#im trying to take more time on these bc i feel like im making things too fast tbh so ive been useing peoples asks to practice art stuff

[luigilore]

hii it’s vershautece im saying this here so hopefully as many of u as possible can see this!! so i should’ve said at least something before i left lol but when i took a week hiatus last month i came back earlier than i wanted to bc of temptation, and i didn’t want that to happen this time because i’m genuinely done, and that’s why i just clicked deactivate without looking back lol.

instantly i realized how bad that might look bc it could look like i’d been doxxed or that i was in a bad place mentally bc of what was happening, and that’s why like 30 min later i came back on using a diff account to see what ppl were saying, and then i spoke to 3 blogs on here privately. but i’ll explain now why i left and why im not coming back.

it was absolutely nothing to do with the twitter stuff, like not in the slightest. i didn’t even look at what they were saying except from the first thing that was posted - all i knew was what u guys were telling me in my inbox. what actually made me leave was i just suddenly realized i was arguing with people soooo much, like every 2 days because i always wanna say whatever i want and get my points across😭. but i realized while i find these debates and arguments amusing (+ i genuinely do lol, what ppl say online has absolutely no effect on me bc u don’t know me irl) it also was just becoming exhausting regarding how it would be taking time out of my day, and more specifically not even just arguments but also my inbox in general! i get at least 50 asks a day and i welcome them and even encourage more lol but it was making me procrastinate so much and then also i’d a lot of the time feel bad if i didnt reply to some. so, when all that shit was happening the other day it just made me realize that blog wasn’t serving me. it was fun, but it’s like an addiction being on here lol. im glad you guys miss me and i miss you all too :)) but there r so many great blogs on here and another thing is i do feel like without my constant debates w ppl you guys are gonna feel a lot calmer on here😭

RE the racism stuff, there is absolutely nothing i can do to prove i didn’t send that ask to taelophone - all i can do is tell you that i didn’t, and i’m not even gonna say anything else, there’s no point.

mandy and palmersluvr have spoken on behalf of me and said everything i wanna say perfectly <3 i felt sick to my stomach when i saw ppl believing that was me, and now i realize there’s nothing more to say, because it wasn’t me, and if u don’t believe that then im not interested in trying to convince you otherwise! all i cared about was my fave blogs on here knowing the truth

!!^^

[xxcrumbxx]

No not a bouther at all ,thx for the tag :> yap yap yap

LAST SONG~ If you wanna stay by Sweatcult

FAV COLOR ~ purple and orange ♡☆♡☆♡

LAST MOVIE~ I'd have to say Shrek4 ,Me an my bff where drinking an rewatching all the Shrek movies

u can skip this whole next part if yah want im just talking about drinking games and my alcohalic beveriges of choice:]

( also DO NOT turn the trolls movies in to a drinking game, every time they sang we took a shot and let me tell yah whisky is a hell of a thing lol. I dont get hang overs but by god my friend felt like they where dieing,we made it to the halfway mark of the second movie bf we couldent even pick up the glass lmao. Im saying dont bc if ur not carfull or dont have the body copasity you will probly get alcoal poisaning an i dont want that for ya'll. Its fun but be safe always drink water and its okay to tap out at annytime when drinkin in general ,yah thats right im goin all older southern siblin on y'alls ass'es oh an if u do plz try whisky an sweet tea as a chase its acctuly pretty good u just take a swig of sweet tea with an affter ur shot or as mutch as u want. It helps it go down oh an that stor bout sweet tea in a jug is ass. Get lipton ice ta bags make it stove top,put water in ur gallon pitcher about a qourter the way up add up hot tea then fill it the ret SS the way with water an add two cups on souger also dont burn the tea but leave it till u can smell it cookin an its a dark brown almost black:] an then take shots of black velvit whisky and then boom u got wat i drink lol xP also plz dont drink Under age it can an will mess with ur development and i dont want anyone gettin in trubble :v )

LAST SHOW~ legends of kora my friends finnaly goten me to watch it

SWEET/SPICY/SAVORY~ I love meat and I love sweets. So I gess savory an sweet, Icant pick one. Every time I eat chocolet I crave lightly seered still a lil bloody meat and every time I eat meat I crave chocolet . Oh an bone merrow. I like bieting and splitting the bone an sucking it out,if u do this be carefill not to cut or peinch ur self on the fragments.the merrow is like a rewird for finnishing the meat:]

RELASHIONSHIP~ ITS odd,ppl think me an my bff are dateing, we use too but were just friends agin. tho "just friends" dusent feel right,we've been bffs scents early childhood and had alot of ups an downs but idk its always been just us so its what ever,id like a friend group but were both anxcity riddled lol. Im verry protective of them too. Like im not overly protective anymore but I still cant help but be there "scarry dog" and they are verry attatced to me calling me things like Crumbyyyiieee and always wanting to hang out and trying to lean on me when we sit or stand still. Tbh its like @waverens slasher sun an moon. Tho im a mix of sun an moon an there sun in the relashion ship. Also I too would adore a giant celestual theyemd robot to hold an cuddle an love on an do silly acctivitys and sutch. Like i acctuly want that really really really bad :,[ ♡♡♡☆♡☆♡☆♡

LAST GOOGLE SEARCH~ Michal Afftion fanart, im workin on more fan art of sandman and doctor sunshine, i need to lurn how to draw glam rick freddy an make a few more drowing bc its a sillly lil meme comic / slide show thingy mabob about DJ an Leo. Its ganna be awile so im not ganna post wips bc "spoialers" lol :>> im trying to figure out how I wanna stylize/ what form I wanna draw Michal's ghost in

Getting to know your mutuals

Tagged by @driftingmoonmenace omg hiiii

Last song: don’t fear the reaper

Favourite colour: pink! :) I love pink. And then cyan, purple, black, and grey :)

Last movie: Electric Dreams! :) I’ve been watching it on repeat. Edgar my beloved.

Last show: such a hard to answer question because I dont actively watch many shows. Probably bluey? Unless we count tiktok series then Cafae Latte :)

Sweet/spicy/savoury: recently ive been a sweet fan. Chocolate, cinnamon sugar, maple, kettle, pralines, the likes.

Relationship: not applicable as im aroace 🥰🌸✌️

Last google search: what is sildenafil. Someone mentioned it in a thing I was reading and I got zero context clues

Tag youre it if you wanna play

@squibbles-gubwee @thelonereni @luckyyyduckyyy

[dreamyblanket]

Heya, saw your blog and thought it was pretty nice! You’re doing a grand service to the Carrow fans out there!

If it’s not too much of a hassle, I had thought of an idea of Mystic Flour wanting to be approachable to the Reader by smiling, but she ends up unnerving them when she instead gives that creepy smile she makes in one of her sprites.

You smile to show people you love them right ? //^^//

[puppppppppy]

learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way

[bogkeep]

pros of having a 900+ post queue on my sideblog: a steady source of nutritional, organically sourced Good Posts; keeping the lifeblood of tumblr flowing like a beating heart

cons of having a 900+ post queue: sometimes i realize that the artwork i just queued away is an unsourced repost/ai generated and i have to scroll down all 900 posts to delete it

[akabloom]

interrupting loquat week w shinobu 😇

[maraschinotopped]

ive been staring at the naqtube channel page just doing analysis thoughts in my head for like 15 minutes and ive just been hit with the realization that Damn this is not normal. normal people dont do this. either the mental illness or the mild sickness is doing something to me right now.

[brokenmagxc]

x. just a reminder: to make sure i am making time for my irl responsibilities, health, friendships, and hobbies, i am going to be forcing myself to use the queue more and schedule all replies moving forward ( save for when i have #BME aka big muse energy ). right now my queue runs 3-5 posts a day. just wanted to give my mutuals the heads up !! this does not change my openness for new threads and writing partners, just wanted to put more realistic expectations on my time here. though that being said, please feel free to DM me if you want my discord even if we haven't talked yet — i will be doing much more chatting, plotting, and casual writing there to fill up my brain throughout the day when i get small breaks from irl. otherwise, have a lovely rest of the day, i'll see ya when i see ya around !!

[moeblob]

Amazing, take some of the side character demons from Evil Bound.

Vincie is a menace to Chuck and Chuck alone so in Hell, Chuck hexes his hand behind his back so that he isn't grabbed as much (and it's harder to pet him). Chuck is like the most irresponsible older sibling ever to demons though so Kelvin recruits him (as an older sibling vibe) to go help him get his ACTUAL older sibling from Earth. Chuck agrees. And then drags Vincie from Hell with them because no one else wants to babysit him and he refuses to unbind the hex just to re-hex when he returns to Hell.

In Hell, Kelvin actually doesn't appear much different than his human form! Like Kronos, the lines under his eyes are red in Hell but black on earth. Chuck however? In Hell he has wolf-ish ears and has a fur lining his neck (note the neck scars in human form). In addition to that he has four eyes in Hell (note the scars under his eyes in human form). Vincie just has horns in Hell. And! In Hell the hex doesn't have a silly looking "tied up" look, it's invisible unless Vincie strains it with movement and then its red text. But it shifts on earth to be visible.

Vincie's biggest agony for the entirety on earth is "dude it's colder here than in Hell I want a jacket to slip my arms into BUT I CANT BECAUSE IM BOUND".

[puppppppppy]

i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you

[puhpandas]

as someone who isnt super excited for sotm for certain reasons I am really glad that like. it's clear that since ruin theyve been setting up for carnival and sotm IS carnival. so now that carnival is finally coming out, afterwards theyll be moving on to other plotlines since the main villain stuff is sorted out

I'm just rlly happy to finally see a clear direction for how the story is gonna be playing out with like "okay these games were leading up to this so after this will be open possibilites" instead of like. absolutely no info about each upcoming game and being left guessing before it releases and just having to wait and see what's in it and if anything you're looking forward to will be in it

it feels like they have a plan and a solid direction for what they're trying to do and after carnival releases thatll be all that buildup coming to fruition. & we already know from the Scott interview that theres another release 'beyond sotm' that's 'super exciting' so maybe thatll be focusing on another big currently untouched (which is basically all of them) plotline, or even the big campaign game that dawko has been calling security breach 2

[trainerethan]

In my imagination of red and leaf being twins and both autistic I think the only reason leaf doesn't have the same totally blank 😐 face as red is because she did the age old classic of practicing facial expressions in the mirror every day until she learned the basic ones. She also made her default expression a smile 🙂 to seem more approachable.

Unfortunately since the expressions don't come naturally to her and she had to learn them, the can come off as exaggerated/overly dramatic. Which is fine for some people but others find it equally as off-putting as reds poker face. It makes her a little sad when people dislike her because of it bc shes doing her best to fit in but can't seem to get it right.

She puts a lot of effort into masking at least when she's a kid-teenager but once she's older and has made more solid friendships she can let herself relax and not need to stress about it so much, although in social situations she may still slip back into old habits.

Red does not mask and never really has. I choose 2 believe his mom was really supportive and accommodating so he wasn't forced to hide his autistic traits unlike leaf. This is because in my au they are twins but their parents split and leaf had to stay with their dad. Who is not as understanding as their mom.

Idk if he'd be actually horrible to her but he was not as patient or understanding as their mom + leaf also just craved more friends and wanted to be able to socialize more so she eventually learned how. Red is content with the 4 people he knows (mom, oak, daisy, green) and prefered to mostly be alone so he didn't have that motivating factor to do it.

He was very content with having one friend, green, but he was def lonley during their "rival" phase when green stopped hanging out with him and was focused on trying to prove himself in some way only he understood or worried about. Along with that is green also being the master of masking for the most part. I don't see oak as being particularly accommodating and patient with him so while Daisy probably was, she's also not a parent so she couldn't be responsible for caring for green the way oak should've been.

As they got older green also craved to be seen as cool and popular amongst his peers so he started masking heavily and also distanced himself from red. Unfortunately he realizes that being accepted for a fake version of himself by mainly strangers is actually very lonley and he misses their friendship 😢 but atp he probably figures red wouldn't wanna be friends again bc of how green ignored him for so long so I think they don't become close again until After the gym challenge "rivalry"/red dissapearing/reuniting years later. So they were both missing each other a lot but both felt unable to reach out bc of the distance that grew between them when green pulled away. Anyways tldr green pro masker leaf trying very hard to mask but struggling a bit and red rawdogging his autism never masked a day in his life.

[luck-of-the-drawings]

when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING

[iamnotlookingidonotseeit]

fascinating revelations out of my dad's professional coaching of the whole family today

my mom scored astonishingly high on empathy and caring for a woman who seemed to find it next to impossible to express that to me

my dad has done an insane amount of work to be so warm and personable considering that his natural inclination is towards strong reserve rooted in anxiety (just like me!!)

my sister shocked - SHOCKED 🙄 - to learn that she scores almost zero in empathy AND very high on manipulation

actually shocking reveal that my sister always knew she was my mom's favorite. like I kind of assumed she was mean to both of us but apparently most of the biting comments were for me

[tanicus-caesareth]

guarana drama, damage control