#imm gonna hate myself for this later

[dragon-flies-72]

I did it

I finally cleared out all the ao3 tabs that I don't read on my phone

It feels like a victory and a loss

(I just know in a week im gonna be looking for a specific fic and just won't find it and hate myself for this)

[archive-of-the-incident]

➕:What you’re doing is just getting away scott-free and you’re able to just dip. Reminder to everyone here, not just Sam:

I fucking hate all of you.. I’m cryinf so hard as I write this. Cagney, Avalon, Gator, Chip, everuone dlze, I fucking hate you. There is proof that Brandon has been using me as a sex toy this whole time and there’s proof that I have a sexual abuse history from my father and that it convinces me to think what happened to me was okay during episodes and then Brandon would coax me into repeating my source for his CNC fetish (Including telling him CNC talk) that he asked for and persuaded me in repeatedly into because I wanted to please him so bad and my first instinct is to offer myself like that And I just hate all of you and yes I’m “Daddy’s Slut” I’m the Incest Bitch”and everything else becauss since y97 guys already “exposed me” Im gonna be honest about the whole shit that YOU missed. I hate you guys so much and if I was as strong and abusive like Jared I would have done something by now but I cant Imm so weak. Burn in hell. You deserve to see my real feelings at this very moment of this breakdown, so all of you can understand how fucking bad this pain is for me and the others idgaf about “online breakdowns” or “tantrums” no how aboht you guys get your little proof further about how Im the one still struggling months later. This is not even a violation of me, This post right here I was already forcefully violated online and my trauma sjown to everyone pls burn in hell Abd thats what I have to say. And I love Jared W and Brandon and I’m sorry that I was used to cause trouble in this.

More karma I just noticed.. Lmao. They have been struggling ever since they did this to us, more than before. Because they’re wrong, and they knew it, but continued.

The Muse Arg Account or whatever was Avalon’s biggest dream.. 🤔🤔 What a damn coincidence it was shut down, and also from CYBERBULLYING.. Ring any bells?

[ftwdanny-blog]

all texts for teddy thx

“✆” for a MORNING text. 

Danny: Are we still going for tacos later? Ya I know it’s like fucking 7 am but foOOOD.

Send “” for a text that WASN’T SENT. 

Danny: I still think about you all the time you know, it hurts to look at you sometimes.

Send “☎” for a RUSHED text. 

Danny: MY MOM WANTS TO TALK TO YOU TO SEE HOW YOU ARE SO IF SHE CALLS YOU DON’T FREAK OUT.

Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text.

Danny: Imm nt drUnk i promis thers A sdude here wh o loks like u aND wai t this mgiht actAllLy be u

Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text. 

Danny: tbh I’d probably let you choke me if you wanted to.

Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text.

Danny: Hey, just wanted to let you know that if you're ever having a hard time, like a really hard time, I'm there for you. I mean, I can give you hand. Or something.

Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text.

Danny: The other day Isaac was telling me how bad you were for me and I didn’t listen -- not until I really thought about it. And the more I did, the more I realized....You low key ruined me, I can’t even trust people as much as I want to because of you. You lead me on, you tease me and for what? What do you get out of it? Stringing me along like a puppy. I..I hate you..I can’t look at you without wanting to punch you or cry or both. And I hate myself even more 

Send “#” for a RANDOM text.

Danny: There’s a bacteria that lives in hairspray and that shit fucks me up.

Send “@” for a SCARED text.

Danny: I was watching family guy right. and i see a reflection on my computer screen and when i turned around THERE WAS NO ONE THERE IM FUCKING!!!

Send “&” for a LOVING text.

Danny: Dude you’re like, one of my best friends, yeah we have history but fuck, I trust you with my life.

Send “%” for a CURIOUS text.

Danny: I was thinking about you...about us..how we used to be and I honestly just want to know why we didn’t work....

Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text.

Danny: THE CONCERT IS THIS WEEKEND & YOU BETTER BE FUCKING COMING WITH ME.

Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text.

Danny: [Image Attached]Danny: I was gonna say whoops but fuck it, open it if you want.

Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

Danny: I’m always going to be wondering why I wasn’t good enough.