#im truly so disappointed
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
I am so horribly disappointed by the Paris Olympics, I can't even frame a sentence without having to take a pause to just scream in fury.
Vinesh Phogat from India was the first wrestler ever, man or woman, to reach the finals and have the opportunity to play the Indian National Anthem at the Olympics. She usually always played in the under 53kg category but due to some issues, she went with under 50kg.
She then went on to ANNIHILATE all competition by winning so wonderfully, it made all Indians proud. She won the semifinals, progressed to finals and even had an opportunity to win it. However, at night, she realised she'd gained roughly 3kg and wouldn't be able to participate with that weight. She ran on a treadmill with thick jackets on, sat in a hot sauna, didn't eat or drink anything and, in desperation, cut her hair off. After all this effort, her reading was 50.1kg and she was eliminated from the Olympics.
The weight of 100g pushed her back to the last position, not even letting her get her well-deserved silver medal. Due to severe dehydration, she fainted on the venue and was later admitted in a hospital. Just today, she announced her retirement.
In spite of not winning the gold medal, she is a champion, not only because of her other accomplishments, but because of her relentless support and participation in the wrestlers' protest against the then chief of Wrestling Federation of India for sexual harrasment. She spent months on the streets of New Delhi to get the government to do something and nearly threw all her medals in the River Ganga to get the authorities to act. She was a champion through and through. Gold medallist or not, she truly is gold.
#vinesh phogat#paris olympics#paris 2024#olympics#paris olympics 2024#im truly so disappointed#sorry for the long post
887 notes
·
View notes
Text
i love to rewatch my earliest anime and be deeply disappointed. anyways /i/ know the most important part of furuba
#the real reason haru is there is thanks to emil my friend emil seeing him as a cow and going I Dont Think Thats a Bull#fruit's basket#ritsu sohma#momiji sohma#yuki sohma#hatsuharu sohma#kisa sohma#the transgender family. btw.#cant finish furuba because ive now seen screenshots of ritsu and momiji both 'cleaned up' and no longer dressing feminine#and im simply too disappointed. whats even the point#ill read a little further bc i want to satisfy 8 yr old me with certain plot points i never got to see realized before#but know happen. otheriwse... i know im gonna be truly disappointed by endings. so i shan't.
204 notes
·
View notes
Text
finally some good pjo tv news
#pjo tv#thalia casting looks AMAZING i have watched some clips of her and she seems great#im still disappointed in and lamenting the tyson stuff and how that is definitely all going to turn out a horrible mess#and im sure s2 is going to be shoving as much thalia into it as it feasibly can and probably beyond what it feasibly can#but at least it looks like we're going to be getting more of the ''the actors are doing a great job the script is just bad''#i can live at least a little bit with bad show if the actors are good. theyve made it bearable so far#the actors truly are the only thing keeping the show afloat
93 notes
·
View notes
Note
Hello, can i have a modern sylvain pls??? PS: i love how you draw scrimblos
Finally another Wheel Spin and thankfully modern equals I get to draw someone with fish somewhere on their outfit. (Overlay layer my friend how I missed you)
#fe three houses#sylvain jose gautier#also shout out to literally everyone yesterday who backed me up and supported me on making sure i wasnt in pain#regardless of how others told me to take pain meds cause hoo boy#i do feel better today without the pressure of being a disappointment by taking care of pain as need be#esp since im making sure to not overuse it - like im still obeying the times in between the doses and not doing more than allowed#and so yeehaw managed to speed run sylvain aka it took 25 minutes and i know this bc i set a timer for 30mins#just to make sure i didnt overdo it from aiming to please too hard while still recovering#truly wheel rng and desktop timers my beloved#they really help me lmao................. i .... need the motivation to start too so setting a timer makes me have to start#instead of putting it off and off by scrolling here or staring at a blank canvas pondering nothing
117 notes
·
View notes
Text
Obi-Wan's look of exasperation when Anakin starts flirting with Padme the second he sees her will never not be funny
#actually his look of exasperation whenever anakin does anything in this movie will never not be funny#anakin: *opens his mouth to speak* Obi wan: Oh my god will you please stfu my VERY young apprentice#hes also probably so disappointed that anakin is so bad at it too#probably thinking anakin have I not taught you better???#how do you have zero game whatsoever#obi wan does not get payed enough for this#anakin truly is a human disaster and this movie is gold#this is the second time im watching this movie in 24 hours idk what that says about me#star wars#obi wan kenobi#anakin skywalker#sw attack of the clones#attack of the clones#sw aotc#aotc#padawan anakin#padme amidala#anidala#star wars prequels#kate's post
130 notes
·
View notes
Text
tbh im just happy to see people excited especially after everyone was kinda bummed out after soto. i want to trust that anet did listen to us and did improve and did learn and its just so fun to see people hyped and happy
#im usually very positive; maybe even naive when it comes to this game. its hard to really truly disappoint me#its just nice to see some energy on teh dash again :) makes me so happy! makes it exciting! i love u guys!#dios wisdom
51 notes
·
View notes
Text
one thing though that i thought was very interesting in tsc was how jeremy and kevin swapped some key personality traits the fanon associated with them. kevin being a grounded, stable pilar vs jeremy being (though well-intentioned & kindly) pushy and falling into codependency with jean like many of us assumed would be the inevitable outcome of kevin and jean reconciling. quite surprising!
#ill be honest with you babygirls im still grappling with jeremy in my mind#hes not much of anything to me#jean sucked all the personality out of him and thats not even a sex joke#i think jeremys highest points are when he is away from jean#and there are not nearly enough of those despite him being the other main character#but when he was with jean so much of it was him worrying about and cleaning up after jean#theres truly so little about him as a person#which i was a little disappointed by because tfc is remarkably good at characterization even of side characters#i know jean is a big personality and anyone put up against him will feel like stale bread but kevin and renee and neil held their own#just fine#i know his story is far simpler than jean’s will ever be but there are ways to go about it#unfortunately for me jeremy felt like neurotypical gansey#and that’s a dreary description#i was rooting for himmmmmmm i was rooting for him!#txt#jeremy#kevin#tsc
40 notes
·
View notes
Text
every day I think about the insanely good potential that a Carnival freeroam has like it could have an incredible atmosphere brand new animatronic variations vanny cassie villain it could give EVERY character screentime and not feel too cluttered it could heal me
#like steel wool PLEASE.#you have everything set up for you right now this could be amazing#i will wait 2 years for this i stg#i know we arent gonna even get half of the potential realized probably but a boy can dream#😔#pandas.txt#pre hw2 dlc#the fact that sb was lined up after dreadbear#they could 100% line up another freeroam after hw2 dlc and god im so ready they improved so much with ruin#but im worried theyll fumble like they did with hw2#IF they even do a freeroam i truly have no idea#someone tell me to get this idea out of my head im gonna get disappointed
26 notes
·
View notes
Text
monstrilio – gerardo sámano córdova
[TEXT: Our son died before the dogwood pushed out its first flower, a bloom so simple with four white petals and a burst of yellow-green in the center—a beginner’s flower. I believed that flower was my son reincarnated. One believes the stupidest things in grief. I spoke to the flower and called it my son. And then I laughed because how ridiculous—how cruel, really—it would have been if my son was reincarnated as something so ephemeral, frail, and beautiful. I killed that first bloom with one swoop of my hand. Dead again, my son could become something else: the shell of a tortoise, strong and ancient, or a hideous fanged creature deep in the sea where he’d see wonders even he could’ve never imagined.]
#its about grief and the way we act in grief#its about the unfair expectations and the ideology of strength and normality even in the memory of your child#your son is not allowed to be fragile and gentle even in death because then he'll always be that fragile in your memory#which twists the tragedy of his death into something that was inevitable and lessens the weight of that loss#and how that pressure of views is reflected upon M's life. going from free and themselves while feeling loved loved#to hiding within themselves to not be a disappointment before they remember who you truly are (an imposter unworthy of love)#which causes M to flee so they can exist without the restraint of whats socially expected which will kill you before you are deemed normal#but okay okay im done. for now.....#Monstrilio#Gerardo Sámano Córdova#cryptcites
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
i know ive been mean about sally rooney in the past but part of me has always wanted to like her so im so tempted to read her new book because then maybe i will FINALLY get it like maybe she will actually move me this time! but at the same time i dont care and i dont want to care id rather spend my time on other interesting books, books that i know appeal to me thematically and subject wise and that ive been recommended or whatever..... and yet. the sally rooney itch remains and i dont think it will go away until i actually enjoy one of her books
#because i KIND of liked conversations with friends and im glad i read it. but i was thoroughly disappointed#and i hated normal people lol like its one of the only books i can truly say i disliked through and through#but even then. i wanted really badly to like it and i was interested in connell. but alas! it was bad. for me#so idk. for curiosity's sake i might try reading intermezzo#but wont it be sad if the only sally rooney book i can enjoy is the one with the male protagonists. like would that be fucked up or what
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
beyond upset at the good omens s3 news, but good on them for booting g*im*n fuck him honestly. i hope everyone working on the episode puts their whole pussy into it and gives us an at least halfway decent ending to this show.
#im now eternally grateful that i waited so long to get into the show#i didn't watch it until i think right before s2#im so sorry to everyone who's been there since the beginning#to put so much time and effort into loving a show only for it to end this way#is truly disappointing#the worm speaks#good omens#good omens s3
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#...how upset will people be if i dont update on monday...#if i can finish this chapter i will post it later in the week if thats okay#..i just dont want to disappoint anyone...#im truly so so sorry but this week wasnt good and i didnt finish in time...#if your mad or disappointed im really so sorry i dont mean to keep doing this
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
what if i EXPLODE
#the most basic and classic kpop queerbait pose but i still love it youre right#the lyrics during these scenes too this is a song for women and sapphics#they did this for the gay closeted church girls#i literally had a hand over my mouth gasping shocked shaken the entire mv GAOWD im giving the japan division a big kiss rn#momos wolfcut too IM GONNA GJRKDUWP38RBJ#the bridge was so good mina always serves she has given and she has never disappointed!#i LOVE the way sana sang the mmm humming part in the beginning it reminds me of her lines in wallflower and YEAH SHES STILL THE BEST AT IT!#and momos rapping OHHHHHH she has truly never not killed a rap her deep raspy voice is so perfect omg#them turning into paintings in the end YEAH POETIC CINEMA#so glad they made this a littke gay bc all art is inherently gay no im not elaborating#yes obv i saw minas back they had no business putting it there not even 30 secs into the song what if i actually combusted#having this AND oec air force one in one week if god hates the gays why do we always win 👩❤️💋👩
119 notes
·
View notes
Text
Dosto doodles per request... i actually think i really like the direction of this razumikhin maybe
#The idiot#crime and punishment#Floydoodles#Why notttt...!#This was fun. I also dont mean to disappoint but... i only am a chapter into the idiot. Im so sorry.#No one is mad truly but i meant to start months back then things happened... lalala
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
Unfortunately for everyone involved, Brent doesn't understand the concept of being bought a joke, like, why would someone SPEND MONEY on a joke? Since Karen's his friend and bought him a shirt, he's like. Legally obligated to wear it at least once... ? Probably?
So while he suffers over the idea of wearing it and not wanting to wear it at work he eventually would wear it and Karen would suffer the fact she needs to actually not try to joke too much in a teasing way if it's gonna be Treated Seriously. Right suffering from being gay because oh, Brent looks nice in color. (Chris would find out about it at work that he missed Brent in color and just stares at Karen because she is an absolute menace how did she manage that.)
#oops i fell in love#it all started when i said i imagined brent getting his hair messed up by one of his cousins and right seeing it#and atticus is like DOESNT HE LOOK SO MUCH SEXIER LIKE THIS and brent agonizing bc he doesnt want to hear that from his cousin#and then right is like well im too gay for this conversation because yeah kind of on the cousins side#and atticus beaming and then the person i was telling said shed like to see him less formal#with like a short sleeved button up or just a jacket rather than a suit coat#and im like brent would turn to dust if you put him in short sleeves haha but a jacket would be nice! and doable! probably for him!#and then i realized WAIT KAREN WOULD ABSOLUTELY BUY A HAWAIIN SHIRT AS A JOKE FOR HIM#and he would not realize it was a joke and he has to please his friends or else they will be disappointed so he HAS to wear it#like he legally has to wear this shirt at some point but he would wear a suit coat over it but#it was a gift from karen :c he has to wear it :c :c she would be heartbroken for the gift to go to waste#and then everyone (karen and right in this situation) would be like oh no he looks miserable but also v good#for what it is worth there are many times where right points out to brent that the only reason paul talks to him sometimes is#because hes just really gay and paul is suffering a dude crush so clearly in the dumbass's brain the gay guy is the only solution#then points out I DONT EVEN TOUCH PEOPLE EVER WHY IS HE FUCKING LIKE THIS#and brent is like truly a mystery im sure it has nothing to do with his trust in you#but anyway#one day im gonna draw brent in that shirt and it will be miserable for him but hell do it for karen
19 notes
·
View notes
Text
Every time I go to a party I'm reminded that it's not that I can't interact with people, it's just not a desire I have :(
#i always feel so guilty when ppl i just met are like wow u seem so cool! because im really not!#im good at masking and making people feel comfortable! its got nothing to do with my personality unfortunately#no version of me is as true as who i am by myself and idk i feel like a fraud for being nice?#ive had many people be disappointed when i just. dont want to hang out#im not a 1 on 1 person i hate being alone with someone#even with people i dearly cherish i just cant find myself comfortable when others are around#and its not about them either i think im just not compatible with social interactions#im not really looking for advice btw like this is just something im coming to terms with#i love people i truly do i just cannot exist properly around them#anyways fat bear supper was really nice :')#the mashed potatoes??? they were so fuckjng good like bro you dont understand#and shoutout to the ppl who made a salmon lasagna that was so good as well#friends played a beautiful beautiful song they made (if they end up putting it on spotify ill share it here its about a cow named Margot)#anyways i guess soft reminder you never know what people are struggling with regardless of how functioning they appear#(mashed potatoes recipe is as follow: unpeeled potatoes#+whole milk+butter+rosemary+thyme thats it thank u)
12 notes
·
View notes