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HEART. LUNGS. LIVER. NERVES. HEART. LUNGS. LIVER. NERVES. HEART. LUNGS. LIVER. NERVES. HEART. LUNGS. LIVER. NERVES.
#HEART. LUNGS. LIVER. NERVES.#POV The Nightmare breaks your concentration and Slays You#i mostly drew the nightmare because its where i met voice of the paranoid#i love voice of the paranoid a lot#i love that the terrified voice in my head gets to be Helpful. and ACT#obviously incredibly prime subject to project onto#anyways i really like this game and when i can find the time and energy ive been trying to find all the paths and achievements by myself#so please enjoy my first post of the new year#i will not promise there will be more#i couldnt decide if i like the colors for the hand breaking our concentration so im giving yall both#voice of the paranoid#slay the princess#the nightmare#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#couchcouchcouchcouchart
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the amount of doodles ive made in 2 days is actually insane. hello? it's so dark in here.
#great god grove#my art#ggg click clack#ggg inspekta#ggg bizzyboys#ggg bauhauzzo#ggg huzzle mug#ggg cobigail#fun fact this isnt even all the doodles i havent posted ive made. theres STILL MORE.#WHICH IS TERRIFYING CUZ I WAS IN AN ART BLOCK AND THEN BAM.#THOUGH THE REST R CLICK CLACK HEADCANONS AND STUFF AND IM SELF CONCHUS SOOOO. DIES.#also look at da blatant favortism.... evil#anyway cobigail is my wife i just am insane w drawing another character (sad but had to happen)
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mission report: you go back to college and we wait
#hifi rush#hfr#hi-fi rush#hi fi rush#chai hifi rush#chai hi fi rush#chai hi-fi rush#phew these are a job#supermegacool art tag#digital art#anyways just projecting since im starting uni in half a month n im terrified#hope i end up like him. trash collector#THIS TIME im listening to the prodigy are you proud of me chai#also also thank u for the love on the previous posts it means a lot 2 me...................#okay bayyy
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if i wake up and dont find this fiend under my tree in his lil tube i WILL throw up
#snap chats#'snap didnt you say youd be terrified if magneto was real let alone in your house' ok and. the fear is part of it we're moving on#increasing favorite genre of magneto is him being in goofy prisons bro get him OUT OF THERE !!!#evil bisexuals go into the tube of shame....#i watched Pryde of the X-Men last night. hi. is this just an excuse to post about that Maybe Idk You Dont Know Me#someone remind me i need to gif like two things from this short jaerLKJVealkjelkj#it was cute ... i really dug the art style ..... also the animation was nice#not super crazy or anythin but there was some small things bout it i appreciated#still very confused why logan was australian like the first xmen movie wasnt even a concept yet ..... whats all this then lol ...#OH ALSO this is the thing where magneto's like. 6'10 💀 tall prick can he die.#anyway im off to sleep. merry christmas my friends !!!!!
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(。・・。) witnessed so much Fronnie today I had to draw them too
#fnaf#fnaf security breach#glamrock freddy#glamrock bonnie#fronnie#im not posting this on twitter or instagram because my family is there 😭 and I#no wait my bro follows me here#but he’s cool because he’s a furry#anyway#idk I thought maybe the pose was -w- too much I’m trying to not be nervous about these things#im 27 and terrified of these things 😭😭😭#by these things I mean romance#scandalous#pix doodles
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Împietrite-n ape stele, în lumina lor sub ele, Eu aud cum din adâncuri vocea ei dă din mormântu-i.
Uite ce-a fost astă vară.
leaving terror with a message for erebus, alone by moonlight, unarmed, despite jopson's and lt. little's protests
#my art#the terror#the terror amc#the terror fanart#francis crozier#the 3 songs i have on my playlist for this show r so somehow fr#these lyrics r from astă vara by alternosfera#anyways i been reading the book and theres some aesthetic choices there that dont show up in the show and i wanted to depict that#this book has. issues. but thats fine whatever#im learning the characters a LOT better this time around#ohmy god posting shit to new fandoms is so terrifying anyways go my scarab part two
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maglor's first time getting to go to a concert / his favorite singer attending maglor's first big concert
#silm#silmarillion#maglor#i didnt feel like inventing a name for the band so their name is just Band in tengwar#im pretty sure band means something in sindarin anyways (as in angband)#btw i have decided the band guy is named#moredhel#hes a feanorian and later a captain of maglors guard in the Gap#and yes he still dresses up like mandos for the bonus intimidation factor in battle#maglor's horses are the least easily spooked in all of beleriand because his army is half singers and all very screamy#only a few of them do the full feanturian look tho#it's very effective because everyone is scared of mandos#ranging from the people who actually know him being somewhat weirded out by his whole prophecy thing#to people who only know his reputation being absolutely terrified#maybe theres one feanturian warrior who specifically dresses as one of irmo's maia#and who specializes in those weird Songs that make people see the events of the song#ooh maybe moredhel survives to the third age and lives in rivendell#he doesn't normally wear the feanturi makeup anymore and basically nobody born post-darkening remembers feanturian-emo/goth subcultures#so when he does put the feanturian mask and makeup on half the house starts screaming about mandos#elrond unfortunately has to deal with it#at least he's causing less trouble than ''''Lindir''''
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the same clownery as usual lads 🌳🍑
!spoilers (but not for today's upcoming chapter lol)
'cultivate' by amazing wonderful talented @neonghostcat
#cultivate#cultivate: slow life on a monster infested mountain#liushen#listen i know the space between posts is shorter than usual but I had these done and didn't want to hold onto them so uhm everyone hush#anyway hsdkj#i know ive already said this before but youre gonna hear it again aha i loovee shen jiu and esp how he's written here he's so fun#💞💓💖💕 bastard meow meow#hes such an ass but he means good deep down 😭😭#anyway rip to SY's most probable aneurysm once he reads how SJ decided to sign himself lmao#and also congrats to SY for his first child in a rebellious teen phase ahhasjdh#but tbf xiao draco does scare me to death fr fr troublemaking children are terrifying stay strong shen yuan hdjsah#and thats about it im gonna go take a nap now cheerio everyone
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Knighthoods of the Mail
(pages 919-925)
I really like both these panels, the extreme downward angle on Jade who has the disadvantage of being small and the advantage of being alive and angry, and the close up on Grandpa, both of them lit by the strange pink-orange firelight. Fire and burning is a threat we’ve seen for all four kids now, so it creates that parallel, and also a surreal atmosphere from the composition of both images.
Jade is also speaking in the narration on this page – it’s italicized and first person instead of second, written in her register. None of the other kids have done this yet, the narrator is always between them and us. I like the implication that Jade is overriding the narrator but also the idea that the narrator is like ‘you know what, I’m taking this page off, I’m just gonna let her shout’. It’s fun, and I’m interested to see if it’ll happen more.
I am still pretty fucked up over this reveal but personally I would have done it a little differently – the gut punch of ‘He was so much easier to deal with when he was alive’ (p.920) could have been SO much more effective if it hadn’t already been obvious from their Strife that this is not a living man. Even keeping the original sequence but publishing the pages at the same time would have worked, but sitting for a day between the Strife sequence and that line meant it didn’t hit as hard for me.
I do still have a lot of questions. Jade knows Grandpa is dead but seems to still genuinely believe they’re communicating, and who’s to say they’re not? Who’s to say Jade’s powers don’t tell her exactly what Grandpa is saying or would say in this circumstance? If so, it must be a lot harder psychologically to escape his expectations. But even if Jade’s powers don’t come into it, there’s practical concerns – how long ago did Grandpa die, and does anyone besides Jade even know? It’s easy to say Jade should redecorate the house but living so remotely where mail has to be airdropped in balloons, she’s probably not physically capable of that, and can’t get other people to do it for her. Typheus is a little big to captchalogue and where else would Jade even put him?
So I guess I kind of get it? In the sense of Jade keeping the only life and routine she’s ever known, going through the same motions with a stuffed grandpa that she once did with a real one, because the barriers to doing anything different are so high? It’s really easy to adapt to a strange situation when you don’t have a point of comparison to know it’s strange, and when it happens so regularly that it becomes like autopilot.
We cut back to PM, my absolute beloved, one of my most favorite characters. They haven’t been seriously hurt by Jade’s explosive powers but their head wrappings are on fire (btw is the pointy tail of their head covering the shape of the fabric or the shape of their head??) and some of the mailboxes are tragic casualties of the event, which I may never forgive Jade for.
And then one of the metal worms rescues a mailbox! The all important mailbox with the letter to Dr David Brinner in it! Redemption arc for the metal worms who have definitely learned from their predecessors’ mistakes. This is a beautiful, angelic worm deserving of high honors, and PM knows it, giving them an equally metallic heart. If the postal service had an equivalent for a knighthood for a postal worker who goes above and beyond to preserve the integrity of the mail then PM would award that to this worm. I am thinking about PM as a dispenser of justice – someone with a really strong, inflexible moral code who is willing to impartially punish those who break it and reward those who keep it.
> PM: Bequeath the mailman’s cap to this hero.
#homestuck#reaction#gonna talk abt personal stuff in the tags not relevant to homestuck feel free 2 ignore#yesterday i dmed the finale of the dnd campaign ive been running for the past 2 years#not the first campaign ive run but Definitely the most ambitious. and it was stressful and terrifying and i was doing it scared every time.#i could not have asked for better players i loved all their character arcs sm#it was a beautiful 8 hour finale obv there are things i wish id done differently#but overall im proud of what i made but struggling with the goodbye of it all#bc circumstances have changed during these 2 years and. im probably gonna see these friends a lot less now#and this might be the last time i visit this city where i used to live and where i met these people. definitely the last for a while#not everything is forever its good to end things on a good note and this is a time to move on for lots of reasons#but wow im lucky to have known some very good people. and a beautiful city#and i am sitting by the window in the library on my last day here and watching the cold sunlight on the river and i will miss it all so muc#anyway thats why this post is late bc i was doing prep work for the final battle bc these people deserved a session as good as possible#thats all#chrono
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Just a girl with her gaster blaster
#undertale#undertale au#utmv#sans oc#I didn't rlly want to post oc stuff on here cuz my tumblr is mostly for fanart#but i made this cunty ass art of my girl sans oc the other day and i couldn't help but share it#eat up ig#she's like... centipede core cuz im terrified of them#i made her a spider sans girlfriend cuz i read somewhere that tarantulas hunt centipedes so yk... toxic yuri :3#i also have more drafts/concepts with her but idk if I'll ever post them#anyway i rlly like her#muah#my baby my precious eldritch horror baby#“eldritch horror” and it's just an insect inspired oc...#ouch...#sorry insects i didn't mean it like that
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Woken up
#my art#miguel o hara fanart#Drider miguel o hara#drider#atsv miguel#I gotta stop staying up so late#besides this I’m working on drawing vig again#given his current description he sounds terrifying and I need to draw this fool#I’m also still working on the continuation of the couch scene :) it’s gonna be a three parter#there’s so much im working on at a time so have patience with me#anyways love y’all hope you have a good night/morning/evening#I’ll post in a little as always
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hello :D please tell me more about your mezalian (is that how you spell it??) smalletho I will forever be indebted to you
(they are gorgeous I love them sm)
hey hi !! it would be my pleasure … (and I’ve been spelling it mezalean ??? but i have no idea LOL. there might be a canon spelling but i havent watched joels esmp1 since… probably since it ended. i will have to check sometime)
apologizing in advance because i will probably get very ramble-y!!
ummm. Oh god. How to start. Lets see. WELL. In this silly little au (i guess it has become a bit more than just me doodling designs LOL) in my head they have like this sort of zelink dynamic? obviously without all the zelda lore & stuff, just that kind of … okay forgive me I haven’t brushed up on my zelink lore for a good many years but. Like the princess and her personal knight that doesn’t really talk much sort of thing.
this made more sense in my head. But yeah. They have the vibes of zelink ? At least if i remember zelink right, I have a really bad memory :’) not exactly the same, i do think etho talks to joel (whereas if iirc link never really talks) - especially after getting to know him a bit - but just. they have the Vibes. You know?
I reckon Joel’s definitely very into sculpting in this au, maybe dabbles a little in painting - I imagine mezalea to be very heavy on art and expression in general. think you’d especially see lots of pottery and textiles all around the place. He probably also has an interest in some form of like. um. whats the word. Some sort of … fighting. lmao. Specifically thinking of fencing, i had this idea in my head that he’s watched Etho practice outside the palace at some point and is just absolutely fascinated and enamored. by both the practice and etho himself haha.
and for etho… talented swordsman? he is Not washed. i dont really have many ideas for his character in this au To be completely honest, mostly just of his personality. Although, I alsooo think he’s probably not actually from mezalea? I like to draw him with those pointy elf ears, and i think mezaleans are just humans. I cant remember if thats canon or not but um. mezaleans have human ears, so i’d imagine etho’s probably from like.. rivendelle? Is that. What it’s called. The elf guys? Are they elves??? Goodness I cant remember. Grimlands would make sense too since i THINK they’re kind of like. technical engineer guys? but i dont know what species they are um so ,,, yeah,,,,
i think joel’s probably a bit put off by etho at first, mostly just because he’s not super enthused about the idea of a personal guard, but also because the guys a bit odd, you know? but he’s also probably suuuper intrigued by him. he wants to figure this new guy out, and when they start talking a bit more, i think. They are both incredibly charmed by the other. head over heels? possibly.
most of my ideas of this au are just little scenes that are cute and silly but dont follow any main plot. I would love to write some one-shots of some of the ideas i have in the future, but as of right now im experiencing a bout of creative burnout and am busy with the holidays - spending time with family, so… not right now lol!
hopefully this is what you wanted,,,, i tend to get very ramble-y when talking about literally anything, so i do apologize for that haha, i am Not good at explaining things in simple ways, as i’ve said many a time before.
#sphynx asks!#sphynx rambles#i guess i’ll tag this as#smalletho#and#trafficshipping#for filtering#when explaining my thoughts on smalletho (or any ship for that matter) i always feel the need to clarify that um#being someone on the aroace + probably aplatonic spectrum#i always put a bit of that into my headcanon of characters#like in my brain they are never sexually attracted to each other or anyone else#and the relationships aren’t ever easily describable. they just exist as they are without a label.#maybe they kiss maybe they like each other but i never put them in any sort of established romantic relationship in my head#it Is my desire for connection and intimacy without the “rules” and lines between platonic and romantic attraction making itself known#because i don’t really. feel. either? I want to love someone but i am not sure what love entails. and i’d reckon that probably shows LOL#dude i could go on and on about how being aroace feels for me and how i project that onto characters. its honestly. fascinating to me lmao?#i find the topic of love and attraction and friendship and connection and intimacy just incredibly interesting as a whole though LOL#sometimes i feel like some alien (not in a bad way!! ..most of the time) looking in on human life like… how very curious this is! wow!#Honestly i could probably talk about anything for hours. i just really like thinking about things and sharing my thoughts#unfortunately im also terrified of sharing those thoughts and being perceived in general ! social anxiety at its finest here!#i spent the whole day working on this answer lmao. which really shows just how much i struggle putting things into words#and then POSTING those words? i have to reread what ive written a billion times to make sure i don’t sound stupid or insane#and even then i still worry. so at this point its just become.. post and dont look at tumblr for the next while to let the anxiety subside#anyway um.! Yeah.#im going to sleep now. Thumbs up.
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i finished arc-v :]
#ygo posting#it is 4:30 in the fucking morning i will elaborate further. tomorrow or something. i need to do my big long postseries postmortem#ANYWAY. THE END WAS NOT NEARLY AS NIGHTMARISHLY BAD AS I WAS TERRIFIED THAT IT WAS GOING TO BE. THE SHEER AMOUNT OF RELIEF IM FEELING#LIKE MAKE NO MISTAKE. JESUS CHRIST. WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT. IT WAS NOT GOOD. but at least. it was somehow the exact kind of funnybad#that makes me start losing it completely. why. did they do that. why does arc-v end like a fake tumblr post.#ANYWAY. im going to bed. this ygo was a complete fucking nuclear mess. i had so much fun. i love da world
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so lol, i kinda and finally listened to the jyushi and hitoya drama track that came with noctiluna (i am working lol) and it was adorable lol, jyushi and hitoya rode their bikes out to the sea and had a lovely time 🤗
and so i’m sure hearing that the jyushi hitoya drama track was them going to the ocean immediately set off a lot of alarm bells, ik it did for me LOL but the track also went out of its way to explain that jyushi had wanted to go with kuukou as well, but he was mysteriously unavailable, much to jyushi slight frustration, and y’all gotta understand that the second round of manga drama tracks have hinted at developments that happened in this current track drop i’m so terrified the bat drama track might have something to do with the ocean bro 😭😭😭
#this is vee speaking#i can’t remember if it’s something i tossed out on stream or in the tags of some post#but everyday i get more and more certain that ren and unami symbolise something kuukou needs to grow into and something he fears lol#ren’s name means lotus and you know it’s the flower of enlightenment lol#and unami’s name means the sea essentially and that’s one kuukou’s dislikes#so i’m pretty certain something about ren and kuukou’s story symbolises goals for kuukou#but his and unami’s symbolises a fear or something that negatively impacts him in some way#but anyway lol hitoya reasoned that kuukou was probably just busy to get jyushi to stop thinking about it#and kuukou at the end of the track messages jyushi asking him what he’s doing lmao#and the track ends with jyushi and hitoya wanting to come to the sea with kuukou some time#*clenches fist* may it happen and not be traumatic for any of them lol#i’m so sorry i have more to say tho LOL#this track and the curry track had an emphasis on winds actually#like there was a moment of silence in the curry track where the wind rustled the trees and it felt peaceful b4 kuukou ruined it lol#and then in the noctiluna track they both enjoyed the wind riding their bikes and the sounds of the ocean with that wind it was peaceful#maybe kuukou then messaged jyushi??? but nvm that kuukou has a verse talking about kamikaze in terminus#and a kamikaze is ‘the great wind’ translaterated and symbolises destructive forces of the wind and sea#IM JUST SO TERRIFIED WHAT IS THIS DRAMA TRACK ABOUT TO BE ABOUT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#c: jyushi#c: hitoya
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*slaps roof of au where all the characters who didn't make it to megamix got killed off* this bad boy can fit so much doomed yaoi in it!
based on @rhytmrocket's au thingy,, these doodles r assuming that characters disappear gradually (joe thinks as a martial artist he can stop sk from being next) and also the chars all leave objects behind (e.g., a football)
#i get Scared posting Angsty anything#abojt thwse lil rhythm game guys. because i am terrified of being sincere ig#but im posting these anyway bc it's not my au and i dont wanna keep these doodles to myself!!!!!!#rhythm heaven#karate joe#space kicker#punch kick toe#my art
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shanks reminds me of jmw turner's paintings so i wanted to put them together 💥
sketch for the painting under the cut!
#shanks#akagami no shanks#red hair shanks#red haired shanks#red force#one piece#one piece fanart#op fanart#it's kiiiiiiind of what i wanted#i was thinking about how people's eyes flash red when they use conqueror's haki#so i wanted to marry a red sunset by turner with a shanks portrait but it proved kind of difficult to balance the degree of abstraction lol#he's not as terrifying or scary or intimidating as i wanted to convey but the pro of that is that it looks more like a turner portrait#maybe one day i'll try again with a more stormy vibe but yeah the colours and emotion were pretty difficult to put down#i love turner#i tried to explore the more painterly brushes in procreate but i just ended up falling back on my favourite ones aha#the vibe i tried to capture is better conveyed in the sketch 💀 it's the shading. the shading helps convery it better#and i had to sacrifice the shading for the abstraction around his eye. ah well; learning experience!#anyways i know i just posted smth yesterday and also three hours ago but this is my blog and i will post if i want to#(i have to affirm this to myself literallt every single time i feel like im posting too much lmao)#i digress#oh btw that's a marine ship on the left about to go down from haki. jsyk.
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