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who want caitvi s2 gif mobile headers
#personal tag#delete later#im gonna try to make the borders transparent this time but i still dont know how to do it lmao wish me luck#im still sick i hate this lmao#so homophobic let me make things about caitvi smh#if i cant power through i might have to take another day off ugh#i dont wanna rot in bed brainrotting abt caitvi i need to do something abt it skdksksksk smh
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for anyone wondering, what about Han Sungsoo? 🤔 it seems that he hasn't been the CEO of Pledis since early 2022, the role until now was filled by Lee Dahye, a former VP for Bighit. HSS has still remained in the company but was demoted to an internal director
if you're wondering how you missed this, don't worry, there was never an official announcement! 🙃 carats had to find this out more than a year after the fact by doing some digging
but now Lee Dahye is being replaced by Kim Yeon Soo, who's the original VP of Pledis before they were acquired. He's the one that appeared on SVT Club, and he has historically had a good relationship with Seventeen. the way I always thought of it is Nu'est was HSS's project group, where Kim Yeon Soo oversaw the creation of svt. after the acquisition, he was put in charge of Hybe Labels Japan. it seems now he will remain in that position while also taking over as Pledis CEO
personally, I don't know what to think of this yet. on one hand carats have always had a positive view of Kim Yeon Soo, and he's always seemed to have a close relationship with svt. and I would say I'd rather have him in charge than a hybe plant
but the timing of it is very convenient. this is pure speculation on my part but with Seungkwan's Instagram post recently and all the stuff going on with hybe, it wouldn't surprise me if hybe was bringing in Kim Yeon Soo to try and appease the members (and possibly other Pledis employees). it definitely feels like they're trying to appease /somebody/ with this move, and I can't see it being the fans since most carats didn't know about Lee Dahye being the CEO in the first place. so I can only assume it's people within Pledis they're trying to appease 🤷♀️
#i didnt post about lee dahye directly when i found out bc i still wasnt totally sure if it was true#even though the evidence seemed to be pointing that way#although im pretty sure i remember posting a vague rant about hybe when i found out lmao#its interesting bc even after the acquisition even though i hated hybe#i felt it was still better for the members to re-sign and stay in pledis#bc where else would they go that would still have the resources to support them? especially when they seemed to be doing okay under hybe#even if i didnt like the company#but now i really do hope they leave#idk where they go or if it means they cant promote for a while or if it means they cant use the svt trademark and branding anymore#but all my worst fears about hybe have been proven true and i wouldn't be upset at all if they just left#which is not something i ever thought id say#like my ideal is that pledis could break from hybe all together but i know thats unrealistic#and its so frustrating bc i know its just a company but pledis has had such a rich and unique history of not only artists#but creative directors producers and other employees#but its been changed almost to the point of unrecognizability now#even nana who was with the company for 15 years left which says a lot#even the people who were loyal to pledis despite everything have started to leave#what does that say??#anyway im home sick today so i had time to rant#might turn rb's off later but ill try leaving them on#melia.txt
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headcanon that scorpius was a sick child and was in and out of hospital constantly, perhaps related to astoria's blood curse but not directly. his immune system isnt very strong, and everytime he gets sick they're terrified that it's the blood curse but also whatever else it could be, because it's always so sudden and so intense and they call healers over to the house who recommend this delirious feverish 4 year old is hospitalised immediately, and you'd think it'd get easier to some extent because they'd be used to it, but everytime they feel like this is it, this is the time he'll walk in to the hospital and not walk out again
#this headcanon has no purpose im just thinking of scorpius in bed like a sickly victorian child with scarlet fever or something#asking if he'll make it to sunrise lmfao#so then he hates hospitals with a passion#my friend from school was in them constantly he was even a make a wish kid and he can not fucking stand the places so#headcanon scorpius becomes a healer anyway lmao#im sick and this is how im coping by putting baby scorp in hospital lmfao#it just made draco that little bit more protective#lucius made an insensitive comment about it once and draco was ready to throw hands#this headcanon doesnt really go anywhere ive just decided scorpius was a sick child#he has sick child energy lmfao#he still knows some of his doctors/healers because he was there so frequently#just imaging lil scorp in a hospital bed and draco and astoria are sleeping in the room on like uncomfortable chairs and the fever finally#breaks and hes like uh daddy im hungry and its like 4am but draco couldnt care less cause scorp hasnt been able to eat anything for days#let alone ask for food directly and baby scorp is wondering why his parents are acting so damn weird just cause he asked for some toast#but once hes grown up whenever he gets sick its on such a lower level than what it used to be when he was a kid because his immune system#got better that he struggles to gauge when other people would usually stop trying to do daily activities and albus has to start wrestling#scorpius back to bed instead of going to class cause scorpius really youre practically dying and hes like pfff you wanna see dying? use tha#timeturner one more time and go back to see me at literally any point between 2 and 10 i am FINE#(he absolutely was not fine)#scorpius malfoy#albus potter#draco malfoy#hpcc#scorbus#this is so many tags im so sorry
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comparing elia martell to princess diana is kinda insane
cause the real princess diana of westeros was rhaegar
#lmao i’m sorry but i just saw the most cray cray post and i wanted to laugh#what did elia do for the common people? did they even like her? she’s loved in dorne but in the rest of westeros? she barely mentioned#the fact that diana created this approachable image & had so many charities under her belt is why she was so loved#rhaegar singing to the commoners == dany helping her sick subjects == diana shaking hands with people with aids#tbh charles and diana’s story should actually once again remind people that arranged marriages fucking suck for both individuals involved#i do not like charles at all but it’s not his fault that he didn’t love diana 🤷♀️#i’m just so suprised by the absurdity of trying to compare charles and camilla to rhaegar and lyanna#asoiaf fandom critical#anti elia stans#rhaegar targaryen#rip prince rhaegar the silver prince who’s still so beloved by the common folk 💔#im here to fight for rhaegar’s honor#i’ll call him the peoples prince 😂#asoiaf#to be serious for a sec: i hate these surface level takes. it completely strips the text of any nuance and context#this nuance and context is so important bc it is key to understanding the themes and underlying messages of the text#but instead people wanna compare aesthetics. which is fine and fun. but theres nothing in the text that even hints-#-that any of these characters can be directly paralleled to these modern royals.#my silver prince 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
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Mood: I feel like indulging in Mileven in a way that I think neither Bylers nor Milevens will understand/appreciate.
(I'm so past the point of having any doubt about Byler being endgame that I feel safe to enjoy some Mileven content in a non-canon ship way, since I've always been a multi-shipper at heart. Their past relationship had its moments and I wanna appreciate what they meant to each other even if they don't end up together.)
#like im way too pro-byler to be accepted by milevens since im a byler endgame truther#but even admitting that i enjoy any part of mileven's relationship is basically heretical to bylers esp gay mike truthers#& i do like the gay mike interpretation as well it just hasnt been confirmed yet so can i still have a little bi mike & mileven as a treat#obviously if it turns out mike is gay i wont see mileven romantically at all anymore#and it's not that i think they're a healthy great relationship in the first place but like. idk i can enjoy pretty gifsets of them#i just dont want all my mutuals to be like “wtf is this” since ive never posted mileven even tho i made a disclaimer early on that#i dont hate the ship and might post content of them...i just never did cause i was too into byler lmao#but now im sick of the debunking and dunking idk idk!#byler is endgame but anyway#tbd#probably#IS THIS A SAFE SPACE??? IS THIS A SAFE SPACE TO SAY WHAT I ACTUALLY THINK
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#sp#south park#i want to write a fic abt their whole thing in the buddha box episode cuz i feel like a ton of people make it seem like craig hates tweek o#smth. NOT THE CASE !!!!! hes just a kid and hes overwhelmed and he feels like its too much sometimes and he feels like hes responsible for#tweeks emotions. not saying that completely justifies it . but he isolates himself n his emotions cuz otherwise he doesnt know how to deal#them. meanwhile unlike him tweek CANT ignore or isolate his emotions . and hes dealing w so much and when he finds out why craig got the bu#dha box he may be devestated and think of himself as a burden. they deeply care abt one another and love each other and craig makes tweek#feel more confident in himself while tweek makes craig break out of his shell abd learn to accept emootions . but theyre still taking thei#time mkay? and now i either want to write them resolving this conflct#or just go lazy and make tweek fucking die while craig is in his own bubble lmao#though im sick n tired of ppl portraying craig as downright abusive not the case partner#though theyre a healthy couple and they push through and learn from their arguments#sp creek#creek sp#craig tucker#tweek tweak#craig x tweek#tweek x craig#buddha box#toki rambles#in the tags at least#my polls#south park polls
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i don’t know if this is gonna make sense but i feel like Wicked’s casting is bad for like. longevity. bc sure in the Movie Theater having the Movie Theater experience my ape brain goes oh! jeff goldblum! haha cool. then i exit the theater and turn on the soundtrack in the car. then i also listen to it the next day at home with earbuds. and maybe again the day after that in the shower with a speaker. and it’s like hmm. i don’t think seeing jeff goldblum as the wizard of oz is worth having mediocre moments in the soundtrack. that you should want me to listen to multiple times. “i thought he did fine!” fine? it’s. it’s Wicked. genuinely why on earth should i settle for “fine” ITS WICKED i feel like im going bananas.
#oh and i ESPECIALLY hate when people on tiktok try to claim he sounded like that on purpose#specifically in the affair part during the first song#‘i thought it was because they were supposed to sound drunk’ im going to hit you on the head with a hammer#anyway#the same can be said about the mixing.#im not an audio engineer by any means. im a choir kid that’s not even trying anymore at best.#but why. why does it sound like that.#god the casting really does irk me though bc it’s like they went through a whole thing to say look!!!#we hired Real Singers to play the leads!!!!!!!!!!!#to give them credibility#they are not the only characters that have important musical moments#so those moments will just stick out like a sore thumb every time you listen to the soundtrack#im sure there are people that genuinely don’t mind/really enjoy/have gotten used to these moments#and that’s totally fine#im just so sick of this#we’ve been doing this ‘casting actors/celebrities instead of singers’ thing for so long#and it’s just never gonna stop huh#i mean ig i understand. wicked is so fucking popular these bitches will be richer than god#but sorry i still want talent in an adaptation of one of the most popular musicals ever#holy shit that was a TANGENT LMAO#i’ll probably delete this in the morning because i sound like a lunatic
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how do i stop feeling like i'm in trouble all the time fr. sitting here on my lunch break like everyone's gonna be soooo mad when u get back...from lunch...which you are allowed to have.....(?)
#social anxiety kicking my ass so bad every day#unless my supervisor actually says hello you are doing an amazing job today and i dont hate you im like omg she hates me bc i suck......#miscounted the kids yesterday and left one on the playground for like two minutes and im still traumatized#she wasnt alone or anything there was another class w teachers but 😬🔫#killing myself killing myself killing myself#i counted them five times today tho#and the playground was empty which made it easier but ugh#infinitely better than my last job and im actually good at this but i still feel like my supervisor doesn't like me#even tho i think she's just a bit awk and has anxiety also lol#she was reading a book abt coping with anxiety the other day lol#also my other coworker w the drama likes me but the drama is always threatening to happennagain bc she doesnt like our supervisor#anyway#my mentor just got here before lunch for her half day shift so i feel better but aaaaa#way less stressful than my last job tho and im grateful but very stressed lately#also the owner of the school was in the room im taking lunch for a while and im like omg she's gonna be annoyed that im here#she's gonna judge me for having a chocolate bar like a shitty spoiled young person or whatever and listening to music bc im rude#i need to calm down fr#she complained abt lazy inconsiderate young people at my job interview so now im paranoid abt every interaction w her lmao#bc i am a lazy oblivious young person and also i took a sick day my first week which is what she was complaining abt said young people doing#but i legitimately was throwing up i Had to call out#that's life in child care#but ughhhh#i was determined not to bc this is a job where they expect you to come in even if ur sick#but puking is my limit i genuinely couldn't do it#anyway.#normal adult experience#doctor who told my mom i was high functioning i want our money back
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i wish people were more open to saying "its not for me" rather than being like "this is objectively bad and here's why"
#sierra speaks#this is about the taz subreddits but uhhh also about things in general lmao#i notice this shit so often and it is the one thing that grinds my gears#bc there are valid critiques of things but theres also recognizing that maybe it just didn't sit with you but maybe there are good things..#like im sorry you hated devo... they were trying to tell an interesting story lmao#i get that people miss taz being a comedy but like... the mcelroys have changed w that ! they want to tell stories!#there are still goofs but there are also stories#and like... i fr think ethersea is just as interesting as balance#anyways this is just a view even outside of taz that has been very real to my mind these past few years#its like im.. extremely sick of negativity in general? i think we can critique things!! but it doesnt have to be an awful hellscape yk. lik#we CAN enjoy things or just.. not partake in them...#cause there are many things i dont think are objectively bad. but so many people out there will be like oh this is unlistenable and im like#idk dog i had a good time#i definitely think ethersea is the kind of season that is most fun when binged and less so when it's airing#whereas steeplechase feels the opposite! idk just what im feeling rn :]
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So like
Y'know how
When the ship you like
And it rots your brain so much
That you think of the way that they'd kiss like philosophically
With some ships they'll have their eyebrows like tilted upwards really lovingly
But altmal
Is just ANGRY ANGRY FRAAAGHH eyebrows when they kiss passionately
They love each other so much 😈
#im screaming#still sick too#lmao this is funny#im not sorry#they got that hate love love#yknow what i mean#assassin's creed#assassins creed#please im not crazy guys#altaïr ibn la'ahad#malik al sayf#malik alsayf#ac1#mlm#shipping
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[wip]
school's been killing me so i've been inactive and will continue to be inactive in the nearest future. i can barely find the energy/motivation/time to draw for myself, but here's a little seph wip ive started today out of sheer desperation to draw SOMETHING lol
#anyway to draw this i had to ignore working on both of my diplomas#+preparing for next week overall and an animation assignment :3#gonna lump all of my responsibilities on tomorrow and hope i can do it all in 1 day#also i hope im not sick#would suck if i was sick#i might be getting sick#the only thing ive been capable of is playing ow2 and writing gay fanfiction for it in my spare time#cuz even if i have a less intense school day im still exhausted cuz of the public transit#not to mention SHOUT OUT TO WEDNESDAY I LOVE WEDNESDAY#I LOVE HAVING A 1O HOUR SCHOOL DAY MHM#7am to 4pm that shit must be violating some regulations or rights idk#but the people in charge of our schedule are basically like lmao cant do anythin about that sorry#deal with it#and also this is the lite version of my schedule#cuz i have 3 hrs less than im technically supposed to have cuz the fucking photography teacher wont show up for work#and im lowkey hoping they cancel photography altogether this year for my sanity#also ive been kinda artblocked since the beginning of september#also also im lowkey hating my own art again#im just unhappy with my art#i wanna enjoy drawing and i wanna draw a lot but i just cant#plus ive been having trouble with drawing anything besides faces#like my anatomy is outta wack and its messing with me#i cant even draw characters without getting frustrated that its either just their face or a shitty attempt at a cool pose#everything i draw feels bad or uninspired#anyway#wip#tendebill ocs#tendebill art#personal#life update
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i just hate the fact that unless i get a job theres absolutely zero percent chance im ever seeing live wrestling outside the small circle in my country again tbh
aew is already doing a bad by taking the ONE THING we got outside the states - all in - and giving it to fucking texas of all places (sorry to texans but im a hater this was europes one special thing and they fucked it up im so mad)
even if we got a tour or whatever; its just a known fact they would never come here. nobody does. unless you are a really big fucking deal, then maybe yeah, but aew? hell if the fed didnt sell even half the seats pre-pandemic, what hope does a less known company have LMAO
which would mean traveling out of the country. which makes it literally impossible with how expensive that shit is. "oh but just save money and you'll be fine!" im living from benefit to benefit at the moment, without a job. and if i could save any money from those benefits, they would know, as they require bank statements every few months to decide if youre doing poorly enough to get the benefits. so any savings = you have money = no more extra benefits to save. so unless i have a job or someone pays all this for me, i literally have no hope
so im sorry if im extra fucking sad during one of the biggest weeks aew has outside the us cause i know im never going to experience any of this cause everything mcfucking sucks in my life good day ✌
#im trying to live through moots on twitter who are there but im just sad#especially since i think back to last year and i still feel like i didnt deserve going then with how much effort everyone else put in for m#idk. i hate this. i hate that this is my one chance for anything and now they are taking a lot of it away for next year and who knows#for how long. and i cant do anything about it cause my situation is already shitty and difficult and yeah#im also currently sick so im double the miserable and yeah#sorry i need to complain. whatever. youre not gonna read this lmao#night is an absolute mess on main
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er is so fucking wild I hate like half the characters but I can't stop watching
#peter benton i hate you the most i think#hes so mean to john carter FOR NO REASON#FUCK JEN GREENE THO#OH I DONT LIKE MY HUSBAND'S JOB SO IM GONNA FUCK OTHER MEN#and i know the spoilers about rachel trying to kill his other daughter#trying not to hate on rachel too much for now tho#susan lewis?#a bitch but shes my bitch and i love her#KERRY WEAVER IS MY MAIN BITCH THO AND SHE DOESNT DESERVE THE HATE HONESTLY#listen you cant take me out back like a sick horse bc er and greys anatomy are two very different medical dramas lmao#but the sentiment still stands take me out back like a sick horse if i EVER start to watch greys anatomy
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I have an interview tmr for a possible teaching assistant job. but I realllyyyy really don't want to fucking go
#the interviewer is rly nice ive spoken to him already its not like nerves or anything#I dont rly wanna go into teaching but I do have experience so I'm getting interest from recruiters.. I need a job and the pay is alright#the main thing is that background checks are so comprehensive + they want 3 references and I. dont have that many lmao#but its non negotiable cuz anything involving kids or vulnerable ppl has rly high standards. understandably ofc#so I need to email a couple ppl from my degree to ask if they would be willing to give me a ref but I REAAAALLLLY dont want tooooo#bc I fucking dropped out of my masters this year and didnt tell my tutor beforehand. so its just rly fucking awkward to ask NOW#like I feel kinda physically sick just trying to draft this email theres smth rly humiliating abt it. man im gonna cry again#but I have to do it bc this interview is tomorrow and I need to submit the form w references before then ive been putting it off#ugdhfhcbncjhfjfbfbfh. and even if my tutor is cool w it I still only have 2 refs so I need to find a third and just. mannn#i have a massive adhd block w filling out forms too fucking hate this shit what if I just cancelled the interview ahahahahahahhha#its like a physical fucking pressure preventing me doing anything abt it i hope i get hit by a bus so its not my problem anymore whatever#.vent#fucking hell. whatever im gonna go make lunch
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MISAKO IS SO PATIENT
She waits until I finish pouring out her food before starting to eat
What a patient baby
I'm used to feeding Wallace. Man just sticks his head in the bowl as soon as one morsel touches it. I used to have to hold him back so dry food wouldn't go everywhere, and so wet food wouldn't get all over his face
#kittysako#im so proud of her she ate all her food#i gave her dinner. changed her litter and put the rest of the wet food pouch in the fridge. and when i came back from taking the old litter#to the rubbish bin outside and washed my hands#she was still eating!!!!#she normally just eats a little bit and then walks away and barely eats#maybe shes used to her dad eating all the food lmao#weasel is a little piggy#i have to bring her to the bowl for her to eat sometimes#i wish shed eat dry food dhsjdh i HATE dealing with wet food... its so gross#at least the dry food just leaves a bad smell and bits on my hands and doesnt make me feel sick if it touches me#Bad Texture#Slimy#Do Not Like#but. she doesnt touch biscuits(?) that are in her bowl so. wet food#for now at least. until i can get her to try to eat dry food#idk how ill do that though#at the moment im just glad shes eating#those first frw days where she didnt eat much really scared me lmao
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me: spends the better part of 2 years slowly being online and talking to people less and less, not responding to messages, not organising any irl get togethers or cancelling last minute cuz i cant handle it
me: *feels isolated, depressed, like a failure, feels unloved, feels guilty and nostalgic for the old days, feels ive grown distant from all my loved ones, and have bad cyclic thinking about how maybe this is all for the better and i cant fucking handle seeing anyone and going out is a big fucking effort
me:
#life of doge#this is probably a cry for help lmao idk#im still trying to figure out why this got triggered tho i have a pretty good idea why i think....#but lemme tell you#lockdowns meaning i couldnt organise things + the incessent anxiety of leaving the houe#cuz what if theres covid what if i make my disabled housemate sick#resulting in organising meet ups feeling Abstract and Impossible#plus my neurodivergent arse dedicating every god damn fork i have into having a fulltime job#which not even neurotypical ppl should be expected to balance with personal life#those 2 things are certianly not helping#and coincidentally those 2 things happened within the last 2 years#i was online a lot more bc of lockdowns and before my job#but since starting work ive just. i just cant#those arent the only reasons of course but they certainly are not bloody helping#i miss how things used to be....#here ive been spending years explaining to a loved one that isolation bad#and now im falling into those exact bad cycles and habits and thought patterns#of course its not true isolation like im leaving the house almost every day for work#but just. the wall ive put up and how i practically dont use my phone anymore and im impossible to contact#i hate it. i hate how thats what ive become#and i hate how its probably deteriorated at my relationships#bc it means im not being the friend i want to be#so of course ppl are going to give me the same energy back#of course me feeling unloved and uncared for and moved on from is literally all my fault#i have no one to blame but myself#whatever. im just so fucking over feeling like this.#negative -
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