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updownlately · 2 years ago
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4 - oh you love me, you love me
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“Hi bub…” 
Keeping your voice low, you walked softly into the room, beelining straight to the blonde under the covers, her head barely peeking out. 
Settling on the edge of the bed beside Alessia, you smoothed out her messy hair, a soft smile on your face at how adorable she looked- a sleepy grimace coating her face as blonde strands stuck out in every direction, no doubt a result of the nap she had taken earlier.
Hand coming to rest on her forehead as you stopped your ministrations, you quietly checked her temperature, mindful of the fever she had a few hours ago.
Feeling it to be near normal, you contemplated asking her how she was feeling, cautious of annoying the blonde as she was waking up. 
You decided to take the leap however, and ask, well-aware that you’d have a grumpy Alessia on your hands afterwards.
Still, being careful to not rouse the blonde too much with your voice, you kept it quiet as you spoke, words nearly a whisper. 
“How are you feeling now? How’s your stomach?”
At your questions, the striker let out a small grunt, no other response besides her shuffling ungracefully until her head was resting on your thigh.
Shaking your head fondly at her antics, you ran your fingers through her hair as she settled, scratching Alessia’s scalp in an attempt to bring her some comfort. 
Trying again, you spoke once more. 
“Less, baby, does anything still hurt?”
Again, another grunt, this one with a hint of a whine at the end this time. You shook silently with laughter at her response, eyes rolling lovingly at the child-like behaviour.
“Alessia…” Your tone was playful but the warning in it was clear- you really needed to know how she was doing so you could help her. 
The slight push was successful, the English woman finally responding verbally.
“Cramps are still bad and my back hurts.” 
Her voice was quiet though, discomfort apparent as her face scrunched up as she spoke.
You knew the drill at this point- on her periods, Alessia liked to cuddle a hot water bottle as you both would watch a movie, light sandwiches shared between you two as you huddled under a blanket or two in your bedroom. 
Nodding to yourself as you created a plan in your head, you made a move to get up, ready to go heat up some water for a hot water bottle and grab some food and ibuprofen. 
You didn’t get far however, Alessia burying her face into your torso at the slightest movement, her arm coming to lay across your lap, preventing you from leaving.
Unfortunately for you, as adorable as her wanting you to stay was, you knew Alessia would be in more pain if you didn’t get up right now, well aware of just how awful her periods got sometimes.
“Love, I’m just gonna fill you a hot water bottle, see if that helps…” Trying to convince the blonde to let you go, you tried to gently lift her arm off you. Your effort was futile though, her grip only tightening.
“No.” The response was clear, the blonde making no effort to loosen her grip.
“Lessi…”
“No. Please…” Her voice was quieter this time, nearly pleading.
Sighing, your shoulders deflated at her tone, knowing she was typically more clingier during the first day or so of her period, the pain heightening her need for your presence. 
“Only a little while, okay? After that I need to get you hot water and some food probably.”
And as Alessia moved over to the middle of the bed to make room for you, you got comfortable, sitting with your upper back against the headboard, propped up by pillows, legs stretched out as you made room for the Gunner.
Patting the space between your legs once you had situated yourself, you helped Alessia get comfortable in your hold, her back pressed to your front as you pulled the laptop she had been using earlier closer to you. 
Continuing the episode that the blonde had fallen asleep to, you let her rest her head on your shoulder, placing a loving kiss on her temple as you snaked your hands under her shirt, coming to a rest just under her stomach. 
Gently kneading, you did your best to massage the area as you both watched the show, trying to alleviate some of the pain. 
You could feel Alessia relax at your movement, body getting heavier and breaths getting softer, her slowly falling back asleep with the help of the comforting touch.
Briefly stopping your massage, you quickly turned the volume down of the laptop as to not wake her again, trying your best not to laugh as the girl in your arms whined at the faintest absence of your touch. 
Carrying on once again, a soft smile ever present on your face, you settled in, not unfamiliar with this situation with the number of months you had been together, but more than content to be there for her. 
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It was nearly an hour later when Alessia rose from her second nap, and if you were honest, you didn’t think she could have gotten any more cuter.
Sleep laden eyes, the blonde had immediately buried her face into your neck upon waking up, adjusting herself to be sideways in your lap as the evening light started streaming into the room.
The pair of you had sat there, cuddled up, for the better part of a half hour, you doing your best to make sure to slowly wake the blonde up, asking little questions here and there until she was fully coherent.
You had eventually convinced her to shower as you started on plans for dinner, an idea, a small surprise, on your mind.
Gathering all that you needed, you worked quickly, time limited.
Pulling away the coffee table in your living room, you quickly rearranged your couch, converting it into the bed it could become, before grabbing all the fluffiest blankets, pillows, and stuffies in the house and throwing them on the makeshift bed. 
Scouring around the apartment and the groceries you had gotten earlier, you prepped a snack tray full of the blonde's favourite treats, setting that near the fort you had built.
Finally, boiling some water, you prepped a hot water bottle for when Alessia was out of the shower.
Hearing footsteps just as you finished pouring the water into the bottle, you quickly set the kettle down, screwing the top shut before turning around. 
Smiling at the fact that she was wearing one of your oversized hoodies, you proudly presented her with the hot water bottle before taking her hand and leading her to the living room. 
Coming to a stop and facing the blonde, you watched as she took in the sight before you- dim lighting around the area, a few candles, the sofa-bed filled with blankets and pillows, snacks, and the TV set up, ready for any streaming service to be chosen. 
“I-…huh? What?” 
Sending you a bewildered look, Alessia tried to find the words to convey her shock, surprised at how you managed to pull this off in fifteen minutes.
“What is all of this?”
Shrugging your shoulders in response, a nervous smile on your face, you rubbed the back of your neck anxiously.
“I know we had plans to cook together tonight but I figured we could have a relaxing night in instead…”
Slowly walking over to the handful of take out menus you had piled up on the side, you picked them up,  bringing them back to the blonde with a sheepish smile.
“Bub, you’re on your period and I think it would be nice if we can just put on a movie, have some snacks, maybe order in, and just cuddle and…relax? No pressure for the night. Just you, me, some good, easy food, and some good entertainment y’know?”
Watching you explain your thought process with a lovesick smile on her face, Alessia stepped closer to you, arms coming around to pull you into a hug, burying her face into your neck.
Sighing into the crook, you felt the smile on the Gunner's face, her hug getting just a tad bit tighter with every passing second, almost as if she was trying to physically make you feel her love.
Relaxing into her hold, you let out a breath at the gesture, glad you had read Alessia correctly. 
Pulling back slightly, her sky-blue eyes met your own, head tilting earnestly as she glanced around the room quickly before looking back at you.
“This really sounds like the perfect night right now, thank you.” An apologetic smile crossed her face as she continued, “sorry I’m not in the mood to cook, I know I promised to teach you how to make pasta from scratch and-”
Cutting the striker off before she could spiral into a series of unnecessary apologies, you pulled her close, placing a soft kiss on her lips to quiet her.
Leaning back with a smile on your face at the dazed look in Alessia’s eyes, you grasped her hand in yours, tugging her onto the sofa behind you. 
“Less, love, don’t worry a second about it okay? Plus anyways, I’m feeling a little La La Land and some snacks…and then we can order food in a bit yeah? Sounds alright?” 
Smiling at the eager nod you got, you situated yourself, helping Alessia dig her way to the middle of the pulled out sofa. Letting her get comfy, you grabbed the softest blanket you had found, coincidentally her favourite one, and gently placed it on the blonde, making sure the hot bottle rested comfortably before settling yourself beside her, wrapping an arm around her shoulders as she laid her head on yours. 
A carefree smile unknowingly residing on your face, you flicked through the plethora of streaming services before you found the correct one, hitting play on the movie before tugging your love impossibly closer. 
Unbeknown to you, Alessia had a matching smile on her own face, heart softening at the thought of the effort you had gone through- that you always went through, when she was on her period. At how you would always go out of your way to make sure she was comfortable, her very much aware that you had most definitely picked up majority of the snacks today knowing she was starting her period and craved them. At how you checked in with her, took care of her, stayed with her so she wasn’t in pain alone, fed her, did all of that and then some for her. 
Well aware your love didn’t need words, Alessia revelled in the thought behind your actions, letting herself fall deeper in love with you as the opening credits rolled around.
Glad that of all the people in the world, she had you by her side through all the good times and bad, she pressed herself into you, letting your warmth wash over her and bring her comfort as you played your guys’ favourite movie. 
And as day turned to night, the fall cold slightly sweeping in as the TV illuminated the room in bright lights, the two of you sat, cuddled up, warmed up, and loved up, needing nothing more than the other and the love and comfort of the home you were building together.
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artingstarvist · 1 year ago
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Y'all I can't believe I'm sayin this but I just outlined a whole ass sequel for Never Forget, Never Forgive. 😭😭😭 Sixteen fuckin chapters. Please someone inform The Muse that I am tired.
I was taking a big break before even considering this option. 💀
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cherrywell · 7 months ago
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Magic lessons! Shadow milk teaches Custard his first spell with Dark Moon magic.
It had been a day since Custard’s connection to Light magic was severed and his new connection to Dark Moon magic was instilled. Shadow Milk entered his room. “How’s my little Jester?” Shadow asked. Custard smiled at Shadow Milk. “Still adjusting to your new magic coursing through your dough?” He asked the boy. Custard nodded. “You’ll get used to it especially when you use it more regularly. It’ll become just as normal as the useless magic that used to run in your dough!” Shadow lifted the boy off of the bed. “Speaking of which I’ll teach you your first magic lesson! You ready?”
“Yeah!” Custard said as he smiled. Shadow spun the two around for a second before sitting on the floor.
“Ok, the first spell I’m going to teach you is a spell that you can use to call upon me if you ever miss me. It will bring only my voice just like how we communicated before!” Shadow explained. Custard smiled.
“What do I have to do?” Custard asked. Shadow demonstrated a simple movement.
“And even a whisper after that of my name will call me. Understand little jester?” Custard nodded and tried it himself. “Testing?” Custard heard Shadow’s voice normally and though his head.
“It worked!!” Custard hugged Shadow Milk cookie closely. Shadow floated up in the air holding his jester close to him.
“Yes it did my little jester. Your new life is going well,” Custard felt…free.
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dootznbootz · 1 year ago
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hello hi hello i am here to hold out my little bowl and ask for a 'penelope abducted' snippet please
*coughs up blood and places strange, radioactive goop in your bowl* 🙃
I wouldn't say it's a snippet but it's more of a
SCRIPT
with some "writing" slapped in between. (there's a reason why I take forever to write things :'D Or then they end up like this)
I don't have a reason for Paris kidnapping Penelope, this is more to just explore characters and their emotions as I LOVE THAT SHIT. Honestly, this whole thing doesn't make too much sense plotwise lol. Don't think about the logical shit, JUST SIT BACK AND FEEL THINGS. This unedited af and it's basically first draft, so while I think the concepts are okay, the writing is sloppy.
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This is a younger Hector, why he's a lil bit more unsure. Odysseus and Penelope are around 25-26. Telemachus isn't here yet. Realistically, Hector would be dead, but I REALLY want a certain conversation between them >:)
Honestly, writing this made me weirdly learn I write more/better when the text is smaller :P BUT I'm sorry anon, I'm sending out what I got when I didn't do that. as..you sent this a while back and I should get on it. I also tried not to "headhop" as I know that's "not a good writing habit" but oh my fuck. Take me outside and shoot me in the backyard. It's AGONY and feels so fucking BORINNNG to write. What's the point if I don't know every single DETAIL?!?!? kljhuytdfuyghk
ANYWAYS
Warnings: Miscarriage mention, violence.
Andromache whimpered as the man, Aethon of Same, he had called himself, pulled the knife closer to her throat. Smoke and screams sounded from outside as whatever godlike blasts went off once more as King Odysseus ran through Troy.
Hector felt anger and despair surge through him. For every blast, another sibling of the fifteen taken hostage dies. His throat burned.
(More stuff. Don’t wanna do now. Aethon pulls a "whoops. I missed." and cuts Andromache's collarbone to get Hector to comply.)
“I am without weapons, let her go now.”
Aethon nodded, only to push her into the arms of the other two men with him, held once more.
“You said you would-”
“Let her go? I did. She’s simply no longer held by me. You will guide us, and if you try to lead us astray, my soldiers here will not miss Lady Andromache’s throat like I did.”
“You are without honor! There is no reason to do this. I will show you to where Lady Penelope is, you didn’t need to take my wife-”
His words were cut off when a large hand cut off his words by grabbing his neck, the sounds becoming a squeak as it left his mouth.
Gray eyes burned into him as they got closer to his face. “There is no honor in kidnapping a queen while she recovers from a great pain either! Barely back on her feet and taken from her home.” Aethon hissed, trembling with a barely restrained rage. He breathed slowly, before letting go. “Simply repaying the favor...I will not repeat myself; You will show us where she is.”
Hector started to walk forward, restrained as he was. He remembers how Penelope spoke with such warmth for her husband. “Does your King approve of your methods?”
Aethon chuckled darkly, flicking the dagger between his fingers before tossing it to one of the men who held Hector. “Why do you think he sent me? Move along, Prince of Troy.”
(Stuff happens. Cassandra is muttering to everyone that no one will be hurt as long as they did as told, (no one believes her).One of Hector's brothers tries to step in only for Aethon to pull a one-punch-knock-out like he does with the Irus in the Odyssey as a beggar. One of Hector's sister-in-laws is naiad-born, he gives her a look, not realizing Aethon noticed her ears as well and is letting this happen. Aethon knows about Naiads just as much.)
Hector lifted his head as much as he could with how he was restrained, and gathered strength in his voice. “Lady Penelope! A man by the name of Aethon of Same is here to escort you!”
No reply. All that could be heard is more screams outside as another blast as loud as thunder went off. Another sibling is now dead. He tried to focus on the task.
The door was somehow blocked from the inside, despite how much she raged at being blocked in there by Paris himself. 
Hector started to shift his shoulders a bit. Fear gripped him as he glanced over to Andromache once more, still crying and bleeding from the wound on her collarbone. Her dress now sticking with red as blood seeped through. 
He looked forward again. “Lady Penelope,” Louder this time. “Are you in there?”
No reply. There seemed to be shuffling but he could not truly tell with how his ears were ringing.
Hector turned his head around to look at Aethon, the brutal man, hoping to make him understand that he was trying. That she should be here. 
From under one of his brother’s helm, sharp gray eyes flicked from the door back to Hector. His strong arms were tense as they crossed over his chest. It disturbed Hector how it fit him as if it were his own. A flash of light went across his hard face as another blast happened close by. He was unfazed
Hector was about to plead again, for the man to let Andromache go and take him if he felt the need before Aethon lifted a hand for him to be silent.
Aethon stood in front of the door then, eyes looking down towards the crack at the bottom of the doorway as he watched for movement. He frowned when there was nothing. He took a deep breath and leaned forward a slight bit, “Queen Penelope! We are here to take you home!”
A quick “Oh!” and a crash of pots sounded. 
Aethon’s eyes blazed and teeth gritted as he grabbed and rattled the door handle. “Penelope!”
He panted hard, the door handle now bent from his strength. He began to frantically throw his shoulder into the door, ramming himself and charging like that of an angered boar. 
“Penelope! Are you hurt?” His voice strained. Hector wonders if this man was related to Penelope in that he was so informal.
Another blast sounded and another shuffle and crash sounded from inside the room. Aethon swallowed a breath and he growled as he savagely rammed again. One hand going to undo the strap of the helm he wore, he pulled it off his head, revealing a tight braid of auburn curls on his head. Aethon began slamming the helm into the hinges of the door until one came off. The dented helmet in his hand, he once more barreled into the door. This time it worked. 
Aethon frantically looked around the room before an “Odysseus!” sounded from his left to which he turned swiftly to. 
The fear on Aethon's face turned to joy as he called her name back, lifting his arms to wherever she came from to pull her to him. Her bare feet dangled a short bit as she rested her chin on his shoulder and clung to him, before he sank to the ground. His knees barely missing the shattered pottery. A sob of relief escaped his lips as the lady kissed his face between comforting words.
It suddenly clicked into place. This wasn’t just a devoted captain to a king, this was a devoted husband. 
King Odysseus.
Hector could only watch in confused awe at the scene that unfolded. This man, this king, was weeping. To any outsider, it would look as though it was he who was being rescued. The strong shoulders that burst through the oaken door now shook with sobs. His fingers, ones that had bruised his own neck, were now caressing Penelope’s back, trembling as they combed through her hair. For her or his comfort, Hector did not know. 
Penelope soothed, a tearful smile on her face as she scratched at his scalp in small circles as he cradled her. “It’s okay, I’m here. I’m not hurt. He didn’t touch me”
A whimper escaped him. He lifted his head from her bosom and tears hung from his lashes. A hand, blood already dried from the broken jaw of Thoon, gingerly touched her abdomen.
Penelope’s face twisted up and more tears fell from her silver eyes as she told her husband something Hector couldn’t hear.
Hector realized that it had be begun to rain, what had soft pattering became a downpour, as though the couple’s tears had been what filled the clouds themselves. It put out the fires. 
“Andromache!” Penelope gave her husband a knowing yet disappointed look, a few surprised blinks from red rimmed eyes as a response. She took some raindrops on her fingertips from outside. “Let her go. Now.”
The men released Hector’s wife, who immediately went to touch the wound on her collarbone, wincing as she pressed her hand to it. Hector lunged from the men holding him only to be restrained further.
Penelope started to stand, only to be stopped by the shards that still littered the ground. Odysseus, his eyes and hands never leaving her, lifted her up as he walked across the room. The sandals on his feet protecting him.
Andromache shied away a bit before Penelope grabbed her hand as water went to her wound, sealing it as though it had never been there. 
Hector felt sharp eyes upon him and looked back at Odysseus. It…truly was hard seeing him as the same man who had cut Andromache. Once hard as flint gray eyes were now red from tears, calm and calculating. Two trails went down his ashen cheeks and revealed freckles Hector didn’t notice before.
Odysseus took Penelope’s hand and placed it on the collar of his armor for her to pull away. It now being pulled away, he easily reached in and grabbed a damp parchment. Sweat smudged it but it was clearly a map of Troy. Some circles on the map made Penelope shift and give her husband a questioning look only for him to shrug. She gave a glare, he responded with a smirk.
“Your siblings are still alive,” he started quietly. “I swear upon Almighty Zeus that your siblings are still alive upon the ship. At most some have a headache.” He gestured with his head towards the window, a curl that had been tucked by his wife fell from behind his ear with the movement. "If you want your siblings back, my men, my queen, and I will be treated as guests until we leave…after this storm ends, hopefully.”
Hector was about to yell, to call him a liar, before Penelope interrupted. “They are alive, Hector.”
Striking silver eyes were now piercing through him, though not cold, they didn’t hold the same warmth as before. Her cheeks still damp from tears yet her mouth set in a fine line. One hand reached up and held her husband’s face, who gazed at Hector with the same expression. 
Was this what Paris meant when he said that Lady Penelope should be nobody’s wife? The cruelty he spoke of...?
“The rain started as soon as we were reunited. The fires are put out by Lord Zeus... Hector, I would prefer if your siblings joined us with a feast.”
(More bickering talk shit. blahblahblah. Hector realizes that while Penelope was "nice" while in Troy, She does so many tricks that no one realizes, as she's trying to stay alive while waiting and Paris is scared of her as Aphrodite isn't here. Hector realizes that she's just as cold and that Odysseus is "just a guy" in way. Realistic? No. But I want Hector alive so then a certain convo can happen >:)
(Again, this is unedited. :'D so yeah. it's not great right now)
She sat up to look back at him, his eyes already looking watery still but she would let him decide if he would share with her or not. 
Penelope didn’t have to wait long as he relaxed his shoulders and took a deep breath, once more shoving his head under her neck, like how Anthos would shove her little body against Penelope’s for pets. 
Odysseus took peace in this silence, her chilled body against his own once more. Her being taken from him was a fear he had never experienced before. (more stuff)
“I hate that we're trapped here until...Whatever it is the gods want us here for is done."
"I know. We should be in our palace, in our nest...But we're together... And we have their favor as of now...They didn't even notice what we've taken yet."
Odysseus smirked, reassuring Penelope a little bit. She waited more for what was really bothering him. (more stuff)
"The Timing of everything…It frightens me.”
“Timing?” 
He nodded. “First, our…Our loss,” His voice cracking at the end, his warm palm pressed against her lower belly. She swallowed the lump in her throat, pushing her own pain down in hopes he would continue. 
“Then the Pirates, and then among them that…Paris, taking you away. I couldn’t hear the gods. I-” Tears started to spill now, finally flowing from the dam he had put up. “I am always so afraid of losing you after each loss. I never thought…I never thought I could ever possibly lose you like this. That the gods decided that I’ve caused enough pain and that you’d be best with another husband…”
(more sappy crying. When am I not making shit sappy and weepy?)
She chuckled, “You came with so few men and thought you had the gods against you and you still come to get me? You really are a silly man.”
Hector is alive for a conversation that will be better than this.
Hector watched as King Odysseus’ smile shined as he watched Lady Penelope race across the pasture; a request she had before they would leave.
Hector knew she had good horsemanship, remembering the day she first tried to leave for the shores only to be returned. But he was surprised the King of Ithaca agreed, even more that he wasn’t with her as well, as he has been woven to her side since he came. 
And Hector couldn’t help but be angry once more. 
How was this smiling, doting man the same man who terrorized his city?
“Spit it out.”
Odysseus still watched Penelope as she laughed as she rode one of Hector’s large dapple grays. 
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“I know what you’re thinking about. Spit it out.” 
Hector huffed and shook his head at the king. How could he even start?
“Even if the messenger you apparently sent did get to us, and we were too late, as you thought…Why was your first plan of action to terrorise us?”
Odysseus twisted a ring he had on his finger, seemingly amused by Hector’s question. “Prince Hector, I had to make sure you wouldn’t say no when I asked again.”
“Would you have even asked?” Hector hissed, bracing his shoulders a bit.
Odysseus chuckled. “You got me there.”
Hector seethed. “I will admit that Troy did the first offense and I am very grateful that everything went peacefully, but to retaliate to such extreme-”
“To even compare what your brother did to what I did is stupid,” His hands gripped the fencepost, knuckles white. “Be thankful Troy still stands, Son of Priam.”
Hector was taken aback by the venom in Odysseus’ voice, having not heard that since the very same white knuckled hands had held his throat…
Hector keeps forgetting Aethon and Odysseus are the same man.
Odysseus turned his head back around towards the pasture as he heard Penelope’s laughter, his shoulders easing as she raced by. 
“What would it take for you to do what I did, Prince Hector?”
“What?” 
Odysseus stood up straight, waiting until Hector looked back at him before he continued. “Maybe you wouldn’t be able to come up with the same plan,” -he ignored Hector’s rolling eyes- “But what would have to happen for you to ‘go mad’ as you said? I held back and you still think so lowly of me…Do you think you’re above it?”
Odysseus stood right in front of him, those flint eyes seeming to pry him open. “Or…Do you even know what would make you do that? Do you think you have something so important to you that you’d defy gods just to make things right again?” 
More (hopefully) quality stuff will replace this. But I LOVE the thought of Hector (and many of the Trojans) falling for the two's charms only to suddenly remember. "Wait...You guys are violent as fuck". Also How "Odysseus would sacrifice all of Ithaca for Penelope and Telemachus but I don't think Hector would do the same for Andromache and Astyanax" which klsjdf dklsjf kl FUCK YEAH. I SO BADLY WANNA COOK WITH THAT!!! I JUST NEED to get more good ingredients :'D
Notes/reasons/just more stuff
While I don't have a reason as to why Paris kidnapped her, I desperately didn't want Paris to TOUCH her as holy shit, I'm tired. So I had to think of something that was realistic that would make it so that he couldn't and well, Odypen already experience some miscarriages over the years and with the potential angst??? Yeah. :'D Also she scares Paris. He USED to have long hair. (Penelope doesn't have a goddess making her be nice)
Odysseus' plan is supposed to be sloppy kind of. I'm also not a fucking battle strategist. I'm making this up. He doesn't have a huge army and is so so terrified and angry. He basically rushes out (despite being told not to) on one of the pirates boats (undercover in a way). They DID send a messenger but we know he's violent. Basically a few of his men snuck into Troy and quickly stole some armor and snuck around using the fires (idk olive oil) as a distraction. Honestly he's fucking lucky. He's not the experienced and calm(ish) man he is in the Iliad and the Odyssey. His plan is relying mostly on fear.
Penelope did try to sneak out once on horseback and that's why she's like "I wanna do that again. I can't on Ithaca. I wanna have one more chance to do it"
I kind of plan for Penelope to kind of be seen as "kinder" and they use that to their advantage.
I kind of want Penelope and Hector/Andromache to bond over fertility problems as idk, drama and why she cares for them, AND they're barely at 2 years into their marriage and get SO MUCH more shit for it because... Priam is a fucking RABBIT of a man (no hate against him but Idk how tf he can MOVE. He is trying to create his own army)
I so desperately wanted to switch to Andromache's POV so often as I kind of want to compare the two couples and how they relate to one another. but that's the headhopping in me :'D O: We'll be leaving now. P: Not without compensation. Later on P: "YOu didn't see that amazing cauldron they have?!" O: "Penelope, I was a bit preoccupied and freaking out. Besides you were the treasure I needed to bring back home- OH MY GODS" P: I KNOW?!?! You're such a sweetie. 😘
Also Penelope, pulling some jewelry out: I grabbed these. I think this one will fit your middle finger. Odysseus, 🥹: Penelope, you are what it means to adore.
Anon, I'm sorry it's not really a snippet but I hope you still enjoyed :'D Sorry about the radiation I put in your bowl 😅
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heartsriki · 5 months ago
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jake’s was tooth rotting-ly cute (get it 😋) i’m crying. this series is too good. warms my heart every time
- still the same anon
HI NON, LMAO I get it 👅👅 I LOVED WRITING JAKES FANFIC SO MUCH HES SO CUTEUHH— TYSMM FOR THE KIND WORDS THEY MOTIVATE ME TO FINISH THE SERIES 😝
Also I have another one shot series idea in mind for after I finish FLIRT ALERT and I hope you guys like it whenever I post it 😗
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gabriellessworldd · 1 year ago
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Never get yo bitch back!
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plug!connie x black fem reader 😛😛
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☆ warnings ☆: mdni! mentions of weed nd alcohol, smut 18+, cheating (established relationship w eren), public-ish sex (bathroom unlocked door), pnv, oral (f receive), Connie and reader have wanted each other for a min, first time writing ever don't drag me y'all pls!! 😓 I kinda want to make this have multiple parts but idk yet. I'm very open to criticism nd I hope y'all enjoy!
"Y/nnnnn, cmon you can come outside for one night!" Your best friend Sasha whined through the screen. As much as you protested, deep down you really did want to go out. Especially because Eren wasn't at home, you really wanted to talk to him since y'all haven't been doing so well recently. Petty arguments, sleepless nights, ig posts, and to top it all off he hasn't been to your house in weeks, not giving y'all anytime to have a conversation.
You check the time and see it's 6:00pm that means you got at least 2-3 hours before you would have to leave. "Girl you right, send me the lo. What you wearin?" Sasha set her phone up to show you the outfit she picked out, "Girl that's cute asf!! Ima match you." Sasha helped you pick out an outfit (1 or 2) that resembled hers. "Okay Sash ima finish my hair nd makeup, lmk when yall otw there." "Bye N/n, i gotchu." Sasha hung up and you continued finishing your hair and makeup.
Once you were in your car you looked at the location, realizing that it was at Jean's house, meaning Connie would be there. There was something so attractive about Connie that you didn't know how to explain, he was just, mesmerizing. You knew you would never be able to approach him tho, him nd Eren had been friends forever, and that was a boundary you wouldn't cross. Nothing being crossfaded couldn't fix..
You pull in front of Jean's house and it's packed, you can hear the music from the street. You text Sasha that you pulled up and fix yourself in the car mirror. "We're waiting for you at the front N/n." You read Sasha's text and get out of your car. When you open the door Mikasa, Annie, Sasha, and some other girls greet you. You scan the crowd feeling a familiar stare, you turn to your right and see a crossfaded Connie Springer and his homeboys sitting on some sofas in the corner. Connie feels you stare back and smirks. 'This finna be interesting.' You think to yourself.
You make your way to the kitchen to take a couple shots, Sasha gets a blunt from Ony, and y'all head upstairs to light up. When the sesh is over you feel amazing, the music is blasting, you're having a great night, and you're a 10, what could be better? You and the girls head downstairs to go dance and enjoy your night. You and Sasha throw ass like there's no tomorrow and Mikasa is right there to catch it. You laugh and stand up straight when you feel the stare of those familiar hazel eyes. "Ima go grab another drink" you tell Sasha and she drukenly nods.
You walk up to the counter where all of the drinks are, "hey connie" you look at him, and smile. He leans in closer to you "wassup mami, you look good. shit, you smell good too." he smiles at you with all of his pearly white teeth and you notice his silver grillz.(#1, #2, #3) God he's so fine. The way his red eyes are hanging low, the smell of his cologne, and his pretty ass accent, triple homicide.
"Where yo man at tho? Thought he was gon come tonight." Connie's confused as to why Eren isn't at this party trailing you like a lost puppy, unless, y'all wasn't on speaking terms right now. He grinned at the thought "Oh um Ion really-" You stuttered out wondering why he would ruin a good conversation. "Nah you ain gotta answer mami, follow me." He held his hand out with a 'hm' and you quickly took it, needing to feel his touch. He lead you upstairs to the first bathroom he saw, he opened the door, "Tu vas primero hermosa" you go first beautiful. You smiled at the sentence and walked in front of him. His eyes naturally trailed down to the best view there was 'Damn.' was all he thought as he watched you walk and felt himself get harder in his sweats.
"So wassup?" You questioned him, almost like a challenge. You leaned your back against the counter and looked into his eyes. "To be honest ion wanna play no games ma, you know what I want." He leaned towards you, muscular and veiny arms on both sides of you, caging you in.
You could feel the tension grow as both of you realized just how badly you needed the other. "Can I?" Connie asks to kiss you 'and he's respectful omg add that to the list' you think, "Yes, you can." As soon as those three words came out of your mouth, Connie grabbed the back of your neck and pulled you to him, his other hand quickly found your ass and squeezed, while your hands slid their way into his scruffy buzzcut. The kiss was passionate but it also had a hint of hunger, longing almost, like both of you waited your whole lives for this. Both of your tongues fighting for dominance, and both of you wanted, no, craved more from each other. Connie's large hand found it's way to your throat and he squeezed softly earning a light moan from you, Connie pulled away, a string of saliva connecting you two.
"Ay dios mio mami" oh my god Connie whispered. Connie littered bites and hickeys down your neck and exposed cleavage, not caring who would see. He tapped on your thigh, a signal for you to stand so he could remove your pants. He then picked you up and set you back down on the counter, he kissed the insides of your thighs and left a trail of bites. He looked up at you for confirmation, and you nodded your head, he pulled your panties to the side. Connie was in a trance, the way your folds were so puffy, the way they were covered in wetness, connie almost came in his pants at the sight. "Fuck." was all he said before he began kissing and sucking on your lips. He spread them open with his middle and index finger, and could've sworn he saw heaven.
He plunged his fingers inside your wet hole, sucking on your clit while he pumped his fingers in you nice and slow. "Fuck con" you let out a soft moan, it was like music to his ears. He worked his fingers a little faster and curled them up grazing over your spot. "o-oh fuck connie mmhm, right there" He came up, bottom half of his face covered in your sweet juices "You taste so sweet, princesa" and with that he went back down and devoured you like you were his last meal. "a-ah mm con. That feels soo good" you whispered, feather light moans. You could feel the knot in your stomach tightening as he pushed his tongue in and out of your hole. "Cmon mami let me hear you." he felt you squeeze his tongue and pull his hair, that was enough to let him know. He pushed his fingers back in and started pumping at an insane speed.
"Go ahead ma, let me taste all of you" Your thighs tightened around his head as you felt your high coming. "ah connie 'm gonna cum, fuck!" you moaned out louder than before, he curled his fingers again, making you throw your head back and squeeze your eyes closed. "Joder, eres tan deliciosa." damn, you're so delicious.
Connie stood up and your hands immediately found the band of his sweats and boxers, in one tug you pulled them both down. "Eager much huh mami? Well I expect you to take it all then." Your eyes widened at the statement but your thoughts were cut short when you heard him speak again. "Turn around for me mami, and don't take your eyes off the mirror." The dominance in his voice made you even wetter. You turned around towards the mirror and he slid off your panties.
He smeared his tip on your folds, collecting your wetness. Without warning he pushed his full length in, starting off with slow strokes. "Fuck mami, you're squeezing me so tight" You arched your back a little more and relaxed. He starts moving quicker and palms the fat of your ass.
Connie props one of your legs on the counter and smacks your ass. "f-fuck connie oh!" hearing you get louder, not caring if anyone could hear you, only riled him up more. He snaked his hand around your throat pulling your head up more so you could see what a mess he made of you. Your lip liner gone, mascara smeared on your damp bottom eyelashes, and a fucked out expression. Connie thought you looked perfect.
"Y-yes mami, take all t-this dick" you hear him stutter his calm demeanor fading away as he fucks into you at an unruly pace. "Ah! Con so good. i-it's so big" He smacks your ass again and continues fucking you.
He pulls out and you pout feeling empty "Calmate princesa." calm down princess He chuckles and flips you on your back then he pulls your hips closer to him. He pushes back into you, not wasting any time. Connie pushes your legs back a little more "Keep 'em right there ma." You hold the back of your knees with your hands, feeling connie's tip hit all the right places, Connie places a heavy hand on your lower stomach and he presses down. "a-ah con please! it feels soo good." You and Connie both feel yourselves about to cum.
"Con 'm about to cum! ah please Connie!" You can feel your thighs starting to shake, "g-go ahead mami, fuck you're so perfect. m-make a mess all over me." Connie rubs on your sensitive bud and keeps fucking you deep. You can feel a wave of pleasure wash over you and your vision turns white. "Ah! Connie fuck 'm cumming!" You yell, "f-fuck me too ma." You notice his voice falter and crack at the end, he sounds so angelic. He pulls out and hot, white, ropes coat your tummy.
Connie begins wiping off your stomach and he leans in to kiss you, but he sees something in the corner of his eye, almost like a, figure. "Shit" Connie says blankly, putting his pants back on. You scramble to put your clothes back on and turn to see Eren standing there looking pissed.
"what.. what the fuck is wrong with y'all?"
Whew chileeeee. y'all did I at least nibble or what 👀 but lmk if I should make this multiple parts, also give me title ideas!! lmk if y'all want to be tagged in the next parts! love u all nd I hope y'all had as much fun reading as I had writing this! (watch nb read ts #embarrasing 😰)
- with lots of love, gabrielle <3
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sturniolosangel · 9 months ago
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warnings: switch!reader, switch!chris, fwb!dynamic,partying, drinking, smoking, grinding, making out, face fucking, semi public sex, not proofread as always
a/n: kinktober day 2!!! sorry again for putting this out late school is literally killing me but i’m getting them out! so please enjoy a different side of chris than i usually write! as always i🤍u
summary: reader keeps teasing chris at the club but what happens when chris a little more rough than usually and reader matches his energy?
as i took my about 4th shot of the night i felt a pair of hand wrap around my waist. i turn around to see the one and only chris sturniolo. “chris! what are you doing here?” i questioned him. “i was here with a couple of my friends and i saw my favorite girl dancing with hers” he answered as he pulled me closer.
my arms wrapped around his neck as i look at his face and back to his eyes. “missed you so much ma” he whispered his breath hitting my face. “missed you too you gotta start telling me when you’re back in la” i replied looking down at his lips as he nodded his head.
his hand took mine as he dragged me to his friends. we stood infront of their section seeing people i knew and some a didn’t smoking a bunch of weed. chris sat down next to his friend as he pulled me on his lap. i took one of joints and lit it with the lighter from my purse.
“let me get a hit ma” he desperately spoke. i took the joint and took a hit from it. i connected our lips so the smoke was now in his mouth i pulled back and smiled as he inhaled it. i leaned into his ear and whispered “i just knew you would be here i even wore your favorite underwear” i pulled away taking another hit as he head rolled back.
“come on baby you can’t do that to me” he said hands gripping my hips. i grabbed his hand after the joint was done and dragged him to the dance floor. i pressed my ass against his dick as my hips started to grind onto him. “fuck..” chris groaned pulling my back against his front.
his hand roamed my body making sure our bodies were always connected. “ima throw it at you can you catch it?” i questioned him as quickly kissed his lips. “always ma” his voice deepened. i bent my upper body down as my lower body continued to grind against him. his hand connected with my ass slightly spanking it.
as the song was over i lifted my body up an turned around to meet chris’s dominant demeanor as his hand found my throat connecting our lips. my hand slide up his neck to his head lightly tugging his hair. he groaned against my tongue as we fought for dominance. his other hand sliding down my dress and gripping my ass.
as we pulled away from the kiss chris of course always had something to say “you’re such a fucking tease ma” he said eagerly. i smiled as i spoke “no teasin, you waited long enough” i took his arm walking us to the bathroom. i opened the bathroom door that thankfully only had one stall and pulled chris into it.
i grip his jacket pulling him into another kiss. i slowly sink down onto my knees infront of him as i start unbuckling his jeans. he jeans fell to the floor as i pulled his now hard dick out of his underwear. chris’s hand met the top my head slightly pushing me. i obliged and connected my mouth to his dick.
“shit! feels so good baby…” he rolled his head back against the wall. i bobbed my head up and down reaching my hand underneath his shirt slightly scratching. his hips bucked against me but he quickly stopped not wanted to be to rough with me.
i pulled away as he whined “don’t hold back you know i like it rough” i look up at him from the floor. “just let me know if it’s to much” he spoke lightly as he took my head back into his hand making me take all of him. my hands wrapped around his thighs creating crescent marks with my nails letting him take full control.
“ma..fuck.. to good for me..” he moaned his dick reaching all the way down my throat as tears threatened to come out my eye. his hand gripped my hair as his hips were fully forcing into my throat making me gagged. “this mouth was made for me baby” he whimpered out.
i felt his stomach tighten against my fingers gripping his shirt as he pounded into my mouth. “im so close… just a little longer” he reassured me. my watery eyes connected with his fucked out ones as he came right than and there from the look on my face. “shit ma!… such a good girl” he spoke breathlessly. i smiled as i swallowed the cum down my throat.
i pulled and zipped his pants up as i stood from my knees. “anything for my boy” he grabbed my chin kissing me softly. “are you sure i wasn’t to rough with you” he whispered. “please i’d do anything to see you in just skin” i replied giggling.
“now let’s go back to my place because the boy who can fix all my problems is back” he laughed at my comments as we walked into an uber on the way back to my place……
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fawnsprings · 1 year ago
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pairing ;; matt sturniolo x fem!reader
warnings ;; oral (fem receiving), fingering, praise, use of y/n, fluffy beginning and ending, softdom!matt, pet names (sweetheart n princess, etc), no actual p in v, lowercase intended !!
word count ;; 1.1k
a/n ;; this was based off a request!! had lots of fun writing this:) also sorry if this is bad im ovulating and im a little bit high
yk the basics .. pink is u , blue is matt !!
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i stepped into my boyfriend’s house after a long shift at work. “hey chris.” i sigh, putting my bag down on the island. “hey y/n, matt wanted me to tell you that he was gonna be streaming when you got back.” the brunette boy spoke from the couch, sipping on a can of pepsi.
i nodded before making my way down the hall to matt’s room. i knocked softly on the door and a small “come in” was heard from inside. i slowly walk into the room with a light smile on my face. “alright guys ima go on mute real quick.” matt spoke into his mic, muting it then getting out of his seat.
“hey baby, how was work?” he asked me, bringing me into a hug. i let out a small mumble in reply as my arms wrapped around his neck. "could be better, my legs hurt so bad from running around all day. but i got a $100 tip from this guy since he said my ass was fat" i laugh, letting go of matt so i could take off my hooters uniform. matt was literally forgetting that he had been streaming the entire time.
“could you get me a shirt baby?” i ask matt, struggling to take off the tight white long sleeve uniform top. he nodded, tossing me one of his shirts that i missed terribly. we laughed about it quietly as i took off the extremely revealing shorts. i put on the pink hershey bear shirt, then body flopping down on his silk sheets. “im gonna lay down, my legs hurt so bad.” i pointed out as my body laid comfortably in his bed.
matt hummed, looking at his pc. he quickly walked over and sat down in his gaming chair. “hey guys, sorry ima have to end the stream a bit earlier. thanks for watching love you guys.” matt spoke into his mic after he unmuted. he clicked the red ‘end’ button before he stood up. “matt you didn’t have to end it” i smile, opening my arms for him. “eh its whatever, i was already streaming for a few hours so its okay.” he reassured as he laid down next to me, wrapping his arms around my waist.
he kissed my temple softly, rubbing my lower back gently. “tell me about your day y/n/n.” he whispered into my skin. i let out a small sigh. “well, it was a bit stressful. a lot of guys asked for my number, got a lot of tips since i had good tits and ass…” i trail off, playing with matt’s hair. “i also fell, so that’s probably why my legs hurt.” i pout. he hummed quietly, figuring something that could help me. “i can give you a massage if you’d like.” the brunette boy suggested.
my eyes twinkle a little bit, “hm i’d like that a lot.” i giggle. matt rolled over to his nightstand and grabbed a small bottle of lavender scented lotion from his drawer. i sat up slightly, throwing the blanket to the side.
matt sat crisscrossed while squirting a bit of lotion into his hands. “is this the lavender one i bought you?” i ask with a small smile. he nodded, spreading the lotion evenly on my thighs and calfs. his thumbs kneeded into my skin, making sure every inch of my skin got touched.
his palms massaged every part of my leg. i let out a quiet shaky moan as matt soon neared his fingers close to my inner thighs. he looked up at me with slight doe eyes. “is this okay sweetheart?” he asked, tilting his head to the side slightly. i nod slowly, allowing matt to give soft kisses on my thighs.
matt’s hands ran up and down the sides of my thighs with a bit of pressure, leaving goosebumps. “does this feel good princess?” matt whispered as his eyes shot through mine. i whine in agreement, the spot in between my legs starting to ache. his fingers continued to get closer to where i needed them to be. “matt, baby.” i whine. matt hummed quietly, looking back up at me. “hm? what is it sweetheart?” he whispered, spreading my legs apart. i blinked at him slowly, “mh, i need you.” i breath softly.
“awh my poor baby.” he teased, his thumb rubbing small circles on my clothed clit. my back arched off the bed just a bit. his fingers hooked around the waistband of my panties and he slowly pulled them down.
matt looked up at me, his hand sliding under my lower back. his fingers traced my entrance teasingly, making me let out soft moans. “i barely touched you sweetheart, and your already wet.” he laughed softly, allowing his fingers inside of me. “mgh, baby.” i whine to the slight burning sensation of matt stretching me out. his fingers slid in and out of me easily, sending me over the moon. “taking my fingers so well huh?” matt purred, his tongue soon flicking over my clit. his tongue started to work wonders on my cunt, it swirling around my bundle of nerves.
i whimper out quietly, my legs wrapping around his head slightly. my hands reached down to his hair, tugging on it gently. a string of curses left my mouth that was falling agape. “fuck fuck please keep going.” i moan out. “such a needy girl.” matt whispered softly with a cocky smile on his face. my breath quickened so fast as his fingers continued to thrust in and out of me, hitting my g-spot repeatedly.
matt was determined to continue eye contact with me as his mouth worked on me perfectly. “mmmm. matt please dont stop it feels so good.” i whimper out as the familiar knot started to form in my stomach. “oh yeah?” he teased, letting his fingers out of my pussy and replaced them with his tongue. my back completely arched off of the bed, moaning out to the sensation of his tongue starting to fuck me.
i continued to let out small whimpers while matt continued to fuck me faster with his tongue. my eyes roll to the back of my head as my hips jolt upwards into his face. “m-matt im gonna cum.” i whimper, my hands pushing his head closer to my cunt. ”cum for me angel.” matt whispered, making the knot in my stomach unknot. he lapped up anything that he could and his mouth detached from my pussy.
his slender fingers curled up into me a few more times before he kissed my clit softly one last time. matt let soft wet open mouthed kisses on my inner thighs. “lets finish giving you that massage, yeah?” he laughed, as if he didn’t just practically make out with my pussy. “yes, please.” i pant out with a lazy smile on my face. we both giggled about it for the next few minuetes of matt kneeding his fingers into my skin.
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piplup335 · 1 month ago
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1 Eggs x reader! (yes, the skin) [also it's a part 2 lmao]
*ahem* HELLO, F E L L A S so yeah hi this is a part 2 to another fic i wrote, uhhhh the original is over here ima tag the major fellas in this story btw :,) never meant for that thing to have a part 2 but @quantoom (i cant ping you for some reason D:) requested for one and I felt like writing one as a coping mechanism ;-; I’m feeling quite under the weather recently
so uhhh enjoy! :D
...o boi this was longer than expected ;-;
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After that one round, you were tired, stressed and burnt out. You did not feel like doing a single thing.
Every other round you had killing duty mostly involved you dragging your feet around the map, attacking anyone you crossed paths with and watching with empty, soulless eyes as the survivor ran away in fear like a scared puppy.
Shedletsky would keep slashing at you with his sword. Taph would toss his tripmines towards you whenever he had the chance. Chance himself would shoot you whenever he gambled enough, and even when his gun exploded on him and left him barely clinging to life, you didn't go after him. You knew Elliot would heal him anyway, and you probably wouldn't catch Chance before the round came to an end.
You knew you'd embarrass yourself in front of all the other survivors anyway. And you couldn't be bothered anymore.
In the past, you'd ruthlessly hunt down survivors with whatever you had at your disposal. You were always excited for rounds...it was one of your only sources of entertainment, after all. Then again, you liked the thrill of the chase. You enjoyed seeing the fear in their eyes as you chased them down, picking them off one by one. You liked seeing the blood drip from Elliot's mouth as you snapped his neck. You liked it when Shedletsky's sword fell from his hand onto the floor with a dull clatter as your weapon pierced his heart. A sound reflective of his fate. You liked watching Chance flip his coin as he ran away from you...only to miss his shot and get impaled by you.
There seemed to be a look in your eyes during matches. An almost manic expression. Manic, yet you still had your sanity intact. You simply liked the thrill of the kill. You thrived in this eternal game of cat and mouse.
But now, your unquenchable thirst for adrenaline was gone after that little ploy the survivors concocted. You were exhausted and burnt out. You ended up with self-doubt as to whether or not you were truly good enough...and you kept thinking about that round. About how you couldn't predict the survivors' actions, and how you fell for every single trick in the book. Self-doubt kept clawing at your mind, day and night. You didn't bother trying anymore.
The other killers noticed your now-sluggish nature.
Especially 1x1x1x1 and c00lkidd.
1x1x1x1 spent time with you much more often, comforting you through your constant self-doubt. They would often make requests to the Spectre for you, constantly checking up on you and bringing you some tidbits when you were feeling down. If you didn't feel like eating that day, they'd simply take your side of dinner to your room and spoon-feed you themself.
"Eat," they'd say, more as a demand than a request. "You need to eat something, dearest. It's for your good."
Sometimes, they'd entice you with the promise of your favourite dessert. And it worked like a charm, just as they expected.
c00lkidd saw 1x1x1x1 as an older brother, and naturally, he'd pay extra attention to you. Whenever 1x1x1x1 was in a round, he'd be the one checking up on you and cheering you up. The kid would even leave his drakobloxxer plushie with you sometimes while he went back to his room to take a nap, saying you needed it more than he did.
Sometimes, instead of sleeping in his room, he'd fall asleep in your bed, curled up against you like a cat as he snored softly, drakobloxxer plushie secure in his arms. But that just meant you had more company...and you appreciated it.
As you continued letting the survivors walk all over you during your rounds, your self-deprecation got progressively worse. Every time you got hit with a crushing blow to the face or blinded by a tripmine, you could only muster up the energy to perform a weak swing towards the survivors before trudging off to another part of the map.
It got so bad to the point 1x1x1x1 and c00lkidd both had to comfort you as you cried in bed. That round's killer was Jason. He knew about your state too...and silently vowed to annihilate all the survivors on your behalf.
"Dearest, it pains me to see you in such a state..."
1x1x1x1 gently rubbed your back as you cried in bed, curling up and using your bed to shield yourself from the outside world.
"1x, I'm useless...! I can't kill survivors like before, I get hit by every trap, I..."
A pained sob escaped you as you buried your face in the sheets, not wanting to look your lover in the eyes.
"...I'm worthless...! I just...I don't even have the energy to handle one survivor...!"
1x1x1x1 gripped your shoulders tightly.
"My love- (Y/n). Listen. Look at me."
You gazed up at him with dull, tear-streaked eyes.
1x1x1x1 hated seeing you in this state. They loved seeing you look so lively, so excited and hyped for the next round. They missed seeing that spark in your eyes after every one of your rounds. Win or lose, you'd laugh happily in their arms.
They had never seen a loss shake you up this badly.
Your eyes were empty. Lifeless. The sparks of hope now extinguished and stamped out, drowned in sorrow and despair.
"Love...don't let that round get to you. Your self-worth isn't determined by what you can do. It'll get better, I promise. You can do it, I believe in you."
c00lkidd placed his plushie next to you.
"(Y/n), take this! It'll make you feel better!"
You accepted the plushie with a sad, but grateful smile.
"...thanks, c00lkidd. 1x...you're an amazing partner...but don't believe in me. I'm too burnt out...I don't have the energy for this anymore. Don't put your trust in me...I'll never be able to live up to your expectations."
1x1x1x1's soul shattered. They despised seeing you in such a depressed state.
They despised your condition. They despised the survivors, who were the underlying cause of your self-hatred. Sure, they were the living embodiment of Shedletsky's hatred, but that didn't mean they'd wish it upon others, especially not you.
They had an idea.
A dumb one, but an idea nonetheless.
In the middle of the night, when everyone else was asleep, 1x1x1x1 quietly slipped out of their bed and grabbed a notepad and a pen.
They walked outside the killers' cabin, with a goal in mind.
As they opened the door, the cool night breeze brushed against their skin. There was no time for that, though...as time was of the essence then. It was best that they finished what they had set their mind to do before someone else woke up.
1x1x1x1 scribbled down a short message on the notepad.
"Let me join a round with (Y/n), or else."
They placed the note down on the wilted grass, brown and dead from all the times it had been trampled over. They sat on the wooden steps, waiting for a response.
The note fluttered away into the distance as a gust of wind swept by. "Good," 1x1x1x1 thought, "that means my message has been received."
Instead of receiving a response in the form of another note or an object, 1x1x1x1 felt darkness cloud their vision.
When they finally regained their sight, they found themself at the edge of a cliff. The sky was blood red, and pitch-black clouds dotted the horizon. Behind them was a forest, filled with nothing but dead trees. It was the Spectre's personal realm.
A sinister, deep voice filled the air.
"How...unexpected. I'd expect you, 1x1x1x1, to be one of the most sensible ones out of all the other killers. So why, pray tell, did you think it was a good idea to try and make a threat against me? This realm is MY creation. Mine to destroy whenever I please."
Laughter could be heard. Laughter which conveyed not humor nor amusement, but rather...mockery.
"Your life is in my hands, 1x1x1x1. I can end it if I want to. Such a foolish thought...to make a threat against ME."
1x1x1x1's zipper mouth curled into a snarl.
"...I don't care. I'm willing to do anything for my beloved. I'll fight alongside them and show them that they're not worthless, even if it costs me my life."
Silence. Silence filled the air.
A gust of wind brushed past 1x1x1x1, the wind sounding in their ears. An interested hum could finally be heard after an uncomfortably long pause.
"You're quite fond of your fellow killer, aren't you? I didn't expect that...especially not from you, 1x1x1x1. I'll tell you what. I only have one round planned for them tomorrow...so I'll toss you inside there too. However...c00lkidd is following you. No exceptions. Do we have a deal?"
As 1x1x1x1 pondered over their choice, the Spectre continued.
"Think about it. You and I will both get what we want. You get retribution for your oh-so-delicate lover, and I get a bit more entertainment. It would be fun to switch things up a bit, don't you think?"
The embodiment of hatred let out an annoyed groan. "Don't talk about my beloved like that. But fine...I agree to your terms."
Amused, distorted chuckling filled the air around him.
"I'm glad we could come to a consensus, then. Farewell, 1x1x1x1. I hope to see you put on a good show tomorrow."
And with that, 1x1x1x1 felt their vision blur and distort...slowly but surely warping them back into their room.
The morning sunlight roused you from your sleep. You dreaded the day ahead. More matches, getting injured and wounded too many times to count...by then, the pain from slashes and punches was nothing more than a dull ache in your body.
Luck wasn't on your side, however, as you got thrown into a round just as you finally got ready for the day.
You glanced around the map. Planet Voss...was that 1x1x1x1 nearby...?
You walked towards the semi-glowing figure nearby.
1x1x1x1 stood there, patting a hyperactive c00lkidd on the head.
"1x1! 1x1! We're playing together today?"
1x1x1x1 adjusted the chef's hat on their head and twirled a golden frying pan in one hand while gently ruffling c00lkidd's messy hair with the other.
"Yes, we are..."
Your lover looked up at you.
"...and it seems like (Y/n) is joining us too. Come on, kid...we got some people to tag."
The red child jumped for joy, practically bouncing in excitement. "Yay! This'll be so much fun!"
As c00lkidd sped on in front of the both of you, you turned to 1x1x1x1.
"Love, what's going on...? Why are the three of us in a round today...? The Spectre only does rounds with one killer..."
1x1x1x1 rubbed your back soothingly.
"Don't worry about it, dearest. Let's just say...none of the survivors will hurt you this round. I promise.”
You nodded, still unsure of what was going on, but you decided to trust them anyway.
c00lkidd ran on and spotted Guest 1337 and happily dashed towards him, sword in hand. The hyperactive child was always ready to play.
Guest, however, was unable to block in time. c00lkidd’s Walkspeed Override hit, and he giggled happily, brandishing his sword before him as the ex-soldier burst into flames.
“1x1! (Y/n)! Come onnnnn, this is so fun!”
A small smile made its way onto your face. Maybe c00lkidd’s infectious energy and 1x1x1x1’s calm nature would restore some life to you.
c00lkidd continued “playing” with Guest 1337, who was running towards Builderman to ask for a dispenser. 1x1x1x1 sprinted off, their apron's strings flying behind them and their golden pans clutched in their hands as they ran off in pursuit of more survivors. You glanced around you. c00lkidd had already put Guest 1337 to "sleep" and was now going after Builderman. You could see the faint glow of 1x1x1x1 from somewhere across the map. His movement seemed to be pre-determined. Calculated. As if he was in pursuit.
You decided to head in a different direction, in hopes of finding more survivors. To your delight, you stumbled upon Elliot, who was busy working on a generator.
His 80 HP would greatly benefit you since he'd be easy to kill, you thought to yourself. Three slashes and he'd be dead on the floor, lying in a pool of his own blood.
Fortunately for Elliot, he had a charge of Rush Hour and sprinted away.
Unfortunately for him, he ran into a dead end.
As the realisation settled in, he backed up into a blind spot, praying you wouldn't see him and he'd have a second chance to get away. His shoulders relaxed, however- you had been passive for the past few weeks, so surely you wouldn't kill him...?
Your head snapped towards him, manic fury in your eyes.
Oh. Guess not.
You charged towards the pizza delivery boy, weapon in hand and ready to inflict a gashing wound on him. Just like how Jason taught you.
Two strikes, and a third in the chest. You grinned at your perfect execution, and you kicked Elliot away as he limped away, now on 30 HP.
Twirling your weapon in your hand, you flung it at your target.
It struck him in the head and he fell over, lifeless. Bullseye.
"That's for all the times you healed my targets. Not so great now, are you..." you muttered to yourself.
You checked the list of survivors in the round.
You had just killed Elliot, so his portrait and name were now in red. As you looked down the list, you saw more red names.
Guest 1337. Builderman. Taph. Dusekkar. Two Time. They had fallen, too.
The only people left were Noob and Shedletsky...and the former was in sight.
You raised your blade high in the air and plunged it into the ground. Thorny vines took root, sprouting from the ground and spreading across the floor. They wrapped themselves around Elliot's body and took control of his corpse.
You had a minion at your disposal.
Blade in hand, you stealthily sought out Noob. The poor soul was looking around, panicked...frightened at what was to come. They saw all their teammates get picked off one by one, and they feared that they would be next.
Elliot's corpse haphazardly stumbled towards Noob. The survivor only realised it was a minion too late- Elliot already grabbed his pizza cutter and slashed at Noob.
"A- a minion! No, no, no...!"
The hunt was on.
You adjusted your blade in your hand and leapt towards them, ready to deliver a killing blow. Noob pulled out their slateskin potion, panic and desperation in their eyes as they hurriedly chugged it down.
"...I'm not dealing with that thing today. That's it. I'm tired of it." You grumbled.
You used the blunt edge of your blade to knock the glass bottle out of their hands. The substance spilt onto the grass, desaturating and hardening it till it was just like concrete.
"Perish, you puny Robloxian. Flowers...bloom and grow."
Vines sprouted from your hand and snaked towards Noob, tripping them over and holding them in place by their ankles. You strolled towards them, blade in hand and a coy smile on your face.
"It was never meant to be, little one."
You plunged your blade down. Glowing flowers sprouted all over Noob's body, climbing on top of one another high into the sky. The flowers formed and converged into a bud, which burst open into a beautiful, crystalline violet lotus.
You hadn't seen that in a while. And something about that breathtaking sight filled you with energy once again. Energy to hunt down the last survivor...Shedletsky.
Speaking of him, your locations were highlighted to each other. Just like with every other Last Man Standing scenario.
You were determined to hunt him down. You knew he concocted the plan that brought your mental state to ruins- he often gloated about it in front of you during those rounds where you did absolutely nothing.
And with your energy and willpower back, you were ready. Prepared. Determined, even, to avoid taking a single slash from him.
As you ran on past the trees and endless white walls, you finally spotted the chicken-eating glutton that humiliated you that very day. Shedletsky turned towards you, a cheeky grin on his face.
"Oh! Ready to get pwned again? Not today!"
He fled past the trees, but you were prepared. He turned a corner, and you followed closely behind him.
It was a trap. Shedletsky waited there, and the moment he saw you...he raised his Linked Sword, ready to strike.
"(Y/n), no-!"
A glowing figure shoved you aside. As you collapsed to the floor, you saw them.
1x1x1x1.
They took the hit for you and groaned in pain as the sword sliced their transparent torso.
"I did say I'd make sure none of the survivors would hurt you this round, sweetheart."
They looked up at Shedletsky, blazing rage in their eyes.
"I will not let you hurt one of the only individuals who are a source of comfort to me, Creator."
You glanced at your beloved, who was stumbling in pain. Neither of you enjoyed seeing the other injured, no matter how minor the injury was.
"Corrupt Nature!" A gleeful voice could be heard from somewhere behind you, and you turned your head to see c00lkidd throwing a brick at Shedletsky.
"Go on, (Y/n)! They're yours to tag!"
You turned back towards the brown-haired male, who was already limping away in pain. He seemed to be a bit dazed from the impact of the brick and was clearly not up to the task of running away from you.
"...not today, Shedletsky. I won't let you get away from me this time."
Sword in hand, you had a purpose. A goal. Kill Shedletsky.
You had all intentions to slash the soul out of him and turn him into a testament that your plants would always prevail. You wanted vengeance. Vengeance, for he had humiliated you all those weeks ago.
You sank your sword into the ground, vines shooting out to grasp at his ankles. Instead, Shedletsky deftly stepped around the plants, barely avoiding getting tangled up in the floral attack.
"Another cheap trick? C'monnnn, you can do better than this!"
Thirty seconds passed, and you were getting desperate. Only fifteen seconds remained on the clock, and he was still alive and running.
You almost ran into a wall. Five seconds wasted, ten seconds left to catch him.
Shedletsky turned around and tried to slash you. Your eyes widened in panic and horror, but your body instinctively reacted to avoid the attack. Eight seconds left.
Seven...six...five...
"Stay for dinner!"
A dark sword flew towards Shedletsky and hit him in the chest. Shadowy restraints bound him in place.
Four...three...two...
"I won't let you get away this time, Telamon. Flowers will always blossom in the end."
You sank your sword into his heart, as vines covered his body and constricted him.
One...
The Killers won.
You felt...light. Like the world around you was distorting.
When you finally came back to your senses, you found yourself back in the cabin, the other two killers by your side.
c00lkidd hugged you tightly, laughing and giggling happily like a young child.
"We did it! We won! Yay!"
He let out a soft yawn and retreated back to his room after letting you go. The kid was tired...he always was after a round. You couldn't blame him. Deep down, he was just a child. He was hyperactive at times, but he didn't have the energy capacity similar to the others. He got tired easily, and that was understandable.
As you watched the kid stumble back to his room, 1x1x1x1 glanced down at you.
The literal glowstick was taller than you. But the height difference didn't matter in your relationship, anyway.
"Feeling better, sweetheart?"
Your stoic expression softened into that of a happy smile. Then, soft chuckles.
They missed hearing you laugh like that. It was nearly identical to that before the fated round.
"Much better, 1x. Thank you...for everything."
You paused in your sentence, a sudden thought crossing your mind.
"Hey, 1x1...? Why were there three killers today? What happened? Did the Spectre make a mistake?"
The embodiment of hatred chuckled and adjusted their toque slightly. They knew the reason all too well.
"Don't worry about it, dearest. You did well. Do you want some dessert?"
The way your expression lit up as you nodded excitedly was all it took for the chef to know that their mission was a great success.
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and that’s all for today! thanks for reading, and I hope you enjoyed! I’ll see you all soon :D
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atsro-slut · 6 months ago
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Hiya lovely! So ima project cause we love that with your amazing writing, but I was thinking about reader who cries very easily and then she gets mad/upset at Remus and when he raises his voice during an argument she just loses it and cries but is too stubborn and mad to let him comfort her? I love a little hurt/comfort now and then to balance out the fluff 🤭 Thank you and enjoy your holidaysss <3
Snowfall and Second Chances
Hi hon!! This one hit super close to home, so I hope I did it well! Enjoy!!
Remus Lupin x female!reader
After a fight with Remus, Y/N's tears won’t stop—no matter how hard she tries. When Remus tries to comfort her, she pushes him away, but he’s not giving up that easily. Can he fix things before Y/N’s stubbornness gets the best of her?
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The Gryffindor common room was warm and lively, the fire crackling in the hearth as students laughed and relaxed after a long day. But Y/N was not in the mood to enjoy it. She sat stiffly on one of the plush couches, her arms crossed tightly over her chest, a storm brewing behind her eyes. Across from her, Remus Lupin looked just as tense, though he was trying his best to remain calm.
“Y/N,” he started, his voice careful. “I wasn’t trying to embarrass you.”
“Oh, really?” Y/N shot back, her tone sharp. “Because that’s exactly what it felt like, Remus.”
The incident in question had happened during dinner in the Great Hall. Remus had made an offhand joke—something about Y/N’s habit of losing her quill at least once a day—and it had earned a round of chuckles from their friends. But to Y/N, who was already feeling off that evening, it hadn’t been funny. It had felt like a spotlight shining on her in the worst way, and now, hours later, she couldn’t shake the sting of it.
“I wasn’t mocking you,” Remus said, his voice growing firmer as his frustration bubbled beneath the surface. “It was just a joke, Y/N. You know I’d never want to hurt you.”
“Maybe you should think about how your ‘jokes’ sound before you say them,” Y/N snapped, her voice trembling. She could feel the telltale prick of tears threatening to spill over but fought desperately to keep them at bay. Crying would only make this worse.
“Merlin, Y/N!” Remus threw his hands up in exasperation, his voice rising now. “Why are you blowing this so out of proportion? I’ve apologized a dozen times already!”
And that was it. The dam broke.
The first tear slipped down Y/N’s cheek before she could stop it, followed quickly by another. She clenched her jaw, her throat tightening as the sobs she was holding back threatened to escape.
“Don’t,” she said, her voice wobbling as she tried to maintain her composure.
But it was no use. Once the tears started, there was no stopping them.
Remus’s frustration evaporated the moment he saw her cry, replaced instantly by regret. “Y/N...” he said softly, reaching out to her.
“Don’t,” she said again, pulling away from him and wiping furiously at her cheeks. “I don’t need your sympathy right now, Remus.”
“But—”
“No!” she cut him off, her voice breaking. “You raised your voice, Remus. You never raise your voice. And now you want to comfort me? Forget it.”
Y/N stood abruptly, wrapping her arms around herself as if to shield her heart. She was too upset, too stubborn to let him close. Every part of her wanted to retreat, to hide away until the tears dried and the ache in her chest faded.
“I’m going to bed,” she said, her voice tight as she turned toward the stairs leading to the girls’ dormitory.
“Y/N, please don’t go like this,” Remus called after her, his voice gentle again.
But Y/N didn’t stop. If she turned around, she might crumble, and she wasn’t ready for that.
The dormitory was quiet and dark, but Y/N couldn’t sleep. She lay curled up under her blankets, staring at the ceiling as her emotions churned. She hated fighting with Remus. He was usually so patient, so kind. But tonight had been different, and she didn’t know how to bridge the gap between them.
She thought about his apology, about the hurt in his voice when he’d tried to explain himself. Maybe she had overreacted. Maybe. But that didn’t make her pain any less real.
Eventually, her exhaustion won out, and she drifted off into a restless sleep.
The next morning, Y/N woke up to the pale light of dawn streaming through the curtains. Her head felt heavy, and her eyes were puffy from crying. She groaned softly, sitting up and hugging her knees to her chest.
There was a soft knock on the dormitory door.
“Y/N?”
It was Remus.
She froze, her heart leaping into her throat.
“I know you’re probably still upset with me,” he said through the door. “But... I made you something. Can I show you?”
Curiosity got the better of her. She slipped out of bed, tying her robe around her before opening the door just a crack.
Remus stood there, holding a steaming mug in one hand and a small, folded piece of parchment in the other. His expression was soft, his eyes full of remorse.
“I made you hot chocolate,” he said, holding out the mug. “And... I wrote this.”
He handed her the parchment, and she opened it slowly. Inside was a short note, written in his neat handwriting:
Dear Y/N, I’m sorry for last night. I should have been more careful with my words, and I shouldn’t have raised my voice. You mean the world to me, and the last thing I want is to hurt you. Please let me make it up to you. Love, Remus.
Y/N felt a lump rise in her throat as she read the note. She looked up at him, her eyes swimming with fresh tears—not of anger this time, but of gratitude.
“Remus,” she said softly.
“Can I come in?” he asked hesitantly.
She nodded, stepping aside to let him in.
They sat together on the edge of her bed, the hot chocolate warming her hands as they talked.
“I didn’t mean to hurt you,” Remus said, his voice earnest. “Sometimes I forget that you feel things so deeply, and that’s one of the things I love about you. But I was thoughtless, and I’m sorry.”
“I overreacted,” Y/N admitted, her voice small. “I know you didn’t mean to embarrass me. I was just... tired and sensitive, and then when you raised your voice, it just hit me harder than it should have.”
“You have every right to feel the way you feel,” Remus said gently. “And I’ll do better to remember that.”
Y/N looked at him, her heart swelling with affection. “And I’ll try not to be so stubborn next time.”
“Deal,” he said with a small smile.
She leaned against him, letting his warmth and steady presence soothe her. For the first time since the argument, she felt at peace.
By the time they left the dormitory, the sun was fully up, casting a golden glow over the castle. Y/N and Remus walked hand in hand, the tension of the previous night replaced by a renewed sense of closeness.
“I was thinking,” Remus said as they made their way to the Great Hall, “maybe we could go for a walk later. Just the two of us. I hear the forest trail is beautiful in the snow.”
Y/N smiled up at him, her heart feeling lighter than it had in days. “I’d like that.”
And as they stepped into the warmth of the Great Hall, Y/N realized that even the most challenging moments could bring them closer—because with Remus, every storm eventually gave way to sunshine.
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jjsloverre · 6 months ago
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my safe space -c.s
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pairing: dealer!chris x sweetheart!reader
summary: chris takes a dangerous job and didn’t want sweetheart!reader to come so she wouldn’t get hurt, but her stubbornness causes the whole night to take a turn.
warnings: cursing, angst, mentions of fighting, mentions of blood, mentions of drugs
a/n: this idea has been in my mind this whole day and i just HAD to write it idk🌸 part two here
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it was one of those nights, chris received a frantic phone call from one of his friends.
“bro we need you here! shits getting heavy and this dude wants your weed!”
chris was upset but didn’t want to wake his sleeping girlfriend, he grabbed his gun and his keys trying to walk out of the door but you caught him before he could go.
“chris? why do you have your gun? it’s 2:17, lay back down”
“wish i could sweetheart.. don’t wait up for me, i got something to handle.”
“okay… let me come then and i am not taking no for an answer. with that, she got something to wear, preferably some sweatpants and chris’ “fresh love” hoodie.
he sighed at her, but understood that she wasn’t gonna drop it. “can you get that weed off the table baby?” he asked.
she complied, grabbing his bag of weed and his rellos, and handed it to him. “damn i wanna roll up… fuck it they don’t gotta know i smoked it!”
“are you alright to drive chris?”
“yea i am, don’t worry”
chris rolls up a blunt and smokes it as they drive, you knew one thing about drug dealers because your own boyfriend is a drug dealer.
chris used to say this one thing you’ll always remember: “one thing you don’t do is mess with their money or weed.”
and chris was doing just that. messing with their weed and possibly their money.
“feelin ok baby? ima keep you safe ok? i’ll even stay in the car while i take this deal, i’m just sellin a few things and then we can go yeah?”
“yeah..”
once they finally reach the abandoned warehouse, chris informs his friends that he’d do the deal from his car since you were in the car. you wish he’d hadn’t done that.
“do you want something to eat princess? hold on i got your favorite snacks back here.”
he opens your favorite chips for you, while he sells the rest of the weed.
“why’d you smoke their stuff? i thought you said that’s dangerous..”
“i know baby i’ll be alright, they won’t know.. now how about i take your mind off of that for a lil bit..” he leans in, and gives you soft kisses all over your face.
just as you were giving him kisses back, a tall buff man was banging on the passenger window and startled the both of us.
“the fuck man? my girls in the car!”
the man swung the door open, nearly pulling you out the car. chris pulls his gun out, a clear warning to leave his girlfriend alone.
“you played with my weed sturniolo.”
“fuck…” your handsome boyfriend muttered. he gives you a quick kiss and exits the vehicle.
“c-chris.. no what are you doing? where are you going?” you frantically yelled.
“just give me ten minutes ok? don’t call the police or nothing just.. eat something and listen to music, i love you.”
“i-i love you too but don’t go please!”
“i’ll be fast as i can ok? ten minutes pretty girl”
once he leaves, he talks to the man, before you knew it, the man was beating chris senseless to the point he just got up and left.
you screamed, rushing out the car to see your boyfriend loosing tons of blood. you tried to stop his bleeding as much as you could, begging him to stay with you.
“chris… baby stay with me okay? please… i got you, just.. stay with me and i’ll get you to a hospital!”
he shook his head. “fuck baby i love you..” then, the whole world shook around you. chris finally revealed where the blood was really coming from. the gunshot wound on his chest, gushing blood.
“no chris.. please.. i need you.”
“i’ll try, best i can do mama, i love you”
with that, you grabbed your phone and dialed 911 as fast as you could.
“p-please help! my boyfriend… he’s been shot!”
you give the dispatcher your address, chris looks up at you one more time. “you’re my safe spot, my girl forever.”
with that he went unconscious, he was breathing but barely. what felt like an eternity, the ambulance finally shows up and takes your boyfriend into their care, you follow them to the hospital, praying your boyfriend will be okay.
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-should i do a part two?
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otakudragones · 21 days ago
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Legoshi
As a Boyfriend
He’s nervous. All the time. Around you. Near you. When you laugh. When you blink.
Tries so hard to give you space, especially if you're a prey species but constantly looks like a puppy begging for affection.
Brings you little gifts he finds a flower, a feather, a smooth stone that “looked like your vibe.”
Gets flustered if you compliment him. Turns red under the fur. Literally fumbles over words.
Acts like you're the dangerous one he’s always scared of scaring you.
If anyone flirts with you, he freezes. But later stews in silence like a boiling kettle.
Will lie awake at night thinking, “Did I smile too much today? Did she think I was weird?”
But when he loves it’s completely, deeply, and unshakably.
Imagine:
You trip and fall.
He grabs you instantly, ears pinned back, panicked:
—Are you hurt?! I-I didn’t push you, right?! Oh no… I didn’t mean—
And you just laugh and boop his nose.
As a Husband
Surprisingly organized. Keeps the house clean, makes the bed every day.
Still gets bashful when you kiss his cheek even after years together.
Loves walking hand-in-hand at night. It's his favorite time of day with you.
Talks to you like you’re the center of his universe.
Always watching your comfort levels adjusting his posture, lowering his voice.
Gives you forehead kisses when you’re stressed.
May sleep curled up in a way that literally covers you with his whole body.
Fights with him are rare he listens, processes, and apologizes like a grown-up.
Would let himself get hurt to protect you without hesitation.
Imagine:
You're sick.
Legoshi makes tea, wraps you in blankets, and sits by your side, reading aloud:
—It’s a story about a brave rabbit… kind of reminds me of you.
As a Father
Overprotective, in the softest way.
He reads parenting books religiously. “What to Expect When You're Raising a Hybrid.”
Cries at their first steps. Also cries when they first say “Dada.”
Plays gentle games, tells bedtime stories, sings lullabies in a whisper.
The child always climbs on him like he’s a mountain — and he just lets them.
Encourages emotional openness. “It’s okay to cry, even when you’re big and strong.”
Stares at the baby when they sleep like they’re the most sacred thing on Earth.
Absolute papa wolf instincts if someone raises their voice around his child.
Mini Scene:
Child: “Daddy, what are those marks on your chest?”
Legoshi: “Scars. They remind me why peace is worth protecting.”
In General
Loving Legoshi is like falling into a gentle, nervous forest.
He doubts himself often, but your love grounds him.
You are his anchor. His light. His “safe place.”
He’ll write you poems but never let you read them — unless you catch him.
He doesn't do possessiveness, but he does silently watch over you at parties.
Physical touch? Takes time. But once he trusts, he melts into every hug.
He may not always know what to say but he’ll never let go of your hand.
Mini One-Shot: “The Softest Roar”
You found him in the garden, hands trembling.
—What’s wrong?
—I almost yelled at someone. I lost control. Just for a second.
He looked like he hated himself.
You touched his face.
—Even wolfs lose their temper. What matters is what you do after.
His voice broke.
—I don’t want to be a monster.
—You’re not. You’re mine.
And Legoshi, for the first time in days, smiled.
Traducción
Como Novio
Está nervioso. Siempre. Contigo. A tu lado. Cuando ríes. Cuando parpadeas.
Se esfuerza muchísimo en darte espacio, especialmente si eres una especie presa pero te mira como un perrito que ruega amor.
Te trae regalitos que encuentra: una flor, una pluma, una piedra que “le recordó a ti.”
Se sonroja (sí, bajo el pelaje) si lo elogias. Se traba al hablar.
Actúa como si tú fueras la peligrosa le aterra asustarte sin querer.
Si alguien coquetea contigo, se queda congelado. Pero después se queda callado y hervido por dentro.
Se desvela preguntándose: “¿Sonreí demasiado? ¿Pensó que fui raro?”
Pero cuando ama… lo hace completa, profunda e irrevocablemente.
Imagina:
Te tropiezas.
Él te agarra al instante, con las orejas agachadas, en pánico:
—¿Estás bien? ¡Yo no te empujé, verdad?! ¡Lo juro que no—!
Y tú solo te ríes y le tocas la nariz.
Como Esposo
Sorprendentemente ordenado. Limpia la casa, tiende la cama cada día.
Aún se pone nervioso si le das un beso en la mejilla. Aunque lleven años casados.
Le encanta caminar contigo de la mano por las noches. Es su momento favorito.
Te habla como si fueras el centro del universo.
Siempre está atento a tu comodidad baja la voz, cambia su postura.
Besos en la frente cuando te ve estresada.
Puede dormir hecho bolita… literalmente cubriéndote con su cuerpo.
No discuten mucho te escucha, lo reflexiona, y se disculpa como un adulto.
Se arriesgaría sin dudar si te ve en peligro.
Imagina:
Estás enferma.
Legoshi hace té, te envuelve en mantas, y se sienta a tu lado leyendo en voz baja:
—Es una historia sobre una valiente conejita… me recuerda un poco a ti.
Como Padre
Sobreprotector, pero con ternura.
Se lee todos los libros de crianza. Hasta subraya.
Llora en los primeros pasos. Y también cuando su hijo dice “papá” por primera vez.
Juega con suavidad, cuenta cuentos antes de dormir, canta con voz bajita.
El niño siempre trepa sobre él como si fuera una montaña. Y él lo permite, feliz.
Fomenta la expresión emocional. “Llorar está bien, incluso si eres fuerte.”
Se queda mirándolo mientras duerme como si fuera lo más sagrado del mundo.
Si alguien le alza la voz a su hijo… se le activa el instinto papá lobo.
Mini escena:
Hijo: “¿Qué son esas marcas en tu pecho?”
Legoshi: “Cicatrices. Me recuerdan por qué vale la pena vivir en paz.”
En General
Amar a Legoshi es como perderse en un bosque dulce y nervioso.
Duda mucho de sí mismo, pero tu amor lo estabiliza.
Tú eres su ancla. Su luz. Su “lugar seguro.”
Escribe poemas para ti, pero nunca te los enseña… a menos que lo descubras.
No es posesivo, pero sí te vigila discretamente en reuniones o fiestas.
¿Contacto físico? Tarda. Pero cuando confía, se deshace en tus abrazos.
No siempre sabe qué decir… pero nunca soltará tu mano.
Mini One-Shot: “El Rugido Más Suave”
> Lo encontraste en el jardín, con las manos temblando.
—¿Qué pasa?
—Casi grité a alguien. Perdí el control. Solo un segundo.
Se veía… como si se odiara a sí mismo.
Le tocaste la cara.
—Hasta los lobos se enojan. Lo importante es lo que haces después.
Su voz se quebró.
—No quiero ser un monstruo.
—No lo eres. Eres mío.
Y por primera vez en días, Legoshi sonrió.
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genericpuff · 10 months ago
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I'm honestly amazed by how well you can imitate the LO S3 art style! Have you always been good at this sort of thing or is it a skill you developed due to your work as a tattoo artist?
ahhh thank you, but ima let you in on a little trade secret -
it's literally just referencing LMAO which is a valuable skillset to have! but one that I think a lot of folks tend to overlook because they think "learning to draw" means "I need to be able to draw everything perfectly from imagination!" Which sure, learning how to draw things without needing references might be cool, but it's ultimately not the sole defining feature of a "good artist" and I think there's frankly way too much emphasis put on "drawing without references" these days because it creates this unrealistic expectation of what an artist is. Referencing is part of the process! It's important! And it's a valuable skill to have so that you can actually grow your skills beyond your own limits! Referencing is as important to the process of creating art as research is to the process of writing, you can only produce so much new stuff if you're not taking in new stuff alongside it.
Though I use this skill a lot in tattooing as well, it's mostly rooted in my animation schooling which broke me out of the habit of drawing purely from imagination and taught me how to properly reference other material for educational purposes.
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And I'm sure there are people in audience right now gasping at the fact that I simply cropped a bunch of different shots of Minthe from S3 and rearranged them like some surgical madman playing with body parts-
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-but this is like, the actual majority of the process when it comes to learning other art styles and this process is taught as a skill in a lot of art schools because it forces you to draw what's there rather than what you think is there. This is the basis of master studies, to learn the techniques of other artists by trying to mimic them as closely as possible. Don't know what tools that artist used specifically? Try to recreate the work anyways with your best guess. Even if you only get close but not perfect, you'll still likely learn a lot along the way and may even develop some brand NEW techniques that weren't present in the original work you're studying from.
Imagination is necessary to the creative process, but it's only part of that process, you can't suddenly learn how to draw the way other artists draw through imagination alone because your imagination is limited purely by your own lived experiences. Our brains don't come pre-installed with these skills, they can't just magically unlock the capability to "do the thing". Just like how we have to learn to follow recipes as a means to becoming a baker or learn to read the alphabet to learn how to read and write, we have to learn how to draw what we see and reference the material around us if we truly want to expand our own innermost knowledge which will allow us to draw from imagination.
Here are some other examples of studies I've done, such as my attempts to learn the art style of The Doctor Foxglove Show:
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As well as a background study from S1 of LO:
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And of course here are a handful of the shitloads of studies I've done to try and "figure out" how to draw Hades and Persephone from S1 of LO:
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Aaaand just for the fun of it, here are some completely non-LO studies, like the ones I did of Kazuma Koda's background work and Akihiko Yoshida's character designs for Nier: Automata:
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And this sorta rotoscoped ??? animatic of Mitsuhiro doing the opening jig for Still Feel by Half Alive which is 100% not done and probably never will be LOL
I'm always progressively doing studies of both LO and other media in this way so that I can update my knowledge and continue to improve my skillset.
Though, despite my best efforts to mimic the original creator's style, works like Rekindled will always have my own stylizations present, as that's just an inevitable consequence of it being made by myself and Banshriek (and the fact that we just refuse to draw worse to look more like LO because jfc so much of LO's original art, even the stuff we love, is rooted in Rachel's trial and errors lmao), but that's a feature, not a bug :') <3
So the answer is yes, the Minthe S3 redraw was done through skills I developed over time, though not necessarily through tattooing, simply through learning how to actually practice properly beyond "drawing a lot". And you can too! Draw lots, but also remember that your brain isn't naturally just going to "get better" at whatever you're trying to achieve just because you really want to achieve it. I try to avoid the mantra of "just practice" because it oversimplifies what's truly necessary to learning - having something to learn from outside of your own imagination. If you don't learn how to practice properly, then you'll just wind up repeating the same mistakes and reinforcing the same bad habits over and over again.
All that's to say, if you want to learn how to draw like a certain artist, try and recreate their art for yourself ;0 (but like also please for the love of god remember that it's for EDUCATIONAL PURPOSES, I shouldn't have to tell y'all not to copy directly off other artists' work for your own because that's just deadass stealing lmao) I know this enters the ethical dilemma of tracing, and whether or not it's a "valid" way to learn, but there's a lot of virtue in learning through referencing other artists and building new skills through them. I'm sure folks will argue that it's a 'crutch' or 'training wheels', but that's all often being touted from the perspective that crutches and training wheels... are automatically bad things and aren't meant to help people ?
Like obviously if you want to create your own thing that isn't purely "living in the shadow" of the works that inspired you, you WILL have to make that leap into the unknown. But that leap's a lot less scary to make when you have a parachute.
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heartsriki · 5 months ago
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STRICTLY PROFESSIONAL ⌇ 패션
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pairing ᝰ — jake x fem!reader featuring.. heeseung, jay, sunoo | word count: 8800+
⌇ … warnings & genre ↺ Rich/celebrity au!, suggestive content but no smut, arrogant reader and jake, make out scene, cussing, fluff, smidge of angst, lots of bickering, heeseung is a asshole, reader is a fashion designer, use of petnames.
synopsis — everyone knew who you were. young, successful, talented and most notorious man eater. you enjoyed the games you played with men but it got complicated quickly when you played it with jake. fashion scenes golden boy.
lee's ₊˚⊹ ᰔ comment ┊oh my god this took so long to write, anyways I hope you guys like it fr! Idk if I like it yet but the bathtub scene 👅👅 good lord. Ima fully check this tmr so sorry for any grammar mistakes!
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The night was still young, the air thick with the hum of conversation and the distant clink of champagne glasses. You moved through the grand hall like you belonged there—because you did. Every glance that followed you, every murmured whisper in your wake, only served to remind you of the power you held.
Any other woman might claim to hate these kinds of events, the forced pleasantries, the exhausting game of charm and deception. But you? You thrived in it. You loved the way the room seemed to orbit around you, the way men tripped over themselves just for a second of your attention.
And yet, there was one thing you couldn’t stand. The desperate ones. The men who thought a well-tailored suit and a glass of overpriced bourbon made them worthy of you. As one of them slid a hand around your waist, his touch sensual and unwelcome, you scoffed, effortlessly slipping from his grasp without a second thought.
They never learned.
This was your reputation—the untouchable, the unattainable, the woman they all wanted but none could ever truly have.
But amid the usual sea of admirers, there was one man who didn’t make a move. He didn’t approach, didn’t try his luck. He simply watched, his gaze lingering just a moment too long. You barely gave him a second thought. Another coward, too afraid to step up.
Or so you thought.
“Having fun?” Heeseung asked, swirling the whiskey in his glass before taking a slow sip.
Jake hummed, his eyes still locked on you. “You could say that.”
Heeseung followed his gaze, his lips quirking up the moment he realized who had captured his friend’s attention. Then, he burst out laughing.
Jake raised a brow. “What’s so funny?”
Heeseung shook his head, still amused. “Her? No way. I’d switch targets now if I were you.”
Jake’s curiosity piqued. “Why? She got a man or something?”
“The opposite, actually.” Heeseung smirked, setting his drink down. “She’s a man-eater. Every guy in this room has wanted a piece of her at some point.”
Jake laughed, leaning back in his chair. “What, you trying to scare me off ‘cause you want her?”
Heeseung grinned. “More like trying to save you from embarrassment, man. She even rejected me, and that says something.”
Jake scoffed. “Egotistical bastard. Anyway, she doesn’t even know me. Why don’t I give it a shot?”
Heeseung let out a short chuckle and glanced at the others. With a simple nod, three more men joined the conversation—Sunghoon, Jay, and Sunoo.
“What’s up?” Sunoo asked, adjusting his collar.
Heeseung gestured toward you with his glass. “Jake has eyes on Y/N.”
Jay nearly choked on his drink. “Oh, hell no. Yeah, good luck, man.”
Jake scoffed. “You guys act like I’m not charming and rich.”
Sunghoon smirked. “Listen, if none of us even got as much as a kiss from that woman, you definitely can’t.”
Jake rolled his eyes. “So, you all think I can’t pull? Alright, then. Watch me.” He pushed back his chair and stood up, adjusting his cuffs before striding toward you with confidence.
The group watched in amused silence.
“Anyone busy tonight?” Heeseung asked after a beat.
“No,” they all replied in unison.
“Good,” Heeseung said, taking another sip of his drink. “Because that man is going to come back crying.”
As Jake strode toward you, you noticed him instantly—without even needing to spare him a glance. Finally. The man who had been eyeing you all night had mustered up the nerve to approach. Not that it would make any difference. You can just tell you wont be interested.
It’s just a game to you.
Clearing his throat, he smoothly excused himself into your conversation. The men surrounding you shot him warning glances, but he ignored them, his attention solely on you.
You didn’t even hesitate. With a polite smile, you excused yourself from them and turned to face Jake fully, flashing him the kind of grin that had men falling to their knees.
Too easy.
Jake took that as a good sign. See? She’s already giving such a pretty smile. How hard could this be?
“I’ve been meaning to introduce myself,” he began smoothly, holding out a hand, ready to bring yours to his lips. “My name is Sim Jaeyun, but the people I like to keep close—like you—call me Jake.”
You didn’t give him your hand.
Instead, you tilted your head slightly, amusement flickering in your eyes. “Delighted to meet you, Mr. Sim.”
Jake barely managed to mask his surprise as he quickly withdrew his hand. So, the gentleman act wasn’t going to cut it. Fine. He could adapt.
“You’re the most gorgeous woman here tonight,” he charmed, his voice dripping with confidence. “Where’s that dress from? It works wonders on you.”
You didn’t miss a beat. “I’ve been told,” you said airily, before letting the real dagger sink in. “And this dress? It’s from me.”
Jake blinked. “From you?”
You smirked. “Yes. I made it.”
It took him a second, but then it clicked. Shit.
Realization dawned in his eyes. He knew now exactly who you were.
You leaned in slightly, your voice silky smooth. “Tell me, Mr. Sim… do you always fail to research the women you approach or did you just underestimate me?”
Jake swallowed. “I—uhm—”
Before he could recover, your hands were on him. A slow, deliberate caress up his shoulder, your fingers threading behind his neck. He stiffened, caught between the intoxicating warmth of your touch and the sharp edge in your voice.
“See, it’s men like you I hate the most…” you murmured, voice soft but laced with venom.
You pulled back just enough to meet his gaze, your lips curling in amusement.
“Uneducated.”
And just like that, you turned on your heel.
Jake stood frozen for a moment, trying to process how the conversation had flipped so fast.
Then, from across the room—laughter.
He turned just in time to see Heeseung and the others, barely containing their amusement.
Yeah. No. This wasn’t over.
Jake straightened his shoulders, running a hand through his hair.
If you thought that was the last time you’d be seeing him tonight… you had another thing coming.
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After realizing who you were, he knew he needed a lot more than just a prince act to get to you.
Y/N, the youngest successful fashion designer in the country. Your creative silk dresses and outlandish designs shot you straight to the top, allowing you to build your own designer store and amass a massive fortune.
He regretted not researching you beforehand, but to be fair, you didn’t really advertise yourself—just your million-dollar merchandise.
But his greatest mistake was also his biggest opportunity. Jake and his friends just so happened to be ambassadors for your company, and from the looks of it, fashion was the only way to get to you.
As their car pulled up to the photoshoot, Jake grew more nervous. He had already landed himself in the deep end with you, and he had only a vague idea of how to get out. But you? You were a total wildcard.
Jake huffed as he stepped out of the car.
“What’s your problem?” Heeseung asked, walking beside him.
Sunoo smirked, approaching as well. “He’s still trying to woo Y/N.”
Heeseung laughed. “No way! After that shitshow last night? You’re either ballsy or crazy.”
Jake shook his head. “Whatever, I’ll figure it out.”
As they walked in, the photoshoot was already set up. Props were on display, cameras were being tested, and the staff bustled around. Jake scanned the room for you, but you hadn’t arrived yet.
Sunoo clapped his hands as he admired the lavish outfits they’d be wearing. Jake had to admit—you were talented.
The sudden bang of doors flying open caught everyone’s attention.
You walked in, dressed in comfortable yet stylish clothes that hugged you in all the right places. Jake could finally see what everyone had been talking about. You knew how to get eyes on you.
“Cameras, props, and lights ready?” you called out, hands on your waist.
The staff confirmed, and you turned to face the group. One by one, you examined each member calling them out with their valuable features—Sunoo’s alluring figure, Jay’s strong jawline, Sunghoon’s thick eyebrows, Heeseung’s plump lips… and then you paused when you got to Jake.
“Mr. Sim, I didn’t expect to see you here,” you said, grinning as you looked him up and down.
Jake let out a short laugh. “Didn’t know I was one of the ambassadors? I’m hurt.”
You hummed, circling him, trying to pinpoint a striking physical feature that could be useful. But for the first time, nothing came to mind.
“Anyway, let’s continue. Sunoo is first,” you said, brushing past him.
Jake scoffed slightly. It was a small thing, really. But for some reason, the fact that you didn’t highlight anything about him bothered him more than it should have.
He watched as you guided Sunoo through your envisioned concept, your passion evident in every direction you gave. Sunoo followed your cues effortlessly, showcasing the designs exactly as you intended.
One by one, each member had their turn, and every shot looked incredible—each outfit tailored perfectly to their features.
Then, it was Jake’s turn.
You stood in front of the wardrobe, flipping through the options. To be honest, it was frustrating. You had instantly known what worked for everyone else, but for Jake… you were stumped.
You turned around, squinting at him, taking him in. He sat there watching you, his throat going dry as you slowly walked closer.
Then, without warning, you reached out and tilted his chin up.
Jake stiffened.
You studied him, and suddenly, it clicked.
His big, expressive puppy eyes. His soft, round lips. The way he looked almost desperate and vulnerable.
…He looked so good like this.
You laughed to yourself, turning to the wardrobe and pulling out a sleek black suit.
You knew exactly how to take advantage of Sim Jaeyun.
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You bitterly laughed as you scrolled through the articles. Of course, you had an eye for things like this.
The internet was in an uproar over Jake’s part of the photoshoot—but in a good way.
The concept was striking. The camera was angled just above him, catching the sharp contrast of light against his desperate, pleading eyes. His lips were slightly parted, pouty in a way that almost begged to be kissed. His shirt hung open just enough to tease, showing only a sliver of skin, while the veins along his arms stood out, practically begging for attention.
You coughed, shaking the thoughts from your head.
Shoving the distraction aside, you sat at your desk, fingers gripping your pencil as you stared at the blank sketchpad before you. Normally, this was the easy part—designs came to you like second nature. But today? Nothing.
Your eyes wandered the room, searching for something—anything—to spark creativity. And then they landed on the stack of freshly printed photos from Jake’s shoot.
It was like a lightbulb flicked on above your head. Thoughts started forming and it was like the cogs in your brain started turning.
You needed a meeting with him. Now.
It took some effort to track him down, but after a few well-placed calls, you discovered he was at a celebration party for one of his many sponsors. A big shot, was he? You scoffed, feeling a twinge of irritation crawl under your skin. No—why did he irritate you so much?
Your sleek, high-end car pulled up to the entrance, drawing the attention of reporters and guests alike. Ignoring their murmurs, you strode inside, brushing past the glittering crowd. The party was far livelier than the ones you typically attended, but you paid it no mind. Your focus was solely on one person.
Jake.
He was easy to spot, standing in the center of the room with a glass in his hand and a woman draped over his arm. She was laughing at something he said, tilting her head flirtatiously.
You scoffed, rolling your eyes before marching toward him.
At first, he didn’t notice, too caught up in whatever meaningless conversation he was entertaining. But then he picked up on the shift in the room—the way heads turned, whispers spreading like wildfire. His gaze finally landed on you, surprise flickering across his face.
What the hell were you doing here?
“Hello, Sim,” you greeted, your voice laced with amusement. “Having fun?”
Jake blinked, momentarily thrown off. The woman at his side tightened her grip, glaring at you as if trying to stake her claim.
You gave her a quick once-over before arching a brow. “Please. If you’re going to try and mark your territory, at least put some effort into that outfit of yours.”
She gasped, her face burning red before she spun on her heel and stormed off.
Jake smirked as he watched her leave, then turned his attention back to you. “If I didn’t know any better, I’d think you were jealous.”
“In your dreams,” you shot back. “I need you to come with me. It’s urgent.”
His brows lifted, a slow grin curling his lips as he leaned in slightly, his voice dipping into something lower, teasing. “Need me that bad, huh baby?”
Your face flamed, and you immediately shoved his shoulder. “That’s not what I meant—ugh! I’m requesting a conversation. Over dinner.”
Jake tilted his head, studying you. He wasn’t sure what this was about, but the fact that you were suddenly giving him attention? Maybe it was for the big success with his contribution to the magazine. Whatever it was, He wasn’t about to pass up the opportunity.
“Alright,” he drawled. “Taking me out to eat before the fun stuff—how classy.”
You rolled your eyes and grabbed his wrist, pulling him toward the exit. He let you, a smirk never leaving his face as he trailed behind you.
The ride to the restaurant was quiet. You stared out the window, lost in thought, while Jake stole subtle glances at you. You were always like this—so effortlessly captivating, playing hard to get like it was second nature. He didn’t mind. The chase made it all the more fun.
When the car finally rolled to a stop, Jake glanced out the window, his brows raising slightly. The restaurant was high-end, even by his standards. You didn’t just pick a fancy place—you picked the fancy place.
“You really like showing off, don’t you?” he mused, stepping out after you.
The moment you entered, the security barely even glanced at you before letting you through. Jake, on the other hand, was stopped immediately.
You turned back, giving him a slow smirk.
“He’s with me,” you said simply.
That was all it took. The guard stepped aside without another word, and Jake scoffed, shaking his head as he followed you in.
You were led to a private, reserved area on the rooftop, where the city stretched out in a breathtaking view. The soft glow of lights flickered over your face, casting delicate shadows. Jake had to admit—you looked stunning.
After placing your orders, silence settled between you. Jake swirled his wine glass, watching you over the rim.
“So,” he finally said, breaking the quiet, “why do I have the honor of your presence tonight, Y/N?”
“Don’t get ahead of yourself, Sim.” You exhaled, looking away for a moment before leaning back. “Do you know how I built my brand?”
Jake raised a brow. “Hard work I would presume?”
You let out a quiet laugh. “A muse,” you corrected. “Every artist needs one. And mine… has grown dull.”
He frowned slightly, trying to decipher where this was going. “And?”
Your gaze locked onto his, unwavering. “Lucky for you, I seem to find creative inspiration just by looking at you.”
The words hung in the air, thick with meaning. Jake stared at you, and for once, he didn’t have a teasing remark locked and loaded.
Because you weren’t joking.
You had come all this way, pulled him out of a party, taken him to an extravagant dinner— not for some business deal, but because you needed him.
Jake leaned forward, resting his elbows on the table as a slow, knowing grin spread across his face.
“Well, well,” he murmured. “Didn’t know I had that effect on you.”
You sighed, already regretting saying anything. “It’s strictly professional, Sim.”
“Sure it is.”
His eyes gleamed with mischief, but there was something else there too—something unreadable. He tilted his head slightly, studying you the way you had been studying him all night.
Finally, he set his glass down and smirked. “Alright, Y/N. I’ll be your muse.”
You arched a brow. “Just like that?”
“Just like that.” His voice dropped into something quieter, more serious. “But don’t think for a second that this is a one-sided deal.”
Your eyes narrowed. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
Jake leaned in ever so slightly, his smirk never wavering.
“You need inspiration,” he said. “And I need you.”
Your breath hitched.
Jake leaned back in his seat, a smirk playing at the corner of his lips as he swirled the wine in his glass. His eyes never left yours, watching your reaction with amusement.
“Go on one date with me,” he said smoothly, tilting his head slightly. “And I’m all yours.”
You stared at him, blinking once. Then twice.
And then, you burst into laughter. A real, full laugh that made your shoulders shake as you leaned back in your chair.
Jake didn’t say anything—he just sat there, watching you with an unreadable expression. Not smug. Not teasing. Just… watching.
When your laughter finally died down, you exhaled and shook your head. “You’re ridiculous.”
Jake simply raised a brow.
“So, you’re serious?” you asked, searching his face for any sign of a joke. “Just one date? No money? No sexual favors?”
His lips curled into a small, knowing smile. “Yep. One night. Let me have you on my arm for a few hours, and after that…” He shrugged. “I’m all yours.”
You grumbled at the thought. The idea of entertaining a man—even for one night for something as useless as a date—made you want to roll your eyes into another dimension. But you really, really needed Jake. His presence alone had sparked something in you. God, you hated when a man had the upper hand.
You sighed heavily, pinching the bridge of your nose. “Fine. One date. That’s all.” You narrowed your eyes. “And then you’re mine.”
Jake chuckled, resting his chin in his palm as he gazed at you, a lazy sort of amusement flickering in his eyes.
“Yes,” he murmured. “All yours.”
And for some reason, the way he said it made your stomach flip.
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The deal was set. One date. That was all.
You repeated that to yourself as you adjusted your outfit, smoothing out non-existent wrinkles while glancing at your reflection in the mirror. It wasn’t like you cared how you looked for Jake Sim. It was just… appearances. You had a reputation to maintain.
At least, that’s what you told yourself.
A knock on your door interrupted your thoughts. Your assistant peeked in, looking a little too amused.
“He’s here,” they said.
With one last deep breath, you grabbed your clutch and headed out.
Jake was waiting outside, leaning casually against his car—a sleek black luxury vehicle that, of course, fit his whole charming celebrity persona perfectly. He looked effortless in his suit, his hair styled just the right amount of messy, like he’d barely tried but still somehow managed to look good.
The worst part? He probably hadn’t tried.
His gaze flickered over you, and his smirk grew. “Well, damn,” he murmured, pushing off the car. “If I knew you were gonna look this good, I would’ve asked for two dates.”
You rolled your eyes, trying to ignore the heat creeping up your neck. “Not happening.”
He chuckled, opening the passenger door for you. “We’ll see.”
You slid in without another word, and the moment he settled into the driver’s seat, the engine purred to life.
“So,” you said, crossing your arms. “Where exactly are you taking me?”
Jake grinned as he pulled out onto the road. “Wouldn’t you like to know?”
You narrowed your eyes. “If this is some cliché rooftop dinner setup, I’m leaving.”
He laughed. “No trust in me at all, huh?”
“Not even a little.”
Jake shook his head, amused. “Guess I’ll just have to change that.”
It wasn’t a rooftop dinner.
It wasn’t a fancy five-star restaurant, either.
Instead, twenty minutes later, you found yourself in the passenger seat of Jake Sim’s car as he pulled into a bustling night market on the outskirts of the city. The place was alive—bright, colorful lights hanging between stalls, the air thick with the scent of grilled food, fried snacks, and sweet desserts.
You blinked. This was… not what you expected.
Jake shot you a sideways glance, catching your surprise. “What?” he teased. “Thought I was gonna wine and dine you in some overpriced restaurant?”
You turned to him, arching a brow. “…Yes.”
He smirked. “See? You underestimated me too much.”
You scoffed. “I didn’t underestimate anything.”
Jake hummed, clearly not convinced.
Before you could protest further, he was already getting out of the car and walking around to your side, opening the door for you. “Come on,” he said, holding out a hand. “Let’s get something to eat.”
You hesitated before ignoring his hand and stepping out on your own. Jake chuckled under his breath but didn’t push it.
The market was buzzing with energy. Neon lights flashed, the sound of sizzling food filled the air, and people bustled past in happy chatter. You followed Jake as he navigated through the stalls with ease, stopping at a particular vendor selling tteokbokki.
“Spicy?” he asked, glancing at you.
You shrugged. “I can handle it.”
Jake smirked like he didn’t believe you but ordered anyway. When he handed you the steaming bowl of rice cakes drenched in spicy sauce, you took a bite without hesitation.
And instantly regretted it.
Your mouth burned.
You coughed, eyes watering as you tried to keep your expression neutral. Jake, of course, was watching you with way too much amusement.
“You good?” he asked, clearly holding back laughter.
You swallowed, forcing a nod. “Shit—Totally.”
Jake snorted before handing you a drink. “Don’t act tough.” He said with a laugh.
“I’m not acting tough,” you shot back, gulping down the drink. “I just—”
“Don’t want to look vulnerable?”
You glared at him, which only made him grin. He slowly had you figured out.
The rest of the night went like that—Jake teasing you, you pretending to be unaffected, and somehow, between all of it, you… actually started to enjoy yourself.
He dragged you to different stalls, making you try every snack he claimed was the best. He somehow convinced you to play one of those rigged carnival games, and when you failed miserably, he swooped in with that cocky confidence of his and won a stuffed bear in one try.
“For you,” he said, handing it over with a wink.
You scoffed, snatching it from his hands. “You’re so annoying.”
“You love it.”
You didn’t. Well, maybe you didn’t hate it as much as you wanted to.
Hours passed without you realizing.
By the time you both made your way back to the car, the market had quieted down, the crowd thinning as the night stretched on. You hugged the stuffed bear to your chest, glancing at Jake as he walked beside you, hands tucked in his pockets.
“I’ll admit,” you said after a beat. “This was… decent.”
Jake smirked. “High praise coming from you.”
“Don’t get used to it.”
He glanced down at where you touched him before tilting his head at you, something softer lingering in his gaze. “You know,” he said, voice quieter now. “You’re different when you’re not trying to impress.”
You stiffened slightly. “I’m not—”
“You are.” He smiled a little.
You quickly looked away, tightening your grip on the stuffed bear. “Don’t overthink it, It’s just one date.”
Jake hummed. “Just one.”
You didn’t like the way he said that. Like he knew something you didn’t.
Like he knew that one date wasn’t going to be enough.
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The ride back was quieter than before. Not in a bad way—just… different. The playful teasing from earlier had faded into something heavier, something unspoken hanging in the air between you.
Jake was focused on the road, one hand gripping the wheel while the other rested lazily on the gear shift. You, on the other hand, sat with your arms crossed, staring out the window, pretending you weren’t acutely aware of every little movement he made.
It didn’t help that the car felt smaller than it actually was. Or maybe it was just the way he’d glance at you every now and then, his lips quirking up like he knew exactly what he was doing to you.
At one point, he exhaled a small chuckle. “You’re quiet.”
You turned your head slightly but didn’t meet his gaze. “So?”
Jake hummed, his fingers tapping idly against the steering wheel. “Just not used to it. Usually, you’re too busy trying to put me in my place.”
You finally looked at him. “Trust me, I still could.”
“Oh, I know,” he murmured, eyes flickering to yours before returning to the road. “But that’s not what’s happening right now, is it?”
You opened your mouth to retort but hesitated.
Because he was right.
And that was irritating.
The rest of the ride passed with that same unbearable tension, neither of you saying much, but the energy thick enough to cut with a knife. Every second felt stretched, every brush of his fingers against the wheel, every shift in his seat, every subtle glance your way felt charged.
When he finally pulled up in front of your place, you should’ve gotten out immediately. You should’ve thanked him—maybe given him a sarcastic remark for good measure—and left it at that.
But you didn’t.
Instead, you hesitated.
Your fingers clenched around the stuffed bear in your lap as you turned to face him. Jake was already watching you, his expression unreadable but his eyes dark with something else.
And before you could talk yourself out of it, you blurted, “Come inside.”
Jake blinked. “What?”
You cleared your throat, shifting in your seat. “For a photoshoot.”
His lips twitched. “At—” he glanced at the clock on the dashboard “—midnight?”
You lifted your chin. “You said you were my muse now, right? I just got an idea. Unless you’re scared of a little late-night work.”
Jake’s smirk deepened, like he could see right through you. “You really suck at making excuses, you know that?���
“Are you coming or not, Sim?”
He let out a low chuckle, shaking his head before turning off the car. “Lead the way, boss.”
The moment you stepped inside, the energy shifted again.
Your place was modern yet warm—high ceilings, floor-to-ceiling windows, designer furniture, and mood lighting that cast a soft glow over everything. Jake took it all in as he followed you inside, hands casually tucked into his pockets.
“So,” he mused, scanning the room, “where’s the magic gonna happen?”
You rolled your eyes at his choice of words but ignored it, grabbing your camera from the shelf. “In there,” you said, motioning toward the bathroom as you both walked in.
Jake raised a brow as he watched you adjust the settings. “Straight to business?”
“Don’t flatter yourself,” you muttered, but even you knew it wasn’t convincing.
He stepped closer, just enough that you felt the heat of his presence. “Whats the plan?”
Your fingers grazed over the camera button as you eyed him without hiding.
Your jaw clenched. You inhaled sharply. Then, without missing a beat, you lifted the camera and snapped a photo right in his face.
Jake blinked at the flash.
You smirked, tilting your head slightly as you studied him. “Take off your suit—leave the button-up—and get in the bathtub.”
Jake froze, his brows lifting slightly. He looked at you like he was trying to figure out if you were serious. But for once, he didn’t argue, didn’t throw a cocky remark your way.
Instead, he simply exhaled, loosened his tie, and shrugged off his suit jacket. His fingers made quick work of his cufflinks before rolling up the sleeves of his already damp button-up. With an unreadable expression, he stepped into the tub, settling against the porcelain with his arms resting along the edges, looking like a king on his throne. His shirt, already slightly undone from earlier, clung to his chest, teasing glimpses of toned skin beneath the fabric.
You hummed, pleased with how naturally he fit into the scene. Lifting the shower head, you turned on the water.
Jake yelped.
“Hey—shit, that’s cold!“ He recoiled, hands shooting up to shield himself from the icy stream.
You grinned mischievously. “Oops. Sorry, princess.”
Jake groaned, dragging a wet hand down his face. “You’re enjoying this way too much.”
You only smirked as you adjusted the temperature, letting the water run warm. He exhaled, relaxing under the heat, though you could tell he was still a little wary.
The camera flashed.
Jake’s eyes snapped to yours. “Seriously?”
“That’s it,” you murmured, tilting the lens as you took another shot. “Just relax. You look better when you stop overthinking.”
Something shifted in his expression. His shoulders eased, his body sinking further into the tub as he let go of whatever was running through his mind. The water streamed over him, drenching his shirt completely, making the fabric cling to his torso like a second skin. His hair, already a mess from the rain earlier, now fell over his eyes, strands curling slightly from the dampness.
You almost let yourself admire him.
Almost.
He looked like something out of a luxury ad—lazily elegant, frustratingly attractive, like sin wrapped in silk. He was a glass of dark wine, the kind that burned just enough to keep you coming back for another sip.
But you wouldn’t give him the satisfaction of saying that out loud.
Instead, you inched closer, adjusting the focus to capture his eyes. He had the prettiest, prettiest boba eyes—deep and dark, framed by long lashes, almost too soft for someone who loved to tease you so relentlessly.
But something wasn’t clicking. The shot wasn’t right. You frowned, turning off the water to get a better angle, hovering slightly over him in concentration.
Jake watched you past the lens, amusement dancing in his gaze as you pouted in frustration.
“You look cute when you’re trying too hard,” he mused.
You barely had time to process his words before—
Splash.
A gasp tore from your lips as you were suddenly yanked forward, water soaking through your clothes in an instant. Your knees landed on either side of Jake’s lap, hands gripping his shoulders to steady yourself. Your body pressed against his, and the realization hit you way too late.
The camera slipped from your hands, landing with a soft clunk on the dry edge of the tub.
“You—”
But you froze.
Because holy shit.
His hair was a dripping mess, strands falling into his eyes, water trickling down his temples. His lips were slightly parted, breath shallow, chest rising and falling beneath the soaked fabric of his shirt. But it wasn’t that.
It was his eyes. Those eyes.
Gone was the teasing glint, the ever-present mischief. Instead, they were dark, hooded—pleading.
Exactly what you were looking for earlier.
But with something deeper. Something unspoken. It expressed something his mouth couldn’t say.
His grip on your waist tightened slightly, like he was waiting. Like he was testing to see if you’d pull away.
The only sound in the room was the slow, rhythmic dripping of water and the soft, uneven breaths between you both.
Neither of you moved.
Because if you did, if either of you so much as shifted—
You both knew what would happen next.
Jake exhaled shakily, his gaze flickering between your eyes and your lips. Then, voice barely above a whisper, he muttered, “You gonna do something? Because this is killing me.”
Your throat went dry.
“Jake…”
The second his name left your lips—soft, breathless, uncertain—his fingers flexed against your waist, and something in his eyes snapped.
His jaw clenched. His chest rose sharply as he exhaled through his nose, his grip just a fraction tighter, just enough for you to feel the tension between you crackle like a live wire.
“…Fuck,” he muttered under his breath.
Without another second to hesitate, his lips crashed onto yours.
A sharp inhale left you as your eyes widened in surprise, but the warmth of his mouth, the way he moved against you so effortlessly, erased any thoughts of pulling away. Your lashes fluttered shut, that little voice in your head telling you to stop quickly drowned out by the sheer pleasure of it all.
Jake kissed you like he had been starving for this—like he had been waiting too long, and now that he had you, he wasn’t going to waste another second. His hands roamed along your back, gripping, exploring, pulling you closer as if he needed you to be right there against him. Your own hands weren’t still either—fingers moving with urgency, working on the buttons of his soaked shirt, pushing the fabric away in greedy desperation.
The wet material slid off his shoulders, discarded somewhere to the side. And then—God—your hands were on him. Palms dragging down the expanse of his torso, feeling the way his muscles tensed under your touch.
Jake sighed into your mouth at the sensation, his breath warm, his body reacting to you just as much as yours was to him.
Your heart was practically pounding. What was he doing to you? You’d played this game before, teased and flirted, danced along the edge of something dangerous—but never like this. Never this raw. Never this vulnerable.
He moved before you could even process it. His hands slid up, fingers weaving into your hair as he shifted you—one second, you were on his lap, the next, you were lying beneath him, water still clinging to both of you.
Jake didn’t hesitate.
His lips left yours only to trail across your jaw, down your neck, to the sensitive dip between your collarbones. He kissed like he was memorizing you, like he wanted to leave a mark in places no one else had ever dared to touch. You sighed at the feeling, your hands slipping up into his damp hair, fingers tugging just enough to make him groan against your skin.
It was intoxicating. The weight of him, the heat of his breath, the way his lips moved against your skin as if he owned you.
Then— Jake stilled.
He pulled back just enough to look at you, his dark eyes flickering over your face. A sharp inhale filled his chest as he took you in—the way you were watching him, the way your lips were parted, the unhidden hunger in your gaze.
Damn.
You looked like you were ready to devour him.
For a moment, he just stared—like he was trying to brand this image into his brain, like he needed to convince himself that this was real.
Then, with a smirk, he leaned in, lips brushing over your ear as he whispered, “Strictly professional, huh?.”
Your brows furrowed slightly, confusion flickering through your desire-hazed mind when he pulled away completely. Jake stood, stepping out of the tub before holding a hand out for you. You took it, letting him pull you up. Water dripped from both of you as you steadied yourself, but your fingers clung to his forearm, your lips slightly parted in silent protest.
Your expression must have given you away because he chuckled, shaking his head.
“Relax,” he mused, tugging you flush against him. “I just wanted to take you to your bedroom—unless you want to do this right here?”
His voice was laced with amusement, but there was something darker beneath it. A challenge. A temptation.
And the way his fingers slowly dragged down your waist, the heat behind his gaze, the way his lips barely ghosted over yours without fully kissing you—
He knew exactly what he was doing.
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The warm sunlight streaming through the window pulled you from your sleep, making you groan as your limbs ached from exhaustion. Every movement sent a dull throb through your muscles, a reminder of exactly what had happened last night.
You raised your hand to rub your temple, only to pause when your fingers brushed against something—small, dark bruises dotting your skin.
That jerk.
A lazy smirk tugged at your lips before you turned over, reaching instinctively toward his side of the bed, only to be met with cold sheets. Your stomach twisted.
Your first thought was that maybe he had just gotten up early. But then, the silence in the room became deafening, an eerie reminder of how alone you were.
Your chest tightened, but before the feeling could settle, you noticed the faint glow of light coming from the bathroom.
Relief washed over you, but it was short-lived.
As you moved closer, the sound of his voice—muffled but unmistakable—reached your ears.
You hesitated. Something in you told you to go back, to not listen. But your curiosity, your need to know, got the better of you.
And that’s when you heard it.
“Maybe this whole thing was a mistake. I should just get out of here before she wakes up, right?”
Your breath hitched.
Your heart didn’t just drop—it shattered.
Mistake.
Was that all last night was to him?
A mistake?
The one man you had allowed past your carefully built walls, the one man you let touch you in ways no one else had, was now talking about leaving before you even woke up.
Your hands clenched into fists, fingernails digging into your palm to fight the sting in your eyes. No. No way in hell were you going to sit here and mope about this.
If this was a mistake to him, then it was a mistake to you too.
You turned sharply on your heel, biting down the lump in your throat as you moved quickly to get dressed.
You weren’t going to wait around for him to leave first.
From Jake’s perspective, he woke up to the soft vibration of his phone on the nightstand beside him. Groggily, he turned over, his eyes immediately landing on you—curled up beside him, your arm draped over his waist. You looked so peaceful, your breath steady, your grip on him light but firm.
His heart fluttered at the sight.
With a quiet groan, he reached for his phone, squinting at the screen to see Heeseung flashing across the caller ID.
He sighed before accepting the call.
“Hey,” he whispered, carefully shifting out of your hold so he wouldn’t wake you. Slipping into the bathroom, he shut the door behind him. “What do you want?”
“Yo, I haven’t heard from you since the party. What’s up with you?”
Jake glanced back at the bed through the cracked door before lowering his voice. “I’m at Y/N’s place.”
Silence.
Then, a loud yelp from Heeseung made Jake wince. “What?! Y/N? No way—did you guys—?”
Jake smirked. “Yes. Maybe—we did.”
Heeseung let out a hum of approval. “Damn. Someone finally got to her. Congratulations, man. We should celebrate tonight.”
Jake scoffed. “It’s not like that, Hee.”
Heeseung frowned on the other end. “Wait… you mean you’re actually trying to make something out of this?” A dry laugh followed. “You’re out of your damn mind.”
Jake’s stomach tightened. “What do you mean? I thought—”
“Exactly. You thought.” Heeseung let out a sigh. “I already told you who she is. A man-eater, Jake. If you weren’t at her place right now, she probably would’ve disappeared before you even woke up.”
Jake swallowed hard.
It had taken a long time to get through to you—everyone knew that. But last night felt different. He wasn’t imagining that… right?
“Listen,” Heeseung continued, his voice laced with amusement, “if I were you, I’d take the good fuck and get out of there before she hurts your feelings.”
Jake’s grip on his phone tightened.
“Maybe this whole thing was a mistake. I should just get out of here before she wakes up, right?”
Then, before Heeseung could add anything else, a new voice cut in.
“Don’t listen to that player.”
Jake blinked as Jay snatched the phone away from Heeseung.
Jay shot his friend an unimpressed look before putting the phone to his ear. “If things actually seem like it’ll go good between you two, then go for it.”
Jake exhaled, some of the tension in his shoulders easing. “You think so?”
“Yes. Don’t come crying to us later saying you fumbled.”
Jake let out a short laugh, finally smiling again. “Alright. See you later.”
Hanging up, he set his phone down on the sink and glanced at himself in the mirror. He ran a hand through his messy hair, wincing slightly as a sting shot across his back.
Curious, he turned his body slightly and craned his neck to check—only to see deep, red nail marks trailing down his skin.
A laugh rumbled from his chest.
That was definitely your handiwork.
And he wouldn’t have it any other way.
Another thought crossed his mind, he shouldn’t have listened to Heeseung.
Sure, You had a reputation—everyone knew that. But you weren’t just some girl to him. Last night wasn’t just about the physical.
He had seen the way you softened under his touch. The way you looked at him like he was more than just some guy you had picked for the night.
He wasn’t an idiot. He had felt it.
And yet, for a split second, Heeseung’s words had gotten into his head, making him doubt everything.
Jake stepped out of the bathroom with a light smile, now going back to chuckling at the sight of the nail marks on his back. But as he looked around, his smile slowly faded.
The bed was empty.
The sheets, once messy from the night before, were now slightly straightened—like someone had hastily tried to fix them before leaving. His heart sank.
“Y/N?” he called, his voice hesitant.
Silence.
His eyes darted around the room, searching for any sign of you—your clothes, your phone, something. Then, out of the corner of his eye, he noticed the closet door slightly ajar. He walked over, tugging it open. Empty.
Jake’s stomach twisted.
You were gone.
His mind raced as he reached for his phone, but before he could dial your number, something on the nightstand caught his eye. A necklace—your necklace. The one you always wore, the one you never took off.
His chest tightened.
What the hell just happened?
Then, it clicked. The way he had found you curled up next to him this morning—the way your fingers had unconsciously gripped his waist, as if afraid he’d leave. You weren’t the type to do that. So why did you—.
Unless—
She heard me.
Jake felt the blood drain from his face. His own words echoed in his head, the ones Heeseung had fed him, the ones he stupidly repeated without thinking.
“Maybe this whole thing was a mistake. I should just get out of here before she wakes up, right?”
He clenched his jaw. “Shit.”
You had heard him. And now, you were gone.
Jake spent the rest of the morning searching for you. He called your phone multiple times, but it kept ringing until it went to voicemail. He texted, only to be met with unread messages. Every hour that passed made his frustration grow—where the hell could you have gone?
Then, it hit him.
Your studio.
Without hesitation, he grabbed his keys and drove across the city, ignoring every red light and honking car. His mind was a storm of emotions—guilt, frustration, fear. He needed to fix this.
When he finally arrived, the familiar sight of your workspace came into view, its large glass windows dimly lit from inside. His heart pounded as he stepped out of his car and made his way to the entrance, pushing open the door without knocking.
The moment he walked in, he spotted you.
You were sitting at your desk, hunched over a sketchbook. From the way your pencil angrily scratched at the page, it was clear you were frustrated. Your usual fluid, elegant designs had been replaced with jagged lines, some pages torn out and crumpled beside you.
You were trying to drown yourself in work.
Jake’s breath caught as he took you in. Your hair was messier than usual, your face devoid of the usual sharp confidence you carried. You looked exhausted. Like you hadn’t slept at all.
Like you were trying to forget last night ever happened.
But when you sensed someone standing in the doorway, you didn’t look up. “Go away.”
Jake swallowed hard. “Y/N—”
“I said go away.” Your voice was steady, but he could hear the underlying hurt beneath it. That hurt made his stomach twist.
“I need to talk to you,” he said, taking slow steps toward you.
You let out a sharp, bitter laugh, finally looking up at him. “Talk? Now you want to talk? Thought this was all a mistake?”
Jake flinched. “That’s not—”
“Don’t,” you cut him off, slamming your pencil down. “Don’t stand there and try to spin this, Jake. I heard you. I heard everything.”
The weight of your words hit him like a punch to the gut.
“I woke up, and you were gone,” you continued, voice rising. “I went looking for you because—because for once, I thought maybe this was different. Maybe I wasn’t just another thing for you to play with. But then I heard you. I heard you say it was a mistake—that you should leave before I woke up.” You scoffed, shaking your head. “Guess I just saved you the trouble.”
Jake ran a hand through his hair, his heart hammering. “Y/N, you don’t understand—”
“Oh, I understand perfectly.” You stood up from your chair, stepping closer to him, your expression unreadable. “I was stupid enough to believe that this was more than just another hookup for you. That maybe, just maybe, I wasn’t some temporary distraction.”
Jake took a shaky breath. “You’re not.”
You let out a humorless laugh. “Really? Because that’s not what it sounded like this morning.”
Jake exhaled sharply, gripping the back of his neck. He was messing this up—again. He needed to make you understand.
“I didn’t mean any of that,” he said, voice softer now. “I was on the phone with Heeseung, and he was—” Jake paused, shaking his head. “He was saying a bunch of bullshit, making me second-guess things. But I never meant it, Y/N. The second I said it, I regretted it.”
You stared at him, jaw tight. “And yet you still said it.”
“I know.” He sighed, stepping even closer. “I was stupid. I let someone else’s words get in my head, and I didn’t think. But if you’d stayed just a second longer, you would’ve heard Jay tell me not to listen to Heeseung. You would’ve heard me say that I wanted to stay.”
You hesitated, but your arms remained crossed, a sign that you weren’t letting him off that easily.
Jake sighed, rubbing his face. “Y/N, I don’t do this. I don’t—I don’t wake up next to someone and feel peaceful. I don’t look at someone and think, God, I want more than just one night. But you…” He looked at you, eyes desperate. “With you, it’s different. And that scares the hell out of me.”
Your lips parted slightly, caught off guard by the raw honesty in his voice.
Jake took your silence as permission to continue. “I don’t want to be just another regret for you. I don’t want this to be some game. And if you tell me you regret last night—if you tell me you never want to see me again—I’ll leave. But I don’t think you regret it.”
Your breath hitched. He was right. You didn’t.
But you were scared, too.
Scared because you had spent so long keeping people at arm’s length, convinced that love was a battlefield you had no interest in fighting for. Scared because Jake had found a way past your walls without you even realizing it.
And scared because, despite everything… you still wanted him.
“I don’t regret it,” you admitted, voice barely above a whisper. “But I don’t know if I can trust you.”
Jake swallowed, nodding. “Then let me prove it to you.”
You stared at him for a long moment, searching his face for any sign of deception. But all you saw was sincerity.
A heavy silence filled the room before you finally exhaled, your shoulders sagging. “This doesn’t mean I forgive you yet.”
Jake’s lips quirked into a small, hopeful smile. “That’s fair.”
You sighed, rubbing your temples. “God, you’re such a pain in the ass.”
“I’ve heard.” He grinned.
You rolled your eyes, but this time, there was no real malice behind it. Just exhaustion. Maybe even the hint of a smile.
Jake took a tentative step forward. “Can I at least take you to dinner?”
You raised a brow. “A real date?”
“A real date,” he promised. “No mistakes this time.”
You studied him for a moment before letting out a small sigh. “Fine. But im paying.”
Jake scoffed. “Just because you have way more money than me doesn’t mean you can show off.”
And as you stood there, sticking your tongue at the boy mischievously who had somehow wormed his way into your heart, you realized— this definitely wasn’t a mistake after all.
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BONUS 𝜗𝜚˚⋆
The morning sun filtered through the curtains, casting golden streaks across the bed. You stirred, shifting slightly, only to feel the weight of an arm draped over your waist. A soft exhale tickled the back of your neck, and you turned your head slightly, catching a glimpse of Jake—eyes closed, breathing steady, his features relaxed in a way that made your chest tighten.
It had been weeks since the misunderstanding that nearly tore you apart. Since then, things had fallen into place in a way neither of you had expected. There were no grand declarations or extravagant gestures—just moments like this. Quiet, intimate, and real.
You gently moved his arm, attempting to slip out of bed without waking him, but before you could even shift an inch, his hold tightened.
“Where do you think you’re going?” His voice was rough with sleep, and yet, there was a teasing lilt to it.
You rolled your eyes, smiling despite yourself. “I was going to make coffee. But I see you have other plans.”
He hummed, burying his face into the crook of your neck. “My only plan is keeping you right here for a little longer.”
You let yourself relax against him for a moment before sighing. “Jake, we can’t just stay in bed all day.”
“Why not?” He murmured against your skin. “I finally got you, and now you want to leave me for coffee? You wound me.”
You turned to face him, raising a brow. “You’re so dramatic.”
He smirked. “And yet, you love me anyway.”
Your breath hitched slightly, and Jake noticed—the way your eyes softened, the way you licked your lips as if debating whether to respond. Love. The word had been lingering between you two for a while now, unsaid but present in every touch, every look, every stolen moment.
Instead of answering, you leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to his lips. It was slow, unhurried, filled with an emotion you weren’t quite ready to put into words but hoped he could feel anyway.
He smiled against your lips, his fingers tracing lazy patterns on your back. “I’ll take that as a ‘yes, I do love you, Jake. You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, and I don’t know how I survived this long without you.’”
You scoffed, pushing at his chest playfully. “You’re such a dumbass.”
He caught your hand before you could move away, intertwining his fingers with yours. “Fine, fine,” he relented, grinning. “But at least let me make the coffee. You stay here.”
You arched a brow. “You? Making coffee?”
Jake gasped dramatically. “I’ll have you know I make an excellent cup of coffee.”
“You put in twice the sugar any sane person would,” you deadpanned.
“You still drink it when I make it,” he pointed out smugly.
You rolled your eyes, but the warmth in your chest only grew. This—this was what made it different with Jake. The teasing, the tenderness, the effortless way you fit together.
As he finally pulled himself out of bed, ruffling his already-messy hair, you watched him fondly. Maybe neither of you had planned for this, but it was happening anyway.
And you wouldn’t have it any other way.
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gabriellessworldd · 11 months ago
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Never get yo bitch back!
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☆ Part one ☆
plug!connie x black fem reader
wc- 2.3k!
☆ warnings ☆: this is part 2, if you haven't read part 1 you should read that first. Not proof read! this might be a lil longer than i intended. mdni! small small time skip (3 weeks since the party, fb is included), mentions of guns, smut again lol i'll write some fluff soon maybe angst who knows 😜, pnv, degradation, oral (f&m receive), choking, spanking, praising, Connie get a lil mad
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"what..what the fuck is wrong with y'all?"
The seven letter question still fresh in your mind 3 weeks later. Sure what you and Connie did was wrong, but what Eren did was way worse.
(fb to party night)
Connie stood there tying his sweats nonchalantly while you fumbled to put your clothes frantically. Eren looked heated, his fists clenched while he poked his tongue at his cheek. "One of y'all fucking say something." Eren's eyes darted between y'all, "Oh cállate perra, no actúes como si te importara ahora." oh shut up btc don't act like you care now Connie started walking towards Eren and he stood up straight looking Connie in his eyes "Whatchu gon do bitch boy? You can have the slut I don't care" Connie chuckled and punched Eren in his jaw. Eren grabbed his face and swung at Connie's nose, leaving a trail of blood running from it.
The boys traded hits each of them landing until Eren paused and spoke, "You know what, ion even know why I'm fighting about this shit, I cheated on yo ass wit Annie anyways." He looked at you with a smug grin on his face. That's when Connie finally had enough, he pulled his gun from his waistband and pointed it right at Eren. "Say some dumb shit to her again and I swear to god ima shoot you bitch." Eren then pulled his gun out and pointed it right back at Connie "Cmon then pussy you ain't gon do it." You watched the situation unfold, stunned by Erens words. Neither Connie or Eren was backing down and all you could do was watch. No one was still at Jean's house besides Ony, Armin, and Jean. They all decided to come upstairs after hearing the commotion and were shocked to find Connie and Eren pointing guns at each other.
"You wanna know something else Y/n, I fucked her a month ago nd her pussy was wayyy better." Eren looked at you over Connie's shoulder, making sure you heard him, and at that moment you realized that you meant nothing to him at all, the year of unconditional love and being his #1 supporter meant nothing to him. 'pop!' You looked around in horror when you heard the sound of a gun go off, you never expected either of them to actually shoot each other. You looked at Eren and watched him clutch his side, blood staining his pure white tee.
"damn Connie what the fuck bro" Ony was shocked "I mean at least ian kill him" Connie said slipping his gun back in his waistband and popping his blood stained knuckles "We gotta get him to the fucking hospital" Armin sighed and rolled his eyes before speaking again, "Y'all couldn't just talk this shit out like normal people?" Jean looked at Armin puzzled "Y'all worried about them fucking talking it out, he just shot him in my damn house man" He started pacing back and forth while clutching his head, slightly tugging at his hair "Got his ass gushing blood on my carpet." Eren looked at Connie "Fuck you bro. you deadass shot me" None of them were taking this serious at all, this felt so normal like it didn't phase any of them.
Armin and Ony helped Eren get in the backseat of Armin's car, "Sorry man but he ain't fucking up my nice cream seats." Ony said shrugging. Connie grabbed your hand and lead you to his car, while Jean stayed at home to clean. Connie hasn't said a word to you or looked you in the eyes since he shot Eren, just staring into the distance, deep in thought. It wasn't like he had never shot anyone before, this was his lifestyle, he was used to it at this point, and after being involved in this shit for so long, all of them were. He was scared that you would think less of him, that you wouldn't want to be around him, that you would find someone else who wouldn't shoot his homeboy for you. But honestly when you saw how far he'd go for you, it made you crave him even more.
"Thank you, Constance" you looked at him with a peaceful expression on your face, he let out a breath he didn't know he was holding and his face softened when he heard you speak, "Anything for you, hermosa"
(back to present)
"Y/nnn I'm back" Connie yelled, coming in through your front door sliding his yeezy slides off while setting down a bag of cfa and a bouquet of beautifully arranged roses. You'd given Connie a key to your apartment 2 weeks ago after he started visiting you everyday. Something about you made Connie feel at peace, the way you smile at him, how your eyes light up when talking about your interests, the way your face tells how you're feeling, even the way you would glare at him for not cleaning up after himself. Maybe it wasn't just something, it was everything about you. He loved being able to visit you anytime, you'd always make him feel cherished, like you cared for him so deeply.
"Hola mi hermosa, how you doing?" Connie walked towards you and wrapped his arms around you, squeezing you softly. "Hi Con, I'm good. What'd you get to eat?" You stretched, body feeling stiff after laying in bed most of the day. Connie went and grabbed the stuff from the table by your door, "Here, also these are for you princesa." He handed you the roses and you looked at him with teary eyes, "Con, these are so beautiful. What are they for?" You grabbed them from his tattooed hands "Damn I can't just do something nice for you" He chuckled wiping the small tears from your tanned cheeks.
You both finished eating and were laying in your bed when you heard the front door open. You and Connie both got up, he grabbed his gun from off the nightstand and walked in front of you. Standing in your living room was none other than Eren Jaeger with the box in his hands you'd labeled 'trash', it was all his belongings that had been left in your house, and after that night you stuffed it all lazily into the large box. "Just came to get my shit, ian looking for y'all asses." Eren chuckled to himself and looked at you and Connie, a large scar across his left cheek from when Connie punched him with his rings on, a reminder of that night.
"Hurry up and get the fuck out my house." You spat out looking him up and down "Damn Y/n, you so rude to me now. Can't even answer the phone for me no more" Eren looked at you smugly, he knew you had him blocked, he just wanted to fuck with you. "Shut the fuck up bro just grab yo shit nd dip" Connie crossed his arms and leaned back on your counter "Can you mind yo fuckin business?" Eren rolled his eyes and picked up the box. "Give me yo spare key too" Connie didn't want Eren coming back again. Eren threw the key at Connie and walked to the door, "Y/n, you know what my number is, let me know when his bitch ass ain't home" He winked at you and closed the door behind him. "The fuck?" Eren's lil comment made Connie's blood boil.
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Connie grabbed you by the throat and pulled your head towards his. The kiss was anything but sweet, it was so sloppy, so nasty, it put french kissing to shame. He sucked and bit on your neck leaving marks behind, "You look so pretty like this mama". Connie picked you up and carried you to you bedroom, he dropped you on the bed "you know I love you, right?" Connie looked at you with a cold stare, "uh yea, why Con'?" you grew anxious and shuffled on the bed. "Cause im finna fuck you like I don't."
Connie stood over you, pulling your small pj shorts down revealing that you didn't have on panties. You laid back on the bed as Connie got on his knees and fixed himself between your legs, resting them on his shoulders. Connie spread open your soft folds with his middle and index fingers coating them in your slick, "So wet for me mami, ay dios mios" oh my god You let out a soft gasp when his fingers grazed over your clit. Connie dived in, sucking on your clit, starting off fast in hopes of you becoming a wet mess quickly. He pushed both fingers in, pumping slowly. "mm Con' faster please" He listened and picked up the pace drastically, curling his fingers hitting that soft, spongy spot "a-ah! fuck Con' right there!" You cried out feeling him lick and suck on your clit again. His left arm was keeping you secured so you wouldn't move your legs. Your hands were tangled in his short hair, gripping as much as you could. "Cmon mami, I wanna taste you" Connie continued the rough pace making your legs gently shake. You could feel the familiar tingle in your lower stomach, Connie noticed you were close, feeling you slightly tighten around his fingers. "Ah! Con' Fuck! 'm gonna" Your words were cut off when a final pump of his fingers clouded your vision. Connie lifted his face, entire bottom half covered in your wetness, "Tan deliciosa, como siempre" so delicious as always
Connie relentlessly fucked your face, his heavy balls slapping your chin with every thrust. His fingers were buried in your hair, keeping your head in place. "Ah fuck mami, feels so good" Your teary eyes looking up at him as he continued his brutal pace, gagging you. Connie paused giving you a false sense of relief, "t-take it all ma" He pushed your head down, forcing you to take all his length. "mm fuck ma i'm cumming" You felt the hot spurts travel down your throat and swallowed, leaving behind a slight burn. "Such a good slut for me hm?"
You were currently on your back, legs pressed next to your ears as Connie fucked you nice and slow, one hand stabilizing himself while the other was pressing on your stomach. "a-ah Con' please, go faster" You knew saying this was like a challenge, but still you wanted to feel the sweet sting of him stretching you out. "hm princesa, you gon be a good girl and handle it?" Connie sped up just a bit, pressing on your stomach harder. You nodded your head, "Use your words, you a big girl right?" The condescending tone of his voice made the statement bittersweet, "fuck! yes Con' i-i can" He laughed at your eagerness "alright mama, get on all 4's f'me"
Connie pressed on your back, deepening your arch. "Stay just like that baby." He rubbed his tip down your folds collecting the arousal, and pushed in without warning. "Ah!" You jumped from the sudden intrusion, "unh uh you said you was gon be a good girl" He smacked the fat of your ass, the sound echoing. Connie started thrusting, going fast just as you had previously wanted, but this pace was nothing like you imagined, "Fuck mami, throw that shit." He smacked your ass again and you obliged, "C-Con' s'too much, I can't" Your right arm went out behind you, trying to push Connie "Nah mami, t-thought this was what you wanted, right? Gimme yo other arm." You leaned forward on your chest giving Connie the left arm, he held them both tightly behind your back with his left hand. "Oh fuck Con'!" He smacked your ass again before snaking his right hand around your throat, squeezing, and pulling you up. "Fuck ma, take all this shit. Keep goin" Connie never let up his pace, fucking you dumb. "Ah Con' Fuck pleasee" You whined out, throat feeling tight from the lack of steady air. "Such a good slut f'me. You wanna cum?" His words made you tighten around him and you nodded your head as best as you could with his hand still around your neck, "What I say about that shit?" Connie sped up, "Mm yes Con'! fuck let me cum please!" Your whole body was tingling at this point, and all you wanted was to cum. "Work for it then, 'm almost there mama just wait a lil bit" Connie rutted his hips into you chasing his high, "F-fuck mami" You were desperately trying to hold off, feeling that knot continuously tighten with every thrust. "Go ahead mama." His words were like music to your ears. You finally let go, the last thrust sending you toppling over, Connie right behind you. The warm liquid filled you up, and he pulled out, spilling some out of you "Mm princesa, hiciste un desastre." you made a mess
Connie helped you shower, and changed the sheets on your bed after putting the old ones in the washer. Connie wrapped your hair up and put your bonnet on, "yea ima have to get you a new wig" Connie giggled making you look at him and roll your eyes "Alright my bad, but for real ima send you some money so you can go get all gorgeous nd shit" You looked up at Connie's face "You bein for real?" You never had somebody offer to take care of your beauty needs. "Hell yea mama, nd I'm hoping that you gon be so excited wit me that you'll dye my hair after." Connie smiled, then he started laughing, "Awl shut up Connie, matter fact get out my bed." You rolled your eyes and soon ended up laughing too. Connie kept his arms around you tightly as y'all drifted off to sleep.
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rcvcgers · 3 months ago
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I know this won’t happen, but I lowkey want reader to sleep with Zayne at least once in Rotten Apples. As in, the weight of constantly feeling second best got to her after seeing Caleb still prioritizing MC over her despite putting his boundaries. But with Zayne, at least it feels like he chose her first. She probably feels guilty afterwards and tells Caleb though. I don’t condone cheating, but the relationship is already really toxic, so might as well go all the way
oooooh wouldn't that make things more interesting? 😆
maybe i'll write a what if..? one shot for this because i really like the idea of reader getting back at him! would y'all be interested in that? (please comment if you wanna see it bc if this post goes radio silent i'll just scrap it haha)
edit !! : ALRIGHT Y’ALL IMA DO IT — be on the look out for a poll bc i’m debating making it a one shot or two shot !!
edit 2 !! : SO SORRY EVERYONE WHO COMMENTED I JUST DONT WANT YALL TO MISS THE POLL LMFAO
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