#iminhell
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An actual conversation i overheard at work today
"Do you think we should get yams"
"The fuck is a yam?"
"Oh its like a sweet potato"
"THEY HAVE POTATOES THAT ARE SWEET?!"
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i unblocked the orange man to see who follows him and too many of my fav players do #iminhell
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I've thought about it many times. What if I submerge myself in water and never emerge? What if I jump from the 37th floor? What if I pulled the trigger in my mouth? Will I make a mark when I leave this earth? Who will mourn at my funeral? Will my presence be missed? Will I have lived an extraordinary life? Will people care over someone who is nothing but dust now? Truthfully, everything's been overwhelming me lately that I'd prefer to drown in water than in my thoughts. But if I leave now, who will take care of my dogs? Who will my friends run to for advice? Who will my lover come home to kiss? Who will my family laugh with at dinner? Which strangers might seek my type of advice? And so, I remind myself to remember them whenever I feel like giving up on this life. I'll stay for those that need me. And even if life's been unfavorable for now, I'll stay because they're here, even if my mind is in a turbulent place. And I'll stay because there's a world I'm waiting to impact.
Lady Macabre Beth
#tw#triggerwarning#tbh#ngl#SuicidalThoughts#suicide#mentalhealth#hopeless#feelinghopeless#helpme#pleasehelpme#suicidal#imnotokay#sendlove#sendlovepls#losinghope#help#iminhell#icantanymore
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And how my day always progresses. Whyyy do I keep doing this. It’s never gonna get better. It’s not fair waking up everyday.
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Fun fact: forcing yourself to cry because you know you need to, because it’s been so long since you’ve last let yourself cry, hurts just as much (if not more) than keeping it in.
I miss my college friends. Well, they’re my only friends now. Well, my only decent friends who understand the current way I think, act, and feel. I hate that they’re so far away, and that there’s better alternatives to me, closer to them. And the people I am with just remind me of how shitty of a person I am and how shitty I was in High School. Do I only see my negative attributes because I’m a different person and they’re upset I’ve changed ? Am I ashamed of my new self because I’ve changed without guiding them through my changes? Should I give them a reason or accept me even if I’m not the same as I left them. Is my fair life to reciprocate a proper connection because I’m a horrible friend or because they simply lost touch with me because of who I was becoming?
Being home sucks. I only have one more school year left and if I take the time to acknowledge that I WILL get horribly depressed. I’ve found another home and comfortable lifestyle but I have to change it AGAIN. I guess it’s good because I can reinvent myself again. And this time actually have decent people to rely on and continue to journey through life with. But, it’s this time now, when I’m alone in my family home at night with millions of thoughts racing and no way and no one to express them to or with. Where am I going? Who will be with me? How low do I have to set my expectations to remain happy ?
.... the unknown is whispering in my ear and tempting me with a comfortable... and short... life. I start to toy with these ideas the void has given me. And with a cold and content heart. I smile.
#itbelikethatsometimes#oof#big oof#edgymemes#major oof#ouch#lonely#alone#corona#quarantine#iminhell#sad thoughts#imissyou#cry#thinking
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Bucky finally making social media accounts. Or ordering online. When the info asks for "what city do you live in" he goes to type it. unti he glances up seeing sam and tony. Before rethinking it. Typing something else. [this is what bucky fucking types]
#hell#iminhell#buckybarnes#avengers#avengersfamily#buckyandtheavengers#headcon#headcanon#i.think.i.did.this.right.i.dont.fucking.know.#avengerstower#avengerscompound#family#tonystark#samwillson#meme
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I have no exuse
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-I am in hell- Rin.. the next time.. I'd like if you could.. spend some time alone with me. . . . . . . #skyviews #sunsets #narutoanime #narutomanga #obito #kakashi #rin #hatred #love #war #peace #iminhell https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzp7PM8o6zW/?igshid=1bq35ohfnbqbe
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im so glad to be gay, like goddamn what a glory it is to be bisexual
#text by rey#im am not sober HOWEVER#im on vacation and have been mildly maulding about how not hot i am compared to straight women#the 20s trend of big coat gold earrings shoulder lenth hair with a middle part and turtleneck is HOT AS FUCK#i have guy short hair and flannels#i dont want longer hair but i do wanna be hot#and then#and THENNNN#i go to gay bar#i get flirted with bybthe feckin BARTENDER#imgay imshy iminlove iminhell#what a miracle#it is to be yourself#what a lovely thing#:D
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W H A T I S T H I S!!!!!????
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SHIT HAPPENES 🤣😂🤣😂 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬 ITS TOO HOT 102** 🤯🤯🤯 FOR THIS SHIT #102degrees #toodamnhit #tohotforthisshit #burningup #iminhell https://www.instagram.com/p/B1KUdg_gsR1/?igshid=1hhcxbotvkega
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This is what life has been like here without any trees! This picture was taken at 9am this morning! Please someone...call for help! #iminhell #thelesnestravels #travelingwiththelesnes #thelesne https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz-rsISl-k3/?igshid=1l473kznpvjvf
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Weekend like... 💆🏼♀️⠀ •⠀ •⠀ •⠀ •⠀ #haha #justkidding #stillunpacking #newhouse #dontevenlivehereanymore #whatadream #unpacking #moving #iminhell #tired #whatiwishiwasdoing #legs #legs11 #legsfordays #nopants #nofilter #latergram https://www.instagram.com/p/BufSBLrHeWB/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=xbykauo14enn
#haha#justkidding#stillunpacking#newhouse#dontevenlivehereanymore#whatadream#unpacking#moving#iminhell#tired#whatiwishiwasdoing#legs#legs11#legsfordays#nopants#nofilter#latergram
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LoL I’m experimenting ok?
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The dichotomy of what people see and what I feel.
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