I am so discussed by my art. I like only a few arts. Everything else is awful and discussing. I could've done better. And I don't deserve all the love that I get.
In the past I already didn't drew everything that was in my head because I was afraid that people won't like it. Now I don't like it.
I see improvement, yes. But it doesn't help.
This feeling hunts me for years but no matter how much I've hated the piece, I always posted it. Now I feel even more terrible when I understand that people will see this. Even if they would love it. I would hate it more.
I want to tell myself that I'm getting better mentally but I am getting worse and I know it. So worse that I can't post my art at all.
I am sorry
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went to get some stationary for my upcoming placement and coming back to my desk to watch two lectures for this one course because someone from the last batch suggested that we should have two lectures instead of one 😵💫
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