#im tearing my hair out rn
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gah okay ppl playing da:o through the EA app are yall also having issues of just constant crashing preventing you from progressing in the game? was playing normally with regular crashing but was still able to progress until i got to denerim and each time i entered a building the game would just fucking shit itself and crash every time preventing me from progressing any further
i have no idea if its a memory issue or if its just denerim being buggy so if anyone else has had this issue and knows the fix, id appreciate the help
#dragon age#i got the circle redcliffe and brecilian forest done before reaching this problem#just in case thats pertinent information#also im having graphical errors out the fucking ass#character profiles are just pitch black textures over the model save for hair and eyes#sometimes during conversations most everything save for lighting sources are also missing textures#if i turn anti-aliasing on all graphics are mangled and i literally cant play the game#ive tried compatibility mode#repairing my game#uninstalling and reinstalling#im tearing my hair out rn
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I’m gonna fail math- I AM failing math- I NEED to be making an A by the end of the semester but im so fucking lost aaaaaaaagh im gonna diiiiie
#actively pulling the trigger#AGH#(/j on the death jokes by the way)#it’s so stupid#we’ve gone kver this so many times now#but I just#raaaaaaaaah#im tearing my hair out rn#this is the math class that makes me weirdly anxious for no fucking reason#every time my chest gets all tight and I can’t god damn think#it’s actually the worst thing on the planet#im gonna die
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If you have experienced this: in what way did it feel bad?
#if this isnt a universal experience it might b an ocd thing#i just feel like if i dont kno everything abt the obsession rn im gonna start screaming and tear my hair out#i hate it. my thoughts r running too fast and it just feels bad#but that might b a mood thing affecting how im interacting with my interests lol#and i have a tendency to b upset by my own thoughts so idk#poll#polls
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#a doodley#had such a horrible time trying to draw tonight how do i draw (faces) nearly every day and i still dont get it.#realized rn that ive forgotten how to draw like tops/backs of heads but i look at art from months ago and see that i never actually knew#i want to be more loose with my stuff but then it comes out looking Bad Bad instead of good bad#i dont get it and it never sticks and im so ashamed.....!#im so ashamed.... there's ppl making masterpieces in between studying to become doctors and im here#with all the free time in the world. from birth to present. and it's never gotten any better. despite any of it#everything i learn just turns to dust in time and idk how i want my art to look and i hate that it looks like me and has too much Me.#that's why it sucks i bet#im going to bed before i tear my hair out over not being able to draw#it's deteriorated so much more over the years bc now i overthink every little detail. how do i let go. AND make it look good.
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Hey. Hey. Shhhh... listen to I Gave You All by Mumford & Sons. And now try not to imagine it playing in the background as fed Logan and ghost David are fighting. Try not to imagine the flashbacks of their childhood and early days in the military, sweet soft sibling moments. Try not to imagine Logan holding David's dying form in his arms and crying as he realizes what he's done. Try not to imagine David whispering 'well now you've won' as he dies
#sobbing crying tearing my hair out#“i never meant you any harm- but your tears feel warm as they fall on my forearm”#“how can you say that your truth is better then ours?”#“and you rip out all i had just to say that youve won... well now youve won”#sorry sorry im just so in my 'have vivid daydreams while listening to music' feels rn#snurt ponders#cod ghosts#logan walker#david hesh walker
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I'm puppy sitting and the amount of nervous breakdowns I've had just proves I should not have a pet rn
#for context i just moved out of an apartment with three cats#werent mine#and then this summer my dog died#mannn#im so glad i dont have a pet rn#but this puppy is making me tear my hair out
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my thoughts rn…
#hey healyh8ter nation#I MISSED THIS BC I WAS AT WORK#IM IN TEARS#ripping my hair out rn#im feeling insane x#matty healy#the 1975#matthew healy
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rewatching black sails thinking surely this cannot be as good as i remember. and then it is and even more
#black sails#im at s4 rn tearing my hair out every episode i watch#truly a masterclass in storytelling. the only show ever#shut up el
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By the time she had home everyone seemed to be in bed except her Papa who was busy cleaning up the mess caused by what she could only assume was the dishwasher breaking.
Juniper: "Hey, Papa."
Hugo: "Hey... So... How was your date?"
Juniper: "It wasn't a date."
Hugo: "Well, whatever lingo you kids are calling it today."
#i just realized the counters randomly disappeared lol#idk why that happened but thank goodness im doing this all for fun or I'd be tearing my hair out rn 😅#Sims 4#TS4#Sims 4 Legacy#TS4 Legacy#LovelaceLegacy#LovelaceGen1Part27
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just survived a nightmare (ordering food for my nanny)
#txt#'oh let me come closer... WAIT I CANT SEE 😂😂😂' i live you are youre so funny. but im trying not to burst into tears rn 😭😭😭#i accidentally put the wrong address in 💔💔💔💔 and she is just so loud right in my ear😭#so stressful ordering a meal of THREE ITEMS#URGH#my sister had to do it the last time because i was about to rip my hair out😭 horrible horrible horrible#my nannys computer set up is insane its so bad. my back hurts
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The whole "I hope jakey dies" and "bisexual women's stupid ugly boyfriends need to be [insert way of being killed]" era of tumblr jokes has been sooo stupid and frustrating to me bc like. If people were saying that shit casually about real gay people- sorry, I mean "full-on" gay people and not just the silly stupid half-straight bisexuals people would be losing their damn minds. Like can you imagine the backlash you would get if you told a gay man or a lesbian that their (SUBJECTIVELY) ugly and cringe partner should die on the basis of being. Ugly and cringe. Like what.
#txt#biphobia#sorry im in a mood rn. but if i have to see another one of those stupid as fuck jokes abt insulting a womans bf for the fuck of it im gonna#im gonna tear my HAIR OUT!!!
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the blocked iwtv spoiler tag lookin mighty tempting rn
#literally tearing my hair out with each blocked post i scroll past#LET ME INNNNN#literally brought this upon myself#not able to watch the ep rn and im literally dying inside#amc iwtv
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boooo chronic perfectionist boooooo putting my self worth in academics booo hate this!!!!!! hate it!!!
#literally have a 105/100 in this class rn and i earned 13 extra credit points for this exam tomorrow#and im still fucking TEARING MY HAIR OUT ABOUT IT.#LIKE WHATS WRONG WITH MEEEEEEEE#i really really really dont want this to come off as braggy . i am FREAKED OUT
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its almost 1 am and i got off the phone with my father about 10 minutes ago and im STILL shaking with anger
#all my posts lately has been me going: hi! :) i love my friends. haha batman gaysex. do you ever feel a rage so intense that you#want to claw your skin off? do you feel the pain in your stomach and shake of your hand and it further infuriates you? do you want to#tear someones tongue off and force them to swallow it it so they have to consume all the shit theyve said to you? because thats me rn ^_^#real talk ive started ripping my hair out and im aware enough to be mad at myself for starting that habit again but im still just ripping i#my armpit hair is long so i gotta give myself bald patches again and pick off my eyebrows to balance it out. its a worthy trade-off
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I just have to share my darling @autisticempathydaemon 's Valentine's day gift for me, which was a Shaw security tank (accidentally ordered so big it's a dress which is NOT a problem but also not quite sfw but if you're David Shaw come get this cake 👅👅) and this delightful Solaire cropped hoodie.
I am on my way to become an honorary clan member as I snatch the evil vampire lady for myself and constantly worship at her feet and help her be gay, do crimes.
#almost face reveal#speed run#i just love this little hoodie. we love a cropped girlie#tummy action on point. i will wear this and have the fupa out in hopes of attracting a hot evil vampire lady#alexis solaire give me a CHANCE. A MOMENT OF YOUR TIME!!!#cmon baby. ill clean your feet with my hair and my tears like you're my goddess rn.#redacted alexis#get it. the character but also ME HAHA#anyway. i think im funny#redactedasmr#redacted asmr#redacted audio#im sure SOMEONE will have SOMETHING to say about my sam card for this
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treated myself to the very short beginning section of three houses just now but i had to stop n turn off my switch when the game asked me to pick a house bc i started agonising over whether to go w edelgard first or just jump straight into the claude route
#x#fe posting#everyone and their momma says to leave verdant wind for last bc it’s the most satisfying to tie up all loose ends route#and to do azure moon or crimson flower first. bc they work better as one of the first routes#and i TOLD myself ok ok sure i’ll do edelgard first then that’s fine. i like her and a lot of the black eagle characters im sure it’ll be#fun. but meeting claude in game and giggling n twirling my hair over everything he says is KILLING MEEEEEE i can’t abandon him i can’t IM#GONNA FEEL SOOOO BAD#he’s so charming crying real tears rn. i Know what i need to do but man…. pain n suffering …#i remember seeing a take somewhere once that said smth abt how claude gets so permanently shut out of the true potential of his goals on any#route that doesn’t pick him bc he doesn’t get the chance to really establish himself / figure out all the secrets of the game#and so he’s just narratively. barred/locked out from his dreams for good. and ever since i read that it makes me wanna crawl up n DIE when#i think abt it CLAUDE. CLAUDEEEEEEEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭😭#also just in general he’s SOO funny and quirky i love him so much he only said like maybe ten lines total but he’s literally such a riot#playing the game while knowing what his entire deal is is HILARIOUS he’s so fucking funny. and painfully tragic even from the get go. AUGH#one of his first things being calling himself the embodiment of distrust is so. it’s just so!!!!! like he WANTS u to know it’s all an act#EVERYONE knows it he’s not being subtle at all BUT THATS THE POINT!!!!! bc if everyone knows it’s an act that he plays around w then they#wont go snooping around as much!!!! AUGHHHHHHHHH !!!! CLAUDE !!!!#im going crazy i shouldn’t have played this i need to finish my last assignment first. n then i can lose my mind over claude#OHHH also can i just say his + edelgards first interactions are SOOOOO funny they’re so much fun. i love their little banter n back n forth#literally iconic showstopping no one can top them EVER#anyways. it’s almost 3am i need to sleep n write my essay tmrw lol
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