spent the better part of two hours helping clean and reinstall tables in the schools cafeteria. Too say he was wiped was an understatement.

"Its not a problem at all Mrs. Romero. Always happy to help in the building up of the next generation." replied Manny as he offered the woman a warm smile. Been awhile since I've been called a good role model he thought to himself as they neared the doors that led out to the playground.

"Well, I must get back. I know you know the rules of the playground so I won't bore you with a refresher. Thank you for volunteering to stay later again as well. "stated Mrs. Romero before giving him a small pat on his shoulder and making her way back to her office after he had nodded.

Stepping outside Manny closed his eyes to the blinding Yuma sun as they adjusted to the outdoors. Looking around he noted a shady bench close to where his daughter was playing hopscotch with some other little girls. He beamed and waved as Julieta saw him and waved her whole face lit up.

Just like her momma thought Manny as he watched her play. Thinking of his wife he thought back on her words this morning as she rushed out the door. "Do not fight a first grader or his father Manny. Nor embarrass our little girl or I will rain down hell fire upon you." Manny chuckled to himself as he pulled his phone out to send Liliana a quick text

Manny: So far no eyes on public enemy one

Liliana: Manny.

Manny chuckled to himself as he heard the warning even through the text.

Manny: Kidding Mami. If I'm on my best behavior today can I get a reward?

Liliana: I'll pick up some gold stickers on the way home.

Manny: Funny.

Liliana: I know. Love you!

Manny: Smartass. Love you too!

"Mind if I sit sir?" inquired a nerdy looking kid with glasses that made his eyes bug out some.

"Go right ahead son" replied Manny as he tucked his phone back in his pocket.

Manny grinned as the kid slunk down on the bench and tiredly popped a straw into his juice box he pulled from his back pack. Letting out a sigh as if he was a old man. "You good?" inquired Manny.

"Long day on top of a long week. I also got me some woman problems" replied the kid as he turned to Manny slightly as he slurped his drink.

"I hear that man. What kind of woman problems you got? I might be able to help. I'm somewhat of an expert." offered Manny as he grinned.

"Alright. Its a doozy though so buckle up" started the kid as he turned to Manny. "She asked me if I would still like her if she was a worm....I am scared of them. Long story. So of course I said no. Then she was like I see and walked off. Hasn't talked to me since and I fear I might lose her to Carlos. He is much cooler and keeps worms" explained the young man as he shook his head and sighed again. "He also eats them sometimes, which is kinda gross"

"Oof." replied Manny as he nodded. "Well son if I 've learned anything over the years. When your woman starts to talk the hypothetical you just gotta roll with it." started to explain Manny as the kid watched his closely. "End of the day she's just looking for that reassurance. That you are here for her and going to be here for her. " finished Manny as he smiled at the kid who was looking at him like he was a god.

"Gosh. That makes so much sense. Thank you mister!" exclaimed the kid as he jumped off the bench. "Imma go tell her now I love her as worm" he exclaimed making Manny laugh.

"No problem. What's your name?" he called as the kid started to take off.

"Josiah but my friends call me Lil Joey" called the boy over his shoulder before making a bee line for the hopscotch area. Mannys smile quickly disappeared. Had he really just given public enemy number one relationship advice?

***

"Its not that funny" grumbled Manny later that night as he recounted the story to Liliana. Who was currently doubled over on the couch laughing her ass off.

"I mean it kinda is. Did his dad look like he could fight?" inquired Liliana her eyes full of mischief as Manny rolled his eyes.

"Funny you should ask. His daddy is apparently a dead beat and both his mommas are very polite women but both pack and take Brazilian jiu jitsu. Safe to say they know how to fight." stated Manny as he shook his head. "Also Pam and Karen invited us over for margaritas and tacos in a couple weeks. I accepted" he added with a grin.

***

11 years later

Manny sat quietly in Templo as Pam and Karen sat across from him. Both women were hard to read as they absorbed his words. Pam grabbed Karens hand and squeezed drawing her attention to her.

"If its what he wants. We should respect it. We've raised a good boy dear" soothed Pam as Karen nodded reluctantly before glancing back at Manny.

"I know you can't promise us he will be safe. But" started Karen

"I promise you I will do my best to keep him safe and out of trouble" declared Manny cutting her off.

Return to Two Worlds Universe

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POGGGG!!!

LUCA KANESHIRO - DAY 2

FORBIDDEN LOVERS HONESTLY

UHHH FLUFF FLUFF FLUFF

thats it i am so done hegwgehegh

ALSO MOST OF THESE WERE WRITTEN ON MY NOTES LMAOAOOA

It was in the dark of the night, outside was littered with the fresh fall of snow for that winter. You wandered out from the backdoor of the building you stayed in, looking around before going on your phone to call… Your sweet boyfriend, Luca Kaneshiro. You were both from opposing mafia families, but still, you had a secret relationship that’s lasted a sweet six years.

“Luca, babe, where do you wanna meet?” You whispered softly, the snow dampening the sound of your footsteps. He answered back, his voice hushed but excited.

“I’m going out of my house… How about that willow tree in the park?” He suggested. You can hear the soft giggles he held back as the creaking from his side of the call covered them up.

“Sure, sure. I’ll be there in five.” You told him, chuckling a little to yourself. Your boyfriend was so damn sweet and childlike sometimes, you just wanted to squish him in your arms forever.

You finally got to the park, your jacket and hair covered with snowflakes as you saw his tall figure under the willow tree where he first confessed to you.

“Baby!~” He said, running over to you. He was far too excited to see you again to keep up his cold mafia boss facade. His face lit up when he saw you, his eyes wrinkling as his smile reached his ears when he picked you up and spun you around for a moment, before giving you a kiss on the lips, giggling happily.

“I missed you so much!~” Luca said, showering you with peppery kisses, his breath smelling like peppermint.

“Babe, we just met yesterday.” You laughed, kissing him back as he set you down.

“That’s too long for me to wait for you.” He pouted, leaning down to kiss your forehead as he brushed off the snow from your hair. With a happy expression, he fumbled with something in his pocket, and pulled out a small parcel. Getting close to you with his very giddy smile, he tilted your chin up to look at him.

“Babe, my love, I love you so much. We’ve been through hell and back and we’re still together. So, I wanted to ask…” He got down on one knee. Your eyes widened in surprised as he opened the box, and what was inside was a silver ring with a teardrop shaped sapphire.

“Will you mar-“ Before he could even finish the sentence, you kissed him on the lips, quickly saying ‘yes’ multiple times out of excitement and happiness.

“POG!!” He said instinctively, hastily putting the ring on your finger and picking you up like a princess and spinning you around. He really was just like a golden retriever.

a/n: FIRST FIC AFTER THE GOD FORBIDDEN HELL CALLED ENGLISH CLASS the writer’s motivation is catching up to me so imma catch up all these fics pretend its for valentines day WWWW

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Hey fic writers, can I just-

This is my blog so Imma get on my soap box for one more thing about the whole "spam likers should be blocked" rhetoric.

People seem to have taken the idea from places like Instagram that spam liking gets you shadow banned because the algorithm thinks they're bots and—let me be clear when I say this:

THAT IS NOT HOW IT WORKS ON TUMBLR

Bots do not like your fanfic and fanart posts and tumblr does not ban you for getting multiple likes in a row!!!

Likes are literally part of the algorithm because tumblr has changed from the way it was back in the 2010s. Reblogs are absolutely one of the most helpful and valid ways to see posts on here—and people should definitely be encouraged to reblog and share with others, but reblogs are not the end-all-be-all of pushing content on here anymore.

The posts that the algorithm shows you takes into account the posts you yourself have liked and what those you follow/interact with have liked. You know these little feature here in preferences?

THEY ARE ALL BASED ON LIKES AND FAVORITE TAGS

Its why you see posts like this if you turn on the option.

Likes have become almost as equal in the algorithm as reblogs. Nowadays, a lot of people on tumblr's userbase only views the site via the mobile app instead of a laptop/desktop. It means that they're more likely to hit the like button on a post and scroll on so they can go back and find it later than they are likely to stopping every second to reblog each post.

That's just how things are now 🤷🏾‍♀️(and yeah that sucks lol)

If you don't believe me, the next time you see a post that has a lot of notes suggested to you in a search, tag or on the For You page—or anywhere on here, check the reblogs vs likes. Sometimes they're relatively equal

But I have noticed that a lot of the posts suggested to me also have way more likes than reblogs.

Again, I am NOT dissing people asking for reblogs because people really should be trying to reblog things from your favorite artists/writers/fandoms, but sometimes people will look at a post with a lot of notes and are more likely to reblog it. If you're looking for engagement then likes count towards that.

Social media has trained us to look at posts with a lot of traction (notes in this case), and make us more likely to share it. When you discourage and block people engaging with your posts via likes, you're just making the algorithm less likely to push your posts in the first place unless someone reblogs it.

And hey, if that's your jam, go on ahead, but even posts with ZERO notes that haven't been liked by people I follow get pushed to me if the algorithm thinks I'm going to enjoy it based on what I post and have liked before.

I could also get into the fact that with the way tumblr is set up, you could be blocking people that have to like posts and follow you from their main blog and reblog via a different side blog.

You could be blocking people that are too shy to openly engage with certain content right off the bat.

You could be blocking newcomers into your fandom.

You could be blocking people that see your content promoted to them in passing and might decide to come back and follow you later.

If you don't care about likes and only care about exposure via reblogs, then uh...ok. But my point is: please stop spreading the idea that likes mean nothing on tumblr 🙃

With all that being said:

PLEASE LIKE AND REBLOG YOUR FAVORITE ARTISTS, WRITERS AND FANDOM CREATORS✨

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Tbh I don’t love how I’ve written this and I’ve partly lost motivation for it. I hope I get better the more I write but imma upload these last 2 parts anyway. Hope you enjoy

Dad’s best friend Toji part 3

Not really all that smutty tbh

On Tuesdays, you have only one class and it starts at 10. You don’t get out of bed until 9 and when you look at yourself in the mirror, you feel shameful. Never have you let yourself get so caught up in your own feelings. You wanted him so bad it felt like you’d die if you didn’t have him, but you don’t want anyone who doesn’t want you. At that moment, you decide you’ll have more restraint on yourself. When you make it to the kitchen, there’s a note on the whiteboard that’s on the fridge. In messy handwriting, it says breakfast is in the oven. Despite the way you feel, it makes you smile. Toast, eggs, and bacon are tucked into the oven to keep warm for you. You eat quickly and head out for your class.

After class, instead of staying home the rest of the day, you decide to go see your friends for a little while. It’s a great distraction from the events of last night but your mind still finds its way back to Toji. Maybe it’s best to stay out tonight, with a friend. You don’t want to deal with the awkwardness. Your friends invite you to the bar, even though it’s Tuesday, and you say yes. Apparently the drinks are cheaper during the week.

After a few too many shots on a weeknight, you’re feeling good but also a little regretful. You know in the morning you’ll wish you hadn’t done this. Your friend returns from the bathroom and tells you there’s another bar they plan on going to, but you decline. They pout but you wave them away. You’re done for the night so you order an uber to take you home.

Upon entering the home, you notice it’s quiet and dark, except for the light on the staircase. You see movement in the corner of your eye and turn to find Toji sitting on the couch. There’s 2 boxes of pizza on the table.

“Did you have a night class or something?” He asks suddenly, a slight edge to his voice.

“No..”

“Then where were you? Your mom said you weren’t the type to stay out late.”

“Out. With friends. Didn’t know I had a bedtime.” He scoffs at you. Your eyebrows furrow with confusion.

“You could’ve at least told me where you were so I didn’t worry.” You’re in disbelief.

“Sorry to make you worry I didn’t realize you cared so much for my safety.” You sarcastically replied. Toji stands.

“I just want to make sure that, while your parents are away, nothing happens to you.” “Oh, please. Give me a break. You really think they care that much, Toji? Look around.” You gesture to the house. “They’re not here! They’re rarely here. Even when I was younger they were gone a majority of the time. If anything was gonna happen to me it would’ve already happened. No need to act like you’re so worried.”

“Maybe I was worried. Your mom says you’re a good kid and I expected you to be here when I got home. I even ordered us pizza!” You can’t help but feel a little guilty but at the same time, who did he think he was talking to you like this? Did he forget what happened last night?

“Well forgive me for not being here when the events of last night have been haunting me all day. I needed to get out.” Toji walks towards you until he’s only a few feet away. You can’t help it when you look him up and down. He looks tense. You feel an overwhelming urge to soothe him but you stifle it.

“Last night shouldn’t have happened.” You can’t help but laugh.

“Oh. Are you gonna scold me, daddy?” The words slip from your lips before you can hold them back. Your hand is cocked at your hip. Toji moves closer towards you.

“What did you call me?” His voice is low. Threatening.

“What’s wrong daddy? You don’t like it?” Before you can move or say anything else, Toji’s fingers are around the back of your neck. They slip through the back of your hair and he yanks your head back. Your mouth falls open and you gasp.

“Don’t play with me babygirl. You really don’t know what you’re getting into.” You can’t help but moan at his words, your fingers come up to paw at his chest. Your brain melts into nothing and suddenly you feel compliant. A sharp tug in your abdomen has your toes curling in your shoes. This is what you want, no, it’s what you need.

“Please, daddy. I wanna be your good girl.” You breathe out the words. Toji groans and suddenly he’s all over you. Your foreheads lay against each other and he delicately traces his lips over yours. You try to lean forward, to kiss him, but his hand has a tight hold on your hair, forcing you to stay put. He even tugs you back an inch from his face. Toji moves his head to the side of your neck and licks a thick stripe from the bottom of your throat to your ear. You shudder in his hold, arching against him. You’re reminded of your dream you had about him. His smell envelops you. It’s pine and sandalwood and sweet like cherries. Toji softly kisses your ear and whispers,

“But you’re not a good girl. I think you’ve been a bad girl and bad girls don’t get what they want baby.” He releases you suddenly and moves to the stairs. He doesn’t look back at you.

“Go to bed.”

You’re left standing there, head spinning and pussy throbbing, again. Your eyes burn with tears of frustration. You want to march to his room and demand he take care of you, but you don’t. Instead, you go to your room and let the exhaustion take over you.

[axailslink]

Hi love! I hope you’re well, it’s starting to get cold outside and Im not sure if you’re experiencing that but if you are I hope you stay bundled up and safe. I just wanted to start this with saying that I love your writing! I was wondering if I could request a Shuri x Fem! Reader where they both just have a lazy day and spend it with each other, with lots of tooth rotting fluff. If not I completely understand. Thank you for reading!

Chaotic but lazy day

Riri Williams x poc FEM reader

Warning: smoking weed

A/n: It is also cold as shit where I am love and I am staying very warm you do the same also this ended up taking a turn and just ended up being a fic with chaotic Riri and the reader where they are being them

Summary: Finally it's the weekend Riri's done all of her work early and so have you so what does that mean? Chaotic but lazy weeknd with your girlfriend.

You and Riri have been working up to this weekend where you can do absolutely nothing you encouraged each other to finish any work you hadn't already done so that this weekend could only be about you two. When you got to her place she opened the door and you picked her up happily before kissing her "damn I couldn't be a real thug if I wanted to" you laugh as you put her down "girl you are 5'1 thug my ass baby thug maybe" she laughs and hugs you "aight enough of that" she grabs your chin and kisses you while closing the door. She repeatedly pecks your lips teasingly they're lazy kisses but also well needed ones you smile at her when she completely pulls away. "So what are our plans today baby?" You ask as hands keep her close to you as they grip her waist she just smiles "a trip to Walmart for everything we need to be completely fucking lazy until Sunday." You smile and peck her lips gently before you push past her and grab her hoodie off of her bed. "No I want to wear that one" you look her up and down "find another one I like this one" Riri already knows she's not getting that hoodie back none of her hoodies are actually her size so they fit you well. You smell the hoodie "where the perfume? I don't smell that bath and body work perfume" she laughs and hands you her perfume "that's because it's new" you spray yourself in her perfume and breathe in deeply "you smell so good I hope you know that" Riri smiles as she grabs her wallet "you say that every time you come over trust and believe me I know by now."

Riri glances at the box in the corner of the room I forgot to mention our matching playboy bunny pajamas came. You glance at the box "for real?" You open up the box and look back at her "you got the jump suit I got the shorts" you smile "I want to put it on now Riri glances you up and down and shakes her head "absolutely not you not going to Walmart with me with ya ass cheeks out" you look her up and down "I'll wear sweats over it but to speak if I did want to it without them I still would...what you gone do bite my ankles?" Riri glances you up and down "miss thing you best believe imma bite the hell out your ankles if you test me tonight." You laugh as Riri playfully nips at your neck causing you to laugh and peck her lips.

You both rip and run through the Walmart hitting each other with shopping baskets and in between collecting the stuff you need like junk food, a few sodas, and water. When you both get to self-checkout Riri runs off you continue scanning your items maybe she's going to get something last minute you're used to doing that. When she gets back she holds a can of silly spray "Riri I just got my hair done so please test how well God loves you tonight. Put. It Back." she only smiles as she scans it "I need a reason to get you in the tub with me tonight sounds like a perfect reason to me." She also scans a few movies she got from the big box and you swipe your card sighing "I will fuck you up if that gets in my hair" Riri only kisses your cheek as she smiles and you can't help but smile too.

When you both get back to her dorm you put the drinks in her mini fridge and make yourself some popcorn "babe put on a horror movie I need a reason to cuddle you." she smiles as she opens her laptop and slips the movie into the disc on the side she props the laptop on her bed and grabs her can of silly spray seeing that you're busy watching your popcorn. She ducks and sprays you you immediately feel the cold all over your back and neck causing you to toss the popcorn box at her she of course blocks her face. you kick her in her leg and yell curses "I fucking told you not to spray me with that shit you always playing Riri" she laughs at your mad expression "awn you mad?" you glare at her as you straddle her lap and snatch the spray can from her you make sure to spray her in her face and on her skin she only laughs and grabs your hands she leans up and kisses you smearing the silly spray on your face "eww Riri" you push her back and back up gently wiping it off your face. "I'm gone beat your ass you always playing and sh- what's that smell? you made me burn my fucking popcorn" you open the microwave and immediately start laughing as the smoke puffs into the air Riri closes the microwave and shrugs "fuck the popcorn come get clean with me" she grabs your waist and you just laugh as her face is still covered in silly string.

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Riri rubs your back as you lay on her chest and take a drag from your blunt "it still smells like burnt popcorn" you say laughing she smiles "I should have sprayed you in your fucking eye..." she hums "you mad violent today.

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you and Riri cuddle in your little pajamas Riri laying on top of you as you try not to listen to the thoughts that keep replaying in your head grab her ass grab her ass you eventually give in just full on cupping her ass in your hands' nails gently digging into her revealed skin. She sits up and looks at you "you were contemplating doing that shit weren't you?" you laugh as you continue to gently squeeze and bite your bottom lip she grabs your face causing you to panic but she only kisses you. you let your hands slip up her thighs "can we get through the movie before you just start groping me?" you think about it but shake your head "absolutely not" she gets in front of you and lays on her side as you slip your hand in her pants and just let it stay there unmoving. "What are you doing?" you kiss her neck and smile "I'm just waiting for the movie to end." She smiles because you think you're slick but she already knows this movie is about to be very well forgotten.

[bigmack2go]

List your favorite character and then some headcanons about that character! Then repost into the ask box of your favorite moots! <333

Love, anon

So i was convinced i already answered this but i just looked and i cant find it so i guess imma do it again

Imma go with my fav character of my current hyperfixation which would be:

Albert DaSilva. Ofc

SO

SPRALBERT SPRALBERT SPRALBERT

His username in modern era would either smt along the lines of „einsteinTheSalvia“ or like „redwaterdrops“

In superhero au he would have themperature change/recistancy because gingers are more sensitive to themperature @ykthefancyclamwiththepearlinside

Childhood Besties™️ ITH TOMMY!!!!!

Has HPOTS. (Let me project my smaler problems on my blorbo without traumatising him to much>:()

Can get super kinky

THIS KID LOVES RED PADAS and monkeys and lemurs and all those funny little creatures.

Fav color: Hot. Pink. do not attempt to change my mind.

Al is the Delancys Cousin and stepbrother

His nickname is Twitch. The other Newsies started calling him that because he gets super jumpy and flichy really quick with sudden movements. Little do they know the reason for that. (Lmfao remember when i said i wouldn’t project on them to much)

For the next one I‘ll just out a picture for context bc it doesn’t make much sense without the ither ones

Albert has anger issues (but thats nothing new)

Tried to dye hair before bc kept getting teased for being ginger (it did not go well)

Allie is genderfluid and gets super super dysphoric on she-days (which is what she calls it in her head) but that’s not only cause of her body; she also doesn’t understand how there are transpeople who DONT get dysphoric/ wishes she could be one of them

Usually uses he/him or he/they and honestly has „she-days�� fairly rarely. But when she does it’s she/her/they/them

Blue eyes!!!!

When he gets confused, or irritated etc he starts to draf out words. Not talk slow, only drag out the words. He also starts blinking rly fucking fast and sometimes his head tilts without meaning to. (Spot ADORES it)

Needs hearing aids but hayes wearing them so he zses a lot of sign language

If this guy doesn’t have ADHD, my name is Angela Merkel. But al is one of those cases that puperty did Not mix well with ADHD and just gets tired all the time

ALBERT IS A SLUT. CHANGE MY MIND. IF HE DOESNT GO AROUND FLIRTING WITH EVERYTHING THAT CAN BREATHE (though that‘s optional) I SHALL NOT BE NAMED MACKJ

Obviously prankmaster ™️

he wears his hat backwards cause it covers his hair better cause he’s embarrassed of it

This is from @homosexual-newsboy

HOWEVER IN MODERNERA this man is the proudest mother fucker alive and his hair is practically the only thing he cares about

Ocd

Lots and lots of sensory issues

CANNOT control his volume. Always either too loud or too silent

Everyone love Al‘s family‘s chillie recepie. - that’s the only time when he’s alowed in the kitchen: when they’re having chilli. Not unsupervised tho

Chronic migraines

That‘s all i can think of is rn and i‘m in a hurry so.. yeah

[bedoballoons]

What genshin character do you think each anon represents?

Along side with a element and dessert~

This has been in my ask box for SO LONG, I apologize for not getting to it sooner. I've just been super busy!! Here we go!!

(Also I would just like to apologise for not including some anons in this, I just don't know them well enough to associate them with a character, but please, let me know which character you think you are!!)

Fairyanon:

Character: I actually associate fairy anon alot with Nilou, even before I saw that was her theme, just because Nilou has a fantastical air about her and she's just a super sweet character.

Element: Hydro 💦

Dessert: Ummmm how about one of those sweet buns, shaped like a little bear. :p

Sleepy anon:

Character: *tries to think which genshin character has the craziest sense of humour* Imma say a cross between Hu Tao and Itto. You're unlike the others, I've never met someone like you before and that just makes you all the more fun to talk to!

Element: Pyro 🔥

Dessert: French fries in ice cream

Bananon:

Character: You're pretty chill most of the time, but you can get hyped up too! After the most recent even I actually think you're alot like Yoimiya! She's just a easy going friend who gets excited by things!

Element: Also pyro 🔥

Dessert: A banana split

Donut cat:

Character: If I didn't put you as Cyno...I think I'd actually have to get banned from Tumblr 😭 The dad jokes...the obsession with the feet...

Element: Electro ⚡💜

Dessert: Toenails

Broccoli anon:

Character: BENNETT! Honestly you remind me of him so much, from always trying to chat with everyone and make new friends to your never ending optimism and the fact you always seem to be at odds in some situation. (Usually studying) He fits you!!

Element: Hydro 💦

Dessert: Marshmallows

Mushroom anon:

Character: Maybe it's strange, but with your knowledge of plants and the sort of innocent kind nature you have, I'm gonna say Nahida. First archon mentioned, but she's honestly one of my favourites and I think her personality is very sweet like yours.

Element: Dendro 💚

Dessert: A cupcake 🧁

Princess anon:

Character: Is it wrong I totally see you as Lisa...or maybe yae miko...👀 Flirty but intelligent and has a way of looking out for the people she cares about.

Element: Electro ⚡💜

Dessert: A cookie, you know I love em

[catboybiologist]

can you elaborate on why some animals can self fertilize but it's bad for lots of animals to screw their siblings?

This has been sitting in my ask box forever bc I just keep forgetting to answer it LOL

Imma roll back to some basic genetic principles for this one, many of y'all will probably already know a good chunk of this.

If you remember your Mendelian genetics, you'll know you have two copies of every gene. Those genes come in forms called "alleles". The different alleles in a population are responsible for variation within that population, as each allele causes a different version of that trait. Now practically, a "trait" here is some deeply rooted biochemical concept that is extremely difficult to be visible in the organism overall because its linked to a million different signaling processes that will get obscured by it. The most strictly Mendelian example in humans that everyone knows is probably A/B/O blood type (I'm beating the horny people off with a stick if you read A/B/O differently). This is a great example because it also demonstrates the most common type of way that alleles can be recessive. Put simply, A and B are genes that code for functional proteins. O codes for a nonfunctional protein, and therefore is a lack of a protein. This is why someone that is genotypically AO has an A blood type overall, whereas AB is it's own distinct blood type. The recessive gene codes for nothing, the dominant gene codes for something, and the cell just produces a bit more off of the "functional" version (sometimes. broad generalizations all around. There are dominant loss of function genes but they're rare.). So to actually have an O blood type, both copies of that gene need to be O. Why is this relevant? Well, in blood type, the nonfunctional version of the gene doesn't affect the body really in any way, other than immune system reactions during transfusion. This is also the case with many other recessive genes. But for many, MANY genes, having a nonfunctional version is a genetic disease- something in the cell that needs to happen, or be built, isn't happening. But remember, you need to have both copies of the nonfunctional version of the gene for the gene's function overall to be nonfunctional.

So why are these genes still in the population? Well, their frequency is too low to be a problem most of the time, so there's really no selection pressure for them. Occasionally, you'll get a "disease" allele that happens to be useful in a different situation. The classic example is of course sickle cell anemia, which increases resistance to malaria. But these situations are rare. And of course, evolution happens over changing circumstances, so the selection pressure for a particular gene to be functional might just vanish before the opportunity for it to be bred out of the population arises, and the gene simply disappears from the species overall (looking at you, L-gulono-γ-lactone oxidase).

So those genes are lurking in your genome. You're probably carrying multiple recessive genes that, if you had both copies, would cause debilitating or fatal disease. Its just kind of a fact of the human condition. If you produce offspring with a random person, its highly likely that they won't carry the same nonfunctional genes as you, and your offspring are less likely to get both copies. That random mated partner will give their own set of random nonfunctional genes, but again, its likely they won't be the same as your set. But, if you produce offspring with someone genetically closer to you, the probability of that offspring getting both copies goes up, since that mate is more likely to have the same set of nonfunctional alleles as you.

So that's why inbreeding sucks. But other animals do it all the time- sometimes within family units, sometimes even via self fertilization and/or some other mechanism of parthenogenesis. What gives? There are two reasons why inbreeding could be okay in a given population of organisms, and they're kind of the opposite of each other: 1, the genetic variation in the population is so low, and has been through so many harsh evolutionary bottlenecks that there are very few deleterious mutations left in the genome. Sometimes, these organisms will be homozygous at every locus, meaning that different combinations of two different alleles is impossible. This is the extreme case, but humans have created exactly this organism- the lab N2 strain of C. elegans. This is horrible for a species long term, however, since you're essentially stalling gene flow between populations, meaning that all future natural selection has to happen on literally the same lineage of organisms from a single parent. These species are rare and tend not to be adaptable to long term change- many will have the ability to cross fertilize, and just do so on rarer occasions than most other organisms.

2, the genetic variation of the population is so high that the probability of finding a mate with the exact same deleterious mutation as you is very low, especially for multiple genes at once like humans get. Similar to the other situation, this can't hold up long term, because multiple generations of inbreeding will slowly increase the frequency of certain alleles in the population over time- but with some gene flow and/or careful mate selection, its possible.

Humans are at the messy little sweet spot between these two. Our genetic variation is incredibly low when compared to similar complex chordate species (thanks, pleistiocene population bottleneck), but we still have enough variation kicking around for those pesky mutations to still be here. Additionally, we're a species that cares for each other more intensely than most others, and uses social units to compensate for the entire group. So one or two individuals over the years with a genetic disease will survive, and pass that on. This is a good and incredible thing about the resilience of our species, so if you're gonna be weird about using evolution as morality you can gtfo.

So uh... yeah. Hope that answers your question! Now go play the Coffin of Andy and Leyley to answer any other questions you may have about incest.

[sol-consort]

How far have you gotten in Mass Effect 2? Also have you gotten any other pets or just your fish?

I'm doing Legion's loyalty mission, and then I will go to the omega 4 mass relay. I've done all other loyalties

Just fish for now, I did get Kelly to feed them tho, the scene was very disappointing.

I got the varen to follow me on Tuchanka after I fed him some meat but he never on ship.

Oh and a space hamster! Is he the reference to Boo and Baldur's Gate? Foshkdjsw I loved Kelly's comment about him and the cute little squeek he does when you interact with his box.

I did the admiral Hackett arrival mission by accident because I didn't realise it was the one- I was underleveled with like two snipers and 5 upgrades but eh I managed.

I have several n7 assignments left but I read that I should do them after the game ends.

I'm thinking of ng+ but apparently doing that disconnects your ME1 import or something and your choices get ereased? Or is that just a rumour, Idk.

I think imma go with Thane's romance, the siha was the final nail in the coffin that sealed by fate. I'm very disappointed by how surface level they made Jacob when he has so much potential, his loyality mission was the third on the list of the most horrifically and emotionally scarring ones to do and yet we get very little in the aftermath or from Jacob himself during it.

The overlord takes the first spot no doubt, my god.

It just felt unfullfilling and like Shepard is the one gunning for a relationship when Jacob doesn't want it, only something casual and that's after a lot of time convincing him. I miss how Kaidan or Ashley would flirt with you by themselves without having to initiate it and you can reject them or encourage them.

Here I think they did this for the player's comfort, like in that Halsin scene where he asks if you're sure multiple times. But that was bear sex! We're talking about normal smooching here or holding hands.

Instead, it butchered the romance, and it feels like Shepard is making them uncomfortable and insisting on a relationship, pressuring subordinates at that too.

Maybe it's different with maleShepard? Maybe other romances would've been different. But Garrus and Jacob fully felt like they would rather be at another room. Garrus himself says he doesn't have a fetish for humans but will try for us. That's after he tells us to go sleep with another human instead since it's closer to home.

With Garrus, I don't want someone to fix it. I don't want a rapid dog to pull the leash of every time he wants to bite. It feels like I'm just here to make sure he doesn't murder others, he seems more emotionally immature than before. Hesitant and lost, I don't want to be the one to figure who he is for him, he should do that himself.

Thane so far feels the most romantically available funny enough despite how much he simps for his dead wife. There are still some few throw away lines flirting with Shep that are subtle enough to miss.

Calling you "siha" an angel, one of the messenger of his gods, a protective angel that helps and aids people. Before you two have any commited relationship.

Describing how he remembers everything in great details even the smallest kiss and lets the comment be, if you say it made you uncomfortable then he apologises.

And he loves his son, that's always the biggest green flag. While Jacob buries his emotion and is defensive when talking about his father, meanwhile Garrus changed so much, where did my polite kind turian go?

It also fits, he still loves his wife, my Shepard still loves Kaidan, and he doesn't have much time left to live. I see Shepard and him finding solace in each other's arms before one has to eventually leave. Shepard comforts him during his last years of life while he helps them mend their freshly broken heart. A win win. A mutual agreement.

The good cop bad cop roleplay also was the closest thing to playful I have ever encountered in a loyalty mission.

I tried flirting with Samara, man that stung.

Liara came to my room but didn't make a move?

Pov: You're Liara seconds after blueballing my Shepard and actually only coming over for wine.

I hate my romance options. I liked Tali's mission tho it was super fun and I don't get a lot of chances to yell and play the loudest human in the room.

Anderson betrayed us and knew about Horizon, you can go to confront him and say how he was your only friend left. He doesn't apologise and says it was a necessary risk, that made me lose respect for him a bit. Shepard does not have a single soul on their side in this lifetime.

I did some DLC by accident? That's kinda why I wanna restart with ng+ and do everything in the recommended order. Plus, the widow sniper is amazing, and I don't wanna part with it just yet :(

I liked taking Legion everywhere, but it's already end game. I had put off recruiting him because I didn't know the FF mission was his, I thought it was the last mission before the endgame missions, so I must do it last.

He looks so...ominous in every screenshot, like it's taken moments away before disaster. Ik it's just his headlights but man he looks ready to jump me. It made me realise how scary the Geth can be when you're not viewing them from a sniper's lens behind a crate miles away.

I thought the last empty space was for Liara but she left.

The game is 10/10, steps on your heart a lot and more angsty than the first game, Also everything is so expensive and I am so broke. The Alliance used to pay me per fucking kill, Cerberus are so stingy.

Gonna either start with a ng+, re-import my ME1 character or just move on to ME3.

[phantomram-b00]

So I realize I never did an introduction before, untillll now as spooky season is here so why not make-

Boo!

Gotcha >:) but as I was saying, I thought why not make one now, (and maybe one day I might make those meet the artist, let see)

Soooo, spooky to meet you, I’m Phantomram…BOO

Sorry had to again. But you can call me Phantom or Ram; whichever you prefer or all together, hey, the world is your oysters. Or ostrich. Just a shy yet very talkative ghost that love to talk about good omens. If you ever wanted to talk, you can just please be mindful, I am shy and not the best with conversations but I’m happy to talk. And uh, if you ever want to ask me question whether to get to know be better or ask anything about good omens, Ahh you can ask in the ask my anything box ^^ but I will reveal info here starting now!

About me:

-Age: 21 (or as my family member say, I’m old.)

-Zodiac: I’m an April Aries!

-MBTI: INFP

-🇵🇷

-height: 5’3 (I’mma fun-sized ghost)

- just to add as I wasn’t comfortable at the time but now I am, I’m autistic ^v^

My scary interest:

-GOOD OMENS! (I love this show and also the book as I’m slowly reading it. I’ve watch this back in 2019/2020? And I love it and waited when the second season came and it did and now I’m loving this show and now going to wait patiently for season 3. But for now, this is my main hyperfixation, and I can’t get enough of it. I love it. But I promise I do have other interest to so let continue 😅)

- Art/drawing/(sometimes) writing

- magic/fantasy

- music (my music taste is haha complicate.)

- books (I love them, I wish my attention span a bit better but I do love a good read.)

- horror movies

- dnd

- oversized jackets! (Specifically the one with the zippers) or trench coats.

- mythology.

- Halloween

-Broadway/Movies/Shows

Shows/movies/books/games I love:

- Good omens (love love love!)

- Little shops of horrors

- Soul eater

- Coraline (I do wanna read the book tho)

- Star Wars (I seriously still need to catch up to watch Ahsoka aahhhh! 😭)

- Transformers

- Sally Face

- Percy Jackson (haven’t finished reading but I do like it so far and I can’t wait for the show coming up)

-murder drones

- FNAF (yes I’m excited for the movie coming out, I’ve been waiting for this movie since middle school-)

- MK (mortal Kombat)

- owl house/Amphibia/ducktales/Svtfoe

-TMNT (edit: because I forgot to add this Idek how I forgot this)

And more that I can’t think of. I can’t collect them all, I’m not ash Ketchum or any Pokémon trainer. I’m just a ghost on the internet let me have this.

Four random fact about me:

- when it came to doing the MBTI test, my introvert was almost 100%.

- despite being Latine/Latinx I can’t speak Spanish to save my life 😅

- my mom once banned coraline because it was “too scary”

- I learn about zodiac because of animal crossing of all things

“Can I use the ask me anything?”/dm you?: yes! You can ^^ I know some used it (for the ask me anything at least), but if you want to ask me anything go right ahead. I’m happy to answer (almost) anything you like. As for the dm, sure, especially if you’re a mutual I have here, you can ^v^, just all I ask is please be respectful and be mindful. That literally all I ask from you :))

However what I do not allow on this page and imma make this very clear: if you are racist, homophobic, transphobic or just bottom line don’t care about humans rights or any rights at all. Please go and do fucking better and leave me and my fellow ghostly pals alone. Please and thank you very much.

‼️BOUNDRIES: please do not use my ama for donations ask as scammers are using this tactic. If you disrespect this, I will ignore or delete your ask. Please use my AMA for anything else. Any questions. Please don’t cross this boundaries ‼️

Plz go Donate to RAINN

And uhh, I guess that’s all. Have a spooky Friday 🤭

[mebiselfandi]

An excuse to come into ur inbox 🤍

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT8LdPvrD/

In all honesty, how are u? Are u feeling better? How is life treating u? Have u been taking care? Pls take care. U know I'm only a message away if u need/want to talk 🫂 ur the only star in my Universe that I stare at every night to admire 💖

I’M LOSING MY MIND CAUSE I LEGIT SAVED THAT TO SEND TO YOU OH MY GOSH! Our fyps really be like 👯‍♀️ TWINS! Kissing you all over😘🥰

Me? Great fine fantastic (not exactly but I’m no longer dying). COVID’s gone so yay :) the infection…complicated. Kidneys are killing me but oh well I can’t really do anything bout it but it’s coolio :) and don’t worry about me, I’m taking care as much as I can. And of course, imma come bother you very very soon🤭😌

Also pls that’s the cutest thing I’ve heard😭 c’mere so I can squash you🫂

1. Funny story, I started swiping when I was getting ready to send this to you yesterday but I saw the jade tub and the music and suddenly I just started writing tons and tons and I ended up forgetting to send. But yeah. The jade is very pretty and calming but I feel the way it's set up would make me a lil claustrophobic. The pinks a bit lout but I'd never leave

2. The pink is so pretty and I wanted to choose it but I felt like if I had to smell it irl it would be too floral and make my head hurt :( so I chose the green(also I'd picked so much pink in this)

3. It reminds me of a perfume I had before it was soooo pretty and smelled so good. Baby Rose Jeans

4. The waistline for the green would look weird on me but I know the pink would look so cute on me. Plus all my pajamas are pink anyways so it's only fitting

5. Pink robe is giving dramatics! Beauty! Elegance! 'Oh no my rich husband has been found murdered in the parlor whatever shall I do now with all this money left to me in the will' ! I love it sm

6. Lil frog is so cute but the pink is more something I would have in my cupboard

7. A BEE OH MY GOSH🥰

8. Mmm raspberries. I haven't had them since I was a child so gimme gimme gimme

9. The pink is a bit too much over the top in the wrong shade but the green is so beautiful. Me in my green room in my pink pajamas would be the perfect combo!

10. Fahrenheit 451 has been on my tbr list for the last half decade maybe more and one day I'll get there hopefully

11. Can you imagine the green room with the soft pink light shining pink roses onto the wall? Ugh I'm in love. It would be so so so pretty

12. Pink Teddy bear reminds me of the blue Teddy bear I have

13. Green looks like it might be scratchy against my skin. Also the pink looks so cozy and warm

This whole tiktok is so Cosmo and Wanda and I'm loving it sm! You're such an angel and now that I'm feeling better, I'm gonna get to your other asks which I've been staring at with heart eyes🥰🥰(especially the aquarium one. I think about it sm its so sweet)

Anyways, I'd missed doing these with you so this was so so much fun. And trust imma be back setting up camp in your ask box soon 😌

Ilysm and I'm with you always. Mwah mwah mwah keeping you wrapped tight in my heart and my arms

Also did this before I slept so I'm feeling so many sleepy vibes from you rn😴

[iamgrape]

For Roze

Chapter One: part two

Character:

HiMERU, Kaname Toujou, Tatsumi Kazehaya

Request/gift: @rozestears

Warning: not edited or proofread.

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What to do if someone court you that is not your soul mate? That you have no soul mate...

In this modern time. We obviously could live without love life.

Knowing that you and that person isn't even fated to one another why would you accept them? What if they have a soul mate--

"Ah I also don't have one." You were monologuing in your head when certain someone who's courting your break your emo moment.

"..." You turn away to continue looking at the view you can see from the Terris of the apartment complex corridor, you live at-- as you play again your background music that can make you be emo. Until certain someone ruined your moment.

Sometimes we don't need love life because we can have delusional relationship with fictional characters.

That is why you refuse to acknowledge this courting.

"It's ok if you like to play otome games. I don't really mind."

You pause your game that your playing in your phone to look at your companion at the moment.

"Are you a mind reader?" You really don't get how people around you seems to able read what's up with your head. First your neighbor, now him. "ITS NOT AN OTOME GAME OK?" You corrected.

"sorry, my bad for mess genre the game your playing. But to answer your question. You were mumbling out loud, you see." He softly chuckle as he tells you your monologue out in the open earnings a bashful mess.

"I--... " You don't know what to reply to that.

"Hey you." You heard someone called out to you. Before you can even play again the game your playing. You once again pause the game and look up to the new person. You start to shake when you see it's your neighbor.

"Lol. You aren't walking the plank. Why you shaking like uneven ship in the sea?" Your neighbor laughs at your attitude everytime they are around.

"Anyway how good is your ears. Can you guess what's inside this box?" You look at the box they are holding.

"...w-why are you asking me that...."

"This is a price inside. If one can guess what's inside correctly without opening it. There's a one week trip in a famous hot spring." Your neighbor starts. Your eyes widen when you hear one week trip.

"If you guess correctly. You can have it or you could get some good night sleep without ( censored ) at night if me and the noisy one is the one who will take the trip. " Your neighbor give a sly smirk.

Yes they did said ( censored ) as (censored).

"Ok!" Your eyes sparkle as you went to inspect the box and shake it a bit. "Ahm..." You tap the surface to create vibration inside.

"Isn't that cheating?" As your busy inspecting the box, tatsumi look at your neighbor who is checking some email in their phone.

"Cheating you say? It's more of using the resources you have, to get what you want. As far the rules state. They never said you cannot ask help from someone who can guess it correctly. As long you won't open it. There always holes in each rules." They look up from their phone.

"Someone like the likes of you shouldn't even call me out for cheating... Don't we (Mr angel)..?" They look at tatsumi with a close eyes smile that hide their secret that they know in their gaze.

"Ok! It's a 100 yen coin and an ear pud without case.... Ahm... Wait there's another one " you shake the box and you hear a very tiny almost non audible ring.

"--and a very small bell." You smiled happily. You give the box to your neighbor.

"...aiy! Nice. Imma go back to that place to redeem the award." Your neighbor accept it and was about to leave. But They turn around and approach you to pat your head. You froze.

"as expected to the neighbor of mine who frequently complaint about very ✨ descriptive ✨ source of noises each day." They smiled like a proud parent. Through they left soon later.

"..." You held your head that was pat. You can't help but smile. Tatsumi looks at your smile, he too can't help but smile too.

You once again hear someone walking in the end of the hallway. "HiMERU greets neighbor and you..." You look at your new neighbor who move in to the apartment complex a day later of meeting in a certain vending machine-- which a month ago.

That cola guy who call you a clown.

"Hello there HiMERU." Tatsumi smiled fondly to the new comer who in a spit of second you swear saw him look disgusted. "How are you today?"

"Well HiMERU is doing fine. HiMERU is doing great on DOING HiMERU's job as a GUIDE...." you can hear malice in his voice but it's mask with sweet coat.

"I'm glad then." Tatsumi don't seems to notice HiMERU dislike him or he just don't care.

You wonder why your in such situations. Why can't you just have a good free day of playing game and later just sleep the day off since your noisy neighbor is out for work or what not. But no. You have to be in a middle of a situation of a cola guy and that guy courting you.

"... HiMERU isn't a cola guy. HiMERU is sad to be called just the cola guy. HiMERU is HiMERU." HiMERU look at you in very disappointed smile.

"...." you look at tatsumi who nodded his head. You don't even ask and he already confirmed the fact, you once again spoke out loud your monologue again.

"HiMERU is free today since there's no work Job on wanna-be-watcher this day."he thought about something.

Wanna-be-watcher... That's one way to call the supernatural haunting group you three are in. Technically it's only you and HiMERU ( he joined later that day of meetings, turn out his looking for the agency and get thirsty for cola on his way). But since tatsumi is a frequent visitor and joiner at the outing. His a unpaid member and treated as one by your coworkers.

"HiMERU would like to play that game your playing. Since it's look entertaining to pass time with it." He takes out his phone and look at you.

"What's the game name? HiMERU would like some ask tips form a senior player too. " Your eyes lock on his golden orbs at the thought of a familiar person playing the game with you.

You quickly tell him the game name. Your so excited to get more player play the game with you!

"If you don't mind... I also want to play with you." Tatsumi notice that your really find of the game. He can't help but thank HiMERU for giving him a way to get close to you indirectly.

How wrong he was, HiMERU did not give him tip!' certain blue haired can't help but click his tongue as he realize why tatsumi is looking at him with very thankful haze.

You did hear the sound of HiMERU making but your so happy to get more players you don't really care! You happily told them about the basic things for the game and tips.

...

"NO WAY WHY IS ALL YOUR SONGS S+?" you look at amazement at the song list of HiMERU account. Through he still have some S for certain songs but his hard move and expert are too blinding.

"HiMERU practice and play it many times, of course." HiMERU smile like a victor. He give a side view to a certain someone who's playing in normal mode and just chuckle as he miss a beat.

HiMERU can't help but smirk as he felt his better at something through it's made by his efforts to do those songs till they start to ring in his head every day and memories the dance move of all the units. Even that very suggestive one.

"HiMERU is really amazing indeed." Tatsumi who finally finished the song look up to the two of you as you three are in the comfort of your Kotatsu. It been many months since you first meet Tatsumi.

He still continue to court you but since your more close to him now since his your game buddy your not that awkward around him anymore. Being confess everyday is like being greeted hello now.

You did felt guilty about it. But your standing your ground. You refuse to be in a relationship--

"..." You heard someone chuckle. You look at HiMERU who's looking at tatsumi who hopelessly sigh. "I spoke out loud again don't I?" You cover your face with a pillow. You wanna burry yourself away from this shame.

"HiMERU would like to lie but no sadly you indeed once again speak out loud." HiMERU chuckle, his voice sound like a alluring seductive. You felt your ears turn red. You quickly cover it.

"Ahaha.... (F/n) really is so open.* Tatsumi gentle voice is also bad for your ears. He don't seems offended by your words. He isn't the type of give up anyway.

Those two are really bad for me. One is seductive voice and the other a heavenly gentle one. They both have beautiful voice that could make you go crazy.

My ears going to be permanent red.' you thought. You long realize that your auralism. After your neighbor says your one.

"You have a Voice kink"

your face is so red when they openly says that while reading porn in the hallway.

"(F/n)~" you hear seductive deep voice whisper to your ears. You felt all the hair in your body stood up and all the blood went up to your head and your heart rate become uneven.

"KYAAAAAAAAAA!!" You went and send an upper cut with reddish face.

"Ahahahaha. HiMERU really likes your reaction." The culprit held your knuckle that was about to land a hit and damage to his face in the right moment.

"I'm glad you (still) like my voice." Your other ear not safe as it's targeted by the other person in the room. Gentle voice tried to follow the lead of the first one but he end up chuckle as he whisper to your ears.

" !!!!...." You heart skip a beat. "W-wha...n-not you too!" You cover your face as the two of them look at you who is cowering. " I-i can guess tatsumi.... " Since he always says he likes you. But being this direct in teasing you is weird.

"Oh? You question why HiMERU is teasing your sensitive ears?" HiMERU notice your gaze and smiled. "After a long while... "We" have grown fond of you (since long ago) "we" have fallen in love with you." He confess with his hand holding his beautiful marble necklace as he form his finger to a heart shape.

Somehow you saw another person who look exactly like HiMERU yet that person golden orbs don't know any negativity that isn't sadness. Pure optimistic version of HiMERU but wearing a black hoodie appear beside him but his a transparent.

"...ah." tatsumi is taken back. "I guess HiMERU never change." Instead of being mad tatsumi seems happy HiMERU likes you.

You don't know if you should be questioning why people like you. What's to like about someone who only like to sleep, play game and work in a supernatural agency. You don't know what they see in you--

"Love works different for each people." You sigh as you realize you spoke out loud again.

"The three of us don't have a link other people have. But won't it be interesting to decided our own fate?" Tatsumi added.

"we do have a link with you. A connection different than humans have." HiMERU corrected.

"But certain someone broke his link. Won't you accept "us" instead of him?" HiMERU and the other HiMERU who look at you with a very innocent smile awaiting for your reply. He reach out to held you hand to kiss the back of your palm.

"I--.... " You are now in a very rock between rock situation.

'i don't know what to do. Why am I suddenly in a shoujo manga story?!' you thought as your head start to be lighten up. You felt you don't what to do as you forgotten how to breath and like a bell. You fainted and escaped the situation.

Your not that weak. Your just weak when being confronted with this kind of situation!

...

You once again in a memory lane. You saw a lady walking toward a person who's wearing a cloak who reach out a hand to her who without a ward accept it and they start walking down the foggy path with the only light is coming from the lamp from the clock figure.

"How was your life this time around?" You heard familiar voice spoke.

"Ah. Humanity are hopeless case. I or them should never judge before they know the full case... Luckily I wasn't such a saint either. " She told her life story with open minded. She once again been back stab literally by people.

She did felt betrayed and anger but the moment she left her body, she left go such emotions. She will remember each ending why those events happening in her life. She have a the role of a tragic and hopeless person who the fate greatly hate. A Canon fodder.

But instead of bottling all the hate and loath. She wasn't made to feel such emotion would thrown in her way. It's to balance her emotions and not cause her soul to break apart.

"Ah.... " The guide don't know what to reply but he hold her hand as if saying no matter what he would always be there in each end.

"D-do you wanna cry?" He ask as his voice cracking and tearful. He can feel the emotions she have when she is once alive. How she felt before she truly die.

"Can souls cry?" She ask monotonously yet single tears fall from her eyes.

"If you can't cry that easily.... I will shed tears for you! I will cry for your stead... Even how embarrassing it is!" The guide stop to look at her.

"..." She look at him. "Your the only one who stayed long with me to not hate me..." She smiled.

"I like holding your hand. It makes me calm." She added as the two start walking to the pathless path.

"I-if I could... I would always join you in your lives... But sadly I cannot. There's rules." He isn't allowed to mangle too much with people. Or else his real identity would been discovered and the danger would be so terrible.

"It's ok. We always would meet in each end." She knows her limit.

"But you know. The connection we have..." She thought about it. She gaze at their locked hands.

"I wonder if it could pass as soul mates..." She haft ested began.

"H-huh...? S-soul mate...!?" Suddenly the guide stop and start to fidget like crazy as well screams that seems to echoes in the empty path.

"W-why would y-you conclude that....?!" He is so embarrassed and red under the cloak. She giggle as his reaction.

"Maybe I'm so hopeless.... And wanted love. Maybe I fallen on love with my darling guide who always so nice too me." She tease him and he become more of a mess his hoodie fallen off.

"Y-you...r-really?" Your eyes widen as you saw familiar face yet unfamiliar how he acted in front of you. He and that person share the same looks yet they are both different people.

"Ahhhh...." He suddenly fall to the ground as he felt intense glee and happiness.

Unlike her, he was someone who's very emotional. It's to balance the guide and the soul. Or the two of them are just special case.

"Ahaha... Your ears are so red." She point out.

"N-noo... Y-your just teasing and l-lying... Aren't y-you?" He cried as he look up to her with tearful gaze.

"No. I'm not lying..." She giggle as she pat his head to comfort him. "If there's no such thing as soul mate, im free to fall in love who I want.... Unless of course you already have --"

"HIMERU Don't have any!" He quickly says as he went and hug her. He smile brightly. "O-oh!! We're going to be late!" He suddenly realize how they are in the path and quickly hold her hand and rubbed to the unknown.

"I will remember your words! Ok! Goodbye~ see you later!" His voice could be heard in far distance before everything turns to nothing

...

When you wake up, you were being watch by a transparent HiMERU. He was smiling innocently. Something HiMERU cannot be tagged with. That guy is too seggsy and full of sex appeal.

"H-hi?" You waved to him. He seems surprised that you can see him. "...." He mouth something but you cannot hear it but he is waving his hand. "I can't hear you...." You mumble as you point at your mouth and ear and shake your head.

"..." He once again said something yet you failed to hear it. He pout as he start to scream like but you still cannot hear it.

Tears start to build up from the corner of his eyes. His shoulder start to shake it seems it you can hear him. You could hear him wailing and sobbing.

"D-dont cry....*hic." You try to comfort him as you also start to cry with him. You reach out to held him but your hand went pass him. He saw it and he seems to wail even more as he tried to held your hand.

You also tried to held his reaching hand but failed.

"....HiMERU don't know one can go coocoo in the head after a sleep." The door open to reveal HiMERU, your still in your apartment but HiMERU seems to have access to your room.... Oh wait you give them your extra keys.

You eyes widen looking at two HiMERU.

"!!!" The transparent HiMERU run to the normal HiMERU who seems to start to complain as they hit HiMERU in the chest. HiMERU swiftly held the translucent HiMERU head to stop him from doing so but he acted like his not doing that as he smile.

"HiMERU brought you some sweets." He casually held the translucent HiMERU cheeks and squish it and throw him off to the sofa.

But the childish HiMERU is quick to his feet and tried to pull HiMERU away from you as HiMERU take a seat beside your bed.

'They sure act like brothers.' you thought as HiMERU take out a handkerchief to wipe your tears away.

"...thank you." You accepted the sweets and you remember that you have scheduled to have cooking class tomorrow. You wonder which recipe your going for this week.

"...." Your about to take bite when you felt being stared at intensely by those two. Your confuse why your seeing two HiMERU but your so sure they are both different people.

"Can I help you?" You put down the cookie without even taking a bite.

"Can't HiMERU watch you?" He look at you with false innocent while his other hand is flicking the forehead of the childish HiMERU in his lap who seems to be yelling something while crying.

"N-no... " You fidget, you look around and notice it's dark outside. "Ahm how many hours did I slept." You ask. " Enough time to drive away that person." He takes one cookies and smile at you.

'ah he most mean tatsumi. Tatsumi always leave before the sunset. He said he can't go home late.'

"You most be hungry. Do eat some." He held your cheek in one hand as the other place the cookie right on your mouth.

You can smell the sweet fruity flavor of the cookie, you realize at that moment how hungry you are. You take bite of it and somehow his smile become softer.

"It taste good..." You mumble embarrassed that he have serve you. When your perfectly fine to eat one.

"I-i can eat the rest j-just fine!" You mumble as the atmosphere seems very shoujo like for you.

"But HiMERU still want to feed you pomegranate cookies. HiMERU might suddenly turn away and you would not feed yourself right..." He false his worries as he held your face, his right thumbs wipe the crumbs away from your mouth.

"HiMERU can't help but weep when he saw you faint because that person overwhelmed you." (What lies. He also overwhelmed you.) "HiMERU is good of taking care of people. Do relay your care to HiMERU. HiMERU would take good care of you." His golden eyes stared deeply to you, you felt daze.

Somehow you could only stare as he slowly lean in but before his lips lay softly to yours a transparent hand pulled his face away.

You watch HiMERU grab hold of the childish one --who's crying and pouting-- head and a very annoyed yet with a smiling face, he squish and pull the cheeks of the other. "I have enough of you." He says.

"!!!!" The childish one trash around and pulled HiMERU necklace off his neck.

The beautiful blue swirling golden marble pendant went flying to your direction and you unconsciously catch it.

The moment you grab hold of it, you felt vibration. The marble necklace turns to a bracelet and lock itself at your wrist. As you question what happened your momentarily distracted and forget about it by the noise near you.

"-Wuwuwu!! Big brother your a meany!!" You heard someone wailing.

"Third party! Third party!" You look up to find the one yelling being the translucent HiMERU.

"H-how dare you try to seduce her!? Wuwuwu..." he complained.

" Awwwww! It hurts!!" But he cried when HiMERU squeeze his cheeks.

"....????? " Your eyes widen when you realize you can hear him now.

"Dayum.... " You don't know what to say as your to stun. "P-please don't bully your younger brother...." You reach out to stop HiMERU. He look at you. And the marble at your possession

"So you can (now) both see and hear this idiot." He stop as he point at his younger brother. Who's chocking arm lock by him.

"I-im not an idiot!"

HiMERU eyed his younger brother."Hmm... What's 12²(79 - 76⁸)³?"

"....I'm an idiot!" It seems that he don't expect his older brother is going to ask him a math problem. He did not prepared to memorize the formula before time!

"You should at least know the answer." Disappointed Asian parent, HiMERU. "It's -1.985586--" each number he said, he pinch his younger brother sides.

"it hurrrtttttssss....wuwuw....*hic." The younger brother cried as HiMERU finally let go of him, he quickly run toward you.

Since your in possession of the marble, his able to touch you. He hugs you while crying.

"S-see... Don't fall for that guy... His ugly (HiMERU: you should look to a mirror first) --personality is really a turn off!" He rudely point at his brother.

But he saw HiMERU smiling at him. He quickly take back his hand. He felt his older brother going to break his finger if he continues.

"There there..." Your ears are bleeding by how loud he is. But you cannot tell him off. Somehow his familiar. You pat his head, he look at you and now beaming with joy as you comfort him.

"... I miss you~" he says as he rubs his cheeks with yours. You froze how touchy he is. "088~ I miss you so much~" he felt so happy being seen, hear and hugs you again.

"088?" You ask in confuse as you hugs him back.

"You, of course. My precious human soul under me~ oh! Oh! If your curious why your number very low. Cause your a soul from --" his mouth is shut before he could say more.

"I don't think you be this dumb to tell confidential information." HiMERU eyed his younger who's mouth, his covering.

"Hmmhn!" - the muted younger brother.

'ah... Idk why I'm still taking this In well instead of fainting again because I'm pretty sure this is not normal.' you thought as you look at the two of them. "I... Can I..." You fidget as you look down at your hand.

"HiMERU understand if you have many questions bugging your mind. But he would like to ask if your willing to open your mind to the unknown.... Once you know it (again), you can never go back." HiMERU says as he notice the look in your face.

"... Last time, it don't end well. That fallen don't even know how to explain everything without taking to account what consequences of being too emotional around fragile human beings..." He let go of his brother who instead of saying something--look at you in the same solemn look his brother have--he walk in front of you. He held your chin up.

"HiMERU knows how fragile you are... That's why I'll show you... As long you willing to turn your back from your oblivious self..." He trace the outline of your face, he softly remove some hair strands that gotten lose to your face to the side.

You gulp. Deep inside, two side fights. One wanted to maintain being clueless and the wish to know.... you fear the unknown yet...

"I want to know...." you mumble as you still looking at his golden orbs.

"Good." As he said that. His long fingers that was cherishing your face, slowly yet swiftly gasp the back of your head, holding your head upright as he lean down.

Your eyes widen in shock as his lips softly place against yours.

His beautiful blue eyes close, you wanted to question what's happening but your mind black out and succumb to the kiss.

As you no longer ragged and willingly return the kiss, he can't help but smile against your lips.

"..." He part away but he softly kiss each of your eyelids. You open your eyes when he lean away from you. When your eyes slowly gaze at him.

"...." You cover your eyes and rubs it. Opening it again to look at him. You aren't seeing things.

HiMERU have two golden halo on top of his head like a crown. On top of his head have golden chains with orbs like eyeballs gazing down at you. In the place of his ears should been, lies beautiful feathers. And Behind him three set of feathers wings. You felt your eyes being blinded. Hes golden orbs have a two runs design reflected you. Through he still have the same casual cloths he wear earlier.

"...t-too... B-blinding...." You mumble as you close your eyes.

"Ah... S-so Y-your an angel..." You curse internally as you clearly remember what the context of the book you read before.

You remember how dangerous they are than demons. But it's fine as long you don't trigger them.

"088~ " someone tagged you. You remember that the childish HiMERU is still with you. You turn to look at him, he seems normal. You sigh in relief. At least you don't have to blind your eyes looking at the other HiMERU.

"HiMERU really can't believe humans could be this sensitive." HiMERU sigh and you suddenly went kowtowing in front of him.

" Please forgive me. Your holiness " you were force to say by something. You grit your teeth as you try to stood up but cannot.

"Eat more pomegranate..." HiMERU pulled you to his arms. the moment he held you, you suddenly become immobile and cannot rebuff him.

His bare skin touching yours, leaves tingling sensation you felt your in a cloud nine.

Luckily only his hands isn't cloth but you still felt hopeless still in his arm. he offer you the cookies from earlier.

"You need to get use to the presence of mine..." He mumble with a soft smile as you take bite of the cookie again.

Somehow you felt your not overwhelmed by his presence as you consume more of the cookies.

"Hmn..." You hummed, you felt drowsy as you look at him.

"I also want some..." The younger brother suddenly felt envious of the cookies. He look at his big brother with cute pleading look, HiMERU (the big brother) rolled his eyes and seat in the side of your bed with your still cuddle in his arms consuming the cookie. He pat the side of your bed, his younger brother quickly seat there and give feed his younger brother with his free hand.

"Thank you~" he cheerfully says as he nom the cookie beside you two. "088~ call me kana~ big brother can be called Meru~ that's not his name through." He says after he finish his cookies. "you seems to call me the childish HIMERU often (◕દ◕) I'm not childish!"

"...." Fuck, I speak out loud again' you though as you felt choking on the cookies.

"Are you a duck? Stop pouting." Meru look at his younger brother who always pout, cry and wail. "You call yourself not childish? You act like one."

"Being emotional and childish is different! ( ≧Д≦)" kana point out. Meru just rolled his eyes at his brother words. "Brother, brother~ can you leave the marble to her side? I wanna chat with her more~"

"No." -Meru

"Wuwuwu｡:ﾟ(;´∩`;)ﾟ:｡ MEANY!!" -kana

You want to cover your ears the moment kana start crying loudly again.

"Your noisy." Meru flick his brother forehead. "I--... *Hic." Kanaa held his abuse forehead. He wanna file complaints, this is child abuse. "Your very noisy and you want to stay beside her who cannot stand loud people?"

"It's fine..." You mumble after eating the last cookie. 50% fine with HiMERU somewhat true form(?).

"Don't indulge him. It will get over his head." Meru warned you right beside your ear. You shudder.

"Hmm..." He seems to enjoy your reaction. He look at you as he trace your feature with a smug grin that never seems to leave his face. You suddenly want to run away.

"No." Kana smack his brother face away from you and taken you off his brother hands.

"Third party.... Sussy brother." He glare at his brother as he tackle you into the bed.

You somehow finally able to move on your own as the invisible chains that leave you immobile earlier disappear.

"Hnmn... "You yawn as hug your body pillow. You look at the two brothers with drowsy eyes

"You guys can leave when you done playing in my room.... *Yawn.... Ahm. Explained tomorrow.... Good night...." And your slept like a baby.

ೄྀ࿐ ˊˎ-* .♡ *:･ﾟ✧ ⋆ ࣪.* ࣪.⋆ the guide and the protector

The two brothers golden orbs gaze at your sleeping form that is so defenseless and open to danger that lurks.

"How long well you continue watching?" HiMERU ask the invisible person. He look at the corner. He knows someone is watching them all this time.

Through that person cannot see his younger brother who's in a weak state because of a punishment cause by what he did with that guardian angel. Where his just a spirit that can be seen by who held the marble or share link.

"...brother...." Kaname called, he eyed his brother who is smiling yet the aura around him is threatening.

".... Shouldn't you know such thing would be treated as [ stalking ]?" He knows that certain fallen been doing all those time.

He was tasked by higher up to [ protect ] You and stop certain banish one unable to lay a claim. Even it mean laying or taking what tatsumi wanted.

Since he still remember that Tatsumi is the reason why his brother is force in such situations he is in ( he refuse to admit he expected too much out of his brother to not be that stupid to side with tatsumi rebellion and protect tatsumi when humans experience the drawback of not guiding the soul back to afterlife when it's their time).

He would gladly assist and help with the task, through he is under the category of a soul reaper instead of his original one (which on you and his brother he would let see). All he would do for his stupid (affectionate) younger brother.

"Hahaha.... HiMERU is really good on identify where I am." Soon a person become visible from the position where HiMERU is glaring at.

"how would it be called [ stalking ] I'm just continue my job as a guardian..." Tatsumi smile with his eyes close. You cannot see what emotion hidden in his eyes.

"But HiMERU is quite sure that you are fired from your job." HiMERU too smile with his eyes close. Theres seems to be tension in the room. It's suffocating.

Watching the scene, Kaname in the sideline suddenly don't feel so good. 'ah... Big brother and Tatsumi is going to argue again...' he thought hopelessly as he look at the two but felt it's a pain.

He can only look at the side where there isn't much problem. Which is you. Who sleeping like a lag. Thinking that his brother can deal with his problem.

He went to his escape route which is your comfort. He takes the place of the body pillow and throw it away and hugs you happily.

'theres many flavor in the world, yet brother choice to be so salty.' he thought as you unconsciously hug him back. He felt his mode lighten up as he can feel your familiar soul right beside his.

"...." HiMERU and Tatsumi saw the body pillow went flying. Tatsumi cannot see kaname but HiMERU who saw how his younger shamelessly takes the place of the body pillow to hug you cannot help but internally sigh hopelessly yet he cannot do to rebuff what his brother want. Seeing his brother smile made a genuine smile appear on his face.

"HiMERU really like her too huh..." Tatsumi thought it's because of you that made him smile. Yet HiMERU did not correct him.

" What's to not like about her." Other than your fine to deal around than the group that Is assign for his younger brother but those silly demons only likes to watch people shit themselves from haunted places.

'ah that's right.... She should been at that place when wanna-be-watcher went to the asylum. She's the one who run away before the 'comedy show' happened....'

He thought as he watch tatsumi walking to the bed.

"~ 🎶" tatsumi start to sing a lullaby as he pat your head softly. Kaname look at the smiling tatsumi who once have glowing golden halo and one of the supreme being yet become a fallen. Yet despite all that he still continue his duty his guardian angel duty to you.

"~ 🎶" HiMERU felt competitive and start singing along side tatsumi. The fallen angel look at him in surprise but he don't stop singing but he smile as HiMERU is willing to join him singing. HiMERU seat at the other side of the bed where his brother is.

'big brother....' once again kaname don't feel good.

⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘The fallen one⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘

He is once again been punish for harming someone because he cannot control his own emotions. He thought he could been honest to you but his so honest he told too much.

He forgotten that as someone under a punishment that he can cause you more harm being too emotional. He was taken away before he could stop hiiro from approaching. He was so thankful mayoi is near the place to explain.

He was locked up deep in the demon realm. He was told you forget meeting him and that it return to zero again. That he cannot go back to human world for a while. Then he was left in the darkness for what seems for eternity. He and only his thoughts to accompany him.

He first prayed for your will being

Yet slowly as time goes by. His mind too is swallowed by the darkness.

'was it really that bad to drown myself in human emotions...'

'why can't I... Why can't I be like others... Why was I made to be like this... Chained and bound to the rules....'

'was it wrong.... To care so much for my poor unfortunate soul like her? that is always been in pained and suffer...'

'even if I fall... Even if I were to made to able to repeat everything... I would still do it ...

I will help her over and over again. Cleans her karma....

To taint it myself... *Chuckle.... That's right.... Why would I let the system corrupt and Taint her?

Only I should do that.... Why would they leave a mark on her?

Oh my poor unfortunate eternity.... Once I go out from this place....

I would surely make sure to erase what they did too you....' he felt the demons have taken over control of his mind. No. It's not the demons.

Maybe it's truly what he really is...! In the darkness he plan for what he would do.

He can't help but chuckle menacingly, his black halo continue to drip dark puddle of what left of sanity, his wings that once have bit of pure feather slowly become pitch black.

The gentle angel have truly fallen from grace.

His purple gaze become lifeless and when his punishment is lifted and his friends have come to bail him out they saw tatsumi who have a permanent smile in his face yet his eyes don't seems to held the same light as before.

"T-tatsu-senpai..." Aira felt fear as he called out to elder. "Yes?" Tatsumi gentle voice seems to lace with false emotion. He turn his head to give a close eyes smile to aira, hiding how he gaze at people.

"N-nothing... N-nevermind..." The little devil felt chills and unable to ask his concern.

"Tatsumi... " The incubby knows something is up.

"Hmm?" The fallen Humm in response.

"I will help you...!" Mayoi is determined that he would help his friend that seems to be different after they part with him.

"Ah. I don't seems to understand what you mean by help?" Tatsumi chuckle but it made Aira hide behind hiiro. He doesn't feel good.

"My soul mate is neighbor with her... You and her could start again..." He felt hopeless. He don't want his friend to be in pain and act so far from he use to be.

"...mayoi is so kind..." Tatsumi stops walking and the others did too. He turn and approach mayoi. He softly held the incubus chin and stare deep at his blue eyes that look at him with worry.

"T-tatsumi...!?" Mayoi don't like why his friend being overly close right now...

"Don't your beloved ask for reference...?" Tatsumi gaze down at him with purple orbs that is swirling with insanity and darkness. A mischievous smile pasted on his face as he whisper that to mayoi.

" I won't mind giving a hand as gratitude..."his voice cause the incubus in his hold to shudder before he was push away by Hiiro who notice tatsumi is being weird.

"Tatsumi-senpai please refrain from acting up with someone with a soul mate." Hiiro don't like what his seeing.

"...ahaha. I don't plan on anything hiiro. Don't worry too much. " Tatsumi back away laughing in false innocent.

"I'll be going now. I still have things to do." Like guarding his precious human. He been gone too long, he doesn't know what happened in those time.

"Mayo-senpai are you ok?" Aira ask his senior worriedly. Mayo takes a deep breath.

"Y-yes... We really need to make tatsumi go back to his normal state of mind..." He start and the other nodded. "It seems that Tatsumi lost himself to his inner darkness... Such tragic thing... As friends... We should help him out or it be too late for regret." Mayoi is quite worried for his friend. He would make sure his friend would be back to his normal self.

Even how one can have flaws. Tatsumi do have flaws even how he is once an angel, but now he fallen to the whisper of the abyss, soon his own self and reason would be gone to the oblivion.

And so the plan to make you and Tatsumi meet again happened. As it is one of way to help his friend out of the abyss.

...

Tatsumi is invited by mayoi in the human world. He was busy on what's his doing but still agreed to it.

When he realize the invite was for a date with you in amusement park. he at first, is worry because you would not go to such noisy place.

Yet at the thought of meeting you again and being acquaintaned with you again can't help but fill his heart with happiness.

A sparkle of light seems to grow inside of him.

When the day come. He was too nervous he stay still at the staircase but he notice. Your presence coming close and was about to greet you when you slam into him.

That very moment you look at him he felt his self being lifted from the darkness that been corrupting him. Finally his back to his usual bright self again.

He felt so happy that day as you and him become acquaintance again.

He don't feel hiding his emotion anymore and would willingly court you even it takes years.

He would pretend to leave and would sing a lullaby to you so you will get a good night rest each day.

He happily give you flowers and shower you with gifts.

Join what you love to do and spend more time with you. Just being with you made him sane.

Yet when he discovered a certain guide--a soul reaper appear before you.

He was alarm yet when he discovered it was a friend who joined him years ago.

He let his guard down. He felt happy that his long lost friend have come around.

"Hey how long are you going to make the coffee??" You ask while looking from the door way of your work place break room. It's one of those days he offer to make tea and coffee for everyone. he look back to look at you.

"Oh wait I'm almost done ~ I'm just going to put my secret elixir to make it more delicious~" he honestly says which made you, raise a brow but he always said that through his not wrong about his tea and coffee being the best.

"Mk. Do your magic or what not ~" you wave him off and left him be.

"I hope she don't hear how loud my heart beat is...." He felt his cheeks warming up and his 'heart' beating so fast.

He quickly goes back to his work and take out a cute bottles from his inner pocket. Glittering golden and red liquid shined under the light.

He smiled as he pour three droplets of red -- pomegranate-- and a drop of golden-- golden apple-- to your mug. His eyes swirling once more with insanity.

Do you know the story of hades and Persephone? Or the story of golden apple of Hera?

Pomegranate that hades made Persephone to be able to stay by his side haft year time. And golden apple that give immortality...

Through it's also the symbol of the goddess of love.... A perfect love potion if mix right.

But his not in for a love potion, he wish you would fall on love with him with your own Accord.

Because he is in for the mixture where it could make you able to handle his curse and and what he is without going through the same process like before.

So he would continue to make you intake a bit of the elixir till it's finally taken full effect.

"One day... I can freely express all of me..." He whisper as he finally done mixing.

"....eh? HiMERU ? Can I help you? " He notice someone is outside. His holding the tray with cups in it.

"... No HiMERU doesn't need help. HiMERU just curious what took you so long." The soul reaper mumble as he reach out to help tatsumi.

"HiMERU would help you." He offer

"If you say so." Tatsumi give the other tray without your mug and happily go to the living room.

HiMERU who failed to get your mug can only internally sigh. He failed to inspect what the fallen put in the mug.

...

When he discovered that his friend held same feeling for you. He wasn't mad.

He don't know what to feel at first but seeing that your enjoying HiMERU company. His thoughts finally found a conclusion.

His precious human don't need a soul mate.

A Soul Mate is just one person.

You are worthy to be loved by many...! He can't help but thought as he held your hand while your sleeping soundly.

Not noticing or able to see kaname beside you.

He kiss you softly in the lips when he thought HiMERU wasn't looking.

[nights-like-this17]

Tagged by the one the only @thatbluelight

Writing questions tag game

What is your absolute all-time favorite idea you’ve ever had?

Probably “Can I Break Down Your Walls?” as a whole story arc, all the crazy shit that happens and how each chapter added more to their relationship. It was the first time I felt really connected to an idea. Most of the beginning stages actually came to me in a dream so I could always go back to that.

What is your favorite part of being a writer? Which parts could you take or leave?

I love connecting with people and making them feel/process their emotions. I’ve definitely met ppl through it or at least communicated with them enough to know I’ve had a positive effect which is all I’ve ever wanted to do with my writing. I feel like it’s a roller coaster of a process to write, I’d probably leave behind the bouts of writer’s block or spells of no motivation, but still they’re a part of the journey.

What is your greatest motivation to write/create?

I first started writing to create the stories that I wanted to hear, to fill in the blanks of what wasn’t said or shown in the media I loved. Now I feel like write to further extend a safe space or give people the opportunity to escape reality.

What do you wish you knew when you first started out writing?

I wish I knew how therapeutic it would be. I’ve been writing since I was very young because I had nowhere else to express my emotions safely, but writing fanfiction now allows me to establish my own worlds around characters I connect with, get things off my chest through the scenarios I’ve built.

What is your favorite story you’ve written to completion? Link it if you like and can!

Probably “Purple hurts, but Blue stings worse”. I’m a sucker for a soul mate fic. This was probably the most thought out story I’ve written.

What is your favorite out-of-the-box quote?

I had to did deep for this but

“This,” Becky starts dramatic as usual before Sasha can even ask, “is your pretty lesbian who’s gonna help you with your little problem” she offers like this is the end, the only choice, the standard for making Sasha’s experience one to remember.”

Really any time characters are being extra. I also really love in Purple Hurts when Becky and Seth are in a bet to see who can go longer eating specific colored foods…but I’m not searching through 20 chapters for that.

which of your characters would you say has the most controversial mindset? why do you say so and how do you personally feel about their ideals?

The first thing that came to mind was Finn in “Can I break down your walls?” Cuz he’s literally abusive and ends up in prison for aggravated assault…

But also Trina’s mom in the power ranger soulmate fics when she tries to rub her soulmate mark off with windex cuz she’s a homophobe.

if you, when you first started writing, met you now, what would younger you think?

Half of me thinks she’d be proud of how much I’ve actually written and that people actually read it and enjoy it. The other half thinks she’d be stunned that I’m still using writing as a coping mechanism, that I’m still living through a lot of my trauma and that I’m not over this shit yet. She’d also be concerned that I have run from fandom to fandom over the years, where is my loyalty?

This was fun, and deeper than I thought it would be, but two(2) people tops are gonna read it. But imma keep it here just for me that’s fine too.

If you have made it this far, go read my FreenBecky fic…it’s very angsty and very gay.

Retagging @theworldisrough because I don’t know anyone else. did you do this yet sis? I just wanna bother you lowkey. HELLO. If u have not been tagged and wanna be my writer friend, the applications are open.