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MAOICHI CATE CAFE DATE PLEASE
Ichi visits Mao at work and it turns into a little date on a slow day maybe….
#spice.ososan#spice.ask#mmmmmm i got really ambitious with the og sketch and it was tonna be full colored but then i thought of something like this….#idk im just messing about….#i WAS thinking abt uhhh putting them in an actual date setting but mao works at a cat cafe so i thought this idea was kinda cute you know#maoichi#thank u for asking for this bard#im still slowly working on these lol#my art
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#herovamp.❤️#im sooo excited for all of them and im a little writers blocked and i cant pick so ill ramble in tags!!#💾 is an au where they bond over a fictional gashapon collectibles line on an online collectors forum!’#shoto is a trans girl and she changes her name to shouka -> this is actually pretty consistent across my fics lol#ochaco is really encouraging and supportive as a friend and excited for shouka to visit her though this is kind of misguided because she is#ultimately encouraging her best friend to run away from home LMAO. theyre like super close and consider each other family like ochaco would#adopt that girl as a sister in a heart beat#theyre cutes#very much a focus on pre canon shouka’s relationship with her family aince its through her pov#🤼♀️ was originally based off of the betrayal toni storm and mariah may promo#one that i like a lot#but since ive been watching some early jon moxley stuff like ipw style i really liked the idea of getting more brutal with it#im still going with a sort of midnight as a mentor figure idea and mt lady wanting the glory of her spotlight in their promo#they get really nasty with it#but they have to balance it woth their secret behind the scenes relationship!!!!#like how do you balance that violence with the tender nature of your actual relationship#📖 is my cute little rarepair idea. i like the idea of nejire having massive gay panic over being 18 and being able to work with beautiful#lesbian pros. really funny to me#i wanted to put them in a modern setting with some magical elements i think. just because its something different!#nejire as a college bookstore worker. ryukyu as an artisanal book maker and seller. she gets nejire to intern/apprentice with her and it#turns out the books are made magically!#🎭 kind of obsessed with this one#shouka is tormented by her usual torments. all might has stepped down as number one.#earlier. he’s been restoring a theater as a community project. izuku is really into this and he gets his friends from 1a into it#shouka is like. im not doing thay. but eventually she ends up coming along and slowly she makes friends through the power of theater. maybe#discovers that she doesnt want to be a hero. opens up. discovers herslf. im obsessed with this one.
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Hi. Idk how to start this, so let's just get right to the chase.
I had the silly little idea to make an alt blog here on Tumblr, that is solely dedicated to my silly little project SEKAI AU ideas for based on many different cards. Not full fledged storylines or anything of the sort, just some basic ideas.
I have a few reasons for this; A) I enjoy making au ideas, but I cannot for the life of me actually do anything substantial with them, B) I've shared, like, two au ideas here on my main blog before and a few people seemed to like those, and C) I want to take requests on this blog, which would give me the chance to branch out to au ideas and aus involving ships (mostly romantic, but also platonic) that I wouldn't have otherwise.
(Also, these ideas will all be free to use so long as you credit and/or tag me. And while I do have some personal "don't"regarding requests, I believe they're pretty small and outside of them, you can go hog wild.)
Still gotta actually get all the rules and stuff a bit more finalized before I can actually make the blog and junk, but I decided to do a poll first to see if people would even be interested in something like that. So...
(It's totally fine if the answer is no btw. If I get more no's than yes's, then I'll just keep posting any au ideas i really love on here occasionally. This is just to see if people would be interested in at least following a blog like that.)
(Also, I don't think I shared a lot of details regarding this, so if you have any questions you want to ask at any point, please do, and I'll answer them to the best of my ability!)
Have a wonderhoy day :D
#sorry if this makes no sense#im bad at explaining things lol#do not be afraid to ask for clarification#also i will make i post on here announcing when/if this becomes an actual side blog#dw about that#fuck how do i tag#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#prsekai#pjsekai#tumblr polls#polls#also if you'd be willing to reblog so more people can see this#id greatly appreciate it#no pressure though i promise#ALSO speaking of aus#i am hoping to flesh out my phantom thief au a little more#i still don't have all#but im slowly but surely working on it lol#might even get some related art done hopefully#yayyy#rayne says stuff
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slowly becoming friends with my two favorite bartenders and im :') very happy but nervous !!
#pitched a potential dnd night with one of em bc they dont get to play anymore :3#they are my darlings i need to start carrying cash on me regularly so i can tip them without asking them to ring me up for something#im so sorry im still not used to drinking for free!!!#anyway. im v happy about slowly but surely making queer/trans friends :) but also respecting that theyre at work lol#angel rambles
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( the rising event ! )
that wandering minstrel n his ethereal full-named doppelganger really love toying with me ... at least the fireworks went off without a hitch !
#getting to see merlwyb afterwards was nice ! and the awkwardness of the interaction made it even better LOL#its like hi mom im still living off maelstrom bucks despite hardly working for or being present in the company#ffxiv#ffxiv oc#graphics update yoshi-p though... every year he gets a custom hyur‚ but this year's was. hm.#(<- slowly gonna start posting just random screens)
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being trans and also an identical twin is so weird because what do you mean if i want to present in a way that doesn’t give me dysphoria i have to accept that people will no longer look at me and my sister and know right away that we’re soulmates. the universe is cruel
#/lh#anyway slowly accepting that i might be a guy#(i’m still working on it. hoping therapy will help lol)#I KNOW NOT LOOKING THE SAME DOESNT CHNAGE THE FACT THAT WERE SOULMATES#BUT HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO ACCEPT THAT IM NO LONGET AN IDENTICAL COPY IF THE OTHER ME THAT EXISTS IN THE UNIVERSE#MY FUNDAMENTAL IDENTITY HAS ALWAYS BEEN BUILT ON BEING A CARBON COPY OF MY BEST FRIEND#anyway i’ve resisted making any attempts to transition genuinely because the idea of no longer being her twin sister makes me naseous#ellie if you’re reading this it’s your fault bc you’re not trans too 😔😔😔
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isatcord got this so I'll just drop this family bonds thing here too teehee
#THIS IS NOT FINAL this is just a concept i wrote for my own timeline reference#this may or may not happen in the fic. maybe. maybe not. who knows#i mean i know but ill never tell lmao#im slowly working on this again! im sorry for the hold up ive been so out of it lately and i think i needed the little break#im working on things other than family bonds too so its very on and off#also im gonna be real i never got over that cold LOL its still haunts me every so often and ive been napping a lot because of it#still......dont listen to my excuses ill get there#thank you again for your patience and love and FAN ART AND FAN WRITING???? I LOOK AT THAT SHIT EVERY DAY YALL ITS SO COOL#i hope the wait will be worth it for everyone...but i guess we will see#okay back i go to the realm of google docs#busy.🐝#fambeely bonds.🐝#buzzing words.🐝
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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now
#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL#really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us#ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great#extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore#the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog#its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow#i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating#i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one#i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it#theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget#anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by#there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad#cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now#maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that#im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away#ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free#i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20#i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her#but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more#maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know#because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before#i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years#i dunno. i dont know#anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process#the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months#the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time#when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move#just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend
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hi. regarding your last post may I ask how you got to a place where you are able to have days like that more frequently? currently a full day like that feels impossible for me but I'd like to fix that if I can.
working little by little!! its all tiny things that come together and get easier over a long period of time, waking up gradually earlier, building up ur work ethic & concentration to work for longer periods of time, trying to find exercise habits and routines that you enjoy and feel good, hobbies that are nourishing etc etc. doing it all at once feels impossible but even doing tiny things to set healthier regular habits is very helpful and can change your life in a meaningful way!
#sorry if this isnt very useful its something i still struggle with a lot !! i have productive days but still very often have days where i#lie in bed and go on screens for the whole time im awake lol its all a process#but working on yrself slowly it can feel like nothings changing at all but you'll look back on how u lived a few years ago and realise#youve actually come really far :-) wish you all the best <3
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Remember when I was like "oh yeah I should be able to finish KNPS by the end of 2022" and now we're heading into the last 2 months of 2023 and it's looking like maybe it'll be done by the end of next year
#ficblogging#knps#it can finally stop taking place in the future lol#once its done itll be a while before i write an inika/mahri continuation if i write one at all#bc that would take place in like. 2028/29 and thats a bit far off#and also working on other stuff would be good! im still trucking away at the ackar/mata nui fic#and i do want to make the bionicle sports anime a reality#and original projects too#dont get me wrong i love knps and im not stopping this train any tike soon! its just gonna take a bit thats all#we're getting there! slowly!
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draw parkamatsu?
You know he does this
#spice.ososan#spice.ask#my art#spice.kush#haha stoners#im biased but obvi these two are the biggest stoners of all 6#uhhhhh yeah parka is so silly#still slowly working thru reqs lol
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baby guild :)
aka the timber scouts! they're basically just a bunch of kids in a sort of guild prep-course. so, not a real full official guild, but functions like one. all the kids have different woodland animal gimmicks to go with the scout vibe. They have a very loose shared uniform too, they're pretty much allowed to customize however they want as long as they keep the white button-up, brown outerwear, dark brown bottoms, and brown boots. also like a lot of kids in other guilds, their weapons are toys or otherwise "safter" items. But that's pretty much all! They aren't super deep characters, but more general info still under the cut :p
Name: Ceres
Name Origin: Dwarf planet named after the goddess of agriculture and motherly relationships
Pronouns: They/them
Age: 29
Guild rank: Guildmaster
Weapon: Pocket knife
Ethos (Power): Aegis (The ability to cast a protective shield around others but not themself)
Flaw power is based on: Their tendency to put others first, in a way that makes them a pushover.
Notes: Suffering.
Name: Aquila
Name Origin: The eagle constellation
Pronouns: They/them
Age: 12
Guild rank: 1 star
Weapon: Hula hoop
Ethos (Power): Aerial burst (A powerful burst of air created with their wings)
Flaw power is based on: They're flighty and feather-brained
Notes: Birds just wanna have fun
Name: Procyon
Name Origin: A star in canis minor, the name technically means "before the dog" but refers to the raccoon family
Pronouns: He/him
Age: 11
Guild rank: 1 star
Weapon: hacky sack
Ethos (Power): Scaling (He can climb any surface)
Flaw power is based on: His rowdy uncontrollable nature
Notes: Yeah he can kick the hacky sack while on a wall, no big deal.
Name: Kochab
Name Origin: Beta Ursae Minoris- brightest star in the little dipper
Pronouns: She/her
Age: 11
Guild rank: 1 star
Weapon: Honey dipper
Ethos (Power): Honeymelt (She can turn solid structures into a more gooey form with the consistency of honey)
Flaw power is based on: Her sluggish listlessness
Notes: Wait until you meet mama bear
Name: Vulpecula (Val)
Name Origin: The "little fox" constellation
Pronouns: She/her
Age: 11
Guild rank: 1 star
Weapon: Jump rope
Ethos (Power): Tactful sense (Heightened senses for what's going on around her)
Flaw power is based on: Her desire to control everything around her
Notes: She's the first on track to getting a second star (according to herself)
#finn's ocs#finn's art#oc references#i havent had much time to draw lately bc reasons esp since i have other stuff i have to draw too#but slowly but surely ive been working on these guys in the background#hopefully they still came out okay <3#i had a lot of fun w the different animal motifs and also differences in their uniforms#i really like the trope of uniforms that arent... uniform. its fun i think it shows a lot of personality#specifically bc the differences show personality traits even better. theres contrast and all#so much fun#ceres was a character i made before i also spent all day with children so like. i understand their suffering even better now#im sure i perfectly know how to depict them now LOL#i only just realized everyone in this group also has brown eyes lol#the shine is different colors#procyon is the acceptation w black eyes tho#i feel like theres something im forgetting or leaving out but i dont remember :'(#so. i guesss if there is feel free to ask. questions concerns etc always welcome ^_^
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self indulgence. he's asking for a dance.
#ukureticence#ichor's blessing#archangel dyrkethiel#dyrkethiel side a#don't get your hopes up this is likely very inaccurate lol#unless you're capable of somehow not triggering his insane touch sensory issues then you're likely not gonna get this to happen pff#which might take a lot of him being in atmospheric environments and just very slowly getting him used to senses again (beyond sight)#yeah it takes a lot to actually get him to open up#he is actually really sweet though underneath all the hostility and pushing others away#altho uh#dont get too close#since his job is still meant to be prioritized above all#since its rly important and stuff#altho i might edit it so he's only responsible for the interesting things in space the more im learning about space lol#since holy flip that's a lotta work for one dude#also have to make him faster than light speed a couple times over due to the fact that i like#did not really comprehend how large space actually is#still slow as fuck in atmospheric environments tho#for balancing reasons
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im not sure whats funnier. pre colin coming out to the team he just. doesn't hide his friendship with trent and everyones like aight weird friendship but sure trents cool ig?? or if like, they do keep it on the down-low but then once colin comes out hes like oh btw trents one of my best friends now. anyway. and they're all like hes wh--okay???
#im focusing on the funny side and not the sad side of things#like is it funnier if everyones just watching them slowly become friends in the background going 'alright thats not what i expected but sur#it seems tobe working out for them'#(ted: well! i did want trent to get closer to the team and the richmond fam! not who i would have expected#but this is good! i like this for both of them!)#(the players: alright i mean i guess trents cool???? what the fuck though colin)#etc. they kinda just go alright well we trust your judgement. hes funny we guess.#or if like. colin comes out and then hes like oh lol btw.#and now he and trent are just Suddenly Openly Besties.#everyones like. hey when did this happen??#and they both look at each other then chorus 'thunderdong' and everyone goes WHAT#(not that trent assumes the role of The Best Friend--isaac still goes there--but they're just suddenly obviously good friends#trents daughter has declared colin to be her favorite player. etc.)
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