#im weak to men w glasses

[prettyboykatsuki]

fmk capitano pantalone dottore

oh nooooooooooo

CAPITANO MUTUALS DONT LOOK!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck - dottore

marry - pantalone

kill - capitano. I HAVE NO DESIRE TO KILLHIM. but i want pantalone super badly fdkjsdj more than i can explain

[newty]

How could I not? lol blue light new 💎

@asamis-jodhpurs also asked for this one! it's is also a refresh of something much older. i mentioned it in my 2023 writeup under a 'shame' line, but the draft is called 'blue light' bc eli encourages nol to kiss him so nol pushes him into a stained glass window and they make out. i'd always intended for them to walk away from that glass and have sex, but since its their first time its just so. so so goddamn complicated. my wip is very all over the place.

there's a LOT of up and down in nol's disgust and joy (before we even get to the bed) with the disgust being very internal and the joy being more external--so elliot doesn't immediately see that nol is going thru a p extreme self-hatred episode (lbr what's new)

so i didnt want to write something that was uncritically 'i hate my body (it hurts & wont let me die), my appearance (ugly burn scars everywhere), my life (god hates me & war sucks), and my sexuality (sex is bad, sex w men is worse)' without balancing it with SOME levity jfc nolanel

For a moment he wondered how life could come to this: his chest beating against another, a tongue like holy fire in his mouth, love spoken in soft moans. A murky shame trailed through him, indefinable and weak, and he dismissed it by freeing the word in his heart. "Yes," he said, as candid as a prayer.  Elliot leaned against Nolanel and softly pushed him into the shadows. He separated his body from the blue gleam and offered it to desire.

i think i use sex too often as a catalyst moment for a perspective change, and im not beating that allegation here, but nol really needs it LMAO in the end i think ill weight the next morning with the bulk of nolanel's meltdown. he's going back to war and there's no way brucemont is gonna let him get away w positive character development after a few days home.

ive written two things already that stand under a similar conflict, ie 'is while getting off rly the time u should be contemplating guilt & social responsibility,' and one is ch2 of "the light i hear" (i made a joke abt this fgjdhfjg). the other is "will it rain," which is still a fav of mine:

[stay-corner]

jisung's tiny waist makes me go FERAL!!!!!!! THAT DIP WAS MADE TO BE HELD!!!!

[nightowlfandom]

Yuma Mukami- Scream For Me

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SO ANON ASKS

If you’re prompts are still a go can I get a Yuma Mukami from DL and reader with the prompts

37- “Am I making you nervous, Y/N?

17- “We’re only sharing a bed, it isn’t the end of the world.”

39- "Just admit you want fuck me…if you behave, I might just let you.”

28- “I’m more than capable of being rough with you babe. You just watch.”

32- “Shh, wouldn’t want the boys to hear us, now would you?”

And the reader is still pretty new to the Mukami mansion, and is Lowkey terrified of Yuma because he’s so big and loud and ANGRY sounding but she also like has a thing for him? She’s also quite smaller than he is because he’s so tall and broad

That’s a lot BUT LET’S FUCKING GO YESSSSS

Babygirl.....it’s on. ALSO IM SORRY THIS IS SO LATE.

Leggo!

...

Was hiding really the way to go? Absolutely! You were in a constant state of alert in this place. You had only been here less than two weeks and you were honestly over it already. 

You had gotten lost so many times, you began to wonder if you lived in a maze that changed with every turn. It wouldn’t surprise you to be honest.

Of all the people that could have been forced into this world without choice, it was you. Thanks to your mother and her debts. You could just remember her words.

It’s for our family, honey...

Selling you out to strangers, nice. 

You missed your other friends, you missed Yui (God only knows how much shit she’s going through without you to back her up. Every day you would go over there to make sure she was still alive. There was hell to pay if you saw so much as a scratch on her.)

You had found yourself in a seemingly abandoned bedroom.

“Finally away from those freaks.” you grumbled, sliding down the door. “This is what I’ve been reduced to, hiding.” you griped. You could still hear the commotion, the smashing of glass and the arguing of men over who would get to bite you first. It suddenly got quiet, too quiet. It felt like the air was getting stiff. You felt eyes on you...you were being watched, but by who.

“Someone’s in here.” you concluded.

Before you could scramble to your feet and leave, you were stopped.

“I wouldn’t do that if I were you, not unless you want to get ambushed.”

Yuma Emerged from a dark corner, toying with a hair tie. You watched in silence as he secured his hair back. He swaggered over to you, gently resting his hand against the door, trapping you between it and himself. “Any reason you’re in my room?”

You were taken aback, he seemed quite calm and reserved unlike the rambunctious and loud asshole you saw before. That wasn’t good. If anything this side of him made you even more afraid.

.”I said what are you doing in my room!” he demanded, slamming his fist on the door. That alone was enough to make you flinch and turned your head away.

“I got lost!” you replied as loudly as you could, not even close to matching his tone. You sounded scared and pathetic...mostly because you were. “Please don’t punish me like RukI!” 

You had looked him in the eye...once. Big mistake.

“Please, like I’d waste my time.” he sneered. “You’re really that frightened of my brothers?”

You shamefully nodded your head, not trusting your voice. 

“Fine, stay as long as you want.” he huffed, stepping away from you.

“Huh?” you found your voice. “Really?!” you sounded a bit too happy.

“Are you that excited to be here with me?” he tilted his head to the side, a strange smile spreading across his face. “Y/N....it’s Y/N, right?” 

“Y-yes?” it came out like a question instead of an actual answer. 

“I figured. Just thought I put a name to the face that watches me so often.” he winked. “Do you like me or something?”

Shit! He knew?

"What's the matter? Cat got your tongue? " he asked, still smiling devilishly. “It’s adorable.” 

Yuma made you look up at him, slipping his fingers under your chin.

“I think your little crush on me is funny.”

“Funny?” you repeated, feeling shocked. Wow, were you that pathetic? “Good to know.” you grumbled.

“What did you say?” he glowered, glaring down at you.

“I know you think I’m just a weak human...but I have feelings.” you moped, starting to turn around. “I’ll just leave.”

“Are you gonna wait for me to finish?” he snapped, just as your hand hit the doorknob.

Defeated, you lowered your hand and turned back around. 

“I like messing with you, Am I making you nervous Y/N?”

As you stayed silent, he burst out laughing. 

Yuma thought you were adorable, adorable and slightly wimpy. You were much more fun to torment than the other one...whatever her name was. Yuki? Yuna? Jennifer? Who cared?

“Since you have to do what we say, you’re gonna spend the night with me.”

Shit....

...

You crawled onto your side of the bed, as close to the edge as possible. You didn't want to risk anything. You were scared to death. 

“We’re only sharing a bed, it isn’t the end of the world.” You saw Yuma yank his shirt over his head, revealing all his glory. “I mean, it could be with me.” he winked. You hadn’t even changed clothes, you were in the same dress you wore that day.

You instantly turned on your other side, not wanting him to see your face. You turned away from him. He was so godly it was wrong. You felt the bed dip down.

It was silent for a few minutes, you had almost relaxed a bit. Keyword: Almost. You felt his fingers creep up your thigh. 

His low breathy laughter caught your attention.

“You’re so cute.” you heard him whisper. “I think I’ll keep you.” his lips ghosted over your ear.

You bit down on your lip to stop from moaning. You felt his tongue trace the shell of your ear, his hot breath tickling you. His fingers kept inching and inching closer to that spot between your legs. “ Just admit you want fuck me…if you behave, I might just let you. “

You choked on your own breath as he lashed his tongue around your ear, moaning to add insult to injury. 

Then you did it. You moaned ever so quietly, but he could sure as hell hear it. Yuma slapped a hand over your mouth right before he pushed you on your back. He used his other hand to pry your legs apart. “Look at that, all fucking wet for me....what if I just?” He bought his fingers to his mouth and spit on his fingers. Your eyes widened in anticipation as he bought his hand into the waistband of your panties. You felt his wet fingers slip inside. 

You let out another moan, this time louder. 

“ Shh, wouldn’t want the boys to hear us, now would you?” He shushed you. “Listen to that.” he reveled in the lewd sounds your body made for him. “Listen to that~” he snarled as he thrust his fingers deeper. “Fuck.” he watched you tremble under him. You moaned into his hand, practically drooling. Your insides clenched around his fingers. “You like being defiled by me, don’t you? You’re making a fucking mess, nasty slut.”

You watched through hooded eyes and Yuma finger fucked you. He stared down at his hand doing the deed, mouth again with his tongue hanging out. It was almost like he was receiving pleasure of his own through bullying you in such a lewd way. You were moaning into his hand, completely unaware of your volume. Anyone who could way by would absolutely hear.

Yuma took his hand from your mouth and grabbed your right leg. He tore his fingers from your and lifted your leg up, running his tongue along your calf before burying his fangs into your scorching hot skin. You gasped at the pain. 

“Fuck.” he lapped up your blood. He drove his fangs even deeper into the exact same place. Yuma’s brothers would be pissed off when they learned that they wouldn’t have been the firsts to bite you.

Yuma stared down at you, looking absolutely feral. Blood smeared across his cheek. He smiled evilly.

“W-what are you gonna do to me?” you dumbly asked. “You’re not gonna be rough are you?” you couldn’t help but ask.

“I’m gonna be more than rough, human.  I’m more than capable of being rough with you babe. You just watch. I’m gonna fucking destroy you until you can’t go anywhere without being carried there by me.“ 

[oh-for-fic-sake]

The Deal Part Three

Summary: august doesn't know how to lose.

Warnings: Adult Situations +18, Slight Smut, Mentioned Threesomes, M/M, M/F/M, poly relationship, Toys, Seduction, Dom Sub, BDSM, Praise Kink, Swearing.

August hummed running a finger back and forth on the rim of his glass as he watched the screen,you were on the bed rocking onto your new toy like crazy.

"She really does this everyday?" Clark asked from beside him with a frown, but august could see the kid was turned on, licking and biting his lip as you fucked yourself desperately with your new vibrator.

"Everyday, for a week now..." august hummed twisting his chair to and fro flicking his gaze from the subby on screen to the soon to be sub sat beside him.

"... am i? Am i not enough?" Clark asked tentatively blinking at agaust in a way that made the agent smile smugly.

"Its not that kid, shes gone without playing our game for soo long she forgot how addictive it is, how much she needs it" he explained.

"Needs? Have... i mean shes missed it?" Clark uttered feeling less confident in his ability to satisfy you by the second.

"Probably not, well not untill our little experiment"

"Why?" Clark asked still not understanding

"Being a sub is... more then just sex, subs need to submit its therapeutic for them... when in a scene they just let themselves go, all worry and stress disappear. All they need to do is live in the moment and obey" august began slowly as he stopped swaying his chair and faced clark head on pinning him with a look.

It was there, the curiosity. Good. Its what he hoped for, it was why he'd called clark there to 'catch up'

It was time to make his move, top the man of steel whilst having you making your own little porno in the background to help things along.

"So she cant truly relax without it?" Clark muttered still unaware of the agents motives.

"In a sense yes. She craves being dominated, its as natural to her as being a goody two shoes is for you" august purred placing his drink on the glass computer table fendingnoff a smirk as clark took the bait.

"Hey! Im not a goody two shoes-" the kryptonian grunted offended.

But august was prepared, he'd planned this meeting meticulously and his anwser rolled off his tongue with a laugh.

"Your thirty five years old and have absolutly no run ins with the law, no parking fines no speeding tickets hell you never even had a single detention in your entire shcool life! Or have you handed in an assignment or book report in late"

"But i killed a man- i took a life" clark tried to argue but was waed off with another laugh.

"Zod was no man, he was a fucking alien... no offence, you took a life to save billions... so its not really making you a badass"

"Lazer vision is pretty badass..." clark huffed slumping back in his seat now looking like a classic putig brat.

"Oh? Is my litttle clark sulking?" August cooed gravely voice making clark pause at the sultry tone... he must be hearing things.

"Im not sulking! And im not your anything!" Clark growled snapping at the agent.

"Behave yourself!" August growled leveling him with a look, and couldnt help smirk again as clark shut himself up and flushed.

Your desperate cries called out over the moniter as you rutting onto the toy the wet sounds adding to the scene.

Clark flushed finalky turning away from august making the agent preen. Oh he had him in the palm of his hand already~

"Good boy. You are arent you? A very good boy clark- the best" august purred leaning forward gazing at the younger man with a cheshire grin, that only grew wider as clark flushed brighter and shuddered.

"I.. err well yes" clark panted shiftingnin his seat tryingmto keep his eyes on the screen as you wailed and yelped trying to draw out a climax.

"Oh whats this? Your going all shy on me? Tell me is it because i called you a good boy~ do you like praise clark?" Augusut grinned leaning closer still to the now frozen younger male

"N-no its err... i should go-" clark started shuffljng backwards needing to get out of here, because it was true. He loved praise especially in the bedroom, he loved being told how good he was.

August purringnat him whilst he eyes were fixed on you rollingnaroundnin bed toying yourslef into a sexual frenzie was... making him think of thingsnhe probably shouldnt.

"No. Sit, stay... thats it, theres nothing to be embarrassed about, many powerful men enjoy being praised" August growled latching onto clarks arms holding them to the arms of the seat.

"Being taken care of, told what to do~" august purred standing befor the mighty man of steel leaning close to his face.

Clark gulped but didnt move back, he didnt pull away like he should have.

Instead he eyed augusts lips, clark had the overwhelming urge to.aste them.

It confused him, he'd never ever dabbled in same sex relationships, never experimented. Never shared a woman with another before that fatefull night.

But for some reason august was apealing, drawing clark in. August was apble to overpower him, not physically but he commanded obedience.

August held a dangerous cocksure demeanor that clark rarely saw.

"Is that what you want? Clark~ do you want to be controlled and praised just once? More then once?" August hummed dippjng closer and closer, clark couldnt help tipp his head up.

"Y/n is always such a brat. Just look at her, desperately trying to fuck herself into a coma, despite knowing we hadnt allowed her to touch her pussy" august pulled the pffice chair clark was sat in to closer to him, making the kryptonian drown in his scent, the cologne and sweet arousal that was alreading sworling arohnd him.

Clark swallowed dryly, unsure what was happeningnto him, the sounds of yu moaning a crying ot so sweetly, the praise and authority radiating off august in waves.

It was the same dominant aura and comanding deep voice that had made crks cock twitch in both threesomes they had indulged.

Clark had tried denying it at the time, convincing himslef he was cuaght up in the erotic forbidden act. It was just a thrill of the moment thing. It didnt bmean he wanted the older dominating alpha male and all his bravado.

August grinned shifting forward again filling clarks vision, for a human auguast was large, almost as large as he was.

"Sure she'll listen when she feels like it but... I can't help thinking she needs a role model..." clark hummed absentmidely nodding agreeing falling further into his own haze.

"Someone else to show her how she should behave... someone who will get rewarded for being soo good... maybe a good boy?" August purred finally taking the plunge and weaving jis way around the man. His words coiling around the younger male ensnareing him in his carefully constructed web of teasing words.

Clakr gasped as his chin was captured by the agent forcing him to look him in the eye.

"Would you like that clark? Do you want to be not just a good boy, but my good boy-our good boy?" The words hung in the air, winding the man of steel.

"W-what?" He stuttered tryingnto fathom what the older man meant. But couldnt deny the excitment in his gut.

Did he mean it? Would he really include clark in this kink? Make it official and let these forbidden threesomes continue?

"Oh dont play coy, i know what your thinking~ its natural to be curious, just think we could all be one~" august whispered movjng his thumb over clarks bottom lip.

"We could all play together and all get what we need." He purred smirking as clark gave all the right signs, eyes wide, pupils blown wide shifting in his seat as he cock rose, curtesy of both his praise and the loud wanton moans from you bringing yourslef to the edge of rapture yet again.

"You get the praise and love of a little brat, and a strict dom, y/n gets a role model, a dom and keeps her life partner" august listed shifting on his feet again reeling clark in with low coos full of promise.

The agent curled his hand, cupping clarks cheek coaxing him closer luring his face closer.

"A-And you?" Clark dared to utter, feeling both excited, anxious and overwhelmed, he wanted nothing but to jump at the chance, but was frightened at the same time.

He would admit he'd been a little jealous of all the praise you'd got from august in both encounters.

Closingnhis eyes imagining it was him! That the older influential man had been calljng him a good boy, had been teling him how impressed he was, how proud he was!

Clark was embarrassed and had quickly shook away the desperate thoughts. He wasnt gay, why would he have such thoughts?

He summarised he was just too needy and had gone without. You told him how brilliant and big he was, how sexy and strong and fantastic he is in the bedroom but... with august it was different.

The older male praised down at him! Cooing and fussing at him in a different way. Treated him like a sub and clark liked it. Probably too mucn.

"I get the little brat i've been missing and a very very good boy"

"So what do you say, do you want to let go? Be free and experience things you'd only dreamt of?" August preened keeping clarks attention fixed on him asmhe manipulated him, august had noticed clark had a praise kink.

A weakness. A need who was august to pass up useing the little kink to get the subby he wanted~

"I...I'm..." clark hesitated looking passed august to you on the screen who was digging around beside your bed looking for something.

"All you have to do is say the words clark, just say yes sir and you can have all the pleasure and praise you could ever hope for~ both you and y/n we could make this permanent"

"See look? Just watch, y/n needs her dom, needs to be tamed again we could do it clark... you can show her how to be good again~" august breathed over clarks cheek side steppjng him to reveal the screen.

And clark did look, groaning as he saw that you had rolled over and was straddling a different suction cup dildo stuck to a little hand mirror face up on the bed slapping your own ass as you bounced frantically.

"Just say those words and we can help her together" august hummed into his ear like the devil on his shoulder, tempting him

Clark gasped feeling augusts breath on his neck, his wisters ghosting the delicat skin.

Then in a bold move the older man pressed a soft feather light kiss to the kryptonian's neck.

And it worked

"I... y-yes, can we? Please sir" clark breathed out stuttering and jumbling his words unable to hold back his pleading.

"Good boy clark~ such a good seet boy you are~ i knew it, knew youd be brave enough, you've made me soo proud" august showered him with praise biting off a victorious grin.

Clark mewled closingnhis eyes for a second beaming a smile feeling this strange relaxation take over, suddenly he felt free, and small.

It was a feeling he craved, being the strongest all the time was a heavy burden to bare, now he could feel powerless for once.

August chuckled and pressed another kiss to clark this time on his cheek making the younger male's cheeks glow.

August couldnt get enough, the power trip of having the man of steel under his command was far to intoxicating.

"Now why dont you go get our little brat and we can tie her up and show her that good subby's get rewards" august prompted him stepping around clark completely letti g himstand up.

Clark nodded and shot off out onto the balcony and leapt into the sky eagwr to please his new dom and do as he was told.

August took his seat agin wrappjng his fingers around his glass of scotch and raised the glass to the screen that now had both his subs onscreen, as clark wrangled you into his arms wrapping the bedsheet arohnd you.

"Mission accomplished" he hummed smirking as clark wrapped you in your soiled bedsheet before you both disappeared off screen.

He stood and knocked back the last of his drink and padded across the pent house heading to the play room just as he heard both of hos little subs land and enter his home.

[kaunis-sielu]

Schoolyard: 9

It’s fun watching Thor work. He charms and chats with people, making them feel important and listening to their suggestions. You know that you’re just eye candy here, but when one man starts talking about vaccines and how ineffective they are you can’t stay quiet,

“I mean herd immunity right?” He says with a laugh.

“Actually, herd immunity should only be used in cases where a person physically cannot get immunized due to other health conditions. It shouldn’t be used just because someone doesn’t want to get an immunization.” The man laughs uncomfortably then gives Thor what you assume is his attempt at a charming smile.

“It’s like she’s a doctor or something.” He laughs and Thor looks coldly down at the other man.

“Mr. Pierce, my wife is a doctor.” He says shortly.

“W-wife?” Mr. Pierce says looking embarrassed.

“What kind of doctor are you?” T’Challa, the King of Wakanda and a friend of Thor’s asks.

“Pediatric. I just worked my last few days for a while but plan on getting back to it when I can.”

“Being Queen is a lot of responsibility.” T’Challa’s wife Nakia says, “it takes dedication to have a job outside of that but it’s possible.”

“I don’t need full time, just something to make me feel like I’m doing something good with my time.”

“I understand completely.” She says with a kind smile. You’ve got a feeling that you and Nakia are going to be good friends.

The rest of the night goes smoothly, although it seems that Mr. Pierce has a big mouth because several people come and congratulate you and Thor on your marriage. Some even seem a bit put out that they weren’t invited to the wedding. Neither of you give them any answers, you still don’t know how this conversation is going to go but you’d rather keep quiet until you can get it out of the way.

You step out for a moment, just needing a second alone, well with Bryn on your six, for a minute. Frigga was right, when you’re not in the crowded room it’s chilly and the little gauze fabric isn’t really enough. You’re looking over the pediatric wing when the soft material is draped over your shoulders.

“Elskede.”

“Thank you, krigeren min.” He smiles at the nickname.

“Are you alright?”

“Yes, it’s just a lot. Now everyone knows that we’re married and I don’t know how I feel about any of this.”

“I know it’s a lot, I’m sorry I shouldn’t have called you my wife but I lost my temper.”

“Ah, so you’re not perfect.” You tease and he laughs.

“No, and if you ever need reminders just ask Loki. They will tell you.”

“Yes they will.” You agree with a little smile.

“We can leave whenever you’re ready.”

“One more glass of champagne? I’d like to say goodbye to Nakia and T’Challa too.”

“Of course. We have an open invite to go and visit them if you’d like.”

“That would be wonderful. I’ve heard Wakanda is incredible.”

“One of my favorite places to go.” He agrees as you turn and walk back toward the party. You slip your hand into his as you walk, it’s so natural now to just be touching him. When you get back into the room one of the men gives you a look that you don’t like then approaches.

“Excuse me. I read that you were cheating on the Crown Prince with people in the States. Is that true?” You stare at him, surprise on your face.

“Volstagg. Remove this man.” Thor orders, his deep voice carrying causing several people to look, “I will not allow such disrespect.” Volstagg hurries the man away from you.

“I’d like to go.” You say softly and Thor nods. He gives T’Challa a handshake and you and Nakia hug then he places a protective hand on your lower back and guides you out of the building. While you wait for the car Thor takes your hand and gives it a little squeeze.

“Don’t pay him any mind Elskede.” He says when you look up at him.

“It’s hard not to. I know what he said isn’t true but it still makes me look bad.”

“Min dronning,” he practically rumbles the words, “how can I make it better?”

“Just, let me process this okay? Be patient with me?”

“Of course.” He agrees pressing a kiss to the back of your hand. God he makes you weak in the knees. You follow Bryn down the the car then curl into Thor on the drive home. He keeps an arm around you as you ride back to the house, neither of you say much, he just trails his fingers up and down your arm.

When you get back you say goodnight to Sif and Volstagg then head to your room. Before you can get there you run into Odin.

“Father? You should be resting.”

“I’m fine. I need to speak to you.”

“I’ll leave you alone.” You tell them before pressing a soft kiss to Thor’s cheek.

“No, both of you.” Odin says gesturing for the two of you to follow him back to his rooms. Once you’re there he points at the seat for you to sit.

“I’ve come to a decision.”

“About what father?” Thor asks and when you look at him he looks as puzzled as you feel.

“I’m going to abdicate the throne to you.”

“Yes, father we’ve talked about this. After we get our annulment I’ll take the throne.” Thor says and you’re surprised, you had no idea this was happening.

“No, I’m abdicating in two days.” You gasp and Thor cries,

“What?” As Odin holds up a hand to silence you both.

“I have less than six months to live. The doctor told your mother and I tonight. I still have things I need to teach you but the best way to do so is with you as King. Besides, I want to live the remainder of my time with my wife. Being an old married couple.”

“Father-.”

“Thor, my Son. My first born and my heir, I know this isn’t what you wanted or had planned but this is what needs to happen.”

“This isn’t what the plan was!”

“I know.” Odin is calm but Thor is anything but. He storms out of the room and you’re left sitting there with Odin. He goes to follow him when you stand,

“I’ve got this. Please, rest, give yourself as much time as you can with them.” You tell him and he gives you a tight smile before you follow Thor out the door nearly crashing into his sibling. “Loki?”

“I saw him leave, I know where he will go and I’ll bring you there but you can’t tell him it was me.”

“Why?”

“Just in case he’s mad, he won’t get mad at you like he will me.”

“Deal.” You tell them and they lead you away from Odin’s room. “Do you know what Odin spoke to him about?”

“Yes, father is abdicating. We don’t have much time left with our father do we?” Loki asks softly as the two of you move quickly through the palace.

“There are some things we can try, but they won’t cure him. Just give him more time. I’m sorry.” Loki nods once, they don’t say anything until they stop before a short corridor with a tapestry hanging in it. They move the tapestry to one side and you see another small hallway.

“He should be in there, left hand door way at the end of the hallway.”

“Thank you Loki.” You tell them giving their hand a squeeze. Sure enough you find Thor storming back and forth in the small room. You don’t say anything, he throws a bottle across the room where it shatters into pieces, then sinks down onto the older couch in the corner of the room.

“I’m sorry.” He says gruffly and you move slowly into the room. You step in between his legs and he wraps his arms around you. He takes a deep shuddering breath and you rest one hand on his shoulder and card the fingers of your other hand through his hair.

“You have nothing to be sorry about.” You assure him softly, it’s then his shoulders begin to shake and soft sobs escape him. You let him cry against you, just carding your fingers through his hair.

“I’m not ready.” He says, his voice thick.

“You’re not ready for what?”

“To lose my father.”

“Oh Honey.” You soothe, that’s what this is all about. You thought maybe he was upset about having to become King too soon, or not having time to annul your marriage before doing so, but that’s not it. This is about a boy being afraid to lose his father. “You still have time min kjærlighet, there are things we can try. I’m not making promises that they’ll work but we can try.”

“Thank you.” He says into your torso, before falling silent again. When he speaks again it’s in a much more steady voice, “Did Loki bring you here?”

“I am not supposed to confirm or deny that.” He gives a small huff of a laugh.

“I’m glad they did.” He’s quiet again before he says softly, “Jeg elsker deg.”

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[dystopia-fantasy]

Always read the job description -Part 1

Max was a fit, well built man. He had been body building since he was 14 and now In his early 40s he has the body of a god, but is slowly getting to the age when he needs to find another way to make money. He knows he can't take part in his competitions anymore, and needs to take it easy. He got great grades in school and college, proving people wrong that you can't be a nerd in a jock body.

Max had some money saved and was able to keep up on bills for a few months but needed a job to keep his large house, in the rich area of the city. He got a call from a business he applied to a couple of days ago, telling him to go in for an interview tomorrow, and if it goes well he will be sent straight on a trip for the company. He gets his new blue suit ready to be worn the next day.

The morning arrives, it's 5am, and Max wakes. He does his normal morning routine, making breakfast, working out, taking a shower, then gets his suit on ready for his early morning interview. Driving to the office building in the middle of New York, it's at least 50 stories high, and is made of mostly glass, and is one of the newest modern builds in the city.

On arrival a large man in his late 60s wearing a suit greets him, "hello sir, you must be max, Sir Mammon is on his way down to collect you, may I say what an amazing suit you have on today".

Max looks the man up and down, seeing the man's huge belly flowing out from under his dress shirt, showing a massive W shape, "thanks mate, you might want a bigger shirt" then points to his belly.

"sorry if I offended you sir, but all clothing has been chosen by Sir Mammon himself" Mammon is the big boss of the business "if you would like to make a complaint I can print you a form".

Max laughs, "No thanks, I'm gonna sit over there, tell Mammon im there".

"will do sir, have a great day" the man says while max walks away paying no more attention to him.

About 15 minutes later a young handsome slender man walks over. "Max is it?" He says behind Max.

"yes.." max says confused.

"I'm Mammon, nice to meet you" he smiles holding his hand out for a shake.

"oh hello Mammon, is wasn't expecting someone so young, no offence of course" max shaking his hand.

Mammon let's out a little laugh, with a little grin "it's ok max, people don't expect someone like me to own such a remarkable company like this one would you like to follow me, we can go up to my office, this is Mark by the way, he's my Butler". Mark is another large man aged around 50, he has a massive belly stuffed into his suit, hes huffing and puffing, like he ran a marithon, "don't mind him, most of my staff are..."

Max cuts him off "fat?"

They both laugh, "you could say that Max" the elevator arrives and they all walk in, "now max, you did read the whole advertisement correct?".

Max didn't, it's was 48 pages long, who would read it all? He just looked at the wage he would get, it started at $100,000 per month. "Yes, I did".

"that's good, most guys are more keen to keep their body's but I guess if your struggling you'll do anything."

Max now confused just nod's and watches though the glass elevator as they fly up to the top floor.

"where here sir" Mark the butler says peacefully in his British accent.

They walk into the room, and Mammon sits at his desk pouring himself a glass of wisky, and Max one too. Max looks around in aww, the room was covered in art work, with the walls painted in golds and whites and had its own bar. "How do you have all this money?" Max asked.

"a mix of many things, this company, and a few investments paid for this whole building, I have many other ways but we're not here for that." Mammon points at the seat," take a seat max" Max sits the chair is made from leather and is very comfy. "So, max, I've gone through your file, I think you're perfect for the job."

"so, does that mean I have the job?" Max replies confused, expecting to be asked a question.

"well yes, if you agree to the terms"

"terms?" Max still confused.

"well yes, you expect to be paid 10times the amount the normal person for this job without any terms or conditions?"

"well I didn't know.." Max gets cut off.

"Max let me simplify them for you. You sacrifice your body to the company, and in trade you get, $100k X the amount you weigh paid into your account per month, So if you weigh 450lbs, you get $450k a month."

"what the fuck? That's sick, I'm not doing that, I'm leaving" and with that Max got up from the chair and stood face to face with Mammon, with the desk all that is separating them. "Your sick, you fa**ot".

With that Mammon's eyes glow a bright red. "I'm a what?" Max got through back against the chair by an invisible force. "Max you could have just left with your freedom, but now look what you've gotten yourself into".

"Let me go, What the fuck?" Max says while traped against that chair, it chreeking with the force of his muscle.

"I'm a fucking demon max, I'm never going to 'let you go'" he took a second break to mock max, "now, what did you say? Fa**ot, was it?".

"fuck, I didn't mean it" the force pins him down harder, trapping his arms against the leather chair arms, and pushing his legs against the underboard. "Please let me go home, I won't do it again."

"shut up max, the process is already starting".

Max looks down to see his body deflating, his pecs turning from mountain peaks to a flat surface, his giant powerful arms turning weak and light. And then looking up he sees a whole new man infront of him.

"Not as big as I thought I would get, but boy I'm big" he took a break to admire his new giant arms and pecs.

"what the?" Max looks in confusion, "how did you do that? Give me them back".

"what are you gonna do max? I'm an infinitely powerful being and you, your an old man, or at least your going to be."

"I'm only 42, what do you mean, going to be?"

"you see I don't have my infinite life span on earth, so to stay alive and in this fit body, I absorb anything a guy has and I want. In your case, these massive muscles, but then I need to absorb their life force as well, in order to make sure I don't age."

"what do you mean life force?"

"well, you have roughly 50 years, worth of life left, I'll drain about 20 years leaving you in your future crippled body at around age 60, force you to work for the company for another 20 years, then when your 80 drain the rest of your life, which after you get fat won't be much, then you got to hell."

"man your sick, let me go, LET ME GO!".

A bright red light shoots from Peters hand enveloping Max's whole body, and he starts to age, his face wrinkling, skin dropping, eye sight worsening, hearing getting muffled, and mind changing a little. "Max, you ok old man?".

"yes sir" max was confused in his mind, why did he say sir?

"max, you ready for your Cruise? You can have tones of food for the next 6 months."

"Yes sir, I'm ready" max lifts his head, opening his eyes to see a new blurry room from his new old eyes.

"you're gonna need these from now on" Peters eyes glow and a new pair of glasses appear on Max's face he can now see clear.

"thank you... Sir", max blinks seeing Peter infront of him, "what have you, done to me".

"Max, I've turned you into the perfect office worker, old, brainiac, who is soon going to get fat and live the rest of his life, in an office chair for me, don't worry for accomodation you live here now, we have apartments on floor 30 to 40, all workers live here, it's policy, we have also sent a team to your house to, well, blow it up, that way nobody is going to be looking for you, becuase we can plant a body"

"give me... My.... Body back, give me... My.. life back."

"Max we both know that will never happen, now enjoy a life of gluttony, and prepare yourself for hell, that's gonna be worse then anything I can do to you." Peter snaped his fingers and a red glow enveloped max.

Recovering from the glow max sees two men infront of him with a trolly of sorts between them. "Is he awake" one says,

"I don't know" said the other.

"im- awake" max said in a much older raspy voice.

"good we can now start the feeding" the man on the left said, his body as muscled as a god, ripped from head to toe, and we can see everything.

Max rubs his eyes under his glasses and opens them again, "Fucking hell, put some clothes on both of you".

Both men where nude, one a ripped god, another muscled up but with a big gut. "Clothes are banned here mate" the beefy man said in a type of Australia accent, "you cant say much fella, look at that tiny pecker".

The men laughed pointing at Max's shriveled up old cock and low hanging balls, "what the fuck"max tries to move his arm to cover him but his arm doesn't move, he looks down to see him stuck in a chair, with a cut out hole under his ass, and straps tying him down, trapping him. "What... Are you gonna do to me?" Max asked sceared.

The men laughed at him again, "no need to act to sceared, we're here to feed you for the next 6 months".

"but... Sir said..." Max get cut off.

"he said you'd be going on a cruise? Fucking hell are you dumb? He's a demon, you shouldn't trust a demon" The muscled guy says.

"bro let's start the feeding we have 50 other guys to see and I wanna watch football Tonight." The beefy guys says, and in unison both their eyes glowed a bright red, showing they where demons too.

The trolly between them had several items on top, one long tube, which floated in the air for a few moments before shoving itself down maxes nostril and deep into his stomach, his head flipped back trying to wriggle it out, but it was stuck. Another item moved into his frame, a IV bag holder, holding a giant barrel type object made of glass, and two large bags floated of the table again and started to drain into the barrel, and the tube connected itself to it, starting a flow of the liquid into maxes stomach.

"done" the beffy guy said. "Now we'll be back tomorrow to refill your barrel, and clean you up if you make a mess, but youll basically be unconscious for the next 6 months, due to the drugs were feeding you."

"so enjoy your sleep mate, you'll litterally wake up a different man." The two men laughed and walked out, max tried fighting the restraints but in his crippled form could do nothing. The door slammed and locked, and the room fell dark, max screamed begging into the darkness to be let free, and to have his life back, which he had only an hour before, but nothing happened, nobody came. He felt the drugs taking effect, but tried to fight back, but it was useless, his body slumped and loosened. His mind fell blank as he drifted of into his 6 month hibernation.

[cottoncandyjester]

Now Im curious what happened with Carlos??

I see y’all are curious as hell

Warning this contains: death

Joining Ernesto’s group was like having a little family, fritz and Luis made Antonio feel like he was going to be okay. He found himself slowly growing comfortable with those two and it wasn’t long til he found his own skill to help the gang.

Carlos and Ernesto were married, the thought of marrying a man made Antonio feel strange. When they were together it was truly like a family but when Carlos was alone with them he was worst than a military sergeant.

Carlos was Antonio’s personal trainer, teaching him mixed martial arts and forcing him on a high protein diet to bulk him up. Carlos wasn’t like Ernesto, he wasn’t nurturing or kind or even loving, he was hard and cold. “Crying again Toni?” Carlos sneers out as he knelled down grabbing the boy by his hair looking at his bleeding face.

“It hurts..” Antonio hissed out in pain as he held his bleeding nose with tears rolling down his face. “If I catch you crying again I’ll punch you harder. We don’t cry here. Turn your emotions off when you fight it’s a weakness. ” Carlos hissed out lowly. “Now get up you still can’t fully dodge my punches so we are gonna keep going til you do”

Antonio worked harder than the others, he was supposed to be their tank..whatever that meant. As he grew older, he got stronger and stronger.

They all remembered when Ernesto became boss, the old boss died but before he did he deemed Ernesto the new boss, the celebration party was huge. Countless men congratulating him and offering him a drink, Ernesto was grinning and laughing so much Antonio thought he would pass out.

“You should lighten up, you are staring hard” luis told Antonio as he handed him a cup of horchata. “I don’t feel good about everyone being so close around Ernesto” Antonio mumbled out as he took a sip of the drink, spitting it out when fritz came and slapped his back harshly.

“You jealous of people around papa Ernesto? Papa’s boy Eh?” Fritz chimed out with a grin swiping the drink from Antonio and chugging it down, nearly throwing up when Antonio elbowed his stomach hard. The two started to rough house just a bit, stopping when Ernesto called them.

“Boys! Play nice” Ernesto chimed out as he watched Antonio put fritz in a headlock. “He hit me!” Fritz huffed out “snitch.” Antonio sneers out glancing away at Ernesto’s stern stare “tonio..” he said in a scolding tone making toni let go.

Throughout the celebration fritz and Luis would drink, Antonio was still on high alert. He had a horrible feeling that wouldn’t leave. He watched Carlos and Ernesto slip Away presumably to get intimate. Antonio glanced over at the table where luis and fritz were passed out from drinking to much.

“You idiots” Antonio mumbled out before he reached out taking luis’ glasses off and ruffling Fritz’s hair softly before moving to where Ernesto and Carlos vanished to.

He expected to hear certain sounds but the sound of Carlos talking made him stay outside the door.

“Will killing me make you feel better? Stabbing me and leaving me to die..” Ernesto’s voice had defeat in it, the utter sorrow made Antonio’s chest hurt.

“It isn’t fair. I’m better than you, I should be boss. So yeah killing you will make me feel better, after all you’re cursed if I stay with you long enough I’ll die.” Carlos sneers out, Antonio peeked into the room seeing Carlos pressing the blade against Ernesto’s throat with his back turned to the door.

Antonio didn’t want to lose Ernesto, he didn’t want to lose another father figure. The thought of losing someone important made Antonio move without thinking, he grabbed Carlos the two of them scuffling.

“W-when did you, get so strong?” Carlos wheezed out as Antonio put him in a chokehold. “Probably the day you beat me to a pulp for having feelings” Antonio said calmly, hissing in pain when Carlos stabbed him but Antonio’s grip tightened until he heard a loud crack feeling Carlos limp in his arms.

Antonio let him go, panting softly before feeling Ernesto rush to his side. Antonio had a massive feeling of guilt, he killed Ernesto’s husband..he was going to be thrown out now wasn’t he?

“Ernesto, I’m sorry I know you loved him but he was going to kill you and I just-”

“Toni..”

“ you probably hate me but o couldn’t lose you. Are you hurt? Did he stab you?” Antonio ranted out flinching when Ernesto yelled his name.

“Your eye Toni! How are you still standing without being in pain?” Ernesto snapped as he cupped Antonio’s face. Antonio reached up, feeling the blade handle sticking out from his eye…oh.

In that very moment all the pain came rushing at him, causing him to lean forward resting his body against Ernesto’s as he hugged him close. “I’m sorry, about Carlos” he whispers out making Ernesto simply hug him tighter as he gazed at the body on the floor. “It’s okay, let’s get you medical aid,okay?” Ernesto said softly making Antonio tense up

“But are you okay?”

“Toni…you have a knife sticking out of your face, let me help you.”

A huge silence fell over the two as Antonio got his eye bandaged, his eyesight in that eye was faint but thankfully there was no damage to his brain. “You’ll have a scar..” Ernesto cooed out softly making Antonio smile “I’ll grow my hair out..” he said softly as he reached up and touched the bandages.

“Do you hate me for killing Carlos?” Antonio asked softly with a worried gaze. Ernesto gave a long sigh moving to sit at his side “I have a curse on me Toni, any love I get is destined to die..you didn’t do anything wrong. You saved me, my boy” Ernesto said softly before leaning against Antonio. “So I’m your favorite?” Antonio asked making Ernesto laugh as he stood up

“I love all my sons equally, but..you’re up there. Now come on, we have a party to get to” he cheered out watching Antonio lead the way. Ernesto made sure to have grunts dealing with the body claiming that he killed him himself. He didn’t want Antonio to worry about anything else that night

[labyrinth-runner]

Hey, Im not sure if you already got any requests for this but could you do the Relationship Alphabet with Obi-Wan? Tysm!!! 💕💕💕

*Cracks Knuckles*

A- Activity (What is their favorite activity to do with you.) 

Obi-Wan likes do yoga and meditating with you. It’s how he feels one with the force, and even though you may or may not feel the force as deeply as he does, he likes being able to share those moments with you and help you find your own inner balance.

B- Beginnings (How do they act in the beginning of a relationship)

He’s very hesitant. He doesn’t want to get too attached because of the code. At first it’s very clear that if he had to choose, he wouldn’t choose you, but that slowly starts to change throughout the relationship, mainly because of a fight where you complained that he wasn’t giving it his all and he realized that you were right. Then you asked if he really wanted to do this and he said yes and since then he’s been all in.

C- Communication (Are they good communicators? How do they normally talk about their problems or solve issues)

They don’t call him the negotiator for no reason. He’s very good at communicating. Whenever there’s a problem, he usually tries to find a compromise that everyone could agree to. 

D- Drunk (What are they like when they’re drunk)

He insists that he’s not drunk. He’s very affectionate. He’ll call you darling and give you a string of slightly coherent compliments. 

E- Emergency (How are they in emergency situations? You get hurt, they get hurt, someone is dying etc..)

Obi-Wan works surprisingly well under pressure. If someone gets hurt, he’s doing very well at keeping himself in check, although on the inside he’s breaking. He’s trying to be strong for you.

F- Free Spot (I’ll give you any headcanon I come up with)

If you’re out super late, he stays up to wait for you. He looks like a dad waiting for their teenaged daughter to get home with his glasses sliding down his nose as he reads, but he’s not mad. He just can’t sleep until he knows you’re home safe.

G- Gifts (What kind of gifts do they give? What kind of gifts do they get?)

He likes to write letters and poems. Sometimes he’ll write them in different languages so that you also get a puzzle to figure out. He likes to get homemade things. It shows that thought went into it, and you’re giving him a little piece of you.

H- Hugs (How do they show affection/cuddle)

If he hasn’t seen you in a while, you’re getting a crushing hug. He just wants you to know how much he’s missed you. Other times, he gives the best hugs. The only equivalent would be a bear hug. He’s almost always the big spoon, because he likes to make you feel safe, but on occasion he needs comforting he’ll want to be the little spoon.

I- Irritation (What is something that irritates them? How do they show their irritation?)

Anakin. Jkjk. He is very particular about communication. He spent years dealing with Anakin having feelings and not trusting him enough to be open about them. He hates when people don’t tell him the truth or bottle things, because it will only cause a bigger issue later on. His jaw twitches slightly and he gets sassy.

J- Jackpot (How would they spend their winnings if they won the lottery?)

I’m very big on him giving a lot to charity. The rest would probably go into savings because he’s practical. He just doesn’t know what to do with all of it, though. He’s used to a simple life.

K- Kryptonite (What is their ultimate weakness?)

Love. He loves deeply, despite the rules on attachment. It can blind him into being too trusting and missing warning signs.

Also, he’s ticklish.

L- Laughter (What makes them laugh?)

Wordplay. He pretends to hate puns and witty retorts, but they always make him chuckle. Also, when you’re trying to make dinner and you get distracted so it goes up in smoke and you end up needing to order take out. Because, you tried so hard and it was so cute.

M- Morning ( How do they wake up in the morning? Are they a morning person or a morning grouch?)

It depends. If he has to wake up at the crack of dawn, he’s cranky until he gets caffeine. If he’s well rested then he’s fine.

N- Needy (When do they feel particularly needy? How do they show it?)

He’s needy after hard missions when he looses a lot of men. He’ll just wordlessly come home and hold you close as a reminder that not all is lost.

O- Oasis (Where is their happy place? Where would they go if they didn’t have anything holding them back?)

Definitely not Tatooine. He’d go wherever you are. But, for a physical place, he’d probably go to the Temple. It’s his home.

P- Pain (How do they handle pain? How do they handle when you are in pain?)

Oh he’s very much “Oh, I’m fine” as he’s bleeding out. He sucks it up like a trooper because he doesn’t want anyone to worry. However, when you’re in pain he is fawning all over you and telling you to take it easy.

Q- Quote (What’s a quote that fits them and your relationship)

“Come what may, I will love you til my dying day.”

R- Reunion (How do they celebrate seeing you after a long time of being apart)

Oh, in private, he’s running to hug you and hold you close, and then he’s picking you up and you’re heading to the bedroom.

S- Stress (What stresses them out? How do deal with stress and how do they relieve it?)

The amount of loss that he faces on a daily basis stresses him out. The fact that he’s very much never gotten over his grief for others, so he’s worried about seeing something and being brought back to Qui-Gon and not being able to get over it. He meditates. 

T- Terror (What are they afraid of?)

Losing everyone he loves. His heart can take a lot, but it feels like the universe keeps taking.

U- Unique (What is a quirk that is unique to them?)

He’s very good with animals.

V- Violence (Do they fight a lot? Are they a good fighter? What is their fighting style?)

He doesn’t fight a lot if he’s not on a mission. He definitely prefers to use fighting as a last resort.

W- Wow (What do you do that really surprises them? What do you do that they really like?)

Massages. When he first got one, he was very hesitant, but then he was putty in your hands.

X- (Explicit headcanon. For all you degenerates)

When he’s stressed, he’ll take you anywhere. He’s very much into gripping your hips while you fuck and he loves when you ride his face.

Y- Yucky (Is there something that grosses them out so badly that they can’t deal with it?)

Anakin eating bugs.

Z- ZZZ’s (What are their sleeping habits? Both with and without you)

With you, he’s very cuddly. He stays to his side, but he’ll meet you in the middle. Without you, he takes over the bed.

[yyxgin]

meteor garden is so problematic honestly my favourite part was when there was a meteor shower for 10 whole seconds somewhere mid 20’s episode. i forgot to mention she HAS a job she just like never went (on camera at least) she goes to uni that’s why she’s so broke too. it’s typical rich family pays off poor girl to leave her son alone but son is the one chasing the girl 🤡

HAJSJSKSKAKKA i got so much stuff from that album i didn’t realise how much i really got until i got a different album and i was like,, okay. i got a chan pc, double sided han pc, minho pc, changbin polaroid pc, changbin & minho film strip and a kind of pop out thing? of i.n. there’s an ot7 thing too but i figured everyone got that.

i recently watched... uh... into the dark? and it was in french and i didn’t even realise i wasn’t reading the subtitles i was like ~woah~

if you don’t mind me asking ~ what’s your part time job? only bc we can make conversation about it!! also i freaked out at my last job bc i thought i’d put down my details wrong as a lady at hq rang me to tell me they were having problems paying me 😰 i think the computer might’ve read my numbers wrong bc i write in cursive but like... i write more... how do i say... comic sans? for formal docs bc the computer can read my handwriting and people can read it too T-T we used to get told for exams to write really neatly bc if the examiners can’t read it they don’t mark it and we work solely off of essay writing here (or short answers no multiple choice bs) so i worried that i’d get stuck w the one examiner who couldn’t read my writing but the boy who’s handwriting looks like a spider ran across his book gets someone who can read it perfectly fine 😓 my ultimate fear tbh. i love the extra flourish i can add to envelopes just by writing all fancy-like.

YES YOLO!! i’m a libra so i’m the worst at decision making so when i do it’s impulsive and i have to say things like yolo to justify myself and then i’m gucci for the day.

yuta makes me so 😳🥵🤪😚😳😍🥵🤪 for every reason. i have a weakness for japanese men... my mind just goes into overdrive and i short circuit,, i’m afraid of watching shotaro content bc he’s just so 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 and do i dare risk it?

personally, i enjoy russian roulette by rv but that’s very, pop-y of them. i like b sides by them more bc they carry a different sound to them. ice cream cake is good. and future!!! i like future bc i watched start-up tho 🤩 ladies night is a fun one and if i remember correctly time slip was good? i have a massive playlist with loads of artists so i need a refresher on rv as got7 and simon dominic have been in heavy rotation recently 😬

what did you do today? how did your interview go? (or am i too early?) wait i think i asked about it earlier oops 🙊 lots of love and positivity being sent your way ~ 🌻

and stop apologising about replying to asks late!!! 😐 i deliberately send asks bc you can take your time over them!! i really don’t mind how long you take!!!!!!!!!!!! 😙 ~ 🌻

ITS OFFICIAL I LOVE METEOR GARDEN DJSJSJ

you have like,,,,so much stuff ??? i wanna steal ????? i would literally do anything for that minho pc😔💔 i think the moment i buy my first album im literally gonna freak out from whoever i get 😩✋

i dont mind u asking !! my part time job is like,, working in this one shop called pepco, idk if you guys have it there lol. its like working behind the cash register and also helping with like,,restocking the shelves and stuff. i'm starting in june hhh lets hope i make some friends as well bc that lady said there are a few girls in my age starting at the same time so we can only hope haha. also i totally get you,,my handwriting changes like every year bc i get an identity crisis and change it lmaoo but people always tell me its really messy and sometimes unreadable😔

YOU ARE A LIBRA ?? I AM IN LOVE W YOU my moon is in libra so decision making isnt my best quality either but the aries sun in me just says fuck it 90% of the time so i'm good.

SHOTARO IS THE LOML HE IS SO 🥺🥺🥺🥺 but also his predebut tiktoks,,,,,much thoughts. yes. his instagram is the best thing that's ever happened to me, like yes get it king 😩

oooh i love russian rulette !! 🤩🤩 i am also a fan of ice cream cake but i dont know the other ones you mentioned, i'll have to give them a listen 😎

i didnt reply yesterday because i was out the whole day with my best friend and when i came home i had a glass of wine and got really sleepy💔and today i just cleaned my room and i'm about to water my plants lets hope i dont forget after finishing this reply,,,my interview went good hhh thanks !!! how has your day been ? ❤

sending u love !! <3

[dylshoney]

sweetheart

request: hi i literally adore your work! can you please do something where shawn and the reader are friends with benefits but she lies about sleeping with someone else and he gets mad and its like rough smut? maybe a little fluff at the end idk do your magic lol

a/n: thank you for this idea, im really happy with how it turned out

warnings: language, heavy smut, oral (female receiving), orgasm denial, sex toys, bounding, rough?

You knew getting involved with him would end up biting you in the ass.

 Even when it just began and you were trying to convince yourself that you wouldn’t fall for him, there was always a subconscious part of you that knew your heart was too weak to resist him.

 You regretted letting him kiss you that one night, three months ago. You were both so drunk, too drunk to realize that your actions would end up causing so much pain. You remember the way he made you feel that night, his hands on your body, mouth exploring every inch of you. You remember the way he said your name, the way his hips ground into you, the way he came apart looking like a god.

 You watched him, it was hard not to. He was wearing a loosely fitted dress shirt, the top couple buttons unfastened and showing a delicious bit of skin. His hair was effortlessly messy, just how you liked it.

 His eyes seemed to glow, wide and bright – but they weren’t trained on you. No. They were focused on the giggling blonde that hadn’t left his side all night. You sat idly and watched her twirl her hair, as she leaned into him, her lips dangerously close to his neck.

 You wanted to hate her so bad, but how could you?

 It wasn’t her fault that Shawn had chosen her over you. You rolled your eyes as you brought your glass up to your lips, downing the rest of it and placing it on the counter as you finally tore your eyes away from him.

You regretted ever saying yes to attend his stupid party.

 You took a deep breath, taking out your phone as you rushed to the front door. You had almost made it, until a large hand wrapped around your elbow, spinning you back.

 “Where are you going?” Shawn.

 You rolled your eyes, your gaze still locked on your phone, where you were trying to order an uber, “Jack’s house.”

 “W- what?” His eyes were wide, face flushed, “Who the fuck is Jack?”

 “This guy I’ve been casually seeing.”

 His sharp intake of breath startled you as he pulled your phone from your grasp.

 “Hey!”

 He ignored you, “Y – you’ve been seeing other people?”

 “Yeah,” you shrugged, even though it was a complete lie. Jack had asked you out multiple times in the past, and you had always turned him down, for Shawn. But now, now there was literally nothing stopping you.

 “Oh.”

 “Haven’t you?” You crossed your arms.

 “No.” His voice was soft.

 “What about the blonde girl?”

 “She’s – No one.”

 “Didn’t look like no one,” you rolled your eyes.

 “Well, she is,” his voice was sterner as he stepped closer to you, “Why won’t you believe me?”

 “Because you guys were practically fucking on the couch!” You hissed, quickly looking around to make sure no one was paying attention to your exchange.

 He was still for a moment, until a small smile spread over his face, “No need to be jealous, sweetheart.”

 You huffed, rolling your eyes again and turning away from him – your hand gripping the door handle.

 Shawn’s hand latched onto your elbow again, spinning you back into him, his darkened eyes trained down on you, “You’re still going?”

 You nodded, biting your lip as you avoided his gaze.

 “Why?”

 You resisted the urge to scream as you looked up into his clueless eyes, “Because Shawn! You’ve been ignoring me all night. And I’m tired and I just really need to be fucked and – ”

 “Come upstairs with me,” his voice was lower than you’d heard in a while, sending a shiver down your spine.

 “I’m not doing this with your house filled with people.”

 He licked his lower lips, as his arm wrapped around your waist, “Did it sound like I was asking?”

 You swallowed, hating the puddle that had formed between your legs, from just that single sentence. But you had too much pride, “Who says I even want to fuck you? How do you know Jack’s not better at it than you are?”

 He was silent for a moment before the corners of his lips twitched slightly.

 You didn’t have the chance to blink before he had turned away from you and faced his crowd of guests, “Sorry everyone! Parties’ over! Please find your way out.”

 Your mouth fell open as you watched everyone stare at him in shock, but he had already turned to face you with a devilish smile.

 He didn’t hesitate to grab your waist, pulling you up and hauling you over his shoulder.

 “Shawn!” You squealed, “What the hell are you doing?”

 He ignored you, continuing to walk through the hallway, ignoring the confused looks from a few guests that passed you.

 “Shawn...” you mumbled again, hating the excitement that bumbled through you as he slammed the door of his room loudly.

 He threw you down onto the bed. His dark frame coming over you as he watched you with hooded eyes.

 “Everyone’s probably pissed,” you mumbled, your gaze flickering from his eyes to his lips.

 “Don’t care,” he smirked, leaning down to you, “They’re all business anyway.”

 You wanted to respond, but your words got lost against his lips, his warm mouth coming down to capture yours.

 You moaned into him, your hands immediately locking behind his neck and gripping the curls at the base.

 He groaned, his hands wrapping around your arms and bringing them down as he pulled away from you.

 Your eyes opened immediately, confusion running through you, “Wh – ”

 “You really think I’m going to let you touch me after the way you behaved sweetheart?” He tutted, lightly kissing your hands as he separated from your body and walked over to his dresser.

 You watched in anticipation as he pulled out a black tie, your eyes widening, you didn’t even know he owned one.

 He was back to you in seconds, his hands gripping yours and bringing them over your head.

 “What are you doing?” you mumbled, as he began to fasten your wrists to his bedpost.

 “Punishing you.”

 Your body trembled at his words, a rush of arousal spreading through you.

 “Don’t look so excited baby,” he hummed; tightening the grip on your hands as he made sure it was perfect.

 You licked your lips as he looked back down at you, “Why?”

 “Because you’re not supposed to enjoy this,” his hand trailed over your cheek as his eyes dilated, “You’ve been very bad, talking about other men.”

 You hummed, relishing in the way his touch felt on your skin, “I didn’t mean to – to make you mad…”

 You bit your lip innocently as his hand cupped your chin, lightly squeezing your cheeks together, “You didn’t think I would get mad at the thought of someone else fucking you?”

 An accidental moan flew out of you, you loved when he swore. The words sounded too crude and dirty coming from his pretty mouth.

 “Didn’t think you’d care,” you tilted your head, trying to see how far you could rile him up, angry Shawn was the best in bed, “We’re not exclusive.”

 He practically growled, his grip on your jaw tightening, “I don’t like sharing.”

 Your eyes practically rolled back as he pressed his lips to yours again, his hands traveling down to grip your hips as he pushed himself against you.

 The kiss was rougher than you were used to. More urgent and hasty, your teeth knocking against each other as he slipped his tongue into your mouth. You shivered as his large digits slipped under your shirt, traveling up your stomach.

 You whined as you craved touching him, the fastens preventing you from doing so.

 Shawn’s chest rumbled against you as he took two handfuls of fabric from your top, and pulled, practically ripping your shirt in half – exposing your lace- covered chest.

 “Shawn!” You gasped, but he ignored you, not letting you separate your lips.

 His hands were quick to unclasp your strapless bra, throwing it off the bed in mere seconds. You trembled as his hands traveled over your chest, taking your boobs into his large hands and massaging lightly.

 You threw your head back as he began kissing down your jaw, your neck, your collarbone.

 He took a nipple into his mouth, his tongue traveling over the sensitive skin as your back arched off the bed. Your wrists were beginning to burn as you pulled further and further from the bedposts – trying to get as close to him as possible.

 “Shawn …” you said again, feeling him smirk against you as he continued his assault, licking and sucking until your tits were sore.

 “Please.” You wanted him lower. You wanted him to see how much he affected you, how much your body craved his.

 “Nu-uh sweetheart,” he shook his head as a mischievous smile formed, “No talking unless it’s my name.”

 Your eyes widened at his request but you nodded nonetheless, eager to see what he had planned next.

 His fingers wrapped around your hips, taking your skirt and pulling it down your legs, your bum lifting slightly as you helped him remove it.

 Your panties were the next to go, the cold room chilling your core as Shawn opened your legs, exposing your wetness to him.

 “Oh baby,” he moaned and soon he was lost in you.

 He started off slow, kisses traveling up and down your thighs as he gripped them to ensure you couldn’t close them.

 He knew how much you hated teasing, wanting to make this as painful for you as possible. You had to bit your lip to keep the frustration in.

 “Shawn!” You squeaked, as his flushed lips finally touched your sensitive bud. He kissed it a few times, before settling down, sucking on it lightly.

 Your eyes fluttered shut, pleasure coursing through you.

 A sharp slap hit your inner thigh, your shocked gaze settling on the smirking man between your legs.

 “Eyes open sweetheart,” he demanded, “Want you to see who’s making you feel good.”

 You whined as his words, your wrists hurting again as you ached to touch him.

 He was back to teasing, not about to forgive you for your slip up. He ran his tongue over your slit, your legs twitching as he held them down tighter. He brought a hand up, his fingers separating your folds.

 “Such as pretty pussy,” he mumbled, leaning closer to kiss it again.

 But that wasn’t what you needed, “Fingers, please.”

 You felt him grumble against you as he slapped your thigh again, “What did I say, baby?”

 You didn’t get a chance to reply – his warm body separating from you again as he leaned over to the nightstand. You felt excitement rush through you, you knew what he was reaching to get.

 You smiled as he pulled out the small pink orb, the device he had bought you as a joke a few weeks ago.

 “You’ve been so naughty,” he tutted, coming back to you, situating himself between your thighs again, “What happened to my sweet girl?”

 You wanted to respond, wanted to tell him you were still his. Always his. But he had flipped the switch on the orb, pressing it to your bud, the vibrations spreading through you, making you unable to respond.

 “I think I haven’t punished you enough,” he smirked, winking at you as you tried to calm your breathing, still struggling against the restraints on your wrists.

 He bit his lip as he slowly pushed a finger into you, making you hiss as the pleasure increased.

 “I don’t think you deserve to cum yet,” he hummed, making your eyes widen as you moaned, “Shawn …”

 He shook his head, “I think three times should be enough.”

 You shook your head, your legs shaking as he added another finger, beginning to pump faster. You knew he meant to edge you three times, before finally letting you release. You wanted to cry, your mind hazy as you felt yourself near your high.

 You clenched around his fingers, ready to explode – when it stopped. You whined as he removed the orb and his fingers, bringing his digits up and slipping them into his mouth, sucking softly, “So fucking sweet.”

 You threw your head back, your chest rising as you sighed, trying to contain the anger pulsing through you.

 “Don’t be mad, sweetheart,” he bent over you, his hands coming up to lift your chin back up to him, forcing you to look at his teasing eyes, “You did this to yourself.”

 You pouted, not wanting to say anything in fear of upsetting him further. You weren’t usually an obedient person, but there was something about Shawn that made you submit to him, let him ravish you whole.

 He kissed you softly. His tongue traveled around you, exploring you until your head was spinning. You almost hated the effect he had over you.

 His fingers found your folds again as you moaned into his mouth. He slipped his digits back inside you as he began to pump, his other arm wrapping around your waist to bring you flush against his chest.

 “This pussy is mine. No one else’s.”

 You moaned as he continued, “Only I can touch you like this. Only I can fuck you until the only thing you know is my name, understand?”

 Your mind was so hazy from the pleasure that you could only nod, your body trembling as he quickened his pace.

 “I said do you understand, sweetheart?”

 “Y – yes,” you squeaked out, “I understand.”

 “Say it,” he growled, his grip on your waist tightening.

 “This pussy is yours. Only yours.”

 “Damn right.”

 His lips were back on yours, another heated kiss overtaking you as you melted into him. He had you wrapped around his finger and he knew it.

 You could feel the familiar sensation spread through you as you pulled tighter against his tie, wanting to wrap your fingers in his curls as you came.

 Shawn could sense that you were close, his fingers never slowing as he brought you closer to your release. You moaned his name loudly, your legs beginning to shake again as you pulled on the fabric around your wrists.

 Shawn’s thumb was on your clit, trying to rub it as his fingers continued their assault. You screamed, the edge so close and suddenly your hands snapped free. The tie ripping as your wrists broke from the restraints.

 Your eyes widened as his movements suddenly halted.

 “I’m sorry,” you whispered as his narrowed eyes fell on you.

 “No, you’re not.”

 You bit your lip, knowing that he was right. But you couldn’t help but wonder if he wanted this to happen. He could have tied it tighter if he wanted.

 “I’m not,” you nodded in agreement.

 He gripped your hips, flipping your body until you were face down on the bed. You squealed as he slapped your ass, lifting you so you were on your hands and knees before him.

 He bent over your body, his chest pressing into your back as he leaned toward your ear, “Then I’m going to have to fuck you until you are.”

 You shivered at his words, your teeth digging into your bottom lip as you waited in anticipation.

 His movements were agonizingly slow, his chest separating from you as he straightened up behind you. You could hear him unzip his pants, the bustle behind you indicating that he had stripped as well. You wanted to turn around, wanted to see him in his naked glory. Wanted to touch him, but you knew he wouldn’t allow it, so you waited patiently.

 Everything was still for a moment, until you felt it.

 Your head fell back as you felt his cock sliding through your folds, teasing you slowly.

 “Shawnnn..” You whimpered, shaking your ass slightly as you heard him hiss behind you, grabbing your hips to steady you.

 “You need to learn some patience, baby.”

 You flinched as he slapped your ass, your body igniting as the slight pain spread through you. You wanted him. You wanted him bad.

 “Please fuck me,” you couldn’t stop yourself from begging, needing him inside you, “Please Shawn – need you. Need your thick cock.”

 You could feel his length twitch against your ass as you smirked, knowing how much he loved it when you spoke like this, “No one else can fuck me like you. Need you to come inside me. Please Sha – ”

 He didn’t let you finish, his cock slipping into you, filling you to the brim as you both released loud moans. He stayed still for a moment, his fingers digging into your hips as he slowly slid out – before slamming inside again.

 He set an agonizing pace, your head spinning as you tried to control your breathing.

 He slowly began to move faster, his balls slapping against your ass as he rammed into you – the satisfying sound making you groan.

 He slapped your ass again as your eyes shut, a single tear escaping from the overwhelming sensation.

 You fell onto your elbows as you stuck your butt out, unable to stabilize yourself with the immense pleasure.

 “Who’s making you feel this good?” He grunted as he began moving faster, his cock ramming into you at an ungodly speed.

 “Y – you are.”

 “Say my name.” He took a handful of your ass, kneading it in his grip, “Say it.”

 “Shawn!” You shouted, your voice hoarse from all the sounds you were making.

 He seemed to pick up the pace, one of his hands wrapping around to your front, latching to your sensitive bud as he quickly massaged it.

 “Shawn!” You repeated, your legs trembling as you felt yourself reach your climax.

 “That’s right, sweetheart,” his voice was tight, “Let the neighbors hear who’s fucking you this good.”

 You were a stuttering mess, unintelligible sounds leaving your lips.

 “You close baby?” He groaned, his fingers moving faster.

 You nodded, your head spinning as you felt his dick twitch inside you. You silently prayed he would let you come, your toes curling as you almost reached that point.

 “Come on then, baby,” his pace was relentless, never slowing, “Cum with me.”

 You fell apart at his words, your legs shaking as you screamed.

 The tightness of your cunt triggered his release, his cock squirting into you as he filled you with his seed.

 You were a panting mess as you both fell onto the sheets, your sweaty bodies entangled, his dick still inside you.

 You both lay still for a few moments until he separated from you, his cock sliding out, his juices dripping out of you.

 You whined at the feeling, suddenly feeling empty.

 He grabbed the towel he kept at his bedside, for moments like this, and slipped it between your legs, cleaning you out slowly.

 You hummed, your eyes closed as you relished in his gentle movements.

 He threw the towel into the hamper once he was done, his arms wrapping around your waist to turn you into him. You opened your eyes, smiling lazily – loving the flush on his face after he came.

 “I love the way you look after I’ve fucked you,” he whispered, leaning forward to press a small kiss to your forehead.

 You tensed up at this, he was never this caring after sex.

 “Y/n?” He mumbled after a few seconds, your eyes flashing back up to his. His confident persona from seconds ago had seemingly vanished, “Are you really seeing other people?”

 You bit your lip, your gaze traveling to his chest as you refused to meet his eyes, “No.”

 You felt his arms tighten around you as he released a breath, “Why did you lie?”

 You lightly traced his bicep as you tried to figure out the right way to phrase your words. Were you really about to tell him and ruin everything?

 “I – I don’t know.”

 “Yes, you do.”

 You exhaled, your mind racing a million miles a minute, “You were right. I was jealous.”

 You could feel him tense against you, “W – why?”

 You shrugged, “Because I’m an idiot.”

 “You’re not an idiot.”

 “Yes I am,” there was no turning back now, “I didn’t listen to you. I – I,” you inhaled, trying to collect your thoughts, “I tried so hard to listen. To accept that we were just doing this for fun. No feelings, you said. I – I fucked that up.”

 He was silent for a second, his voice shaky as he spoke, “You have feelings for me?”

 Yes, dumbass. You wanted to scream. You’re the epitome of perfection and if you can’t see how utterly in love with you I am then you need help.

 You nodded instead, your eyes getting watery as you wished you were anywhere else.

 “Please look at me, y/n.”

 You shook your head, biting your lip as you attempted to compose yourself.

 “Please, sweetheart.”

 Your heart clenched at the pet name. This was probably the last time you were to hear it.

 You obeyed, however, your gaze flickering up to yours, meeting his smiling face. Why was he smiling?

 “I said no feeling because I didn’t think there was any chance in hell that someone as perfect as you would ever want anything more than sex with me,” he exhaled a shaky breath, “I thought you would only ever see me as a brainless musician. A good fuck. I did it to protect myself.”

 “I soon realized how impossible that rule would become. I – I’m sorry for earlier and Tracy and not telling you sooner.”

 Your heart was pounding in your chest as you processed his words, your eyes wide and questioning as he nodded with a smile, “I have feelings for you too. Have for a while – probably since the beginning.”

 “Why – ” you swallowed, “Why didn’t you – ”

 He chuckled lightly, “I’m an idiot.”

 You rolled your eyes lightly, relishing in the look on his face as he watched you, “You’re not an idiot.”

 You giggled lightly as his expression, his lips capturing yours, effectively silencing you.

 You moaned into the kiss. It was slower than you were used to. So gentle, soft, like you were both exploring new territory.

 He pulled away after a few seconds, his forehead resting against yours as he gazed down at you softly, “Does this make me your idiot?”

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[smutav]

So i posted the pictures I had for my xray and comic in this post here and I said id wait a year but I’ve decided I need to lay this project to rest and move on to what comes next. Its under the cut because its mad king heavy

the old man part was fully scripted out so I’m going to throw the script in here first then it’ll be just notes for the general plotline

(M) Old Man   = O1 / (J) Old Man   = O2 / Xray          = X / Vav           = V

we come in on Xray and Vav coming onto the scene but we start lookin at the old men

O2: "Uh Oh, the calvaries here" O1: "issit the popo? tell them they cant make me go back... to that horrible home... fulla old people..." O2: "No.. its those spandex kids again" O1: "Oh, the blue one confused me... so blue jus like those dirty cops" O2: "YOU'LL NEVER TAKE US ALIVE" [O2 throws something that lands nowhere near xray and vav] V : "Look you have to stop causing a ruckus!" O1: "ah ah ah prettyboy we got da bomb" O2: "Thats right if you get in our way it'll be a real stinker!" O1: "Uh Ohhhh"

X : "you have got to be kidding me" O1: "I'm too old for kidding, im old-ding over here" V : "What are you doing with a bomb!?" O2: "We've got demands!" O1: "Oh yeah lots of demands!" O2: "We want.... Pudding!" O1: "Oh yeah and none of that rice shit in there" O2: "get that rice out of our pudding no chunks!" O1: "itsa chokin hazard, I almost died when they had that at the home" O2: "thats why we left they was tryna kill us" O1: "But you only show up to stop two guys havin fun" O2: "Ya punks!" [Vav has snuck over to the obviously hidden 'stink bomb' and gags when he sees whats under the cover]

O2: "Ey!" [he smacks Vav with a cane] "gettaway from there" O1: "These two have no manners" O2: "they jus go touchin stuff that doesnt belong to them!" O1: "Well two can play at that game" [he moves towards Xray pointing at his glasses] "I want those" X : "How about I give you this instead" [he shoots a lazer at the old guy but it bounces off his walker] O1: "uh oh you shouldn't have done that" X : "oh yeah what if i do it again" [it really has the same result smart guy]

[Vav at the same time is dealing with.. a really slow old guy. and he dodges a punch an the old guy just keeps goin down and hits the ground] O2: "Ah! I'm hit thats it for me! [he tries to get up but just knocks himself over again] it's over for me I'm deadd. You killed me ya bastard" V : "I really didn--" O2: "this blood is on your handssss ohhh im goinnnn" [Vav backs off while the old man keeps slowly 'dying' to help out with Xray who's wrestling for his glasses from O1]

X : "Youre smudging up my glasses!" O1: "oh i'll do more than that" [he moves to take a lick at them] X : "no you dont!" [He punches the old man square in the jaw] O1: [catches himself on the walker] "you want a boxing match, i used ta have the belt ya know" [he lands a punch on xray who doesnt even flinch]

V : [Vav comes up from behind and pulls the old man away] O1: "No he's got me!" [he flails a bit but ineffectively to get out] "this is just like the 40s you cant stop all this" V : "We're sending you both back to the old folks home just stay there this time!" O1: "You'll never keep us caged! We'll always be ba-- Oh no is this a heart attack? Ma is that you in the light I'm-- I'm comin... comin to kick your dead ass" [and he's dead]

[Xray and Vav dump the old guys on an elderly bus they're used to dealing with these guys 'dying' and approach the stink bomb which is the stink jug but theres wires and stuff attached to supposedly detonate it] X: "Well I guess we'll have to deal with this" [he kicks the 'stink bomb' and Vav goes green] V: "I guess it'd be best to get it to Hilda she'll know how to get rid of it" X: "right lets go" [he starts walking leaving Vav to carry the barrel, poor vav]

I hope the notes after this make sense plot wise a lot of it was going to be explored deeper as we get drawing XDD ((also you get all my note writing jokes that i make to myself))

V = xray and vav / K = mad king / R  = rimmy tim / M = mogar

(V) - I need,, some basic everyday hero biz to start the story with - tIME TO THROW THE OLD MEN IN THERE (K) - He decides to try out his powers a lil test run ((around Hilda's lab)) - Xray and Vav crash the party ofc - He gets by them EASY slow mo can't do much against teleporting - He didn't have much of a goal for it but, now he knows he has the upper hand on Xray and Vav - He leaves victorious (V) - He gets the business end of a run in with ender ryan - What was that?? he can teleport?? - Well we have to figure something out! (R) - Rimmy Tim runs into Mad King - Which is wild! thought he was dead! - but he does have some weird ass shit going on (K) - Wow running into Rimmy Tim isnt that neat? - He pays no mind to the Battle Buddy (R) - Rimmy Tim is crashing at Jake's place ((to be relevant)) - He also meets Xray and Vav but nobody knows what his full deal is ((and theyre distracted from having they ass kicked))

(V) - Vav is the plan guy - They get intel that he has a weird power source - it gave him the powers so if they can figure it out maybe they can take them away! - We'll need to be stealthy boys... - MOGAR! - ask mogar for help, he distract while they sneak in and nab the gem (M) - The plan involves Mogar fighting Mad King up front - Mogar runs into Rimmy Tim and is suspicious of him (K) - Ofc he knew Xray and Vav would make a plan - Mogar comes to fight him aw they just decided to send a fwiend - Mad King is busy beating Mogar and doesn't notice that they got the gem ((Uh Oh! Plothole!)) (M) - They dont see him at the meeting place (K) - He Notices when he decides to experiment with it and tries out a lesser power source - Resulting in Zombie Mogar

(V) - They HAVE to find Mogar - poking around the outside for a sign of him they find his sword in the dumpster - thats,,, not good - its really heavy but if vav straps it to his back he can handle it - they wind up splitting up for any sign of Mogar (K) - Well if you're going to be rude about it - [teleports in the streets] - Have it your way do what you want - [and he leaves Mogar there] - when he teleports back Rimmy Tim is there and he quips ab how convenient tping is (R) - MK has him get rid of the new power source obviously a failure (V) - It gets dark but vav hears a noise in the alley - He finds Mogar! But he's eating something - Mogar growls and starts running at him - *british screaming* - As he BOOKS IT around a corner Xray runs into him and Vav just grabs his arm - NO TIME TO EXPLAIN - so what the plans just fucking run - oh wait thats Jake's van - *climbs in* wEHAVE TO GO HIT THE GAS - bro its a red light - iTS THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT THERES NO TRAFFIC JUST - Mogar jumps on the vAAAAAAAA - Thats enough to convince Jake she slams on the gas - " you guys are paying for any tickets i get"

((for context, Jake is my oc she has an ask blog that I was planning to use to be like in between she and rimmy tim are hanging out and you might find out things from interacting w her. But for character knowledge she’s an appliance installer that works with The Monarchy’s Servants. Which that is the company that installs the stuff that comes out of Monarch Labs. there was also a whole bit where she and rimmy tim would be hanging out and he’d be joking like oh do you ever go in like “ah m’lord!! is this installation to your liking thank you m’lord!!” and she’d goof back if he ever had a house for her to install shit in she’d do it just for him.

and for how Jake and Rimmy tim met it was at 3am dennys a few years ago and they been buds ever since))

(R) - Jake's checking on her van later and Rimmy Tim comes out to give a hand - and he asks what happened and she's shaking a lil - she just leaves it as hero biz as usual she thinks (V) - bloody hell we have to help mogar! - yeah what did Mad King do to him! - they gotta bait and catch him (R) - Jake gets a call from xray and vav asking for help getting mogar to a lab - Rimmy Tim tags along and gets to see Mogar (M) - Xray and Vav catch mogar and have him leashed in the lab - But?? Is he dangerous?? Can he contaminate others??

(R) - This is wrong - RYAN is wrong - Rimmy Tim,, Has to do something - discussion doesnt work, Ryan's just a wall discussion wise - theres no talking him out of anything he's too absorbed (V) - Mogar has good moments - reference the rotten flesh test w vav (K) - Rimmy Tim is getting increasingly worried ab him - Rimmy Tim mentions Mogar - Well it wasn't on PURPOSE - but yeah i did that - No, I don't particularly know how to reverse it (R) - Rimmy Tim tries talking hey what if we just did this partner like - Nothing can beat the battle buddies then this can all be done right? - Mad King brushes him off and tells him to stay out of his business - Ryan gets caught in the rain - He claws Rimmy's face oh no! his money maker! - Rimmy Tim decides enough is enough and leaves to help Xray and Vav fix this,,, fix him,,, (V) - They hear Mad King in the rain - hhhhh i dont want to deal with more monsterrrrssss - Rimmy Tim joins the team! - he explains his history with Mad King - and how he's worried - wORRIED LOOK WHAT HE'S DONE TO MOGAR - He digs out the lesser power source that was used on Mogar - THIS made THAT *points at Mogar* (K) - Mad King is bandaged and goes to sleep off the pain and *emotions* (gross) of the evening - as he drifts off instead of dreaming he finds himself seeing through Jeremy's damaged eye - He just sees xray and vav but he cant hear a word - needless to say he feel betrayed

(Finale leadup)

- they need a plan to catch MK - Xray and Vav decide to drill RT ab possible weaknesses - he doesnt have much to contribute though they havent worked together in years and he didnt have all this magic junk going on. - and all RT's seen of the magic junk is teleporting - Well have you seen his hideout? can you explain like layout or whats going on there - oh fuck yeah i guess that is intel lemme sketch it out

- Hilda is playing around with whats the difference between the gem they stole from MK and the one that RT says changed Mogar - Mayhaps after some experimentation gone wrong she figures they cant use the thing against him but need a device that'll remove that specific energy - so you know a SUCKING machine - While she's working so closely with this she starts having enderhilda dreams but like when she's awake shes like yeah thats neat but you aint caught my interest you dumb gem

- Wait RT if you and MK used to be in cahoots do you have any powers that can beat him? - I got guns we were guns for hire you know battle buddies - wot MK doesnt use guns he plays mind games - well yeah NOW he does he uh-- didnt have it all together after our last mission

(flashback)

- Battle buddies are cleaning up after a mission - they're both pretty angry like we wound up being the bad guys AGAIN how does this keep happening - RT agrees he's not a fan of dirty cash - MK comes to the conclusion if i controlled these sheeple nobody would be calling my shots and makin me do the wrong thing - come on ryan ya cant control people thats wrong - whats a little more blood on my hands if it means making things better on the whole - and MK winds up leaving the battle buddies :C

(Finale)

- Hilda comes in like hey i got your guys's sucking machine go suck off mad king or whatever - and vavs like Alright! lets make a plan lads! - then we go to MK - he can see them coming, he's gotten practice watching through RT's eyes - he gets the machine from them as theyre barely through the door - "well I was curious what this would do but what does it matter anyways" - and he's got like some full ender shadow clones to help with the fight and they all pair off ((not like an army literally just enough to pair off MK dont need an army to beat these guys)) - the real MK personally faces off RT though :) - RT "why do i get the real ryan why couldnt you face off with like vav or something" - MK "im curious if you could shoot me 'buddy'" - RT "well I doubt i'll do something but i do owe you one ;)" and he do shoot him but yeah the bullets are stopped and do nothing - MK "I do hope you brought something else if youre turning against the MAD KING you have best be prepared" - RT "what can i say" [drops gun] "I stick to my guns" [throw punch]

- but yeah after the fighting and witty dialogue clears it looks like MK do have the upper hand - RT was left bleeding out ((stabbed through with pointy fingers oooo MK got his blood literally on his hands)) - While MK is monologuing RT sneaks into the bathroom which MK pauses mid monologue when he sees a flash of RT's bloody hand reaching for the showerhead - cant believe that fuck - and RT comes out and hoses him down ((yes it reaches that far LOOK its got a long hose)) - then MK's on the ground fucking sizzling - vav's like oh right! and jumps up to get the sucking machine and they use it on MK

(epilogue)

- Jake drops RT off where they got MK locked up and shes like "do what u gotta do man" and RT's like "thanks for understanding bud" - and he gets in MK shifts to look at him - RT starts to apologize for ruining his plan but gets interrupted as MK says "you were right" - which is a SHOCKING thing to hear from that guy - and mad king is like "thank you" - and we end on "anytime buddy."

so that was my plot I havent been kidding when I said it was a long comic plan. Its been heartbreaking to have this whole thing ripped from me but I can’t tell a story about friendship w a manipulator. 

I’m not sure how long it’ll be until I actually get another thing started but I hope its soon because I was very excited to share a good long story with the xray and vav fandom and I thought this plot wouldve been like a good season worth of content

I had some draws tagged under “#its all connected” and they were all me working on this idea before I actually decided to write it out and try for a whole comic after being inspired by some close friends and the good at being bad animation collab

[soflsms]

   ( sorry  I'm  late  to  the  party  im  in  pst  so  i  was  at  work  til  now  sdkfjl )  ANYWHO  hi  pals  what  the  h*ck  is  up  !!  im  chloe  ,  im  21  ,  i  use  she / her  pronouns  &  im  a  broke  a$$  geography  major  !!   i  am  SO  excited  to  be  her  &  get  to  rp  with  all  y’all  bc  judging  by  your  apps  skdflj  i  fuck  with  u  all  .  anywho  ill  stop  my  rambling  ,  below  the  readmore  is  stuff  about  sofie  &  some  wcs !!  

trigger  warning  !!  sex  work  ,  deportation  ,  neglect  ,  bad  writing  ,  alcoholism  &  substance  abuse

HAILEY BALDWIN  /  SHE/HER  /  TWENTY TWO  /  BILLIE EILISH VC

welcome to los angeles , sofie almeda ! the glitterati has been watching you . rumour has it you made your first mark in the industry two years ago & that your net worth currently stands at  8m . it seems as though you’re enjoying being a  singer since relocating from  harlem , new york city . some might say you’d be a good fit for the glitterati due to your hollywood ranking being a solid  #3, & it helps that fans speak so highly of your  individualistic & assiduous ways . unfortunately , our sources cite that those closest to you aren’t particularly impressed with your  self-destructive & choleric tendencies .

stats

name  :   sofie sydney almeda

nicknames  :   sof

age  :  twenty - two  .

birthday  :  december  eleventh  .

zodiac  :  sagittarius  .

gender  :  cisfemale  (  though  doesn’t  vibe  with  the  idea  of  being  STRICTLY  a  WoMaN  ,  she  finds  labels  restrictive  )  .

pronouns  :  she    &    her  .

height  :  5 ′ 6 ″  .

hometown  :    recife  ,  brazil  &  harlem  ,  new  york  city  .

nationality  :  american  ,  brazilian  .

ethnicity  :  english  ,  portuguese   .

label(s)  :  the  venereal  ,  the  bellwether  ,  the  opulent  ,   the  anaxiphile   .

occupation  :  singer  (  vc  billie  eilish  )  .  

quirks  :  fidgeting  ,  allergic  to  shellfish  ,  walks  quickly  ,  cracks  knuckles  ,  always  wears  her  lucky  ‘  st  christopher  ’  necklace  from  her  grandmother  ,  has  a  weird  ability  to  talk  herself  out  of  trouble  ,  can  tie  a  cherry  stem  in  her  mouth  ,  messy  emotionally  but  on - point  physically  ,  vvv  bad  driver  ,  loves  a  good  theme  party  ,  can’t  get  through  the  day  without  multiple  cups  of  coffee  ,  refuses  to  wear  glasses  in  public  even  though  she’s  quite  far - sighted  ,  always  carries  hand  sanitizer ,  prefers  rain  over  sunshine  .

background

         her  mother  ,  marcia  almeda  ,  was  a  recent  graduate  from  secondary  school  who  packed  a  backpack  and  went  traveling !! before  long  tho  she  ended  up  knocked  up  by  another  backpacker  ,  this  one  american  ,  while  they  were  having  a  fling  in  sydney  (  hence  sofie’s  middle  name  lmao  @  her  mom’s  humor  )  .  she  flew  back  home  when  she  found  out  &  never  told  sofie’s  father  oops !! so  marcia  had  sofie  at  home  in  recife  just  before  her  nineteenth  birthday  ,  and  marcia  was  enthralled  w  little  sofie  .  ofc  she  inherited  her  mother’s  beauty  (  i  hc  marcia  looks  like  alessandra  ambrosio  bc  hello !  )  &  little  sofie  lived  a  happy  early  childhood  life  in  her  grandparents’  home  in  recife.

         brazil  isn’t  the  safest  of  countries  &  marcia  didn’t  want  the  same  dangers  she  experienced  growing  up  for  her  young  daughter  ,  so  around  sofie’s  eighth  birthday  ,  her  &  her  mother  packed  up  and  went  on  a  ‘ trip  ’  to  new  york  city  .  joke’s  on  sofie  ,  though  -  it  wasn’t  actually  a  trip  ,  but  rly  they  were  trying  to  move  there  to  find  sofie’s  father  to  confirm  his  paternity  and  get  sofie  american  citizenship  .  it  was  proving  more  difficult  than  she  thought  ,  &  marcia  was  quickly  running  out  of  money  .  with  a  face  like  hers  ,  though  ,  making  money  wasn’t  too  difficult  ,  but  it  was  time  consuming  .  marcia  found  herself  escorting  older  men  in  order  to  pay  the  bills  ,  all  the  while  leaving  little  sofie  to  fend  for  herself  .  some  of  her  earliest  memories  are  of  strange  men  in  their  tiny  apartment  &  sofie  trying  to  block  out  their  conversations  with  her  lil  cassette  player  hiding  in  the  corner  of  her  room  .  eventually  ,  marcia  was  able  to  contact  the  father  &  they  set  up  a  meeting  .  sofie  had  gotten  her  hopes  up  that  she  would  finally  have  a  dad  (  she  got  dressed  up  in  her  sunday  best  &  everything  bc  reuniting  her  dad  was  a  BIG  deal  ) ,  but  the  meeting  ended  up  being  a  quick  exchange  of  words  ,  a  mouth  swab  and  a  couple  signatures  .  sofie  never  even  learned  his  name  ,  & this  queued  up  a  lifetime  of  daddy  issues  &  distrust  of  men  !!

        while  marcia  was  able  to  stay  in  america  much  longer  than  she  was  legally  supposed  to  ,  eventually  she  was  facing  deportation  ,  which  meant  lil  sofie  ,  with  her  citizenship  finally  confirmed  ,  was  put  into  the  hands  of  her  father  who  sent  off  to  an  american  boarding  school  in  new  york  without  even  contacting  her  .  she  would  spend  the  summers  in  brazil  with  her  mother  or  ,  as  she  got  older  ,  couch - surfing  with  different  friends  throughout  the  months  .  she  started  growing  apart  from  her  mother  as  she  aged  since  she  wasn’t  going  home  every  summer  since  she  didn’t  rly  feel  any  connection  to  brazil  .  her  grandfather  had  passed  away  &  she  only  has  faint  memories  grandmother  ,  plus  the  city  wasn’t  at  all  familiar  to  her  &  she  wasn’t  practicing  her  portuguese  after  her  mother  returned  to  brazil  .

         through  it  all  ,  music  was  proving  to  be  the  one  constant  in  her  life  she  could  use  to  escape  from  reality  .  she  had  never  done  any  training  or  classes  ,  but  she  just  liked  singing  along  to  whatever  was  on  the  radio  & practicing  on  her  own  .  she  also  found  a  passion  for  writing  poetry  which  she  later  would  realize  was  compatible  with  music  .  she  would  spend  HOURS  in  the  school  library  working  on  garage  band  lmfao  bc  she  couldn’t  afford  her  own  laptop  to  produce  music  &  her  dad  sent  just  enough  money  as  he  was  legally  supposed  to  .  but  she  worked  her  lil  tushy  off  &  applied  to  a  music  academy  in  nyc  &  was  rejected  the  first  year  (  DEVASTATING  when  mixed  with  her  impostor  syndrome  &  daddy  issues ) but  she  practiced  more  &  more  &  edned  up  getting  accepted  the  next  year  .  here  ,  she  worked  on  her  vocal  skills  &  music  production  ,  &  started  accumulating  her  own  music  &  selling  songs  to  music  producers  on  the  side  for  some  ca$h  money  .  

          by  the  time  she  was  16  the  state  decided  she  was  old  /  mature  enough  to  live  on  her  own  so  she  got  a  TINY  lil  studio  apartment  in  harlem  where  she’d  grown  up  with  her  mum  &  she  had  friends  who  she’d  grown  up  with  .  while  it  wasn’t  the  safest  neighbourhood  statistically  sofie  felt  safe  &  just  like  one  of  the  neighbourhood  kids  .  it  was  the  first  time  she  genuinely  felt  like  she  belonged .

        she  was  accepted  on  full  scholarship  to  nyu  & majored  in  music  composition  &  vocal  performance  where  she  started  finally  feeling  secure  in  herself  &  released  her  own  music  on  soundcloud  ,  quickly  amassing  a  following  &  becoming  an  ‘ up  &  coming ‘  artist  !!  she  was  contacted  by  a  scooter  braun  type  guy  who  was  interested  in  taking  her  on  under  his  management  so  she  dropped  out  of  uni  in  her  2nd  year  (  bc  tbh  her  grades  in  anything  other  than  her  music  classes  were  v  subpar  )  .  soon  enough  producers  wanted  to  work  with  her  &  she  was  making  enough  that  she  didn’t  have  to  sell  her  songs  which  she  hated  doing  but  had  to  pay  the  bills  u  know  .  oh  &  her  vc  is  billie  eilish  bc  ofc  shes  my  queen  go  stream  when  we  all  fall  asleep  where  do  we  go  on  spotify  u  won’t  be  disappointed  

        she  also  started  getting  into  the  partying  scene  here  yikes  !! it  was  a  method  for  her  to  numb  all  her  pain  from  her  past  &  impostor  syndrome  &  drown  all  that  out  in  pills  or  tequila  .  it  rly  wasn’t  healthy  bc  of  how  she  would  binge  for  a  weekend  then  try  to  stay  sober  throughout  the  week  but  failing  by  about  wednesday when  she  started  to  feel  hollow  .  she  wasn’t  gonna  be  a  one  hit  wonder  &  her  mom  sure   as  hell  didn’t  go  through  all  that  trouble  just  for  sofie  to  be  a  nobody  addict  !! so  she  kept  it  together  enough  to  start  making big  bucks  & well  …….  here  she  is  :~)

personality

        sofie  blames  it  on  her  brazilian  heritage  but  this  bitch  loves  a  party  !!  like  shes  the  one  who  gets  happy drunk  at  the  pre  then  is  the  first  on  the  dance  floor  then  later  falls  out  of  the  club  &  into  some  rando’s  bed !!  in  the  back  of  her  mind  she  knows  her  drug  &  alcohol  use  is  self - destructive  but  she  figures  shes  allowed  to  let  loose  sometimes (  even  if  that  ends  up  being  most  nights  )  ;  rly  she’s  just  in  denial  bc  she  doesn’t  want  to  change  her  ways  &  lose  her  identity  !!

        doesn’t  put  labels  on  her  gender  identity  or  sexual orientation  .  she  finds  them  restrictive  &  useless  for  herself  ,  labels  would  only  be  to  satisfy  others  .  she  doesn’t  see  herself  as  110%  female  either  like  she’s  all about  gender  being  a  social  construct  /  a  spectrum  ;  some  days  she’ll  get  dolled  up  &  wear  heavy  makeup  &  six  inch  heels  ,  some  days  she’ll  walk  around  in  a  bun  &  tracksuit  &  trainers  .  anyone  who  asks  abt  it  will  swiftly  get  2  middle  fingers  in  their  face  !! shes  uncontrollable  i  swear

         puts  up  a  tough  bad - ass  front  like  billie  does aksjdh  like  nah  nothing  can  hurt  me  im  bulletproof  !!  but  is  rly  just  kinda  broken  underneath  .  she  doesn’t  even  let  her  closest  friends  know  how  hurting  she  is  bc  she  doesn’t  wanna  burden  them  .  she  rly  uses  mmusic  as  an  outlet  tho  so  she’ll  act  totally  tough  then   go  to  the  studio  &  record  all  about  her  heartache  .  will  NEVER  let  someone  see  her  cry  no  matter  how  close  she  is  with  them  .  she  rly  sees  it  as  a  sign  of  weakness  &  shes  in  a  much  better  place  than  she  was  5  years  ago  so  she  figures  she’s  not  ALLOWED  to  feel  anything  but  grateful  .  

         this  bitch  overthinks  everything  !! half  the  time  she  isn’t  rly  listenning  to  whoever  bc  she’s  thinking  about  what  they  just  said  &  if  they’re  mad  with  her  .  she’s  that  friend  who  will  ask  u  to  come  over  to  formulate  the  perfect  text  response  &   fuss  over  it  for  hours  .  that  being  said  ,  if  someone  talks  shit  abt  anyone  shes  tight  with  ,  they’re  gonna  get  it  the  next  time   she  sees  them  .  she  isn’t  about  violence  &  would  never  get  into  a  physical  fight  ,  but  she’d  work  behind  the  scenes  to  ruin  their  life  .  but  then  she  pretends  like  she  rly  doesn’t  care  though  its  obvious  to  those  close  to  her  that  she  cares  way  too  much

has  a  very  hard  time  expressing  love  bc  she  didn’t  have  much  practice  w  it  growing  up  .  she  was  on  her  own  most  of  her  young  life  so  even  if  her  mom  would  tell  her   te  amo  she  would  be  like  uh  huh  gtg  bye !!  

tldr ;  poor  bitch  w  abandonment  issues  who  was  able  to  get  out  of  it  by  channeling  her  energy  into  music  &  numbing  the  stress  with  pills  or  alcohol  which  she  def  still overuses  but  she  doesn’t  think its  a  problem  !! yikeroony  !!  loves  partying  & having  a  good  time  ,  puts  up  a  tough  front  but  is  rly  soft  underneath  .

wanted (* = mw)

friends  from  high  school  !! -  people  sof  stayed  with  in  the  summer  bc  she  wasn’t  going  home  to  brazil  .  

friends  from  music  school  !!  -  she  def  felt  like  an  outsider  among  the  music  prodigies  at  this  school  ,  &  maybe  this  person  was  one  of  the  ppl  she  actually  connected  with  . 

come  out  &  play  !!  this  person  acts  as  a  good  influence  to  sofie  .  they’re  level - headed  &  very  grounding  ,  &  sofie  doesn’t  let  it  show  but  they’re  really  important  to  her  .  this  is  the  Softest  billie  song  (  prob  bc  it  was  for  an  ad skdj )  &  they  inspired  it  bc  it’s  how  she  feels  when  shes with  them  .  they  encourage  her  to  be  all  that  she  can  be  &  they  believe  in  her  ,  &  they’re  prob  the  one  person  sofie  trusts  the  most  which  is  SAYING  something  !!

*exes  on  bad  terms  !!  -   ok  this  would  basically  be  based  on  all  the  songs  billie  has  about  a  failed  relationship  /  heartbreak  !! shes  got  a  bunch  .  im  thnking  maybe  she  was  actually  rly  into  them  but  had  a  hard  time  expressing  it  bc  she’s never  been  good  with  emotional  expression  ,  &  it  led  to  the  relationship  feeling ?? unfaithful  /  disconnected  ??  idk  but  she  rly  loved  them  &  is  still  nursing  that  heartbreak  .  (  x  ,  x  ,  x  )

the  paris  to  her  nicole  !!  -  ok  i  f*cking  hate  that  i  said  this  but  she’s  nicole  richie  its  true  !! she  needs  a  messy  gal  pal  exactly  like  how  paris  &  nicole  are  i  stan  them  (  x  ,  x  ,  x  )

roommate  !!  -  bc  of  her  abandonment  issues  she  rly  doesn’t  like  living  alone  so  prob  is  the  roomie  who  will  sleep  in  their  bed  from  time  to  time  bc  she  doesn’t  like  being  totally  alone  .  

*when  the  party’s  over  !!  - these  two have  been  hooking  up  for  a  while  no  strings  attached  but  recently  feelings  have  been  caught  !! &  now  they  still  hook  up  quite  often  but  sofie’s  kinda  harboring  feelings &  pretending  all  is  well  but  she  rly  hopes  they’ll  just  stay  the  night  from  time  to  time  ,  &  gets  secretly  heartbroken  when  she  sees  them  flirting  or  leaving  with  someone  else  . they  can  also  have  feelings  if  u  want  that  angst :~)

fwb  !!  -  sofie  is  pretty  transparent  when  it  comes  to  what  she  wants  &  she’s  got  a  bad  habit  of  replacing  dealing  with  problems  with  getting  laid  !! like  u  know  in  movies  when  the  man  opens  his  wallet  and  a  row  of  like  20  pictures  of  different  women  fall  out  ??  that’s  sof’s  aesthetic  .  she’s  got  a  bunch  of  fwb  of  all  genders  so  bring  me  some  pls

***mutual  dislike  /  copycat  !!  self - explanatory  ,  sofie  thinks  this  person  is  copying  her  in  everything  she  does  &  thinks  its  annoying  af  so  she  wrote  a  song  abt  it  &  hopes  they  indirectly  get  the  message  even  if  she  drops  not  so  subtle  hints  .  skfldjh  itd  be  messy  pls !!

party  buddies  !!  -  someone  who  encourages  sofies  wild  ways  .  when  the  two  get  together  its  usually  to  get  drunk  or  high  &  thats  the  way  they  like  it  .  sofie  doesn’t  feel  judged  by  them  as  she  does  by  others  who  don’t  get  obliterated  at  every  social  event  (  what  an  idea  !!  )  so  she  rly  values  them  ,  even  if  she  doesn’t  express  it

 ** 8 !! - someone  who  kinda  reluctantly  got  into  a  relationship  with  sofie  out  of  maybe  a  desire  to  save  her  from  herself  ??  like  u  know  that  good  girl  bad  boy  trope  where  the  girl  tries  to  save  the  boy  from  whatever  he’s  struggling  with  ?  that’s  them  but  the  roles  are  just  reversed  -  good  guy  ,  bad  girl  .  it  was  kinda  just  filled  w  her  being  self - destructive  &  confiding  in  him  but  not  rly  reciprocating  the  care  so  he  became  kinda  distant  bc  of  it  .  tbh  she  prob  knew  he  was  too  good  for  her  but  had  a sliver  of  hope  he  wouldn’t  leave  her  even  tho  eventually  she  became  too  much  for  him  .  (  lyrics : you said, "don't treat me badly", but you said it so sadly, so I did the best I could, not thinkin' you would have left me gladly. i know you're not sorry, why should you be? 'cause who am I to be in love, when your love never is for me?” )

good influence  !! this  person  can  tell  that  her  beahvior  is  unhealthy  &  are  trying  to  gently  nudge  her  abt  it  .  she  can  tell  what  they’re  doing  but  her  addict  brain  is  telling  her  its  invasive  &  threatening  so  shes  not  the  fondest  of  this  person  ,  but  deep  down  she  really  appreciates  them

music buddies !! these  two  are  both  in  the  music  industry  &  rather  than  it  being  competitive  ,  they’ve  developed  a  friendship  from  it  & enjoy  working  together  .  

* someone  sofie  ghostwrites  for  !! for  whatever  reason  ,  this  muse  doesn’t  write  their  own  songs  & instead  pays  sofie  to  write  them  for  them  .  she  doesn’t  love  it  but  its  a  way  to  make  money  &  give  away  songs  she  doesn’t  feel  attached  to  but  are  worth  something  .  maybe  its  tense  bc  they  claim  the  songs  as  their  own  &  sofie  doesn’t  like  it  ,  this  could  be  ~escandolo~  later  !!

*** my boy ( high school bf ) !! - ok  tea  this  song  is  the  one  that  broke  her  into  the  industry  .  she  produced  it  all  herself  &  just  relased  it  to  her  soundcloud  thinking  it  wouldn’t  rly  go  anyway  but  !!  joke’s  on  yung sofie  .  essentially  he  thought  the  relationship  was  going  well  ,  she’d  met  his  family  &  they  rly  liked  her  but  !! sof  was  feeling  kinda  smothered  &  told  herself  he  was  lying &  cheating  on  her  n  shit  so  she  wrote  a  song  about  it  !! &  once  it  was  starting  to  get  attention  he  was  like  ….. uhhh  what  the  fuck  & she  was  like  haha  sorry  !! so  they  broke  up  &  ever  since  its  been  animosity ,  but  she  realizes  she  fucked  up  but  it  launched  her  career  so  she  doesn’t  know  whether  to  keep  up  the  idgaf  i  hurt  you  or  apologize  .  

* ex - friends  !!  ok  pls  i  have  this  hc  where  sofie  got  way  too  high  one  night  &  slept  with  this  person’s  dad  or  sibling  or  smth !!  u  know  that  line  in  ‘ bad guy ’  where  she  goes  ‘ might  seduce  your  dad  type  ? ’  ya  that’s  got  sofie  written  ALL  over  it  !!   &  now  they’re  not  friends  bc  sofie  can’t  keep  it  in  her  pants  but  both  sides  kinda  misses  the  other  but  are  too  stubborn  to  say  anything  :~(

exes from college / high school  !!  - ok honestly i just love all the exes plots . gimme someone who like maybe they were hooking up & decided to give it a shot dating & it worked for a while but ultimately fell apart bc of sof’s inability to open up. maybe theres still tension or maybe theyre friends now !!

* lovely  !!  -  i  need  a  male  voice  for  khalid’s  part  in  lovely  bc  i  need  this  song  in  my  life  bc  its  a  whole  ass   sofie  mood  ok  .  

i’ve  also  got  a  wanted  connections  tag  linked  HERE  dksfj there's  not  much  in  it  yet  but  feel  free  to  check  it  out  .  ok  i  love  y'all  

[ceebeesthings]

Bird Box au (sp)

Part 3

... the door opened and there stood Kyle. His eyes held the same look as Cartman who tried to kill him a few months ago. Tweek was shaking but not with fear with anger..was Craig alive he didn't know but all he thought was he was dead and he needed revenge.

"You fucker!" Tweek yelled holding the bat up his face and eyes lighting up with rage.

"Tweek..what do you want to do? Think about this..you can live!" Kyle smiled a sort of creepy smile. Wendy was terrified closing her eyes and holding Aiden underneath the blankets as tweek watched Kyle go to the windows.

"Stop moving Kyle or I swear to Jesus I will kill you!" Tweek shouted pointing the bat to Kyle slowly moving towards him. Kyle frowned and turned to the window.

"you know I wish it didn't have to end like this Tweek you could have seen the beauty of them." Kyle sighed then went to open the window and tear off the paper covering the glass but was hit to t he ground immediately. Blood started to poor down from the back of his head and onto the ground but tweek wasn't done. Tweek repeatedly started bashing the bat into Kyle's head tears goibg down his face.

"This is for going outside! This is for trying to open the window! This is for being an idiot! And this..this is for my boyfriend!" Tweek shouted bashing Kyle's head in from behind now all that was left was a non identifiable face. Tweek stopped with the bat hanging loosely from his finger tips as his face still holding a rage. He stood for a second breathing hard only listening to the baby's sobs then soon dropped to his knees and let a sob out.

"oh god! Craig!..Im sorry.." tweek cried and cried hugging his knees then soon stopped. He looked at Wendy and went to her side.

"get your items ready we got to go.." tweek whispered while Wendy nodded and opened her eyes. She held the baby close to her chest then began getting her stuff together and packing. Tweek went to his and Craig's room gathering everything he needed then came across a picture of the two. He grabbed it put it in his pocket and got the other necessities and once done Tweek sighed wiped his tear stains then looked to his ring on his right hand.

"I'll miss you Craig. I love you." Tweek whispered then kissed his ring soon looking for Wendy. He found her sat on the bed rocking her baby so he sleeps and slow tears coming from her face. Tweek knocked softly and Wendy looked back and tweek could see the sadness in her eyes as she got up and wrapped her bag around her shoulders.

"me and Craig have a summer house about 10 miles into the woods we should be able to get there with my navigation. The car is able to get us 7 miles in that direction but the rest we have to walk." Wendy nodded at Tweek's words and they headed to the car. The car looked in good condition but the keys were somewhere. Tweek groaned then looked at Wendy in the passengers seat then the baby. They need this.

"I'll be back soon I promise. I just need the keys." Tweek exited the car and felt his soul leave his body. Craig was and always is the driver.. he's bound to have the keys. Tweek we to their front door and put on his blind fold slowly opening the door and blindly walked out. One hand holding a pocket knife the other open as he crouched slowly looking for Craig's body. Tweek closed his eyes and listened to feel at peace but then he heard small gasp and breathing.

"c-craig?" Tweek whispered and it stopped for a second then a small rustling was heard.

"tweek? It's me." A raspy voice tweek knew too well so Tweek tried following the voice.

"Tweek over here..ugh!" Craig said normally with a small grunt as tweek followed it soon feeling Craig's torso.

"Craig! You're alive!" Tweek felt a few tears fall as he hugged Craig who groaned causing tweek panic as he let go quickly.

"W-whats wrong?" Tweek asked concerned facing towards the direction he believes is Craig's face. Craig grabs Tweek's hand and slowly shifts it to the small would near his stomach.

"no! Craig please you're going to be ok I promise please..don't go." Tweek whispered letting go of Craig's hand who just grabbed it again. Craig then intertwined their fingers and Tweek felt his ring; both their rings. Tweek smiled as Craig kissed his hand causing a small giggle between them.

"I love you." "I love you too." "Listen tweek I don't have enough time. Im too weak. I can't go-" "No shut up I'm taking you with me. Final answer." Tweek was quite strong from boxing and wrestling as a kid and a bit into his adult life causing his to have only a small amount of struggle taking him to the car.

"plus you have the keys." Tweek joked as he made his way back into the house slowly and into the garage and now both men had their eyes open. Wendy looked happy in the passengers seat and opened the back seat door for them. They got in and the first thing tweek did was kiss Craigslist roughly.

"Wow! Excuse me sirs but now is not the time." Wendy joked looking away and attending to her baby. Tweek backed away and started wrapping up Craig as well as he could. The bandages turning red soon. Craig groaned as he laid on the back seat holding it.

"Wow..that was something tweek." "Yeah. When we get to the summer house we'll get you patched up better." Tweek said and grabbed the keys from Craig and started the car.

"ready?" Tweek asked the two as he looked back to them with a small smile. Wendy looked to her baby then nodded and Craig smiled at tweek and nodded.

"Get ready cause here we go." Tweek softly said and slowly backed out going slow then speeding up watching the GPS and they were on their way. Blindly driving to their location who knows what dangers are left..

Part 3 is done. I had a bit of thinking to do this but I hope you enjoy this one which is kinda sucky but y'all thanks for the support for the past stories!!

[kihyxnnie]

🌺85 questions🌺

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people

thank you @lucasthiccthighs tagging me 💗💗💗

🌈 last 🌈

1. drink - black coffee bc im middle aged apparently

2. phone call - my brother

3. text message - i dont rly text hahahhahahah

4. song you listened to - A.C.E Cactus

5. time you cried - I can’t even remember

🐸 ever 🐸

6. dated someone twice? - Yeah

7. kissed someone and regretted it - i dont kiss people unless im sure i wont regret it

8. been cheated on - i think i have idk

9. lost someone special - sure hing

10. been depressed - ive had negative thoughts for a long period of time but ive never been diagnosed so I wouldn’t say so

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - ew no

🐱 fave colours 🐱

12. Light Blue

13. Yellow

14. Black

🌻 in the last year have you… 🌻

15. made new friends - id like to say so

16. fallen out of love - i dont really believe in love

17. laughed until you cried - this is the one thing im always doing

18. found out someone was talking about you - hahah yeah

19. met someone who changed you - does kpop count?

20. found out who your friends are - yep

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - not in the last year idk

🐤 general 🐤

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - 95% i reckon

23. do you have any pets - i have 3 dogs

24. do you want to change your name - i just want a middle name hahaha

25. what did you do for your last birthday- I spent the day being sad and going out for dinner and having my first legal drink

26. what time did you wake up today - 9:51 am

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - dreaming abt mark lmao

28. what is something you can’t wait for - One of my internet friends sent me a letter that she wrote on a jb photocard and im pumped for that

30. what are you listening to right now - SF9 Fanfare

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - yeah i have

32. something that gets on your nerves - people who expect everyone to be fluent in english

33. most visited website - tumblr and youtube

34. hair color - dark ass brown

35. long or short hair - short

36. do you have a crush on someone - i dont believe in romantic feelings

37. what do you like about yourself - my singing voice

38. want any piercings? - atm i have all the ones I want, but id like a double helix on my right ear

39. blood type - I dunno

40. nicknames - nelly

41. relationship status - single

42. zodiac - taurus

43. pronouns - she/her

44. fave tv shows - tbh i dont watch tv that much

45. tattoos - i have none but want like 2

46. right or left handed - right

47. ever had surgery - i had my tongue cut loose lmao hi

48. piercings - both nostrils, industrial on left ear, 3 lobes on each and navel

49. sport - i did gymnastics for ages

50. vacation -south korea, london and japan

51. trainers - im gonna assume this is shoes i like and im gonna say no and go with timberlands

🐹 more general 🐹

52. eating - i like most food with like a soupy thing? But im weak for ramen

53. drinking - i like most cold drinks

54. i’m about to watch - im procrastinating finishing dream high 2

55. waiting for - to get employed wow im sick of appying

56. want - a good nights sleep ahhahahahah

57. get married - i am afraid of it

58. career - musician or translator

👽 which is better 👽

59. hugs or kisses - hugs

60. lips or eyes - eyes but nice lips are a plus

61. shorter or taller - taller

62. older or younger - older or same age (i have strong maternal feelings towards younger people)

63. nice arms or stomach - I like nice arms but i dont mind that much

64. hookup or relationship -  relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant - hesitant but adventurous

🍔 have you ever 🍔

66. kissed a stranger - id rather die

67. drank hard liquor - when i was an edgy 16 year old abt 2 years ago yea

68. lost glasses - yes wow

69. turned someone down - I reject 99% of men bc i cant be assed

70. sex on first date - i am afraid of that

71. broken someone’s heart - If i did it was probs mutual

72. had your heart broken - once i think

73. been arrested - no

74. cried when someone died - yeahs

75. fallen for a friend - i havent rly fallen for anyone

🐫 do you believe in 🐫

76. yourself - depends what for

77. miracles - yes

78. love at first sight - lol no

79. santa claus - i wish i did

80. kiss on a first date - only if im interested in them otherwise NOPE

81. angels - yes

🐑 other 🐑

82. best friend’s name - kai and reilly atm

83. eye color - dark brown

84. fave movie - jurassic world

85. fave actor - i like the rock and kang sora

I’m tagging: @ecstasyxkpop @monstaxnight @yikes-anotherkpopblog💗💗💗

🌺you don’t have to do it🌺 (I need more friendds lmao im sorry to the tagged people!!!)

[donghun-s]

the very large sp3arb tag

so @sp3arb has tagged me in a total four tags recently and i’m finally getting around to all of them!! tysm for all the tags, meri (btw i love your name?? i think its super cute!) and i hope you learn a bunch of unnecessary stuff abt me lmao (under the cut bc this is a long ass post)

i dont have a name for this tag

1ST RULE: Tag 9 people you want to get to know better

im not tagging anyone bc im bad at things and most ppl i wanna know about, meri has already tagged so

2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true.

APPEARANCE: - I am 5'7 or taller - I wear glasses - I have at least one tattoo - I have at least one piercing - I have blonde hair - I have brown eyes - I have short hair - My abs are at least somewhat defined - I have or had braces

PERSONALITY: - I love meeting new people - People tell me I am funny - Helping others with their problems is a big priority of mine - I enjoy physical challenges - I enjoy mental challenges - I am playfully rude to people I know- I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it - There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY: - I can sing well - I can play an instrument - I can do over 30 pushups without stopping - I am a fast runner - I can draw well - I have a good memory - I am good at doing maths in my head - I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute - I have beaten at least 2 people arm wrestling - I can make at least 3 recipes from scratch - I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES: - I enjoy sports - I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else - I’m in a orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else - I have learned a new song in the past week - I exercise at least once a week - I have gone for runs at least once a week in warmer months - I have drawn something in the past month - I enjoy writing - Fandoms are my #1 priority  - I do some form of Martial arts

EXPERIENCES: - I have had my first kiss - I have had alcohol - I have scored a winning point in a sport - I have watched an entire TV series in one sitting - I have been at an overnight event - I have been in a taxi - I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year - I have beaten a video game in one day - I have visited another country - I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

MY LIFE: - I have one person that I consider to be my Best Friend - I live close to my school/work - My parents are still together - I have at least one sibling - I live in the United States - There is snow where I live right now - I have hung out with a friend in the past month - I have a smart phone - I own at least 15 CDs - I share my room with someone

RELATIONSHIPS: - I am in a Relationship - I have a crush on a celebrity - I have a crush on someone I know - I’ve been in at least 3 relationships - I have never been in a Relationship - I have admitted my feelings to a crush - I get crushes easily - I have had a crush for over a year - I have been in a relationship for over a year - I have had feelings for a friend

RANDOM: - I have break-danced - I know a person named Jamie  - I have had a teacher that has a name that is hard to pronounce - I have dyed my hair - I’m listening to a song on repeat right now - I have punched someone in the past week - I know someone who has gone to jail - I have broken a bone - I have eaten a waffle today - I know what I want to do in life - I speak at least two languages [i don’t speak two, i speak one and sign in another] - I have made a new friend in the past year

alphabet tag

Rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better

I was tagged by Roxanne ( is it ok if I call you Roxy? I like Roxy) Actually @lxx-fxlix  And for some reason it did not give me the notification you did, I was casually stalking your blog when I saw:

A: age? 16 (01 liner)

B: birthplace? North Carolina

C: current time? 7:53 pm

D: drink you had last? Arnold Palmer (half sweet tea, half lemonade)

E: easiest person to talk to? for me, it’s my irl best friend gwen and my best friend on here, krys

F: favorite song? oof i’m super indecisive so i’m just gonna commit to mayday by got7 (it always changes but mayday has stayed on my constantly rotating playlist for nearly six months now; most are on for six weeks, max)

G: grossest memory? uh probably when one of my swim lesson kids tried to eat a bug (they were like four) and i had to make them spit it out into my hands 

H: hogwarts house? proud slytherin!!

I: in love? i love a lot of people, but i’m not IN love

J: jealous of people? not anymore, my self-esteem has gotten so much better in past years

K: killed someone? uhm a couple of times in fics (*cough* jinjin in not like this *cough*)

L: love at first sight or should i walk by again? not love but pls walk by again bc i’m probably enjoying your aesthetics

M: middle name? christine

N: number of siblings? one, an older sister

O: one wish? to adopt a kid with no family or an unhealthy one (obvs when  older and financially stable)

P: person you called last? my sister called me yesterday morning, and before that i had called my friend to tell him abt a near death experience when i was driving

R: reasons to smile? something good will happen to you, you’ll meet someone wonderful, and there’s always new experiences to happen

S: song you sang last? poet by bastille (an underrated fave)

T: time you woke up? about 8 am

U: underwear color? light heathered grey

V: vacation destination? i’d love to go to greece someday! santorini would be my first choice, and then my great-grandparents old village near thessaloniki

W: worst habit? probs my dermatillia (picking at acne on my face until it bleeds, then picking at the scabs, leaving a bunch of scars that will never go away)

X: x-rays? i got one on my tailbone one time, two years after i sprained it bc my mom didn’t believe me

Y: your favorite food? uhhh most anything tbh; i quite like the honey butter chicken sandwich from pdq

Z: zodiac sign? libra

✨ Fun Facts Tag ✨

Rules for this are:

Have fun with it!  

Tag some of your mutuals

1) Favourite colours:

orange!! and after that, any kinds of pastel or muted darks

2) Favourite song at the moment:

lotto by exo has been on replay in my head, my car, and my earbuds

3) Last book you read:

the sun and her flowers by rupi kaur

4) Last TV show you watched:

i tried to watch part-time idol bc hyunbin from jbj was in it, but within the first 15 minutes they set up an unnecessary relationship so i had to nope out of there real hard; i then reverted back to rewatching white collar for the fifth time

5) Last movie you watched:

does john mulaney’s nerflix comedy special comeback kid count?? if not, probably nightmare before christmas way back around christmastime

6) If you have a pet whats their name?:

four dogs: pheonix, kino, midge, and bess; three horses: little man, gem, and andy (ironically i’m allergic to dogs and horses, and my dad keeps buying more)

7) If you have siblings how many?:

one, my older sister

8) Favourite thing to do on a weekend:

i love doing my swim lessons and seeing all my kids!! i haven’t been able to lately bc of the weather, 

9) Best tumblr friends:

i only talk to @cheesyramynry on a daily basis, but i have a lot of blogs that i consider friendly acquaintances or casual friends as well!!

10) Favourite thing about yourself:

i value my compassion and empathy above all else; i am very much the mom friend and love to be it

11) Favourite memory:

ah i have so many; i think rn i’m gonna go with this past christmas, bc it was my last one with my grandfather

12) 3 weird habits:

swallowing gum, taking all my pills in descending size order, i tend to mimic how a singer sounds when i sing along to the song (ex: if they have a british accent, i’ll subconsciously sing in a british accent; if they stress certain syllables in certain ways, i’ll do it too)

13) What would you call your style?:

comfortable (stretchy jeans, t-shirts, hoodies) and with a few signature Gay Things (jean jacket, flannels, oversized mens’ button ups, a couple gay/bi pride shirts)

14) Odd talent:

if i have lyrics in front of me to a song i’ve never heard before, i can predict the pattern of the tunes and rhythm and sing along the first time

15) Do you have a tumblr crush?:

literally all of aroha and all of the sk fandom (y’all are the loveliest fandoms i’ve ever been a part of)

the stray kids tag

Rules: answer the questions in a new post, and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better.

I’ve decided that in celebration of Stray Kids pre-debut album I needed to create a tag. The ultimate goal for The Stray Kids Tag is to learn about your Tumblr mutuals, and have fun answering the Stray Kids related questions!  Here we go:

1: When did you decide to join the Stray kids fandom?

i saw a thread of information abt the suspected nine members before they were officially announced and was like ‘yes i must stan them and love them with all of my heart.’ so uh,,,,, back in august or september??

2: What is your favorite episode of Stray Kids? uhm, i’m gonna expose myself rn and let y’all know that i’ve never actually seen a full episode of the show; as soon as i heard it was gonna be a survival show, i knew that i couldn’t watch it bc my heart was too weak and i was emotionally incapable of becoming too invested while watching it; but from clips, i quite like the episode with the 3:3:3 mission, and also the last episode when all nine were reunited and told they were going to debut together

3: Who would you say is your bias in Stray kids?

my initial one was chan, and they i got rlly confused, and then slowly came to realize that it was jeongin (anything else after that is a fucking mess)

4: Who would you say is your bias wrecker in Stray kids?

literally kill me all of them bias wreck me so hard bUT hyunjin, jisung, seungmin, and chan have been wrecking me so hard in particular lately

5: What line would you want to be apart of in Stray kids? uHHH not dance line bc swimmers have 0 coordination on land; i quite like singing even tho i’m not good at, so probably that, but i can also hit all of chan’s english rap parts in 3racha songs, and keep up with lafayette’s raps in hamilton, and a lot of the english rappers i like too so uh,,, sign me up for rap line too

6: What is the first song you heard of Stray kids? hellevator

7: What is the first song you heard of 3racha? i think it was either hoodie season or runner’s high

8: What is your favorite song on their pre-debut album?

young wings or school life or yayaya (or grr or 4419 or glow or hellevator)

9: What is a concept you’d like to see Stray Kids try in the future?

i love their current optimistic and slightly rebellious teenager concept rn bc its an Eternal Mood; but i always love myself a soft boyfriend concept 

10: if you could meet with the members of Stray kids for one day what would you say to them?

how proud of them i am, and how proud of themselves they should be; i would tell them about how they’re saying things that resonate deeply for their fans and i love that they’re talking abt real world problems; i would also make sure to tell them (chan and 3racha especially) to make sure to rest more, and eat well, and take care of themselves emotionally as well as physically; and finally i’d like to tell jeongin how wonderful he is and that he’s doing so much at such a young age (lmao he’s actually eight months older than me but that’s no the point) and to never lose his cute little smile

finally done!! meri, if you actually read all of this, uh thank you????? i hope you now know everything you wanted to know abt me, and probably more than you wanted to know

i’m bad at tagging people, so if you also made it this far and haven’t done some of these tags, choose one, or a couple, or all of them and do them yourself!! just say that i tagged you!!