#im tired of yalls nonsense

[witchybimbocow]

Sigh, I hate that I have to address this too.

I am a real person with real responsibilities and commitments outside this app. No one is owed my time, my energy, my attention, my body or anything else.

I give my attention to those I can. When I can.

I suffer from chronic pain and mental health issues. Alot of the time, I do not feel up to chatting.

If you have a real problem with this you have some options.

1. You can unfollow me and delete conversations

2. Block me.

3. Take it up with Daddy ( @wulver86 ) if you really want to be a dick about it.

Otherwise, respect me or get blocked. Simple, easy, painless.

Thank you

- Rue

[favorite-lie]

honestly whatever

i just want some balance 

im so tired of my life being a literal emotional roller coaster where one day i want to fucking end my life because of how i think a horrible person i am and then next day feeling so happy that im just overwhelmed with joy i cant breathe and move normally and just laying down and laughing for completely no fucking reason and then havign a panic attack and then feeling absolutely nothing and then going to sleep and everything repeats in random order with some new tropes from time to time

im just. so tired of it all i dont even know what im doing anymore

[okawarihappylife]

i am once again thinking abt the lost potential that is hypmic.

[knifeslidez]

some of you really need to get it through your thick skulls that acknowledging trauma isn't connected to any sense of morality

[kicksnscribs]

Ok this is dumb but i'm gonna try it anyway:

I've said in my previous post that Tumblr just isn't working for me interaction wise, i don't feel like i come up with anything interesting enough to bring interest into my fanworks and worldbuilding, and all i seem to do is post doom-y shit and i'm T I R E D of it

and like i've said before i don't like just throwing shit out into ppls faces bc...well i've always told myself that it was rude to do so without permission but now that i've gotten it out there it sounds really stupid

but then there's the insecurities about my stuff to go along with it too

maybe its the depression talking for me again, i know this shit is really tiring to read with my back and forth nonsense but i really don't know what to do with myself rn despite trying to fix things, and this is just another one of my impulsive decisions

[napping-sapphic]

Glad i was feeling it last night💀 i’ve gotta start drafting my post-midnight posts from now on

[melandrops]

people who hate on modern art are the pick me girls of the art world

[adelacreations]

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[sketchy-scribs-n-doods]

reminder for st fans that treat ships as a competition to get their asses out of my notes and off my posts, esp salty ha/rrin/groves and self righteous ste/ddi/es, your jokes aren't funny and your stubborn us vs them bullshit is irritating. i ship both and yet somehow some of y'all manage to be mad annoying across both lines, learn to shut up and mind your business

[thebuttsmcgee]

uh

Hey guys

I think things have gotten officially and legally worse now.

[epaily]

look its hardly my fault suicidal demons are the best characters

[thepoetjean-makes-stuff]

I've been feeling like I've been bouncing from job to job lately, not from lack of work ethic, time put in, exp or anything else? But because of circumstances beyond my control, like no matter how good I am, I have nothing to show for it, and that's bumming me out. I cant wait to either have: a) a stable job where I can consistently make good income to pay all my bills as well as focus on my creative work as much as id like and/or b) make enough money from my freelance creative business that I can just make creative work all the time, as much as I'd like forever. Either is possible, change is inevitable, etc.

PS. I'm fine, btw! Just needed to vent. Many thanks for listening :3

[stitches-and-icecream]

it just keeps happening on my dash and im sick of it

"I hate TikTok!" no you hate youtube

you hate instagram

you hate that unilateral decision making power is concentrated to people who dont even fucking live with us

theyre chasing the invisible spectre of More Cash promised by the invisible hand of the market and this will never stop until you literally choke your boss to death in the streets

do it

[kipaia]

Why is every fourth post I see a stupid random blazed post with two notes about literally just the stupidest shit. Who decided to do this. Make it stop.

[minijenn]

Damn I guess the vibe today is “heaven forbid MiniJen do anything” huh? 

[voxxian]

i woke up, and pretty much immediately got blasted by my sister in chat