#im worried man i'm WORRIED
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if ovi's out long term...sorry utah but ur no longer on my "u guys are okay! :)" list >:(
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imo a core part of the newmann dynamic is like... you've got these two very very intelligent people who have spent most of their lives being Smartest Guy In The Room. which feels great! but also, it's very hard to form close and trusting relationships when everyone else sees you as Smartest Guy In The Room. and if you maybe don't have great social skills to begin with, you can't figure out how to compensate. and it's hard to build up solid self-esteem when the only thing people value you for is your intelligence, and a lot of them resent you for that, too. so really it is very very lonely.
and then they meet! and neither of them is the smartest guy in the room anymore! and that is both EXHILIRATING (omg! someone who gets me!) and TERRIFYING (the fragile pillar i built my whole self-esteem on is crumbling! help!).
they do NOT know how to cope with this. best they can do is being obsessed with each other.
#newmann#newton geiszler#hermann gottlieb#unscientific aside#pacific rim#i dont talk about the whole Gifted Kid thing much because people get shitty about it but like#i think 90% of the time it's not ''oh i am smarter than all these losers. they are beneath me. i am so bored in their company''#it's ''im just vibing but for some reason my peers hate me??? what did i do''#+ poor social skills#and then the way you GET the asshole ''all these less intelligent beings are beneath me'' side of it is#the kid isnt given any tools to cope with being ostracized aside from ''don't worry what they think b/c you're smarter than them anyway''#also. thinking about One Angry Dwarf and 200 Solemn Faces in relation to newt#i'm your nightmare little man!
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Me, fully prepared to be a little ass: If I were a horrible person and killed a bunch of people, would you report me to the police? lol
My older brother: Even if you were a monster, i'd protect you. I wouldn't be able to bring myself to hate or punish you. You turning out that way would be my fault because I should've been a better sibling. In the end, you'll always be my responsibility, and more importantly, my younger brother. I'll always love you.
Me, about to fucking bawl my eyes out: Hey what the fuck
so anyways after careful consideration and recollecting, that's how i came to the devastating realization that my older brother was a yue qingyuan kinnie.
#it was smth like that#sometimes i'm like ''wow are peoples older brothers usually so rodrick-y or asshole-y??'' and i look at my older brother#who gets sad when i don't want him to buy anything for me#also it was things like#'im to blame so don't worry about it ok?' 'it was my fault so dont worry. do you want to eat out?' etc#and i was like ''man this sounds like some yqy dialogue'' and boom#yes he's the eldest#he's like... way older than me lol#anyways i love my big bro sm#hes a very good brother#last week he treated me out to ice cream and ramen#we're about to finish arcane together!!#those rare times when i don't wanna hang out with him he has the energy of a sopping wet puppy that just got kicked#yue qingyuan#svsss
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I find it so SO interesting that as soon as Kazui's breaking their marriage vows and revealing his true feelings (literally tearing apart the dove), the wife is already falling off the balcony
Her hair is fluttering in the wind. The apple fucking splatters on the ground this whole sequence is so visceral I'm spinning it around in my mind. Kazui views his truth telling as a violent act, the killing blow.
#milgram#capri talks#kazui mukuhara#Cat#I made a gif for this are you happy (I love this part way too much I would've made it anyway)#I have... thoughts about this which Scare me but. For now... I am going to assume in good faith that this must be taken figuratively and#symbolically because that's the most obvious interpretation right. right guys??? *one fear*#*looks at the voice drama which starts with how he's never gone up against a woman as strong as him until kotoko*#*looks at the line 'it’s generally the heavier person who ends up winning.'*#*looks at that one frame in Cat at 2:33 where he's holding her back*#DONT MIND ME IM JUST DELIBERATING I want him to be innocent I want things to be simple but I'm so worried of being hoodwinked--#--when the guy literally emphasises sleight of hand tricks and magicians and disappearing acts in his MV :'D#when he literally has a 'son of man' painting reference (man w/apple in front of face)#I am going to stop talking or else I shall combust into a million pieces#analysis#described
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LOST: Season One
#lost#abc lost#lost one cap per ep#this was a project i was gonna do anyways but the timing worked out that i could post the first one on the 20th anniversary!#this is one cap per ep every season. from left to right. and this is important: its not a cap that sums up each ep#its a cap that REPRESENTS each ep. the way i choose them varies every episode#sometimes its an utterly iconic moment. sometimes it reps the theme of the ep. or it hits with a theme of the character themselves#sometimes the cap i use won't even involve the character whose centric episode it is. trust me. this makes sense#anyways i'll give a good example: for outlaws i was so tempted to use a shot of the judgemental soulful gaze of the boar#or perhaps sawyer in the rain after he shot that man#but! i used that shot of sawyer's dads legs as sawyer is hiding under the bed. i feel it worthy because this moment. this scene#is literally a core part of sawyer. it's a defining moment of his backstory. of his character. so yeah. makes sense yeah?#anyways some eps had Too Much going on (lord i could make one of these for exodus part 1 alone) and some not enough#or well they DID but like lacked in caps that Hit in the way im thinking. thank heavens charlie shot ethan cuz i was worried about that ep#i was like ''aw shit what am i gonna use'' and then an iconic lost moment happened kjhfdsjkhfd#anyways. there are 25 eps in season one. so im really glad that the last ep contains one of the moment iconic visuals/moments in all of los#oh i should add that these caps are unedited. i did not fuck with the colours or saturation in any way#i found 'em and i pieced them together. this is harder than it sounds. i browsed through all the screencaps of every ep of season one#and i will do so the remaining five seasons#some of these were super easy like i knew what cap i'd be using before i even started (eg. do no harm. the moth. in translation)#but some took some real Thinking. and some eps even had several caps that would have worked. this has all been quite interesting#also yeah. y'all already know damn well what cap i'm using for the very last episode
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bro ngl i'm in my fuckin feelings about toadsworth like. they literally fundamentally don't know what they're doing. the toads sporeate, their species doesn't raise its young. toads don't have parents. toadsworth doesn't know how to be a parent, but they know that even though full-grown boo and bowser are twice and three times their size, sometimes they look at them and see the little boys they once held in their arms. no matter how strong bowser is, how ruthless boo is, they look at them and sometimes just see something tiny and helpless and precious. something that needs protection. is this how human and koopa parents feel? is it always this terrifying?
#mariolore#''parental lecture'' 🧍♂️man.#because like. they would not instinctually consider themself the boys' parental figure because They Are A Toad#Their Species Doesn't Do That#idk im just kind of losing it over the fact that they wouldn't really inherently know or understand the concept of parental love#but they know that they love the brothers. and feel responsible for them. and worry about them all the time. and like#oh right. that's how parents are supposed to do (which the brothers' parents Did Not)#i'm normal
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"proship dni" this, "comship dni" that, "neutral dni" unfortunately the people you don't like are still human and deserve comfort. my fucking god shut the hell up you're just as annoying as they are and protest WAY too much about it. go unlearn your purity morality shit
#i dont even KNOW what comship means man#but im so tired of reading every instance of this under the sun with every post about selfshipping#like you realize a good CHUNK of the selfshipping community is going to BE them because they're already otherwise normally ostracized from#their communities for other reasons including being neurodivergent.#they deserve comfort too good lord shut the fuck up with the holier-than-thou “i'm better than you” attitude you're really fucking not and#frankly i'm more suspicious of people like you having something to hide about what they like and dislike#i'm neither pro nor anti nor neutral i'm just a human fucking being that stopped giving a shit about stuff that truly does not matter and#won't affect me in the long run. i'm an adult with more serious things to worry about.#it's like seeing the damn “dni” banners everywhere You Are Annoying.#also it's not like i like anything particularly 'heinous' anyways or pedophilic and i shouldn't need to clarify this but apparently i do!#i'm just sick of this purity culture bullshit i REALLY am#whether u want to hear this or not it is queerphobic and ableist. do u understand? cool.#proship#comship#f/o#selfship#selfshipping
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Very Important Moments Part 3 in The Righteous Gemstones, I Will Take You By The Hand And Keep You
#the righteous gemstones#keefe chambers#kelvin gemstone#judy gemstone#jesse gemstone#gemcham#the righteousgemstoneedit#my stuff#i can't stop screaming about them i'm going to Combust over here#everyone's reaction was so good gawwwdddd#kelvin's strut and lil flare to adjusting his glasses#keefe being so painfully in love his feet are off the ground#bj's knowing and approving smile (he WILL be keefe's best man i tell ya)#jesse being the proudest big bro#judy's!! shock!! that kelvin is actually going for it!! hes doing the thing!!#me: watching this and holding my breath and asdlkjhsdlgjfhs#i wish we got amber's reaction because you know her expression was priceless#anyways im losing it over them excuse me#no worries part 4 will be the massage#i havent forgotten that insane scene for even a second
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Yo any Diluc Brainrotters out there?
I wanna make a longer post about Diluc's and Kaeya's dynamic with an interpretation I haven't really seen
Unfortunately the entire thing hinges on if Diluc has ever called Kaeya /anything/ other than his work titles
#ragbros#diluc ragnvindr#Kaeya Alberich#Kaeya#diluc#dont worry his 'im not your bro' line has been considered and processed#but like was there ANY other time?#I've searched places I usually stay well away from but no one evers posts the source of Diluc's side or say where they pull it from#only of Kaeya's#I know Kaeya's#I do not need Kaeya's#look around you#look at where you are#I am well aware of the things that man has said#But Diluc hasn't said a damn word and THAT'S leading me to something interesting#Genshin Impact Diluc#Genshin Impact Kaeya#you can tell I'm desperate when I start adding the full game name lmao#Genshin Impact#pspspspsps c'mere even if it's to say no otherwise you aint getting your next funny theory post from me#and yall loved Crepus theory#shame I cant change this to a poll but I'm not re-writting these tags#if you also dont remember Diluc mentioning Kaeya besides that ONE webcomic under the breath line of not being his bro#just put a '2' in the replies so I know that if I DID miss something obvious that I at least wasnt alone in it lmao
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this is a question for the trans men/transmascs (or anyone not cis that this can apply to).
(not a dig at cis allies btw! this is just me going mm society again i promise i appreciate u 😭 feel free to talk about the trans ppl in ur life. and buy us a blåhaj.)
#my answer - yes unfortunately (though i have paranoia/shitty self esteem/dysphoria so thats definitely playing into it)#i worry that i'm seen as a 'lite' version of a man or a 'safe man' just bc im trans#i get it bc women/non men deserve to feel safe around the men in their lives#BUT i'd rather be seen as a 'safe' man because of my personality and how i view/treat women - not bc of my trans status#lgbtq#transgender#trans#transmasc#ftm
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Is there a more specific term than "agnostic" for me cause I feel like that implies "I believe in a deity/deities/spiritual relationship, I just don't exactly know which one or how"
My belief is less "I don't know" and more "I think there's the possibility of something out there it's just that it's none of my business." Like if we found out Zeus, Jesus Christ, and Ra are actually best buddies and go to trivia every Thursday and that the Rapture was supposed to happen 50 years ago and got cancelled or some shit and it's like..I answer phone calls at a front desk man idk what you want me to do with that info
#this probably is just 'agnostic' Id just like to feel special <3#I make minimum wage and you want me to worry about if there's a heaven or hell???#bro I don't care about purgatory I'm on the phone with my health insurance#It is flat out None Of My Business what's going on outside of this physical plane and I do not plan on changing that#It's the same way I feel about ghosts#Were my childhood homes haunted? Probably!#Am I gonna fuck around and find out? Absolutely fucking not!#What they get up to is none of my business. I'm gonna keep acting like they aren't there unless they need help and make it obvious#and even then I'm not doing more shit than like opening a window#I'm not gonna fuck around and accidentally anger some higher power or ghost cause I'm scared of uncertainty#I've got an exam due today like idk man what freaky shit higher powers do is their business I'm not tryna intrude on shit#Im also into the idea that the belief in a higher power creates them#Like even if there's no physical manifestation they've influenced your train of thought so much they might as well be#ex christian#religious trauma
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here is teaser #2 for the emotionless sanji au because i'm impatient and really want to start posting chapters on ao3 rn but i know i'm gonna regret it if i do that without writing out at least the first half of the fic. therefore this is what you get for now
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His peaceful mood evaporates the moment he passes by the swordsman dozing in front of the galley. Before he can wonder if he needs to mentally prepare himself for any topics from last night being brought up again, Zoro cracks his eye open and says, “Breakfast was cold.”
Sanji’s temper flares. Obnoxious bastard, he should have known. Dropping the three grocery bags, he skips indignation and goes straight to fury. “Maybe if you woke up on time instead of sleeping all day like a lazy shithead, it wouldn’t have been!” he shouts, his heel slamming down onto metal.
The asshole has the audacity to smirk at him from behind his blades. “Thought a cook is supposed to serve his customers.”
“Unlike you, I have a job and actual shit I need to get done, I can’t just wait hand and foot on your stupid ass.” One of these days, he’s going to kick the shitty mosshead all the way back to the East Blue. What a nuisance. He goes to ignite his leg before remembering the bags of highly-flammable food in close proximity. Damn. His anger dies down, and so he huffs and drops his foot, picking up the bags instead. “Get out of the fucking way, I don’t have time for you.”
Zoro stands but doesn’t move out of his path. Sanji is about to snap at him again when, to his surprise, Zoro takes the bags from him and goes into the galley. Sanji is too astonished to stop him. After a moment of staring at the door swinging closed in front of him, he breaks out of his shock and follows the idiot inside. “What the hell do you think you’re doing?”
“Putting away the groceries,” Zoro says, like it’s obvious.
Sanji is going to break his nose. “Why?”
Zoro looks at him like he’s the one who’s stupid. Forget breaking his nose, Sanji’s going to strangle him with his own intestines. “You were the one who was just complaining about not having enough time.”
Sanji gawks at him in slowly growing horror. Is he—is he trying to help? What the fuck. Who is this man in front of him. Because it’s definitely not Roronoa Zoro. “Do you even know where any of those go?”
“Uh.” Zoro looks at the bags he’s holding, then around the galley, then back at Sanji. “I didn’t think that far ahead.”
Never mind, he changed his mind, this goddamn fucking moron is definitely Zoro.
#one piece#zosan#sanzo#sanji#black leg sanji#zoro#roronoa zoro#im at 45k words and still going WHEN WILL THIS END#man i just realized both of these teasers are so fluffy#probably because i'm trying to post non-spoilery sections#don't worry. there will also be A Lot of angst#emotionless sanji au#mine#my writing#hold your fire by the throat
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i just read the reblog u posted about this particular person not posting their writing anymore due to not being told its loved but instead its secretly loved. i just wanna let u know I LOVE UR WORK REAL BADDDDDD (esp the nursery im waiting and checking everyday for an update on it, it literally has been on my brain since i read it!!!)
Y'ALL FR GONNA MAKE ME CRY TODAY 💗😭
Nonnyyyy tytytytytytyty!!! It really means a lot you took the time to tell me 😭😭😭. I've been feeling a lil bummed cause I haven't been getting as many comments lately and like my lifesblood is comments lol. but i love when people send in asks letting me know too so tytytyty!
ahh im still working on the nursery! its most likely going to be in dec. going to finish the NNN fic i have, finally finish nerd geto p2 (50%) done, invisible man!gojo and then ill put out nursery ch 3! It makes me super happy though thats the fic you want most cause its literally the first JJK fic I wanted to write and it means ALOT to me. so really do appreciate you sm!
#ೃ༝💌⁀➷ 𝓀𝒾𝓏𝓏𝒶𝓉мαιℓ#ೃ💌⁀➷𝓀𝒾𝓏𝓏𝒶𝓉αησηѕ#don't worry babe I'm not going anywhere anytime soon!#i also might do the nursery p3 before invisible man gojo just cause im starting that from just the outline and i have p3 half way written#so i will likely write on both at the same time and release the one i finish first
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hey guys so I just started reading Flatland by Edwin A. Abbott and OMG AHSBNSBSBSNSNBSHZHSHDBFHGGHFHGRJ2KSHSBSNSK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE THINKING ABOUT THE RELATIVITY BETWEEN DIMENSIONS!!!!!!
#probably the nerdiest thing i will ever read in my entire life but I AM SO HAPPY#Its the unabridged and corrected 1992 republication btw. if you wanna get specific#the only book in which i have actually decided to read the introductory notes and i do NOT regret it because the editor's one IMMEDIATELY#brought up the “oh but surely the second dimension has thickness how else would flatlanders see anything” AND GAVE A REALLY GOOD ANSWER.#which i cannot tell you here. bc it is several paragraphs long and idk how i would shorten it. i would hit tag limit. if thats a thing.#anyways. I'm only a little bit into the first part which basically explains how Flatland works as a society so i haven't even gotten to the#sphere yet but OH MAN I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EXCITED ABOUT A ROUND OBJECT IN MY LIFE#IM LOSING IT OVER THIS BOOK AAAA :D#me: im so glad i dont have a math class during my senior year! now i dont have to learn anything math-related!#also me: but what if i started studying a complex and almost entirely theoretical part of geometry#bc YEAH i didn't just buy this book bc of gravity falls. I BOUGHT IT BC IVE BEEN RESEARCHING THE 4TH DIMENSION WOOOOOOO!!!!!#one thing i will say i dont like. introductory note suggests the the 4th dimension might be time. this is ok tho bc its followed up with#also saying that time is not a spatial dimension and exist across the 0 1st 2nd and 3rd dimensions which. that epuld mean we live in 4d#already. so. i was worried for a second but THANK YOU THANK YOU OH MY GOD PEOPLE TRYING TO SAY “OH THE 4TH DIMENSION IS TIME” I HATE THAT SO#MUCH AAAAGGHHHH AT LEAST RECOGNIZE ITS NOT SPATIAL!!! TIME IS NOT A SPATIAL DIMENSION!!!!!!! IF IT WAS THEN 4D TRAVEL AND TIME TRAVEL WPULD#BE FHE SAME THING AND DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY MUCH COOLER POSSIBILITIES WPULD BE THROWN AWAY IF THAT WAS THAT CASE!!!!! AND. AND. IF THE 4TH#DIMENSION IS TIME. THEN WHATS THE 5TH?? 6TH?? YPU CANT KEEP GOINF ON FOREVER LIKE THAT. YPURE JUST MAKEING MORE 3D WORLSS WITH STUFF IN#ADDITION TO TIME. INTERESTING BUT THAY IS NOT ABOHT HIGHRER DIEMSBSJSNSBAKAJSHDHDHHDHDHDJ#sorry for the rant. jsut. agh i want a spatial 4th dimension. i dont think tesseracts exist through time that would just be an aged cube#anyways yeahhh i love the 4th dimension. new hyperfixation or new special interest? ill have to wait and see. anyways i have done it i have#an oc whos 4 dimensional now and she is the coolest ever i love her#but yeah this book is sosososo good i am literally gonna bring it to school to read instead of draw bc i would lose it if i didn't#10/10 would recommend to anyone who wants to Think
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On one hand, I want a final fantasy 6 remake, because the game is criminally underrated and the amount of fan content (which is all absolutely fantastic btw) is Not Enough for my neurodivergent, hyperfixating brain.
On the other hand, that would inevitably encourage more people to join the fandom, which would be great, except it seems these days the bigger a fandom gets the more toxic it becomes, and I really like what we have going on over here in our little corner. We all just love the game and its characters and nobody fights about who should and shouldn't date who or who you shouldn't like because they're ~problematique~. Nobody's trying to make one ship morally better than another, nobody's calling anyone names or threatening to doxx people who don't agree with their opinions. It's so peaceful and I love that for us. We're just vibing. Moisturized. Unbothered. In our lane. Flourishing.
#as someone who was in an extremely toxic and chaotic fandom and lowkey still traumatized#to the point where I'm afraid to mention which fandom it was/what my ship was#i have to say#i genuinely love it here#i was nervous at first sharing my ships and headcanons but everyone is so chill i was worried for nothing#thank you to everyone I've interacted with who has made this fandom a healing experience for me#i shudder to think about what some of the people i interacted with in a previous fandom would do with ff6#probably would take edgar's flirting at face value and call him problematic for objectifying women#instead of considering the narrative and what we know about him and the way he actually treats women#my man drinks loving and respecting women juice he's not a creep#or that weird moment with relm that admittedly made me double take before i realized what he meant#theyd have a whole campaign against him lmfao#bc those people boil characters alive until they're just a formless pile of tropes and stereotypes#and seem to disregard all positive aspects of a character they don't like which is fine#but then they go and try to force other people to think like they do and ugh#theres a lot of silly moments in the game and aspects of these characters that make them well rounded and realistically flawed at times#and i fear that would get lost in the chaos if the floodgates opened after a remake#maybe im just jaded lmao#im jaded and i have anxiety so im always thinking about The Worst Case Scenario#the collective positive spirit of the dwellers in this fandom might actually foster a positive space if more people were to come in#ff6#my post#i was gonna say maybe this is bc we're mostly adults#but that falls flat when i remember how some of the most toxic and immature people in some fandoms are grown ass adults#who bully each other and younger fans#and some of the most mature and cool people were actually younger#maybe ff6 fans are just built different lmao#also idk how old anyone else actually is there might be teenagers here i just don't think about it a lot
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some general Mu Qingfangs because i care him :)
dug some oldies out + made more for no special occasion whatsoever haha :^) hsjdkhaskfdjsdl
#mu qingfang#mqf#just to clarify if anyones wondering no these are not tied to cultivate#but not to worry cultivate!mqf scenes will get a spotlight once the time comes because I'm in love with uhhhh all of his scenes actually-#hasjdhksadh#also speaking of cultiavte#'i think good portion of you have been looking to mqf pov'- *twirls hair aha#hasjdhk#mqf enjoyers popping the biggest bottles yesterday#aaaaanyway#sorry my man mqf for projecting on u my absolute sleepy tired mood#go take a nap mr good doctor sir o7 i also will#these are rough but im not gonna explain anyomer or apologize this blog was made to have rough sketchies on it#so im nmto gonna worry about it anymore (lying)
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