#im sure its more complicated than that and im making this post to be told “what the fuck is up with that”

[screechingfromthevoid]

I know I'm totes missing something about Vax and his whole deal (I haven't watched the original campaign & I'm like half way through LoVM)

But I thought the implication of Keyleth having a perch for the ravens was that those ravens ARE Vax? I have been thinking this entire time Keyleth hasn't gotten over Vax because he was actively visiting her. But the only way he could get away and see her is to be a raven.

Idk this shit sucks I hope this night lasts forever

[slightly-gay-pogohammer]

As a non homestuck, what deos that mean👀

ough i wanted to be vague and quick but no i wasn't im so sorry fnsdmag tw for transphobia mostly i guess

homestuck ends. it's a somewhat open ended ending and they dont show the "proper" final battle, but it was implied in the comic already how it was going to go. a lot of people remained disappointed in that, but i personally think its a good one

people keep pestering hussie, creator of the comic, to continue the story

hussie, well known troll (haha) who more often than not both praised and made fun of the fandom directly in the comic, writes the epilogues. they're mostly awful and they're the umpteenth big fuck you to the fandom really; one is the "shipping" ending where everything goes bad bc everyone focuses only on shipping, the one is the "fighting" ending where everything goes bad and everyone fucking dies basically. it has some good ideas, there's more fourth wall breaking, but overall its an inconsistent sexist and misoginistic mess made out of spite by someone who clearly didn't want to work on homestuck anymore

it also features character assassination, be it "this character who's entire plot was about not wanting to be alone anymore is now a sex-crazed maniac who doesnt take no as an answer", "this character who was groomed all her life to be a dictator actually becomes hitler" or "this character who a lot of people hc as mtf is now ftm, but specifically in a timeline, in the other they still identify as female". you could argue it's bc the story is about one of the characters having a villain arc and managing to take control of the story and rewrite them, but he's also regressed to be someone who's obsessed with a character we were told he wasn't in love with anymore AND also says transphobic stuff so.

hussie actually opens the epilogues with one of the character saying pretty clearly that they're "beyond canon", and makes sure that everyone known that anything written outside of the comic itself, including sidecomics, videogames and the epilogues themselves, is as canon as you want it to be. unfortunately homestuck fans cant read and that + the fact that the epilogue end in a cliffhanger, homestuck 2 has to happen

hussie wants nothing to do with it and leaves the project to someone else. they give little to no details of the plot if not a few plotpoints, one of which being the fact that a character must be named yiffany

one of the people who was supposed to work on hs2 and the tie-in visual novel games "friendsim" starts fights with readers on twitter and is later on outed as a really bad person of the biphobic and ableist variety

on a minor note, some updates are patreon exclusive, and not in a "they'll eventually be posted" way, but in a "either you follow the patreon or you dont get the whole experience" kind of way

the story also has to follow the aformentioned sexist transphobic racist bullshit, to which they add terribly written "bury your gays" plot and also cheating!! no matter the timeline my girl kanaya gets shafted and cheated on and by now im gonna be real it really smells like lesbophobia in here

also futa jokes. like we all agree that the candy jade situation is fucked up right

in all of this, "what pumpkin" actually starts drama with a youtuber or something. idk. it's the team that sells the hs merch it's even more complicated. oh and also the videogame being so delayed that's a whole can of worms too.

anyway hussie actually says that they dont give a shit no more about homestuck and sell the rights to someone else. first thing we're told is that they're going to drop the 2 from the title of homestuck 2, turning it into homestuck: beyond canon. pretty much openly saying that no, this has nothing to do with homestuck, and it's officially Not Canon.

[twistedchristianscience]

forgot to post about him here BUT I finished my silly little Vashraptor fursuit just before Emerald City Comic Con (and Vancoufur)

except he's not actually "finished", just finished enough for me to wear him to those cons for a bit. he still needs a few more details, namely feetpaws, the stitches on his torso, a more raptor-like hand for his prosthetic, and claws. plus I'm not totally happy with his ears so I might redo them. I'll make legs and different prosthetics eventually, but that probably won't be for a while.

as per usual of raptors, he looks pretty silly at any angle other than side profiles, so its a little difficult to get good photos while im actually wearing him.

more ramblings + WIP shots under the cut because this was the most complicated project ive ever done and im insane

so far, he's taken about $700 worth of materials and 150 hours but I'll make another post with updated numbers when he's fully finished.

the headbase is made of EVA foam, with a hinge from WeaselsOnEasels (covered with that pink fabric because I accidentally put it on the inside, rip) and 40 teeth from DreamVisionCreations. the eyes and antorbital fenestrae have .5mm computer fan pvc mesh-- his vision and ventilation are fantastic, rivaling my suit with a 3d printed base, but fine details like writing and text are lost as per usual with vision meshes (that's not normally much of a problem for me with the furry conventions I go to annually and know the layout of, but it made navigating ECCC a nightmare since ive never been before and the venue is HUGE. I imagine ill have the same struggles if I go to sakuracon-- anyone wanna be my handler for that? lol). the unfurred section is coated with Plastidip and spraypainted dark brown. most of his mane is zippered on both sides so I can remove it and make interchangable versions (I plan to make spiked-up hair in yellow, half yellow/black, and fully black) while the tip of it is magnetic so it lies flat against the base. his tongue is also magnetic. I was originally going to make magnetic eyelids, but in all honesty, I might prefer to make them velcro as they tend to be easier to adjust + more secure than magnetic ones.

the part I hated making the most was his tail, not because it's bad, but because when I was almost done with it my dog got to it and chewed it apart.

you can see there's an awkward little bump along the top near where the light yellow and black fur connect-- when im wearing the tail that bump makes it look broken. but since he's so mangled anyway it can just be considered part of his design since I didn't add any scars to it

the tail feathers were a bit of a nightmare to make but the progress shots are cool

the part I loved making the most, and that im most proud of, is the bodysuit. I thought the scars were going to be a nightmare to sew, but they were actually the most fun and I love how they turned out!! he will be getting an interchangable mane down his back as well but I didn't have the time to finish it. I might also extend the shoulders a little for a better fit, particularly the left as theres a noticeable gap between the suit and the prosthetic as it is.

I showed this video of the pattern to a friend at When Furballs Strike a few weeks back and she told me I was insane. she is correct, and I'm fairly sure me actually finishing the bodysuit in a week only proves it further. but I did it anyway, and I had fun doing it.

Fur used: Yellow (Hair/Mane, Tail Feathers): HowlFabric Buttercup Luxury Shag Light Yellow (Main Body/Face): MofuMofu Mi Yellow Long Fur White (Neck, Top Surgery Scars, Tail): BigZFabric White Short Shag Brown (Ears, Tail Feathers): HowlFabric Fossil Grey Luxury Teddy Black (Arm, Tail): HowlFabric Natural Black Luxury Teddy Scars: HowlFabric Salmon Minky Tongue: HowlFabric Banana Minky Inner Mouth: HowlFabric Vanilla Minky Inner Ears: BigZFabric White Minky

note about the mofumofu fur: it's pretty thin, if you trim too much you can see the backing through it. HOWEVER. this proved to be a positive for the bodysuit, as it's MUCH more breathable than thicker furs like howl's and bigz's. (for the one day I could make it to ECCC and two days of Vancoufur, I wore this suit for 10-12 hours straight with a sweatshirt underneath and never felt like I was overheating, the minky scars most likely helped with it but STILL??) it also doesn't get as matted. whether or not it's worth the $55/yd price depends on what you need it for, if it's within your price range and you're particularly sensitive to heat, I'd say go for it. I only needed a yard for this as I'm kindof a little guy (5'5", 120lbs) so it was worth it for me.

[ace930615]

IMPORTANT PLEASE READDDD

Hey guys, unfortunately I'm going to have to take a hiatus for awhile :-( a lot is going on in my personal life with school and work, and as of recently a few weeks back around Christmas my grandmother caught covid and it really knocked her down and made her extremely weak. She can't really walk anymore, needs oxygen, has bowel incontinence, and dementia. She was in the hospital until about a week ago and was going to be living with my family for the time being until we figured out exactly what my nana needs. I honestly dont know why they discharged her because ... man she was still really bad and they knew that she wouldn't have a nurse to come to our house yet! She was residing in my sisters room while my sister moved into our father's office. My sister and i were taking care of her full time for a week, which was extremely stressful. My sister and i had to make sure she was eating/drinking, cleaning up after her (changing her diaper) constantly changing her sheets and making sure she wasn't taking her catheter or diaper off because she kept doing it lmfao. My sister and i told our dad she absolutely needs more assistance than what my sister and i were providing her, we couldn't even get her properly clean like in the bath since she still had a catheter and could barely move we would have to wipe her down! She started to get sick again and we brought her back to the hospital (which she ended up falling and hitting her head). They tried to discharge her back to our house again but eventually my dad got them to discharge her to a nursing home. She's about an hour away, and might need to go to more of a facility/rehab rather than an elderly home because of how sick she is. It's not something we can exactly afford, its going to take whatever little money she gets by the government (since shes not working obviously) and whatever medical/insurance can cover. There really isnt any other choice, we dont have anyone in the family who can dedicated 100% of their time taking care of her (which would have probably been my mom but shes dead), even then my nana would probably still need a nurse constantly if she were to live at our house. My dad and i have been dealing with her insurance since some of it is in my name, and we found out she stopped paying her bills months ago. This isnt surprising considering how downhill she has gone, even before she was sick but my dad wouldnt listen to my sister and i who were still taking care of her weekly because she just got so weak while she still lived in her apartment (due to old age and a number of medical issues). My nana is also incredibly stubborn and did not want to move out of her apartment for as long as she could. She still thinks she can go back but obviously not. So its been really messy! Really messy and stressful and sad LOL. On top I am also having computer issues which is preventing me from saving any art I draw, which honestly im probably just going to have to get a new computer at this point. If you have commissioned me please reach out, I will also be sending messages when i can to my commissioners and we can further discuss it. I am open to refunds at this time! Unless you are willing to wait until i come back, which could be a few months. I absolutely cannot focus on art professionally right now due to these circumstances. I haven't felt this since my mom got sick and passed away in 2016 so it's really... taking a toll on me and my family. Im sorry if this post is a mess there is so much more to this situation and its so complicated i tried to just go over the most important stuff. Thank you guys again. I will be back soon!

[alstroemerian-dragon]

man. thinking about how the survivors all desperately need new hobbies

like. okay. sonia’s a great example. off the top of your head what are her hobbies? probably learning about and researching true crime and the occult, and watching j-dramas/anime, right? but if you really think about it, her fascination with japanese culture very much feels like her just desperately wanting to fit in and massively overcompensating. so while i do think she probably enjoys those shows, theyre definitely not as popular in her kingdom as she claims (not that im saying she’s lying on purpose, just that. well, when you feel embarrassed about someones reaction to you liking something, sometimes you’ll try to make an excuse for why you do yknow), and plus, its not like they have access to a lot of entertainment media for a while post program. as for the occult/true crime stuff…

look me in the eye and tell me junko did not use that against her. do you really think junko enoshima would not see a girl obsessed with the study of serial killers and not try and warp that into a fascination with her?

i think that stuff leaves a bad taste in her mouth now. and after committing and being complicit in the committing of the kind of crimes she used to be fascinated by, its kind of hard to find the joy in that anymore, yknow? the occult stuff could maybe still be enjoyable, but with how often it feels like there are ghosts lurking around every fucking corner and her dreams are filled with screaming corpses its kinda hard to be fanciful about that stuff.

so. girl needs some new hobbies.

its not much better for the others, either. akanes hobbies were basically working out, doing parkour, eating, and sleeping. the first two are downright impossible for the first several months after waking up, and for the foreseeable future any kind of physical activity is going to be, to an extent, difficult just due to how much chronic pain and weakness she’ll probably suffer the rest of her life. she can get to a healthier weight and a stronger muscular build, but its not going to change the fact that she gets out of breath and sore much faster than before. as for eating… well. thats gonna be a sore subject for a while. so all she has left is sleeping, and sleeping all day is, as ive been told by many people, kind of a depression symptom? and theres no way the others would sit back and let her do that.

girl needs some new hobbies!

kazuichi, from what we can tell, had a few more normal hobbies. in game you can find him gaming with chiaki, and he seems to enjoy coming up with schemes and plans for silly stuff, but overall he just loves his tinkering. he may be the ultimate mechanic but first and foremost he just loves fucking with machines and engines and finding out what makes them tick. but even that isnt gonna work anymore. sure, he could game. if they had any fucking consoles. or a working computer network. or any games. but none of that is happening for a while, if ever. as for his tinkering, it’s gotta be a similarly sore subject to sonia’s training and tutoring as a princess. its too closely linked to what he did as a despair, too closely linked to his talent, to not make him feel like screaming when he smells machine polish. i think he definitely could get back to a point where it genuinely brings him joy again, and before that he definitely forces himself to use his talent and knowledge because they need it, but. its a complicated problem.

the guy needs some new fucking hobbies.

and of course… fuyuhiko.

fuyuhiko… doesnt have any hobbies.

like okay can you think of a single thing from the game (or fuck even the anime) that implies that he has anything he actually does For Fun. he has a sweet tooth. hes dedicated to his clan. he went to the zoo with peko one time. he got in fights at school. thats… those arent hobbies. fuyuhiko doesnt have any hobbies!!! someone get this boy some fucking knitting needles or a book to read!!!! please!!!!!!!!!! i think it would genuinely help him a lot to have something to do instead of just sitting and stewing in his own trash fire of a brain speaking from experience. learn to sew, read some fantasy novels, learn to play the guitar, something. im begging you.

and hajime is his own fucking can of worms.

he probably had hobbies before the Horrors. right? he probably played some video games, maybe liked martial arts films, maybe sketched in the margins of his notebooks. rode his bike sometimes. but now? nothing keeps his interest that long. everything becomes monotonous after a while, and sure, sometimes thats the draw. with stuff like fiber crafts the point is sometimes making it muscle memory so you have something to do with your hands. but other times its not. and his ability to basically excel in most things you put in front of him has to be so fucking boring after a while. a lot of the point of having hobbies is that you arent perfect. the draw is learning, is getting better. even reading can become nothing when any nonfiction book has knowledge in it you already know and any fiction book you can intuit the ending from the first few pages. he probably reads Lightning Fast now too, so it cant hold his interest for long.

he probably has to constantly be switching hobbies and outlets. cant stay on one thing too long, or the ennui starts to set in. that sounds miserable.

someone get these kids some hobbies, man

[antonchigurhfan2003]

8/10/2024

Good morning. I think I have crossed a threshold. I no longer feel like eating and most food in my house doesn’t interest me.

I am disappointed by the weight I see on my scale, it’s been reading at about 137/138 in the mornings. but then again, I remember, I started this odd war against my body at a weight of 170lbs- so really, its quite good.

I found that household chores and art keeps me busy. Inspiration doesn’t work on me like it used to, now Im on to other distractions.

This all started when the love of my life crushed me like a tin can and told me that I was a little too large for his preference. I dont think he realized the impact this had on me, and I dont think he knew at the time about the PTSD and abuse I went through as a child- I dont think my ED is at all his fault, after all everyone has preferences and he was honest with himself and with me. It made me love him a little more.

I dont think he will ever love me; we stayed very close but never crossed the line of love. Thats okay with me, I dont really care anymore, I just want him to be happy. Besides, the guy who works at the local post office is starting to look pretty cute.

Im scared that all my problems will keep love away from me, and Im hoping that getting smaller will get rid of my body dysmorphia and therapy will help me cope with my untreated PTSD? Im not sure. I dont really care about love anymore I guess, it used to matter so much to me, like my whole world would fall apart because of a man. Now I just want to be alone most the time.

Another complication in this might be that I am inclined towards sex; I love sex. My desire for sexual connections trump my desire to be left alone to die. This is sort of lame. My sisters have 0 desire toward sex, at least from what they say, and are disgusted that I am drawn to it. They think its childish and immature to want sexual connection, or maybe they just think every man I am attracted to is a loser, or maybe I am a loser. I have no idea.

Today I will clean until its time to go to work and make money. I love money more than anything. The less time I spend eating and being lazy, the more money I get in my pocket.

Sex and money- its the devil maybe? Or a good motivator. Is it morally wrong? Im not sure. Im not promiscuous, and I work hard.

My coworkers said theres a new guy and everyone thinks hes cute. Im excited to see him, I wonder if what they say is true.

Bye-bye now,

[beheldrose]

Hello! this is my first post on tumblr and figured I should make a general introduction :)

Name: Eros

(This isn't my real name, but I'd like to try it out to see if it makes me more comfy with gender stuff ^^)

Gender/Sexuality: uhhhhhh, kinda complicated on that but my pronouns are she/her, they them, but im very sure on my sexuality which is pansexual :)

Birthday 🎂: it's September 14th 🥳🥳🥳

Personality: I find myself to be kinda chill and rather funny at times. I've been told I'm kinda protective of my friends and and am rather intimidating (but I don't really get the intimidation part °-°) I'm a animal person, which makes sense cause I own a bunch of animals.

Random stuff: I have long dyed hair, but would love to get it cut shorter. I want some facial piercings like angel fangs, labret, septum, eyebrows and such. I am a total choir kid, also played the flute for a very short time. I'm really good at drawing if I have a good reference photo but am trying to learn better with anatomy and such. I am trying to get into gardening. My bones crack a crap ton. I own 9 cats and 5 dogs, 6 of the cats are 4 month old kittens.

I made my blog because I wanted to spew my thoughts out in a more healthy way than bottling it up and I've found writing about it can help.

So yeah I assume a lot of its kinda just gonna be a bunch of rambling, and stuff to try and help with less derealization issues.

So thats about it, if you have anymore questions lmk and I've been thinking of doing an anon list thingy :)

Have the day you deserve <3

✿ 𖥔‧₊˚ ⊹⋆˚✿˖° ✿ 𖥔‧₊˚ ⊹⋆˚✿˖° ✿ 𖥔‧₊˚ ⊹⋆˚✿˖°

[aedificloudio]

JUST REALISED IM LIKE 66% OF THE MAFUAKI TAG????? AND NO ONES POSTED CRAZY INSANE BRAINROT HERE??? IM ALONE??? WHAT THE FUCK MAN

ok whatever i’ll i i here’s more insanity under the cut

this is genuinely just brainrot, headcanons, and random character analysis abt mafuaki and their dynamic

mafuyu is aromantic in my brain 🫶 so her dating him is genuinely just her fucking around bc shes bored and wants to feel something

also mafuyu is good at everything too so its double hitting the complex

hes never gonna be good enough

LIKE mafuyu's whole thing is being the perfect daughter who is good at everything despite not giving a shit about any of it, so she finds it really funny that akito has self esteem issues and is constantly comparing his abilities to other people

shes probably like

wow. this is smth i really dont experience

and ig she also compares it to ena's behaviour and shes defs like "oh yeah they sure as fuck are related'

coz the shinonomes are teeming with jealousy and inferiority because they can never live up to the standard they want

ena has complicated feelings about art because all her life she's being told she'll never make it

and akito knows hes nowhere near as good as the rest of vbs and he tries to hide it behind a tough guy persona

its so gap moe...

MAFUYU drags him to her room one day and keeps him in a fucking garbage bag/bodybag duct taped and cuffed and hes like freaking out bc even tho he did consent to this (he wanted to see her room) the fact she WENT THROUGH w this at all w/o a hint of remorse is downright terrifying

also when he looks around her room and how barren it is hes like 😟

"ohhh im so fucked why am i here"

he also accidentally finds out mafuyu composes music and its better than anything hes ever written to the point he fucking cries LOL

i would assume like

their rls is super casual coz theyre both busy

but they make time to see each other because a) akito gets to flex he has a girlfriend b) mafuyu finds him decently entertaining to which she's surprised about c) its a win-win

AND IDK its just super entertaining to me

thinking abt a shitty crack beach episode 25ji and vbs crossover.....

mafuyu in a swimsuit 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

mizuki in a sun dress or some shit and refusing to go in the water

kanade fucking dies.png

ena is there for her socmed

kohane and an in couple drip and they fucking slay

toya is barely allowed to go and hes in some expensive swimsuit and kinda pathetic. like. hes all "wow this is my first time!"

akito thinks ena is so embarassing rn but Holy Shit Mafuyu Has D Cups

hes so repressed abt being gay he tricks himself into liking boobs. or maybe hes bi idk

teenage boy crisis of "NO i cant like men i love boobs ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️"

(guy who dreams about making out with toya)

also i just think its funny that toya is completely oblivious in this au until either halfway or the end bc hes fr just

"yayy i have friends!!"

😭😭😭

akito is scared shitless of mafuyu tho bc  he's begun to notice her smiles don't reach her eyes

and any friend of ena's has hella issues

i don't think mafuyu ever really opens up to him about her mental issues but akito isnt completely dumb, he can kinda sense that theres smth wrong w her, especially like. the fact she has an empty aquarium in her room is fucking FREAKY

also the way he has to be snuck in there is just 💀 ermm rip girlie

mafuyu's parents knock on her door and she throws him out the window

i’m so normal abt them

[nonhumanwithin]

hey mod, i am having a uniquely fictionkin problem. ive never been in any 'kin drama' so i am hesitant to give this issue any weight. so basically, my best friend keeps claiming characters that are close to my kintypes as his kintypes and its freaking me out!

logically, i know that A. he is super oblivious when it comes to my feelings (and oblivious in general), B. kintypes are involuntary and he cant help how he feels, C. im a very skeptical and paranoid person. but this is like the fifth or sixth time and i am creeped out!

the last time he said he was a person i have complicated feelings about, i got pretty upset. i usually try to keep it to myself but this time i told him, bc i felt it was obvious how i feel bc i talk about said person. i guess it wasnt, because he just kinda looked surprised and clueless and said he had no idea that i felt that way about that character. and i also got confused and stopped being upset, because how can i be when he didnt know? i dont know.

and the other thing is, his kin experience is intensely fluid. he has few permanent kintypes, he'll say he is one character then say hes not the next year. i dont think theres anything wrong with not knowing who you are yet, but in this context its fuelling my paranoia. theres kintypes on his list that dont have anything to do with me at all, so im not sure.

i think im influencing him somehow? like maybe this is his subconconscious effort to get closer to me? i guess another person would be comforted or flattered, but it makes me nervous and flighty. my friend tried to say that he was thinking he might be [character who is my daughter in kincanon] and i straight up ignored him. i glossed over it because how the fuck am i supposed to react??? im feeling prickly and paranoid that one day he will try to say he is [character who is my wife] and i'll. probably blow up. but making up scenarios to get mad at in my head isnt any good.

i dont know, i dont think hes doing this on purpose. its just CREEPY. please, do you have any advice for me? am i being hysterical? am i imagining problems where none exist? im struggling to not make HIS kin journey about me, but its difficult when so many coincidences keep popping up.

Firstly I wanted to say I've never had to deal with an issue like this with fictionkin, so feel free to ask around some more or maybe someone with more advice could respond to this post!

I don't think you're overreacting, for what it's worth. Even if it is just coincidence, I think it's pretty normal to connect the dots when it keeps happening. You're right to question it, imo.

You know your friend a lot better than I do but to me, it does sound like he is likely being passively influenced by your kintypes. He's probably going through a time in his life where his identity is very volatile and easily molded by changes in his environment. I don't know how old he is but it's very common for younger people to go through phases like that, especially those with mental disorders or trauma. I would know, I was exactly that way as a teenager and young adult lol. I can't blame him for that, but if you are uncomfortable with him suddenly claiming kintypes that are connected to yours, I can understand why.

Maybe you could try talking to him about all of this? Maybe seeing his perspective will help, or maybe him seeing your perspective will help him realize something about himself. Not calling him out but just having a discussion, seeing what's up. You could express that it makes you uncomfortable, and maybe find some kind of solution or compromise. He may not be able to control his kintypes, but he could talk about certain ones less around you if it weirds you out. Or perhaps seeing your discomfort with the connected kintypes will switch that subconscious influence to not have those kintypes as often anymore.

Your discomfort is valid and you are allowed to have boundaries even if they seem silly on paper. Your fictionkin identity can be a very vulnerable part of you and it's understandable to be a little sensitive about it. There's nothing wrong with that :) You can still respect his identity even when establishing boundaries to make yourself more comfortable.

[g0ne-girllll]

SPILL HER GUTS

Hi Guys!

Welcome to “A Little to Gone” the Messy, Unorganized, and Complicated blog here on Tumblr. Now, it's been a couple of weeks since the Olivia Rodrigo fiasco but I still just can't get it out of my mind. I've been planning this blog for a couple of weeks, So welcome to the Olivia Rodrigo-Lore Episode. 

For those who do not know but also for those who do Olivia Rodrigo is a world-renowned pop star sensation who has dropped her sophomore album GUTS, to those who have not listened to it please do. I can't express how good it is, the obsession is just very real. Dont let me get too sidetracked, just with any album I feel like there are bits and pieces that you can decode or break open. Albums are like puzzles. We get insight into celebrities' lives.

The lore of this album is so much more. It's incredible

The storytelling of its lyrics reveals just how many people are involved in this story. To keep this blog constructed, Im going to analyze the songs that stuck out to me and left me questioning what, how, and who. 

The general theme of the album is the experience of a teenage girl. Themes of self-love, jealousy, beauty standards, and love. She expressed so much love but also heartbreak. That’s where Vampire, the single released to tease this album. Now, the song is essentially being exploited for love by an older guy. This boy used her over and over again until she finally received the courage to break it. The song’s title, lyrics, and cover art all make reference to vampires. Most often vampires are metaphors for an individual who drains the host of their energy and renders them helpless and depleted. The song discusses the value of liberating oneself from an unhealthy relationship. Further in the song it also talks themes of vulnerability and self-discovery. 

Zack Bia and Adam Faze. They are the suspected vampires in Olivia’s life. 

Adam Faze was her first boyfriend. Adam is a film producer, the speculations about how they met are unsure but they were seen out together in the summer of 2021, at a premiere, while some sources claim Olivia introduced him as her boyfriend, From their pictures of their semi-public relationship would surface on social media of them posting their scarface couple’s Halloween costumes. However, by February 2022 radio silence of the relationship cracked leading to an eventual split. Keep in mind that Adam and Olivia have a 6-year age gap, She was 18 when they first met and Adam was 25.   In the song “Vampire” she talks about how she felt exploited by a person much older than just using her for her fame, Olivia says “But you made me look so naive  The way you sold me for As you sink your teeth into me”

This age gap is pretty huge between Adam and Olivia. Adam is often told that his appearance is youthful. vampires are known for being ageless/ or fresh for example look at Edward Cullen, Adam is a man who has not aged. He looks pretty young for his age of 25. Also, the timeline when she announced her relationship with Adam lines up perfectly with the release of  the two years  before Vampire premieres

Now the next theory of who it might be is Zack Bia. Suspicions of them being a couple came out in February of 2022 when they were seen spotted going out… “In the night”, If you don't know anything about this man. He is a DJ, and he has to keep this night persona, thus to quote Olivia “You only come out at night”. Now If we are being honest, I just think Vampire is about Zack and not Adam, In Vampire she sings how it was “6 months of torture” Page six reports they broke up in August. Now if we look at that timeline it is exactly six months, As for the age gap, Olivia was 19 while Zac was 26.

From all this evidence I personally believe that the vampire is Zac. But what do you guys think? I look forward to hearing from you in the comments. Also, make sure to give the album a listen. It is definitely worth the time. Have a nice day! Hope to hear from you guys soon!

[sparrowmoss]

i just had to ask some of my friends about this because i never saw any emma stuff until i came back on here recently and it seems like every spn fan i see has posted stuff about emma and wanting her to come back to serve as a daughter to dean and i even saw someone saying that killing her was The Worst Thing sam winchester has Ever Done, which, like, i have so many issues with but whatever thats not the point of this.

emma was conceived via sexual assault. her mother had sex with dean Intending for the encounter to result in a child, which he did not know about or consent to. this is also the man who told crowley that family doesn’t end in blood and doesn’t start there either. he knew emma for like ten minutes and most of that was spent with her trying to kill him???

i agree with some people saying that i think he realistically would have been more fucked up about it mentally and emotionally than we were shown in canon, which was Not At All. but i do not think he would have gone to the extremes of trying to bring her back to life or feeling much actual attachment to her as a person. the idea of her, maybe, but i think that long before that feeling of attachment to the idea of her turned into actions leading to her resurrection, dean would stop. and i don’t think he would be super angry at sam for his choice. it’s not much different than what they did to adam!

idk. i get wanting dad dean content. but the desperation to bring emma back for that seems so hollow because like. i think even from a fan perspective its caring about the idea of her and not her as a fully realized person, which would be kind of hard when she has one episode in which she is born, ages to adulthood, and then dies. like. it just. im just saying it Doesnt Have To Be Her. it doesnt even have to be just jack either. but family to dean is a lot bigger and more complicated than blood and easily recognizable relationships like father-to-child and there are for sure a lot of people dean considers his family that don’t have a traditional label that fits, like jody, claire, jack, charlie, etc etc and that doesn’t make them less meaningful

i really do not understand some people in this fandom being like actually obsessed with bringing emma the non-consensually-conceived amazon girl back to life for dean to have as a daughter

[c4tgvtz]

Random Twst Headcanons With a Gender Neutral Partner [Part 4- Book 7]

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CW: None!

Genre: fluff!

Note: last one!! Then onto the lovely lovely requests I’ve been getting

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➳ 𝗗𝗜𝗔𝗦𝗢𝗠𝗡𝗜𝗔

𝙈𝘼𝙇𝙇𝙀𝙐𝙎

Malleus is a pretty complicated one, but a relationship with him would be genuinely really quite nice

He’s very much amused by the prospect of dating a human, but that’s not to say that he doesn’t take things seriously with you, he just thinks it’s kinda novel honestly

He’s a calm and gentle lover, though it always seems like there’s something going on behind his eyes. In reality, he’s just racking his head for human customs when it comes to courting, since… well things are pretty different as… a dragon.

He enjoys spending time with you, even if the pair of you aren’t really doing anything. He’s often relaxed in your presence and loves to ask you about your silly little human life and all of its frivolities

Malleus is extremely protective of you, and this shines through in his cuddles (similar to Idia), he pulls you close and holds you tight. There’s no desperation, yet… in feeling him hold you, you swear you can feel his heart beat faster.

He actually takes a lot of pride in the fact that he’s dating you, and doesn’t mind PDA, or having you tell people, in fact, he likes to tell people too, if it ever comes up in conversation. He likes people knowing that… they really shouldn’t try to mess with you at all

Behind closed doors, Malleus gives almost cat-like affection, wrapping his body around you, affectingly rubbing you with his cheek— he feels like he can act like himself around you, and his real self is far more dragon-like than anyone would ever expect

Kissing malleus would be an experience and a half, that’s for sure. He’s slow, passionate, and somewhat rough? But you can feel his love for you in every movement he makes, and the way he pushes his lips against yours, occasionally letting out a slightly hungry growl… against your lips he’ll often mumble small praises or make little comments about how you’re his, and you belong to him. Dragons are territorial after all…

𝙎𝙄𝙇𝙑𝙀𝙍

Silver has absolutely no clue what he’s doing when it comes to romance, he’s never had the time or any reason to focus on it

But when he got with you? He found that it was suddenly something he was curious about. Before you asked him out he had felt these odd feelings towards you, and they were so new?… the way they spiked when you asked him out too, just told him that… well he had fallen in love with you

I feel like I shouldn’t need to mention it, but he would adore someone who could nap with him, all cuddled up and cosy with him, or alternatively, someone who could essentially guard him in his sleep. Not that he really needs it, not many people are out for his blood and he’s a proficient fighter himself, if he could wake up quickly enough he’d be fine… but it’s nice to have that assurance

He loves going out with you, wether it’s off campus or just a walk around the school, spending time with you makes his whole world light up. He’s never had someone like this that he can just.. be so comfortable around. Sure there’s Lilia but that’s his fucking dad

One of his favourite things to do with you, is take you horse riding! He teaches you how to ride yourself, but if you’re uneasy about it, or just don’t want to, he’ll let you ride with him! He has a good relationship with the horses at NRC, so there’s not much chance of something going wrong if Silver’s taking the reigns.

He loves it so dearly when you invite him to your own dorm, it makes him feel super special!! And it means he gets to spend even more time with you too

Random side note, he absolutely adores eating with you!! He sees it as a way of bonding and. He just likes his food as well, if you ever cook for him he’s literally yours for life (just steal some of Jade’s risotto and give it to him fr im sure Jade would be more than happy to make it)

Silver is. Not good at kissing. At first he’s tense and awkward and has absolutely no fucking clue what he’s meant to be doing, but… quite quickly eases up. He doesn’t really get better, but he’ll give you very gentle kisses to the cheek and forehead when the two of you are falling asleep together. Sleepy silver gives the best smooches

𝙎𝙀𝘽𝙀𝙆

Sebek’s loud and annoying and I bet you just love him for that don’t you /lh

When you first get in a relationship with him, he’s kinda overbearing, yet somehow distant at the same time? Like he’s acting mush more like a bodyguard than a boyfriend for the first week or so

If you can get him to let up, you’ll find that… he’s actually just embarrassed, and a little confused at why you asked him out in all honesty. He knows that a lot of people don’t really like him (he literally could not care less), so he was super surprised when you asked him to be your lover

He accepted!! Immediately!!! But also immediately realised he had no fucking clue what he was getting into!!

Having never been in a relationship before, he’s inexperienced and it shows. He genuinely tries his best and that’s really sweet of him but he is still loud and comes off pretty guard-dog-ish half the time

He’s not all that great at accepting physical affection, usually just getting flustered and tensing up… but he’s oddly good at giving it? As strange as it seems, he actually gives some really lovely cuddles, and he’s far more gentle than you’d ever even be able to imagine him being

He enjoys taking you to his dorm, and showing you around, talking about Diasomnia as if it’s the genuine coolest thing in the world, and he believes that! And that’s adorable!

He’d love to take you on a horse back ride like silver does, but the horses canonically fucking hate him and that’s just the funniest thing to me

If he tried both of you would just get hurt and I can’t help but feel like riddle of all people would end up laughing at you guys /lh

Sebek’s kisses would be similar to silver, stiff and uncomfortable for a good while before he lets up, when he does relax he’s still not the best but you can tell that he’s genuinely trying, and trying to get over just how flustered he is that he’s actually kissing someone.

𝙇𝙄𝙇𝙄𝘼

Last but certainly not least, Lilia would be an amazing lover, if you don’t mind sort of having a step son now

That would be one of the first things Lilia would say when the two of you get together, something along the lines of “silver’s gonna be so happy to finally have another parent Yknow~”

Little jokes like that are common in the relationship, along with harmless little pranks and really stupid pick up lines. He’s cheesy, but also! Kinda silly goofy!!

That’s not to say he doesn’t take it seriously, he definitely does, and by god you can tell when he looks at you. His eyes always show so much genuine endearment as soon as they land on you, with Lilia, Looks can say more than words

Though he might not act like it all the time, he’s extremely loving and caring and goes out of his way to make you smile. He’ll figure out how you most enjoy receiving love and by god he’ll give it to you

Quality time? He’ll spend hours with you on end, simply watching the world go by or playing games! Or whatever else you’d wanna do, Physical touch? He’ll hold you when he can, usually have his hand on your shoulder or just be holding your hand, acts of service? He can’t fucking cook but you can bet he’ll try, etc etc

As much as he loves his dorm and the people there, getting to spend time in your dorm is such a nice break. They take everything so seriously there and no one can really take a joke, so getting to just let loose with someone he genuinely loves is a nice change of pace

Lilia’s kisses would be similar to malleus but… less hungry. He has more of a control over himself like that. But each kiss is deep and holds a lot of meaning to it, especially feeling him pull you close. He does like to tease you when he’s kissing you though, especially if you get flustered or excited easily

Also he’d fucking spider man your ass, kiss you upside down and you KNOW he would (he told me himself!!/j )

[just-some-brainrot]

is this a fic preview? why yes it is!

i'm thinking about starting to post this guy, but its going to be a looonggg fic and i haven't decided if im gonna prewrite it all and then post or hope that i have enough time. but i figured hey, tumblr would probably like this, so here we are

lo and behold: the linked universe au where wild remembers all his past lives, and resolves to end the hero's cycle of reincarnation

also be warned the first chap/preview is below the cut and i write mammoth chapters so its like.,,, 4k words. also the lu boys don't get introduced till like...chapter 6 or something so this is mostly setup and literally picks up right after botw ending (and wild is just referred to as link here)

Do you remember me? she had asked, and he had no response. Not then, and not now, standing in front of the open gates to Hyrule Castle, staring at the sky as all his friends prepared to leave for good. Their spirits hovered silently over the field, a silent reminder of all that had been lost to the Calamity.

This is it, Link thought, the realization hitting him with a sharp kind of pain in his chest. The past year on the road, telling himself just a little bit more, if he could save just this one person…the list had gone on and on, a carefully woven string of lies, until Link had finally found himself in Hyrule Castle. Just one more person. Just save Zelda.

And save her he did.

But what came next? The stories of Legend, of heroes and princess, they never continued on after the great beast fell. It ended, just as abruptly as his memories do. Flashes of a hero raised in the woods, a boat on the sea, a Gerudo King and a world of twilight. It went on and on and on in Link’s mind, to the point he wasn’t quite sure what part of him was really him, and not just memories of past lives.

“How much do you remember?” Zelda asked hoarsely.

Too much. Too little. Not enough, more than he should. What would he say? Yes, Link remembered her. Of course he did; Princess Zelda, descendant of the goddess, tied to the hero throughout their lifetimes by their shared bond to the triforce. He remembered her: remembered her when the world fell into darkness, when she went by a different name and sailed her own ship, when she hid her face and learned the Sheikah ways. He remembered it all, lifetimes ago and even longer.

But that wasn’t her. It wasn’t him.

But you remember, a small voice in his mind whispered. All those lives, and a little more. He remembered Zelda’s weakness for sweets, her hatred of dancing. He remembered the days she’d sneak into the kitchens and drag Link with her, grabbing sweets and pastries and waving around a soup ladle like a sword and hopping on the tables. They were the fondest memories he had, kept gently within the recess of his mind alongside what he remembered of his other champions. He desperately wanted to make more of those memories with her, of sunny days and reckless play, especially now, with both of them no longer duty-bound to the destiny the gods wove for them.

Beneath it all, Link was scared. Hero of Courage or not, he was a coward when it came to things like this. What would happen if he told her that, explained the complicated sotry behind his memory? What if he said he remembered, and then she got too attached? He wasn’t sure if he could keep up the same stoic farce for many more years to come, and what was even more terrifying was the idea of her re-establishing him as her knight. What would he do if she tried to rope him into more hero-work, if she tried to use his memories to research the history of Hyrule? It was all complicated and convoluted, but when things came down to their core, Link had one simple fear.

He was afraid that Zelda would try to change him. But either way, for better, or worse, Link didn’t want to change who he was now, not again, not after years and years of changing who he was to suit those around him.

“Link?”

Even before he said them aloud, the words felt bitter in his mouth as he turned away from the Champions’ spirits, where they hovered above in the sky. If he were to damn himself by lying so blatantly, let it not be under the gazes of his closeest friends.

“I’m sorry. I don’t…it’s–it’s hardly anything.”

Lying came far too easy to Link, the words sounding so earnest and genuine even he wasn’t sure if there wasn’t little grains of truth within it. Lying came so easily it was both terrifying and admirable, the same way that people revere gods yet fear their wrath, the same way that Link would sometimes see himself in battle, washing the blood off his hands and think I must be a monster.

The worst part was how easily she believed it.

“Oh,” she said. It was a tiny noise, tiny in the sense that Zelda seemed to be shrinking from the world, her words curling in at the edges like a rolled piece of paper.

The bitter feeling in Link’s mouth settled into a pit of despair within his stomach. It only deepened further as Zelda turned away, walking through the rubble with her half-torn sandals without a word. The regret was instant and all encompassing, and Link was almost about to reach out and grab her muddy wrist and say wait, but–

But when he turned around to see his friends, they were long since gone. All he could make out in the sky was King Rhoam’s large figure until he, too, disappeared in a shower of sparks and flames.

Gone. They were really gone now. He was alone.

“Link,” Zelda said again, not a question.

He turned his back to Hyrule Caslte and, without a word, offered Zelda his hand as he led her through the ruins of their hometown and out into the field.

In hindsight, Link had not been gentle during his clash with Ganon in Hyrule Field. The charred marks from Ganon’s feet wouldn’t grow over for weeks, nor would the white-tinted scorch marks from his own light-blessed arrows. Grass, torn up from the hooves of his lovely horse Delilah. Grass, stained with crimson blood. Grass, everywhere, on the fields, in the hills, over the valley, torn and shredded, marred by a history of  battle.

At some point, Zelda left behind her shoes in favor of walking through the grass barefoot.

“Do you remember Mipha?”

A little. A lot. Remembered watching her heal someone for the first time, seeing her strength in battle. The first time they went out together, the way he had reached out to hold her hand, terrified, and the way his heart had calmed instantly when she held his hand in return, looping their littlest fingers together and swinging their arms. He remembered arguing with her, up on the mountain. He remembered pushing her away, hiding his face behind a stoic mask and silencing his own voice.

He remembered how she looked when he found her, all faded scales and ghostly flames amidst a river of tears, almost about to give up on ever leaving her ghostly prison.

Link couldn’t bring himself to lie so blatantly again, and settled for a noncommittal shrug. “Enough.”

It wasn’t until Zelda’s gaze turned from downtrodden to wary that Link realized what she was trying to get at. How ironic, to think the princess of Hyrule, who had just sealed away a century-long threat to the country, was more conerned about Link’s memories of his affection for Mipha than anything else.

“Yes,” he sighed. “I remember her–remember her…feelings towards me.”

“Ah. Do you–” Zelda cleared her throat when her voice cracked suddenly, face red and spoltchy. “Do you still–do you harbor, ah–”

“She’s dead,” Link said shortly. He’d had this conversation far too many times already, with Sidon, with King Dorephan, with Muzu of all people, and Kodah and Bazz and… gods, he was sick of it.

What would he say? Yes, I’m still hung up on my dead girlfriend who I never formally courted, because we were engaged 100 years ago but never told anyone because of some great terrible beast that we were both going to fight against, but then that beast ended up killing the both of us, and since I was the only one worth bringing back, apparently, her spirit got to rot away for a century while everyone blamed me for her death. Also, lots of her Zora friends are incredibly racist and she’s a princess and I'm a knight and they were still racist after a century later when I came back, and half of them have just begun to stop blaming me for her death. Half of them still refuse to believe she loved me at all, let alone that I loved her.

“What about Daruk?”

He didn’t even bother answering this time, and simply continued to lead Zelda through the forest east of Hyrule Field.

“Where are you taking me?” she asked.

Link didn’t answer. He was angry and scared and absolutely enraged at his own folly, lying to her like that, and there was no way he’d be able to get his voice to work in this kind of situation. So he simply pointed at the pile of kindling he was setting up and the makeshift log-bench in front of him.

Zelda was a bundle of nerves, tense and small, sitting perched on the edge of the wooden log. She held her elbows in her palms tightly enough there would undoubtedly be little marks in her skin, tucking her torso close to her scapred and bruised shins.

Really, she hadn’t changed a single bit, Link thought, stroking the fledgling flame in front of him. At least he had been stripped of his dirtied clothes, and his blood washed away by the Shrine. Zelda, on the other hand, was just as bloody and bruised as she had been during their retreat from Hyrule Castle a century ago. Her dress was torn in the same spots, her hands were still crusted over mud and under her fingernails were crusted and dried flakes of Link’s own blood from when she held him dying in her arms.

“Wash,” he said roughly, pushing the Sheikah Slate in her hands and pointing south. A small pond was only a short distance away, where she could clean up and hopefully, probably, have some time to hereslf to process everything.

Link nuduged Zelda when she simply clutched the Slate in her hands and seemed to do nothing.

“You–” her voice warbleded and broke agin. “You better not let any monsters or guard–guardians come here. Make sure to keep watch.”

In the silence that follows, a familiar voice spoke from Link’s back. It was calm and quiet in a strangely musical way that reminded Link far too much of the ruins he oft walked through. A silent kind of tragedy.

She is afraid, his sword whispered.

I know, he wanted to tell Fi, balancing the Master Sword on his knees. He had been afraid, too.

Link wasn’t so stupid to not recognize that Zelda had the same fear in her eyes that Link remembered seeing in himself. Terrified at the world around him, in awe and wonder of the beautify of it, uncertain where was safety was and uncertain if a safe place even existed. She needed space more than anything right now, especially considering Link wasn’t exactly up to par when it came to giving (or receiving) comfort.

"Master Link", Fi said, out loud, appearing beside him as she spoke in that sacred language only Link, Fi, Hylia, and whatever immortal denizens remember the Hero from the Sky, could understand.

The language of gods and spirits, a language Link spoke hundreds of lifetimes ago, and he only understood now from the memories those past lives left behind. Fi hadn’t spoken to him until after he completely the trials of the sword and restored her to full power, and even then…

Their relationship was one that was built slowly and tirelessly, with much effort and many struggles. Link figured that his tentative friendship with Zelda, which had been awkward and stilted all those years ago, would be even more stilted in the wake of everything that has happened, much like his bond with Fi had started out like.

“Master.” Fi frowned and leaned forward until she and Link were practically nose to nose. “You’re getting lost in your thoughts again.

Link forced himself to focus. Focus, focus, focus. He always had to focus. He was never focused enough. “Sorry.”

“I have no personal qualms with your typically aloof mannerisms, though someone else wishes to speak with you, and it’s unlikely you will have another opportunity to speak privately like this now that you are in Princess Zelda’s company.”

Link frowned at that. Fi was nothing if not practical, factual, and to the point. Brutally honest in a similar way to Link; any information she didn’t tell him was not because of a secret, but either because of necessity or she simply didn’t have the information to give.

It made her strangely ominous warning all the more confusing

“Who?”

“I do not know,” she said cooly, settling beside Link as he pulled out some bandages and a small kit he made for medical emergecies. “I sense a spirit with the strong desire to speak with you, though they have yet to reveal their physical form.”

Oh. Link was, unfortunately, familiar with this routine. Though he had not chanced upon a single spirit save for the late king upon the Great Plateau, Link had encountered his fair share of spirits udring his trek through Hyrule’s mainland. At first, he hadn’t even realize some of them were spirits–he had been confused as to why the merchant seemed so surprised when Link sold him some fruit, or the small children had been so excited when Link promised to play. After seeing Mipha, though, and getting a better idea of how, exactly, everything had ended…he was a bit more aware of the differences between the living and the dead after that.

“You can show yourself,” he said quietly, not bothering to look up as he peeled off his bloody gloves and the cloth wrap beneath it. He’d need to wash them later, but for now he could at treat any nasty bruises or shrapnel cuts with bandages before putting the soiled gloves back on.  “Neither of us have harmful intentions.”

There was a beat or two of silence as Link finished up, in which Fi spoke a bit just for the sake of having something to do and eventually returned to rest within the sword. Her presence had been a comfort, especially as the blade of the Master Sword seemed to warm and keep him comfortable even as the temperature dropped. Link had been halfway to starting to stitch a particularly large gash on his arm when the spirit finally revealed themself in a flash of bright blue sparks and flames. He always thought the whole fire and smoke thing was funny–the fact that the same way that spirits appeared in this world was the same exact way that they would eventually leave it.

“Wait!” a familiar voice cried, ghostly hand reaching out to stop Link from starting the stitches.

It was not their actions that made Link pause. “Mipha?”

She smiled apologetically, her figure just the same as it was 100 years ago, though hazy and faded around the edges. “Hello again. You probably thought I left.”

I saw you leave, he wanted to say. Link simply stared.

“I–” Mipha looked down, then, away from Link’s eyes to inspect the gash in his arm. “Daruk and I stayed behind. He didn’t want to leave behind his grandson, Yunobo, just yet.”

Her magic was the same as always. Cool, gentle, and cloyingly sweet. Lavender tincture in the form of magic, although Link thought that even the full dose of his lavender-tincture medicine didn’t exactly compare to the instant pain relief Mipha’s healing brought.

“And you?” he asked softly. He waited his bated breath for her reply as she knelt beside him, focused and flustered.

“Between you and Sidon, I thought it would be wise of me to stay behind and make sure neither of you got in too much trouble.” Mipha smiled wistfully and removed her hands from his forearm to reveal perfectly unmarred skin where the laceration was, framed by the plethora of scars around his wrist and inner arms. It looked out of place among all the faded marks and purpled bruises.

Mipha clicked her tongue teasingly. “Reckless as always.”

“You don’t have to stay for me,” Link told her. The guilt had torn him up inside before she had been freed from Vah Ruta, and the same guilt still haunted him now, seeing her ghostly form and regretful smile. “Go watch over Sidon, or move on. Rest. You deserve it.”

“We both do,” she said simply, moving onto his other arm with clinical precision. “And yet, not even minutes after you defeat the Calamity, you start tearing yourself up inside because you lied to Princess Zelda about your memories.”

Ah, so this is why, he wanted to say. It was painfully obvious, now. Why else would Mipha stay? She knew Link could take care of his own wounds and bandage new ones, and with how much time Sidon has been spending involving himself in the court at Zora’s Domain, there wasn’t a chance of him getting out and hurt by some other odd monster.

“Mipha–”

She pinched a particularly sore bruise and didn’t give Link a chance to argue further. “I will not reprimand you for lying. It’s a complicated topic, and that would’ve been a terrible time to dump so much information on her, but I do expect that you won’t keep this hidden for too long after this, hm?”

Link squirmed under Mipha’s gaze. Gentle and calm, as always, which was even more terrifying in the wake of her clear disapproval.

“You cannot hide your true self from those around you and expect to have an honest relationship with them at the same time,” she chided. Fi seemed to chime in agreement at that, her voice coming through as more of a feeling and expression than actual words. Link sighed.

He was outnumbered. “I can’t tell her.”

“You told Purah.” “Purah didn’t spend over half her life praying to a rock in the likeness of the goddess because everyone told her she needs to fulfill her destiny and be like the hero and be like Link. Zelda  hated me then, and she’d probably hate me now if I told her.”

Mipha shrugged and sat back as Link put back on his armor. “She doesn’t hate you for who you are, just what you stand for.”

He smiled wryly at that. “How comforting.”

“You must do something about this, though.” Mipha frowned again, her hesitant joke replaced by a more serious tone. “You either tell your dear ones about this and learn to live with it or find answers for whatever questions you have.

“Make a decision,” Mipha emphasized, grabbing Link’s hands in her own when he showed no clear response.

Decision on what, he wanted to ask, just so she could tell him what to do. Give him an order, give him a command or goal or quest, or something. Link had questions, sure, but he wasn’t good at finding answers to them–that was Zelda, Purah, Impa, Robbie. Smart and determined. Link was just the kid soldier who was good with a sword and even better at following orders.

“You can’t let this go on.” She shook her head. “I can’t watch this go on. These memories of past heroes…it’s eating you up inside, and if I have to spend one more night watching you claw off your scars or forget where you are I’m–”

There was no end to this tragedy. Surely the gods must find this situation a little bit humorous, or else they wouldn’t let all this pointless suffering go on for so long. Link’s life at this point was probably a comedy show for the Fates: a boy good with a sword, a boy shipped to military school and turned out to be an army brat, turned out to be a hero, turned out to be dead, turned out to be a failure, turned out to forget who he was, turned out he remembered far too well who he was, turned out all his friends were dead, turned out that their ghosts still haunted him, turned out–

Turned out he didn’t even know who he was without his sword.

Sorry. Sorry, sorry, a thousand times over, but the words wouldn’t come even when Link tried. The gentle smile Mipha gave him then was just too much. He wanted to cry.

But then a familiar warm chime played from beside Link, and Fi’s words seemed to work like a salve against the gaping hole in Link’s heart. It was just like Fi to cut right to the chase, to know that words of comfort and pointless platitudes wouldn’t help him nearly as much as some kind of plan would.  Master, I believe there is a way to understand why you have memories of your past incarnations. ...if you desire to pursue this path.

“Link?” Mipha asked, staring between him and the Master Sword with wide eyes.

Link couldn’t reply. Shock worked like that, and between his previous adrenaline high and the emotional rollercoaster that has been today, he was too scrambled to even look her way. He could only see a puff of flames and a brief wave goodbye when Zelda came back, hair wet, wearing one of his tunics and poking at the slate furiously.

“Link?” Zelda’s voice was less gentle than it had been before, tinged more with hesitance and uncertainty.

Link nodded in greeting and tried to pay as much attention as he could while talking with Fi. He was lucky that she remained in the sword for now, and that Zelda didn’t bat an eye at the sight of Link with the sword in his lap–to her, he was just keeping guard in his silent vigil, as usual.

It was all too easy for Link to tune her out.

What are you thinking, Fi?

It would be almost impossible to find the source of your memories if we don’t understand them first. The best course of action would be returning to Hateno to piece together what information we have currently before continuing our investigation.

And you think that if we do this, I can figure out why I’m like this? Link wondered. It sounded far too easy for him to believe it, especially after how difficult everything has been in the past year.

There is nothing wrong with you, Fi said easily, recognizing the meaning behind his phrasing. But, yes, it would at least help us better understand why Goddess Hylia deemed it necessary for you to remember your past lives when so many before you did not.

A thought came to him then, sudden and unbidden, as he watched Zelda gingerly sit down and hug her knees to her chest. Each little cut and bruise seemed to stand out from her pale-white skin, a niggling reminder in the back of Link’s mind. Failure. It was another thing that his ancestors before him did not have, but Link himself did. Why? Why did they get their victory, but he didn’t?

But even those lives he didn’t really win, did he? The price was always too steep, worth more than what he gained. Even when the heroes of old had been victorious, they had not escaped unscathed. Their names are well-worn into his memory. Midna, gone. Marin, lost. Little Aryll, kidnapped. Beyond that: Hyrule flooded, towns brought to ruin, Termina looping through time again and again as the world ended over and over. Princess and hero and demon, again and again and again and again….

After so many lifetimes, all their losses seemed to accumulate, lifetimes' worth of bargaining with dietes and fighting in wars all culminating in this moment. Would Link’s own failure become a part of this series of memories, a ripple effect that etches itself into Hyrule’s history throughout the course of time? Would he, too, eventually fade to memory as yet another hero raises his blade, unaware of the futility of the situation, how pointless his battles will eventually be?

If I could make sense of these memories, Link wondered hesitantly, quietly, afraid that someone may find a way to see his thoughts,

Could I end this cycle of reincarnation?

[lesbianmarrow]

i dont feel like making my usual posts about legends of tomorrow 6.03 “the ex-factor” and 6.04 “bay of squids” so i’m just gonna do bullet points 

6.03: 

i still love constantine and zari together but im getting a little tired of seeing them making out with each other. its like ok we get it i just dont need to see it. really funny when behrad came in with his hand over his eyes. me too dude. i did really like their sort of vibe of how they both do have feelings for each other but just aren’t going to admit it. what i didn’t like so much was the melodrama that followed, with constantine feeling hurt that zari told her mother what they had wasn’t serious. and then him telling her that he does want a serious relationship with her. it just didn’t feel like constantine, to be honest. i think that a lot of the fun of constantine’s character is that he will never really change for the better - in that way he’s very suited to comic books, where the status quo tends to prevail and there’s no guarantee character development will last longer than a particular run. but legends of tomorrow doesn’t want a static character like that, so they are changing him in this way. it’s fine, it’s sweet to see, but it’s not what i love about constantine 

zari having to deal with her mom trying to set her up with various persian guys and get her married hit close to home for me LOL. hasnt happened to me personally but i have plenty of friends & relatives who have to deal with that and it sucks 

i liked seeing zari shift back into superstar mode and i also liked that they showed a hijabi girl as one of the fans squealing over her. i just thought that was a nice allusion to how zari would be such an icon for lots of muslim girls. it sort of complicates constantine’s assumption that zari’s influencer content has no real value for the fans and is just a way to sell them stuff 

nate & behrad giving constantine a makeover was really funny

i liked when zari called ava by a nickname. they are besties!!!! i need to see more bestie moments with them

i liked how for zari’s first song the audio was super flawless as though she had recorded the song beforehand and was just lip synching but for her later song you can kind of hear the more crackly live quality with the microphone. good way to make that second one feel more raw and real. it was a really adorable duet i gotta say :p 

i thought the overall plot with the alien trying to invade and the legends having to defeat him through song was hilarious. and when he opened his suit and he was just a little guy. and mick STEPPED on him and KILLED him. so silly love this show 

i liked seeing how mick was having a rough time dealing with sara’s absence. because he feels like she’s the only one who understands him and without her he feels defeated and aimless. it’s totally opposite to how ava is dealing with sara’s absence, which is to exhaust every possible option to find her because if she stops to consider the possibility that it might be hopeless then it will break her. nice to see spooner getting through to mick, seems like they could become good friends

almost forgot to talk about gary and sara. gary is omnisexual bc he is omnomnoming people. so glad that sara could tell that the ava she encountered was not her ava

6.04: 

it’s soooo funny to me that phil klemmer wrote this episode himself. i feel like it’s been forever that he wrote an episode. i’m sure he was like pleeeease let me write this one and the writers room was like uh sure phil. it has all those historical references that you assume someone like him who’s into history would love

the episode is also just kind of like....farcical in a way that i find really hilarious. like the cuban missile crisis was obviously very serious at the time but i feel like the extremely high tension of this situation makes the humor land all the better. i like how the legends’ deceptions and subterfuge sort of mirror the political games being played between the various nations involved in this event. and the miscommunications like mick and spooner delivering a nuclear missile to castro when they definitely should not have done that

nate and zari storyline was fine, not my favorite, but i can see how it would make sense to have this storyline where they figure out how to be friends even though zari looks like nate’s ex. the football stuff was a bit silly but that’s okay. it’s legends it’s allowed to be silly

i thought mick’s trajectory in this episode was good. how he starts out so serious and then when it doesn’t work out he reverts back to his apathetic drunk self but then he is the key to finding a way to sara even though it means kicking everyone else off the waverider to hang out with this alien lady. i still think mick is gay but i’m okay with alien lady as a love interest for him. i mean the inherent queerness of alien fucking and all that

ava’s fake russian accent was so silly

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AMBAR DOMINGUEZ DIAZ IS A 32 Y/O LESBIAN WOMEN LIVING IN JACKSON HEIGHTS ,NY. SHE LIKES TO WRITE, SING, PAINT AND COOK. CURRENTLY A CONTENT AND VISUAL STORYTELLER GOING THRU A COMPLICATED, STRESSFUL AND HORRIBLE SITUATION IN HER LIFE. SHE WAS JUDGE FOR SO MUCH THAT NOW, SHE IS FIGHTING FOR HUMAN RIGHTS. SHE HAS A GUY/GRP MAKING HER LIFE MISSERABLE.

THEY DAMAGED ALL HE WANTED ON MY LIFE LIKE PAPERWORKS FOR WORK OR MEDICAL, PAINT JOBS, SONGS IF I WRITE, STEALING THE BOOK I WAS WRITING, STEALING MY CLOTHES AND MORE… SHE WANTS TO KNOW, WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF THIS HAPPENS TO YOU ??

MY NAME IS AMBAR LUCIA DOMINGUEZ DIAZ. I CREATED THIS BLOG LOOKING FOR HELP. I AM GOING THRU HARRASMENT, I AM A VICTIM OF ASSAULT, BULLYING, LIES, BANK FRAUD, IDENTITY THEFT, MANIPULATION, PSYCHIC HARRASMENT, DISCRIMINATION, FALSE ACCUSED AND ALMOST DESTROYED BY THIS GROUP OF INDIVIDUALS. THEY CONTROL YOUR LIFE WITH MANIPULATION, PSICOLOGICAL SKILLS, SPIRITUAL RITUALS AND AND U A SOFTWARE THAT CHANGE THE INFORMATION OF THE ORIGINAL AT THEIR CONVENIENCE EX: BUYING A PIZZA FROM DOMINOS AT WW.DOMINOS.COM ITS USUALLY 19.75 THEY CHANGE IT FOR ME TO 50. THEY HAVE WHAT THEY CALLED “RECLUTERS” . THEY BECOME YOUR FRIEND TO BE ABLE TO MANIPULATE YOU ON ALL YOUR DECISIONS AND TO MAKE SURE YOU STAY ALONE THAT WAY THEY CAN CONTROL YOU. ONLY PPL FROM THEIR TEAM ARE ALLOWED TO BE WITH YOU NEAR THE END TO CONTROL YOU COMPLETELY AND AT THE END SEND YOU TO JAIL, DEPORTED, MENTAL INSTITUTION, PROSTITUTION OR CEMENTERY AFTER THE CRIME.

HE TOLD ME THIS HAPPENED TO YAKAIRA VALERIO FOR HER MISS BEHAVIORS AND THAT HE DOING THE SAME TO ME. HE PLAYS WITH MY MIND BY SAYING HES A DOCTOR AND THAT HE IS DOING THIS TO ME THE FOR THE SMOKE ADICCION. A YEAR LATER HE CHANGE THE VERSION WHILE I BEG HIM TO LEVE ME ALONE AND LAUGHIN AT ME, TREATING ME LIKE SHIT HE STATED HE IS A POLICE OFFICER THAT THIS WAS A TEST TO BECOME AN OFFICER SAYING DONT WORRY WE ALMOST DONE AND LAUGHING AT ME. IN THE MEAN TIME HE WAS LYING ABOUT THINGS HE SAID I DID BUT I DIDN’T, WHILE I SHOWERED BULLYING ME AND THEN MAKING FUN OF MY BODY,” ASCO KATHY, ASCO” ‘MIRATE LAS CELULITIS” ” TU TIENES EL TOTO DEFORME” “MIRATE, TU CREES QUE ASI MAGNOLIA TE VA A HACER CASO TAN GORDA?” WHEN I WAS EATING ATTACKING ME BY SAYING EMBARRASSING SITUATIONS IVE LIVED, ONE TIME I SAID ” DEJENME COMER COMER TRANQUILA PLS” “NO PODEMOS, QUERIDA NO QUIERE QUE TU COMAS TRANQUILA” ERA CAPAZ DE SENTIR POR MI Y SI TENIA UN GAS DECIA” YAKAIRA AMBAR TIENE UN GAS” THATS ONE OF THE LIMITATIONS THAT HE PRODUCED ACTING LIKE THAT. AT NIGHT THEIR MISSION WAS TO NOT LET ME SLEEP BY TELLING ME THINGS TO MAKE MY HEART BEAT FASTER AND MAKE MY ADRENALINE GO UP TO KEEP ME AWAKE.

THIS WAS NONSTOP 24/7 EVEN IN DR FOR DURING ALMOST A YEAR I WAS THERE ON A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION AS A CONSEQUENCE OF HIS TORTURE. THE FEMALE VOICE DIDNT HELP. SHE TELLS ME ( BECAUSE SHE STILL BOTHER ME) ” AMBAR YAKAIRA ESTA AFUERA, SAL” Y YO IBA Y SALIA, “AMBAR ABRE QUE LLEGO YAKAIRA”, “YAKAIRA DICE K PASE P[OR SU CASA Y ME DA UN ADDRESS”, ETC. WHEN HE CHANGE THE STORY AGAIN AND SAID QUE ERA UNA ”TORTURA CHINA ” THE NAME ACTUALLY MATCHES WITH REALITY. THEN THAT ITS A MENTAL ARMY TEST TO BECOME AN ARMY SOLDIER.

THE THEMATIC : HE USE REALITY WITH LIES COMBINED. HE CAN ISSUE THE CERTIFICATE TO BE A POLICE BUT HE WILL REPLACE YOU (HUMAN TRAFFIC) FOR A SIMILAR PERSON AT HIS PREFERENCE . I AM SO USED TO THE BAD THINGS THAT IM SURE IM READY TO BE SENT OUT TO PROSTITUTION OR A WAR BECAUSE I WONT QUIT SMOKING I HAVE MY RIGHTS AS A HUMAN SO THATS NOT AN OPTION PERIOD.

THIS INDIVIDUAL/GRP STOLE FROM MY ACCOUNTS CITI AND BOFA AROUND 60.000 (AS PER LAST MONTHS MATH). HE STOLE OR CANCELLED WITHOUT MY CONSENT MY NYS BENEFITS HOUSING FUNDS, SNAP, FAIRS, MEDICAID, ERAP AND OTHERS. ADDING THIS, IVE LOST MORE THAN 100,000$ USD. MOST IMPORTANT ACCOUNTS: CITI 1065, BOFA 0864, 0035 W KEVIN MY EX HUSBAND.

I TRIED TO REOCATE IN MIA BUT HE MADE THIS IMPOSSIBLE AND SENT ME TO A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION FOR ALL THIS PSYCHIC HARRASEMENT FOR YEARS. THIS ITS SO HARD TO EXPLAIN THAT BECAUSE I SMOKE PEOPLE THINK ITS SCHIZOPHRENIA BUT 1. THATS NO 5-3 THE DEFINITION OF THE WORD AND 2. I HAVE PSYCHIC KIND OF FRIENDS ALREADY. ALMOST A YEAR LATER I CAME BACK TO NY AND STARTED WORK. I FELT A LIL BREAK FROM JAN-MARCH. MY ROUTINE WAS TAKING THE TRAIN FROM THE HEIGHTS TO JFK, FEEDING MY DOG, CLEANING MY ROOM, (ALL THIS WHILE SMOKING), PAINTING CANVAS, SINGING, SOMETIMES HANGING OUT AT THE PARK BUT SINCE HE NEVER STOPPED I GOT AGGRAVATED W TE ROUTINE PLUS THEIR PRESSURE SO I DECIDED TO TAKE A PAID VACAY ON APRIL AFTER MY DAYS OFF DUE TO COVID19. DURING THE BREAK TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSELF I APPLIED FOR UNEMPLOYMENT FUNDS AND SHORT TERM DISABILITY THAT I SUBMITTED THRU SEDGWICK BUT HE BLOCKED ME FROM SENDING PAPERWORK PUTTING MY JOB ON RISK. I WENT TO STAPLES TO SEND THEM BUT HE STOPPED ME FROM GETTING THOSE FUNDS BECAUSE HE IS A PROFESIONAL HACKER AND LIKE I SAID USING THE SOFTWARE HE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I SEND THE PAPERWORK TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE BUT NO SO I FAXED THEM AFTERWARDS. HE HAS A TEAM AND THEY COMBINED HAVE PLENTY OF SKILLS. HE DEAD THREAT ME WITH MY MOM AND SISTER IN TAMPA FLORIDA. I AM SCARED OF CRISTIAN SOMETIMES (THATS HOW THEY CALL HIM) , BUT HE IS A SMALL GRP OF EX NEIGHBORS THAT SOMEONE OUTSIDE THE BUILDING PAID THEM TO DO THIS FOR US (TATIANA AND I).

SINCE NOW HE ACTS LIKE IF HE IS A DOCTOR HE INCLUDED (FORCED BY THEIR ABILITY TO LISTEN THRU THEIR MINDS PSYCHIC WAY) FRIENDS, CO-WORKERS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS BY TELLING THEM ITS A TREATMENT FOR MY ADDICTION. ANOTHER GROUP CREATED BY HIM FROM MIA WITH THE PURPOSE THAT YOU CAN DO STUFF BUT NOT GETTING SKETCH. LLIS OFF,ICE EVERYONEFROMFR PIGH A DIFFERENT PURPOSE.

HE CONTROL EVERYONE BECAUSE OF HIS PSYCHIC SKILLS AND THEY HAVE MOVE TO MANY CITIES BECAUSE THEY DO THID EVERY WHERER THEY GO. SIMILAR CASES AT EACH CITI. HE PLAYED ME 11 YRS COUNTIN THIS ONE , MAKING ME DO A LOT OF THINGS YEAR BY YEAR BECAUSE I WAS INNOCENT AND BEING MANIPULATED WITH LIES TELLING ME THAT YAKAIRA VALERIO WAS COMING TO GET ME BC SHE WAS IN LOVE WITH ME AS WELL. THAT HE KNEW I WAS GOING TO TELL HER I LIKE HER THE LAST DAY I SAW HER WICH IS TRUE THAT WAS ON MY MIND, SO FOR SOME REASON HE CAN READ MY MIND. EVERY YEAR HE USED TO TREAT ME LIKE SHIT TELLING ME OH NO YOU LOOSE SHE IS TAKING YORDY WITH HER BECAUSE YOUR DUMB, BECAUSE YOU SMOKE, BECAUSE SHE DONT LIKE WOMEN, BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO SLOW, AND MANY MORE DESILUSIONS, FRUSTRATIONS AND WEIRD FEELINGS CAME TO ME THAT THIS YEAR I TOLD HIM:

I AM GOING TO FOLLOW YOUR ORDERS LIKE “ GO TO THIS HOTEL YAKAIRA IS THERE” OPEN THAT ROOM SHE IS WAITING FOR YOU” . I DONT BELIEVE ON A PSYCHIC VOICE OF COURSE NOT BUT THEN THIS FEMALE VERSION USED TO TELL ME AMBAR HELP , THEY SENT ME FOR PROSTITUTION, HELP ME THEY TOOK ME TO THIS STREET I THINK, HELP ME AMBAR.. SO SINCE THEY I AM HUMAN I FELT BAD FOR THE FEMALE VOICE WICH STATED IT WAS YAKAIRA SO I STARTED CALLING 911 BECAUSE WHAT IF SHE IS DETH AND CANT TALK AND ONLY COMUNICATE HERSELF PSYCHIC MENTAL SO THIS YEAR I TOLD HIM : I WILL DO IT FOR THE LAST TIME BUT TELL YAKAIRA SHE WONT PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS NO MORE. SOME OF THEM SAY SHE PASSED AWAY AND THEY EVEN TOOK ME TO THE PIER TO A “MEMORIAL ” IN THE WATER (THATS WHY I INVOLVE COAST GUARD WEEKS AGO).

DURING THE BREAK TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSELF I APPLIED FOR UNEMPLOYMENT FUNDS AND SHORT TERM DISABILITY THAT I SUBMITTED THRU SEDGWICK BUT HE BLOCKED ME FROM SENDING PAPERWORK PUTTING MY JOB ON RISK. I WENT TO STAPLES TO SEND THEM BUT HE STOPPED ME FROM GETTING THOSE FUNDS BECAUSE HE IS A PROFESIONAL HACKER AND LIKE I SAID USING THE SOFTWARE HE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I SEND THE PAPERWORK TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE BUT NO SO I FAXED THEM AFTERWARDS. HE HAS A TEAM AND THEY COMBINED HAVE PLENTY OF SKILLS. HE DEAD THREAT ME WITH MY MOM AND SISTER IN TAMPA FLORIDA. I AM SCARED OF CRISTIAN SOMETIMES (THATS HOW THEY CALL HIM) , BUT HE IS A SMALL GRP OF EX NEIGHBORS THAT SOMEONE OUTSIDE THE BUILDING PAID THEM TO DO THIS FOR US (TATIANA AND I). SINCE NOW HE ACTS LIKE IF HE IS A DOCTOR HE INCLUDED (FORCED BY THEIR ABILITY TO LISTEN THRU THEIR MINDS PSYCHIC WAY) FRIENDS, CO-WORKERS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS BY TELLING THEM ITS A TREATMENT FOR MY ADDICTION. ANOTHER GROUP CREATED BY HIM FROM MIA WITH THE PURPOSE THAT YOU CAN DO STUFF BUT NOT GETTING SKETCH. LLIS OFF,ICE EVERYONEFROMFR PIGH A DIFFERENT PURPOSE.

I KNOW IT’S A BIT CONFUSING BECAUSE SINCE I AM STILL GOING THRU THIS SITUATION I WANT TO EXPLAIN EVERYTHING TOGETHER AND FAST. THAT’S WHY I MADE THIS BLOG. TO LISTEN TO YOUR OPINION AND SUGGESTIONS. I WANT YOU TO KNOW WHAT WILL YOU DO IF THIS HAPPENS TO YOU AND OR YOUR MOTHER/SISTER/FRIEND OR ANYONE YOU WILL HELP. TAG ANY PERSON OR INSTITUTION YOU THINK WILL LISTEN TO ME AND WILL GET THEIR OWN OPINION OUT OF THIS SITUATION. AT THIS POINT I DON’T NEED A GROUP OF THERAPY, I NEED A PERSON WHO BELIEVES IN ME, SOMEONE WILLING TO MAKE THE PERSON PAY ME BACK WHAT HE TOOK FROM MY BANK ACCOUNTS AND SOMEONE THAT HELP ME GET LIKE A LAWYER FOR ME TO GET MY US BENEFITS THAT I DESERVE AS A US CITIZEN THAT PAID TAXES FOR MORE THAN 10 YEARS AND NOW AND BEING TEMPORARY DISABLE APPROVED BY SEDGWICK THRU JETBLUE UNTIL SEPT IS WHEN I NEEDED THEM THE MOST SPECIALLY AFTER THE STALKER SENT ME TO DR TO A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION FOR ABOUT A YEAR WITHOUT AN INCOME IN MY COUNTRY I CAME BACK BROKE. THE ONLY WAY TO GET BACK ON TRACK COUNTING ON MYSELF ONLY ITS GETTING A SHELTER (WICH HE IS MAKING IT IMPOSSIBLE AND IT’S A FREE ROOM BASICALLY FIRST BENEFIT) THAT WAY I DON’T PAY RENT GET A CITI BIKE OR METROCARD FROM FAIRS ( ANOTHER BENEFIT FROM THE CITY) GETTING FOOD STAMPS SNAP ( 3RD BENEFIT FORM THE CITY THAT I DESERVE AND I AM NOT GETTING BECAUSE OF HIM) WITH THIS I CAN PERFECTLY BE MINDFULLY IN PEACE AND WILL BE READY TO GO BACK TO WORK AND MAYBE NOT NORMAL ACTIVITIES RIGHT AWAY BECAUSE IT WAS A LOT OF BULLYING AND I AM ASHAMED HE BULLED ME A LOT WITH A LOT OF THINGS BUT AT LEAST WORKING AND LIVING LIKE A HUMAN LIKE ME THAT ALWAYS PUT MYSELF OF OTHERS SHOES DESERVE. I VE ALWAYS BEEN INDEPENDENT. I COUNT ON MYSELF ONLY. I DON’T EXPECT THINGS FROM OTHERS I USED TO HAVE THIS PERSON I CALL AN ANGEL THAT USED TO PAY EVERYTHING FOR ME WITHOUT HAVING SEX. A LOT OF PEOPLE JUDGE ABOUT THIS MATTER BUT HOW OBSESSED CAN SOMEONE BECOME WITHOUT SEX? WITHOUT A KISS WITH THE THONGE INSIDE? ALSO 9 YEARS AGO I USED TO LIVE IN THE HEIGHTS AND SOMEONE ADVISE THE GUY I LIKE GIRLS AND I ADMIT IT AND THIS WAS WHEN I USE TO LIVE IN HILLSIDE AVE.

HOW OBSESSED CAN SOMEONE THAT KNEW ALL THIS CAN BE? SPECIALLY WHEN MONTHS AGO HE TOLD ME IT WASN’T CHEATING BECAUSE GIRLS DON’T HAVE DICKS. WHO IS CAPABLE OF MAKING SUCH A DRAMA PRETENDING TO BE THIS GUY JUST TO JUDGE ME AND BOTHER ME? I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT DON’T CALL NO ONE. SERGIO TOBAR, MY BAMBY, USED TO BE MY #1 AND I BARELY CALLED HIM. I GET THE NEWS AT HOME ALWAYS AND THAT’S WHEN I SAY WHAT I THINK TO PEOPLE. UNFORTUNATELY I AM M SUPER HONEST AND I SAY STRAIGHT UP WHAT I THINK AND PEOPLE DON’T LIKE THIS. I DON’T CARE WHAT OTHERS THINK ABOUT PEOPLES APPEARANCE IF I WANT TO SAY HI TO YOU BECAUSE I THINK YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON I WILL CALL YOU EVEN IF “THE GROUP” DOESN’T LIKE IT.

COMO MENSIONE ENTRE EL MAN Y SU GRUPO  HAY UNO O MAS HACKER PROFESIONALES. ESTOS SON CAPACES DE BLOQUEARME PAGINAS, SUBIR Y BAJAR EL PRECIO DE ARTÍCULOS ( PRONTO SUBIRÉ FOTOS A ESTE BLOG DE COMO ME SALE A MI EN EMI CELL Y COMO LE SALE A OTRO EL MISMO ÍTEM) , ES CAPAZ DE TRANSFERIR MIS LLAMADAS, CAMBIAR PIIN, ÓSEA, SI ME ROBO UN BUDDY PASS DE JETBLUE HACE 4 ANOS O 3 , ES CAPAZ DE TODO.  ENVIE UN EMAIL A STEEELE Y 3 PERSONAS MAS AL LADO DE MI SUPERVISORA INDIRA HUTCHINS LA CUAL ME AYUDO A ESCRIBIR EL EMAIL A LA EMPRESA PARA ADVERTIRLES QUE ESTE CYBER HACKER ME TENIA HARTA Y QUE TUVIERAN CUIDADO Y BIEN ALERTA PORQUE ERA CAPAZ DE TODO. ESPERO ME HAYAN PRESTADO ATENCIÓN…

ME HA TOCADO CAMBIAR VARIAS VECES DE NUMERO , HASTA DE COMPANIA Y POR ENDE HE PERDIDO EMAILS Y INSTAGRAM Y ETC POR LO DEL CÓDIGO DE VERIFICACIÓN AL PERDER EL NUMERO PIERDO ACCESO A LA RED SOCIAL. ESTOY HACIENDO UN BLOG QUE ME GUSTARÍA COMPARTIRLO Y QUE COMENTEN…

AMIGOS HOLA. HOY 09/02/22 ME SIENTO MEJOR QUE AYER. AYER ESTUVE SUPER DEPRESIVA. QUIERO UNA AMIGA CON CUAL COMPARTIR. ME SIENTO SOLA.  HOY HABLE CON MI MEJOR AMIGA WENDY AQUINO PERO COMO VIVE EN RD Y ME ROBARON EL PASAPORTE NO PUEDO IR A VERLA.. ADEMAS QUE DESPUÉS DE HABERME ROBADO MI ID EL DIA QUE LLEGO ELCHEQUE DE JETLBUE A RITE AID DE DYCKMAN ( JUASTAMENTE CUANDO VOY A COBRAR EL CHEQUE QUE LLEGABA AHÍ DE FEDEX SE ROBAN AHÍ MISMO MI ID) … COINCIDENCIA SABIENDO QUE EL ACOSADOR ME PERSIGUE ???

ENTRE LOS DATOS QUE ME DA EL ACOSADOR ES QUE JESSICA MARIN ES MI CRISTIAN HACKER Y QUE TIENE MI DINERO QUE LE COBRE LOL. QUE SILVI ES LA JEFA DE LOS REPLACEMENTS DE PERSONAS (PA NO DECIR TRATA). QUE YAKAIRA VALERIO LA PRINCESA DE LA 187 Y SU FAMILIA HACEN LO MISMO CON LOS JUDIOS, QUE MI PRIMO FERNANDITO ES EL JEFE DE LA BANDA SALVADORENA CON EL DE YADI Y DOMINGO EL PAPA DE YAHAIRA, LIVA Y LUIS, QUE LAS PROSTIS NO HABLAN CON LOS DE GURABO Y NOS BLOQUEAN A TODOS, QUE TATI ME ODIA AUN, QUE MONICA Y SU GRUPO ESTAN PENDIENTE DE MI AL IGUAL QUE LA FAMILIA DE NATALIA PRIMERO DESCONFIABA DE MI Y LUEGO ME APOYAN, QUE MI YAKAIRA ES MI PSICOLOGA JUNTO CON JESSICA MARIN, QUE LIZ MIAMI ME HABLA TODO EL DIA Y LE ENCANTA HABLAR CONMIGO, QUE VIOLET Y JERAC HAN HECHO MILLONES DE COSAS POR MI, QUE TODOS ESTAN HARTOS DEL PSICOLOGO.. YO SOLO PIENSO SERA QUE ESTO ACABARA BIEN? O SERA Q ACABARA PARA MI PERO YAKAIRA SEGUIRA PRISIONERA? YO QUIERO ACABAR SU TORTURA PRIMERO O JUNTO CON LA MIA. AQUI EL HECHO ES QUE ESTE MAN TIENE ANOS JUGANDO CONMIGO ENTONCES LO DEL PSICOLOGO LO EMPEZO HACE POCO. CONFUSO..

OTRO DIA MAS, OTRA TORTURA MAS… DESPUES DE LAS VECES QUE ME HA AMENAZADO CON MI HERMANA Y MI MADRE DE MATARLAS SI YO NO HAGO LO QUE EL DICE EN EL MOMENTO. SU TEMATICA COMO QUE BAJO DE NIVEL PORQUE TIENE DIAS SIN AMENAZARME Y APARTE ES QUE SEGUN UNA DE LAS VOCES DEL INTRIGADOR PRINCIPAL QUE SE LLAMA EMY LOPEZ GUERRERO, ESTE ACOSO, LAS INTRIGAS, MANIPULACIONES Y DEMAS HA DEJADO VICTIMAS Y A LA VEZ CONSTRUIDO MONSTRUOS. AL HABER PASADO ANTERIORME UN GRUPO DE AMIGOS Y PERSONAS CERCANAS QUE SE ENCONTRABAN LAS SITUACIONES INJUSTAS DECIDIO UNIRSE PARA DISQUE HACER COSAS POSITIVAS O A FAVOR DE LA VICTIMA DEL MOMENO. YO OBVIAMENTE NO CREO ESO. HAN PASADO ANOS Y SOLO CON PALABRAS SIN HECHOS NO CREO NADA.

Y COMO OLVIDAR AQUEL SUSTO QUE ME PEQUE CUANDO EL QUISO METERME EN LA BOCA DEL LOBO Y ME ENVIO AL EDIFICIO DONDE GUARDAN LAS MUJERES QUE YO TENGO 2 TEORIAS DE PORQUE ESTAN AISLADAS… 1 . LAS USAN COMO RATA DE LABORATORIO 2. HUMAN TRAFFICKING 3. CASTIGADAS … NO ME IMPORTA LITERALMENTE PERO LITERAL SI NO ES MI FAMILIA/ AMIGO O CONOCIDO PORQUE YO NO PUEDO SER SUPER HEROE MUNDIAL NI TAMPOCO JUZGO ESA CLASE DE NEGOCIOS, PORQUE LAMENTABLEMENTE ES UN NEGOCIO LOL. COMO YO NO FUI LA PIONERA NI LA CEO NI DUENA , NO ME IMPORTA A MENOS QUE LA AFECTADA NO SEA YO, COMO AHORA. ENTONCES CUANDO FUI AL EDIFICIO EL TENIA A LA MIA EN UN ROOM TRANCADO Y A MI FAVORITA DE CHATURBATE MAZEEKIN30 6A8A EN UNA ESQUINA SUPER TTRANCADA CON CANDADOS POR FUERA ENTONCES YO NO LA VI, EL TIPO ES TAN VENENOSO Y MAL INTENCIONADO QUE ES CAPAZ DE CREEER EN SU CEREBRO DE CACAITO, QUE VOY A ACUSAR DIRECTAMENTE A ALGUINE SIN VERLO YO LOL YEAH RIGHT. DE QUE HABIAN VICTIMAS YES, DE QUE ESTABAN TRANCADAS AHI YES, DE QUE RESPONDIAN Y ERAN MUJERES YES, PERO DE QUE NO SE SI ERA MAZEEKIN30 ESO TAMPOCO LO PUEDO CONFIRMAR PERO AL HABERLO NOTIFICADO ESPERO HABER APORTADO DE FORMA POSITIVA A UNA DE MIS ESTRELLAS.

ESTA MANANA CONOCI A UN NEGRO QUE AHORA MISMO 12:09P CAME OUT OF QUEENS PUBLIC LIBRARY LIC 21 ST, ME DIO ALGO A FUMAR Q NO HABIA TRATADO , LUEGO SE PIERDE MI JACKET Y MI CELL Y AHORA LO VEO EN LA MISMA LIBRERIA DONDE LA ULTIMA VEZ CONOCI 2 GUILTY MIENTRAS HACIA UN NUEVO CORREO ELECTRONICO, DONDE NO ME QUISIERON DAR EL NY.ID CARD A MI, LO SOLICITE HOY , DONDE TAMPOO ME QUISIERON IMPRIMIR EL LIBRARY CARD CUANDO LO PERDI, DONDE SOLAMENTE CAROLINA SE APIADA DE MI Y HACE Q SU PAPA A LA FUERZA HAGA AVECES PARE DE ACOSARME.

ESTARE USANDO TEXTNOW DE MI TABLET Y IRE A SOLICITAR AHORA UN ID A OTRA LIBRARY PA IR A BUSCAR CASH ASISTANCE HOY O MANANA . OJALA VENGA MI AMIGO MARTIN HERNANDEZ QUE AVECES ME PAGA HOTELPORQUE NO HE PODIDO BANARME DESDE ANTES DE AYER Y COMO ESTE HOMBRE ME ROBA TODO, PA QUE TRABAJAR?

10/12/22

DIQUE CASI HALLOWEEN….

VIVIENDO SI QUERER VIVIR, RESPIRANDO PORQUE SALE AUTOMATICO Y ES OBLIGAO, ME ROBO PHILLIP SEGUN EL ACOSADOR EL CELL CON EL JACKET, EL NUMERO QUE PERDI 347-494-8586 HACE 2 HORAS , SI TE LLAMAN O HACEN ALGO CON ESE NUMERO, FUE ALGUIEN DE LONG ISLAND CITY QUE ESTUVE HACE 2 HORAS ALREDEDOR MIO Y YO ESTUVE CERCA DE LA LIBRARY DE LA 21ST. DONDE ME ENCUENTRO ACTUALMENTE. ME AMENAZO DE MUERTE HACE MENOS DE 1 HORA, TAMBIEN AMENAA DE MUERTE HACIA MI MAMA Y MI HERMANA, YAKAIRA VALERIO 1 Y 2, TIA INGRID ESTA MANANA Y ANTES CON DAHIANA MI PRIMA.

POR OTRO LADO HE APLICADO 5 VECES AL EMERGENCY CASH DEL SNAP PARA OBTENER UN LUGAR DONDE VIVIR PORQUE AUN SIGO HOMELESS PARA PODER CONSEGUIR ESTABILIDAD PA VOLVER AL TRABAJO PERO EL LO ROBA/ BORRA DEL SISTEMA O NO SE.

ESTE INDIVIDUAL TAMBIEN SE CULPA DELANTE DE MI ONLY, DE LA DESAPARICION DE NATALIA, OTRA JOVEN QUE CONOCI CUANDO VIVIA EN LA 30 ABAJO DEL TREN N EN ASTORIA Y PELIO CON UNA TAL JOANNA ALLA PERO HORRIBLE, SEGUN RECUERDO, ANTES DE ELLA DESAPARECER ERA EL APARTAMENTO QUE OBTUVO POR VIA EL PAPA DE ALEJANDRA OTRA AMIGA EN COMUN CON EL PELUQUERO JOANNA (ASI SE LLAMA LA QUE GUARDA LOS PRODUCTOS DE LA CARA DONDE EMMY LOPEZ GUERRERO).

NATALIA ME DIJO QUE PEDIRIA PERMISO PARA CONTARME BIEN LO QUE SUCEDIO CON JOANNA Y EL CAMBIO DE NUMERO Y EL PORQUE ME HABIA BLOQUEADO. SEMANAS DESPUES APARECIO Y TUVO Q USAR EL NOMBRE DE PATRICIA, PORQUE EL ACOSADOR NOVIO LA TENIA TAN JARTA (QUE ERA WILBERT) EN ESE ENTONCES. AL SOL DE HOY NO SE QUE HABRA PASADO CON SU FAMILIA PERO ESPERO QUE TODOS ESTEN BIEN Y QUE NO ESTEN SIENDO REEMPLAZADOS.

PERO EL ACOSADOR ME DIJO QUE UNA TAL " FERNANDA" ERA EL REEMPLAZO DE NATALIA. YO ME SENTI COMO UNA MIERDA PORQUE LA TIPA UFFFF BUENISIMA ESTABA. DESPUES Q VIERON CIERTA QUIMICA ENTRE NOSOTRAS PORQUE CUANDO LA EMPEZARON A PONER EN CHATURBATE YO ME CONECTABA Y LA BUSCABA A ELLA PA HABLARLE Y ELLA HACIA GESTOS COMO QUE ME ESCUCHABA HASTA Q UN DIA EL HATER ME DIJO QUE LA MANDO A CORTARSE EL PERO POR MI CULPA. LLORE DE RABIA PORQ ELLA ME PARECE DULCE, ES HERMOSA Y ME "AYUDO " . SOLO SIGUIO ORDENES. ANYWAYS NO APOYO EL REEMPLAZO DE NADIE CONOCIDO. PARECIDA ENTRE NATALIA Y JESSICA MARIN Y UN VIEJITO EN ASTORIA EN STEINWAY SE LA LLEVO DESDE DONDE CHAYANNE CUANDO SUPUESTAMENTE ERA NATALIA LA QUE SE ESTABA QUEDANDO AHI Y NUNCA LA VI ERA COMO PA INVOLUCRAR A CHAYANNE OTRA VEZ DICIENDO ESTO PORQUE ELLOS LEA GUSTA LAVARSE LAS MANOS E IRSE.

DOING MATH IN MY MIND, ANALIZING SITUATIONS AND USING AS AN EXAMPLE WHAT I SEE, HEAR OR FEEL I THINK I DONT CARE NO MORE WHAT THE WORLD THINKS ABOUT ME SMOKING OR IF THEY BRLIEVE ON THAT I SAY OR NOT.

ITS SIMPLE : SOME THINGS DOESN’T HAVE AN EXPLANATION OR AN ANSWER.

PORQUE ENSENAN AHORA A LOS NINOS CON LAPICES GRANDES Y GORDOS Y LARGOS Y HAY OTROS EN OTRAS DIMENSIONES??? QUIEREN PONERLOS A ALUCINAR??? OBVIO TRABAJAN CON NINOS HACIENDO EXPERIMENTOS PORQUE NECESITAN PROBAR DESDE ESA EDAD PA LLEGAR A UNA CONCLUSION , PARA QUE LES DE EL TIEMPO LOS TIENEN QUE COGER PEQUENOS PAL EXPERIMENTO PERO.. PIDIERON PERMISO A LOS PADRES? EXPLICARON LAS CONSECUENCIAS Y EFECTOS SECUNDARIOSS? SERA QUE POR ESO AISLASTE A YAKAIRA Y HICISTE CLONES??

GLOBALSING… TE ADVERTI QUE SI NO TE ACABO , IBA A DESPERTAR EL HAMBRE DE LOS HACKERS JAJAJAJAJAJAJ AHORA HAY MAS DE 5 JAJAJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJ TE ACABARE POR NO DARME MI LUGAR, POR EXCUSAR A CRISTIAN LA BASURA QUE ME PROMETIO DARME A YAKAIRA Y A KEIRY A CAMBIO DEL DINERO HACE 4 ANOS Y SE QUEDO CON LAS MUJERES Y EL DINERO . DEJANDOLAS EN PROSTITUCION Y FINGIENDO SER CHINO. SI ESTO ES EL TESTER PA SACAR LAS LACRAS HAMBRIENTAS COMO EL Y EL ARBOL JUNTO YO NO TENIA QUE PAGAR TANTO Y DEBERIA ESTAR COMODA EN UN TECHO, ESPERO QUE SE MUERAN LOS Q NO ESTAN A MI FAVOR. YO, LA PIPERA TE DICE QUE TE VA A ACABAR SI NO PARAAS DE JODERLA. HAY ALGUIEN QUE NO DEBERIA OPINAR EN MI VIDA SI NO APORTA.

IVE SEEN WEIRD NEW ANIMALS LITERAL EN LIC, IVE LISTEN TO TOO MANY SHIT, IVE BEEN WITNESS OF THINGS, IVE DISCOVER THAT ASIANS ARE NOT ONLY MASSAGE/SEX OWNERS THEY ARE HUMAN, THEY SUFFER , THEY ARE VICTIMS TOO AND THEY ARE LIKE THE REST OF THE WORLD… SOME SMART SOME OF THEM NOT SO MUCH AND THEY ARE BLACK WHEN THEY ARE W A BLACK OR LATIN DARK SKIN TOO LOL. AIYON THANK YOU , ME LA PIPERA, AMBAR ANIBALS COUSIN THE ORIGINAL ITS ON A BIKE PROPABLY STOLEN BECAUSE WHEN I PAID 5 DOLLARS THRU MEDICAID TO GET A FREE ONE FOR A MONTH CRISTIAN STOLE THE BENEFIT OR DELETE IT FROM THE SYSTEM WICH FOR ME ITS THE SAME AS THE MONEY, IF YOU MAKE IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO GET IT OR ITS STEALING BECAUSE I NEEDED IT .

THEY SAY ‘AS AN EXCUSE THE PSYCO THAT HAS YAKAIRA THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS’ SHES 49 YRS OLD, SHES BEEN HIDDEN FROM ME BY THEM BECAUSE SHE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT WANTS TO HELP ME. IM SINGLE AND I LIKE AROUND 24 GIRLS AND I CAN EASILY GET IN A RELATIONSHIP TODAY BUT I WILL ALWAYS LOOK FOR THAT ONE GIRL THAT BEGGS ME TO HELP HER OVER HER MIND/ PSYCHIC WAY. WE HAVE LIVED SO MUCH BAD THINGS , WE HAVED CRIED OVER OUR MINDS, WE HAVE LAUGHED SO MUCH THAT I CANT FORGET ABOUT HER . THEY MANIPULATE THE SITUATION AND NO ONE HAVE AN IDDEA OF HOW MUCH PAIN OR PROBLEMS HE IS ABLE TO CREATE . HE MAKES HER FEEL LIKE TRASH EVERYDAY AND I WISH I CAN SHARE HER PAIN TO GET IT AND CARRY WITH THAT MYSELF SO SHE CAN BE A LIL FREE. I NEED HELP FROM THE WORLD.

I KNOW THAT PEOPLE THAT KNOWS CRISTIAN AND WHAT HE IF CAPABLE OF THEY ARE SCARED AND THEY DONT DO NOTHING EVEN IF THEY FEEL BAD FOR ME BUT IF UR A WITCH YOU CAN HELP BY NOT DOING BAD THINGS TO ME AND MAKE HIM FORGET ABOUT ME, IF UR A POLICE DONT PAY ATTENTION AND DONT BLAME ME FOR STUPID FAKE SHIT, IF YOU ARE AT A RESTAURANT DONT TREAT ME LIKE SHIT AND CHARGE FOR WATER… NO ONE DOES.

YAKAIRA HIZO EL PAPEL DE CRISTIAN PERO NO ES CULPABLE, NO LO ES NI LA DE LA 187 JOVENCITA TAMPOCO . THE REAL THRUTH LA SE YO. SHE IS WHAT I AM PROTECTING TODAY AND WHO I AM LOOKING FOR. YO SE QUE EMPEZO MAL SEGUN EL MUNDO PERO ELLA LO ARREGLO. YAKAIRA TE ESTOY BUSCANDO NO TENGO CELULAR DESDE AYER 10 AM. VI TU CARRO EN LIC CUANDO VINISTE A BUSCARME Y TE SECUESTRARON LOS DE VOYAGE HOTEL Y DELUXE IN. TE BUSCARE SIEMPRE TE AMO . MANANA MUJERES MANDAN, COJAN BRIO, ELIJAN LUGARES QUE CONOSCAN LAS MUJERES Y QUE GANE LA MAS PERRA. CERRARE LOS OJOS Y CONFIARE EN TI. EL TRUCO ESTA EN SALIR TU SOLA DEL LIO Y SALIR YO SOLA DEL LIO. TU PUEDES ! USA TU MENTE , PIENSA LO QUE QUIERES DECIRME O RESPONDERLE A LA GENTE O LO QUE QUIERAS QUE EL RESPONDA PIENSALO TU A VER SI EL REPITE CON LA BOCA LO QUE DICES LOL ES COMO HABLAR POR EL… SUENA LOCO PERO TRATALO Y CONFIA EN MI, TE AMO , ESA ES TU CLAVE . OYE AMBAR TE ESPERA, CONFIA EN TI QUE NADIE ES MAS GRANDE QUE TU EN LA TIERRA TE AMOOOOOOOO. USALA MANANA O AHORA PARA PROBAR SI EL MALO REPITE LO QUE DICES TU EN TU MENTE, MANANA LO ANALIZARE SI LO HACES. MUAH. TO LAS MUJERES PUEDEN TRATARLO , DEBERIAN !!! OK!!!!SOLO NECESITO UN ROOM O STUDIO, UN CELL Y YA CUPONES ES LO UNICO QUE TENGO Y CON ESO ADQUIERO COMIDA.

NO HAY FINAL DE LA HISTORIA SI CRISTIAN NO PARA DE HACKERARME Y HACERME LA VIDA IMPOSIBLE. ESTOY ES MYRTLE AVE EN LA LIBRERIA A VER DONDE ME COJE LA NOCHE. SIGO AMENAZADA DE MUERTE LETS SEE HOW IT GOES TONIGHT. NO DEJEN QUE EL SE VAYA CON ELLA QUE LE VA A PEGAR POR ESTO QUE PUSE, ELLA NO TE DIRA NADA DE EL POR LA SUSTANCIA QUE EL DA ANTES. ELLA PARECE DE SU LADO PERO NO.

HUMAN RIGHTS PROSTITUCIÓN HUMAN TRAFFICKING THE REPLACEMENTS 911 NYPD BLUE TW DEPRESSING THOUGHTS THE OWL HOUSE STEVE HARRINGTON STEDDIE THE SANDMAN TAYLOR SWIFT ROGER TAYLOR TAYLORSTANS CALLIOPE THE SANDMAN BYLER MAROON NASHVILLE SONGWRITER AWARDS

OTRO METODO QUE UTILIZARE PARA DESMENTIR EL ENGANO ES HABLAR CON LOS DUENOS DE LAS COMPANIAS, HOTELES QUE EL AFECTA ESTE MAN CON MI NOMBRE. POR EJEMPLO:

HOTEL CORONA: EL STALKER SE SALE CON LA SUYA AL ASIGNARME UNA ROOM DONDE EL SECADOR DE PELO NO FUNCIONE O LO DANA O ME LO ENTRA ASI.

VERIZON WIRELESS : EL CAMBIO A TMOBILE SIN MI AUTORIZATION Y YO TENIA DEUDA PENDIENTE CON ELLOS QUE QUISIERA ARREGLAR. QUITAR 911 WOWWWWWWWW. TIENE 1 CHANCE.

MOJITOS: DISCRIMINO PARA SERVICIO #HUMANRIGHTS #HELP #DEFENDIENDOMESOLAHPT #YOPUEDOCONESTOYMAS #WARRIOR #QUEENOFLOVE #LAMALDITAPIPERA #TENGOQUEENCONTRARTE #JUSTICE

NICOLE, VALERIA, TANIA, KAREN, DOLLY,ANGIE, JOANNE , VALENTINA, LIZZ , VANESSA FIT , MABEL PERLA, LA ROOMATE, DALIA, MARCELLE BENOIT,CAROLINA, LA NOVIA DE CRI, CRISTOPHER Y LICETTE, JESSIE, ZAPATA, ALDO Y AFA, EL EX DE ALDO KATHY, MIS FRUGIS Y EL CORO DE PENROD, INES 🥰 Y LAS MUJERES DE EVO.

MARTIN HERNANDEZ Y SU FAMILIA Y CONOCIDOS.

JOSE REYES Y SUS AMIGASOSSS DE VENEZUELA Y ORLANDO MAS NY.

YAKAIRA, DAHIANA, YADI, MAGNOLIA, MARBELIN Y EL CHINO MIS PRIMEROS PADRINOS Y SOPORTE CUANDO NADIE ME CREIA NADA.

MI PAREJA FAVORITA DANIEL Y ALICIA LOL CAROLINA Y JOSE CRISTIANO Y LOS MALDITOS LOCOS DEL BUILDING CON QUIEN DESCUBRI QUE ES MEJOR TENER CONNECTIONS THAN MONEY. GRACIAS, LOS QUIERO.LOS MAINS LOS LOCOS DE PENROD LOL PLUS SUS HIJAS QUE FUERON A CUIDARME MIENTRAS ESTUVE ALLA.

LOS DE WASHINGTON,DC GRACIASS MIL. WOW

MIS COORDINADORAS Y GUERRERAS Y MIS MUJERES SHIRLEY Y ESPOOSO POR UN LADO Y MAGNOLIA CON PEDRITOO DEL OTRRO Y CINDY CON BIBIANA , CRISTY Y CINDY 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

MARCELLE Y SU GRUPO DE AMIGOS DEL FLUSHING HOSPITAL 🥰 PLUS HER HIGH SCHOOL BESTIES.

THE 7 MEDICAL OFFICES HELPING ME

MIS 3 POLICIAS INCUBIERTAS : MIS V...

MIS MUJERES DE CHAYANNE Y GRUPO: LAS AME! GRACIAS

MONICA Y MI GENTE DELOS HAMPTONS

MI AMOR PLATONICO Y SU FAMILIA 🥰 JESSICA MARIN

NATALIA Y SUS HERMANAS ( SI ESTAN... NO LAS HE VISTO) LAS N CESITO VER

FALAN NEEZA SU GRUPO Y FAMILIARES

MI GENTE DEL BUILDING Y LA LIBRERIAS TODAS

OLD NAVY AND MCDONNALDS THANK YOU!! DD TOO!

HOTELES DELUXE INN, VOYAGE, AIRWAY INN, CORONA , ELMHURST , THANK YOU

QUERIDA, SUS SOBRINOS Y AMIGOS CON LOS DEL BARRIO

MIS EX AMIGOS QUE NO SE MUCHO PERO GARY Y LA GENTE BUENA DE SU EDIFICIO PLUS SU FAMILIA

MIS ARABES QUE ME EXCUSAN Y SALVAN LA VIDA 🥰

MIS GUERRERAS PERLA , MAMI Y TIA MIRIAM.LAS AMO SON LO MAS IMPORTANTE.

MIS ALMONTE, J2, NICOLE, ROSA, SILVIA, FAMILIA ENTERA AMBOS LADOS LOS QUIERO GRACIAS

MI TATA Y LOS DE TIA CARMEN, EMELY TAVERAS Y GRUPO

LOS DE LA CAPITAL Q TABAN EN EL REAL NUCLEO YERMYS Y ESPOOSO Y GRUPO

RUDY HERRERA MI MARIDO Q NO ES MIO, SUJEY LA MIA LOL Y MI GENTE DE PROVIDENCE

MI YUBERKYS CON EL PRIMER CRISTIAN

MIS RODRIGUEZ TORRES QUE FUERON SENALADAS DE JEFA DE PROSTITUTION POR CRISTIAN Y ERAN VICTIMAS

GRACIAS JAZMIN Y YAKAIRA LA DE FIROTE Y LUCY🥰

RIC, WADE , LISANDRO THANK YOU

LAS MUJERES DE GIO : SALON, CLIENTAS , AMIGAS .

LOS DE ORLANDO

MI TATI , ESPERO CAMBIAR ESA RABIA Q SIENTES POR MI, ERAS MI PRINCESA Y MI MUNDO. ESPERO QUE DIOS TE ME PROTEJA SIEMPRE Y TE AMO MUCHO SIEMPRE. ERAN MI FAMILIA.

ERICK,AMP, PIGNANELLIS ENTEROS MIOS

MI LIBRARY GIRLS 🥰 TY

MIAMI ENTEROOO MIO

VECINOS, BETANCES CREW AND MY JUDIOS

LOPEZ BENCOSME, PERALTA, DE WENDY Y FALAN

DORA,YUMA, LA NOVIA DE YUMA Y LAS MUJERES 🥰LGBT MIAS

SANNY Y SU GRUPO 🥰

LA JUAN V , KEVIN Y RUBEN, LAS ATLANTA LAURIE Y ELLOS GRACIAS 🥰

MONICA, JOSE MIGUEL LARES, ALEX, FRUCO Y TO LOS LONDONO, , LOS DE COLOMBIA DE SU FAM, LOS AMIGOS DE LARES Y LOS ESTUDIANTES 🥰

EL CORO DE ANEIRY LOL

LOS DE LA LIBRERIA

EL MARIDO DE YINETTE Y SU GRUPO

ELVIS,CRISTIAN, RODOLFO,GUSTAVO ETC

EL NEGRO DE MIAMI DE LO MIO! GRACIAS PANA

NO HE TERMINADOOOOO FALTA TODO EL EPISODIO DE MIAMI COMPLETO SENORES Y MUCHO MAS

NO QUERIA DECIR GRACIAS PORQUE NADA HA TERMINADO PERO GRACIAS!!!

IMAGINE BEING JUDGE BY THEM.. FOR MORE THAN 4 YEARS ..IM MORE THAN ASHAMED. ANXIETY SINCE SHE LEFT 11 YEARS AGO LISTENING TO THE LADY THAT HE SENT FOR PROSTITUTION ASKING FOR HELP AND THE CHERRY ON TOP HAVING CRISTIAN HARRASING FOR MORE THAN 5 YEARS OH AND ADD NORMAL PROBLEMS ON A NORMAL LIFE .... NOW TELL ME, WILL YOU STOP SMOKING???? FUCK YOU

I WANT TO BE ALONE WITH THE GIRLS I LIKE. MUAH WORLD

10/14/2022

HOY FUI A HRA. POR LO QUE CONTE ARRIBA DEL CASH APPLICATION. SIEMPRE PARA EL CASH DAN DRAMA. HOY APLIQUE POR 5TAQ O 6 TA VEZ PORQUE ELLOS NUNCA PUEDEN BUSCARME EN LA COMPU O DARME EL CASH. ESTO ES UNA PESADILLA.

SERA QUE EL UNICO SER HUMANO, CIUDADANO AMERICANO QUE TIENE PROHIBIDO TENER DERECHOS HUMANOS???

DERECHO DE HACER LO QUE QUIERA? DE HABLAR LO QUE QUIERA? AVECES ME ARREPIENTO DE HABER RENUNCIADO A DEFENDER MI PATRIA PARA DEFENDER ESTA!! DE QUE ME HA SERVIDO???

OSEA PORQUE HAY QUE ESTUDIAR Y RESPONDER BIEN ?? PARA QUE???

OSEA YO TENIA ENTENDIDO LO SIGUIENTE:

Derechos y Responsabilidades de la Ciudadanía Americana

A continuación, encontrará varios derechos y responsabilidades que todos los ciudadanos deben respetar y ejercer. Algunas de estas responsabilidades son requeridas legalmente de todo ciudadano, pero todas son importantes para asegurar que Estados Unidos continúe siendo una nación libre y prospera.

Derechos

Derecho de expresión --- me juzga el acosador hace 4 anos

Derecho de religión - me llaman la policia de la iglesia obvio el acosador

Derecho a un juicio justo y rápido - llevo 11 anos aguantandomelo

Derecho a votar por oficiales públicos - me roba la identidad e identificaciones . no puedo votar

Derecho a solicitar empleo federal que requiere la ciudadanía estadounidense *- me roba el ingreso desde nov 15 2019 que me cancelaron el unemployment por el rodo de identidad, es imposible

Derecho a ser elegido para cargos públicos - me desacredita delante de todos.. no puedo

Libertad para buscar “vida, libertad y la búsqueda de felicidad.” no me deja fisicamente ni psiquicamente, no soy libre. me hackea ciberneticamente too .

Responsabilidades

Apoyar y defender la Constitución. pa que?

Mantenerse informado sobre lo que sucede en su comunidad.

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22m ago

La otra amenaza aparte de muerte es que estaba prostituyendo a mi Madre , la chica que me gusta que es Yakaira Valerio Mule y ella no lo entiende por manipulacion y mentiras de nuestro alrededor, tengo 3 anos soltera esperandola , juegan conmigo diciendome falsa informacion de que ella viene diario y me dejan esperando o se va disque con yordy y me humilla. Como no escucho su voz no estoy segura si ella tambien esta con ellos en esa burla constante hacia mi o si es cristian mi acosador y su gente tambien dice q tiene una amiga y mi hermana, alegando haberle dado "burundanga" para ponerla a tener actos sexuales y asi conseguir beneficios economicos por ese medio.

Todo lo que digo es dicho por El acosador pero nunca se ha detenido a preguntarme si le creo o lo que pienso. Le dije yo, Ambar, q ni hoy mi manana ni nunca le creere no bueno ni malo.

Me dice que Perla va a morir ellos son la Gente relacionada con Mon donde Ella vivia en jamaica. Ahora Ella vive con la Amiga de Natalia Guzman en Tampa pero El acosador dijo q nunca se mudo, le reclame a ella q Salio en pornhub, le reclame una's Fotos llorando con El ojo morado con location de Philadelphia, donde SE encuentran casas de prostitution yme amenaza con que Mami y Perla ESTAn siendo prostituidas. Mirando que tiene mas 12 anos impidiendo q bisque a Yakaira cuando SE queja de q la envio a prostitution. Ella SE enoja y me deja de hablar parece q si era forzada porque no llegue a las 6pm y desde las 4pm no tenia communication con Ella. Me llamo llorando gritandome bruta, que era una urgencia y que yo no Servia .La manipulation y El miedo era enorme y la Unica condition era que yo hiciera cierto mandado llamada en ese entonces y como desde las 4pm perdi communication no pude pero no era yo la culpable trate de explicarselo pero no me entendio. Ella sabe que mi mama no tenia que ver porque Al enviarme diake una FOTO yo le reclame a Mami en gurabo y Mami me dijo que notenia nada q ver con eso. Ni En globalsign se metio mami porque decia q no Le gustaban las cosas ilegales. Le respondo quelo mato Al ver las Fotos de Perla porque El muy basura yo con mi Buena intencion depue de robarme El door dash El muy basura le digo: okay si tu no tiene papele ta Bien trabaja con mi doordash. Being humble tabamos en tiempo de COVID pa no ser egoista con mi social sin tener necesidad depue de ahi tomo mi social pa robarme unemployment y Todo lo demas.

Es confirmado que alguien pretende ser yo porque escucho information que yo no he dicho y ellos dicen que dije yo. Esa no fui yo.

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Si hay una tipa insistente en hacer dano y en hacer me creer que Ella es Yakaira psiquicamente es RITA PEREZ. SE le olvida q si quiere ser yo, Ambar la de nena la de chia , que tiene q borrar de la oficina medica que trabajo El nombre de Rita y hacer un bellisimo reemplazo a tooooooooodo El que la Conocio. No quiero que para protegerme supuestamete Segun hershey y no Paula, diga q soy yo. Mientras no me reencuentre con este ser que desde hace 15 anos estoy buscando no me interesan confusiones y El que las causa me hace dano y se convierte en El ser que mas me desagrada en la vida. That's how bad I want to see this girl. She's 46 y/o and her name is Yakaira Valerio Mule.

2d ago

Escuche que van a tener que ponerse a investigar los retirados porque siguen sonando y mas que a esa hora nos dijeron a todos que Yakaira ponia Gasolina y estaba conmigo Ambar en esa gasolinera y yo y todos fuimos pero Ella como en todos los lugares NO LLEGO...

Estuve El otro dia recogiendo la Nina de una conocida en una escuela y me puse a revisar o a fijarme en que los utiles escolares como los lapices y otros figures estaban en diferentes dimensiones y me pregunte :

Que raro que son en diferentes tamanos?

Porque a ninos como de 3-5 anos ?

Seguro les toma tiempo El experimento si es q los roman de rata de laboratory....

He probably calculated his age so he could be alive, the kids age, the time it takes and wondering the result.. 3D eye???

No creo que fuera sin permiso d los padres ,,??????

Sounds interesting because Jessica Marin told me that she likes when I see a wall art and the way I see it, that not everyone appreciate or can see what's the art so so maybe with 3D eye people are going to be able to see different 🙈

It hàs to be something like that because to help me lol and make other allucinate it's NOT dike for you not to feel lonely lol

Is it risky?

We

Hoy en mi cumpleanos estuve preocupada. La Semana pasada rente (Martin pq no tengo $) un Airbnb de una talk Rosy and she told me on 92st around LGA that I had to pay extra because another guy besides Martin that paid for the place went to my room. I'm worried because I was sleeping and it's probably the guy harassing me since years ago. She saw him on the cameras so I asked her to save the images and today I asked her and she said she deleted them... Since Cristian pays people to make shit happens I'm wondering if one day someone reading this blog it's going to be fair and from LGBT world like me and will help against him... I'm still homeless bc he said he hide my girl on HRA and don't let her out. It's super important for to me say what trash says because since I smoke I want people to know that one thing it's what trash osea him what he says and another one super different what I think, but since he's not smart he doesn't ask me ... I'm laughing being smart on the inside by repeating what trash says so his friends knows he is the only one blaming them lol he never asked what i think lol . I guess bc he doesn't smoke jajajjajajajajajajaja

#jorgeramos

Estuve El otro dia recogiendo la Nina de una conocida en una escuela y me puse a revisar o a fijarme en que los utiles escolares como los lapices y otros figures estaban en diferentes dimensiones y me pregunte :

Que raro que son en diferentes tamanos?

Porque a ninos como de 3-5 anos ?

Seguro les toma tiempo El experimento si es q los roman de rata de laboratory....

He probably calculated his age so he could be alive, the kids age, the time it takes and wondering the result.. 3D eye???

No creo que fuera sin permiso d los padres ,,??????

Sounds interesting because Jessica Marin told me that she likes when I see a wall art and the way I see it, that not everyone appreciate or can see what's the art so so maybe with 3D eye people are going to be able to see different 🙈

It hàs to be something like that because to help me lol and make other allucinate it's NOT dike for you not to feel lonely lol

Is it risky?

We

Hoy en mi cumpleanos estuve preocupada. La Semana pasada rente (Martin pq no tengo $) un Airbnb de una talk Rosy and she told me on 92st around LGA that I had to pay extra because another guy besides Martin that paid for the place went to my room. I'm worried because I was sleeping and it's probably the guy harassing me since years ago. She saw him on the cameras so I asked her to save the images and today I asked her and she said she deleted them... Since Cristian pays people to make shit happens I'm wondering if one day someone reading this blog it's going to be fair and from LGBT world like me and will help against him... I'm still homeless bc he said he hide my girl on HRA and don't let her out. It's super important for to me say what trash says because since I smoke I want people to know that one thing it's what trash osea him what he says and another one super different what I think, but since he's not smart he doesn't ask me ... I'm laughing being smart on the inside by repeating what trash says so his friends knows he is the only one blaming them lol he never asked what i think lol . I guess bc he doesn't smoke jajajjajajajajajajaja

#jorgeramos

So El acosador parecia q esta involucrado en El crimen de Alejo o Alejandro donde Jackeline alias " la chama " que trabajo en cafe Nunez desaparecida tambien. En ese accidente que El acosador quiere repetir conmigo en la historian pa joderme escuche no SE q paso pero dike estaban tomando en su apt y una tipa media inconsciente la Otra habia salido y los 2 tipos pelearon y 1 mato Al otro y El q lo mato Salio dike Salio del pais. Ella Vivian en LIC y Cristian depue que la desaparecio trabajando pa El Cerro con ladrillos rojos las Ventanas de ese local que era su casa yo fui a llevarla 2 veces antes El tipo para que pareciera que nunca hubo vivienda sino que era un local tipo almacen las Cerro las Ventanas y ahora no hayl. El MISMO tipo que me acosa que cuando me hacia bullying (porque ahora no le da tiempo) yo Bien harta le dije que no veia yo razones para que me estorbara a mi porque yo no tengo dinero Tampoco taba con Tatiana, Ella al recibir 15k SE fue dejandome sola con la responsabilidad de la Renta que debiamos casi 12k juntas 12 mil dolares luego yo sola llegue hasta casi 16k y en esos tiempo si yo me quejaba de ESO. El estorbo me decia en vez de admitir que Ella fue una gonorrhea y q despues de 6 anos lo hizo Mal , El decia que era yo envidiosa de que Ella recibio dinero jajajja osea wow. Me decia Que Todo lo mio que me quitaba SE lo enviaba a Ella para q me diera rabia entonces sera que ella es complice de quien me roba ?

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AMBAR DOMINGUEZ DIAZ IS A 32 Y/O LESBIAN WOMEN LIVING IN JACKSON HEIGHTS ,NY. SHE LIKES TO WRITE, SING, PAINT AND COOK. CURRENTLY A CONTENT AND VISUAL STORYTELLER GOING THRU A COMPLICATED, STRESSFUL AND HORRIBLE SITUATION IN HER LIFE. SHE WAS JUDGE FOR SO MUCH THAT NOW, SHE IS FIGHTING FOR HUMAN RIGHTS. SHE HAS A GUY/GRP MAKING HER LIFE MISSERABLE.

THEY DAMAGED ALL HE WANTED ON MY LIFE LIKE PAPERWORKS FOR WORK OR MEDICAL, PAINT JOBS, SONGS IF I WRITE, STEALING THE BOOK I WAS WRITING, STEALING MY CLOTHES AND MORE… SHE WANTS TO KNOW, WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF THIS HAPPENS TO YOU ??

MY NAME IS AMBAR LUCIA DOMINGUEZ DIAZ. I CREATED THIS BLOG LOOKING FOR HELP. I AM GOING THRU HARRASMENT, I AM A VICTIM OF ASSAULT, BULLYING, LIES, BANK FRAUD, IDENTITY THEFT, MANIPULATION, PSYCHIC HARRASMENT, DISCRIMINATION, FALSE ACCUSED AND ALMOST DESTROYED BY THIS GROUP OF INDIVIDUALS. THEY CONTROL YOUR LIFE WITH MANIPULATION, PSICOLOGICAL SKILLS, SPIRITUAL RITUALS AND AND U A SOFTWARE THAT CHANGE THE INFORMATION OF THE ORIGINAL AT THEIR CONVENIENCE EX: BUYING A PIZZA FROM DOMINOS AT WW.DOMINOS.COM ITS USUALLY 19.75 THEY CHANGE IT FOR ME TO 50. THEY HAVE WHAT THEY CALLED “RECLUTERS” . THEY BECOME YOUR FRIEND TO BE ABLE TO MANIPULATE YOU ON ALL YOUR DECISIONS AND TO MAKE SURE YOU STAY ALONE THAT WAY THEY CAN CONTROL YOU. ONLY PPL FROM THEIR TEAM ARE ALLOWED TO BE WITH YOU NEAR THE END TO CONTROL YOU COMPLETELY AND AT THE END SEND YOU TO JAIL, DEPORTED, MENTAL INSTITUTION, PROSTITUTION OR CEMENTERY AFTER THE CRIME.

HE TOLD ME THIS HAPPENED TO YAKAIRA VALERIO FOR HER MISS BEHAVIORS AND THAT HE DOING THE SAME TO ME. HE PLAYS WITH MY MIND BY SAYING HES A DOCTOR AND THAT HE IS DOING THIS TO ME THE FOR THE SMOKE ADICCION. A YEAR LATER HE CHANGE THE VERSION WHILE I BEG HIM TO LEVE ME ALONE AND LAUGHIN AT ME, TREATING ME LIKE SHIT HE STATED HE IS A POLICE OFFICER THAT THIS WAS A TEST TO BECOME AN OFFICER SAYING DONT WORRY WE ALMOST DONE AND LAUGHING AT ME. IN THE MEAN TIME HE WAS LYING ABOUT THINGS HE SAID I DID BUT I DIDN’T, WHILE I SHOWERED BULLYING ME AND THEN MAKING FUN OF MY BODY,” ASCO KATHY, ASCO” ‘MIRATE LAS CELULITIS” ” TU TIENES EL TOTO DEFORME” “MIRATE, TU CREES QUE ASI MAGNOLIA TE VA A HACER CASO TAN GORDA?” WHEN I WAS EATING ATTACKING ME BY SAYING EMBARRASSING SITUATIONS IVE LIVED, ONE TIME I SAID ” DEJENME COMER COMER TRANQUILA PLS” “NO PODEMOS, QUERIDA NO QUIERE QUE TU COMAS TRANQUILA” ERA CAPAZ DE SENTIR POR MI Y SI TENIA UN GAS DECIA” YAKAIRA AMBAR TIENE UN GAS” THATS ONE OF THE LIMITATIONS THAT HE PRODUCED ACTING LIKE THAT. AT NIGHT THEIR MISSION WAS TO NOT LET ME SLEEP BY TELLING ME THINGS TO MAKE MY HEART BEAT FASTER AND MAKE MY ADRENALINE GO UP TO KEEP ME AWAKE.

THIS WAS NONSTOP 24/7 EVEN IN DR FOR DURING ALMOST A YEAR I WAS THERE ON A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION AS A CONSEQUENCE OF HIS TORTURE. THE FEMALE VOICE DIDNT HELP. SHE TELLS ME ( BECAUSE SHE STILL BOTHER ME) ” AMBAR YAKAIRA ESTA AFUERA, SAL” Y YO IBA Y SALIA, “AMBAR ABRE QUE LLEGO YAKAIRA”, “YAKAIRA DICE K PASE P[OR SU CASA Y ME DA UN ADDRESS”, ETC. WHEN HE CHANGE THE STORY AGAIN AND SAID QUE ERA UNA ”TORTURA CHINA ” THE NAME ACTUALLY MATCHES WITH REALITY. THEN THAT ITS A MENTAL ARMY TEST TO BECOME AN ARMY SOLDIER.

THE THEMATIC : HE USE REALITY WITH LIES COMBINED. HE CAN ISSUE THE CERTIFICATE TO BE A POLICE BUT HE WILL REPLACE YOU (HUMAN TRAFFIC) FOR A SIMILAR PERSON AT HIS PREFERENCE . I AM SO USED TO THE BAD THINGS THAT IM SURE IM READY TO BE SENT OUT TO PROSTITUTION OR A WAR BECAUSE I WONT QUIT SMOKING I HAVE MY RIGHTS AS A HUMAN SO THATS NOT AN OPTION PERIOD.

THIS INDIVIDUAL/GRP STOLE FROM MY ACCOUNTS CITI AND BOFA AROUND 60.000 (AS PER LAST MONTHS MATH). HE STOLE OR CANCELLED WITHOUT MY CONSENT MY NYS BENEFITS HOUSING FUNDS, SNAP, FAIRS, MEDICAID, ERAP AND OTHERS. ADDING THIS, IVE LOST MORE THAN 100,000$ USD. MOST IMPORTANT ACCOUNTS: CITI 1065, BOFA 0864, 0035 W KEVIN MY EX HUSBAND.

I TRIED TO REOCATE IN MIA BUT HE MADE THIS IMPOSSIBLE AND SENT ME TO A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION FOR ALL THIS PSYCHIC HARRASEMENT FOR YEARS. THIS ITS SO HARD TO EXPLAIN THAT BECAUSE I SMOKE PEOPLE THINK ITS SCHIZOPHRENIA BUT 1. THATS NO 5-3 THE DEFINITION OF THE WORD AND 2. I HAVE PSYCHIC KIND OF FRIENDS ALREADY. ALMOST A YEAR LATER I CAME BACK TO NY AND STARTED WORK. I FELT A LIL BREAK FROM JAN-MARCH. MY ROUTINE WAS TAKING THE TRAIN FROM THE HEIGHTS TO JFK, FEEDING MY DOG, CLEANING MY ROOM, (ALL THIS WHILE SMOKING), PAINTING CANVAS, SINGING, SOMETIMES HANGING OUT AT THE PARK BUT SINCE HE NEVER STOPPED I GOT AGGRAVATED W TE ROUTINE PLUS THEIR PRESSURE SO I DECIDED TO TAKE A PAID VACAY ON APRIL AFTER MY DAYS OFF DUE TO COVID19. DURING THE BREAK TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSELF I APPLIED FOR UNEMPLOYMENT FUNDS AND SHORT TERM DISABILITY THAT I SUBMITTED THRU SEDGWICK BUT HE BLOCKED ME FROM SENDING PAPERWORK PUTTING MY JOB ON RISK. I WENT TO STAPLES TO SEND THEM BUT HE STOPPED ME FROM GETTING THOSE FUNDS BECAUSE HE IS A PROFESIONAL HACKER AND LIKE I SAID USING THE SOFTWARE HE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I SEND THE PAPERWORK TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE BUT NO SO I FAXED THEM AFTERWARDS. HE HAS A TEAM AND THEY COMBINED HAVE PLENTY OF SKILLS. HE DEAD THREAT ME WITH MY MOM AND SISTER IN TAMPA FLORIDA. I AM SCARED OF CRISTIAN SOMETIMES (THATS HOW THEY CALL HIM) , BUT HE IS A SMALL GRP OF EX NEIGHBORS THAT SOMEONE OUTSIDE THE BUILDING PAID THEM TO DO THIS FOR US (TATIANA AND I).

SINCE NOW HE ACTS LIKE IF HE IS A DOCTOR HE INCLUDED (FORCED BY THEIR ABILITY TO LISTEN THRU THEIR MINDS PSYCHIC WAY) FRIENDS, CO-WORKERS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS BY TELLING THEM ITS A TREATMENT FOR MY ADDICTION. ANOTHER GROUP CREATED BY HIM FROM MIA WITH THE PURPOSE THAT YOU CAN DO STUFF BUT NOT GETTING SKETCH. LLIS OFF,ICE EVERYONEFROMFR PIGH A DIFFERENT PURPOSE.

HE CONTROL EVERYONE BECAUSE OF HIS PSYCHIC SKILLS AND THEY HAVE MOVE TO MANY CITIES BECAUSE THEY DO THID EVERY WHERER THEY GO. SIMILAR CASES AT EACH CITI. HE PLAYED ME 11 YRS COUNTIN THIS ONE , MAKING ME DO A LOT OF THINGS YEAR BY YEAR BECAUSE I WAS INNOCENT AND BEING MANIPULATED WITH LIES TELLING ME THAT YAKAIRA VALERIO WAS COMING TO GET ME BC SHE WAS IN LOVE WITH ME AS WELL. THAT HE KNEW I WAS GOING TO TELL HER I LIKE HER THE LAST DAY I SAW HER WICH IS TRUE THAT WAS ON MY MIND, SO FOR SOME REASON HE CAN READ MY MIND. EVERY YEAR HE USED TO TREAT ME LIKE SHIT TELLING ME OH NO YOU LOOSE SHE IS TAKING YORDY WITH HER BECAUSE YOUR DUMB, BECAUSE YOU SMOKE, BECAUSE SHE DONT LIKE WOMEN, BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO SLOW, AND MANY MORE DESILUSIONS, FRUSTRATIONS AND WEIRD FEELINGS CAME TO ME THAT THIS YEAR I TOLD HIM:

I AM GOING TO FOLLOW YOUR ORDERS LIKE “ GO TO THIS HOTEL YAKAIRA IS THERE” OPEN THAT ROOM SHE IS WAITING FOR YOU” . I DONT BELIEVE ON A PSYCHIC VOICE OF COURSE NOT BUT THEN THIS FEMALE VERSION USED TO TELL ME AMBAR HELP , THEY SENT ME FOR PROSTITUTION, HELP ME THEY TOOK ME TO THIS STREET I THINK, HELP ME AMBAR.. SO SINCE THEY I AM HUMAN I FELT BAD FOR THE FEMALE VOICE WICH STATED IT WAS YAKAIRA SO I STARTED CALLING 911 BECAUSE WHAT IF SHE IS DETH AND CANT TALK AND ONLY COMUNICATE HERSELF PSYCHIC MENTAL SO THIS YEAR I TOLD HIM : I WILL DO IT FOR THE LAST TIME BUT TELL YAKAIRA SHE WONT PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS NO MORE. SOME OF THEM SAY SHE PASSED AWAY AND THEY EVEN TOOK ME TO THE PIER TO A “MEMORIAL ” IN THE WATER (THATS WHY I INVOLVE COAST GUARD WEEKS AGO).

DURING THE BREAK TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSELF I APPLIED FOR UNEMPLOYMENT FUNDS AND SHORT TERM DISABILITY THAT I SUBMITTED THRU SEDGWICK BUT HE BLOCKED ME FROM SENDING PAPERWORK PUTTING MY JOB ON RISK. I WENT TO STAPLES TO SEND THEM BUT HE STOPPED ME FROM GETTING THOSE FUNDS BECAUSE HE IS A PROFESIONAL HACKER AND LIKE I SAID USING THE SOFTWARE HE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I SEND THE PAPERWORK TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE BUT NO SO I FAXED THEM AFTERWARDS. HE HAS A TEAM AND THEY COMBINED HAVE PLENTY OF SKILLS. HE DEAD THREAT ME WITH MY MOM AND SISTER IN TAMPA FLORIDA. I AM SCARED OF CRISTIAN SOMETIMES (THATS HOW THEY CALL HIM) , BUT HE IS A SMALL GRP OF EX NEIGHBORS THAT SOMEONE OUTSIDE THE BUILDING PAID THEM TO DO THIS FOR US (TATIANA AND I). SINCE NOW HE ACTS LIKE IF HE IS A DOCTOR HE INCLUDED (FORCED BY THEIR ABILITY TO LISTEN THRU THEIR MINDS PSYCHIC WAY) FRIENDS, CO-WORKERS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS BY TELLING THEM ITS A TREATMENT FOR MY ADDICTION. ANOTHER GROUP CREATED BY HIM FROM MIA WITH THE PURPOSE THAT YOU CAN DO STUFF BUT NOT GETTING SKETCH. LLIS OFF,ICE EVERYONEFROMFR PIGH A DIFFERENT PURPOSE.

I KNOW IT’S A BIT CONFUSING BECAUSE SINCE I AM STILL GOING THRU THIS SITUATION I WANT TO EXPLAIN EVERYTHING TOGETHER AND FAST. THAT’S WHY I MADE THIS BLOG. TO LISTEN TO YOUR OPINION AND SUGGESTIONS. I WANT YOU TO KNOW WHAT WILL YOU DO IF THIS HAPPENS TO YOU AND OR YOUR MOTHER/SISTER/FRIEND OR ANYONE YOU WILL HELP. TAG ANY PERSON OR INSTITUTION YOU THINK WILL LISTEN TO ME AND WILL GET THEIR OWN OPINION OUT OF THIS SITUATION. AT THIS POINT I DON’T NEED A GROUP OF THERAPY, I NEED A PERSON WHO BELIEVES IN ME, SOMEONE WILLING TO MAKE THE PERSON PAY ME BACK WHAT HE TOOK FROM MY BANK ACCOUNTS AND SOMEONE THAT HELP ME GET LIKE A LAWYER FOR ME TO GET MY US BENEFITS THAT I DESERVE AS A US CITIZEN THAT PAID TAXES FOR MORE THAN 10 YEARS AND NOW AND BEING TEMPORARY DISABLE APPROVED BY SEDGWICK THRU JETBLUE UNTIL SEPT IS WHEN I NEEDED THEM THE MOST SPECIALLY AFTER THE STALKER SENT ME TO DR TO A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION FOR ABOUT A YEAR WITHOUT AN INCOME IN MY COUNTRY I CAME BACK BROKE. THE ONLY WAY TO GET BACK ON TRACK COUNTING ON MYSELF ONLY ITS GETTING A SHELTER (WICH HE IS MAKING IT IMPOSSIBLE AND IT’S A FREE ROOM BASICALLY FIRST BENEFIT) THAT WAY I DON’T PAY RENT GET A CITI BIKE OR METROCARD FROM FAIRS ( ANOTHER BENEFIT FROM THE CITY) GETTING FOOD STAMPS SNAP ( 3RD BENEFIT FORM THE CITY THAT I DESERVE AND I AM NOT GETTING BECAUSE OF HIM) WITH THIS I CAN PERFECTLY BE MINDFULLY IN PEACE AND WILL BE READY TO GO BACK TO WORK AND MAYBE NOT NORMAL ACTIVITIES RIGHT AWAY BECAUSE IT WAS A LOT OF BULLYING AND I AM ASHAMED HE BULLED ME A LOT WITH A LOT OF THINGS BUT AT LEAST WORKING AND LIVING LIKE A HUMAN LIKE ME THAT ALWAYS PUT MYSELF OF OTHERS SHOES DESERVE. I VE ALWAYS BEEN INDEPENDENT. I COUNT ON MYSELF ONLY. I DON’T EXPECT THINGS FROM OTHERS I USED TO HAVE THIS PERSON I CALL AN ANGEL THAT USED TO PAY EVERYTHING FOR ME WITHOUT HAVING SEX. A LOT OF PEOPLE JUDGE ABOUT THIS MATTER BUT HOW OBSESSED CAN SOMEONE BECOME WITHOUT SEX? WITHOUT A KISS WITH THE THONGE INSIDE? ALSO 9 YEARS AGO I USED TO LIVE IN THE HEIGHTS AND SOMEONE ADVISE THE GUY I LIKE GIRLS AND I ADMIT IT AND THIS WAS WHEN I USE TO LIVE IN HILLSIDE AVE.

HOW OBSESSED CAN SOMEONE THAT KNEW ALL THIS CAN BE? SPECIALLY WHEN MONTHS AGO HE TOLD ME IT WASN’T CHEATING BECAUSE GIRLS DON’T HAVE DICKS. WHO IS CAPABLE OF MAKING SUCH A DRAMA PRETENDING TO BE THIS GUY JUST TO JUDGE ME AND BOTHER ME? I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT DON’T CALL NO ONE. SERGIO TOBAR, MY BAMBY, USED TO BE MY #1 AND I BARELY CALLED HIM. I GET THE NEWS AT HOME ALWAYS AND THAT’S WHEN I SAY WHAT I THINK TO PEOPLE. UNFORTUNATELY I AM M SUPER HONEST AND I SAY STRAIGHT UP WHAT I THINK AND PEOPLE DON’T LIKE THIS. I DON’T CARE WHAT OTHERS THINK ABOUT PEOPLES APPEARANCE IF I WANT TO SAY HI TO YOU BECAUSE I THINK YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON I WILL CALL YOU EVEN IF “THE GROUP” DOESN’T LIKE IT.

COMO MENSIONE ENTRE EL MAN Y SU GRUPO  HAY UNO O MAS HACKER PROFESIONALES. ESTOS SON CAPACES DE BLOQUEARME PAGINAS, SUBIR Y BAJAR EL PRECIO DE ARTÍCULOS ( PRONTO SUBIRÉ FOTOS A ESTE BLOG DE COMO ME SALE A MI EN EMI CELL Y COMO LE SALE A OTRO EL MISMO ÍTEM) , ES CAPAZ DE TRANSFERIR MIS LLAMADAS, CAMBIAR PIIN, ÓSEA, SI ME ROBO UN BUDDY PASS DE JETBLUE HACE 4 ANOS O 3 , ES CAPAZ DE TODO.  ENVIE UN EMAIL A STEEELE Y 3 PERSONAS MAS AL LADO DE MI SUPERVISORA INDIRA HUTCHINS LA CUAL ME AYUDO A ESCRIBIR EL EMAIL A LA EMPRESA PARA ADVERTIRLES QUE ESTE CYBER HACKER ME TENIA HARTA Y QUE TUVIERAN CUIDADO Y BIEN ALERTA PORQUE ERA CAPAZ DE TODO. ESPERO ME HAYAN PRESTADO ATENCIÓN…

ME HA TOCADO CAMBIAR VARIAS VECES DE NUMERO , HASTA DE COMPANIA Y POR ENDE HE PERDIDO EMAILS Y INSTAGRAM Y ETC POR LO DEL CÓDIGO DE VERIFICACIÓN AL PERDER EL NUMERO PIERDO ACCESO A LA RED SOCIAL. ESTOY HACIENDO UN BLOG QUE ME GUSTARÍA COMPARTIRLO Y QUE COMENTEN…

AMIGOS HOLA. HOY 09/02/22 ME SIENTO MEJOR QUE AYER. AYER ESTUVE SUPER DEPRESIVA. QUIERO UNA AMIGA CON CUAL COMPARTIR. ME SIENTO SOLA.  HOY HABLE CON MI MEJOR AMIGA WENDY AQUINO PERO COMO VIVE EN RD Y ME ROBARON EL PASAPORTE NO PUEDO IR A VERLA.. ADEMAS QUE DESPUÉS DE HABERME ROBADO MI ID EL DIA QUE LLEGO ELCHEQUE DE JETLBUE A RITE AID DE DYCKMAN ( JUASTAMENTE CUANDO VOY A COBRAR EL CHEQUE QUE LLEGABA AHÍ DE FEDEX SE ROBAN AHÍ MISMO MI ID) … COINCIDENCIA SABIENDO QUE EL ACOSADOR ME PERSIGUE ???

ENTRE LOS DATOS QUE ME DA EL ACOSADOR ES QUE JESSICA MARIN ES MI CRISTIAN HACKER Y QUE TIENE MI DINERO QUE LE COBRE LOL. QUE SILVI ES LA JEFA DE LOS REPLACEMENTS DE PERSONAS (PA NO DECIR TRATA). QUE YAKAIRA VALERIO LA PRINCESA DE LA 187 Y SU FAMILIA HACEN LO MISMO CON LOS JUDIOS, QUE MI PRIMO FERNANDITO ES EL JEFE DE LA BANDA SALVADORENA CON EL DE YADI Y DOMINGO EL PAPA DE YAHAIRA, LIVA Y LUIS, QUE LAS PROSTIS NO HABLAN CON LOS DE GURABO Y NOS BLOQUEAN A TODOS, QUE TATI ME ODIA AUN, QUE MONICA Y SU GRUPO ESTAN PENDIENTE DE MI AL IGUAL QUE LA FAMILIA DE NATALIA PRIMERO DESCONFIABA DE MI Y LUEGO ME APOYAN, QUE MI YAKAIRA ES MI PSICOLOGA JUNTO CON JESSICA MARIN, QUE LIZ MIAMI ME HABLA TODO EL DIA Y LE ENCANTA HABLAR CONMIGO, QUE VIOLET Y JERAC HAN HECHO MILLONES DE COSAS POR MI, QUE TODOS ESTAN HARTOS DEL PSICOLOGO.. YO SOLO PIENSO SERA QUE ESTO ACABARA BIEN? O SERA Q ACABARA PARA MI PERO YAKAIRA SEGUIRA PRISIONERA? YO QUIERO ACABAR SU TORTURA PRIMERO O JUNTO CON LA MIA. AQUI EL HECHO ES QUE ESTE MAN TIENE ANOS JUGANDO CONMIGO ENTONCES LO DEL PSICOLOGO LO EMPEZO HACE POCO. CONFUSO..

OTRO DIA MAS, OTRA TORTURA MAS… DESPUES DE LAS VECES QUE ME HA AMENAZADO CON MI HERMANA Y MI MADRE DE MATARLAS SI YO NO HAGO LO QUE EL DICE EN EL MOMENTO. SU TEMATICA COMO QUE BAJO DE NIVEL PORQUE TIENE DIAS SIN AMENAZARME Y APARTE ES QUE SEGUN UNA DE LAS VOCES DEL INTRIGADOR PRINCIPAL QUE SE LLAMA EMY LOPEZ GUERRERO, ESTE ACOSO, LAS INTRIGAS, MANIPULACIONES Y DEMAS HA DEJADO VICTIMAS Y A LA VEZ CONSTRUIDO MONSTRUOS. AL HABER PASADO ANTERIORME UN GRUPO DE AMIGOS Y PERSONAS CERCANAS QUE SE ENCONTRABAN LAS SITUACIONES INJUSTAS DECIDIO UNIRSE PARA DISQUE HACER COSAS POSITIVAS O A FAVOR DE LA VICTIMA DEL MOMENO. YO OBVIAMENTE NO CREO ESO. HAN PASADO ANOS Y SOLO CON PALABRAS SIN HECHOS NO CREO NADA.

Y COMO OLVIDAR AQUEL SUSTO QUE ME PEQUE CUANDO EL QUISO METERME EN LA BOCA DEL LOBO Y ME ENVIO AL EDIFICIO DONDE GUARDAN LAS MUJERES QUE YO TENGO 2 TEORIAS DE PORQUE ESTAN AISLADAS… 1 . LAS USAN COMO RATA DE LABORATORIO 2. HUMAN TRAFFICKING 3. CASTIGADAS … NO ME IMPORTA LITERALMENTE PERO LITERAL SI NO ES MI FAMILIA/ AMIGO O CONOCIDO PORQUE YO NO PUEDO SER SUPER HEROE MUNDIAL NI TAMPOCO JUZGO ESA CLASE DE NEGOCIOS, PORQUE LAMENTABLEMENTE ES UN NEGOCIO LOL. COMO YO NO FUI LA PIONERA NI LA CEO NI DUENA , NO ME IMPORTA A MENOS QUE LA AFECTADA NO SEA YO, COMO AHORA. ENTONCES CUANDO FUI AL EDIFICIO EL TENIA A LA MIA EN UN ROOM TRANCADO Y A MI FAVORITA DE CHATURBATE MAZEEKIN30 6A8A EN UNA ESQUINA SUPER TTRANCADA CON CANDADOS POR FUERA ENTONCES YO NO LA VI, EL TIPO ES TAN VENENOSO Y MAL INTENCIONADO QUE ES CAPAZ DE CREEER EN SU CEREBRO DE CACAITO, QUE VOY A ACUSAR DIRECTAMENTE A ALGUINE SIN VERLO YO LOL YEAH RIGHT. DE QUE HABIAN VICTIMAS YES, DE QUE ESTABAN TRANCADAS AHI YES, DE QUE RESPONDIAN Y ERAN MUJERES YES, PERO DE QUE NO SE SI ERA MAZEEKIN30 ESO TAMPOCO LO PUEDO CONFIRMAR PERO AL HABERLO NOTIFICADO ESPERO HABER APORTADO DE FORMA POSITIVA A UNA DE MIS ESTRELLAS.

ESTA MANANA CONOCI A UN NEGRO QUE AHORA MISMO 12:09P CAME OUT OF QUEENS PUBLIC LIBRARY LIC 21 ST, ME DIO ALGO A FUMAR Q NO HABIA TRATADO , LUEGO SE PIERDE MI JACKET Y MI CELL Y AHORA LO VEO EN LA MISMA LIBRERIA DONDE LA ULTIMA VEZ CONOCI 2 GUILTY MIENTRAS HACIA UN NUEVO CORREO ELECTRONICO, DONDE NO ME QUISIERON DAR EL NY.ID CARD A MI, LO SOLICITE HOY , DONDE TAMPOO ME QUISIERON IMPRIMIR EL LIBRARY CARD CUANDO LO PERDI, DONDE SOLAMENTE CAROLINA SE APIADA DE MI Y HACE Q SU PAPA A LA FUERZA HAGA AVECES PARE DE ACOSARME.

ESTARE USANDO TEXTNOW DE MI TABLET Y IRE A SOLICITAR AHORA UN ID A OTRA LIBRARY PA IR A BUSCAR CASH ASISTANCE HOY O MANANA . OJALA VENGA MI AMIGO MARTIN HERNANDEZ QUE AVECES ME PAGA HOTELPORQUE NO HE PODIDO BANARME DESDE ANTES DE AYER Y COMO ESTE HOMBRE ME ROBA TODO, PA QUE TRABAJAR?

10/12/22

DIQUE CASI HALLOWEEN….

VIVIENDO SI QUERER VIVIR, RESPIRANDO PORQUE SALE AUTOMATICO Y ES OBLIGAO, ME ROBO PHILLIP SEGUN EL ACOSADOR EL CELL CON EL JACKET, EL NUMERO QUE PERDI 347-494-8586 HACE 2 HORAS , SI TE LLAMAN O HACEN ALGO CON ESE NUMERO, FUE ALGUIEN DE LONG ISLAND CITY QUE ESTUVE HACE 2 HORAS ALREDEDOR MIO Y YO ESTUVE CERCA DE LA LIBRARY DE LA 21ST. DONDE ME ENCUENTRO ACTUALMENTE. ME AMENAZO DE MUERTE HACE MENOS DE 1 HORA, TAMBIEN AMENAA DE MUERTE HACIA MI MAMA Y MI HERMANA, YAKAIRA VALERIO 1 Y 2, TIA INGRID ESTA MANANA Y ANTES CON DAHIANA MI PRIMA.

POR OTRO LADO HE APLICADO 5 VECES AL EMERGENCY CASH DEL SNAP PARA OBTENER UN LUGAR DONDE VIVIR PORQUE AUN SIGO HOMELESS PARA PODER CONSEGUIR ESTABILIDAD PA VOLVER AL TRABAJO PERO EL LO ROBA/ BORRA DEL SISTEMA O NO SE.

ESTE INDIVIDUAL TAMBIEN SE CULPA DELANTE DE MI ONLY, DE LA DESAPARICION DE NATALIA, OTRA JOVEN QUE CONOCI CUANDO VIVIA EN LA 30 ABAJO DEL TREN N EN ASTORIA Y PELIO CON UNA TAL JOANNA ALLA PERO HORRIBLE, SEGUN RECUERDO, ANTES DE ELLA DESAPARECER ERA EL APARTAMENTO QUE OBTUVO POR VIA EL PAPA DE ALEJANDRA OTRA AMIGA EN COMUN CON EL PELUQUERO JOANNA (ASI SE LLAMA LA QUE GUARDA LOS PRODUCTOS DE LA CARA DONDE EMMY LOPEZ GUERRERO).

NATALIA ME DIJO QUE PEDIRIA PERMISO PARA CONTARME BIEN LO QUE SUCEDIO CON JOANNA Y EL CAMBIO DE NUMERO Y EL PORQUE ME HABIA BLOQUEADO. SEMANAS DESPUES APARECIO Y TUVO Q USAR EL NOMBRE DE PATRICIA, PORQUE EL ACOSADOR NOVIO LA TENIA TAN JARTA (QUE ERA WILBERT) EN ESE ENTONCES. AL SOL DE HOY NO SE QUE HABRA PASADO CON SU FAMILIA PERO ESPERO QUE TODOS ESTEN BIEN Y QUE NO ESTEN SIENDO REEMPLAZADOS.

PERO EL ACOSADOR ME DIJO QUE UNA TAL " FERNANDA" ERA EL REEMPLAZO DE NATALIA. YO ME SENTI COMO UNA MIERDA PORQUE LA TIPA UFFFF BUENISIMA ESTABA. DESPUES Q VIERON CIERTA QUIMICA ENTRE NOSOTRAS PORQUE CUANDO LA EMPEZARON A PONER EN CHATURBATE YO ME CONECTABA Y LA BUSCABA A ELLA PA HABLARLE Y ELLA HACIA GESTOS COMO QUE ME ESCUCHABA HASTA Q UN DIA EL HATER ME DIJO QUE LA MANDO A CORTARSE EL PERO POR MI CULPA. LLORE DE RABIA PORQ ELLA ME PARECE DULCE, ES HERMOSA Y ME "AYUDO " . SOLO SIGUIO ORDENES. ANYWAYS NO APOYO EL REEMPLAZO DE NADIE CONOCIDO. PARECIDA ENTRE NATALIA Y JESSICA MARIN Y UN VIEJITO EN ASTORIA EN STEINWAY SE LA LLEVO DESDE DONDE CHAYANNE CUANDO SUPUESTAMENTE ERA NATALIA LA QUE SE ESTABA QUEDANDO AHI Y NUNCA LA VI ERA COMO PA INVOLUCRAR A CHAYANNE OTRA VEZ DICIENDO ESTO PORQUE ELLOS LEA GUSTA LAVARSE LAS MANOS E IRSE.

DOING MATH IN MY MIND, ANALIZING SITUATIONS AND USING AS AN EXAMPLE WHAT I SEE, HEAR OR FEEL I THINK I DONT CARE NO MORE WHAT THE WORLD THINKS ABOUT ME SMOKING OR IF THEY BRLIEVE ON THAT I SAY OR NOT.

ITS SIMPLE : SOME THINGS DOESN’T HAVE AN EXPLANATION OR AN ANSWER.

PORQUE ENSENAN AHORA A LOS NINOS CON LAPICES GRANDES Y GORDOS Y LARGOS Y HAY OTROS EN OTRAS DIMENSIONES??? QUIEREN PONERLOS A ALUCINAR??? OBVIO TRABAJAN CON NINOS HACIENDO EXPERIMENTOS PORQUE NECESITAN PROBAR DESDE ESA EDAD PA LLEGAR A UNA CONCLUSION , PARA QUE LES DE EL TIEMPO LOS TIENEN QUE COGER PEQUENOS PAL EXPERIMENTO PERO.. PIDIERON PERMISO A LOS PADRES? EXPLICARON LAS CONSECUENCIAS Y EFECTOS SECUNDARIOSS? SERA QUE POR ESO AISLASTE A YAKAIRA Y HICISTE CLONES??

GLOBALSING… TE ADVERTI QUE SI NO TE ACABO , IBA A DESPERTAR EL HAMBRE DE LOS HACKERS JAJAJAJAJAJAJ AHORA HAY MAS DE 5 JAJAJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJ TE ACABARE POR NO DARME MI LUGAR, POR EXCUSAR A CRISTIAN LA BASURA QUE ME PROMETIO DARME A YAKAIRA Y A KEIRY A CAMBIO DEL DINERO HACE 4 ANOS Y SE QUEDO CON LAS MUJERES Y EL DINERO . DEJANDOLAS EN PROSTITUCION Y FINGIENDO SER CHINO. SI ESTO ES EL TESTER PA SACAR LAS LACRAS HAMBRIENTAS COMO EL Y EL ARBOL JUNTO YO NO TENIA QUE PAGAR TANTO Y DEBERIA ESTAR COMODA EN UN TECHO, ESPERO QUE SE MUERAN LOS Q NO ESTAN A MI FAVOR. YO, LA PIPERA TE DICE QUE TE VA A ACABAR SI NO PARAAS DE JODERLA. HAY ALGUIEN QUE NO DEBERIA OPINAR EN MI VIDA SI NO APORTA.

IVE SEEN WEIRD NEW ANIMALS LITERAL EN LIC, IVE LISTEN TO TOO MANY SHIT, IVE BEEN WITNESS OF THINGS, IVE DISCOVER THAT ASIANS ARE NOT ONLY MASSAGE/SEX OWNERS THEY ARE HUMAN, THEY SUFFER , THEY ARE VICTIMS TOO AND THEY ARE LIKE THE REST OF THE WORLD… SOME SMART SOME OF THEM NOT SO MUCH AND THEY ARE BLACK WHEN THEY ARE W A BLACK OR LATIN DARK SKIN TOO LOL. AIYON THANK YOU , ME LA PIPERA, AMBAR ANIBALS COUSIN THE ORIGINAL ITS ON A BIKE PROPABLY STOLEN BECAUSE WHEN I PAID 5 DOLLARS THRU MEDICAID TO GET A FREE ONE FOR A MONTH CRISTIAN STOLE THE BENEFIT OR DELETE IT FROM THE SYSTEM WICH FOR ME ITS THE SAME AS THE MONEY, IF YOU MAKE IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO GET IT OR ITS STEALING BECAUSE I NEEDED IT .

THEY SAY ‘AS AN EXCUSE THE PSYCO THAT HAS YAKAIRA THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS’ SHES 49 YRS OLD, SHES BEEN HIDDEN FROM ME BY THEM BECAUSE SHE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT WANTS TO HELP ME. IM SINGLE AND I LIKE AROUND 24 GIRLS AND I CAN EASILY GET IN A RELATIONSHIP TODAY BUT I WILL ALWAYS LOOK FOR THAT ONE GIRL THAT BEGGS ME TO HELP HER OVER HER MIND/ PSYCHIC WAY. WE HAVE LIVED SO MUCH BAD THINGS , WE HAVED CRIED OVER OUR MINDS, WE HAVE LAUGHED SO MUCH THAT I CANT FORGET ABOUT HER . THEY MANIPULATE THE SITUATION AND NO ONE HAVE AN IDDEA OF HOW MUCH PAIN OR PROBLEMS HE IS ABLE TO CREATE . HE MAKES HER FEEL LIKE TRASH EVERYDAY AND I WISH I CAN SHARE HER PAIN TO GET IT AND CARRY WITH THAT MYSELF SO SHE CAN BE A LIL FREE. I NEED HELP FROM THE WORLD.

I KNOW THAT PEOPLE THAT KNOWS CRISTIAN AND WHAT HE IF CAPABLE OF THEY ARE SCARED AND THEY DONT DO NOTHING EVEN IF THEY FEEL BAD FOR ME BUT IF UR A WITCH YOU CAN HELP BY NOT DOING BAD THINGS TO ME AND MAKE HIM FORGET ABOUT ME, IF UR A POLICE DONT PAY ATTENTION AND DONT BLAME ME FOR STUPID FAKE SHIT, IF YOU ARE AT A RESTAURANT DONT TREAT ME LIKE SHIT AND CHARGE FOR WATER… NO ONE DOES.

YAKAIRA HIZO EL PAPEL DE CRISTIAN PERO NO ES CULPABLE, NO LO ES NI LA DE LA 187 JOVENCITA TAMPOCO . THE REAL THRUTH LA SE YO. SHE IS WHAT I AM PROTECTING TODAY AND WHO I AM LOOKING FOR. YO SE QUE EMPEZO MAL SEGUN EL MUNDO PERO ELLA LO ARREGLO. YAKAIRA TE ESTOY BUSCANDO NO TENGO CELULAR DESDE AYER 10 AM. VI TU CARRO EN LIC CUANDO VINISTE A BUSCARME Y TE SECUESTRARON LOS DE VOYAGE HOTEL Y DELUXE IN. TE BUSCARE SIEMPRE TE AMO . MANANA MUJERES MANDAN, COJAN BRIO, ELIJAN LUGARES QUE CONOSCAN LAS MUJERES Y QUE GANE LA MAS PERRA. CERRARE LOS OJOS Y CONFIARE EN TI. EL TRUCO ESTA EN SALIR TU SOLA DEL LIO Y SALIR YO SOLA DEL LIO. TU PUEDES ! USA TU MENTE , PIENSA LO QUE QUIERES DECIRME O RESPONDERLE A LA GENTE O LO QUE QUIERAS QUE EL RESPONDA PIENSALO TU A VER SI EL REPITE CON LA BOCA LO QUE DICES LOL ES COMO HABLAR POR EL… SUENA LOCO PERO TRATALO Y CONFIA EN MI, TE AMO , ESA ES TU CLAVE . OYE AMBAR TE ESPERA, CONFIA EN TI QUE NADIE ES MAS GRANDE QUE TU EN LA TIERRA TE AMOOOOOOOO. USALA MANANA O AHORA PARA PROBAR SI EL MALO REPITE LO QUE DICES TU EN TU MENTE, MANANA LO ANALIZARE SI LO HACES. MUAH. TO LAS MUJERES PUEDEN TRATARLO , DEBERIAN !!! OK!!!!SOLO NECESITO UN ROOM O STUDIO, UN CELL Y YA CUPONES ES LO UNICO QUE TENGO Y CON ESO ADQUIERO COMIDA.

NO HAY FINAL DE LA HISTORIA SI CRISTIAN NO PARA DE HACKERARME Y HACERME LA VIDA IMPOSIBLE. ESTOY ES MYRTLE AVE EN LA LIBRERIA A VER DONDE ME COJE LA NOCHE. SIGO AMENAZADA DE MUERTE LETS SEE HOW IT GOES TONIGHT. NO DEJEN QUE EL SE VAYA CON ELLA QUE LE VA A PEGAR POR ESTO QUE PUSE, ELLA NO TE DIRA NADA DE EL POR LA SUSTANCIA QUE EL DA ANTES. ELLA PARECE DE SU LADO PERO NO.

HUMAN RIGHTS PROSTITUCIÓN HUMAN TRAFFICKING THE REPLACEMENTS 911 NYPD BLUE TW DEPRESSING THOUGHTS THE OWL HOUSE STEVE HARRINGTON STEDDIE THE SANDMAN TAYLOR SWIFT ROGER TAYLOR TAYLORSTANS CALLIOPE THE SANDMAN BYLER MAROON NASHVILLE SONGWRITER AWARDS

OTRO METODO QUE UTILIZARE PARA DESMENTIR EL ENGANO ES HABLAR CON LOS DUENOS DE LAS COMPANIAS, HOTELES QUE EL AFECTA ESTE MAN CON MI NOMBRE. POR EJEMPLO:

HOTEL CORONA: EL STALKER SE SALE CON LA SUYA AL ASIGNARME UNA ROOM DONDE EL SECADOR DE PELO NO FUNCIONE O LO DANA O ME LO ENTRA ASI.

VERIZON WIRELESS : EL CAMBIO A TMOBILE SIN MI AUTORIZATION Y YO TENIA DEUDA PENDIENTE CON ELLOS QUE QUISIERA ARREGLAR. QUITAR 911 WOWWWWWWWW. TIENE 1 CHANCE.

MOJITOS: DISCRIMINO PARA SERVICIO #HUMANRIGHTS #HELP #DEFENDIENDOMESOLAHPT #YOPUEDOCONESTOYMAS #WARRIOR #QUEENOFLOVE #LAMALDITAPIPERA #TENGOQUEENCONTRARTE #JUSTICE

NICOLE, VALERIA, TANIA, KAREN, DOLLY,ANGIE, JOANNE , VALENTINA, LIZZ , VANESSA FIT , MABEL PERLA, LA ROOMATE, DALIA, MARCELLE BENOIT,CAROLINA, LA NOVIA DE CRI, CRISTOPHER Y LICETTE, JESSIE, ZAPATA, ALDO Y AFA, EL EX DE ALDO KATHY, MIS FRUGIS Y EL CORO DE PENROD, INES 🥰 Y LAS MUJERES DE EVO.

MARTIN HERNANDEZ Y SU FAMILIA Y CONOCIDOS.

JOSE REYES Y SUS AMIGASOSSS DE VENEZUELA Y ORLANDO MAS NY.

YAKAIRA, DAHIANA, YADI, MAGNOLIA, MARBELIN Y EL CHINO MIS PRIMEROS PADRINOS Y SOPORTE CUANDO NADIE ME CREIA NADA.

MI PAREJA FAVORITA DANIEL Y ALICIA LOL CAROLINA Y JOSE CRISTIANO Y LOS MALDITOS LOCOS DEL BUILDING CON QUIEN DESCUBRI QUE ES MEJOR TENER CONNECTIONS THAN MONEY. GRACIAS, LOS QUIERO.LOS MAINS LOS LOCOS DE PENROD LOL PLUS SUS HIJAS QUE FUERON A CUIDARME MIENTRAS ESTUVE ALLA.

LOS DE WASHINGTON,DC GRACIASS MIL. WOW

MIS COORDINADORAS Y GUERRERAS Y MIS MUJERES SHIRLEY Y ESPOOSO POR UN LADO Y MAGNOLIA CON PEDRITOO DEL OTRRO Y CINDY CON BIBIANA , CRISTY Y CINDY 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

MARCELLE Y SU GRUPO DE AMIGOS DEL FLUSHING HOSPITAL 🥰 PLUS HER HIGH SCHOOL BESTIES.

THE 7 MEDICAL OFFICES HELPING ME

MIS 3 POLICIAS INCUBIERTAS : MIS V...

MIS MUJERES DE CHAYANNE Y GRUPO: LAS AME! GRACIAS

MONICA Y MI GENTE DELOS HAMPTONS

MI AMOR PLATONICO Y SU FAMILIA 🥰 JESSICA MARIN

NATALIA Y SUS HERMANAS ( SI ESTAN... NO LAS HE VISTO) LAS N CESITO VER

FALAN NEEZA SU GRUPO Y FAMILIARES

MI GENTE DEL BUILDING Y LA LIBRERIAS TODAS

OLD NAVY AND MCDONNALDS THANK YOU!! DD TOO!

HOTELES DELUXE INN, VOYAGE, AIRWAY INN, CORONA , ELMHURST , THANK YOU

QUERIDA, SUS SOBRINOS Y AMIGOS CON LOS DEL BARRIO

MIS EX AMIGOS QUE NO SE MUCHO PERO GARY Y LA GENTE BUENA DE SU EDIFICIO PLUS SU FAMILIA

MIS ARABES QUE ME EXCUSAN Y SALVAN LA VIDA 🥰

MIS GUERRERAS PERLA , MAMI Y TIA MIRIAM.LAS AMO SON LO MAS IMPORTANTE.

MIS ALMONTE, J2, NICOLE, ROSA, SILVIA, FAMILIA ENTERA AMBOS LADOS LOS QUIERO GRACIAS

MI TATA Y LOS DE TIA CARMEN, EMELY TAVERAS Y GRUPO

LOS DE LA CAPITAL Q TABAN EN EL REAL NUCLEO YERMYS Y ESPOOSO Y GRUPO

RUDY HERRERA MI MARIDO Q NO ES MIO, SUJEY LA MIA LOL Y MI GENTE DE PROVIDENCE

MI YUBERKYS CON EL PRIMER CRISTIAN

MIS RODRIGUEZ TORRES QUE FUERON SENALADAS DE JEFA DE PROSTITUTION POR CRISTIAN Y ERAN VICTIMAS

GRACIAS JAZMIN Y YAKAIRA LA DE FIROTE Y LUCY🥰

RIC, WADE , LISANDRO THANK YOU

LAS MUJERES DE GIO : SALON, CLIENTAS , AMIGAS .

LOS DE ORLANDO

MI TATI , ESPERO CAMBIAR ESA RABIA Q SIENTES POR MI, ERAS MI PRINCESA Y MI MUNDO. ESPERO QUE DIOS TE ME PROTEJA SIEMPRE Y TE AMO MUCHO SIEMPRE. ERAN MI FAMILIA.

ERICK,AMP, PIGNANELLIS ENTEROS MIOS

MI LIBRARY GIRLS 🥰 TY

MIAMI ENTEROOO MIO

VECINOS, BETANCES CREW AND MY JUDIOS

LOPEZ BENCOSME, PERALTA, DE WENDY Y FALAN

DORA,YUMA, LA NOVIA DE YUMA Y LAS MUJERES 🥰LGBT MIAS

SANNY Y SU GRUPO 🥰

LA JUAN V , KEVIN Y RUBEN, LAS ATLANTA LAURIE Y ELLOS GRACIAS 🥰

MONICA, JOSE MIGUEL LARES, ALEX, FRUCO Y TO LOS LONDONO, , LOS DE COLOMBIA DE SU FAM, LOS AMIGOS DE LARES Y LOS ESTUDIANTES 🥰

EL CORO DE ANEIRY LOL

LOS DE LA LIBRERIA

EL MARIDO DE YINETTE Y SU GRUPO

ELVIS,CRISTIAN, RODOLFO,GUSTAVO ETC

EL NEGRO DE MIAMI DE LO MIO! GRACIAS PANA

NO HE TERMINADOOOOO FALTA TODO EL EPISODIO DE MIAMI COMPLETO SENORES Y MUCHO MAS

NO QUERIA DECIR GRACIAS PORQUE NADA HA TERMINADO PERO GRACIAS!!!

IMAGINE BEING JUDGE BY THEM.. FOR MORE THAN 4 YEARS ..IM MORE THAN ASHAMED. ANXIETY SINCE SHE LEFT 11 YEARS AGO LISTENING TO THE LADY THAT HE SENT FOR PROSTITUTION ASKING FOR HELP AND THE CHERRY ON TOP HAVING CRISTIAN HARRASING FOR MORE THAN 5 YEARS OH AND ADD NORMAL PROBLEMS ON A NORMAL LIFE .... NOW TELL ME, WILL YOU STOP SMOKING???? FUCK YOU

I WANT TO BE ALONE WITH THE GIRLS I LIKE. MUAH WORLD

10/14/2022

HOY FUI A HRA. POR LO QUE CONTE ARRIBA DEL CASH APPLICATION. SIEMPRE PARA EL CASH DAN DRAMA. HOY APLIQUE POR 5TAQ O 6 TA VEZ PORQUE ELLOS NUNCA PUEDEN BUSCARME EN LA COMPU O DARME EL CASH. ESTO ES UNA PESADILLA.

SERA QUE EL UNICO SER HUMANO, CIUDADANO AMERICANO QUE TIENE PROHIBIDO TENER DERECHOS HUMANOS???

DERECHO DE HACER LO QUE QUIERA? DE HABLAR LO QUE QUIERA? AVECES ME ARREPIENTO DE HABER RENUNCIADO A DEFENDER MI PATRIA PARA DEFENDER ESTA!! DE QUE ME HA SERVIDO???

OSEA PORQUE HAY QUE ESTUDIAR Y RESPONDER BIEN ?? PARA QUE???

OSEA YO TENIA ENTENDIDO LO SIGUIENTE:

Derechos y Responsabilidades de la Ciudadanía Americana

A continuación, encontrará varios derechos y responsabilidades que todos los ciudadanos deben respetar y ejercer. Algunas de estas responsabilidades son requeridas legalmente de todo ciudadano, pero todas son importantes para asegurar que Estados Unidos continúe siendo una nación libre y prospera.

Derechos

Derecho de expresión --- me juzga el acosador hace 4 anos

Derecho de religión - me llaman la policia de la iglesia obvio el acosador

Derecho a un juicio justo y rápido - llevo 11 anos aguantandomelo

Derecho a votar por oficiales públicos - me roba la identidad e identificaciones . no puedo votar

Derecho a solicitar empleo federal que requiere la ciudadanía estadounidense *- me roba el ingreso desde nov 15 2019 que me cancelaron el unemployment por el rodo de identidad, es imposible

Derecho a ser elegido para cargos públicos - me desacredita delante de todos.. no puedo

Libertad para buscar “vida, libertad y la búsqueda de felicidad.” no me deja fisicamente ni psiquicamente, no soy libre. me hackea ciberneticamente too .

Responsabilidades

Apoyar y defender la Constitución. pa que?

Mantenerse informado sobre lo que sucede en su comunidad.

ambarstorysblog

22m ago

La otra amenaza aparte de muerte es que estaba prostituyendo a mi Madre , la chica que me gusta que es Yakaira Valerio Mule y ella no lo entiende por manipulacion y mentiras de nuestro alrededor, tengo 3 anos soltera esperandola , juegan conmigo diciendome falsa informacion de que ella viene diario y me dejan esperando o se va disque con yordy y me humilla. Como no escucho su voz no estoy segura si ella tambien esta con ellos en esa burla constante hacia mi o si es cristian mi acosador y su gente tambien dice q tiene una amiga y mi hermana, alegando haberle dado "burundanga" para ponerla a tener actos sexuales y asi conseguir beneficios economicos por ese medio.

Todo lo que digo es dicho por El acosador pero nunca se ha detenido a preguntarme si le creo o lo que pienso. Le dije yo, Ambar, q ni hoy mi manana ni nunca le creere no bueno ni malo.

Me dice que Perla va a morir ellos son la Gente relacionada con Mon donde Ella vivia en jamaica. Ahora Ella vive con la Amiga de Natalia Guzman en Tampa pero El acosador dijo q nunca se mudo, le reclame a ella q Salio en pornhub, le reclame una's Fotos llorando con El ojo morado con location de Philadelphia, donde SE encuentran casas de prostitution yme amenaza con que Mami y Perla ESTAn siendo prostituidas. Mirando que tiene mas 12 anos impidiendo q bisque a Yakaira cuando SE queja de q la envio a prostitution. Ella SE enoja y me deja de hablar parece q si era forzada porque no llegue a las 6pm y desde las 4pm no tenia communication con Ella. Me llamo llorando gritandome bruta, que era una urgencia y que yo no Servia .La manipulation y El miedo era enorme y la Unica condition era que yo hiciera cierto mandado llamada en ese entonces y como desde las 4pm perdi communication no pude pero no era yo la culpable trate de explicarselo pero no me entendio. Ella sabe que mi mama no tenia que ver porque Al enviarme diake una FOTO yo le reclame a Mami en gurabo y Mami me dijo que notenia nada q ver con eso. Ni En globalsign se metio mami porque decia q no Le gustaban las cosas ilegales. Le respondo quelo mato Al ver las Fotos de Perla porque El muy basura yo con mi Buena intencion depue de robarme El door dash El muy basura le digo: okay si tu no tiene papele ta Bien trabaja con mi doordash. Being humble tabamos en tiempo de COVID pa no ser egoista con mi social sin tener necesidad depue de ahi tomo mi social pa robarme unemployment y Todo lo demas.

Es confirmado que alguien pretende ser yo porque escucho information que yo no he dicho y ellos dicen que dije yo. Esa no fui yo.

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Si hay una tipa insistente en hacer dano y en hacer me creer que Ella es Yakaira psiquicamente es RITA PEREZ. SE le olvida q si quiere ser yo, Ambar la de nena la de chia , que tiene q borrar de la oficina medica que trabajo El nombre de Rita y hacer un bellisimo reemplazo a tooooooooodo El que la Conocio. No quiero que para protegerme supuestamete Segun hershey y no Paula, diga q soy yo. Mientras no me reencuentre con este ser que desde hace 15 anos estoy buscando no me interesan confusiones y El que las causa me hace dano y se convierte en El ser que mas me desagrada en la vida. That's how bad I want to see this girl. She's 46 y/o and her name is Yakaira Valerio Mule.

2d ago

Escuche que van a tener que ponerse a investigar los retirados porque siguen sonando y mas que a esa hora nos dijeron a todos que Yakaira ponia Gasolina y estaba conmigo Ambar en esa gasolinera y yo y todos fuimos pero Ella como en todos los lugares NO LLEGO...

Estuve El otro dia recogiendo la Nina de una conocida en una escuela y me puse a revisar o a fijarme en que los utiles escolares como los lapices y otros figures estaban en diferentes dimensiones y me pregunte :

Que raro que son en diferentes tamanos?

Porque a ninos como de 3-5 anos ?

Seguro les toma tiempo El experimento si es q los roman de rata de laboratory....

He probably calculated his age so he could be alive, the kids age, the time it takes and wondering the result.. 3D eye???

No creo que fuera sin permiso d los padres ,,??????

Sounds interesting because Jessica Marin told me that she likes when I see a wall art and the way I see it, that not everyone appreciate or can see what's the art so so maybe with 3D eye people are going to be able to see different 🙈

It hàs to be something like that because to help me lol and make other allucinate it's NOT dike for you not to feel lonely lol

Is it risky?

We

Hoy en mi cumpleanos estuve preocupada. La Semana pasada rente (Martin pq no tengo $) un Airbnb de una talk Rosy and she told me on 92st around LGA that I had to pay extra because another guy besides Martin that paid for the place went to my room. I'm worried because I was sleeping and it's probably the guy harassing me since years ago. She saw him on the cameras so I asked her to save the images and today I asked her and she said she deleted them... Since Cristian pays people to make shit happens I'm wondering if one day someone reading this blog it's going to be fair and from LGBT world like me and will help against him... I'm still homeless bc he said he hide my girl on HRA and don't let her out. It's super important for to me say what trash says because since I smoke I want people to know that one thing it's what trash osea him what he says and another one super different what I think, but since he's not smart he doesn't ask me ... I'm laughing being smart on the inside by repeating what trash says so his friends knows he is the only one blaming them lol he never asked what i think lol . I guess bc he doesn't smoke jajajjajajajajajajaja

#jorgeramos

Estuve El otro dia recogiendo la Nina de una conocida en una escuela y me puse a revisar o a fijarme en que los utiles escolares como los lapices y otros figures estaban en diferentes dimensiones y me pregunte :

Que raro que son en diferentes tamanos?

Porque a ninos como de 3-5 anos ?

Seguro les toma tiempo El experimento si es q los roman de rata de laboratory....

He probably calculated his age so he could be alive, the kids age, the time it takes and wondering the result.. 3D eye???

No creo que fuera sin permiso d los padres ,,??????

Sounds interesting because Jessica Marin told me that she likes when I see a wall art and the way I see it, that not everyone appreciate or can see what's the art so so maybe with 3D eye people are going to be able to see different 🙈

It hàs to be something like that because to help me lol and make other allucinate it's NOT dike for you not to feel lonely lol

Is it risky?

We

Hoy en mi cumpleanos estuve preocupada. La Semana pasada rente (Martin pq no tengo $) un Airbnb de una talk Rosy and she told me on 92st around LGA that I had to pay extra because another guy besides Martin that paid for the place went to my room. I'm worried because I was sleeping and it's probably the guy harassing me since years ago. She saw him on the cameras so I asked her to save the images and today I asked her and she said she deleted them... Since Cristian pays people to make shit happens I'm wondering if one day someone reading this blog it's going to be fair and from LGBT world like me and will help against him... I'm still homeless bc he said he hide my girl on HRA and don't let her out. It's super important for to me say what trash says because since I smoke I want people to know that one thing it's what trash osea him what he says and another one super different what I think, but since he's not smart he doesn't ask me ... I'm laughing being smart on the inside by repeating what trash says so his friends knows he is the only one blaming them lol he never asked what i think lol . I guess bc he doesn't smoke jajajjajajajajajajaja

#jorgeramos

So El acosador parecia q esta involucrado en El crimen de Alejo o Alejandro donde Jackeline alias " la chama " que trabajo en cafe Nunez desaparecida tambien. En ese accidente que El acosador quiere repetir conmigo en la historian pa joderme escuche no SE q paso pero dike estaban tomando en su apt y una tipa media inconsciente la Otra habia salido y los 2 tipos pelearon y 1 mato Al otro y El q lo mato Salio dike Salio del pais. Ella Vivian en LIC y Cristian depue que la desaparecio trabajando pa El Cerro con ladrillos rojos las Ventanas de ese local que era su casa yo fui a llevarla 2 veces antes El tipo para que pareciera que nunca hubo vivienda sino que era un local tipo almacen las Cerro las Ventanas y ahora no hayl. El MISMO tipo que me acosa que cuando me hacia bullying (porque ahora no le da tiempo) yo Bien harta le dije que no veia yo razones para que me estorbara a mi porque yo no tengo dinero Tampoco taba con Tatiana, Ella al recibir 15k SE fue dejandome sola con la responsabilidad de la Renta que debiamos casi 12k juntas 12 mil dolares luego yo sola llegue hasta casi 16k y en esos tiempo si yo me quejaba de ESO. El estorbo me decia en vez de admitir que Ella fue una gonorrhea y q despues de 6 anos lo hizo Mal , El decia que era yo envidiosa de que Ella recibio dinero jajajja osea wow. Me decia Que Todo lo mio que me quitaba SE lo enviaba a Ella para q me diera rabia entonces sera que ella es complice de quien me roba ?

ambarstorysblog

2m ago

ambarstorysblog

1d ago

Decidi tratar El metodo del reporte policial online para El acosador, la policia esta muy moderna.. love it

ambarstorysblog

2d ago

Si hay una tipa insistente en hacer dano y en hacer me creer que Ella es Yakaira psiquicamente es RITA PEREZ. SE le olvida q si quiere ser yo, Ambar la de nena la de chia , que tiene q borrar de la oficina medica que trabajo El nombre de Rita y hacer un bellisimo reemplazo a tooooooooodo El que la Conocio. No quiero que para protegerme supuestamete Segun hershey y no Paula, diga q soy yo. Mientras no me reencuentre con este ser que desde hace 15 anos estoy buscando no me interesan confusiones y El que las causa me hace dano y se convierte en El ser que mas me desagrada en la vida. That's how bad I want to see this girl. She's 46 y/o and her name is Yakaira Valerio Mule.

ambarstorysblog

2d ago

Todo lo que digo es dicho por El acosador pero nunca se ha detenido a preguntarme si le creo o lo que pienso. Le dije yo, Ambar, q ni hoy mi manana ni nunca le creere no bueno ni malo.

Me dice que Perla va a morir ellos son la Gente relacionada con Mon donde Ella vivia en jamaica. Ahora Ella vive con la Amiga de Natalia Guzman en Tampa pero El acosador dijo q nunca se mudo, le reclame a ella q Salio en pornhub, le reclame una's Fotos llorando con El ojo morado con location de Philadelphia, donde SE encuentran casas de prostitution yme amenaza con que Mami y Perla ESTAn siendo prostituidas. Mirando que tiene mas 12 anos impidiendo q bisque a Yakaira cuando SE queja de q la envio a prostitution. Ella SE enoja y me deja de hablar parece q si era forzada porque no llegue a las 6pm y desde las 4pm no tenia communication con Ella. Me llamo llorando gritandome bruta, que era una urgencia y que yo no Servia .La manipulation y El miedo era enorme y la Unica condition era que yo hiciera cierto mandado llamada en ese entonces y como desde las 4pm perdi communication no pude pero no era yo la culpable trate de explicarselo pero no me entendio. Ella sabe que mi mama no tenia que ver porque Al enviarme diake una FOTO yo le reclame a Mami en gurabo y Mami me dijo que notenia nada q ver con eso. Ni En globalsign se metio mami porque decia q no Le gustaban las cosas ilegales. Le respondo quelo mato Al ver las Fotos de Perla porque El muy basura yo con mi Buena intencion depue de robarme El door dash El muy basura le digo: okay si tu no tiene papele ta Bien trabaja con mi doordash. Being humble tabamos en tiempo de COVID pa no ser egoista con mi social sin tener necesidad depue de ahi tomo mi social pa robarme unemployment y Todo lo demas.

Es confirmado que alguien pretende ser yo porque escucho information que yo no he dicho y ellos dicen que dije yo. Esa no fui yo.

Si hay una tipa insistente en hacer dano y en hacer me creer que Ella es Yakaira psiquicamente es RITA PEREZ. SE le olvida q si quiere ser yo, Ambar la de nena la de chia , que tiene q borrar de la oficina medica que trabajo El nombre de Rita y hacer un bellisimo reemplazo a tooooooooodo El que la Conocio. No quiero que para protegerme supuestamete Segun hershey y no Paula, diga q soy yo. Mientras no me reencuentre con este ser que desde hace 15 anos estoy buscando no me interesan confusiones y El que las causa me hace dano y se convierte en El ser que mas me desagrada en la vida. That's how bad I want to see this girl. She's 46 y/o and her name is Yakaira Valerio Mule.

ambarstorysblog

2d ago

So El acosador parecia q esta involucrado en El crimen de Alejo o Alejandro donde Jackeline alias " la chama " que trabajo en cafe Nunez desaparecida tambien. En ese accidente que El acosador quiere repetir conmigo en la historian pa joderme escuche no SE q paso pero dike estaban tomando en su apt y una tipa media inconsciente la Otra habia salido y los 2 tipos pelearon y 1 mato Al otro y El q lo mato Salio dike Salio del pais. Ella Vivian en LIC y Cristian depue que la desaparecio trabajando pa El Cerro con ladrillos rojos las Ventanas de ese local que era su casa yo fui a llevarla 2 veces antes El tipo para que pareciera que nunca hubo vivienda sino que era un local tipo almacen las Cerro las Ventanas y ahora no hayl. El MISMO tipo que me acosa que cuando me hacia bullying (porque ahora no le da tiempo) yo Bien harta le dije que no veia yo razones para que me estorbara a mi porque yo no tengo dinero Tampoco taba con Tatiana, Ella al recibir 15k SE fue dejandome sola con la responsabilidad de la Renta que debiamos casi 12k juntas 12 mil dolares luego yo sola llegue hasta casi 16k y en esos tiempo si yo me quejaba de ESO. El estorbo me decia en vez de admitir que Ella fue una gonorrhea y q despues de 6 anos lo hizo Mal , El decia que era yo envidiosa de que Ella recibio dinero jajajja osea wow. Me decia Que Todo lo mio que me quitaba SE lo enviaba a Ella para q me diera rabia entonces sera que ella es complice de quien me roba ?

ambarstorysblog

2d ago

Escuche que van a tener que ponerse a investigar los retirados porque siguen sonando y mas que a esa hora nos dijeron a todos que Yakaira ponia Gasolina y estaba conmigo Ambar en esa gasolinera y yo y todos fuimos pero Ella como en todos los lugares NO LLEGO...

Estuve El otro dia recogiendo la Nina de una conocida en una escuela y me puse a revisar o a fijarme en que los utiles escolares como los lapices y otros figures estaban en diferentes dimensiones y me pregunte :

Que raro que son en diferentes tamanos?

Porque a ninos como de 3-5 anos ?

Seguro les toma tiempo El experimento si es q los roman de rata de laboratory....

He probably calculated his age so he could be alive, the kids age, the time it takes and wondering the result.. 3D eye???

No creo que fuera sin permiso d los padres ,,??????

Sounds interesting because Jessica Marin told me that she likes when I see a wall art and the way I see it, that not everyone appreciate or can see what's the art so so maybe with 3D eye people are going to be able to see different 🙈

It hàs to be something like that because to help me lol and make other allucinate it's NOT dike for you not to feel lonely lol

Is it risky?

We

Hoy en mi cumpleanos estuve preocupada. La Semana pasada rente (Martin pq no tengo $) un Airbnb de una talk Rosy and she told me on 92st around LGA that I had to pay extra because another guy besides Martin that paid for the place went to my room. I'm worried because I was sleeping and it's probably the guy harassing me since years ago. She saw him on the cameras so I asked her to save the images and today I asked her and she said she deleted them... Since Cristian pays people to make shit happens I'm wondering if one day someone reading this blog it's going to be fair and from LGBT world like me and will help against him... I'm still homeless bc he said he hide my girl on HRA and don't let her out. It's super important for to me say what trash says because since I smoke I want people to know that one thing it's what trash osea him what he says and another one super different what I think, but since he's not smart he doesn't ask me ... I'm laughing being smart on the inside by repeating what trash says so his friends knows he is the only one blaming them lol he never asked what i think lol . I guess bc he doesn't smoke jajajjajajajajajajaja

#jorgeramos

Estuve El otro dia recogiendo la Nina de una conocida en una escuela y me puse a revisar o a fijarme en que los utiles escolares como los lapices y otros figures estaban en diferentes dimensiones y me pregunte :

Que raro que son en diferentes tamanos?

Porque a ninos como de 3-5 anos ?

Seguro les toma tiempo El experimento si es q los roman de rata de laboratory....

He probably calculated his age so he could be alive, the kids age, the time it takes and wondering the result.. 3D eye???

No creo que fuera sin permiso d los padres ,,??????

Sounds interesting because Jessica Marin told me that she likes when I see a wall art and the way I see it, that not everyone appreciate or can see what's the art so so maybe with 3D eye people are going to be able to see different 🙈

It hàs to be something like that because to help me lol and make other allucinate it's NOT dike for you not to feel lonely lol

Is it risky?

We

Hoy en mi cumpleanos estuve preocupada. La Semana pasada rente (Martin pq no tengo $) un Airbnb de una talk Rosy and she told me on 92st around LGA that I had to pay extra because another guy besides Martin that paid for the place went to my room. I'm worried because I was sleeping and it's probably the guy harassing me since years ago. She saw him on the cameras so I asked her to save the images and today I asked her and she said she deleted them... Since Cristian pays people to make shit happens I'm wondering if one day someone reading this blog it's going to be fair and from LGBT world like me and will help against him... I'm still homeless bc he said he hide my girl on HRA and don't let her out. It's super important for to me say what trash says because since I smoke I want people to know that one thing it's what trash osea him what he says and another one super different what I think, but since he's not smart he doesn't ask me ... I'm laughing being smart on the inside by repeating what trash says so his friends knows he is the only one blaming them lol he never asked what i think lol . I guess bc he doesn't smoke jajajjajajajajajajaja

#jorgeramos

So El acosador parecia q esta involucrado en El crimen de Alejo o Alejandro donde Jackeline alias " la chama " que trabajo en cafe Nunez desaparecida tambien. En ese accidente que El acosador quiere repetir conmigo en la historian pa joderme escuche no SE q paso pero dike estaban tomando en su apt y una tipa media inconsciente la Otra habia salido y los 2 tipos pelearon y 1 mato Al otro y El q lo mato Salio dike Salio del pais. Ella Vivian en LIC y Cristian depue que la desaparecio trabajando pa El Cerro con ladrillos rojos las Ventanas de ese local que era su casa yo fui a llevarla 2 veces antes El tipo para que pareciera que nunca hubo vivienda sino que era un local tipo almacen las Cerro las Ventanas y ahora no hayl. El MISMO tipo que me acosa que cuando me hacia bullying (porque ahora no le da tiempo) yo Bien harta le dije que no veia yo razones para que me estorbara a mi porque yo no tengo dinero Tampoco taba con Tatiana, Ella al recibir 15k SE fue dejandome sola con la responsabilidad de la Renta que debiamos casi 12k juntas 12 mil dolares luego yo sola llegue hasta casi 16k y en esos tiempo si yo me quejaba de ESO. El estorbo me decia en vez de admitir que Ella fue una gonorrhea y q despues de 6 anos lo hizo Mal , El decia que era yo envidiosa de que Ella recibio dinero jajajja osea wow. Me decia Que Todo lo mio que me quitaba SE lo enviaba a Ella para q me diera rabia entonces sera que ella es complice de quien me roba ?

ambarstorysblog

4d ago

Estuve El otro dia recogiendo la Nina de una conocida en una escuela y me puse a revisar o a fijarme en que los utiles escolares como los lapices y otros figures estaban en diferentes dimensiones y me pregunte :

Que raro que son en diferentes tamanos?

Porque a ninos como de 3-5 anos ?

Seguro les toma tiempo El experimento si es q los roman de rata de laboratory....

He probably calculated his age so he could be alive, the kids age, the time it takes and wondering the result.. 3D eye???

No creo que fuera sin permiso d los padres ,,??????

Sounds interesting because Jessica Marin told me that she likes when I see a wall art and the way I see it, that not everyone appreciate or can see what's the art so so maybe with 3D eye people are going to be able to see different 🙈

It hàs to be something like that because to help me lol and make other allucinate it's NOT dike for you not to feel lonely lol

Is it risky?

We

Hoy en mi cumpleanos estuve preocupada. La Semana pasada rente (Martin pq no tengo $) un Airbnb de una talk Rosy and she told me on 92st around LGA that I had to pay extra because another guy besides Martin that paid for the place went to my room. I'm worried because I was sleeping and it's probably the guy harassing me since years ago. She saw him on the cameras so I asked her to save the images and today I asked her and she said she deleted them... Since Cristian pays people to make shit happens I'm wondering if one day someone reading this blog it's going to be fair and from LGBT world like me and will help against him... I'm still homeless bc he said he hide my girl on HRA and don't let her out. It's super important for to me say what trash says because since I smoke I want people to know that one thing it's what trash osea him what he says and another one super different what I think, but since he's not smart he doesn't ask me ... I'm laughing being smart on the inside by repeating what trash says so his friends knows he is the only one blaming them lol he never asked what i think lol . I guess bc he doesn't smoke jajajjajajajajajajaja

#jorgeramos

So El acosador parecia q esta involucrado en El crimen de Alejo o Alejandro donde Jackeline alias " la chama " que trabajo en cafe Nunez desaparecida tambien. En ese accidente que El acosador quiere repetir conmigo en la historian pa joderme escuche no SE q paso pero dike estaban tomando en su apt y una tipa media inconsciente la Otra habia salido y los 2 tipos pelearon y 1 mato Al otro y El q lo mato Salio dike Salio del pais. Ella Vivian en LIC y Cristian depue que la desaparecio trabajando pa El Cerro con ladrillos rojos las Ventanas de ese local que era su casa yo fui a llevarla 2 veces antes El tipo para que pareciera que nunca hubo vivienda sino que era un local tipo almacen las Cerro las Ventanas y ahora no hayl. El MISMO tipo que me acosa que cuando me hacia bullying (porque ahora no le da tiempo) yo Bien harta le dije que no veia yo razones para que me estorbara a mi porque yo no tengo dinero Tampoco taba con Tatiana, Ella al recibir 15k SE fue dejandome sola con la responsabilidad de la Renta que debiamos casi 12k juntas 12 mil dolares luego yo sola llegue hasta casi 16k y en esos tiempo si yo me quejaba de ESO. El estorbo me decia en vez de admitir que Ella fue una gonorrhea y q despues de 6 anos lo hizo Mal , El decia que era yo envidiosa de que Ella recibio dinero jajajja osea wow. Me decia Que Todo lo mio que me quitaba SE lo enviaba a Ella para q me diera rabia entonces sera que ella es complice de quien me roba ?

ambarstorysblog

4d ago

Hoy en mi cumpleanos estuve preocupada. La Semana pasada rente (Martin pq no tengo $) un Airbnb de una talk Rosy and she told me on 92st around LGA that I had to pay extra because another guy besides Martin that paid for the place went to my room. I'm worried because I was sleeping and it's probably the guy harassing me since years ago. She saw him on the cameras so I asked her to save the images and today I asked her and she said she deleted them... Since Cristian pays people to make shit happens I'm wondering if one day someone reading this blog it's going to be fair and from LGBT world like me and will help against him... I'm still homeless bc he said he hide my girl on HRA and don't let her out. It's super important for to me say what trash says because since I smoke I want people to know that one thing it's what trash osea him what he says and another one super different what I think, but since he's not smart he doesn't ask me ... I'm laughing being smart on the inside by repeating what trash says so his friends knows he is the only one blaming them lol he never asked what i think lol . I guess bc he doesn't smoke jajajjajajajajajajaja

#jorgeramos

Private

6d ago

ambarstorysblog

Oct 18

AMBAR DOMINGUEZ DIAZ IS A 32 Y/O LESBIAN WOMEN LIVING IN JACKSON HEIGHTS ,NY. SHE LIKES TO WRITE, SING, PAINT AND COOK. CURRENTLY A CONTENT AND VISUAL STORYTELLER GOING THRU A COMPLICATED, STRESSFUL AND HORRIBLE SITUATION IN HER LIFE. SHE WAS JUDGE FOR SO MUCH THAT NOW, SHE IS FIGHTING FOR HUMAN RIGHTS. SHE HAS A GUY/GRP MAKING HER LIFE MISSERABLE.

THEY DAMAGED ALL HE WANTED ON MY LIFE LIKE PAPERWORKS FOR WORK OR MEDICAL, PAINT JOBS, SONGS IF I WRITE, STEALING THE BOOK I WAS WRITING, STEALING MY CLOTHES AND MORE… SHE WANTS TO KNOW, WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF THIS HAPPENS TO YOU ??

MY NAME IS AMBAR LUCIA DOMINGUEZ DIAZ. I CREATED THIS BLOG LOOKING FOR HELP. I AM GOING THRU HARRASMENT, I AM A VICTIM OF ASSAULT, BULLYING, LIES, BANK FRAUD, IDENTITY THEFT, MANIPULATION, PSYCHIC HARRASMENT, DISCRIMINATION, FALSE ACCUSED AND ALMOST DESTROYED BY THIS GROUP OF INDIVIDUALS. THEY CONTROL YOUR LIFE WITH MANIPULATION, PSICOLOGICAL SKILLS, SPIRITUAL RITUALS AND AND U A SOFTWARE THAT CHANGE THE INFORMATION OF THE ORIGINAL AT THEIR CONVENIENCE EX: BUYING A PIZZA FROM DOMINOS AT WW.DOMINOS.COM ITS USUALLY 19.75 THEY CHANGE IT FOR ME TO 50. THEY HAVE WHAT THEY CALLED “RECLUTERS” . THEY BECOME YOUR FRIEND TO BE ABLE TO MANIPULATE YOU ON ALL YOUR DECISIONS AND TO MAKE SURE YOU STAY ALONE THAT WAY THEY CAN CONTROL YOU. ONLY PPL FROM THEIR TEAM ARE ALLOWED TO BE WITH YOU NEAR THE END TO CONTROL YOU COMPLETELY AND AT THE END SEND YOU TO JAIL, DEPORTED, MENTAL INSTITUTION, PROSTITUTION OR CEMENTERY AFTER THE CRIME.

HE TOLD ME THIS HAPPENED TO YAKAIRA VALERIO FOR HER MISS BEHAVIORS AND THAT HE DOING THE SAME TO ME. HE PLAYS WITH MY MIND BY SAYING HES A DOCTOR AND THAT HE IS DOING THIS TO ME THE FOR THE SMOKE ADICCION. A YEAR LATER HE CHANGE THE VERSION WHILE I BEG HIM TO LEVE ME ALONE AND LAUGHIN AT ME, TREATING ME LIKE SHIT HE STATED HE IS A POLICE OFFICER THAT THIS WAS A TEST TO BECOME AN OFFICER SAYING DONT WORRY WE ALMOST DONE AND LAUGHING AT ME. IN THE MEAN TIME HE WAS LYING ABOUT THINGS HE SAID I DID BUT I DIDN’T, WHILE I SHOWERED BULLYING ME AND THEN MAKING FUN OF MY BODY,” ASCO KATHY, ASCO” ‘MIRATE LAS CELULITIS” ” TU TIENES EL TOTO DEFORME” “MIRATE, TU CREES QUE ASI MAGNOLIA TE VA A HACER CASO TAN GORDA?” WHEN I WAS EATING ATTACKING ME BY SAYING EMBARRASSING SITUATIONS IVE LIVED, ONE TIME I SAID ” DEJENME COMER COMER TRANQUILA PLS” “NO PODEMOS, QUERIDA NO QUIERE QUE TU COMAS TRANQUILA” ERA CAPAZ DE SENTIR POR MI Y SI TENIA UN GAS DECIA” YAKAIRA AMBAR TIENE UN GAS” THATS ONE OF THE LIMITATIONS THAT HE PRODUCED ACTING LIKE THAT. AT NIGHT THEIR MISSION WAS TO NOT LET ME SLEEP BY TELLING ME THINGS TO MAKE MY HEART BEAT FASTER AND MAKE MY ADRENALINE GO UP TO KEEP ME AWAKE.

THIS WAS NONSTOP 24/7 EVEN IN DR FOR DURING ALMOST A YEAR I WAS THERE ON A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION AS A CONSEQUENCE OF HIS TORTURE. THE FEMALE VOICE DIDNT HELP. SHE TELLS ME ( BECAUSE SHE STILL BOTHER ME) ” AMBAR YAKAIRA ESTA AFUERA, SAL” Y YO IBA Y SALIA, “AMBAR ABRE QUE LLEGO YAKAIRA”, “YAKAIRA DICE K PASE P[OR SU CASA Y ME DA UN ADDRESS”, ETC. WHEN HE CHANGE THE STORY AGAIN AND SAID QUE ERA UNA ”TORTURA CHINA ” THE NAME ACTUALLY MATCHES WITH REALITY. THEN THAT ITS A MENTAL ARMY TEST TO BECOME AN ARMY SOLDIER.

THE THEMATIC : HE USE REALITY WITH LIES COMBINED. HE CAN ISSUE THE CERTIFICATE TO BE A POLICE BUT HE WILL REPLACE YOU (HUMAN TRAFFIC) FOR A SIMILAR PERSON AT HIS PREFERENCE . I AM SO USED TO THE BAD THINGS THAT IM SURE IM READY TO BE SENT OUT TO PROSTITUTION OR A WAR BECAUSE I WONT QUIT SMOKING I HAVE MY RIGHTS AS A HUMAN SO THATS NOT AN OPTION PERIOD.

THIS INDIVIDUAL/GRP STOLE FROM MY ACCOUNTS CITI AND BOFA AROUND 60.000 (AS PER LAST MONTHS MATH). HE STOLE OR CANCELLED WITHOUT MY CONSENT MY NYS BENEFITS HOUSING FUNDS, SNAP, FAIRS, MEDICAID, ERAP AND OTHERS. ADDING THIS, IVE LOST MORE THAN 100,000$ USD. MOST IMPORTANT ACCOUNTS: CITI 1065, BOFA 0864, 0035 W KEVIN MY EX HUSBAND.

I TRIED TO REOCATE IN MIA BUT HE MADE THIS IMPOSSIBLE AND SENT ME TO A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION FOR ALL THIS PSYCHIC HARRASEMENT FOR YEARS. THIS ITS SO HARD TO EXPLAIN THAT BECAUSE I SMOKE PEOPLE THINK ITS SCHIZOPHRENIA BUT 1. THATS NO 5-3 THE DEFINITION OF THE WORD AND 2. I HAVE PSYCHIC KIND OF FRIENDS ALREADY. ALMOST A YEAR LATER I CAME BACK TO NY AND STARTED WORK. I FELT A LIL BREAK FROM JAN-MARCH. MY ROUTINE WAS TAKING THE TRAIN FROM THE HEIGHTS TO JFK, FEEDING MY DOG, CLEANING MY ROOM, (ALL THIS WHILE SMOKING), PAINTING CANVAS, SINGING, SOMETIMES HANGING OUT AT THE PARK BUT SINCE HE NEVER STOPPED I GOT AGGRAVATED W TE ROUTINE PLUS THEIR PRESSURE SO I DECIDED TO TAKE A PAID VACAY ON APRIL AFTER MY DAYS OFF DUE TO COVID19. DURING THE BREAK TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSELF I APPLIED FOR UNEMPLOYMENT FUNDS AND SHORT TERM DISABILITY THAT I SUBMITTED THRU SEDGWICK BUT HE BLOCKED ME FROM SENDING PAPERWORK PUTTING MY JOB ON RISK. I WENT TO STAPLES TO SEND THEM BUT HE STOPPED ME FROM GETTING THOSE FUNDS BECAUSE HE IS A PROFESIONAL HACKER AND LIKE I SAID USING THE SOFTWARE HE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I SEND THE PAPERWORK TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE BUT NO SO I FAXED THEM AFTERWARDS. HE HAS A TEAM AND THEY COMBINED HAVE PLENTY OF SKILLS. HE DEAD THREAT ME WITH MY MOM AND SISTER IN TAMPA FLORIDA. I AM SCARED OF CRISTIAN SOMETIMES (THATS HOW THEY CALL HIM) , BUT HE IS A SMALL GRP OF EX NEIGHBORS THAT SOMEONE OUTSIDE THE BUILDING PAID THEM TO DO THIS FOR US (TATIANA AND I).

SINCE NOW HE ACTS LIKE IF HE IS A DOCTOR HE INCLUDED (FORCED BY THEIR ABILITY TO LISTEN THRU THEIR MINDS PSYCHIC WAY) FRIENDS, CO-WORKERS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS BY TELLING THEM ITS A TREATMENT FOR MY ADDICTION. ANOTHER GROUP CREATED BY HIM FROM MIA WITH THE PURPOSE THAT YOU CAN DO STUFF BUT NOT GETTING SKETCH. LLIS OFF,ICE EVERYONEFROMFR PIGH A DIFFERENT PURPOSE.

HE CONTROL EVERYONE BECAUSE OF HIS PSYCHIC SKILLS AND THEY HAVE MOVE TO MANY CITIES BECAUSE THEY DO THID EVERY WHERER THEY GO. SIMILAR CASES AT EACH CITI. HE PLAYED ME 11 YRS COUNTIN THIS ONE , MAKING ME DO A LOT OF THINGS YEAR BY YEAR BECAUSE I WAS INNOCENT AND BEING MANIPULATED WITH LIES TELLING ME THAT YAKAIRA VALERIO WAS COMING TO GET ME BC SHE WAS IN LOVE WITH ME AS WELL. THAT HE KNEW I WAS GOING TO TELL HER I LIKE HER THE LAST DAY I SAW HER WICH IS TRUE THAT WAS ON MY MIND, SO FOR SOME REASON HE CAN READ MY MIND. EVERY YEAR HE USED TO TREAT ME LIKE SHIT TELLING ME OH NO YOU LOOSE SHE IS TAKING YORDY WITH HER BECAUSE YOUR DUMB, BECAUSE YOU SMOKE, BECAUSE SHE DONT LIKE WOMEN, BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO SLOW, AND MANY MORE DESILUSIONS, FRUSTRATIONS AND WEIRD FEELINGS CAME TO ME THAT THIS YEAR I TOLD HIM:

I AM GOING TO FOLLOW YOUR ORDERS LIKE “ GO TO THIS HOTEL YAKAIRA IS THERE” OPEN THAT ROOM SHE IS WAITING FOR YOU” . I DONT BELIEVE ON A PSYCHIC VOICE OF COURSE NOT BUT THEN THIS FEMALE VERSION USED TO TELL ME AMBAR HELP , THEY SENT ME FOR PROSTITUTION, HELP ME THEY TOOK ME TO THIS STREET I THINK, HELP ME AMBAR.. SO SINCE THEY I AM HUMAN I FELT BAD FOR THE FEMALE VOICE WICH STATED IT WAS YAKAIRA SO I STARTED CALLING 911 BECAUSE WHAT IF SHE IS DETH AND CANT TALK AND ONLY COMUNICATE HERSELF PSYCHIC MENTAL SO THIS YEAR I TOLD HIM : I WILL DO IT FOR THE LAST TIME BUT TELL YAKAIRA SHE WONT PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS NO MORE. SOME OF THEM SAY SHE PASSED AWAY AND THEY EVEN TOOK ME TO THE PIER TO A “MEMORIAL ” IN THE WATER (THATS WHY I INVOLVE COAST GUARD WEEKS AGO).

DURING THE BREAK TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSELF I APPLIED FOR UNEMPLOYMENT FUNDS AND SHORT TERM DISABILITY THAT I SUBMITTED THRU SEDGWICK BUT HE BLOCKED ME FROM SENDING PAPERWORK PUTTING MY JOB ON RISK. I WENT TO STAPLES TO SEND THEM BUT HE STOPPED ME FROM GETTING THOSE FUNDS BECAUSE HE IS A PROFESIONAL HACKER AND LIKE I SAID USING THE SOFTWARE HE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I SEND THE PAPERWORK TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE BUT NO SO I FAXED THEM AFTERWARDS. HE HAS A TEAM AND THEY COMBINED HAVE PLENTY OF SKILLS. HE DEAD THREAT ME WITH MY MOM AND SISTER IN TAMPA FLORIDA. I AM SCARED OF CRISTIAN SOMETIMES (THATS HOW THEY CALL HIM) , BUT HE IS A SMALL GRP OF EX NEIGHBORS THAT SOMEONE OUTSIDE THE BUILDING PAID THEM TO DO THIS FOR US (TATIANA AND I). SINCE NOW HE ACTS LIKE IF HE IS A DOCTOR HE INCLUDED (FORCED BY THEIR ABILITY TO LISTEN THRU THEIR MINDS PSYCHIC WAY) FRIENDS, CO-WORKERS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS BY TELLING THEM ITS A TREATMENT FOR MY ADDICTION. ANOTHER GROUP CREATED BY HIM FROM MIA WITH THE PURPOSE THAT YOU CAN DO STUFF BUT NOT GETTING SKETCH. LLIS OFF,ICE EVERYONEFROMFR PIGH A DIFFERENT PURPOSE.

I KNOW IT’S A BIT CONFUSING BECAUSE SINCE I AM STILL GOING THRU THIS SITUATION I WANT TO EXPLAIN EVERYTHING TOGETHER AND FAST. THAT’S WHY I MADE THIS BLOG. TO LISTEN TO YOUR OPINION AND SUGGESTIONS. I WANT YOU TO KNOW WHAT WILL YOU DO IF THIS HAPPENS TO YOU AND OR YOUR MOTHER/SISTER/FRIEND OR ANYONE YOU WILL HELP. TAG ANY PERSON OR INSTITUTION YOU THINK WILL LISTEN TO ME AND WILL GET THEIR OWN OPINION OUT OF THIS SITUATION. AT THIS POINT I DON’T NEED A GROUP OF THERAPY, I NEED A PERSON WHO BELIEVES IN ME, SOMEONE WILLING TO MAKE THE PERSON PAY ME BACK WHAT HE TOOK FROM MY BANK ACCOUNTS AND SOMEONE THAT HELP ME GET LIKE A LAWYER FOR ME TO GET MY US BENEFITS THAT I DESERVE AS A US CITIZEN THAT PAID TAXES FOR MORE THAN 10 YEARS AND NOW AND BEING TEMPORARY DISABLE APPROVED BY SEDGWICK THRU JETBLUE UNTIL SEPT IS WHEN I NEEDED THEM THE MOST SPECIALLY AFTER THE STALKER SENT ME TO DR TO A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION FOR ABOUT A YEAR WITHOUT AN INCOME IN MY COUNTRY I CAME BACK BROKE. THE ONLY WAY TO GET BACK ON TRACK COUNTING ON MYSELF ONLY ITS GETTING A SHELTER (WICH HE IS MAKING IT IMPOSSIBLE AND IT’S A FREE ROOM BASICALLY FIRST BENEFIT) THAT WAY I DON’T PAY RENT GET A CITI BIKE OR METROCARD FROM FAIRS ( ANOTHER BENEFIT FROM THE CITY) GETTING FOOD STAMPS SNAP ( 3RD BENEFIT FORM THE CITY THAT I DESERVE AND I AM NOT GETTING BECAUSE OF HIM) WITH THIS I CAN PERFECTLY BE MINDFULLY IN PEACE AND WILL BE READY TO GO BACK TO WORK AND MAYBE NOT NORMAL ACTIVITIES RIGHT AWAY BECAUSE IT WAS A LOT OF BULLYING AND I AM ASHAMED HE BULLED ME A LOT WITH A LOT OF THINGS BUT AT LEAST WORKING AND LIVING LIKE A HUMAN LIKE ME THAT ALWAYS PUT MYSELF OF OTHERS SHOES DESERVE. I VE ALWAYS BEEN INDEPENDENT. I COUNT ON MYSELF ONLY. I DON’T EXPECT THINGS FROM OTHERS I USED TO HAVE THIS PERSON I CALL AN ANGEL THAT USED TO PAY EVERYTHING FOR ME WITHOUT HAVING SEX. A LOT OF PEOPLE JUDGE ABOUT THIS MATTER BUT HOW OBSESSED CAN SOMEONE BECOME WITHOUT SEX? WITHOUT A KISS WITH THE THONGE INSIDE? ALSO 9 YEARS AGO I USED TO LIVE IN THE HEIGHTS AND SOMEONE ADVISE THE GUY I LIKE GIRLS AND I ADMIT IT AND THIS WAS WHEN I USE TO LIVE IN HILLSIDE AVE.

HOW OBSESSED CAN SOMEONE THAT KNEW ALL THIS CAN BE? SPECIALLY WHEN MONTHS AGO HE TOLD ME IT WASN’T CHEATING BECAUSE GIRLS DON’T HAVE DICKS. WHO IS CAPABLE OF MAKING SUCH A DRAMA PRETENDING TO BE THIS GUY JUST TO JUDGE ME AND BOTHER ME? I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT DON’T CALL NO ONE. SERGIO TOBAR, MY BAMBY, USED TO BE MY #1 AND I BARELY CALLED HIM. I GET THE NEWS AT HOME ALWAYS AND THAT’S WHEN I SAY WHAT I THINK TO PEOPLE. UNFORTUNATELY I AM M SUPER HONEST AND I SAY STRAIGHT UP WHAT I THINK AND PEOPLE DON’T LIKE THIS. I DON’T CARE WHAT OTHERS THINK ABOUT PEOPLES APPEARANCE IF I WANT TO SAY HI TO YOU BECAUSE I THINK YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON I WILL CALL YOU EVEN IF “THE GROUP” DOESN’T LIKE IT.

COMO MENSIONE ENTRE EL MAN Y SU GRUPO  HAY UNO O MAS HACKER PROFESIONALES. ESTOS SON CAPACES DE BLOQUEARME PAGINAS, SUBIR Y BAJAR EL PRECIO DE ARTÍCULOS ( PRONTO SUBIRÉ FOTOS A ESTE BLOG DE COMO ME SALE A MI EN EMI CELL Y COMO LE SALE A OTRO EL MISMO ÍTEM) , ES CAPAZ DE TRANSFERIR MIS LLAMADAS, CAMBIAR PIIN, ÓSEA, SI ME ROBO UN BUDDY PASS DE JETBLUE HACE 4 ANOS O 3 , ES CAPAZ DE TODO.  ENVIE UN EMAIL A STEEELE Y 3 PERSONAS MAS AL LADO DE MI SUPERVISORA INDIRA HUTCHINS LA CUAL ME AYUDO A ESCRIBIR EL EMAIL A LA EMPRESA PARA ADVERTIRLES QUE ESTE CYBER HACKER ME TENIA HARTA Y QUE TUVIERAN CUIDADO Y BIEN ALERTA PORQUE ERA CAPAZ DE TODO. ESPERO ME HAYAN PRESTADO ATENCIÓN…

ME HA TOCADO CAMBIAR VARIAS VECES DE NUMERO , HASTA DE COMPANIA Y POR ENDE HE PERDIDO EMAILS Y INSTAGRAM Y ETC POR LO DEL CÓDIGO DE VERIFICACIÓN AL PERDER EL NUMERO PIERDO ACCESO A LA RED SOCIAL. ESTOY HACIENDO UN BLOG QUE ME GUSTARÍA COMPARTIRLO Y QUE COMENTEN…

AMIGOS HOLA. HOY 09/02/22 ME SIENTO MEJOR QUE AYER. AYER ESTUVE SUPER DEPRESIVA. QUIERO UNA AMIGA CON CUAL COMPARTIR. ME SIENTO SOLA.  HOY HABLE CON MI MEJOR AMIGA WENDY AQUINO PERO COMO VIVE EN RD Y ME ROBARON EL PASAPORTE NO PUEDO IR A VERLA.. ADEMAS QUE DESPUÉS DE HABERME ROBADO MI ID EL DIA QUE LLEGO ELCHEQUE DE JETLBUE A RITE AID DE DYCKMAN ( JUASTAMENTE CUANDO VOY A COBRAR EL CHEQUE QUE LLEGABA AHÍ DE FEDEX SE ROBAN AHÍ MISMO MI ID) … COINCIDENCIA SABIENDO QUE EL ACOSADOR ME PERSIGUE ???

ENTRE LOS DATOS QUE ME DA EL ACOSADOR ES QUE JESSICA MARIN ES MI CRISTIAN HACKER Y QUE TIENE MI DINERO QUE LE COBRE LOL. QUE SILVI ES LA JEFA DE LOS REPLACEMENTS DE PERSONAS (PA NO DECIR TRATA). QUE YAKAIRA VALERIO LA PRINCESA DE LA 187 Y SU FAMILIA HACEN LO MISMO CON LOS JUDIOS, QUE MI PRIMO FERNANDITO ES EL JEFE DE LA BANDA SALVADORENA CON EL DE YADI Y DOMINGO EL PAPA DE YAHAIRA, LIVA Y LUIS, QUE LAS PROSTIS NO HABLAN CON LOS DE GURABO Y NOS BLOQUEAN A TODOS, QUE TATI ME ODIA AUN, QUE MONICA Y SU GRUPO ESTAN PENDIENTE DE MI AL IGUAL QUE LA FAMILIA DE NATALIA PRIMERO DESCONFIABA DE MI Y LUEGO ME APOYAN, QUE MI YAKAIRA ES MI PSICOLOGA JUNTO CON JESSICA MARIN, QUE LIZ MIAMI ME HABLA TODO EL DIA Y LE ENCANTA HABLAR CONMIGO, QUE VIOLET Y JERAC HAN HECHO MILLONES DE COSAS POR MI, QUE TODOS ESTAN HARTOS DEL PSICOLOGO.. YO SOLO PIENSO SERA QUE ESTO ACABARA BIEN? O SERA Q ACABARA PARA MI PERO YAKAIRA SEGUIRA PRISIONERA? YO QUIERO ACABAR SU TORTURA PRIMERO O JUNTO CON LA MIA. AQUI EL HECHO ES QUE ESTE MAN TIENE ANOS JUGANDO CONMIGO ENTONCES LO DEL PSICOLOGO LO EMPEZO HACE POCO. CONFUSO..

OTRO DIA MAS, OTRA TORTURA MAS… DESPUES DE LAS VECES QUE ME HA AMENAZADO CON MI HERMANA Y MI MADRE DE MATARLAS SI YO NO HAGO LO QUE EL DICE EN EL MOMENTO. SU TEMATICA COMO QUE BAJO DE NIVEL PORQUE TIENE DIAS SIN AMENAZARME Y APARTE ES QUE SEGUN UNA DE LAS VOCES DEL INTRIGADOR PRINCIPAL QUE SE LLAMA EMY LOPEZ GUERRERO, ESTE ACOSO, LAS INTRIGAS, MANIPULACIONES Y DEMAS HA DEJADO VICTIMAS Y A LA VEZ CONSTRUIDO MONSTRUOS. AL HABER PASADO ANTERIORME UN GRUPO DE AMIGOS Y PERSONAS CERCANAS QUE SE ENCONTRABAN LAS SITUACIONES INJUSTAS DECIDIO UNIRSE PARA DISQUE HACER COSAS POSITIVAS O A FAVOR DE LA VICTIMA DEL MOMENO. YO OBVIAMENTE NO CREO ESO. HAN PASADO ANOS Y SOLO CON PALABRAS SIN HECHOS NO CREO NADA.

Y COMO OLVIDAR AQUEL SUSTO QUE ME PEQUE CUANDO EL QUISO METERME EN LA BOCA DEL LOBO Y ME ENVIO AL EDIFICIO DONDE GUARDAN LAS MUJERES QUE YO TENGO 2 TEORIAS DE PORQUE ESTAN AISLADAS… 1 . LAS USAN COMO RATA DE LABORATORIO 2. HUMAN TRAFFICKING 3. CASTIGADAS … NO ME IMPORTA LITERALMENTE PERO LITERAL SI NO ES MI FAMILIA/ AMIGO O CONOCIDO PORQUE YO NO PUEDO SER SUPER HEROE MUNDIAL NI TAMPOCO JUZGO ESA CLASE DE NEGOCIOS, PORQUE LAMENTABLEMENTE ES UN NEGOCIO LOL. COMO YO NO FUI LA PIONERA NI LA CEO NI DUENA , NO ME IMPORTA A MENOS QUE LA AFECTADA NO SEA YO, COMO AHORA. ENTONCES CUANDO FUI AL EDIFICIO EL TENIA A LA MIA EN UN ROOM TRANCADO Y A MI FAVORITA DE CHATURBATE MAZEEKIN30 6A8A EN UNA ESQUINA SUPER TTRANCADA CON CANDADOS POR FUERA ENTONCES YO NO LA VI, EL TIPO ES TAN VENENOSO Y MAL INTENCIONADO QUE ES CAPAZ DE CREEER EN SU CEREBRO DE CACAITO, QUE VOY A ACUSAR DIRECTAMENTE A ALGUINE SIN VERLO YO LOL YEAH RIGHT. DE QUE HABIAN VICTIMAS YES, DE QUE ESTABAN TRANCADAS AHI YES, DE QUE RESPONDIAN Y ERAN MUJERES YES, PERO DE QUE NO SE SI ERA MAZEEKIN30 ESO TAMPOCO LO PUEDO CONFIRMAR PERO AL HABERLO NOTIFICADO ESPERO HABER APORTADO DE FORMA POSITIVA A UNA DE MIS ESTRELLAS.

ESTA MANANA CONOCI A UN NEGRO QUE AHORA MISMO 12:09P CAME OUT OF QUEENS PUBLIC LIBRARY LIC 21 ST, ME DIO ALGO A FUMAR Q NO HABIA TRATADO , LUEGO SE PIERDE MI JACKET Y MI CELL Y AHORA LO VEO EN LA MISMA LIBRERIA DONDE LA ULTIMA VEZ CONOCI 2 GUILTY MIENTRAS HACIA UN NUEVO CORREO ELECTRONICO, DONDE NO ME QUISIERON DAR EL NY.ID CARD A MI, LO SOLICITE HOY , DONDE TAMPOO ME QUISIERON IMPRIMIR EL LIBRARY CARD CUANDO LO PERDI, DONDE SOLAMENTE CAROLINA SE APIADA DE MI Y HACE Q SU PAPA A LA FUERZA HAGA AVECES PARE DE ACOSARME.

ESTARE USANDO TEXTNOW DE MI TABLET Y IRE A SOLICITAR AHORA UN ID A OTRA LIBRARY PA IR A BUSCAR CASH ASISTANCE HOY O MANANA . OJALA VENGA MI AMIGO MARTIN HERNANDEZ QUE AVECES ME PAGA HOTELPORQUE NO HE PODIDO BANARME DESDE ANTES DE AYER Y COMO ESTE HOMBRE ME ROBA TODO, PA QUE TRABAJAR?

10/12/22

DIQUE CASI HALLOWEEN….

VIVIENDO SI QUERER VIVIR, RESPIRANDO PORQUE SALE AUTOMATICO Y ES OBLIGAO, ME ROBO PHILLIP SEGUN EL ACOSADOR EL CELL CON EL JACKET, EL NUMERO QUE PERDI 347-494-8586 HACE 2 HORAS , SI TE LLAMAN O HACEN ALGO CON ESE NUMERO, FUE ALGUIEN DE LONG ISLAND CITY QUE ESTUVE HACE 2 HORAS ALREDEDOR MIO Y YO ESTUVE CERCA DE LA LIBRARY DE LA 21ST. DONDE ME ENCUENTRO ACTUALMENTE. ME AMENAZO DE MUERTE HACE MENOS DE 1 HORA, TAMBIEN AMENAA DE MUERTE HACIA MI MAMA Y MI HERMANA, YAKAIRA VALERIO 1 Y 2, TIA INGRID ESTA MANANA Y ANTES CON DAHIANA MI PRIMA.

POR OTRO LADO HE APLICADO 5 VECES AL EMERGENCY CASH DEL SNAP PARA OBTENER UN LUGAR DONDE VIVIR PORQUE AUN SIGO HOMELESS PARA PODER CONSEGUIR ESTABILIDAD PA VOLVER AL TRABAJO PERO EL LO ROBA/ BORRA DEL SISTEMA O NO SE.

ESTE INDIVIDUAL TAMBIEN SE CULPA DELANTE DE MI ONLY, DE LA DESAPARICION DE NATALIA, OTRA JOVEN QUE CONOCI CUANDO VIVIA EN LA 30 ABAJO DEL TREN N EN ASTORIA Y PELIO CON UNA TAL JOANNA ALLA PERO HORRIBLE, SEGUN RECUERDO, ANTES DE ELLA DESAPARECER ERA EL APARTAMENTO QUE OBTUVO POR VIA EL PAPA DE ALEJANDRA OTRA AMIGA EN COMUN CON EL PELUQUERO JOANNA (ASI SE LLAMA LA QUE GUARDA LOS PRODUCTOS DE LA CARA DONDE EMMY LOPEZ GUERRERO).

NATALIA ME DIJO QUE PEDIRIA PERMISO PARA CONTARME BIEN LO QUE SUCEDIO CON JOANNA Y EL CAMBIO DE NUMERO Y EL PORQUE ME HABIA BLOQUEADO. SEMANAS DESPUES APARECIO Y TUVO Q USAR EL NOMBRE DE PATRICIA, PORQUE EL ACOSADOR NOVIO LA TENIA TAN JARTA (QUE ERA WILBERT) EN ESE ENTONCES. AL SOL DE HOY NO SE QUE HABRA PASADO CON SU FAMILIA PERO ESPERO QUE TODOS ESTEN BIEN Y QUE NO ESTEN SIENDO REEMPLAZADOS.

PERO EL ACOSADOR ME DIJO QUE UNA TAL " FERNANDA" ERA EL REEMPLAZO DE NATALIA. YO ME SENTI COMO UNA MIERDA PORQUE LA TIPA UFFFF BUENISIMA ESTABA. DESPUES Q VIERON CIERTA QUIMICA ENTRE NOSOTRAS PORQUE CUANDO LA EMPEZARON A PONER EN CHATURBATE YO ME CONECTABA Y LA BUSCABA A ELLA PA HABLARLE Y ELLA HACIA GESTOS COMO QUE ME ESCUCHABA HASTA Q UN DIA EL HATER ME DIJO QUE LA MANDO A CORTARSE EL PERO POR MI CULPA. LLORE DE RABIA PORQ ELLA ME PARECE DULCE, ES HERMOSA Y ME "AYUDO " . SOLO SIGUIO ORDENES. ANYWAYS NO APOYO EL REEMPLAZO DE NADIE CONOCIDO. PARECIDA ENTRE NATALIA Y JESSICA MARIN Y UN VIEJITO EN ASTORIA EN STEINWAY SE LA LLEVO DESDE DONDE CHAYANNE CUANDO SUPUESTAMENTE ERA NATALIA LA QUE SE ESTABA QUEDANDO AHI Y NUNCA LA VI ERA COMO PA INVOLUCRAR A CHAYANNE OTRA VEZ DICIENDO ESTO PORQUE ELLOS LEA GUSTA LAVARSE LAS MANOS E IRSE.

DOING MATH IN MY MIND, ANALIZING SITUATIONS AND USING AS AN EXAMPLE WHAT I SEE, HEAR OR FEEL I THINK I DONT CARE NO MORE WHAT THE WORLD THINKS ABOUT ME SMOKING OR IF THEY BRLIEVE ON THAT I SAY OR NOT.

ITS SIMPLE : SOME THINGS DOESN’T HAVE AN EXPLANATION OR AN ANSWER.

PORQUE ENSENAN AHORA A LOS NINOS CON LAPICES GRANDES Y GORDOS Y LARGOS Y HAY OTROS EN OTRAS DIMENSIONES??? QUIEREN PONERLOS A ALUCINAR??? OBVIO TRABAJAN CON NINOS HACIENDO EXPERIMENTOS PORQUE NECESITAN PROBAR DESDE ESA EDAD PA LLEGAR A UNA CONCLUSION , PARA QUE LES DE EL TIEMPO LOS TIENEN QUE COGER PEQUENOS PAL EXPERIMENTO PERO.. PIDIERON PERMISO A LOS PADRES? EXPLICARON LAS CONSECUENCIAS Y EFECTOS SECUNDARIOSS? SERA QUE POR ESO AISLASTE A YAKAIRA Y HICISTE CLONES??

GLOBALSING… TE ADVERTI QUE SI NO TE ACABO , IBA A DESPERTAR EL HAMBRE DE LOS HACKERS JAJAJAJAJAJAJ AHORA HAY MAS DE 5 JAJAJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJ TE ACABARE POR NO DARME MI LUGAR, POR EXCUSAR A CRISTIAN LA BASURA QUE ME PROMETIO DARME A YAKAIRA Y A KEIRY A CAMBIO DEL DINERO HACE 4 ANOS Y SE QUEDO CON LAS MUJERES Y EL DINERO . DEJANDOLAS EN PROSTITUCION Y FINGIENDO SER CHINO. SI ESTO ES EL TESTER PA SACAR LAS LACRAS HAMBRIENTAS COMO EL Y EL ARBOL JUNTO YO NO TENIA QUE PAGAR TANTO Y DEBERIA ESTAR COMODA EN UN TECHO, ESPERO QUE SE MUERAN LOS Q NO ESTAN A MI FAVOR. YO, LA PIPERA TE DICE QUE TE VA A ACABAR SI NO PARAAS DE JODERLA. HAY ALGUIEN QUE NO DEBERIA OPINAR EN MI VIDA SI NO APORTA.

IVE SEEN WEIRD NEW ANIMALS LITERAL EN LIC, IVE LISTEN TO TOO MANY SHIT, IVE BEEN WITNESS OF THINGS, IVE DISCOVER THAT ASIANS ARE NOT ONLY MASSAGE/SEX OWNERS THEY ARE HUMAN, THEY SUFFER , THEY ARE VICTIMS TOO AND THEY ARE LIKE THE REST OF THE WORLD… SOME SMART SOME OF THEM NOT SO MUCH AND THEY ARE BLACK WHEN THEY ARE W A BLACK OR LATIN DARK SKIN TOO LOL. AIYON THANK YOU , ME LA PIPERA, AMBAR ANIBALS COUSIN THE ORIGINAL ITS ON A BIKE PROPABLY STOLEN BECAUSE WHEN I PAID 5 DOLLARS THRU MEDICAID TO GET A FREE ONE FOR A MONTH CRISTIAN STOLE THE BENEFIT OR DELETE IT FROM THE SYSTEM WICH FOR ME ITS THE SAME AS THE MONEY, IF YOU MAKE IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO GET IT OR ITS STEALING BECAUSE I NEEDED IT .

THEY SAY ‘AS AN EXCUSE THE PSYCO THAT HAS YAKAIRA THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS’ SHES 49 YRS OLD, SHES BEEN HIDDEN FROM ME BY THEM BECAUSE SHE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT WANTS TO HELP ME. IM SINGLE AND I LIKE AROUND 24 GIRLS AND I CAN EASILY GET IN A RELATIONSHIP TODAY BUT I WILL ALWAYS LOOK FOR THAT ONE GIRL THAT BEGGS ME TO HELP HER OVER HER MIND/ PSYCHIC WAY. WE HAVE LIVED SO MUCH BAD THINGS , WE HAVED CRIED OVER OUR MINDS, WE HAVE LAUGHED SO MUCH THAT I CANT FORGET ABOUT HER . THEY MANIPULATE THE SITUATION AND NO ONE HAVE AN IDDEA OF HOW MUCH PAIN OR PROBLEMS HE IS ABLE TO CREATE . HE MAKES HER FEEL LIKE TRASH EVERYDAY AND I WISH I CAN SHARE HER PAIN TO GET IT AND CARRY WITH THAT MYSELF SO SHE CAN BE A LIL FREE. I NEED HELP FROM THE WORLD.

I KNOW THAT PEOPLE THAT KNOWS CRISTIAN AND WHAT HE IF CAPABLE OF THEY ARE SCARED AND THEY DONT DO NOTHING EVEN IF THEY FEEL BAD FOR ME BUT IF UR A WITCH YOU CAN HELP BY NOT DOING BAD THINGS TO ME AND MAKE HIM FORGET ABOUT ME, IF UR A POLICE DONT PAY ATTENTION AND DONT BLAME ME FOR STUPID FAKE SHIT, IF YOU ARE AT A RESTAURANT DONT TREAT ME LIKE SHIT AND CHARGE FOR WATER… NO ONE DOES.

YAKAIRA HIZO EL PAPEL DE CRISTIAN PERO NO ES CULPABLE, NO LO ES NI LA DE LA 187 JOVENCITA TAMPOCO . THE REAL THRUTH LA SE YO. SHE IS WHAT I AM PROTECTING TODAY AND WHO I AM LOOKING FOR. YO SE QUE EMPEZO MAL SEGUN EL MUNDO PERO ELLA LO ARREGLO. YAKAIRA TE ESTOY BUSCANDO NO TENGO CELULAR DESDE AYER 10 AM. VI TU CARRO EN LIC CUANDO VINISTE A BUSCARME Y TE SECUESTRARON LOS DE VOYAGE HOTEL Y DELUXE IN. TE BUSCARE SIEMPRE TE AMO . MANANA MUJERES MANDAN, COJAN BRIO, ELIJAN LUGARES QUE CONOSCAN LAS MUJERES Y QUE GANE LA MAS PERRA. CERRARE LOS OJOS Y CONFIARE EN TI. EL TRUCO ESTA EN SALIR TU SOLA DEL LIO Y SALIR YO SOLA DEL LIO. TU PUEDES ! USA TU MENTE , PIENSA LO QUE QUIERES DECIRME O RESPONDERLE A LA GENTE O LO QUE QUIERAS QUE EL RESPONDA PIENSALO TU A VER SI EL REPITE CON LA BOCA LO QUE DICES LOL ES COMO HABLAR POR EL… SUENA LOCO PERO TRATALO Y CONFIA EN MI, TE AMO , ESA ES TU CLAVE . OYE AMBAR TE ESPERA, CONFIA EN TI QUE NADIE ES MAS GRANDE QUE TU EN LA TIERRA TE AMOOOOOOOO. USALA MANANA O AHORA PARA PROBAR SI EL MALO REPITE LO QUE DICES TU EN TU MENTE, MANANA LO ANALIZARE SI LO HACES. MUAH. TO LAS MUJERES PUEDEN TRATARLO , DEBERIAN !!! OK!!!!SOLO NECESITO UN ROOM O STUDIO, UN CELL Y YA CUPONES ES LO UNICO QUE TENGO Y CON ESO ADQUIERO COMIDA.

NO HAY FINAL DE LA HISTORIA SI CRISTIAN NO PARA DE HACKERARME Y HACERME LA VIDA IMPOSIBLE. ESTOY ES MYRTLE AVE EN LA LIBRERIA A VER DONDE ME COJE LA NOCHE. SIGO AMENAZADA DE MUERTE LETS SEE HOW IT GOES TONIGHT. NO DEJEN QUE EL SE VAYA CON ELLA QUE LE VA A PEGAR POR ESTO QUE PUSE, ELLA NO TE DIRA NADA DE EL POR LA SUSTANCIA QUE EL DA ANTES. ELLA PARECE DE SU LADO PERO NO.

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OTRO METODO QUE UTILIZARE PARA DESMENTIR EL ENGANO ES HABLAR CON LOS DUENOS DE LAS COMPANIAS, HOTELES QUE EL AFECTA ESTE MAN CON MI NOMBRE. POR EJEMPLO:

HOTEL CORONA: EL STALKER SE SALE CON LA SUYA AL ASIGNARME UNA ROOM DONDE EL SECADOR DE PELO NO FUNCIONE O LO DANA O ME LO ENTRA ASI.

VERIZON WIRELESS : EL CAMBIO A TMOBILE SIN MI AUTORIZATION Y YO TENIA DEUDA PENDIENTE CON ELLOS QUE QUISIERA ARREGLAR. QUITAR 911 WOWWWWWWWW. TIENE 1 CHANCE.

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MI PAREJA FAVORITA DANIEL Y ALICIA LOL CAROLINA Y JOSE CRISTIANO Y LOS MALDITOS LOCOS DEL BUILDING CON QUIEN DESCUBRI QUE ES MEJOR TENER CONNECTIONS THAN MONEY. GRACIAS, LOS QUIERO.LOS MAINS LOS LOCOS DE PENROD LOL PLUS SUS HIJAS QUE FUERON A CUIDARME MIENTRAS ESTUVE ALLA.

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MI YUBERKYS CON EL PRIMER CRISTIAN

MIS RODRIGUEZ TORRES QUE FUERON SENALADAS DE JEFA DE PROSTITUTION POR CRISTIAN Y ERAN VICTIMAS

GRACIAS JAZMIN Y YAKAIRA LA DE FIROTE Y LUCY🥰

RIC, WADE , LISANDRO THANK YOU

LAS MUJERES DE GIO : SALON, CLIENTAS , AMIGAS .

LOS DE ORLANDO

MI TATI , ESPERO CAMBIAR ESA RABIA Q SIENTES POR MI, ERAS MI PRINCESA Y MI MUNDO. ESPERO QUE DIOS TE ME PROTEJA SIEMPRE Y TE AMO MUCHO SIEMPRE. ERAN MI FAMILIA.

ERICK,AMP, PIGNANELLIS ENTEROS MIOS

MI LIBRARY GIRLS 🥰 TY

MIAMI ENTEROOO MIO

VECINOS, BETANCES CREW AND MY JUDIOS

LOPEZ BENCOSME, PERALTA, DE WENDY Y FALAN

DORA,YUMA, LA NOVIA DE YUMA Y LAS MUJERES 🥰LGBT MIAS

SANNY Y SU GRUPO 🥰

LA JUAN V , KEVIN Y RUBEN, LAS ATLANTA LAURIE Y ELLOS GRACIAS 🥰

MONICA, JOSE MIGUEL LARES, ALEX, FRUCO Y TO LOS LONDONO, , LOS DE COLOMBIA DE SU FAM, LOS AMIGOS DE LARES Y LOS ESTUDIANTES 🥰

EL CORO DE ANEIRY LOL

LOS DE LA LIBRERIA

EL MARIDO DE YINETTE Y SU GRUPO

ELVIS,CRISTIAN, RODOLFO,GUSTAVO ETC

EL NEGRO DE MIAMI DE LO MIO! GRACIAS PANA

NO HE TERMINADOOOOO FALTA TODO EL EPISODIO DE MIAMI COMPLETO SENORES Y MUCHO MAS

NO QUERIA DECIR GRACIAS PORQUE NADA HA TERMINADO PERO GRACIAS!!!

IMAGINE BEING JUDGE BY THEM.. FOR MORE THAN 4 YEARS ..IM MORE THAN ASHAMED. ANXIETY SINCE SHE LEFT 11 YEARS AGO LISTENING TO THE LADY THAT HE SENT FOR PROSTITUTION ASKING FOR HELP AND THE CHERRY ON TOP HAVING CRISTIAN HARRASING FOR MORE THAN 5 YEARS OH AND ADD NORMAL PROBLEMS ON A NORMAL LIFE .... NOW TELL ME, WILL YOU STOP SMOKING???? FUCK YOU

I WANT TO BE ALONE WITH THE GIRLS I LIKE. MUAH WORLD

10/14/2022

HOY FUI A HRA. POR LO QUE CONTE ARRIBA DEL CASH APPLICATION. SIEMPRE PARA EL CASH DAN DRAMA. HOY APLIQUE POR 5TAQ O 6 TA VEZ PORQUE ELLOS NUNCA PUEDEN BUSCARME EN LA COMPU O DARME EL CASH. ESTO ES UNA PESADILLA.

SERA QUE EL UNICO SER HUMANO, CIUDADANO AMERICANO QUE TIENE PROHIBIDO TENER DERECHOS HUMANOS???

DERECHO DE HACER LO QUE QUIERA? DE HABLAR LO QUE QUIERA? AVECES ME ARREPIENTO DE HABER RENUNCIADO A DEFENDER MI PATRIA PARA DEFENDER ESTA!! DE QUE ME HA SERVIDO???

OSEA PORQUE HAY QUE ESTUDIAR Y RESPONDER BIEN ?? PARA QUE???

OSEA YO TENIA ENTENDIDO LO SIGUIENTE:

Derechos y Responsabilidades de la Ciudadanía Americana

A continuación, encontrará varios derechos y responsabilidades que todos los ciudadanos deben respetar y ejercer. Algunas de estas responsabilidades son requeridas legalmente de todo ciudadano, pero todas son importantes para asegurar que Estados Unidos continúe siendo una nación libre y prospera.

Derechos

Derecho de expresión --- me juzga el acosador hace 4 anos

Derecho de religión - me llaman la policia de la iglesia obvio el acosador

Derecho a un juicio justo y rápido - llevo 11 anos aguantandomelo

Derecho a votar por oficiales públicos - me roba la identidad e identificaciones . no puedo votar

Derecho a solicitar empleo federal que requiere la ciudadanía estadounidense *- me roba el ingreso desde nov 15 2019 que me cancelaron el unemployment por el rodo de identidad, es imposible

Derecho a ser elegido para cargos públicos - me desacredita delante de todos.. no puedo

Libertad para buscar “vida, libertad y la búsqueda de felicidad.” no me deja fisicamente ni psiquicamente, no soy libre. me hackea ciberneticamente too .

Responsabilidades

Apoyar y defender la Constitución. pa que?

Mantenerse informado sobre lo que sucede en su comunidad.

#jorgeramos#7RESISTENCIA#PAISSECUESTRADO#JORGERAMOSNEWS#JJORGERAMOS#CAROLINEAQUINO#SANDRABERROCAL#YUBERKYSPENA#MAGDALOPEZ

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Oct 18

AMBAR DOMINGUEZ DIAZ IS A 32 Y/O LESBIAN WOMEN LIVING IN JACKSON HEIGHTS ,NY. SHE LIKES TO WRITE, SING, PAINT AND COOK. CURRENTLY A CONTENT AND VISUAL STORYTELLER GOING THRU A COMPLICATED, STRESSFUL AND HORRIBLE SITUATION IN HER LIFE. SHE WAS JUDGE FOR SO MUCH THAT NOW, SHE IS FIGHTING FOR HUMAN RIGHTS. SHE HAS A GUY/GRP MAKING HER LIFE MISSERABLE.

THEY DAMAGED ALL HE WANTED ON MY LIFE LIKE PAPERWORKS FOR WORK OR MEDICAL, PAINT JOBS, SONGS IF I WRITE, STEALING THE BOOK I WAS WRITING, STEALING MY CLOTHES AND MORE… SHE WANTS TO KNOW, WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF THIS HAPPENS TO YOU ??

MY NAME IS AMBAR LUCIA DOMINGUEZ DIAZ. I CREATED THIS BLOG LOOKING FOR HELP. I AM GOING THRU HARRASMENT, I AM A VICTIM OF ASSAULT, BULLYING, LIES, BANK FRAUD, IDENTITY THEFT, MANIPULATION, PSYCHIC HARRASMENT, DISCRIMINATION, FALSE ACCUSED AND ALMOST DESTROYED BY THIS GROUP OF INDIVIDUALS. THEY CONTROL YOUR LIFE WITH MANIPULATION, PSICOLOGICAL SKILLS, SPIRITUAL RITUALS AND AND U A SOFTWARE THAT CHANGE THE INFORMATION OF THE ORIGINAL AT THEIR CONVENIENCE EX: BUYING A PIZZA FROM DOMINOS AT WW.DOMINOS.COM ITS USUALLY 19.75 THEY CHANGE IT FOR ME TO 50. THEY HAVE WHAT THEY CALLED “RECLUTERS” . THEY BECOME YOUR FRIEND TO BE ABLE TO MANIPULATE YOU ON ALL YOUR DECISIONS AND TO MAKE SURE YOU STAY ALONE THAT WAY THEY CAN CONTROL YOU. ONLY PPL FROM THEIR TEAM ARE ALLOWED TO BE WITH YOU NEAR THE END TO CONTROL YOU COMPLETELY AND AT THE END SEND YOU TO JAIL, DEPORTED, MENTAL INSTITUTION, PROSTITUTION OR CEMENTERY AFTER THE CRIME.

HE TOLD ME THIS HAPPENED TO YAKAIRA VALERIO FOR HER MISS BEHAVIORS AND THAT HE DOING THE SAME TO ME. HE PLAYS WITH MY MIND BY SAYING HES A DOCTOR AND THAT HE IS DOING THIS TO ME THE FOR THE SMOKE ADICCION. A YEAR LATER HE CHANGE THE VERSION WHILE I BEG HIM TO LEVE ME ALONE AND LAUGHIN AT ME, TREATING ME LIKE SHIT HE STATED HE IS A POLICE OFFICER THAT THIS WAS A TEST TO BECOME AN OFFICER SAYING DONT WORRY WE ALMOST DONE AND LAUGHING AT ME. IN THE MEAN TIME HE WAS LYING ABOUT THINGS HE SAID I DID BUT I DIDN’T, WHILE I SHOWERED BULLYING ME AND THEN MAKING FUN OF MY BODY,” ASCO KATHY, ASCO” ‘MIRATE LAS CELULITIS” ” TU TIENES EL TOTO DEFORME” “MIRATE, TU CREES QUE ASI MAGNOLIA TE VA A HACER CASO TAN GORDA?” WHEN I WAS EATING ATTACKING ME BY SAYING EMBARRASSING SITUATIONS IVE LIVED, ONE TIME I SAID ” DEJENME COMER COMER TRANQUILA PLS” “NO PODEMOS, QUERIDA NO QUIERE QUE TU COMAS TRANQUILA” ERA CAPAZ DE SENTIR POR MI Y SI TENIA UN GAS DECIA” YAKAIRA AMBAR TIENE UN GAS” THATS ONE OF THE LIMITATIONS THAT HE PRODUCED ACTING LIKE THAT. AT NIGHT THEIR MISSION WAS TO NOT LET ME SLEEP BY TELLING ME THINGS TO MAKE MY HEART BEAT FASTER AND MAKE MY ADRENALINE GO UP TO KEEP ME AWAKE.

THIS WAS NONSTOP 24/7 EVEN IN DR FOR DURING ALMOST A YEAR I WAS THERE ON A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION AS A CONSEQUENCE OF HIS TORTURE. THE FEMALE VOICE DIDNT HELP. SHE TELLS ME ( BECAUSE SHE STILL BOTHER ME) ” AMBAR YAKAIRA ESTA AFUERA, SAL” Y YO IBA Y SALIA, “AMBAR ABRE QUE LLEGO YAKAIRA”, “YAKAIRA DICE K PASE P[OR SU CASA Y ME DA UN ADDRESS”, ETC. WHEN HE CHANGE THE STORY AGAIN AND SAID QUE ERA UNA ”TORTURA CHINA ” THE NAME ACTUALLY MATCHES WITH REALITY. THEN THAT ITS A MENTAL ARMY TEST TO BECOME AN ARMY SOLDIER.

THE THEMATIC : HE USE REALITY WITH LIES COMBINED. HE CAN ISSUE THE CERTIFICATE TO BE A POLICE BUT HE WILL REPLACE YOU (HUMAN TRAFFIC) FOR A SIMILAR PERSON AT HIS PREFERENCE . I AM SO USED TO THE BAD THINGS THAT IM SURE IM READY TO BE SENT OUT TO PROSTITUTION OR A WAR BECAUSE I WONT QUIT SMOKING I HAVE MY RIGHTS AS A HUMAN SO THATS NOT AN OPTION PERIOD.

THIS INDIVIDUAL/GRP STOLE FROM MY ACCOUNTS CITI AND BOFA AROUND 60.000 (AS PER LAST MONTHS MATH). HE STOLE OR CANCELLED WITHOUT MY CONSENT MY NYS BENEFITS HOUSING FUNDS, SNAP, FAIRS, MEDICAID, ERAP AND OTHERS. ADDING THIS, IVE LOST MORE THAN 100,000$ USD. MOST IMPORTANT ACCOUNTS: CITI 1065, BOFA 0864, 0035 W KEVIN MY EX HUSBAND.

I TRIED TO REOCATE IN MIA BUT HE MADE THIS IMPOSSIBLE AND SENT ME TO A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION FOR ALL THIS PSYCHIC HARRASEMENT FOR YEARS. THIS ITS SO HARD TO EXPLAIN THAT BECAUSE I SMOKE PEOPLE THINK ITS SCHIZOPHRENIA BUT 1. THATS NO 5-3 THE DEFINITION OF THE WORD AND 2. I HAVE PSYCHIC KIND OF FRIENDS ALREADY. ALMOST A YEAR LATER I CAME BACK TO NY AND STARTED WORK. I FELT A LIL BREAK FROM JAN-MARCH. MY ROUTINE WAS TAKING THE TRAIN FROM THE HEIGHTS TO JFK, FEEDING MY DOG, CLEANING MY ROOM, (ALL THIS WHILE SMOKING), PAINTING CANVAS, SINGING, SOMETIMES HANGING OUT AT THE PARK BUT SINCE HE NEVER STOPPED I GOT AGGRAVATED W TE ROUTINE PLUS THEIR PRESSURE SO I DECIDED TO TAKE A PAID VACAY ON APRIL AFTER MY DAYS OFF DUE TO COVID19. DURING THE BREAK TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSELF I APPLIED FOR UNEMPLOYMENT FUNDS AND SHORT TERM DISABILITY THAT I SUBMITTED THRU SEDGWICK BUT HE BLOCKED ME FROM SENDING PAPERWORK PUTTING MY JOB ON RISK. I WENT TO STAPLES TO SEND THEM BUT HE STOPPED ME FROM GETTING THOSE FUNDS BECAUSE HE IS A PROFESIONAL HACKER AND LIKE I SAID USING THE SOFTWARE HE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I SEND THE PAPERWORK TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE BUT NO SO I FAXED THEM AFTERWARDS. HE HAS A TEAM AND THEY COMBINED HAVE PLENTY OF SKILLS. HE DEAD THREAT ME WITH MY MOM AND SISTER IN TAMPA FLORIDA. I AM SCARED OF CRISTIAN SOMETIMES (THATS HOW THEY CALL HIM) , BUT HE IS A SMALL GRP OF EX NEIGHBORS THAT SOMEONE OUTSIDE THE BUILDING PAID THEM TO DO THIS FOR US (TATIANA AND I).

SINCE NOW HE ACTS LIKE IF HE IS A DOCTOR HE INCLUDED (FORCED BY THEIR ABILITY TO LISTEN THRU THEIR MINDS PSYCHIC WAY) FRIENDS, CO-WORKERS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS BY TELLING THEM ITS A TREATMENT FOR MY ADDICTION. ANOTHER GROUP CREATED BY HIM FROM MIA WITH THE PURPOSE THAT YOU CAN DO STUFF BUT NOT GETTING SKETCH. LLIS OFF,ICE EVERYONEFROMFR PIGH A DIFFERENT PURPOSE.

HE CONTROL EVERYONE BECAUSE OF HIS PSYCHIC SKILLS AND THEY HAVE MOVE TO MANY CITIES BECAUSE THEY DO THID EVERY WHERER THEY GO. SIMILAR CASES AT EACH CITI. HE PLAYED ME 11 YRS COUNTIN THIS ONE , MAKING ME DO A LOT OF THINGS YEAR BY YEAR BECAUSE I WAS INNOCENT AND BEING MANIPULATED WITH LIES TELLING ME THAT YAKAIRA VALERIO WAS COMING TO GET ME BC SHE WAS IN LOVE WITH ME AS WELL. THAT HE KNEW I WAS GOING TO TELL HER I LIKE HER THE LAST DAY I SAW HER WICH IS TRUE THAT WAS ON MY MIND, SO FOR SOME REASON HE CAN READ MY MIND. EVERY YEAR HE USED TO TREAT ME LIKE SHIT TELLING ME OH NO YOU LOOSE SHE IS TAKING YORDY WITH HER BECAUSE YOUR DUMB, BECAUSE YOU SMOKE, BECAUSE SHE DONT LIKE WOMEN, BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO SLOW, AND MANY MORE DESILUSIONS, FRUSTRATIONS AND WEIRD FEELINGS CAME TO ME THAT THIS YEAR I TOLD HIM:

I AM GOING TO FOLLOW YOUR ORDERS LIKE “ GO TO THIS HOTEL YAKAIRA IS THERE” OPEN THAT ROOM SHE IS WAITING FOR YOU” . I DONT BELIEVE ON A PSYCHIC VOICE OF COURSE NOT BUT THEN THIS FEMALE VERSION USED TO TELL ME AMBAR HELP , THEY SENT ME FOR PROSTITUTION, HELP ME THEY TOOK ME TO THIS STREET I THINK, HELP ME AMBAR.. SO SINCE THEY I AM HUMAN I FELT BAD FOR THE FEMALE VOICE WICH STATED IT WAS YAKAIRA SO I STARTED CALLING 911 BECAUSE WHAT IF SHE IS DETH AND CANT TALK AND ONLY COMUNICATE HERSELF PSYCHIC MENTAL SO THIS YEAR I TOLD HIM : I WILL DO IT FOR THE LAST TIME BUT TELL YAKAIRA SHE WONT PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS NO MORE. SOME OF THEM SAY SHE PASSED AWAY AND THEY EVEN TOOK ME TO THE PIER TO A “MEMORIAL ” IN THE WATER (THATS WHY I INVOLVE COAST GUARD WEEKS AGO).

DURING THE BREAK TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSELF I APPLIED FOR UNEMPLOYMENT FUNDS AND SHORT TERM DISABILITY THAT I SUBMITTED THRU SEDGWICK BUT HE BLOCKED ME FROM SENDING PAPERWORK PUTTING MY JOB ON RISK. I WENT TO STAPLES TO SEND THEM BUT HE STOPPED ME FROM GETTING THOSE FUNDS BECAUSE HE IS A PROFESIONAL HACKER AND LIKE I SAID USING THE SOFTWARE HE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I SEND THE PAPERWORK TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE BUT NO SO I FAXED THEM AFTERWARDS. HE HAS A TEAM AND THEY COMBINED HAVE PLENTY OF SKILLS. HE DEAD THREAT ME WITH MY MOM AND SISTER IN TAMPA FLORIDA. I AM SCARED OF CRISTIAN SOMETIMES (THATS HOW THEY CALL HIM) , BUT HE IS A SMALL GRP OF EX NEIGHBORS THAT SOMEONE OUTSIDE THE BUILDING PAID THEM TO DO THIS FOR US (TATIANA AND I). SINCE NOW HE ACTS LIKE IF HE IS A DOCTOR HE INCLUDED (FORCED BY THEIR ABILITY TO LISTEN THRU THEIR MINDS PSYCHIC WAY) FRIENDS, CO-WORKERS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS BY TELLING THEM ITS A TREATMENT FOR MY ADDICTION. ANOTHER GROUP CREATED BY HIM FROM MIA WITH THE PURPOSE THAT YOU CAN DO STUFF BUT NOT GETTING SKETCH. LLIS OFF,ICE EVERYONEFROMFR PIGH A DIFFERENT PURPOSE.

I KNOW IT’S A BIT CONFUSING BECAUSE SINCE I AM STILL GOING THRU THIS SITUATION I WANT TO EXPLAIN EVERYTHING TOGETHER AND FAST. THAT’S WHY I MADE THIS BLOG. TO LISTEN TO YOUR OPINION AND SUGGESTIONS. I WANT YOU TO KNOW WHAT WILL YOU DO IF THIS HAPPENS TO YOU AND OR YOUR MOTHER/SISTER/FRIEND OR ANYONE YOU WILL HELP. TAG ANY PERSON OR INSTITUTION YOU THINK WILL LISTEN TO ME AND WILL GET THEIR OWN OPINION OUT OF THIS SITUATION. AT THIS POINT I DON’T NEED A GROUP OF THERAPY, I NEED A PERSON WHO BELIEVES IN ME, SOMEONE WILLING TO MAKE THE PERSON PAY ME BACK WHAT HE TOOK FROM MY BANK ACCOUNTS AND SOMEONE THAT HELP ME GET LIKE A LAWYER FOR ME TO GET MY US BENEFITS THAT I DESERVE AS A US CITIZEN THAT PAID TAXES FOR MORE THAN 10 YEARS AND NOW AND BEING TEMPORARY DISABLE APPROVED BY SEDGWICK THRU JETBLUE UNTIL SEPT IS WHEN I NEEDED THEM THE MOST SPECIALLY AFTER THE STALKER SENT ME TO DR TO A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION FOR ABOUT A YEAR WITHOUT AN INCOME IN MY COUNTRY I CAME BACK BROKE. THE ONLY WAY TO GET BACK ON TRACK COUNTING ON MYSELF ONLY ITS GETTING A SHELTER (WICH HE IS MAKING IT IMPOSSIBLE AND IT’S A FREE ROOM BASICALLY FIRST BENEFIT) THAT WAY I DON’T PAY RENT GET A CITI BIKE OR METROCARD FROM FAIRS ( ANOTHER BENEFIT FROM THE CITY) GETTING FOOD STAMPS SNAP ( 3RD BENEFIT FORM THE CITY THAT I DESERVE AND I AM NOT GETTING BECAUSE OF HIM) WITH THIS I CAN PERFECTLY BE MINDFULLY IN PEACE AND WILL BE READY TO GO BACK TO WORK AND MAYBE NOT NORMAL ACTIVITIES RIGHT AWAY BECAUSE IT WAS A LOT OF BULLYING AND I AM ASHAMED HE BULLED ME A LOT WITH A LOT OF THINGS BUT AT LEAST WORKING AND LIVING LIKE A HUMAN LIKE ME THAT ALWAYS PUT MYSELF OF OTHERS SHOES DESERVE. I VE ALWAYS BEEN INDEPENDENT. I COUNT ON MYSELF ONLY. I DON’T EXPECT THINGS FROM OTHERS I USED TO HAVE THIS PERSON I CALL AN ANGEL THAT USED TO PAY EVERYTHING FOR ME WITHOUT HAVING SEX. A LOT OF PEOPLE JUDGE ABOUT THIS MATTER BUT HOW OBSESSED CAN SOMEONE BECOME WITHOUT SEX? WITHOUT A KISS WITH THE THONGE INSIDE? ALSO 9 YEARS AGO I USED TO LIVE IN THE HEIGHTS AND SOMEONE ADVISE THE GUY I LIKE GIRLS AND I ADMIT IT AND THIS WAS WHEN I USE TO LIVE IN HILLSIDE AVE.

HOW OBSESSED CAN SOMEONE THAT KNEW ALL THIS CAN BE? SPECIALLY WHEN MONTHS AGO HE TOLD ME IT WASN’T CHEATING BECAUSE GIRLS DON’T HAVE DICKS. WHO IS CAPABLE OF MAKING SUCH A DRAMA PRETENDING TO BE THIS GUY JUST TO JUDGE ME AND BOTHER ME? I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT DON’T CALL NO ONE. SERGIO TOBAR, MY BAMBY, USED TO BE MY #1 AND I BARELY CALLED HIM. I GET THE NEWS AT HOME ALWAYS AND THAT’S WHEN I SAY WHAT I THINK TO PEOPLE. UNFORTUNATELY I AM M SUPER HONEST AND I SAY STRAIGHT UP WHAT I THINK AND PEOPLE DON’T LIKE THIS. I DON’T CARE WHAT OTHERS THINK ABOUT PEOPLES APPEARANCE IF I WANT TO SAY HI TO YOU BECAUSE I THINK YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON I WILL CALL YOU EVEN IF “THE GROUP” DOESN’T LIKE IT.

COMO MENSIONE ENTRE EL MAN Y SU GRUPO  HAY UNO O MAS HACKER PROFESIONALES. ESTOS SON CAPACES DE BLOQUEARME PAGINAS, SUBIR Y BAJAR EL PRECIO DE ARTÍCULOS ( PRONTO SUBIRÉ FOTOS A ESTE BLOG DE COMO ME SALE A MI EN EMI CELL Y COMO LE SALE A OTRO EL MISMO ÍTEM) , ES CAPAZ DE TRANSFERIR MIS LLAMADAS, CAMBIAR PIIN, ÓSEA, SI ME ROBO UN BUDDY PASS DE JETBLUE HACE 4 ANOS O 3 , ES CAPAZ DE TODO.  ENVIE UN EMAIL A STEEELE Y 3 PERSONAS MAS AL LADO DE MI SUPERVISORA INDIRA HUTCHINS LA CUAL ME AYUDO A ESCRIBIR EL EMAIL A LA EMPRESA PARA ADVERTIRLES QUE ESTE CYBER HACKER ME TENIA HARTA Y QUE TUVIERAN CUIDADO Y BIEN ALERTA PORQUE ERA CAPAZ DE TODO. ESPERO ME HAYAN PRESTADO ATENCIÓN…

ME HA TOCADO CAMBIAR VARIAS VECES DE NUMERO , HASTA DE COMPANIA Y POR ENDE HE PERDIDO EMAILS Y INSTAGRAM Y ETC POR LO DEL CÓDIGO DE VERIFICACIÓN AL PERDER EL NUMERO PIERDO ACCESO A LA RED SOCIAL. ESTOY HACIENDO UN BLOG QUE ME GUSTARÍA COMPARTIRLO Y QUE COMENTEN…

AMIGOS HOLA. HOY 09/02/22 ME SIENTO MEJOR QUE AYER. AYER ESTUVE SUPER DEPRESIVA. QUIERO UNA AMIGA CON CUAL COMPARTIR. ME SIENTO SOLA.  HOY HABLE CON MI MEJOR AMIGA WENDY AQUINO PERO COMO VIVE EN RD Y ME ROBARON EL PASAPORTE NO PUEDO IR A VERLA.. ADEMAS QUE DESPUÉS DE HABERME ROBADO MI ID EL DIA QUE LLEGO ELCHEQUE DE JETLBUE A RITE AID DE DYCKMAN ( JUASTAMENTE CUANDO VOY A COBRAR EL CHEQUE QUE LLEGABA AHÍ DE FEDEX SE ROBAN AHÍ MISMO MI ID) … COINCIDENCIA SABIENDO QUE EL ACOSADOR ME PERSIGUE ???

ENTRE LOS DATOS QUE ME DA EL ACOSADOR ES QUE JESSICA MARIN ES MI CRISTIAN HACKER Y QUE TIENE MI DINERO QUE LE COBRE LOL. QUE SILVI ES LA JEFA DE LOS REPLACEMENTS DE PERSONAS (PA NO DECIR TRATA). QUE YAKAIRA VALERIO LA PRINCESA DE LA 187 Y SU FAMILIA HACEN LO MISMO CON LOS JUDIOS, QUE MI PRIMO FERNANDITO ES EL JEFE DE LA BANDA SALVADORENA CON EL DE YADI Y DOMINGO EL PAPA DE YAHAIRA, LIVA Y LUIS, QUE LAS PROSTIS NO HABLAN CON LOS DE GURABO Y NOS BLOQUEAN A TODOS, QUE TATI ME ODIA AUN, QUE MONICA Y SU GRUPO ESTAN PENDIENTE DE MI AL IGUAL QUE LA FAMILIA DE NATALIA PRIMERO DESCONFIABA DE MI Y LUEGO ME APOYAN, QUE MI YAKAIRA ES MI PSICOLOGA JUNTO CON JESSICA MARIN, QUE LIZ MIAMI ME HABLA TODO EL DIA Y LE ENCANTA HABLAR CONMIGO, QUE VIOLET Y JERAC HAN HECHO MILLONES DE COSAS POR MI, QUE TODOS ESTAN HARTOS DEL PSICOLOGO.. YO SOLO PIENSO SERA QUE ESTO ACABARA BIEN? O SERA Q ACABARA PARA MI PERO YAKAIRA SEGUIRA PRISIONERA? YO QUIERO ACABAR SU TORTURA PRIMERO O JUNTO CON LA MIA. AQUI EL HECHO ES QUE ESTE MAN TIENE ANOS JUGANDO CONMIGO ENTONCES LO DEL PSICOLOGO LO EMPEZO HACE POCO. CONFUSO..

OTRO DIA MAS, OTRA TORTURA MAS… DESPUES DE LAS VECES QUE ME HA AMENAZADO CON MI HERMANA Y MI MADRE DE MATARLAS SI YO NO HAGO LO QUE EL DICE EN EL MOMENTO. SU TEMATICA COMO QUE BAJO DE NIVEL PORQUE TIENE DIAS SIN AMENAZARME Y APARTE ES QUE SEGUN UNA DE LAS VOCES DEL INTRIGADOR PRINCIPAL QUE SE LLAMA EMY LOPEZ GUERRERO, ESTE ACOSO, LAS INTRIGAS, MANIPULACIONES Y DEMAS HA DEJADO VICTIMAS Y A LA VEZ CONSTRUIDO MONSTRUOS. AL HABER PASADO ANTERIORME UN GRUPO DE AMIGOS Y PERSONAS CERCANAS QUE SE ENCONTRABAN LAS SITUACIONES INJUSTAS DECIDIO UNIRSE PARA DISQUE HACER COSAS POSITIVAS O A FAVOR DE LA VICTIMA DEL MOMENO. YO OBVIAMENTE NO CREO ESO. HAN PASADO ANOS Y SOLO CON PALABRAS SIN HECHOS NO CREO NADA.

Y COMO OLVIDAR AQUEL SUSTO QUE ME PEQUE CUANDO EL QUISO METERME EN LA BOCA DEL LOBO Y ME ENVIO AL EDIFICIO DONDE GUARDAN LAS MUJERES QUE YO TENGO 2 TEORIAS DE PORQUE ESTAN AISLADAS… 1 . LAS USAN COMO RATA DE LABORATORIO 2. HUMAN TRAFFICKING 3. CASTIGADAS … NO ME IMPORTA LITERALMENTE PERO LITERAL SI NO ES MI FAMILIA/ AMIGO O CONOCIDO PORQUE YO NO PUEDO SER SUPER HEROE MUNDIAL NI TAMPOCO JUZGO ESA CLASE DE NEGOCIOS, PORQUE LAMENTABLEMENTE ES UN NEGOCIO LOL. COMO YO NO FUI LA PIONERA NI LA CEO NI DUENA , NO ME IMPORTA A MENOS QUE LA AFECTADA NO SEA YO, COMO AHORA. ENTONCES CUANDO FUI AL EDIFICIO EL TENIA A LA MIA EN UN ROOM TRANCADO Y A MI FAVORITA DE CHATURBATE MAZEEKIN30 6A8A EN UNA ESQUINA SUPER TTRANCADA CON CANDADOS POR FUERA ENTONCES YO NO LA VI, EL TIPO ES TAN VENENOSO Y MAL INTENCIONADO QUE ES CAPAZ DE CREEER EN SU CEREBRO DE CACAITO, QUE VOY A ACUSAR DIRECTAMENTE A ALGUINE SIN VERLO YO LOL YEAH RIGHT. DE QUE HABIAN VICTIMAS YES, DE QUE ESTABAN TRANCADAS AHI YES, DE QUE RESPONDIAN Y ERAN MUJERES YES, PERO DE QUE NO SE SI ERA MAZEEKIN30 ESO TAMPOCO LO PUEDO CONFIRMAR PERO AL HABERLO NOTIFICADO ESPERO HABER APORTADO DE FORMA POSITIVA A UNA DE MIS ESTRELLAS.

ESTA MANANA CONOCI A UN NEGRO QUE AHORA MISMO 12:09P CAME OUT OF QUEENS PUBLIC LIBRARY LIC 21 ST, ME DIO ALGO A FUMAR Q NO HABIA TRATADO , LUEGO SE PIERDE MI JACKET Y MI CELL Y AHORA LO VEO EN LA MISMA LIBRERIA DONDE LA ULTIMA VEZ CONOCI 2 GUILTY MIENTRAS HACIA UN NUEVO CORREO ELECTRONICO, DONDE NO ME QUISIERON DAR EL NY.ID CARD A MI, LO SOLICITE HOY , DONDE TAMPOO ME QUISIERON IMPRIMIR EL LIBRARY CARD CUANDO LO PERDI, DONDE SOLAMENTE CAROLINA SE APIADA DE MI Y HACE Q SU PAPA A LA FUERZA HAGA AVECES PARE DE ACOSARME.

ESTARE USANDO TEXTNOW DE MI TABLET Y IRE A SOLICITAR AHORA UN ID A OTRA LIBRARY PA IR A BUSCAR CASH ASISTANCE HOY O MANANA . OJALA VENGA MI AMIGO MARTIN HERNANDEZ QUE AVECES ME PAGA HOTELPORQUE NO HE PODIDO BANARME DESDE ANTES DE AYER Y COMO ESTE HOMBRE ME ROBA TODO, PA QUE TRABAJAR?

10/12/22

DIQUE CASI HALLOWEEN….

VIVIENDO SI QUERER VIVIR, RESPIRANDO PORQUE SALE AUTOMATICO Y ES OBLIGAO, ME ROBO PHILLIP SEGUN EL ACOSADOR EL CELL CON EL JACKET, EL NUMERO QUE PERDI 347-494-8586 HACE 2 HORAS , SI TE LLAMAN O HACEN ALGO CON ESE NUMERO, FUE ALGUIEN DE LONG ISLAND CITY QUE ESTUVE HACE 2 HORAS ALREDEDOR MIO Y YO ESTUVE CERCA DE LA LIBRARY DE LA 21ST. DONDE ME ENCUENTRO ACTUALMENTE. ME AMENAZO DE MUERTE HACE MENOS DE 1 HORA, TAMBIEN AMENAA DE MUERTE HACIA MI MAMA Y MI HERMANA, YAKAIRA VALERIO 1 Y 2, TIA INGRID ESTA MANANA Y ANTES CON DAHIANA MI PRIMA.

POR OTRO LADO HE APLICADO 5 VECES AL EMERGENCY CASH DEL SNAP PARA OBTENER UN LUGAR DONDE VIVIR PORQUE AUN SIGO HOMELESS PARA PODER CONSEGUIR ESTABILIDAD PA VOLVER AL TRABAJO PERO EL LO ROBA/ BORRA DEL SISTEMA O NO SE.

ESTE INDIVIDUAL TAMBIEN SE CULPA DELANTE DE MI ONLY, DE LA DESAPARICION DE NATALIA, OTRA JOVEN QUE CONOCI CUANDO VIVIA EN LA 30 ABAJO DEL TREN N EN ASTORIA Y PELIO CON UNA TAL JOANNA ALLA PERO HORRIBLE, SEGUN RECUERDO, ANTES DE ELLA DESAPARECER ERA EL APARTAMENTO QUE OBTUVO POR VIA EL PAPA DE ALEJANDRA OTRA AMIGA EN COMUN CON EL PELUQUERO JOANNA (ASI SE LLAMA LA QUE GUARDA LOS PRODUCTOS DE LA CARA DONDE EMMY LOPEZ GUERRERO).

NATALIA ME DIJO QUE PEDIRIA PERMISO PARA CONTARME BIEN LO QUE SUCEDIO CON JOANNA Y EL CAMBIO DE NUMERO Y EL PORQUE ME HABIA BLOQUEADO. SEMANAS DESPUES APARECIO Y TUVO Q USAR EL NOMBRE DE PATRICIA, PORQUE EL ACOSADOR NOVIO LA TENIA TAN JARTA (QUE ERA WILBERT) EN ESE ENTONCES. AL SOL DE HOY NO SE QUE HABRA PASADO CON SU FAMILIA PERO ESPERO QUE TODOS ESTEN BIEN Y QUE NO ESTEN SIENDO REEMPLAZADOS.

PERO EL ACOSADOR ME DIJO QUE UNA TAL " FERNANDA" ERA EL REEMPLAZO DE NATALIA. YO ME SENTI COMO UNA MIERDA PORQUE LA TIPA UFFFF BUENISIMA ESTABA. DESPUES Q VIERON CIERTA QUIMICA ENTRE NOSOTRAS PORQUE CUANDO LA EMPEZARON A PONER EN CHATURBATE YO ME CONECTABA Y LA BUSCABA A ELLA PA HABLARLE Y ELLA HACIA GESTOS COMO QUE ME ESCUCHABA HASTA Q UN DIA EL HATER ME DIJO QUE LA MANDO A CORTARSE EL PERO POR MI CULPA. LLORE DE RABIA PORQ ELLA ME PARECE DULCE, ES HERMOSA Y ME "AYUDO " . SOLO SIGUIO ORDENES. ANYWAYS NO APOYO EL REEMPLAZO DE NADIE CONOCIDO. PARECIDA ENTRE NATALIA Y JESSICA MARIN Y UN VIEJITO EN ASTORIA EN STEINWAY SE LA LLEVO DESDE DONDE CHAYANNE CUANDO SUPUESTAMENTE ERA NATALIA LA QUE SE ESTABA QUEDANDO AHI Y NUNCA LA VI ERA COMO PA INVOLUCRAR A CHAYANNE OTRA VEZ DICIENDO ESTO PORQUE ELLOS LEA GUSTA LAVARSE LAS MANOS E IRSE.

DOING MATH IN MY MIND, ANALIZING SITUATIONS AND USING AS AN EXAMPLE WHAT I SEE, HEAR OR FEEL I THINK I DONT CARE NO MORE WHAT THE WORLD THINKS ABOUT ME SMOKING OR IF THEY BRLIEVE ON THAT I SAY OR NOT.

ITS SIMPLE : SOME THINGS DOESN’T HAVE AN EXPLANATION OR AN ANSWER.

PORQUE ENSENAN AHORA A LOS NINOS CON LAPICES GRANDES Y GORDOS Y LARGOS Y HAY OTROS EN OTRAS DIMENSIONES??? QUIEREN PONERLOS A ALUCINAR??? OBVIO TRABAJAN CON NINOS HACIENDO EXPERIMENTOS PORQUE NECESITAN PROBAR DESDE ESA EDAD PA LLEGAR A UNA CONCLUSION , PARA QUE LES DE EL TIEMPO LOS TIENEN QUE COGER PEQUENOS PAL EXPERIMENTO PERO.. PIDIERON PERMISO A LOS PADRES? EXPLICARON LAS CONSECUENCIAS Y EFECTOS SECUNDARIOSS? SERA QUE POR ESO AISLASTE A YAKAIRA Y HICISTE CLONES??

GLOBALSING… TE ADVERTI QUE SI NO TE ACABO , IBA A DESPERTAR EL HAMBRE DE LOS HACKERS JAJAJAJAJAJAJ AHORA HAY MAS DE 5 JAJAJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJ TE ACABARE POR NO DARME MI LUGAR, POR EXCUSAR A CRISTIAN LA BASURA QUE ME PROMETIO DARME A YAKAIRA Y A KEIRY A CAMBIO DEL DINERO HACE 4 ANOS Y SE QUEDO CON LAS MUJERES Y EL DINERO . DEJANDOLAS EN PROSTITUCION Y FINGIENDO SER CHINO. SI ESTO ES EL TESTER PA SACAR LAS LACRAS HAMBRIENTAS COMO EL Y EL ARBOL JUNTO YO NO TENIA QUE PAGAR TANTO Y DEBERIA ESTAR COMODA EN UN TECHO, ESPERO QUE SE MUERAN LOS Q NO ESTAN A MI FAVOR. YO, LA PIPERA TE DICE QUE TE VA A ACABAR SI NO PARAAS DE JODERLA. HAY ALGUIEN QUE NO DEBERIA OPINAR EN MI VIDA SI NO APORTA.

IVE SEEN WEIRD NEW ANIMALS LITERAL EN LIC, IVE LISTEN TO TOO MANY SHIT, IVE BEEN WITNESS OF THINGS, IVE DISCOVER THAT ASIANS ARE NOT ONLY MASSAGE/SEX OWNERS THEY ARE HUMAN, THEY SUFFER , THEY ARE VICTIMS TOO AND THEY ARE LIKE THE REST OF THE WORLD… SOME SMART SOME OF THEM NOT SO MUCH AND THEY ARE BLACK WHEN THEY ARE W A BLACK OR LATIN DARK SKIN TOO LOL. AIYON THANK YOU , ME LA PIPERA, AMBAR ANIBALS COUSIN THE ORIGINAL ITS ON A BIKE PROPABLY STOLEN BECAUSE WHEN I PAID 5 DOLLARS THRU MEDICAID TO GET A FREE ONE FOR A MONTH CRISTIAN STOLE THE BENEFIT OR DELETE IT FROM THE SYSTEM WICH FOR ME ITS THE SAME AS THE MONEY, IF YOU MAKE IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO GET IT OR ITS STEALING BECAUSE I NEEDED IT .

THEY SAY ‘AS AN EXCUSE THE PSYCO THAT HAS YAKAIRA THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS’ SHES 49 YRS OLD, SHES BEEN HIDDEN FROM ME BY THEM BECAUSE SHE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT WANTS TO HELP ME. IM SINGLE AND I LIKE AROUND 24 GIRLS AND I CAN EASILY GET IN A RELATIONSHIP TODAY BUT I WILL ALWAYS LOOK FOR THAT ONE GIRL THAT BEGGS ME TO HELP HER OVER HER MIND/ PSYCHIC WAY. WE HAVE LIVED SO MUCH BAD THINGS , WE HAVED CRIED OVER OUR MINDS, WE HAVE LAUGHED SO MUCH THAT I CANT FORGET ABOUT HER . THEY MANIPULATE THE SITUATION AND NO ONE HAVE AN IDDEA OF HOW MUCH PAIN OR PROBLEMS HE IS ABLE TO CREATE . HE MAKES HER FEEL LIKE TRASH EVERYDAY AND I WISH I CAN SHARE HER PAIN TO GET IT AND CARRY WITH THAT MYSELF SO SHE CAN BE A LIL FREE. I NEED HELP FROM THE WORLD.

I KNOW THAT PEOPLE THAT KNOWS CRISTIAN AND WHAT HE IF CAPABLE OF THEY ARE SCARED AND THEY DONT DO NOTHING EVEN IF THEY FEEL BAD FOR ME BUT IF UR A WITCH YOU CAN HELP BY NOT DOING BAD THINGS TO ME AND MAKE HIM FORGET ABOUT ME, IF UR A POLICE DONT PAY ATTENTION AND DONT BLAME ME FOR STUPID FAKE SHIT, IF YOU ARE AT A RESTAURANT DONT TREAT ME LIKE SHIT AND CHARGE FOR WATER… NO ONE DOES.

YAKAIRA HIZO EL PAPEL DE CRISTIAN PERO NO ES CULPABLE, NO LO ES NI LA DE LA 187 JOVENCITA TAMPOCO . THE REAL THRUTH LA SE YO. SHE IS WHAT I AM PROTECTING TODAY AND WHO I AM LOOKING FOR. YO SE QUE EMPEZO MAL SEGUN EL MUNDO PERO ELLA LO ARREGLO. YAKAIRA TE ESTOY BUSCANDO NO TENGO CELULAR DESDE AYER 10 AM. VI TU CARRO EN LIC CUANDO VINISTE A BUSCARME Y TE SECUESTRARON LOS DE VOYAGE HOTEL Y DELUXE IN. TE BUSCARE SIEMPRE TE AMO . MANANA MUJERES MANDAN, COJAN BRIO, ELIJAN LUGARES QUE CONOSCAN LAS MUJERES Y QUE GANE LA MAS PERRA. CERRARE LOS OJOS Y CONFIARE EN TI. EL TRUCO ESTA EN SALIR TU SOLA DEL LIO Y SALIR YO SOLA DEL LIO. TU PUEDES ! USA TU MENTE , PIENSA LO QUE QUIERES DECIRME O RESPONDERLE A LA GENTE O LO QUE QUIERAS QUE EL RESPONDA PIENSALO TU A VER SI EL REPITE CON LA BOCA LO QUE DICES LOL ES COMO HABLAR POR EL… SUENA LOCO PERO TRATALO Y CONFIA EN MI, TE AMO , ESA ES TU CLAVE . OYE AMBAR TE ESPERA, CONFIA EN TI QUE NADIE ES MAS GRANDE QUE TU EN LA TIERRA TE AMOOOOOOOO. USALA MANANA O AHORA PARA PROBAR SI EL MALO REPITE LO QUE DICES TU EN TU MENTE, MANANA LO ANALIZARE SI LO HACES. MUAH. TO LAS MUJERES PUEDEN TRATARLO , DEBERIAN !!! OK!!!!SOLO NECESITO UN ROOM O STUDIO, UN CELL Y YA CUPONES ES LO UNICO QUE TENGO Y CON ESO ADQUIERO COMIDA.

NO HAY FINAL DE LA HISTORIA SI CRISTIAN NO PARA DE HACKERARME Y HACERME LA VIDA IMPOSIBLE. ESTOY ES MYRTLE AVE EN LA LIBRERIA A VER DONDE ME COJE LA NOCHE. SIGO AMENAZADA DE MUERTE LETS SEE HOW IT GOES TONIGHT. NO DEJEN QUE EL SE VAYA CON ELLA QUE LE VA A PEGAR POR ESTO QUE PUSE, ELLA NO TE DIRA NADA DE EL POR LA SUSTANCIA QUE EL DA ANTES. ELLA PARECE DE SU LADO PERO NO.

HUMAN RIGHTS PROSTITUCIÓN HUMAN TRAFFICKING THE REPLACEMENTS 911 NYPD BLUE TW DEPRESSING THOUGHTS THE OWL HOUSE STEVE HARRINGTON STEDDIE THE SANDMAN TAYLOR SWIFT ROGER TAYLOR TAYLORSTANS CALLIOPE THE SANDMAN BYLER MAROON NASHVILLE SONGWRITER AWARDS

OTRO METODO QUE UTILIZARE PARA DESMENTIR EL ENGANO ES HABLAR CON LOS DUENOS DE LAS COMPANIAS, HOTELES QUE EL AFECTA ESTE MAN CON MI NOMBRE. POR EJEMPLO:

HOTEL CORONA: EL STALKER SE SALE CON LA SUYA AL ASIGNARME UNA ROOM DONDE EL SECADOR DE PELO NO FUNCIONE O LO DANA O ME LO ENTRA ASI.

VERIZON WIRELESS : EL CAMBIO A TMOBILE SIN MI AUTORIZATION Y YO TENIA DEUDA PENDIENTE CON ELLOS QUE QUISIERA ARREGLAR. QUITAR 911 WOWWWWWWWW. TIENE 1 CHANCE.

MOJITOS: DISCRIMINO PARA SERVICIO #HUMANRIGHTS #HELP #DEFENDIENDOMESOLAHPT #YOPUEDOCONESTOYMAS #WARRIOR #QUEENOFLOVE #LAMALDITAPIPERA #TENGOQUEENCONTRARTE #JUSTICE

NICOLE, VALERIA, TANIA, KAREN, DOLLY,ANGIE, JOANNE , VALENTINA, LIZZ , VANESSA FIT , MABEL PERLA, LA ROOMATE, DALIA, MARCELLE BENOIT,CAROLINA, LA NOVIA DE CRI, CRISTOPHER Y LICETTE, JESSIE, ZAPATA, ALDO Y AFA, EL EX DE ALDO KATHY, MIS FRUGIS Y EL CORO DE PENROD, INES 🥰 Y LAS MUJERES DE EVO.

MARTIN HERNANDEZ Y SU FAMILIA Y CONOCIDOS.

JOSE REYES Y SUS AMIGASOSSS DE VENEZUELA Y ORLANDO MAS NY.

YAKAIRA, DAHIANA, YADI, MAGNOLIA, MARBELIN Y EL CHINO MIS PRIMEROS PADRINOS Y SOPORTE CUANDO NADIE ME CREIA NADA.

MI PAREJA FAVORITA DANIEL Y ALICIA LOL CAROLINA Y JOSE CRISTIANO Y LOS MALDITOS LOCOS DEL BUILDING CON QUIEN DESCUBRI QUE ES MEJOR TENER CONNECTIONS THAN MONEY. GRACIAS, LOS QUIERO.LOS MAINS LOS LOCOS DE PENROD LOL PLUS SUS HIJAS QUE FUERON A CUIDARME MIENTRAS ESTUVE ALLA.

LOS DE WASHINGTON,DC GRACIASS MIL. WOW

MIS COORDINADORAS Y GUERRERAS Y MIS MUJERES SHIRLEY Y ESPOOSO POR UN LADO Y MAGNOLIA CON PEDRITOO DEL OTRRO Y CINDY CON BIBIANA , CRISTY Y CINDY 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

MARCELLE Y SU GRUPO DE AMIGOS DEL FLUSHING HOSPITAL 🥰 PLUS HER HIGH SCHOOL BESTIES.

THE 7 MEDICAL OFFICES HELPING ME

MIS 3 POLICIAS INCUBIERTAS : MIS V...

MIS MUJERES DE CHAYANNE Y GRUPO: LAS AME! GRACIAS

MONICA Y MI GENTE DELOS HAMPTONS

MI AMOR PLATONICO Y SU FAMILIA 🥰 JESSICA MARIN

NATALIA Y SUS HERMANAS ( SI ESTAN... NO LAS HE VISTO) LAS N CESITO VER

QUERIDA, SUS SOBRINOS Y AMIGOS CON LOS DEL BARRIO

MIS EX AMIGOS QUE NO SE MUCHO PERO GARY Y LA GENTE BUENA DE SU EDIFICIO PLUS SU FAMILIA

MIS ARABES QUE ME EXCUSAN Y SALVAN LA VIDA 🥰

MIS GUERRERAS PERLA , MAMI Y TIA MIRIAM.LAS AMO SON LO MAS IMPORTANTE.

MIS ALMONTE, J2, NICOLE, ROSA, SILVIA, FAMILIA ENTERA AMBOS LADOS LOS QUIERO GRACIAS

MI TATA Y LOS DE TIA CARMEN, EMELY TAVERAS Y GRUPO

LOS DE LA CAPITAL Q TABAN EN EL REAL NUCLEO YERMYS Y ESPOOSO Y GRUPO

RUDY HERRERA MI MARIDO Q NO ES MIO, SUJEY LA MIA LOL Y MI GENTE DE PROVIDENCE

MI YUBERKYS CON EL PRIMER CRISTIAN

MIS RODRIGUEZ TORRES QUE FUERON SENALADAS DE JEFA DE PROSTITUTION POR CRISTIAN Y ERAN VICTIMAS

GRACIAS JAZMIN Y YAKAIRA LA DE FIROTE Y LUCY🥰

RIC, WADE , LISANDRO THANK YOU

LAS MUJERES DE GIO : SALON, CLIENTAS , AMIGAS .

LOS DE ORLANDO

MI TATI , ESPERO CAMBIAR ESA RABIA Q SIENTES POR MI, ERAS MI PRINCESA Y MI MUNDO. ESPERO QUE DIOS TE ME PROTEJA SIEMPRE Y TE AMO MUCHO SIEMPRE. ERAN MI FAMILIA.

ERICK,AMP, PIGNANELLIS ENTEROS MIOS

MI LIBRARY GIRLS 🥰 TY

MIAMI ENTEROOO MIO

VECINOS, BETANCES CREW AND MY JUDIOS

LOPEZ BENCOSME, PERALTA, DE WENDY Y FALAN

DORA,YUMA, LA NOVIA DE YUMA Y LAS MUJERES 🥰LGBT MIAS

SANNY Y SU GRUPO 🥰

LA JUAN V , KEVIN Y RUBEN, LAS ATLANTA LAURIE Y ELLOS GRACIAS 🥰

MONICA, JOSE MIGUEL LARES, ALEX, FRUCO Y TO LOS LONDONO, , LOS DE COLOMBIA DE SU FAM, LOS AMIGOS DE LARES Y LOS ESTUDIANTES 🥰

EL CORO DE ANEIRY LOL

LOS DE LA LIBRERIA

EL MARIDO DE YINETTE Y SU GRUPO

ELVIS,CRISTIAN, RODOLFO,GUSTAVO ETC

NO QUERIA DECIR GRACIAS PORQUE NADA HA TERMINADO PERO GRACIAS!!!

IMAGINE BEING JUDGE BY THEM.. FOR MORE THAN 4 YEARS ..IM MORE THAN ASHAMED. ANXIETY SINCE SHE LEFT 11 YEARS AGO LISTENING TO THE LADY THAT HE SENT FOR PROSTITUTION ASKING FOR HELP AND THE CHERRY ON TOP HAVING CRISTIAN HARRASING FOR MORE THAN 5 YEARS OH AND ADD NORMAL PROBLEMS ON A NORMAL LIFE .... NOW TELL ME, WILL YOU STOP SMOKING???? FUCK YOU

I WANT TO BE ALONE WITH THE GIRLS I LIKE. MUAH WORLD

10/14/2022

HOY FUI A HRA. POR LO QUE CONTE ARRIBA DEL CASH APPLICATION. SIEMPRE PARA EL CASH DAN DRAMA. HOY APLIQUE POR 5TAQ O 6 TA VEZ PORQUE ELLOS NUNCA PUEDEN BUSCARME EN LA COMPU O DARME EL CASH. ESTO ES UNA PESADILLA.

SERA QUE EL UNICO SER HUMANO, CIUDADANO AMERICANO QUE TIENE PROHIBIDO TENER DERECHOS HUMANOS???

DERECHO DE HACER LO QUE QUIERA? DE HABLAR LO QUE QUIERA? AVECES ME ARREPIENTO DE HABER RENUNCIADO A DEFENDER MI PATRIA PARA DEFENDER ESTA!! DE QUE ME HA SERVIDO???

OSEA PORQUE HAY QUE ESTUDIAR Y RESPONDER BIEN ?? PARA QUE???

OSEA YO TENIA ENTENDIDO LO SIGUIENTE:

Derechos y Responsabilidades de la Ciudadanía Americana

A continuación, encontrará varios derechos y responsabilidades que todos los ciudadanos deben respetar y ejercer. Algunas de estas responsabilidades son requeridas legalmente de todo ciudadano, pero todas son importantes para asegurar que Estados Unidos continúe siendo una nación libre y prospera.

Derechos

Derecho de expresión --- me juzga el acosador hace 4 anos

Derecho de religión - me llaman la policia de la iglesia obvio el acosador

Derecho a un juicio justo y rápido - llevo 11 anos aguantandomelo

Derecho a votar por oficiales públicos - me roba la identidad e identificaciones . no puedo votar

Derecho a solicitar empleo federal que requiere la ciudadanía estadounidense *- me roba el ingreso desde nov 15 2019 que me cancelaron el unemployment por el rodo de identidad, es imposible

Derecho a ser elegido para cargos públicos - me desacredita delante de todos.. no puedo

Libertad para buscar “vida, libertad y la búsqueda de felicidad.” no me deja fisicamente ni psiquicamente, no soy libre. me hackea ciberneticamente too .

Responsabilidades

Apoyar y defender la Constitución. pa que?

Mantenerse informado sobre lo que sucede en su comunidad.

#jorgeramos

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Oct 18

AMBAR DOMINGUEZ DIAZ IS A 32 Y/O LESBIAN WOMEN LIVING IN JACKSON HEIGHTS ,NY. SHE LIKES TO WRITE, SING, PAINT AND COOK. CURRENTLY A CONTENT AND VISUAL STORYTELLER GOING THRU A COMPLICATED, STRESSFUL AND HORRIBLE SITUATION IN HER LIFE. SHE WAS JUDGE FOR SO MUCH THAT NOW, SHE IS FIGHTING FOR HUMAN RIGHTS. SHE HAS A GUY/GRP MAKING HER LIFE MISSERABLE.

THEY DAMAGED ALL HE WANTED ON MY LIFE LIKE PAPERWORKS FOR WORK OR MEDICAL, PAINT JOBS, SONGS IF I WRITE, STEALING THE BOOK I WAS WRITING, STEALING MY CLOTHES AND MORE… SHE WANTS TO KNOW, WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF THIS HAPPENS TO YOU ??

MY NAME IS AMBAR LUCIA DOMINGUEZ DIAZ. I CREATED THIS BLOG LOOKING FOR HELP. I AM GOING THRU HARRASMENT, I AM A VICTIM OF ASSAULT, BULLYING, LIES, BANK FRAUD, IDENTITY THEFT, MANIPULATION, PSYCHIC HARRASMENT, DISCRIMINATION, FALSE ACCUSED AND ALMOST DESTROYED BY THIS GROUP OF INDIVIDUALS. THEY CONTROL YOUR LIFE WITH MANIPULATION, PSICOLOGICAL SKILLS, SPIRITUAL RITUALS AND AND U A SOFTWARE THAT CHANGE THE INFORMATION OF THE ORIGINAL AT THEIR CONVENIENCE EX: BUYING A PIZZA FROM DOMINOS AT WW.DOMINOS.COM ITS USUALLY 19.75 THEY CHANGE IT FOR ME TO 50. THEY HAVE WHAT THEY CALLED “RECLUTERS” . THEY BECOME YOUR FRIEND TO BE ABLE TO MANIPULATE YOU ON ALL YOUR DECISIONS AND TO MAKE SURE YOU STAY ALONE THAT WAY THEY CAN CONTROL YOU. ONLY PPL FROM THEIR TEAM ARE ALLOWED TO BE WITH YOU NEAR THE END TO CONTROL YOU COMPLETELY AND AT THE END SEND YOU TO JAIL, DEPORTED, MENTAL INSTITUTION, PROSTITUTION OR CEMENTERY AFTER THE CRIME.

HE TOLD ME THIS HAPPENED TO YAKAIRA VALERIO FOR HER MISS BEHAVIORS AND THAT HE DOING THE SAME TO ME. HE PLAYS WITH MY MIND BY SAYING HES A DOCTOR AND THAT HE IS DOING THIS TO ME THE FOR THE SMOKE ADICCION. A YEAR LATER HE CHANGE THE VERSION WHILE I BEG HIM TO LEVE ME ALONE AND LAUGHIN AT ME, TREATING ME LIKE SHIT HE STATED HE IS A POLICE OFFICER THAT THIS WAS A TEST TO BECOME AN OFFICER SAYING DONT WORRY WE ALMOST DONE AND LAUGHING AT ME. IN THE MEAN TIME HE WAS LYING ABOUT THINGS HE SAID I DID BUT I DIDN’T, WHILE I SHOWERED BULLYING ME AND THEN MAKING FUN OF MY BODY,” ASCO KATHY, ASCO” ‘MIRATE LAS CELULITIS” ” TU TIENES EL TOTO DEFORME” “MIRATE, TU CREES QUE ASI MAGNOLIA TE VA A HACER CASO TAN GORDA?” WHEN I WAS EATING ATTACKING ME BY SAYING EMBARRASSING SITUATIONS IVE LIVED, ONE TIME I SAID ” DEJENME COMER COMER TRANQUILA PLS” “NO PODEMOS, QUERIDA NO QUIERE QUE TU COMAS TRANQUILA” ERA CAPAZ DE SENTIR POR MI Y SI TENIA UN GAS DECIA” YAKAIRA AMBAR TIENE UN GAS” THATS ONE OF THE LIMITATIONS THAT HE PRODUCED ACTING LIKE THAT. AT NIGHT THEIR MISSION WAS TO NOT LET ME SLEEP BY TELLING ME THINGS TO MAKE MY HEART BEAT FASTER AND MAKE MY ADRENALINE GO UP TO KEEP ME AWAKE.

THIS WAS NONSTOP 24/7 EVEN IN DR FOR DURING ALMOST A YEAR I WAS THERE ON A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION AS A CONSEQUENCE OF HIS TORTURE. THE FEMALE VOICE DIDNT HELP. SHE TELLS ME ( BECAUSE SHE STILL BOTHER ME) ” AMBAR YAKAIRA ESTA AFUERA, SAL” Y YO IBA Y SALIA, “AMBAR ABRE QUE LLEGO YAKAIRA”, “YAKAIRA DICE K PASE P[OR SU CASA Y ME DA UN ADDRESS”, ETC. WHEN HE CHANGE THE STORY AGAIN AND SAID QUE ERA UNA ”TORTURA CHINA ” THE NAME ACTUALLY MATCHES WITH REALITY. THEN THAT ITS A MENTAL ARMY TEST TO BECOME AN ARMY SOLDIER.

THE THEMATIC : HE USE REALITY WITH LIES COMBINED. HE CAN ISSUE THE CERTIFICATE TO BE A POLICE BUT HE WILL REPLACE YOU (HUMAN TRAFFIC) FOR A SIMILAR PERSON AT HIS PREFERENCE . I AM SO USED TO THE BAD THINGS THAT IM SURE IM READY TO BE SENT OUT TO PROSTITUTION OR A WAR BECAUSE I WONT QUIT SMOKING I HAVE MY RIGHTS AS A HUMAN SO THATS NOT AN OPTION PERIOD.

THIS INDIVIDUAL/GRP STOLE FROM MY ACCOUNTS CITI AND BOFA AROUND 60.000 (AS PER LAST MONTHS MATH). HE STOLE OR CANCELLED WITHOUT MY CONSENT MY NYS BENEFITS HOUSING FUNDS, SNAP, FAIRS, MEDICAID, ERAP AND OTHERS. ADDING THIS, IVE LOST MORE THAN 100,000$ USD. MOST IMPORTANT ACCOUNTS: CITI 1065, BOFA 0864, 0035 W KEVIN MY EX HUSBAND.

I TRIED TO REOCATE IN MIA BUT HE MADE THIS IMPOSSIBLE AND SENT ME TO A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION FOR ALL THIS PSYCHIC HARRASEMENT FOR YEARS. THIS ITS SO HARD TO EXPLAIN THAT BECAUSE I SMOKE PEOPLE THINK ITS SCHIZOPHRENIA BUT 1. THATS NO 5-3 THE DEFINITION OF THE WORD AND 2. I HAVE PSYCHIC KIND OF FRIENDS ALREADY. ALMOST A YEAR LATER I CAME BACK TO NY AND STARTED WORK. I FELT A LIL BREAK FROM JAN-MARCH. MY ROUTINE WAS TAKING THE TRAIN FROM THE HEIGHTS TO JFK, FEEDING MY DOG, CLEANING MY ROOM, (ALL THIS WHILE SMOKING), PAINTING CANVAS, SINGING, SOMETIMES HANGING OUT AT THE PARK BUT SINCE HE NEVER STOPPED I GOT AGGRAVATED W TE ROUTINE PLUS THEIR PRESSURE SO I DECIDED TO TAKE A PAID VACAY ON APRIL AFTER MY DAYS OFF DUE TO COVID19. DURING THE BREAK TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSELF I APPLIED FOR UNEMPLOYMENT FUNDS AND SHORT TERM DISABILITY THAT I SUBMITTED THRU SEDGWICK BUT HE BLOCKED ME FROM SENDING PAPERWORK PUTTING MY JOB ON RISK. I WENT TO STAPLES TO SEND THEM BUT HE STOPPED ME FROM GETTING THOSE FUNDS BECAUSE HE IS A PROFESIONAL HACKER AND LIKE I SAID USING THE SOFTWARE HE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I SEND THE PAPERWORK TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE BUT NO SO I FAXED THEM AFTERWARDS. HE HAS A TEAM AND THEY COMBINED HAVE PLENTY OF SKILLS. HE DEAD THREAT ME WITH MY MOM AND SISTER IN TAMPA FLORIDA. I AM SCARED OF CRISTIAN SOMETIMES (THATS HOW THEY CALL HIM) , BUT HE IS A SMALL GRP OF EX NEIGHBORS THAT SOMEONE OUTSIDE THE BUILDING PAID THEM TO DO THIS FOR US (TATIANA AND I).

SINCE NOW HE ACTS LIKE IF HE IS A DOCTOR HE INCLUDED (FORCED BY THEIR ABILITY TO LISTEN THRU THEIR MINDS PSYCHIC WAY) FRIENDS, CO-WORKERS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS BY TELLING THEM ITS A TREATMENT FOR MY ADDICTION. ANOTHER GROUP CREATED BY HIM FROM MIA WITH THE PURPOSE THAT YOU CAN DO STUFF BUT NOT GETTING SKETCH. LLIS OFF,ICE EVERYONEFROMFR PIGH A DIFFERENT PURPOSE.

HE CONTROL EVERYONE BECAUSE OF HIS PSYCHIC SKILLS AND THEY HAVE MOVE TO MANY CITIES BECAUSE THEY DO THID EVERY WHERER THEY GO. SIMILAR CASES AT EACH CITI. HE PLAYED ME 11 YRS COUNTIN THIS ONE , MAKING ME DO A LOT OF THINGS YEAR BY YEAR BECAUSE I WAS INNOCENT AND BEING MANIPULATED WITH LIES TELLING ME THAT YAKAIRA VALERIO WAS COMING TO GET ME BC SHE WAS IN LOVE WITH ME AS WELL. THAT HE KNEW I WAS GOING TO TELL HER I LIKE HER THE LAST DAY I SAW HER WICH IS TRUE THAT WAS ON MY MIND, SO FOR SOME REASON HE CAN READ MY MIND. EVERY YEAR HE USED TO TREAT ME LIKE SHIT TELLING ME OH NO YOU LOOSE SHE IS TAKING YORDY WITH HER BECAUSE YOUR DUMB, BECAUSE YOU SMOKE, BECAUSE SHE DONT LIKE WOMEN, BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO SLOW, AND MANY MORE DESILUSIONS, FRUSTRATIONS AND WEIRD FEELINGS CAME TO ME THAT THIS YEAR I TOLD HIM:

I AM GOING TO FOLLOW YOUR ORDERS LIKE “ GO TO THIS HOTEL YAKAIRA IS THERE” OPEN THAT ROOM SHE IS WAITING FOR YOU” . I DONT BELIEVE ON A PSYCHIC VOICE OF COURSE NOT BUT THEN THIS FEMALE VERSION USED TO TELL ME AMBAR HELP , THEY SENT ME FOR PROSTITUTION, HELP ME THEY TOOK ME TO THIS STREET I THINK, HELP ME AMBAR.. SO SINCE THEY I AM HUMAN I FELT BAD FOR THE FEMALE VOICE WICH STATED IT WAS YAKAIRA SO I STARTED CALLING 911 BECAUSE WHAT IF SHE IS DETH AND CANT TALK AND ONLY COMUNICATE HERSELF PSYCHIC MENTAL SO THIS YEAR I TOLD HIM : I WILL DO IT FOR THE LAST TIME BUT TELL YAKAIRA SHE WONT PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS NO MORE. SOME OF THEM SAY SHE PASSED AWAY AND THEY EVEN TOOK ME TO THE PIER TO A “MEMORIAL ” IN THE WATER (THATS WHY I INVOLVE COAST GUARD WEEKS AGO).

DURING THE BREAK TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSELF I APPLIED FOR UNEMPLOYMENT FUNDS AND SHORT TERM DISABILITY THAT I SUBMITTED THRU SEDGWICK BUT HE BLOCKED ME FROM SENDING PAPERWORK PUTTING MY JOB ON RISK. I WENT TO STAPLES TO SEND THEM BUT HE STOPPED ME FROM GETTING THOSE FUNDS BECAUSE HE IS A PROFESIONAL HACKER AND LIKE I SAID USING THE SOFTWARE HE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I SEND THE PAPERWORK TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE BUT NO SO I FAXED THEM AFTERWARDS. HE HAS A TEAM AND THEY COMBINED HAVE PLENTY OF SKILLS. HE DEAD THREAT ME WITH MY MOM AND SISTER IN TAMPA FLORIDA. I AM SCARED OF CRISTIAN SOMETIMES (THATS HOW THEY CALL HIM) , BUT HE IS A SMALL GRP OF EX NEIGHBORS THAT SOMEONE OUTSIDE THE BUILDING PAID THEM TO DO THIS FOR US (TATIANA AND I). SINCE NOW HE ACTS LIKE IF HE IS A DOCTOR HE INCLUDED (FORCED BY THEIR ABILITY TO LISTEN THRU THEIR MINDS PSYCHIC WAY) FRIENDS, CO-WORKERS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS BY TELLING THEM ITS A TREATMENT FOR MY ADDICTION. ANOTHER GROUP CREATED BY HIM FROM MIA WITH THE PURPOSE THAT YOU CAN DO STUFF BUT NOT GETTING SKETCH. LLIS OFF,ICE EVERYONEFROMFR PIGH A DIFFERENT PURPOSE.

I KNOW IT’S A BIT CONFUSING BECAUSE SINCE I AM STILL GOING THRU THIS SITUATION I WANT TO EXPLAIN EVERYTHING TOGETHER AND FAST. THAT’S WHY I MADE THIS BLOG. TO LISTEN TO YOUR OPINION AND SUGGESTIONS. I WANT YOU TO KNOW WHAT WILL YOU DO IF THIS HAPPENS TO YOU AND OR YOUR MOTHER/SISTER/FRIEND OR ANYONE YOU WILL HELP. TAG ANY PERSON OR INSTITUTION YOU THINK WILL LISTEN TO ME AND WILL GET THEIR OWN OPINION OUT OF THIS SITUATION. AT THIS POINT I DON’T NEED A GROUP OF THERAPY, I NEED A PERSON WHO BELIEVES IN ME, SOMEONE WILLING TO MAKE THE PERSON PAY ME BACK WHAT HE TOOK FROM MY BANK ACCOUNTS AND SOMEONE THAT HELP ME GET LIKE A LAWYER FOR ME TO GET MY US BENEFITS THAT I DESERVE AS A US CITIZEN THAT PAID TAXES FOR MORE THAN 10 YEARS AND NOW AND BEING TEMPORARY DISABLE APPROVED BY SEDGWICK THRU JETBLUE UNTIL SEPT IS WHEN I NEEDED THEM THE MOST SPECIALLY AFTER THE STALKER SENT ME TO DR TO A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION FOR ABOUT A YEAR WITHOUT AN INCOME IN MY COUNTRY I CAME BACK BROKE. THE ONLY WAY TO GET BACK ON TRACK COUNTING ON MYSELF ONLY ITS GETTING A SHELTER (WICH HE IS MAKING IT IMPOSSIBLE AND IT’S A FREE ROOM BASICALLY FIRST BENEFIT) THAT WAY I DON’T PAY RENT GET A CITI BIKE OR METROCARD FROM FAIRS ( ANOTHER BENEFIT FROM THE CITY) GETTING FOOD STAMPS SNAP ( 3RD BENEFIT FORM THE CITY THAT I DESERVE AND I AM NOT GETTING BECAUSE OF HIM) WITH THIS I CAN PERFECTLY BE MINDFULLY IN PEACE AND WILL BE READY TO GO BACK TO WORK AND MAYBE NOT NORMAL ACTIVITIES RIGHT AWAY BECAUSE IT WAS A LOT OF BULLYING AND I AM ASHAMED HE BULLED ME A LOT WITH A LOT OF THINGS BUT AT LEAST WORKING AND LIVING LIKE A HUMAN LIKE ME THAT ALWAYS PUT MYSELF OF OTHERS SHOES DESERVE. I VE ALWAYS BEEN INDEPENDENT. I COUNT ON MYSELF ONLY. I DON’T EXPECT THINGS FROM OTHERS I USED TO HAVE THIS PERSON I CALL AN ANGEL THAT USED TO PAY EVERYTHING FOR ME WITHOUT HAVING SEX. A LOT OF PEOPLE JUDGE ABOUT THIS MATTER BUT HOW OBSESSED CAN SOMEONE BECOME WITHOUT SEX? WITHOUT A KISS WITH THE THONGE INSIDE? ALSO 9 YEARS AGO I USED TO LIVE IN THE HEIGHTS AND SOMEONE ADVISE THE GUY I LIKE GIRLS AND I ADMIT IT AND THIS WAS WHEN I USE TO LIVE IN HILLSIDE AVE.

HOW OBSESSED CAN SOMEONE THAT KNEW ALL THIS CAN BE? SPECIALLY WHEN MONTHS AGO HE TOLD ME IT WASN’T CHEATING BECAUSE GIRLS DON’T HAVE DICKS. WHO IS CAPABLE OF MAKING SUCH A DRAMA PRETENDING TO BE THIS GUY JUST TO JUDGE ME AND BOTHER ME? I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT DON’T CALL NO ONE. SERGIO TOBAR, MY BAMBY, USED TO BE MY #1 AND I BARELY CALLED HIM. I GET THE NEWS AT HOME ALWAYS AND THAT’S WHEN I SAY WHAT I THINK TO PEOPLE. UNFORTUNATELY I AM M SUPER HONEST AND I SAY STRAIGHT UP WHAT I THINK AND PEOPLE DON’T LIKE THIS. I DON’T CARE WHAT OTHERS THINK ABOUT PEOPLES APPEARANCE IF I WANT TO SAY HI TO YOU BECAUSE I THINK YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON I WILL CALL YOU EVEN IF “THE GROUP” DOESN’T LIKE IT.

COMO MENSIONE ENTRE EL MAN Y SU GRUPO  HAY UNO O MAS HACKER PROFESIONALES. ESTOS SON CAPACES DE BLOQUEARME PAGINAS, SUBIR Y BAJAR EL PRECIO DE ARTÍCULOS ( PRONTO SUBIRÉ FOTOS A ESTE BLOG DE COMO ME SALE A MI EN EMI CELL Y COMO LE SALE A OTRO EL MISMO ÍTEM) , ES CAPAZ DE TRANSFERIR MIS LLAMADAS, CAMBIAR PIIN, ÓSEA, SI ME ROBO UN BUDDY PASS DE JETBLUE HACE 4 ANOS O 3 , ES CAPAZ DE TODO.  ENVIE UN EMAIL A STEEELE Y 3 PERSONAS MAS AL LADO DE MI SUPERVISORA INDIRA HUTCHINS LA CUAL ME AYUDO A ESCRIBIR EL EMAIL A LA EMPRESA PARA ADVERTIRLES QUE ESTE CYBER HACKER ME TENIA HARTA Y QUE TUVIERAN CUIDADO Y BIEN ALERTA PORQUE ERA CAPAZ DE TODO. ESPERO ME HAYAN PRESTADO ATENCIÓN…

ME HA TOCADO CAMBIAR VARIAS VECES DE NUMERO , HASTA DE COMPANIA Y POR ENDE HE PERDIDO EMAILS Y INSTAGRAM Y ETC POR LO DEL CÓDIGO DE VERIFICACIÓN AL PERDER EL NUMERO PIERDO ACCESO A LA RED SOCIAL. ESTOY HACIENDO UN BLOG QUE ME GUSTARÍA COMPARTIRLO Y QUE COMENTEN…

AMIGOS HOLA. HOY 09/02/22 ME SIENTO MEJOR QUE AYER. AYER ESTUVE SUPER DEPRESIVA. QUIERO UNA AMIGA CON CUAL COMPARTIR. ME SIENTO SOLA.  HOY HABLE CON MI MEJOR AMIGA WENDY AQUINO PERO COMO VIVE EN RD Y ME ROBARON EL PASAPORTE NO PUEDO IR A VERLA.. ADEMAS QUE DESPUÉS DE HABERME ROBADO MI ID EL DIA QUE LLEGO ELCHEQUE DE JETLBUE A RITE AID DE DYCKMAN ( JUASTAMENTE CUANDO VOY A COBRAR EL CHEQUE QUE LLEGABA AHÍ DE FEDEX SE ROBAN AHÍ MISMO MI ID) … COINCIDENCIA SABIENDO QUE EL ACOSADOR ME PERSIGUE ???

ENTRE LOS DATOS QUE ME DA EL ACOSADOR ES QUE JESSICA MARIN ES MI CRISTIAN HACKER Y QUE TIENE MI DINERO QUE LE COBRE LOL. QUE SILVI ES LA JEFA DE LOS REPLACEMENTS DE PERSONAS (PA NO DECIR TRATA). QUE YAKAIRA VALERIO LA PRINCESA DE LA 187 Y SU FAMILIA HACEN LO MISMO CON LOS JUDIOS, QUE MI PRIMO FERNANDITO ES EL JEFE DE LA BANDA SALVADORENA CON EL DE YADI Y DOMINGO EL PAPA DE YAHAIRA, LIVA Y LUIS, QUE LAS PROSTIS NO HABLAN CON LOS DE GURABO Y NOS BLOQUEAN A TODOS, QUE TATI ME ODIA AUN, QUE MONICA Y SU GRUPO ESTAN PENDIENTE DE MI AL IGUAL QUE LA FAMILIA DE NATALIA PRIMERO DESCONFIABA DE MI Y LUEGO ME APOYAN, QUE MI YAKAIRA ES MI PSICOLOGA JUNTO CON JESSICA MARIN, QUE LIZ MIAMI ME HABLA TODO EL DIA Y LE ENCANTA HABLAR CONMIGO, QUE VIOLET Y JERAC HAN HECHO MILLONES DE COSAS POR MI, QUE TODOS ESTAN HARTOS DEL PSICOLOGO.. YO SOLO PIENSO SERA QUE ESTO ACABARA BIEN? O SERA Q ACABARA PARA MI PERO YAKAIRA SEGUIRA PRISIONERA? YO QUIERO ACABAR SU TORTURA PRIMERO O JUNTO CON LA MIA. AQUI EL HECHO ES QUE ESTE MAN TIENE ANOS JUGANDO CONMIGO ENTONCES LO DEL PSICOLOGO LO EMPEZO HACE POCO. CONFUSO..

OTRO DIA MAS, OTRA TORTURA MAS… DESPUES DE LAS VECES QUE ME HA AMENAZADO CON MI HERMANA Y MI MADRE DE MATARLAS SI YO NO HAGO LO QUE EL DICE EN EL MOMENTO. SU TEMATICA COMO QUE BAJO DE NIVEL PORQUE TIENE DIAS SIN AMENAZARME Y APARTE ES QUE SEGUN UNA DE LAS VOCES DEL INTRIGADOR PRINCIPAL QUE SE LLAMA EMY LOPEZ GUERRERO, ESTE ACOSO, LAS INTRIGAS, MANIPULACIONES Y DEMAS HA DEJADO VICTIMAS Y A LA VEZ CONSTRUIDO MONSTRUOS. AL HABER PASADO ANTERIORME UN GRUPO DE AMIGOS Y PERSONAS CERCANAS QUE SE ENCONTRABAN LAS SITUACIONES INJUSTAS DECIDIO UNIRSE PARA DISQUE HACER COSAS POSITIVAS O A FAVOR DE LA VICTIMA DEL MOMENO. YO OBVIAMENTE NO CREO ESO. HAN PASADO ANOS Y SOLO CON PALABRAS SIN HECHOS NO CREO NADA.

Y COMO OLVIDAR AQUEL SUSTO QUE ME PEQUE CUANDO EL QUISO METERME EN LA BOCA DEL LOBO Y ME ENVIO AL EDIFICIO DONDE GUARDAN LAS MUJERES QUE YO TENGO 2 TEORIAS DE PORQUE ESTAN AISLADAS… 1 . LAS USAN COMO RATA DE LABORATORIO 2. HUMAN TRAFFICKING 3. CASTIGADAS … NO ME IMPORTA LITERALMENTE PERO LITERAL SI NO ES MI FAMILIA/ AMIGO O CONOCIDO PORQUE YO NO PUEDO SER SUPER HEROE MUNDIAL NI TAMPOCO JUZGO ESA CLASE DE NEGOCIOS, PORQUE LAMENTABLEMENTE ES UN NEGOCIO LOL. COMO YO NO FUI LA PIONERA NI LA CEO NI DUENA , NO ME IMPORTA A MENOS QUE LA AFECTADA NO SEA YO, COMO AHORA. ENTONCES CUANDO FUI AL EDIFICIO EL TENIA A LA MIA EN UN ROOM TRANCADO Y A MI FAVORITA DE CHATURBATE MAZEEKIN30 6A8A EN UNA ESQUINA SUPER TTRANCADA CON CANDADOS POR FUERA ENTONCES YO NO LA VI, EL TIPO ES TAN VENENOSO Y MAL INTENCIONADO QUE ES CAPAZ DE CREEER EN SU CEREBRO DE CACAITO, QUE VOY A ACUSAR DIRECTAMENTE A ALGUINE SIN VERLO YO LOL YEAH RIGHT. DE QUE HABIAN VICTIMAS YES, DE QUE ESTABAN TRANCADAS AHI YES, DE QUE RESPONDIAN Y ERAN MUJERES YES, PERO DE QUE NO SE SI ERA MAZEEKIN30 ESO TAMPOCO LO PUEDO CONFIRMAR PERO AL HABERLO NOTIFICADO ESPERO HABER APORTADO DE FORMA POSITIVA A UNA DE MIS ESTRELLAS.

ESTA MANANA CONOCI A UN NEGRO QUE AHORA MISMO 12:09P CAME OUT OF QUEENS PUBLIC LIBRARY LIC 21 ST, ME DIO ALGO A FUMAR Q NO HABIA TRATADO , LUEGO SE PIERDE MI JACKET Y MI CELL Y AHORA LO VEO EN LA MISMA LIBRERIA DONDE LA ULTIMA VEZ CONOCI 2 GUILTY MIENTRAS HACIA UN NUEVO CORREO ELECTRONICO, DONDE NO ME QUISIERON DAR EL NY.ID CARD A MI, LO SOLICITE HOY , DONDE TAMPOO ME QUISIERON IMPRIMIR EL LIBRARY CARD CUANDO LO PERDI, DONDE SOLAMENTE CAROLINA SE APIADA DE MI Y HACE Q SU PAPA A LA FUERZA HAGA AVECES PARE DE ACOSARME.

ESTARE USANDO TEXTNOW DE MI TABLET Y IRE A SOLICITAR AHORA UN ID A OTRA LIBRARY PA IR A BUSCAR CASH ASISTANCE HOY O MANANA . OJALA VENGA MI AMIGO MARTIN HERNANDEZ QUE AVECES ME PAGA HOTELPORQUE NO HE PODIDO BANARME DESDE ANTES DE AYER Y COMO ESTE HOMBRE ME ROBA TODO, PA QUE TRABAJAR?

10/12/22

DIQUE CASI HALLOWEEN….

VIVIENDO SI QUERER VIVIR, RESPIRANDO PORQUE SALE AUTOMATICO Y ES OBLIGAO, ME ROBO PHILLIP SEGUN EL ACOSADOR EL CELL CON EL JACKET, EL NUMERO QUE PERDI 347-494-8586 HACE 2 HORAS , SI TE LLAMAN O HACEN ALGO CON ESE NUMERO, FUE ALGUIEN DE LONG ISLAND CITY QUE ESTUVE HACE 2 HORAS ALREDEDOR MIO Y YO ESTUVE CERCA DE LA LIBRARY DE LA 21ST. DONDE ME ENCUENTRO ACTUALMENTE. ME AMENAZO DE MUERTE HACE MENOS DE 1 HORA, TAMBIEN AMENAA DE MUERTE HACIA MI MAMA Y MI HERMANA, YAKAIRA VALERIO 1 Y 2, TIA INGRID ESTA MANANA Y ANTES CON DAHIANA MI PRIMA.

POR OTRO LADO HE APLICADO 5 VECES AL EMERGENCY CASH DEL SNAP PARA OBTENER UN LUGAR DONDE VIVIR PORQUE AUN SIGO HOMELESS PARA PODER CONSEGUIR ESTABILIDAD PA VOLVER AL TRABAJO PERO EL LO ROBA/ BORRA DEL SISTEMA O NO SE.

ESTE INDIVIDUAL TAMBIEN SE CULPA DELANTE DE MI ONLY, DE LA DESAPARICION DE NATALIA, OTRA JOVEN QUE CONOCI CUANDO VIVIA EN LA 30 ABAJO DEL TREN N EN ASTORIA Y PELIO CON UNA TAL JOANNA ALLA PERO HORRIBLE, SEGUN RECUERDO, ANTES DE ELLA DESAPARECER ERA EL APARTAMENTO QUE OBTUVO POR VIA EL PAPA DE ALEJANDRA OTRA AMIGA EN COMUN CON EL PELUQUERO JOANNA (ASI SE LLAMA LA QUE GUARDA LOS PRODUCTOS DE LA CARA DONDE EMMY LOPEZ GUERRERO).

NATALIA ME DIJO QUE PEDIRIA PERMISO PARA CONTARME BIEN LO QUE SUCEDIO CON JOANNA Y EL CAMBIO DE NUMERO Y EL PORQUE ME HABIA BLOQUEADO. SEMANAS DESPUES APARECIO Y TUVO Q USAR EL NOMBRE DE PATRICIA, PORQUE EL ACOSADOR NOVIO LA TENIA TAN JARTA (QUE ERA WILBERT) EN ESE ENTONCES. AL SOL DE HOY NO SE QUE HABRA PASADO CON SU FAMILIA PERO ESPERO QUE TODOS ESTEN BIEN Y QUE NO ESTEN SIENDO REEMPLAZADOS.

PERO EL ACOSADOR ME DIJO QUE UNA TAL " FERNANDA" ERA EL REEMPLAZO DE NATALIA. YO ME SENTI COMO UNA MIERDA PORQUE LA TIPA UFFFF BUENISIMA ESTABA. DESPUES Q VIERON CIERTA QUIMICA ENTRE NOSOTRAS PORQUE CUANDO LA EMPEZARON A PONER EN CHATURBATE YO ME CONECTABA Y LA BUSCABA A ELLA PA HABLARLE Y ELLA HACIA GESTOS COMO QUE ME ESCUCHABA HASTA Q UN DIA EL HATER ME DIJO QUE LA MANDO A CORTARSE EL PERO POR MI CULPA. LLORE DE RABIA PORQ ELLA ME PARECE DULCE, ES HERMOSA Y ME "AYUDO " . SOLO SIGUIO ORDENES. ANYWAYS NO APOYO EL REEMPLAZO DE NADIE CONOCIDO. PARECIDA ENTRE NATALIA Y JESSICA MARIN Y UN VIEJITO EN ASTORIA EN STEINWAY SE LA LLEVO DESDE DONDE CHAYANNE CUANDO SUPUESTAMENTE ERA NATALIA LA QUE SE ESTABA QUEDANDO AHI Y NUNCA LA VI ERA COMO PA INVOLUCRAR A CHAYANNE OTRA VEZ DICIENDO ESTO PORQUE ELLOS LEA GUSTA LAVARSE LAS MANOS E IRSE.

DOING MATH IN MY MIND, ANALIZING SITUATIONS AND USING AS AN EXAMPLE WHAT I SEE, HEAR OR FEEL I THINK I DONT CARE NO MORE WHAT THE WORLD THINKS ABOUT ME SMOKING OR IF THEY BRLIEVE ON THAT I SAY OR NOT.

ITS SIMPLE : SOME THINGS DOESN’T HAVE AN EXPLANATION OR AN ANSWER.

PORQUE ENSENAN AHORA A LOS NINOS CON LAPICES GRANDES Y GORDOS Y LARGOS Y HAY OTROS EN OTRAS DIMENSIONES??? QUIEREN PONERLOS A ALUCINAR??? OBVIO TRABAJAN CON NINOS HACIENDO EXPERIMENTOS PORQUE NECESITAN PROBAR DESDE ESA EDAD PA LLEGAR A UNA CONCLUSION , PARA QUE LES DE EL TIEMPO LOS TIENEN QUE COGER PEQUENOS PAL EXPERIMENTO PERO.. PIDIERON PERMISO A LOS PADRES? EXPLICARON LAS CONSECUENCIAS Y EFECTOS SECUNDARIOSS? SERA QUE POR ESO AISLASTE A YAKAIRA Y HICISTE CLONES??

GLOBALSING… TE ADVERTI QUE SI NO TE ACABO , IBA A DESPERTAR EL HAMBRE DE LOS HACKERS JAJAJAJAJAJAJ AHORA HAY MAS DE 5 JAJAJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJ TE ACABARE POR NO DARME MI LUGAR, POR EXCUSAR A CRISTIAN LA BASURA QUE ME PROMETIO DARME A YAKAIRA Y A KEIRY A CAMBIO DEL DINERO HACE 4 ANOS Y SE QUEDO CON LAS MUJERES Y EL DINERO . DEJANDOLAS EN PROSTITUCION Y FINGIENDO SER CHINO. SI ESTO ES EL TESTER PA SACAR LAS LACRAS HAMBRIENTAS COMO EL Y EL ARBOL JUNTO YO NO TENIA QUE PAGAR TANTO Y DEBERIA ESTAR COMODA EN UN TECHO, ESPERO QUE SE MUERAN LOS Q NO ESTAN A MI FAVOR. YO, LA PIPERA TE DICE QUE TE VA A ACABAR SI NO PARAAS DE JODERLA. HAY ALGUIEN QUE NO DEBERIA OPINAR EN MI VIDA SI NO APORTA.

IVE SEEN WEIRD NEW ANIMALS LITERAL EN LIC, IVE LISTEN TO TOO MANY SHIT, IVE BEEN WITNESS OF THINGS, IVE DISCOVER THAT ASIANS ARE NOT ONLY MASSAGE/SEX OWNERS THEY ARE HUMAN, THEY SUFFER , THEY ARE VICTIMS TOO AND THEY ARE LIKE THE REST OF THE WORLD… SOME SMART SOME OF THEM NOT SO MUCH AND THEY ARE BLACK WHEN THEY ARE W A BLACK OR LATIN DARK SKIN TOO LOL. AIYON THANK YOU , ME LA PIPERA, AMBAR ANIBALS COUSIN THE ORIGINAL ITS ON A BIKE PROPABLY STOLEN BECAUSE WHEN I PAID 5 DOLLARS THRU MEDICAID TO GET A FREE ONE FOR A MONTH CRISTIAN STOLE THE BENEFIT OR DELETE IT FROM THE SYSTEM WICH FOR ME ITS THE SAME AS THE MONEY, IF YOU MAKE IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO GET IT OR ITS STEALING BECAUSE I NEEDED IT .

THEY SAY ‘AS AN EXCUSE THE PSYCO THAT HAS YAKAIRA THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS’ SHES 49 YRS OLD, SHES BEEN HIDDEN FROM ME BY THEM BECAUSE SHE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT WANTS TO HELP ME. IM SINGLE AND I LIKE AROUND 24 GIRLS AND I CAN EASILY GET IN A RELATIONSHIP TODAY BUT I WILL ALWAYS LOOK FOR THAT ONE GIRL THAT BEGGS ME TO HELP HER OVER HER MIND/ PSYCHIC WAY. WE HAVE LIVED SO MUCH BAD THINGS , WE HAVED CRIED OVER OUR MINDS, WE HAVE LAUGHED SO MUCH THAT I CANT FORGET ABOUT HER . THEY MANIPULATE THE SITUATION AND NO ONE HAVE AN IDDEA OF HOW MUCH PAIN OR PROBLEMS HE IS ABLE TO CREATE . HE MAKES HER FEEL LIKE TRASH EVERYDAY AND I WISH I CAN SHARE HER PAIN TO GET IT AND CARRY WITH THAT MYSELF SO SHE CAN BE A LIL FREE. I NEED HELP FROM THE WORLD.

I KNOW THAT PEOPLE THAT KNOWS CRISTIAN AND WHAT HE IF CAPABLE OF THEY ARE SCARED AND THEY DONT DO NOTHING EVEN IF THEY FEEL BAD FOR ME BUT IF UR A WITCH YOU CAN HELP BY NOT DOING BAD THINGS TO ME AND MAKE HIM FORGET ABOUT ME, IF UR A POLICE DONT PAY ATTENTION AND DONT BLAME ME FOR STUPID FAKE SHIT, IF YOU ARE AT A RESTAURANT DONT TREAT ME LIKE SHIT AND CHARGE FOR WATER… NO ONE DOES.

YAKAIRA HIZO EL PAPEL DE CRISTIAN PERO NO ES CULPABLE, NO LO ES NI LA DE LA 187 JOVENCITA TAMPOCO . THE REAL THRUTH LA SE YO. SHE IS WHAT I AM PROTECTING TODAY AND WHO I AM LOOKING FOR. YO SE QUE EMPEZO MAL SEGUN EL MUNDO PERO ELLA LO ARREGLO. YAKAIRA TE ESTOY BUSCANDO NO TENGO CELULAR DESDE AYER 10 AM. VI TU CARRO EN LIC CUANDO VINISTE A BUSCARME Y TE SECUESTRARON LOS DE VOYAGE HOTEL Y DELUXE IN. TE BUSCARE SIEMPRE TE AMO . MANANA MUJERES MANDAN, COJAN BRIO, ELIJAN LUGARES QUE CONOSCAN LAS MUJERES Y QUE GANE LA MAS PERRA. CERRARE LOS OJOS Y CONFIARE EN TI. EL TRUCO ESTA EN SALIR TU SOLA DEL LIO Y SALIR YO SOLA DEL LIO. TU PUEDES ! USA TU MENTE , PIENSA LO QUE QUIERES DECIRME O RESPONDERLE A LA GENTE O LO QUE QUIERAS QUE EL RESPONDA PIENSALO TU A VER SI EL REPITE CON LA BOCA LO QUE DICES LOL ES COMO HABLAR POR EL… SUENA LOCO PERO TRATALO Y CONFIA EN MI, TE AMO , ESA ES TU CLAVE . OYE AMBAR TE ESPERA, CONFIA EN TI QUE NADIE ES MAS GRANDE QUE TU EN LA TIERRA TE AMOOOOOOOO. USALA MANANA O AHORA PARA PROBAR SI EL MALO REPITE LO QUE DICES TU EN TU MENTE, MANANA LO ANALIZARE SI LO HACES. MUAH. TO LAS MUJERES PUEDEN TRATARLO , DEBERIAN !!! OK!!!!SOLO NECESITO UN ROOM O STUDIO, UN CELL Y YA CUPONES ES LO UNICO QUE TENGO Y CON ESO ADQUIERO COMIDA.

NO HAY FINAL DE LA HISTORIA SI CRISTIAN NO PARA DE HACKERARME Y HACERME LA VIDA IMPOSIBLE. ESTOY ES MYRTLE AVE EN LA LIBRERIA A VER DONDE ME COJE LA NOCHE. SIGO AMENAZADA DE MUERTE LETS SEE HOW IT GOES TONIGHT. NO DEJEN QUE EL SE VAYA CON ELLA QUE LE VA A PEGAR POR ESTO QUE PUSE, ELLA NO TE DIRA NADA DE EL POR LA SUSTANCIA QUE EL DA ANTES. ELLA PARECE DE SU LADO PERO NO.

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OTRO METODO QUE UTILIZARE PARA DESMENTIR EL ENGANO ES HABLAR CON LOS DUENOS DE LAS COMPANIAS, HOTELES QUE EL AFECTA ESTE MAN CON MI NOMBRE. POR EJEMPLO:

HOTEL CORONA: EL STALKER SE SALE CON LA SUYA AL ASIGNARME UNA ROOM DONDE EL SECADOR DE PELO NO FUNCIONE O LO DANA O ME LO ENTRA ASI.

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MIS ARABES QUE ME EXCUSAN Y SALVAN LA VIDA 🥰

MIS GUERRERAS PERLA , MAMI Y TIA MIRIAM.LAS AMO SON LO MAS IMPORTANTE.

MIS ALMONTE, J2, NICOLE, ROSA, SILVIA, FAMILIA ENTERA AMBOS LADOS LOS QUIERO GRACIAS

MI TATA Y LOS DE TIA CARMEN, EMELY TAVERAS Y GRUPO

LOS DE LA CAPITAL Q TABAN EN EL REAL NUCLEO YERMYS Y ESPOOSO Y GRUPO

RUDY HERRERA MI MARIDO Q NO ES MIO, SUJEY LA MIA LOL Y MI GENTE DE PROVIDENCE

MI YUBERKYS CON EL PRIMER CRISTIAN

MIS RODRIGUEZ TORRES QUE FUERON SENALADAS DE JEFA DE PROSTITUTION POR CRISTIAN Y ERAN VICTIMAS

GRACIAS JAZMIN Y YAKAIRA LA DE FIROTE Y LUCY🥰

RIC, WADE , LISANDRO THANK YOU

LAS MUJERES DE GIO : SALON, CLIENTAS , AMIGAS .

LOS DE ORLANDO

MI TATI , ESPERO CAMBIAR ESA RABIA Q SIENTES POR MI, ERAS MI PRINCESA Y MI MUNDO. ESPERO QUE DIOS TE ME PROTEJA SIEMPRE Y TE AMO MUCHO SIEMPRE. ERAN MI FAMILIA.

ERICK,AMP, PIGNANELLIS ENTEROS MIOS

MI LIBRARY GIRLS 🥰 TY

MIAMI ENTEROOO MIO

VECINOS, BETANCES CREW AND MY JUDIOS

LOPEZ BENCOSME, PERALTA, DE WENDY Y FALAN

DORA,YUMA, LA NOVIA DE YUMA Y LAS MUJERES 🥰LGBT MIAS

SANNY Y SU GRUPO 🥰

LA JUAN V , KEVIN Y RUBEN, LAS ATLANTA LAURIE Y ELLOS GRACIAS 🥰

MONICA, JOSE MIGUEL LARES, ALEX, FRUCO Y TO LOS LONDONO, , LOS DE COLOMBIA DE SU FAM, LOS AMIGOS DE LARES Y LOS ESTUDIANTES 🥰

EL CORO DE ANEIRY LOL

LOS DE LA LIBRERIA

EL MARIDO DE YINETTE Y SU GRUPO

ELVIS,CRISTIAN, RODOLFO,GUSTAVO ETC

NO QUERIA DECIR GRACIAS PORQUE NADA HA TERMINADO PERO GRACIAS!!!

IMAGINE BEING JUDGE BY THEM.. FOR MORE THAN 4 YEARS ..IM MORE THAN ASHAMED. ANXIETY SINCE SHE LEFT 11 YEARS AGO LISTENING TO THE LADY THAT HE SENT FOR PROSTITUTION ASKING FOR HELP AND THE CHERRY ON TOP HAVING CRISTIAN HARRASING FOR MORE THAN 5 YEARS OH AND ADD NORMAL PROBLEMS ON A NORMAL LIFE .... NOW TELL ME, WILL YOU STOP SMOKING???? FUCK YOU

I WANT TO BE ALONE WITH THE GIRLS I LIKE. MUAH WORLD

10/14/2022

HOY FUI A HRA. POR LO QUE CONTE ARRIBA DEL CASH APPLICATION. SIEMPRE PARA EL CASH DAN DRAMA. HOY APLIQUE POR 5TAQ O 6 TA VEZ PORQUE ELLOS NUNCA PUEDEN BUSCARME EN LA COMPU O DARME EL CASH. ESTO ES UNA PESADILLA.

SERA QUE EL UNICO SER HUMANO, CIUDADANO AMERICANO QUE TIENE PROHIBIDO TENER DERECHOS HUMANOS???

DERECHO DE HACER LO QUE QUIERA? DE HABLAR LO QUE QUIERA? AVECES ME ARREPIENTO DE HABER RENUNCIADO A DEFENDER MI PATRIA PARA DEFENDER ESTA!! DE QUE ME HA SERVIDO???

OSEA PORQUE HAY QUE ESTUDIAR Y RESPONDER BIEN ?? PARA QUE???

OSEA YO TENIA ENTENDIDO LO SIGUIENTE:

Derechos y Responsabilidades de la Ciudadanía Americana

A continuación, encontrará varios derechos y responsabilidades que todos los ciudadanos deben respetar y ejercer. Algunas de estas responsabilidades son requeridas legalmente de todo ciudadano, pero todas son importantes para asegurar que Estados Unidos continúe siendo una nación libre y prospera.

Derechos

Derecho de expresión --- me juzga el acosador hace 4 anos

Derecho de religión - me llaman la policia de la iglesia obvio el acosador

Derecho a un juicio justo y rápido - llevo 11 anos aguantandomelo

Derecho a votar por oficiales públicos - me roba la identidad e identificaciones . no puedo votar

Derecho a solicitar empleo federal que requiere la ciudadanía estadounidense *- me roba el ingreso desde nov 15 2019 que me cancelaron el unemployment por el rodo de identidad, es imposible

Derecho a ser elegido para cargos públicos - me desacredita delante de todos.. no puedo

Libertad para buscar “vida, libertad y la búsqueda de felicidad.” no me deja fisicamente ni psiquicamente, no soy libre. me hackea ciberneticamente too .

Responsabilidades

Apoyar y defender la Constitución. pa que?

Mantenerse informado sobre lo que sucede en su comunidad.

ambarstorysblog

6d ago

La Ultima vez que me amenazo con personas apartede yakairA eran 70 personas por Astoria dique en UN Centro grande que habia.

Quiero destacar que aunque no le crea, yo sin Pagar, dar el culo, sin manipular a Nadie te gane aunque me mates hoy. No por Yakaira que me dijiste q nunca iba a ser y menos a fijarse en mi

#JORGERAMOSNEWS#JJORGERAMOS#CAROLINEAQUINO#SANDRABERROCAL#YUBERKYSPENA#MAGDALOPEZ

ambarstorysblog

Nov 1

Estoy CADA vez mas Harta. Espero morirme pronto. En 2 dias es mi Cumpleanos y no quiero existir. Este grupo opto por no respetar los derechos humanos y no dejar que mis derechos de ciudada Americana fueron respetados por fumar. Me hacen la vida impossible cuando las decisions son Mias. Estoy sin fuerza . No Tengo ganas de absolutamente nada. No quiero hacer nada y es UN problema porque como estoy sola y la Gente q me ayuda no es mi familia y apartede Todo psicologicamente hablado no va a entender lo que he vivido puede pensar que simplemente no me da la GANA de hacer cosas cuando no es asi.

#JORGERAMOSNEWS#JJORGERAMOS#CAROLINEAQUINO#SANDRABERROCAL#YUBERKYSPENA#MAGDALOPEZ

ambarstorysblog

Oct 31

Hoy que risa, El acosador amenazo con dejarme sin internet en CADA Lugar que yo estuviera y como toy con wifi literal me dejo sin Wifi. Magnolia y pedrito que fueron los que mientraa los sobrinoz de Querida yo en DR en Centro de rehabilitation me ha Ian bullying y mi Carolina le decia q no me traten asi y decian q era la hermana de Shirley y me pidio perdon la superstar hermana de shirley despues de confesar que era Melina dike la hermana de Magnolia. Yo les decia q migente no eran asi, tan mala y dañina. Haciendome bullying de toto deforme, de la sonrisa torcida o del nombre mio dike: Lucia, ya no luce. En fin, no fueron ni 1 ni 2 porque El tipo depue de haberse hecho pasar por asiatico diciendo q me entregara a Yakaira Valerio, la que se quejaba de la que El Queria mandar a prostitution, El trato fue que me daba a Yakaira a Keiry y la mia a cambio de mis beneficios globalsign. Pasaron 3 anos y El me preguntaba otra vez SI yo keria cambiarla a Ella por dinero y otr vez yo decia q si. Porque prefiero El ser humano Conmigo y a salvo aunq no sea gay o lo sea que escuchando que la busque y anos previous El con su intriga y pagando conseguia que Ella pensara que yo era bruta y que nohacia nada por sacarla. Yo iba a los lugares manipulada porel pa el chacarme to ami solo en El Ravel me tope a Keiry habian 2 Moreno's no se silos mismoa que taban con Tatiana y Fanny en pergola , I hope they are fine.

No ha VOZ no era de Magnolia en DR Ella sonaba de Fondo aveces yo le decia q cogiera personalidad y que me dijera su nombre.

Estoy CADA vez mas Harta. Espero morirme pronto. En 2 dias es mi Cumpleanos y no quiero existir. Este grupo opto por no respetar los derechos humanos y no dejar que mis derechos de ciudada Americana fueron respetados por fumar. Me hacen la vida impossible cuando las decisions son Mias. Estoy sin fuerza . No Tengo ganas de absolutamente nada. No quiero hacer nada y es UN problema porque como estoy sola y la Gente q me ayuda no es mi familia y apartede Todo psicologicamente hablado no va a entender lo que he vivido puede pensar que simplemente no me da la GANA de hacer cosas cuando no es asi.

#JORGERAMOSNEWS#JJORGERAMOS#CAROLINEAQUINO#SANDRABERROCAL#YUBERKYSPENA#MAGDALOPEZ

Hay tanto que contar..

Hoy dia que usualmente hubiese ido a Alegria fui al precinct a poner una querella jajajja para Richard Maggio por harassment. Richard es un doctor involucrado en mi Caso con este acosador de hace anos y amigo personal de Jose Miguel Lares ( Ian El Argentino y Felipe judio de 2c, ELLOS NO) Ellos lo imitan , pero fue al original. Era para Juan Romero pero siento que la policia no me va a creer cuando les Digo q es UN grupo del edificio donde vivi 6 anos con mi ex Tatiana Ochoa London y Kevin Cardenas mi ex esposo por migration era Trio pero no, soy celosa y Hershey que es Paula , me enseno que sharing it's not caring. I respect SI la Gente le gusta algo pero SI y beo tuve una mala experiencia con eso espero El otro respete too.

Contacte a una abogada de la Oficina ubicada frente a queens criminal court en queens Blvd la misma que me represento cuando fui a la Carcel por El acosador Cristian pero dije El mombre de Maria Isabel Giraldo, no El MiO. Tiene que dolerle a El, por robarme desde los 17,000 de unemployment de papi que no es gilberto El calvo amigo Alexander Noel Cruz Pepin ,Tampoco ningun other nationality , sino Rafael Dominguez El que invitaron Ellos al Sistema por decision Propia pero no El marido de Yakaira o Yosaira, sino El de nena pero node full de chia y chelia ( El papa de mi primo Leivan Jose Diaz Sanchez ,no El fake que Adriano Espaillat tiene con El y Aneiry, sino El original. La mejor auditoria Seria fingerprints y adn a los miembros de una organizacion importante. Yo ayantaria la persona no dejandola homeless como Cristian a mi, no hacienda que no active una linea de CEL como el, primero dice q me molesta porq es UN policia q me Dara UN certificate para ser yo unpolicia de la ciudad de NY y ni El de osha me dio. harasing all day excusing bueno quirico. que cree q lo use consumiendo, pero no. Tambien por acosarme siento la lesbiana del 6H la blanquita q limpiaba y cocinaba que le gustaba tener su casa cute y limpia.

#JORGERAMOSNEWS#JJORGERAMOS#CAROLINEAQUINO#SANDRABERROCAL#YUBERKYSPENA#MAGDALOPEZ

ambarstorysblog

Oct 31

UN POEMA:

Ni muniz como Dianaliz, ni Dante como El doctor indio de Johanna la que dice q es yakairA Amiga de Emmy Lopez Guerrero q USA beneficios de papi Gilberto como dice pupi.

#JORGERAMOSNEWS#JJORGERAMOS#CAROLINEAQUINO#SANDRABERROCAL#YUBERKYSPENA#MAGDALOPEZ

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[bettsfic]

hi betts! i got very interested in your posts esp the implied author. i wanna ask a question (if you dont mind!). so about the implied author, i always feel like that my writings though beautiful always lack mentioned maturity and read very... YA-ish? its not something im trying to achieve. i want to make it more mature and 'classical'. do you have a tips for this? im not aware enough of what to improve on to achieve that, basically. thank you in advance!

this is a great question! unfortunately, though, i don't have a handy dandy term like "implied author" to thoroughly encapsulate my possibly abstract answer.

first, while i understand your goals, i think beautiful prose, and the focus thereof, is still a very important pursuit. there's also nothing wrong with being YA-ish; the implied author comes from a book called the rhetoric of fiction, and the title implies that it's a study of fiction in interaction with an audience. so different readers get different things out of what they read (i wrote about this more in my june newsletter). possibly your perspective is something someone else hasn't seen before, and you've offered them something new without even knowing.

that said, i absolutely understand the drive to have a wider perspective, and write things that you find more complicated and challenging. however, the only way i can answer this is with metaphors couched in narrative, of how i learned about how to approach my writing differently, and which presumably, maybe widened a reader's sense of my implied author (but since i can't be a reader of my own work, there's no way to tell for sure).

so, i once took a creative nonfiction seminar during which i read a whole bunch of memoirs, and the final project was either a research paper or a personal essay. obviously i chose the personal essay. i decided to write about my ex-boyfriend, with whom i'd broken up five years earlier, and i was still very fucked up about it even though we'd been broken up far longer than we were together.

looking back on that essay, it reads like a sales pitch, ten pages of me just pleading with the reader to see my side of the situation, to see how i was the victim, sympathize with me and not him. he's the evil one. hate him with me. please please please.

it was not a good look.

there was a lot of unprocessed grief in that essay, a lot of anger. it was clear i had no wider perspective of the situation other than wallowing in my own narrow feelings about it. i was telling the reader what to think about me, about him, about the situation, rather than conveying the situation as it truly was and allowing them to draw their own conclusions.

in nonfiction, that's terrifying, because it potentially paints me in a negative light. a reader may see my actions and think poorly of me. and honestly, looking back, they should. i was as toxic to my ex as he was to me. i was not good to him at all.

but see, that's an example of me telling you what to think. in the essay, i am pretty much saying outright, "he is evil. hate him." i want to force the reader to be on my side. but after a mental breakdown and a lot of trauma therapy, i was able to step out of the situation and my feelings thereof, and see it from a much wider perspective, and instead of putting my actual emotions on the page, i'm able to illustrate honestly the emotions i felt at the time. i am no longer in the story. i'm outside of it.

here are the events as they actually happened: one night, he didn't come home. i texted him. i tried to call him. i waited a couple more hours and called him again. he came home as i was looking up numbers to nearby hospitals, around four a.m. he wouldn't tell me where he'd been. the next day i found a bunch of hickeys on his neck. i was hurt, and angry, and i pushed him. i told him to get out of my house. he still denied it, and kept denying it for hours longer, until finally admitting he'd been dating someone else for months. i couldn't find it in myself to blame him. to me, it was my fault for not being good enough for him, for not fitting into the shape of someone he could love.

there was more to the story than that; he was financially dependent on me, he was no longer attracted to me and felt trapped in our relationship, my father had just died and i couldn't even begin to grieve over the loss of someone whose life mine revolved around.

but an essay -- or a short story, a novel, a poem -- can't ever render reality exactly as it is. we as writers are always just curators of experiences, images, sentences. there's a lot of fear in that, of leaving out details, of being misunderstood. but that's the inherent risk of art.

the lesson i brought back to fiction is this:

it's not my job as a writer to place judgment on my characters, but to simply convey the story as it happens. my characters may have biases, misperceptions, judgments, and opinions, but they are not mine. widening the implied author, so to speak, is a process of removing yourself from your prose.

obviously you will make characters who are like you in some ways, and so they may share traits with you. they may be identical to you in every way. but they are not you, and cannot be you. possibly the implied author is the absence of ego. or maybe it's an embrace of the self and the world as things that can't be fully known.

i think about films that have a wide implied author versus a narrow one (in my opinion; see above point about fiction as rhetoric). to me, pacific rim has a very wide implied author. even though all the characters in the movie take the events therein very seriously, i know that the mind creating this story knows it's kind of ridiculous, even though it's not a comedy. they know this wild, over-the-top conceit is a vehicle for the more complicated and nuanced experience of intimacy and trust.

a narrow implied author would be zack snyder's justice league. that film leaves me with no evidence that the mind behind it is capable of truly understanding experiences beyond their own, or using their medium to render a nuanced portrayal of being. that doesn't mean snyder isn't, in reality, capable of those things, or that the movie isn't enjoyable on an aesthetic level, but that i found no evidence in the text of, well, themes. it's just...characters doing things. i see no exploration in it, no question that the narrative addresses.

which leads me to my second point, which is that i think the widest implied authors are the ones who are vulnerable enough not to have an answer or conclusion, to simply discover and explore larger questions.

so, what questions do you have? what things do you not know? what are you most afraid to convey or admit?

in some ways, my answer to your question is that you don't have to worry about it, because the implied author is the experience of the reader, which you can't control. however, i think all of us, myself included, can work toward a greater perspective of ourselves and our world, to understand things to a more complex degree. and beautifully, writing helps us do that, at the risk of exposing the things we don't know, the questions we can't answer, our true colors which may be darker and uglier than we'd like to admit.